- 7 weeks ago
Waking up to Amberlynn's emotional live stream and thought, let's watch together. Not sure what to expect, so here we go, behind the scenes of Amberlynn and Tommy's (Emily) relationship.
Original live stream: https://www.youtube.com/live/aRzU_xgiI2Q
Original live stream: https://www.youtube.com/live/aRzU_xgiI2Q
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00:00But we haven't been together this whole time.
00:02Okay, I don't really know what to expect other than the title was
00:05we have been in a relationship the whole time.
00:07I just got a text saying I wouldn't say too much if I were you.
00:10Being threatened.
00:11As I have been.
00:13As I have been.
00:14I should have put the word toxic in the title.
00:17So it kind of sounds like that soft, gentle love isn't there anymore.
00:20And then I get another text.
00:21I have video proof of you being terrible to me.
00:24Yes.
00:24Video proof of me reacting to your betrayal.
00:26Me unmedicated with BPD.
00:28Correct.
00:29Stop texting me.
00:30So I was like, I don't know what to do anymore.
00:31Like how much longer?
00:32Can I stay silent?
00:33How much?
00:34Apparently not much longer.
00:35The whole time I'm sitting here thinking how I don't want to hurt Tommy.
00:39I literally hate even referring to her as Tommy.
00:41We all know.
00:43But still have that little tiny bit of respect that's still there.
00:46But we haven't been together this whole time.
00:53This whole f***ing time.
00:56This was the last straw.
00:57Something must have happened today for sure.
00:58I have seen the things that she has said to me.
01:01I hate about me.
01:02Anytime she's been confronted with the things that Emily has said online, she's always denied
01:05it and said that they're all lies.
01:06You know how she is with telling the truth.
01:08It's a little loosey-goosey.
01:09Whether that be in comments.
01:10Whether that be in private messages where it finally is like revealed.
01:14Yeah, the whole f***ing Reddit.
01:18Where she made fun of my body.
01:20All right.
01:21That's not very nice of Emily to be doing that.
01:22Look at her preferences.
01:23You can't be doing that if that's what you prefer, you know?
01:25That's not very nice at all.
01:26Especially when it's someone that you care about like that.
01:28Like, ugh.
01:28What?
01:29Look at my body.
01:32Someone on Reddit literally literally said,
01:38How do you guys think Amberlynn would be when she loses all the weight?
01:41If she ever loses all the weight.
01:42Someone asked on Reddit,
01:43How do you think Amberlynn would be when she lost the weight?
01:45My girlfriend replied,
01:46She probably looked like melting ice cream or a melted candle.
01:50My girlfriend behind my back was calling me Porcahontas.
01:54This is ridiculous.
01:55I'm not, okay.
01:56I don't want to be like,
01:57Oh my god, Amberlynn.
01:58I feel so sorry for her.
01:59Well, I don't know who doesn't.
02:00But I mean, like, you know,
02:01Tommy's being a little vicious.
02:02Was Tommy like pretending to be broken up with Amberlynn?
02:04Tommy's got this like disdain for Amberlynn, it seems.
02:07Behind my back.
02:07You wouldn't even believe.
02:08When I was in Wisconsin,
02:10I genuinely was the most miserable I've been.
02:12And I had to literally fake that s*** real good.
02:13You know how easy it would be for me to come on here and just be like,
02:17Yeah, I had a great day today.
02:19I did it, guys.
02:20I did it.
02:21Oh my god.
02:22No.
02:23I wasn't fake that s*** real good.
02:24Because it's like, it's hard to be like human.
02:27It is hard to be human.
02:28And like be broadcasted on YouTube.
02:31Like, it's so hard.
02:32My mom wanted me to leave Tommy.
02:34Just constantly.
02:35Yeah, Mamalynn probably did want her to leave Tommy for like ever.
02:39But like if she harped on it too much,
02:40Amberlynn would probably not want to be around Mamalynn as much.
02:43But then again, she kind of needs the support of Mamalynn.
02:45Break up with her.
02:46Like still, like literally from yesterday.
02:48Just leave her.
02:49Just leave her.
02:49Like my mom knows everything.
02:50I have never been with someone so vindictive and like genuinely like scary in my life.
02:55I feel afraid to say anything.
02:57I've been afraid to say anything this whole time.
02:59Because like...
02:59Because like if she did, Tommy would not want to be with her, right?
03:02But Tommy was allowed to say all this stuff behind Amberlynn's back.
03:05Except it wasn't behind her back because it's online and everything gets back to Amberlynn.
03:08I did not want to hurt her.
03:09And she wanted nothing to do with online.
03:11But then she would say all these awful things.
03:13It's like anything that happened in Wisconsin,
03:16like any argument that happened in Wisconsin was due to a betrayal that I found out that
03:20she was doing right next to me.
03:22Literally right next to me.
03:23Imagine having BPD, unregulated, unmedicated.
03:27Some people don't have to imagine that because it's just a reality.
03:29And finding out just betrayal, betrayal, betrayal, betrayal.
03:32Like you go crazy.
03:33You genuinely go crazy.
03:34And then you know what you usually do?
03:36You break up with them and you move on so that you're not toxic to each other.
03:40Because that's exactly what's happening.
03:41They're being super toxic.
03:42And I have done nothing but stick up for her.
03:45And that is like the fucking most pathetic thing in the world is I have done nothing but
03:49stick up for her.
03:50Like I'm not going to sit here and go into detail whatsoever.
03:53She is, isn't she?
03:54She's going to go into detail.
03:55We're here for two hours.
03:56At all.
03:56Like I'm not going to go into detail.
03:58The one thing that I would like to say...
04:00So how this all like started is like she literally told me,
04:02I promise I will never hurt you again.
04:04I mean, this is genuinely what she would say to me every single time.
04:08She hurt me.
04:09Every time she lied.
04:10Every time just betrayal, betrayal, betrayal every fucking time.
04:14Oh my god.
04:15And like I would fall for the bullshit, bro.
04:17Like I would fall for the bullshit.
04:18But as of recently, like once I found out the Reddit thing and once like she insinuated
04:22that I let Rarity out on purpose and I don't know what it was.
04:25But after every single thing that she put me through, which all the personal shit,
04:29like I'm not even going to go into detail in this moment unless she wants to hop off.
04:32Like I'll pop off and react back.
04:34But she said she wasn't going to go into detail.
04:35But something about this last time like genuinely broke me.
04:38Broke me even further than I was broken before.
04:40I just...
04:41My wall was up with her.
04:43That's not like...
04:44That's not how it was like at all.
04:46But I just...
04:47You know, she would want to be sexual and this and that.
04:48And like I couldn't let my guard down at all.
04:50Like I genuinely couldn't.
04:51I don't remember what it was.
04:52But like we had a normal relationship argument, which happens.
04:55Like you express to your partner how you feel.
04:57Whenever I would express how I feel, she would go...
04:59She would just go absolutely insane on me.
05:01And I don't know what it is or why.
05:03I would try to process in my brain that like that's her defense mechanism.
05:06Just accept it for what it is.
05:07Blah, blah, blah.
05:08But it was like two days ago.
05:09I just calmly expressed to her like how I felt about something.
05:11It's like every single time we get in an argument, she goes online and said something awful to me.
05:15That explains it then.
05:16Every time they fought, that's when we would see stuff from Tommy.
05:19We would see the messages that Emily was talking to other people.
05:22There was a lot of things on there.
05:23So they probably fought pretty often, it seems like.
05:25So I was on Instagram tonight.
05:26Sorry, my thoughts and feelings are literally genuinely all over the place right now.
05:29And it's like I'm sitting here having to debate with myself like, yes, share that.
05:33Yes, don't.
05:34I just got a text from her saying I'm going to release the video then to prove how you are.
05:39I'm literally half naked in that video.
05:41So please don't.
05:42I would appreciate that.
05:43Oh, goodness.
05:43Does Amberlynn know which video it is then if she knows that?
05:46Does she remember freaking out when she was what she says half naked and Tommy having the camera up?
05:50That was me in a BPD meltdown.
05:52I'm literally half naked.
05:53You threatening me repeatedly.
05:55Like, literally, she's threatening me as I'm on here.
05:57You guys, like, as I'm on here, literally threatening me.
05:59This is the shit I have to deal with all the time.
06:02And I feel crazy.
06:03All I can think about is putting Amberlynn in Emily's spot and putting Beck in Amberlynn's spot right now.
06:08Because we saw a lot of the relationship, how Amberlynn kind of treats people that she's in a relationship with.
06:13And Emily would go crazy.
06:15Like, you guys don't even understand.
06:16She made me more crazy than I've ever felt in my actual entire life.
06:19Like, you have no idea.
06:21You have no f***ing idea.
06:23It makes me not want to protect her anymore.
06:25So I go on Instagram tonight.
06:27I reply to CorkyLoveRose.
06:28I barely check my Instagram.
06:29I happen to click another message.
06:31And they were like, you know who is talking to Snowflake?
06:32And I was genuinely so confused.
06:34I didn't know you know who.
06:35I didn't know who that was.
06:36And I was like, there's no way it's fucking Tommy again.
06:39I was like, there's no f***ing way.
06:40There's genuinely no way.
06:41She promised me she would stop this sh**.
06:44Because she knew I wouldn't say anything.
06:45I was constantly just letting her say whatever the f*** she wanted.
06:48And haven't you guys noticed that I would never say anything?
06:50I just never say whatever the f*** she wanted.
06:52Yeah, because we thought that you were being the bigger person, I guess you could say.
06:55And like, just letting her do her thing.
06:56And just be like, whatever.
06:57I don't care.
06:58I've moved on.
06:58If she wants to keep doing that, that's fine.
07:00But the thing is, she didn't move on.
07:02And she was just literally letting this person say that stuff about her every time they got in a fight.
07:05So then I go to Snowflake's little community tab.
07:08And that's when I saw it.
07:09And I was like, you've got to f*** me kidding me.
07:10We're talking about rarity again.
07:12Rarity.
07:13Oh my god.
07:14And that's what I knew.
07:15I'm actually officially done with Emily.
07:17I'm f***ing done.
07:18Like, I've never been more done in my actual life.
07:21The truth about rarity.
07:24Mm-hmm-hmm.
07:25To me, no.
07:27And only Emily knows.
07:28Mm-hmm-hmm-hmm-hmm.
07:31Only the people closest to me know.
07:32And only Emily knows.
07:34The truth is, we're sitting in Emily's truck.
07:36Okay, my eyes are so wide right now.
07:37I'm like, oh my gosh, where is this going?
07:39I would sit in the passenger seat.
07:40And Emily would sit in the driving seat.
07:42And she would smoke cigarettes.
07:43And we would sit there, listen to music, whatever it may be.
07:45Okay, I'm assuming in the driveway is what she means.
07:47She does not smoke in her house, which I fully get.
07:49So, since we're both sitting on our phones in her truck,
07:51I saw her talking to this girl named Andrea.
07:53Oh, this is-
07:53Oh, don't worry.
07:54This is about rarity.
07:55This is about how it all happened.
07:56Flashback two weeks prior, I saw her talking to Andrea.
07:59They were talking badly about me.
08:00And I was like, who's Andrea?
08:02She tells me it's a girl from work.
08:03So, my gut feeling tells me that's a f***ing lie.
08:07And I do not believe it whatsoever.
08:08So, I just let it go.
08:09Then it was a week.
08:09I mean, at the time, we're sitting in that truck.
08:11I'm talking about rarity night, okay?
08:12I see Andrea again.
08:13And I was like, why do you keep, like, talking badly,
08:15being suspicious with this Andrea girl?
08:17Andrea girl.
08:18Oh, just this girl from work.
08:20And I was like, well, can you stop talking badly about me?
08:22Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
08:22I kept telling her something feels off.
08:24I find out that night that this is a hater.
08:26Someone that genuinely hates me more than anything in this world.
08:28That Emily became friends with.
08:30And they would just sit there and talk bad.
08:31Well, I'm literally bleeding her in bed, bro.
08:36Okay, so they were in the truck, but now they're in bed?
08:38So, I believe that she would never talk to her again.
08:41Well, here we are, sitting in her truck again.
08:43And her stupid little message keeps up.
08:45And then I see that they're talking again.
08:47You would think if Tommy wanted to hide anything from Amberlynn,
08:49she'd turn those notifications off.
08:51Amberlynn loves to look at her partner's phones.
08:53So, then I say, let me see your phone because I don't deserve this.
08:56She's trying to invade Emily's privacy at this point.
08:58Because whether or not she is talking to somebody else,
09:00it's up to Amberlynn to be like, okay, I don't want to put up with this and walk away.
09:03But instead, Amberlynn's like, give me your phone.
09:05I go into her little, um, what's it called?
09:07It's like where you can see what apps you were on that day or whatever.
09:10Oh, my gosh.
09:10She's experienced.
09:11She knows.
09:12She knows how to do this.
09:13Oh, my gosh.
09:14I don't want to sit here and say, I'm sorry, Emily, for doing this.
09:17But I have to.
09:18This isn't fair.
09:20Why do I want to just keep protecting her?
09:21I'm sick, bro.
09:22Like, I'm genuinely sick.
09:23She messaged me and said, you need to stop this immediately.
09:26Then why did you do what you did?
09:28Why?
09:29Okay, so we're like 16 minutes into two hours.
09:32She's not going to take Emily's advice and stop.
09:34Everything.
09:35Why did you do everything that you did to me?
09:37On the iPhone, if you guys don't know.
09:38You can, like, see what apps you were on that day.
09:40How long you've spent on there.
09:41Whatever it may be.
09:42And I noticed that she was on Tumblr.
09:44It was, like, the most random thing in the world.
09:45Because, like, me and her were, like, very open.
09:47I don't want to say what I saw.
09:49Okay, I just know that what I saw her looking at on Tumblr literally broke me.
09:53Because when I saw that, again, it was my instinct.
09:54My instincts were like, why is she on Tumblr?
09:56Immediately, it's almost like I knew.
09:58So I instantly went to her Tumblr app.
09:59Bam, in my face.
10:00Okay, I don't want to go into detail.
10:02Genuinely, I don't.
10:02And then I kept going, like, I noticed a website.
10:04Oh, I don't want to talk about it.
10:06I saw things and read things and seen things that literally broke me and destroyed me.
10:09Okay, like, look at me.
10:10I look like a freak.
10:11This is how I looked almost every day in Wisconsin.
10:13Oh, it sounds like she was having a wonderful time in Wisconsin then.
10:15But now she's gonna show me naked having a BPD meltdown because of her betrayal.
10:20Constantly.
10:20Anyways.
10:21Okay, so this comes back to Rarity at some point.
10:23So Rarity is gone because Tommy was being sneaky behind Amberlynn's back.
10:27It's all Tommy's fault.
10:28Just like it was always Beck's fault.
10:29It's Tommy's fault.
10:30I just found out a million different things that literally broke me.
10:35Like, genuinely, I felt like I was in a different state away from my mom.
10:39Like, I was like, this cannot be real.
10:42Oh my god, it cannot be real.
10:44I got really f***ing upset.
10:46Obviously, anyone, even mentally well people would have been pissed.
10:51Would have been so f***ing hurt.
10:53Probably marriages would have been divorced.
10:54Like, that type of deal.
10:55Okay.
10:56So the argument was so f***ing bad that I think it was like 5 a.m. or something.
11:00I don't even know.
11:01She ended up leaving her home through the kitchen door, which is the sliding glass door.
11:06She left.
11:06And my favorite part of this whole thing is she likes to say that I was...
11:09You guys see me.
11:10I'm over 500 pounds.
11:12I walk very slow.
11:15Like, I'm a slow mover, okay?
11:17Yeah, we've seen her walk pretty fast when she wants to, though.
11:19And she starts, like, coming at me.
11:22You know, like, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.
11:26So I get in my car and I leave the can on my top of my car.
11:29And I close the door real quick and I lock the door.
11:31And she's, like, telling me to get out, all this stuff.
11:34And she ends up throwing the can in my car.
11:36She leaves through the glass door.
11:38Leaves the door open.
11:39I knew it.
11:40She took the blame for Tommy.
11:41I did not notice because I did not go near the door.
11:44I did not go near the door.
11:46I was sitting at the kitchen table waiting for her to come home.
11:50She went out the kitchen sliding door.
11:51And then Amberlynn was in the kitchen at the table the whole time, I guess,
11:54waiting for her to come home, but didn't notice the door.
11:56It'd be freaking cold coming in.
11:57You'd think she'd feel something.
11:59And that's when I noticed the cold breeze.
12:02Okay, okay, okay, good, good, good.
12:04I noticed the cold breeze.
12:07Emily left the door open.
12:08And she booked it so fast she didn't even close the door.
12:10It was just a lot.
12:11In my brain, I was thinking, there's no way we already got out.
12:13We're good.
12:13You know, it's like one of them things.
12:14Like, Tommy's house is huge.
12:16Hats went everywhere.
12:18I was thinking Meredith didn't even notice.
12:20It was the next day when I was like, something really just does not seem right.
12:24I haven't seen Meredith all day.
12:26Oh my god, I've been taking the blame this whole f***ing time.
12:29Okay, well, it kind of seems like it was a joint doing here.
12:32They both kind of were responsible, you could say.
12:34She was like, oh, it'll probably be better so that people don't hate Tommy even more.
12:37And then for Tommy to say she probably let her out and it was the same day.
12:41Maybe Tommy didn't leave the door open.
12:43Maybe she did.
12:44Maybe she did.
12:44Maybe this whole thing is how it happened.
12:46I've been taking the blame this whole f***ing time because I constantly, constantly was
12:50stayed up for this f***ing shit.
12:53What's wrong with me?
12:55I don't want to call my mom because my mom has heard this sh** so much and she's, she wanted
12:59me to leave.
13:00She wanted me to leave Tommy for the longest time, for literally the longest time.
13:05She ran out the door from the argument so fast she didn't even close the door behind
13:08her.
13:09Like, were you chasing her?
13:10I'm thinking of the Code Red incident where Destiny was just like going out to the car
13:14and Amberlynn was chasing her and grabbed the top that she left on the top of the car and
13:18threw it at the car.
13:18Like, the fact that she's threatening to share a video of me half naked while I was having
13:25an actual BPD meltdown from betrayal and constant, I'm gonna, I think she's a narcissist.
13:32I've never said that about anyone in my life, but something is just not enough and I've
13:36tried so hard to love her through it all.
13:38She said the most awful things about me.
13:40It was toxicity.
13:41There were good times, too.
13:43Like, she was my best friend for 13 months, you know?
13:46You know, they celebrated their anniversary monthly.
13:48That's what Amberlynn loves to do.
13:50Calling me fat-ass.
13:51The first time she ever called me a fat-ass was in Wisconsin and I'm telling you, I, my
13:54job was on the floor.
13:55Call me, f*** off, I hate you.
13:57Like, it's just the most awful thing.
13:59I'm a waste of space.
14:00I'm a leech on society, like, the most awful things were said to me.
14:03Oh, yeah, that's definitely someone you'd want to be with, huh?
14:05And I never, ever said those things to her.
14:07Oh, I would just constantly freak me out.
14:09So, you know, I'm gonna f***ing snowflake.
14:11But if you share a video, which I have never shared screenshots, if you share a video of
14:14me during a BPD meltdown where I'm half naked due to your betrayal, that's when suing
14:19will entice, will happen.
14:21Absolutely.
14:22Is there anything you can tell us about what you saw on Tumblr?
14:24Just imagine, just think about it for two f***ing seconds.
14:27Not to be mean, pickle, love you.
14:28I don't even know who you are, but thanks for the super chat.
14:30But just imagine for two f***ing seconds what it was.
14:33Tommy is not a f***er.
14:37At all.
14:39Well, I'm laying next to her in bed and we're about to go have, I think we're about to go
14:43have, when she did it, I think we were about to either go have Thanksgiving dinner or like
14:48birthday dinner with her family.
14:49Like, what the f***?
14:54I just wanted her to love me as much as I loved her.
14:59Yeah.
15:00I even loved her through all of that.
15:01That's how f***ing messed up I am.
15:03And then that f***ing Andrea girl that she would f***ing talk to, I ended up messaging
15:07her and I was just like, can you please leave Emily alone?
15:08Like, it's weird.
15:09Oh my gosh.
15:10Of course she would message the person.
15:11She probably couldn't trust Emily to stop texting this person.
15:14So she'd have to go to this person and be like, can you stop texting my girlfriend?
15:17She had enough messaging me this whole thing about how much she hates me.
15:20And I'm like, how can Emily correspond with someone like this if she's supposed to be
15:23in love with me?
15:24Like, I don't get it.
15:24Okay.
15:25So then Emily would know that this person was a hater.
15:27You would lie for someone too.
15:28Like, I'm not going to like sit here and stick up for her.
15:30No, like Amberlynn does that a lot.
15:32Lies for other people so that they don't look bad sometimes.
15:35I feel like it's kind of like that.
15:37Like, she pays for people hoping they'll pay her back.
15:39So she'll lie for people hoping that other people will lie for her too.
15:42Like, she was like blackmailed.
15:44Emily was blackmailed by people.
15:45It's fucking gross.
15:47Like, regardless of what she did to me, like, leave certain situations out of it.
15:51Like, you're fucking insane.
15:53Like, genuinely.
15:53No, we're not together anymore.
15:55Like, this is me actually.
15:57I mean, it's absolutely done.
16:00Like, how else would we ever, like.
16:03Yeah, this is it.
16:04What about the sweetest, gentlest love?
16:05That's how it was in the beginning.
16:07I want a gentle love.
16:07This is like the softest love I've ever had in my life.
16:09That is what I've craved.
16:10Someone to actually, like, love me gently.
16:12Wow.
16:13So this is how it feels to, like, be loved.
16:15That's how it was.
16:16Like, it was so perfect.
16:17I read the whole face with the colleague.
16:20Past behavior, future behavior.
16:21And the, oh my god, it's just like, oh, everything at the fan with the feeder and this and that.
16:35Like, oh my god.
16:37That definitely got in the way of our relationship.
16:40But, like, it was just, it was just rough.
16:43Okay, so I wonder if she's going to admit that Tommy was a feeder and that that was something that was happening.
16:47When did we actually break up?
16:48Like, today?
16:49Where she didn't die, bro.
16:51Like, shut the f*** up.
16:54God.
16:55God.
16:55I f***ing hate people who are just so, like, they have no, like, sympathy or empathy or, like, kindness in her heart.
17:01It's like, it, genuinely, how do you live?
17:03The first one is, I hope to see you die live of a heart attack.
17:08The narco work had a heart attack.
17:10How some sympathy.
17:17Look at the face.
17:21It's that difficult, girl.
17:23Sorry, I'm trying to find my sympathy bone.
17:25My sympathy.
17:28Shoved up your ass?
17:29Oh, what a, oh, what a, I don't care.
17:36Amberlynn is asking us to search for our sympathy bones.
17:40How do you live?
17:41No.
17:42Oh, my God, no.
17:42It was f***ing bigger girls, bro, that were naked.
17:47Oh, my God, bro.
17:48Don't you know?
17:49Can't you read between the lines?
17:51Well, if you can, I'll just come out and tell you.
17:53What she's talking about is that's what she saw on Emily's Tumblr.
17:56See, this is what I mean.
17:57Like, you guys go to the most extreme s***.
17:59Like, don't say things like that.
18:00Like, holy f***.
18:01Man, I'm sorry.
18:02It was literally just her looking at fat people, okay?
18:05This is a bad idea.
18:07This is a bad idea.
18:08She's only a half hour in.
18:09We still have another two hours here.
18:10I'm tired of lying for other people.
18:13I'm f***ing done with it.
18:13So if you want to be my friend, if you want to be in my life, whatever it may be, I'm not
18:17going to f***ing lie for you.
18:18So make sure your skeletons are f***ing out of the closet already because I'm done lying.
18:22I'm just done with this.
18:24I'm just f***ing.
18:26I'm just f***ing.
18:26Do you want to be the f***ing craziest thing?
18:28Girl, that's why we're here.
18:29To hear crazy things.
18:31I'm sending her Snapchats of Wasabi and Romeo.
18:34I built a f***ing cat tree.
18:37She's super proud of that.
18:39I remember when she got a cat tree, she had Destiny come over to build it at her and Becky's
18:42house.
18:43For Christmas, we're going to get my cats this kitty condo with perch.
18:46This is what it's going to look like.
18:48It's like a grayish blue color.
18:49You excited, baby?
18:50Very.
18:51Oh.
18:51Oh.
18:51Oh.
19:21So, Destiny did the cat tree and I'm very grateful.
19:43The lighting is really bad at nighttime, so don't mind that.
19:46Right here like this?
19:48Yeah, right in front of the window.
19:51Okay.
19:52So, we're gonna see if the cats like it, which I'm sure they will.
19:56So, I'm glad that she could do that now.
19:59She built her own cat tree.
20:00See, you can do things on your own.
20:02I sent a Snapchat on my body because I know she likes it.
20:05All while she's talking to Snowflake.
20:08What kind of weird f***ing warped relationship was I in and I just kept allowing it.
20:15It feels so crazy to me.
20:17Well, it's not like she wasn't warned 100 times.
20:21Oh, wait.
20:22Yeah, she was.
20:23She was warned quite a bit.
20:24The relationships I've done.
20:25I genuinely hate being in a relationship.
20:29It's to that point.
20:30I f***ing hate it.
20:31I hate it.
20:32I hate it.
20:33I hate it.
20:34I hate it.
20:35It's the worst thing.
20:36Well, yeah.
20:37I guess if you're not choosing partners that you're compatible with, then it would be the
20:41worst.
20:42I can't care anymore.
20:44Because I have gone literally insane for almost a year now.
20:47I just want to be done with it all.
20:48Someone thought you may love her, but she has to hate you to do this.
20:50You know what?
20:51I genuinely thought the same thing.
20:52All she wanted was my body.
20:53It was just a body to her.
20:54I said that to her multiple times.
20:56That is what it is.
20:57Andrea is this old f***ing woman who's like a narcissist herself.
21:00Like, get the f*** out of here.
21:01You're gonna find your person, even if it's platonically eventually.
21:04I just, I don't want anybody.
21:06I don't even want Chris.
21:07You're gonna find your person, even if it's platonic.
21:10All I'm thinking of is Foodie and Pete's.
21:12They were each other's person.
21:15Hi Pete.
21:16Hi.
21:17I like to do things just because other people find it weird.
21:20I like to be contrary.
21:21And that's how I ended up dating Pete's actually.
21:24I keep looking at myself.
21:25Does that make me a vain person?
21:26Yes.
21:27You're so vain, you probably think this comment is about you.
21:29Well, it is.
21:30Finally, we're getting to use the new walk.
21:32Yep.
21:33First time in five months that we've used the walk.
21:36I keep forgetting about it.
21:38I keep reminding you.
21:39I know.
21:40He's a wonderful soul.
21:41He's a wonderful person.
21:42And to not have him as a person in my life anymore,
21:45just because I don't want to shag him anymore,
21:47would just seem really tragic.
21:49So that is why I am still in touch with him.
21:54I'm just done with everything.
21:55Do you know how many times I wanted to message Alexis and just say,
21:57you were right?
21:58You were right.
22:03But then why would she do that?
22:04Because Lex would just come online and tell us and show us the messages of Amberlynn saying,
22:08you were right.
22:09I should have.
22:10That's another one where she's just not learning her lesson.
22:12Like she likes the relationship that they had back in the day.
22:15But after we found out who Lex was and everything went public and Lex made a YouTube account and all that,
22:19like she should not be trying to still talk to this woman.
22:21Like this woman is definitely wants info to put out on you, Amberlynn.
22:24Like stay away from Lex at this point.
22:26You should have said away from Tommy.
22:27Maybe you should stay away from Lex.
22:28Like not saying Lex is a horrible person or anything.
22:30Just they do not have a good relationship, these two.
22:33So like, I don't know why she keeps doing that other than she's trying to rekindle what they had before.
22:38Lex is probably pretty happy hearing about this.
22:40Not happy, but like was just like, yep, told you.
22:42Yep, told you.
22:49Because I'm telling Alexis, like even though she...
22:52See, I'm a mess.
22:54Like Alexis did some bullshit.
22:55But like there were times where I was so low.
22:57I wanted to turn to Alexis because we used to be best friends.
23:01She would just get it.
23:03Immediately she would just get it.
23:04I had that girl blocked.
23:05I don't, I just don't even want her in my life at all.
23:07But like, I just felt so low.
23:08Like I'm not going to go back to Alexis.
23:10I'm just saying like, that's how low I've been sometimes.
23:13She just needs to just say, alright, time to open up a new chapter rather than trying to continue this one that's obviously not working.
23:20Everything is going to be twisted and it's always twisted.
23:22And everyone will always believe whoever is against me.
23:26It does not matter what it is.
23:28All these reaction channels want to do is see me miserable.
23:31Point blank, period.
23:32Because when they viewed me as someone who just got into a new relationship, they hated Emily.
23:36They hated her.
23:37Yeah, there was about 20 red flags in the relationship.
23:41Amberlynn kept making excuses because she thought she had this soft, gentle love because she didn't know Emily.
23:46And it was before her true colors started coming through, you know, both of them really.
23:49And now that we're not together anymore, they're all who I've been talking to her.
23:53You guys are f***ing insane.
23:54Well, yeah, because people want to know more about you, Amberlynn.
23:56It's all about Amberlynn.
23:57We want to know about Amberlynn.
23:58So people contact Tommy.
24:00And weird, Tommy's willing to talk about it.
24:03Becca wasn't willing.
24:04Neither was Jade.
24:05So you got to wonder why Tommy's actually still in this and knows that going online to say things to other people is exactly what will hurt Amberlynn.
24:14So if Tommy feels like she's being hurt, I keep, you know, Emily, Tommy, whatever, feels that Amberlynn's mistreating her, she'll just go online and make Amberlynn feel bad that way.
24:23But I don't think Tommy understands how powerful that really is and how much it really does affect Amberlynn.
24:28More insane than I'll ever be.
24:29And I'm pretty f***ing insane.
24:30She publicly accused you of doing what you are now, accusing her regarding your pet.
24:33I'm accusing her of nothing.
24:35I know what happened.
24:36I was there.
24:37Why do we now break up?
24:38Because I'm probably f***ing over it.
24:39Because this is what would always happen.
24:40We would get in a little normal argument like all couples do.
24:43She would take it to the extreme and then she would go online, publicly bash me somehow, some way.
24:47And then she would see how hurt it made me and then she would say, I will never do it again.
24:50Finally, when she reached out to Snowflake, I said to myself, we're donezo.
24:53That is the, that is the last straw.
24:55She hates Snowflake.
24:56HATE Snowflake.
24:57Like, what do you do?
24:58Like, no.
24:59She probably hated Snowflake because Amberlynn hates Snowflake.
25:01So she'd be like, oh yeah, yeah, I hate them.
25:03Doesn't even know.
25:04Or, hmm, I know what would really make Amberlynn mad.
25:06Tommy's a little scary.
25:07I said it before, but I'm going to say it again.
25:09She totally reminds me of the babysitter bandit from The Simpsons.
25:11Just saying.
25:12Like, you are supposed to, like, when you're in a relationship with someone, you're supposed to love them, respect them, care for them.
25:15You're supposed to be safe with them.
25:16I'm not safe with her.
25:18Well, at least she finally recognizes it.
25:19My goodness.
25:20Took forever.
25:21Why stay with her?
25:22I'm not.
25:23Obviously.
25:24I'm not going to end up with for being in a relationship with me.
25:25So I'm done.
25:26I'm genuinely done.
25:27I don't want a relationship.
25:28I don't need a best friend.
25:29I don't need anybody.
25:30The haters get their way.
25:32I feel like I'm in a general nightmare.
25:34You deserve these women and everything they bring.
25:37Okay.
25:38We would always do this.
25:39We would get in an argument and then we would both be like, we're done.
25:41We're done.
25:42And then she would go and contact a hater or a Reddit or a reaction channel or comment something snarky and rude.
25:47It's like a vicious cycle.
25:49And then we would always come back together like a day later.
25:51Normally her reaching out to Snowflake would have been part of the pattern, but I need to respect myself.
25:55No, we weren't even in a garage.
25:57We were just sitting in a truck outside.
25:59She would always contact reaction channels on Reddit.
26:01Yet you still kept the relationship going and lied.
26:03She kept lying about it all the time saying it wasn't Emily and it was somebody else pretending to be Emily.
26:08They're not real.
26:09Everything Lex said is not true.
26:10Actually, the stuff Lex was saying was about how Amberlynn was probably seeing Danielle, but it really was Emily that she was seeing.
26:15And it's like, I'm not even like saying everything that happened.
26:17I just wanted to tell you guys like what led up to the rarity thing since that's what she went to Snowflake about, which is so insane because she saw how heartbroken I am over rarity.
26:27That's the part that's like the most unhinged behavior I've ever seen.
26:31And it's like, obviously, you don't love me and you never did.
26:34It wasn't just the Andrea thing.
26:35It was like several things that I found out that night.
26:37There was a few times where during an argument, she would leave.
26:40That's just how she is.
26:41She would stonewall or she would leave.
26:42And I'm the opposite.
26:43I'm very like, let's attack this right now and get this argument done and over with.
26:47So we-
26:48Let's attack this right now.
26:51I think she means like tackle this right now.
26:53But yeah, attack is basically how she would react.
26:55Yeah.
26:56You can just love each other.
26:57I'm the opposite.
26:58But yeah, she left to the back.
26:59You stayed with her even after she commented suggesting you let rarity out.
27:02Yeah.
27:04Why did I forgive that?
27:05Because I'm a fucking piece of trash?
27:06Because she said she was sorry.
27:07She said she didn't know why she did that.
27:08She said she would never do it again.
27:09Da-da-da-da-da-da.
27:10Neighbor, I think you were heavily manipulated.
27:11You have no idea.
27:12And it's going to continue to happen.
27:13And I just have to like deal with it.
27:14You know.
27:15She's good at twisting things.
27:16I'm telling you.
27:17So it's like, I don't know what she claims to say to Snowflake 1.
27:18Like, oh, it's just like, why does she do this?
27:19Why?
27:20I don't know what she claims to say to Snowflake 1.
27:21I don't know what she claims to say to Snowflake 1.
27:22I don't know what she claims to say to Snowflake 1.
27:34Here we go.
27:35It says, update.
27:36Been speaking to Emily, obviously.
27:37Been a very hard listen.
27:38Well, over text.
27:39But you know what I mean.
27:40We spoke about the emotional and physical s*** from Amber.
27:42We discussed rarity.
27:43She sent me over screenshots of messages Amber sent to her on the day rarity went missing.
27:47Amber, I think you better make a quick video and sort your rarity missing story out.
27:51We discussed the breakup and post-breakup.
27:53The breakup and post-breakup?
27:54So the post-breakup would have been the time that Amberlynn probably thought they were still together.
27:58Snowflake says, I'll make a simple video as soon as I get a chance and get the video up as fast as possible.
28:02I'll keep you all updated. Cheers, everyone.
28:04So now we know what Snowflake had to say about it, which it's interesting.
28:07Amber, I think you better make a quick video and start your rarity missing story out.
28:10Screenshots from the day that rarity went missing too.
28:13So I don't know what is going to be added to the story because we got Amberlynn's version of it.
28:16Now what's Emily's version going to be?
28:18This is what triggered her into going live.
28:20I wonder the other details she's leaving out.
28:21Like this could be the story that she told us, but maybe there's some details she's leaving out.
28:25Either way, it seems the door was left open for some reason and rarity went out.
28:28No, we did not break up for the million of time.
28:31I was just trying to protect her because she was being blackmailed.
28:34Like she was getting these crazy text messages.
28:36Like people like genuinely like blackmailing her and it was scary.
28:39Why were they doing that?
28:40Unless they had info on Emily.
28:42Like that's just that's just weird.
28:43Emily would have had to been doing something for her to be blackmailed.
28:46Like I think I wonder if Amberlynn knows what that means.
28:49Do you think she ever loved you or all just a game?
28:50No, I don't think she loves me anymore.
28:52Like I think she genuinely stopped loving me for a while.
28:55I wonder if Emily's just addicted to the attention because that's kind of like what she's getting out of this.
29:00The snowflake stuff will blow over.
29:01I just don't understand why he wants to like hurt me so bad and like every angle possible.
29:05Like it's the most unhinged thing I've ever seen.
29:07Blackmail could have been a lie to isolate you.
29:08I don't know.
29:09She supported it and told Hectaconna.
29:11Well, she was talking about...
29:12See, this is a part that's like so confusing.
29:14It's like how did Hectaconna not put the pieces together?
29:16But okay.
29:17Emily was talking shit to another person on Instagram about me during one of our arguments.
29:22As per usual.
29:23While I just keep quiet and hope me and Emily can go back to loving each other.
29:26She's always out there just like saying horrible things about me.
29:29But she was talking to someone and that person is the one who told Hectaconna.
29:33Love that for you.
29:34Who told you all this was happening?
29:35I got a message on Instagram.
29:36Word for word.
29:37I can read it to you.
29:38I think I still have it open.
29:39Oh, wait. No, I don't.
29:40Oh, wait. Yes, I do.
29:41Hey, I don't know if you know this, but Snowflake's been talking to...
29:42You know who?
29:43I made a short post about what they talked about.
29:45Sending you good vibes.
29:46This shit never ends.
29:47And I was like, you know who?
29:48I was thinking like Beck or something.
29:49Because I genuinely did not think that my girlfriend was going to do this again.
29:53Well, no longer my girlfriend.
29:54But like I said, this is a pattern.
29:55Like me and Tommy didn't really talk much today because, you know, we got in that argument
29:59and that's just how it goes.
30:00And I knew like tomorrow or the next day we were going to talk again.
30:02And I was excited.
30:03Oh my gosh.
30:04What an exhausting relationship they must have had.
30:06That would be so exhausting.
30:08It's not even like an actual relationship.
30:10You might think that Tommy doesn't even like Amberlynn and is just trying to get more info
30:13out of her so that she can share it with other people.
30:15Hopefully Amberlynn learns from this because I feel like she would go back to Emily.
30:19To like tell her and show her.
30:20Like she was like fighting with her and then she was excited to show and tell her about
30:24changing the living room around.
30:26My goodness.
30:27Yeah.
30:28Amberlynn was definitely in denial about how this relationship was going.
30:29Now I don't have that.
30:30Say Tommy probably did talk to Snowflake days ago.
30:33So they were probably fighting for a while.
30:35Well, it sounds like they were fighting all the time and Tommy's just always talking to people.
30:38So like anytime Amberlynn sets Tommy off, it's like, hmm, who can I talk to now to really
30:42get under her skin?
30:43Is there anything else in a relationship with Emily you're lying about?
30:45Well, yeah, I'm not going to reveal everything.
30:47Lying isn't the word.
30:49Not saying?
30:50Yes.
30:51Because there's just so much.
30:52It's just so much.
30:53But I mainly wanted to like talk about the same with Rarity because that is not fair.
30:57Like that's genuinely not fair.
30:58I have never hit Emily.
31:01I have never hit Emily ever.
31:03I don't hit.
31:04I never hit Beck.
31:05I never hit.
31:06Who else have I been in a relationship with?
31:07Holy.
31:08Who else?
31:09Wifey Jade, maybe?
31:10I've never hit her.
31:11I've only thrown things at her.
31:12I think she got physical with Jade.
31:13So I'd be really surprised here if she said she didn't.
31:16Shit.
31:17Destiny never hit Crystal.
31:18The list can go on and on.
31:19Okay.
31:20Beck, Destiny, Crystal.
31:21But what about Casey?
31:22And then what about Jade?
31:23And then now there's Emily.
31:25She's half and half here.
31:26If you could, you would.
31:27Your body doesn't allow.
31:28Huh?
31:29If you could, you would.
31:30Your body doesn't allow.
31:31Dot, dot, dot.
31:32Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.
31:34Remember when Beck said, like, she probably would have if she could move, she probably would
31:37have tried to get at me, but she would just scream at me instead.
31:39She didn't hit me.
31:41I think that if she had had the ability to, she might have because she would get really angry.
31:47If I could hit someone, I would.
31:49Okay.
31:50Sorry, Usain.
31:51I can throw this at someone's head.
31:53But earlier, she said she can't walk really fast.
31:59You guys know she can't go very fast.
32:01We've seen her walk fast, though.
32:02Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.
32:03When she's in a hurry, you know?
32:04She could throw this.
32:05Like we just said earlier, yeah, she might not be hitting, but she's throwing stuff.
32:08Like, I could take this and throw it.
32:11I'm just not physically a person.
32:13I just throw things.
32:14Well, I mean, if you're throwing at someone, maybe.
32:18I guess if you're throwing at the wall, no.
32:20But then again, why would you want to ruin your own things?
32:21You're just ruining your own things.
32:22I never really understood that.
32:23Breaking things around you.
32:24Now you have a mess to clean up.
32:25Come on, get the fuck out of here.
32:26Like, you just want to betray me in like the worst way possible, bro.
32:29Like, just get over it.
32:30I'm not physically a point blank peer.
32:32And I closed the door real quick and I locked the door.
32:35And she's like telling me to get out, all this stuff.
32:38And she ends up throwing the can at my car.
32:40Maybe she chased Emily out the door and then Emily left the door open thinking that Amberlynn would shut the door, maybe.
32:45Because if Amberlynn was out the door yelling at her to go, you know, maybe.
32:48But yeah, I wouldn't be surprised if she was throwing other things.
32:50I do remember where Casey had said Amberlynn told Casey that she hit Crystal.
32:55She had Crystal.
32:56Yeah, she admitted to me that she hit her once.
32:58And I wish I never to leave that message.
33:00That's what it was.
33:01Casey was right before Crystal and she was actually with Casey and Crystal basically at the same time.
33:04And I feel like she's done it playfully with Destiny on camera.
33:08Like we've seen it a few times where she gives her those taps.
33:10It was with Rafe. That's what it was.
33:11Yeah, because Rafe like smacked her back basically like it was bad.
33:14That would be cool though.
33:16Why would that be cool for you, boo?
33:18You don't even know me.
33:24Where I go like this, like, you know, a little harder than that.
33:30What is it called? Fibromyalgia.
33:32Amberlynn says her arm feels fine, but she might get a bruise or a blood clot.
33:36To which Rafe says,
33:37Oh yeah, just, just make me feel so great.
33:39You can tell she's got some animosity for Amberlynn.
33:41I don't have a lot of plans.
33:43I mean, it's true.
33:44I need to put up a tiny little chopstick and just chuck it at someone like,
33:47but I'm not going to because I'm not a violent person.
33:49That's how a healthy nonviolent person reacts.
33:51I don't know what you're talking about.
33:52All the reaction channels are going to be kissing her ass because reaction channels,
33:55their number one job make Amberlynn look bad.
33:57So they continue to get money.
33:58Oh, is that how it works?
34:00Maybe I'm being a little too soft then because like, I do not like Emily.
34:03I do not want to be friends with Emily.
34:04And I would not seek her out to get information about Amberlynn
34:07because as toxic as Amberlynn is,
34:09she's made it clear that, and Emily has in her own actions,
34:12that Emily's just as toxic.
34:13So like, why would you want to?
34:14Power T, I guess.
34:15Not all of us have all this anger and hate to put out on Amberlynn.
34:18Just reacting to the drama of it all.
34:20Because a lot of us don't have all this hecticness going on in our lives.
34:23Kind of interesting to see how some other people live.
34:25And this is just how Amberlynn's doing it.
34:27And it's not good.
34:30Sorry, you guys.
34:31This is a mess.
34:32Why'd you take blame for Rarity if it was her protecting her?
34:35I wanted people to like her.
34:36I don't think that was for Emily's sake.
34:38I think that would be for Amberlynn's sake.
34:39Cause she wants people to be okay with her.
34:41And I remember when she started dating back,
34:42people were saying how there's like no chemistry between them.
34:45Then there was other people who were saying like,
34:46Oh, you guys are so cute.
34:47And she loved that.
34:48So I think that's what she was probably looking for with the Emily.
34:50And she wanted confirmation that they were good together.
34:52But I mean, we all know that they, they aren't and weren't.
34:55No one was gonna like her because of her passport.
34:57All the reaction channels love her now.
34:59I swear reaction channels would do anything to make people turn against me.
35:03Literally anything.
35:04Yeah, I'm definitely thinking she's thinking of specific people
35:06when she's saying this stuff.
35:07When she says reaction channels,
35:08I think she's thinking of like Zack, Snowflake, The Ankle, and Jordy.
35:12Maybe four people.
35:13There might be other people who are saying stuff about her,
35:14but those are like maybe the four.
35:16She's just like bunches reaction channels in thinking that everyone just wants to pile on her.
35:20But that might not be the case.
35:21We're gonna be honest, Amberlynn.
35:22Tell you what we think.
35:23And it might not always be great.
35:24But Amberlynn's behavior isn't always great.
35:26So it has to be kind of called out sometimes.
35:28But even calling it out, she might not even realize that she's still doing it.
35:31And she'll probably change.
35:32So I wonder if we're gonna get another live stream in like a few weeks from now
35:36where she still has more to say about Tommy,
35:38especially in reaction to whatever Tommy has to say or has said to Snowflake, you know?
35:42So I don't think this is the end.
35:43I think this is just the beginning of something else.
35:45It's other soul.
35:46Like if you stick up for Amberlynn, I'm gonna get into it.
35:48It doesn't matter.
35:49It's just the life I have to live.
35:50You're human living a real human experience.
35:52And some people are too dense to have compassion and understanding that.
35:54Yeah.
35:55Compassion.
35:56That's just other people live in their own reality.
35:57Some people don't know how to have compassion.
35:59It's all right.
36:00A lot of people lack that.
36:01It's really sad.
36:02I just need to emotionally eat one last time after this live stream
36:04without anyone saying anything about it.
36:07Can't wait to see how evil you were when you're exposed.
36:08Okay.
36:09Yep.
36:10I mean, I turned evil due to betrayal.
36:11Yes, I did.
36:12And that's like one of the only times.
36:14So good for me.
36:15I wasn't a raging cunt the whole f***ing time,
36:17even though that's what I was called.
36:18My favorite was when she told me she wants to knock my teeth down my throat.
36:20That was my favorite.
36:21While we were looking for rarity in the truck.
36:23Yeah, I'll never forget that one.
36:24That one was...
36:25Well, that's not soft and gentle at all.
36:29Oh my gosh.
36:30Whoa.
36:31While they were looking for rarity,
36:32she thinks that's a person that she wants to love.
36:34Oh my gosh.
36:35Whoa.
36:36That one was to my face.
36:37So you wouldn't be able to see that in text.
36:38But yeah, that shut me up real quick.
36:39I'll tell you that.
36:41Even just saying that, I feel like you're a violent person.
36:44It's just weird that those thoughts even come to your head
36:46and that you say them out loud if you're a violent person.
36:48I don't know if anything really Amberlynn would say in a video
36:51that Tommy recorded when they were fighting.
36:53I don't even feel like there would be anything really that bad
36:55that Amberlynn would say that would really surprise us, you know?
36:57Oh, it sounds like such a horrible situation to be in.
36:59Just be glad you're not in that situation.
37:01And if you are, run, run.
37:03I will say that I'm a yeller.
37:04I won't say anything like that, but I yell.
37:07Whatever point that I need to make, I go up like five octaves.
37:11Did Emily say she would hit you only once?
37:13She has threatened to hit me twice and one time.
37:16Oh my God.
37:17I'm pretty sure.
37:18Yeah, it was the night that rarity happened.
37:20I'm telling you, it was the worst fight that we had for sure.
37:22We were in her room when this argument was happening.
37:24It started in the truck.
37:25It went into the kitchen.
37:26Then it went up into the room and then down to the kitchen.
37:29Like it's, it was like an, it just, all right.
37:31But at this point we were in her bedroom and she was trying to like leave the room.
37:35Well, I'm like, like I'm bawling, bawling.
37:38Just like saying, I thought you loved me.
37:39How could you do this?
37:40And like, she just did not care.
37:41And she was trying to like go into the bathroom to like hide.
37:44And it's like, I'm this her person.
37:45I want to like talk about it now.
37:47So I was following her also into the bathroom.
37:50I have a bad habit of like following, saying, don't leave the room.
37:53We need to talk about this.
37:54I don't think she's totally wrong for trying to continue the conversation.
37:57But also I think if she sees that Emily needs a break from the conversation,
38:00it probably would be best to just give her her space.
38:02But it seems like that's all Emily wants is to not argue with Amberlynn
38:05and wants her space all the time to the point where they go a couple of days without talking.
38:08And then Amberlynn just thinks everything's going to be normal in a couple of days.
38:10Just let her stew, I guess, until she's ready to come back to her.
38:13So yeah, it's not a bad thing that Amberlynn wants to continue the conversation,
38:16but also kind of needs to give Emily that space when they're arguing.
38:19she could get a reaction out of Emily that she doesn't want, you know?
38:22When I went to go walk into the bathroom,
38:24you know, like...
38:28She kicked me.
38:29She's tall.
38:30She's taller than I am.
38:31She's like 5'7".
38:32She kicked me really hard in my stomach.
38:33Okay.
38:34So there was some physical altercations happening here.
38:41Really hard.
38:42That is the only time that something like physical like that happened.
38:46And it was like right in my hernia.
38:47So that like really scared me.
38:48I will say that.
38:49But I immediately called my mom.
38:50Like I'm like freaking out.
38:52Like my mom knows like everything.
38:53I called her all the time and she was begging me to come home.
38:55And I would constantly say I am.
38:56And then my mom would schedule to come pick me up.
38:58It was like this whole thing.
38:59But then she would become nicer.
39:01And like she was like crying one time that she didn't want me to leave.
39:04And she wanted me to stay.
39:05So then she was at work one time.
39:06I made her spaghetti dinner.
39:07And let's eat a salad.
39:08And like garlic bread.
39:09I wrote her a cute little note.
39:10And I said that.
39:11And I told her, you know what?
39:12I decided to stay.
39:13And like she was so happy that she cried.
39:14Like she would like do this thing where it was like vicious, vicious.
39:16I would say I'm leaving.
39:17And then she would become nice.
39:18And then it was like a constant cycle like this.
39:20But then when everything calmed down,
39:21she would always want me to stay.
39:22And she would always talk me into it.
39:24It's not that Amberlynn wanted to stay.
39:25Because if she didn't want to stay, she would have left.
39:27So she obviously wanted to stay.
39:28So she didn't leave earlier.
39:29Her room would get like, you know, she would have her pile of dirty clothes.
39:32And she also had a rug and like a huge dog bed.
39:34And then I had Twinkies dog bed.
39:35So it was a very crowded place.
39:36And during the frantic of it all, I remember I tripped over her rug.
39:42I landed into her.
39:44She fell on the ground.
39:45Like as that's happening, I'm trying to get her like she falling.
39:48I go to grab her off the ground.
39:50I will never forget this moment ever.
39:52Because I'm telling you, I called my mom hysterical.
39:56So when I tripped over the rug, and then I landed into her, and she was falling,
39:59I went to grab her.
40:00It didn't work out very well.
40:01She still landed on the floor.
40:02And then she started like hysterically,
40:03Oh, mom, you pushed me.
40:05I'm like...
40:06Oh my god.
40:14We have to watch that again.
40:16Oh, mom, you pushed me.
40:19She doesn't care about my feelings.
40:20And then she's like, Oh my god, you pushed me.
40:21She's got 500 pounds on top of her.
40:23She probably is panicking a little bit.
40:24Like what is actually happening?
40:26Did Emily say that she likes to be sad on?
40:28She sure friggin did.
40:31We saw a picture of her under Colleen's belly.
40:33Maybe she just thought Amberlynn was trying to get in the mood so that they'd stop fighting.
40:37Emily is messaging me all this, like the most crazy things I've ever heard of.
40:41And I'm like screenshotting all of it, sending it to my mom as we're on the phone, like video call.
40:45And my mom is just like, this is...
40:46I felt so bad that my mom had to like see me like that.
40:48It's like scary to be in this position because it's like I know how she is.
40:52And it's like she's plotting her revenge right now.
40:54And it's like...
40:55Then why were you with this person if you know that she's like this, very vindictive, plotting her revenge?
41:00Like, my gosh.
41:01That's the part that I'm afraid of because it's not the stuff that's real that I'm afraid of because I'm willing to like genuinely be like,
41:07Yeah, sometimes I could be unhinged too.
41:09Yeah, blah, blah, blah.
41:10It's the stuff that I'm terrified of her lying about because she's already done that.
41:14Like she's already lied about while we were in a relationship, lying about me online.
41:18Tommy's always the one who's lying.
41:19And then Amberlynn says they're not even true.
41:21They're...
41:22It's not even her.
41:23You know, the damage controls.
41:24So it's like really hard to believe.
41:25We watched her go through the whole wifey isn't a wifey and it's actually someone new, but it actually was wifey.
41:30Like that's something really hard to come back from and not think that she's lying about everything because we've seen her do it before.
41:35And she's a creature of habit.
41:37That's for sure.
41:38And she's got her patterns.
41:39I think she's going to try to twist everything.
41:41And she has a bunch of reaction channels that will highlight her lies and a bunch of people following those reaction channels that will believe those lies.
41:49Yes, maybe.
41:50But we're also going to put your side out there, too, and listen to what you have to say about the situation.
41:54And I have to just take it.
41:56She wanted to use you and you wanted to love her.
41:58She just has to take it.
41:59Just like Beck did.
42:00She didn't really say anything bad about Destiny, I guess, because she was still in love with Destiny at that point.
42:03She's probably still in love with Destiny.
42:04Let's be real here.
42:05It's like you read my f***ing journal.
42:07It is genuinely like you read my journal.
42:09You guys want to believe some of the things I wrote in my journal?
42:11We wouldn't believe because they might be lies.
42:13I didn't mind being someone's fetish as long as they also loved my heart.
42:17Oh my God. Okay.
42:18That's why she said she only wanted me for her body.
42:19That's right.
42:20So she is playing into that like, okay, yeah, it is a fetish.
42:23Rather than like her saying forever that it's not and that's not how Tommy is at all.
42:28Tommy is not a f***er at all.
42:33And that she wants her to be healthy.
42:35So she's basically admitting right now that Tommy was a feeder.
42:38As long as I loved who I was as a person, that mattered to me too.
42:42I don't know if you guys know the song Fetish by Selena Gomez.
42:44Like we would even listen to that in Wisconsin together.
42:46Oh my gosh.
42:47See, she's just, she did this to herself.
42:50Basically, she continued to do it to herself.
42:52She continues now to do it to herself.
42:54I like the way that she would look at me.
42:56Like I've never been like desired like that.
42:58Ever.
42:59We're going to do our own version of a bean boozle challenge.
43:01I don't know if anyone has done this before.
43:04And when it's something like you experience for the first time, it's like, whoa.
43:07So that's how it feels.
43:08That's a very nice feeling.
43:09Congratulations.
43:10I've never had that.
43:11Mmm.
43:12But it's like the way she would hurt me.
43:13It's like she forgot that I was like human while she was talking badly behind my back.
43:17I was trying to like stick up for her towards my mom, even though my mom knew everything.
43:21Cause my mom's like my best friend.
43:22Oh, she probably hates me more than she ever did in this moment.
43:25Who?
43:26Tommy.
43:27I don't care.
43:28I don't know.
43:29Because my heart literally does what it wants to do.
43:32My heart literally does what it wants to do.
43:37Literally.
43:38You know, like the measurement.
43:39I wanted everyone to know that we were still together.
43:41Like I wanted everyone to know.
43:42So I'm sorry for lying about that.
43:44Like, I'm not sorry for hiding all the like tea of it all.
43:46Like, duh.
43:47Like that's no one's business.
43:49I felt like I had to tell everyone because she keeps backing me in a f***ing corner.
43:54It's just so exhausting.
43:56I've tried very hard with the people that matter the most.
43:58I've tried very hard to like prove and show you guys that like, I don't lie anymore.
44:02I'm as open as I can be.
44:03Any more than she has to is what she left out there.
44:06But then I go and lie about a whole relationship.
44:07That's because I felt like I had to.
44:09Anybody else remember when she lied about the whole relationship with Valentine?
44:11Oh my God, I'm scared.
44:12I'm gonna wake up to hell.
44:13She could have went through the steps of the breakup way back then.
44:15But now she's gonna have to actually feel it.
44:17She's been like prolonging this like inevitable gonna have to break up with her and not have this type of relationship in her life anymore.
44:23So now she has to deal with that but she like it's too bad because she could have been dealing with that for the last however months she was telling us she was single as a Pringle.
44:30I might start smoking the Delta 8 again.
44:31I'm not gonna lie about it.
44:32Okay, I thought that was like a Kentucky thing and in Oklahoma you can smoke regular THC.
44:37I need just a little- I don't have any because I threw them all away so I'm gonna have to like buy me one.
44:41It's so sad because every day I wake up she's the first thing I think about and that's how it's always been.
44:45It was like the end for real.
44:46She was responding to my Snapchat so that everything was fine.
44:49But little do I- did I know she was behind my back talking to Snowflake.
44:53We were literally together.
44:55I never- I just can't.
44:57I just can't.
44:58I just can't.
44:59I just can't.
45:00I just can't.
45:01It doesn't even make sense.
45:02This is what Emily's been doing the whole time she's been with you is talking to people behind the scenes.
45:05Is there any pics or vids of you she could release like explicit?
45:07Yeah, like me naked touching myself.
45:09Oh my god, gross.
45:10Just so you know that's out there.
45:12Oh my god, gross.
45:13Why would you tell us that?
45:14You wouldn't believe the screenshots of me naked that she has.
45:18No, and we don't want to.
45:19Oh my god.
45:20You wouldn't believe the videos and photos that she has with me.
45:24She would constantly tell me that she was gonna sue me if I ever talked about her.
45:27I think you like need a little extra cash if you're gonna sue someone.
45:30I find it hilarious when people like want to threaten.
45:33You're going to jail or I'm gonna sue you.
45:35I'm like, my gosh, I'm gonna go tell my mom on you.
45:38That's what that sounds like.
45:39While we were in a relationship might I add you.
45:40Now I'm over here like, oh, she's gonna sue me.
45:42But then I have to sit here and think.
45:43I'm A, sharing my story.
45:44B, she has went behind my back and constantly slandered me.
45:48So what ground does she really have?
45:51She's claiming property damages because her dog pees on her carpet.
45:55And then Twinkie also was peeing on her carpet.
45:57They both were peeing on the carpet.
45:59Like, I'm not over here trying to like lie or this or that.
46:02But like, God, be so f***ing for real.
46:04Like, genuinely.
46:05Like, while we were sleeping, they both.
46:07Well, we do know that Twinkie does use the bathroom on the floor sometimes.
46:10Probably would be more likely to do it if other dogs were doing it too, for sure.
46:14But to say it was just Twinkie's fault when the other dog's doing it, it's kind of weird.
46:17So what I did was I bought this really expensive, I bought two of them, this really cool, like, gate type thing that she actually still has up to block the, um, yeah, there was pee pads down as well.
46:28Just for like at night and we were both sleeping and they both had a mind of their own.
46:31It just happens.
46:32Dogs are dogs.
46:33I tried to fix it.
46:34Like, genuinely.
46:35And then I ended up buying a whole steam cleaner for her.
46:37Like, I tried to f***ing fix it, bro.
46:39But it's crazy because she has this cat named Princess, which she keeps trying to throw out, by the way, on the streets and I keep telling her not to.
46:45She really wants to f*** around me before I had to find out.
46:47Whoa, who's this?
46:48Where did she come from?
46:49She's getting real upset about this.
46:51Somebody go save Princess from Emily then if she's trying to throw out a cat.
46:54She shouldn't be throwing cats out.
46:56My goodness.
46:57She's f***ing done.
46:58Calm down her balloon.
46:59She has a cat that pees all over the f***ing downstairs on the carpet, on the chair, on the couch, on the clothes, on the this, on the that.
47:07So, stop trying to f***ing blame me and my dog for everything in your life because I will literally cum for you.
47:14I bought her a nice steam cleaner.
47:16The one that she chose.
47:17She sent me the link.
47:18She linked it and I bought it.
47:19I bought her these really, they're, they're, it's not like an ugly gate.
47:22It's not like unattractive.
47:23It looks really nice down there.
47:24I did what I could.
47:25No, Emily's house does not smell.
47:26It's not bad.
47:27It's nothing chaotic like that.
47:29I'm just saying that like she has a cat that like does bad.
47:32It does bad.
47:33We tried very hard to just come on here and talk about how we already really went, went missing.
47:37It's like now it's going to go on to like all kinds of other stuff.
47:40So, it's like.
47:41So, when Rafe's pets p***s all over the house, it's disgusting and nasty.
47:43But when Emily's pets do it, it's fine because Amber needs to justify taking her pets into the house to live there for months.
47:48Not just Emily.
47:49It was fine with Rafe too.
47:51She let not only just Rarity but Wasabi too stay with Rafe for a few months.
47:55And then complained after when she had to get Rarity back about how gross their house was.
47:59Yeah.
48:00If it suits her, then that's the story.
48:01Oh my God.
48:02I'm scared to be alone.
48:03I believe her when she says that.
48:04Does anybody else think she's lying about that?
48:06I think she's telling the truth.
48:07She is scared to be alone.
48:08I'm scared to be alone.
48:09I'm scared to be alone.
48:10I'm scared to be alone.
48:11I haven't felt that way in, it's been a very long time, a year.
48:14I just see myself improving so much as a person, it's crazy.
48:16So to feel the fear of like being alone right now.
48:18She didn't really give herself room to grow if she was still with Tommy.
48:21Like I don't want to feel that feeling is crazy.
48:23And what I mean alone, not like alone as in single, I meant alone as in like, I don't want to get off a live stream because I don't want to be alone in that way.
48:29Like I love my like alone time, like just me, myself and I, but right now I'm like, why was she videoing you having those moments though?
48:36So she would record me, whether it was just my voice or she would record me as I'm having like meltdowns all the time when I was in Wisconsin.
48:43I felt so unsafe there.
48:44I wonder too, if the stuff that was coming out about Emily, if Emily was telling her like, no, this isn't true.
48:49That person's crazy.
48:50Well, like, you know, just kind of make Amberlynn believe that the stuff that Emily did in the past wasn't what she did and that this person is just making it up about Emily.
48:57Emily's past doesn't seem that great.
48:59I don't want to get off, but I know that I have to.
49:00I'm hungry.
49:01I have Fruity Pubbles.
49:02I might eat Fruity Pubbles.
49:03Okay, so that's the live stream.
49:05Yeah, Giovanni.
49:06Don't ever.
49:07Trust me.
49:08I don't care.
49:09I don't care.
49:10Just know that I was trying to protect someone I loved.
49:12And that's pathetic.
49:13That's what I was doing.
49:14I already warned you about the, something about a basement.
49:18I was never in no basement.
49:20You guys don't know this, but even though Feline was not really on camera, like people harassed her workplace, her HR team.
49:28People are insane.
49:30You can have BPD and be cool.
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