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- #celebrations
Amberlynn is getting closer to meeting her online soon-to-be girlfriend Destiny. They have been waiting to meet since they started talking in April 2015. At the time, Destiny was living in Florida, and Amberlynn was in Virginia. The plan is for Destiny & her grandmother to pick up Amberlynn in Virginia, stay at Destiny's mom's house in Kentucky for the 4th of July #celebrations, then continue to Florida to start their new life together.
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00:00June of 2015. I find an apartment, one that we finally agree on, what have you. Then I plan a
00:06trip to not only Kentucky, but to Virginia to get emerald in essentially. Hello everybody. A lot has
00:13been going on. Crystal went on a date last night. I am so freaking like excited for this. When she
00:19was on the date, I was like sitting here at home. I was like all anxious. Like, oh my god,
00:22how's it
00:22going? How's it going? How's it going? I was like biting my nails off. It's really strange to think
00:26that like four months ago, I was thinking, oh my god, Crystal's the love of my life. You know,
00:30that's just like how it is. We were in a relationship for a very, very long time. Crystal and I
00:34were
00:35together for three and a half years. The first two years were amazing. The first year was even
00:39more amazing. I literally was on top of the world. She accepted me for who I was. I'm getting emotional.
00:45Now here we are like totally moving on, accepting that we have other people in our lives and we're
00:50friends now and it feels really good.
00:57Don't get me wrong. It gets hard. It gets rough. Like there are certain emotions that arise that
01:01are different. It's like things that you don't expect. Overall, this is just a great adventure,
01:06I feel like. So in 10 days, I will be moving to Florida. I literally cannot believe the time is
01:12going by so quickly. It's very nerve-wracking. I've been doing a lot of packing. I've hired a few boxes
01:17and four of them are like ginormous and I physically can't even pick them up myself. I don't know if
01:21that's going to be an issue. I still have one more box to pack and then I'm officially packed.
01:25I'm sorry I haven't been making, you know, vlogs, showing my packing process. I've just
01:29been very, very, very busy. I used to talk to Crystal about it all the time, but she was
01:34not for me being vegetarian. I don't know what it was. She just would not allow it.
01:38Pretty much her exact words were, it's what you'd expect it to taste like. It was all right.
01:43For some reason, she didn't like the spinach really that much. She didn't like the chicken
01:47that much. She woke up not feeling the greatest, but yet she was starving. I don't, I don't,
01:52I don't, I don't know what's going on with her. I don't think she liked it very much,
01:56but who knows. She said it was really good. I don't think it was really good. Okay, it's
01:59in here. I understand I'm my own person, but when you're in a relationship with someone,
02:04sometimes you have to compromise. I'm normally the one who compromises a little too much.
02:09Crystal's going to order it and I'm going to sit in the corner. I normally am the one who
02:14orders it, but. All right. I brought my own water. She's going to let me out in the front,
02:27I think, just because it's easier, and then she's going to go find a parking spot. All right,
02:31let's go get her some cough drops. So I found them. All right, you could take those.
02:38Three bags. So not shabby for today. This bag is like so light. It shouldn't even count as a bag.
02:47There's like two things in that. It's so cold out here. I just, I had Crystal go sit in the
02:53car.
02:54Okay, this one's the heavy one. Holy shit. Okay, put this card away like a nice person I am.
03:03Crystal's going to order. She's ordering right now and she doesn't know I'm recording her.
03:11She's so cute. Crystal's in line paying. I don't know if you guys can see her, but she's right there.
03:22There's a puddle the size of Texas. I usually have to walk over there to get to the car,
03:28which is right there. Crystal's going to pull out for me in the road.
03:43Thank you, babe. Look how dirty that is from me walking in the grass all the time.
03:50Intense. Just got done with Target, but I'm waiting for Crystal. She's being a gentle lady,
03:55and she's going to get the car, and then I'm going to meet her in front. It's too cold.
03:59The scarf thing does work, but I'm sure it can only do so much. So, now I'm waiting for her,
04:04but she should be out here soon. So, I guess I'll wait right here.
04:10There's a Starbucks right there. I was this close to getting something, but I didn't.
04:15Legit ghost cart. I would go get it, but it's far too cold. Uh-oh.
04:22Oh, wait. Crystal. Oh, shit. Oh, someone's getting it. Okay, good. Wow, that was close.
04:28It was Crystal. I forgot. She was actually parked right here. Right over there.
04:36Thankfully for that guy, it didn't hit the car. I don't know what she's doing, though.
04:40She's just sitting there.
04:46Did you see that cart? It was rolling like a ghost, and I wasn't expecting it to roll so much.
04:55I started rolling even more, and I was going to run and get it, but then some guy got it
05:00for me.
05:00I don't know where I came from. Do not mind this Olaf blanket and this curtain right here.
05:05From here, it literally looks like I just have clothes thrown around. Crystal's parents just
05:10asked if we wanted to order Chinese food, and I mean, Crystal and I love us some Chinese food.
05:17We were very tempted on saying yes. We have a lot of triggers running through our body right now,
05:22but we said no. I'm actually very proud of myself. It was mainly Crystal who wanted to say no. I
05:28feel
05:28like I could eat in moderation, but Crystal, like, knows how she feels right now, and she feels like
05:34if she had Chinese in front of her face, then she'd eat too much, so I'm proud of her for,
05:37you know,
05:37sticking to her gun. I know sometimes it can be so hard, you guys. It's just a fact of life.
05:42When
05:43you're on a weight loss journey, it can be rough. Got some pears for Crystal, because I don't really
05:48care for them too much. Crystal's trying to show me this. What even is it? Prepared horse radish and
05:54beets. Yep, that'll never be in my cart. Crystal thinks it sounds good. Do you want to try it?
06:00Crystal wants to try this. What would you possibly try this on? What are you going to try that on?
06:06Horse radish. Horse radish. Food. You're going to try it on food. How much is it even?
06:13$2.69. $2.69 for something you're probably going to try once and then be like...
06:17It'd be good, like, on chicken if you make a plate. On chicken?
06:24Possibly. All right, if you really want to get it, do you really want to get it?
06:27Crystal and I are in CVS. Before we pick up her grandma, we want to get her a gift card.
06:32We're looking at all the ones they have. Well, I know she likes IHOP. Do you see an IHOP anywhere?
06:39I said IHOP. Oh, there is IHOP? Okay, so grab that one just in case. How much is it worth?
06:43Only $25. Only $25. Is there, like, bigger ones? Like $50?
06:48So we just decided we know she likes IHOP, so we're going to get her two $25s. Hand me your
06:53list.
06:53I don't want to. Hand me your list because I'm being scared. She's nervous.
06:59Babe!
07:00Oh, wow.
07:04Okay. I knew Red Lobster. Crystal's about that life. Ruby Tuesdays, Ryan's. They all start with R's.
07:11Olive Garden, Quaker Steak, and Lube. Oh, my. Are you ready?
07:14Well, tell me them. Oh, I was going to show them to you. Okay.
07:18I have Mexico Restaurant, Indian Restaurant, Japanese Steakhouse, O'Charlie's, and Chili's.
07:24We didn't put a single one the same, which is very funny.
07:27We're going to somehow, like, figure out a way to do Process of Elimination, and I'll show you guys what
07:31we choose.
07:32Or we'll just wait until we actually go there. It might be a surprise.
07:35After millions of back and forths, we finally decided to go to Mexico Restaurant.
07:41I have Mexico Restaurant. I knew Red Lobster. Crystal's about that life.
07:50I told Destiny I want to be a vegetarian, and she totally supports me.
07:54I thought that makes me happy.
07:55I just wanted to give you guys an update. Like, just craziness. Craziness right now.
08:00Destiny and I are going to be meeting for the first time on July 2nd, and I can't believe it.
08:06I literally just cannot believe it. She makes me feel so freaking special. I am a very insecure person.
08:13She makes me feel beautiful, and it's just a great feeling. I haven't felt this happy in a really long
08:18time.
08:19I want to try my hardest to make more videos for you guys. You know, I only have 10 more
08:22days in Virginia.
08:23I'm going to keep you guys posted as much as possible.
08:41My packing is going pretty well, I must admit. There are so many things I've had to get rid of.
08:46So that's where all my jewelry is. Necklaces, earrings, blah, blah.
08:49And then right here is my dangly earrings that I can't wear. I'll explain it in another video.
08:55These are just all my rings, and I guess I'll just choose this one.
08:58Crystal and I are going through all these books. I mean, there's piles and piles and piles.
09:02We read every single one of them. Like, the back of them.
09:05To see if we actually wanted them and got rid of the ones that we didn't think we'd read.
09:09I already have 365 days of cats, but I so badly want another one.
09:14I'm just, like, too obsessed. I can't. Like, I just literally can't help it.
09:18Every day when I pull off one of my sheets, it just makes me so happy.
09:23It's like a gift of a cat every single day.
09:25I have three 365-day cat calendars.
09:29I recently went through all of my necklaces, and I'm getting rid of all these.
09:33I haven't gotten rid of so many necklaces. I always give them to Goodwill.
09:36I also went through all of my other jewelry's bracelets, rings, and, like, studs.
09:42I don't know if you guys remember, but I used to have all my studs laying out.
09:48She also got me this heart dish, and I thought it was perfect for my rings.
09:52I used to just have my ring sitting in here, but I think I like it better like this.
09:56It's super cute.
09:57But I completely fixed everything on my desk.
09:59I'm getting rid of all these earrings.
10:01So many. Like, it's almost devastating.
10:03I have my bigger earrings here, smaller dangles, dangling, dangling here, rings here.
10:09I have gold, blacks, whites, diamonds in this one, colorful fun ones in this one,
10:16the bigger, like, really pretty statement earrings in this one,
10:20and the smaller statement earrings in this one.
10:23Just got out of the bath, so I'm gonna use some body spray.
10:26I use these when I stay home, and then these when I go out, because these are actual perfumes.
10:30I've given them to Goodwill.
10:31A lot of things I've had to throw away.
10:33Crystal's parents offered to ship me stuff that I left here.
10:36I don't want to have to make them pay that kind of money,
10:38so I'm either A, bringing it all with me now, B, throwing it away, C, Goodwill.
10:42I have no problem with that.
10:43I'm bringing a lot of my stuff, which I'm very grateful that I'm gonna be able to bring as much
10:48as I can.
10:48In the past, when I've moved states, I literally just brought one suitcase, and that was it.
10:52This is just, like, the first step to packing.
10:54This one's mine.
10:55I've had a couple people ask me, how am I getting to Florida?
10:58That is something I've never answered, so I guess I might as well answer it now.
11:02On July 2nd, Destiny is coming with her mammy.
11:04They are driving from Kentucky, because Destiny will be visiting her mother in Kentucky for 4th of July.
11:10They're coming to pick me up.
11:12We're going to Kentucky.
11:12It's a really far drive.
11:17Crystal!
11:21Just playing.
11:22It's gonna be a really far drive, so the whole July 2nd, they're gonna be driving, and I'm so grateful
11:27for them.
11:28We're gonna be in Kentucky for July 2nd, July 3rd, July 4th, and we're leaving July 5th.
11:32So July 5th, we are driving to Florida.
11:34Some people were confused if I was taking a bus, a plane, this or that, but no, they're coming to
11:39get me.
11:40Something else that people have been wanting me to talk about is kind of like my emotions and my feelings
11:44video diary, if you will, about what I'm going through if I'm nervous to meet Destiny and things like that.
11:50So I do plan on making some videos like that.
11:52I really feel like seeing that in the future, like how I felt before meeting Destiny, would be really interesting
11:58to see.
11:58It'll help other people, too, who are in long-distance relationships.
12:01I'm not in a relationship.
12:03Destiny wants to ask me to be her girlfriend in person.
12:06In our hearts, it's official.
12:07We're just not world official yet.
12:09When I go see Destiny and we go to Kentucky, we're going to this, like, water park, and she doesn't
12:14want me to be wearing pants.
12:15I actually bought a maxi dress, which I can show you guys.
12:18I haven't worn a dress since I was in sixth grade, so it's quite different.
12:21Hello, everybody.
12:22I cannot believe that it is Thursday.
12:24Next Thursday, I will be meeting Destiny.
12:27Like, holy fucking shit.
12:28Hello, everybody.
12:29People want me to do video diaries of how I'm feeling about meeting Destiny on July 2nd.
12:34It will be the first time her and I are meeting in person, and I'm honestly super, super freaking terrified.
12:41She has really made me insanely happy.
12:44There's times when she tells me I'm beautiful and I question her truthfulness only because of my own reasons.
12:50I'm scared to be lied to.
12:52It's hard for me to trust people, and I feel like my weight has just messed with my head so
12:56hardcore.
12:57Destiny is insanely understanding when it comes to my insecurities.
13:01I talk to her about them all the freaking time.
13:04Like, I'm almost scared that I'm going to push her away or sabotage something that could be so freaking beautiful.
13:14You guys, aside from me being a nervous wreck, I am so excited to meet her.
13:20I don't even, I can't even put it into words how excited I really am.
13:23We have such a strong connection.
13:24We have grown so close together.
13:26It's really crazy how technology has planted such a beautiful base for people to fall in love who normally wouldn't.
13:34I just can't wait to be in her arms and to be able to kiss her for the first time.
13:37I'm honestly so freaking excited.
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