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00:02:09Nice one.
00:02:10Not very happy about the hook in his dinner.
00:02:17You catch him on a hopper?
00:02:21Hopper's out yet?
00:02:22There's one out.
00:02:25Yeah, they're sure not buying this salmon fly.
00:02:28They're not buying your presentation.
00:02:30You're slapping the water with it.
00:02:31Just lay it.
00:02:34Too much action in your wrist.
00:02:36Stop trying to hail a cab on Fifth Avenue.
00:02:40Just lay it down.
00:02:44Like that.
00:02:53And on a hopper.
00:02:55I do this for a living, big brother.
00:02:57Well, sort of.
00:02:58You should do it for a living.
00:03:00Never make work of your passions.
00:03:01Well, counterpoint to that is love what you do.
00:03:04You never work a day in your life.
00:03:05You love what you do?
00:03:06I don't even like what I do.
00:03:08You should analyze that.
00:03:09Exactly what I'm doing.
00:03:11I'm glad you're doing something,
00:03:12because you damn sure ain't catching any trout.
00:03:18You better not be doing what I think you're doing.
00:03:22Tying on a nymph.
00:03:23Don't you dare.
00:03:24This is my last day, Paul.
00:03:26I'm tying on a nymph.
00:03:27And if you fuck with me even a little,
00:03:30I'm putting on a streamer.
00:03:31I don't know you anymore.
00:03:33I recognize your face,
00:03:35but the words coming from it are the words of a stranger.
00:03:44Ha!
00:03:45Doesn't count.
00:03:46It counts.
00:03:47I got a spin caster in the truck.
00:03:49Why don't you just put some cheese on a treble hook?
00:03:51Get out of here.
00:03:57Hey.
00:03:58I'm keeping it.
00:04:00Of course you are.
00:04:01Fucking fish killer.
00:04:02I'm keeping it.
00:04:04And you're cooking it.
00:04:06All right.
00:04:07And lay it out there.
00:04:10Ha!
00:04:11Ha!
00:04:12Ha!
00:04:36Hey, I have the Hermes scarf and the blouse from Brunello.
00:04:39I'm meeting her at the Greenwich,
00:04:40and then we'll depart for the opening at 5.15.
00:04:42Well, does her assistant know?
00:04:44Okay.
00:04:45Yeah.
00:04:45Calling now.
00:04:49Ow!
00:04:50Ow!
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00:05:07The Washington Heights Women's Center will provide essential services for New York's most underprivileged
00:05:15and underrepresented demographic.
00:05:18Beyond reproductive care, the Women's Center will provide wellness care, counseling, dietary consultation.
00:05:25The nutritionist was my idea. The diet of some of these people is abhorrent.
00:05:29They just don't know any better.
00:05:31They don't eat junk because they like it, Laura. They eat it because it's cheap.
00:05:35They don't need a nutritionist. They need better food.
00:05:39The food bank has a bigger selection of produce than my Whole Foods, Stacy, and it all
00:05:43rots. They won't eat it. They want chips and chicken nuggets and sugar-coated cereals.
00:05:48They need education.
00:05:49What we're really talking about today isn't a child's-
00:05:52Excuse me.
00:05:53It's dignity.
00:05:54The kind of dignity that had someone who walked through a door-
00:05:58Paige?
00:05:59I was attacked.
00:06:02Attacked?
00:06:02A man just walked up and hit me. Took my bags and hit me. Can you see it?
00:06:07Did you call the police?
00:06:08It just happened.
00:06:10Where are you?
00:06:11Downtown.
00:06:12Get in a cab.
00:06:13Should I go to the hospital? Like, look at this.
00:06:15No. Go to Dr. Steele's office. I'll meet you there.
00:06:17Wait. There's a police car.
00:06:27What happened?
00:06:28I was attacked. And robbed.
00:06:30Somebody hit you?
00:06:31Hit me and took two bags. Shopping bags.
00:06:33What'd they look like?
00:06:34Uh, maybe 30. A navy sweatshirt. Hood over his head. Tall. Tall and skinny.
00:06:40What color was it?
00:06:42Color?
00:06:43His skin.
00:06:45I can't. I can't.
00:06:48You didn't notice? Or was he dark like me? Or light like him?
00:06:54I don't know. I only saw him walking away.
00:06:57But you think he's 30. How do you know that?
00:06:59I saw it for an instant. But yes, he looked 30. Or maybe younger.
00:07:02But I don't want to say his race because I don't know.
00:07:05How about this? What color were the shopping bags?
00:07:08White. Two of them.
00:07:09A navy blue sweatshirt. Two white bags. Got it.
00:07:12I know.
00:07:13You need to file a report.
00:07:16Are you still there?
00:07:22117 Park Avenue.
00:07:23117 Park Avenue.
00:07:30How many stitches?
00:07:31I think it's gonna take six.
00:07:33How big a scar?
00:07:35We'll deal with the scar later.
00:07:37It's easy for you to say. It's not on your face.
00:07:39Russell might like it. Scars are sexy.
00:07:41Scars on men are sexy. Scars on women are...
00:07:45I'm gonna look like a battered spouse.
00:07:47I don't know why you were walking. Why were you walking? You know better than that.
00:07:51I was on Fifth Avenue, Mom. If you can't walk on Fifth Avenue, where can you walk?
00:07:54You can't. That's the whole point.
00:07:58Did you call Daddy?
00:07:59No, he's fishing.
00:08:00And that means you can't call him?
00:08:01No, honey. I can call him. I just can't reach him. He doesn't have cell service on the river.
00:08:06He'll call tonight. But I can tell you what he'll say. He'll say, take the car.
00:08:10Stay still.
00:08:13He hit me. For no reason. I would have given him the bags. He just hit me.
00:08:21Right.
00:09:04Just leave all that shit on the plane. I got a surprise for you tomorrow.
00:09:08Paul, I have to leave tomorrow.
00:09:12You're fishing the Big Lost tomorrow.
00:09:15You have to pack into the Big Lost.
00:09:17I fly in the smoke jumpers, and we can use their strip.
00:09:24Happy birthday.
00:09:31Oh, shit.
00:09:43Baby. Baby. Soft. Soft. Soft.
00:10:12We'll see you next time soon.
00:10:13This is what happens.
00:10:14We'll see you next time soon.
00:10:14Last time.
00:10:20If you can check with the Big Lost, you have to get your best.
00:10:21The Big Lost, we'll see you next time soon.
00:10:21We'll see you next time soon.
00:10:27Astounding where the time goes.
00:10:30I wonder, what do I have?
00:10:32Maybe 10, 15 years before I'm too old
00:10:36to do anything more than just remember.
00:10:46It looks like Stacy and the kids
00:10:49to this resort in the Caribbean.
00:10:52Rooms are 10 grand a night.
00:10:55Villas are 30.
00:10:56This shit doesn't impress me.
00:10:57No, Paul, it doesn't impress me either.
00:10:59I'm just trying to tell you a story.
00:11:02Now, if you quantify making it
00:11:05by the things you can afford,
00:11:06then this place is making it, yeah?
00:11:09We're sitting there on the beach
00:11:11and watching all these couples walk by.
00:11:15We're the youngest there by like two decades.
00:11:18I mean, everyone's in their 70s and 80s.
00:11:22Barely waddle across the sand.
00:11:25All covered up in their big hats
00:11:27and their long-sleeved shirts.
00:11:29They'd made it.
00:11:32But their bodies were too old to enjoy it.
00:11:37We were halfway around the world
00:11:38and they were too old or crippled.
00:11:41Swim in the water, run in the sand,
00:11:43make love, none of it.
00:11:45They finally made it.
00:11:48They were all too old to create a single memory.
00:11:53And they knew it.
00:11:57It was on every one of their faces.
00:12:00Saw them at the restaurant.
00:12:02Same thing, not a smile among them.
00:12:05Because they knew.
00:12:08They'd worked their whole lives for that moment.
00:12:13The moment had already passed them by.
00:12:19That's why I'm here.
00:12:21That's why I quit.
00:12:24I make a memory a day, brother.
00:12:26Sometimes more.
00:12:29But make them for who, huh?
00:12:34No kids?
00:12:36No...
00:12:37No wife?
00:12:38You've got nobody to share it with, Paul.
00:12:41I'm sharing it with you right now.
00:12:42Once a year, you share it with me.
00:12:44Then you should come more often.
00:12:46At least get a girlfriend.
00:12:48Not on your life.
00:12:50How about a dog?
00:12:52They're neatier than girlfriends.
00:12:54Maybe a goldfish, then.
00:12:57Maybe.
00:12:58You'd probably try to kill it with one of your giant hook streamers.
00:13:09True!
00:13:25Oh, sorry.
00:13:32Abby, how was your day?
00:13:33Laser resurfacing is the most effective.
00:13:35Doesn't that make your skin shiny like forever?
00:13:37I still haven't seen it.
00:13:38You're never seeing it.
00:13:39It looks like a bloody zipper.
00:13:40I wish I had been there.
00:13:42But so he could have hit you too?
00:13:43Oh, you would have gotten a shot stabbed or worse.
00:13:45What's worse than getting shot?
00:13:47I don't know, but that's what would have happened.
00:13:48Being set on fire is worse.
00:13:50Girls, please.
00:13:51And the police, they just kept asking,
00:13:53what was his race?
00:13:54Like, that has anything to do with it?
00:13:55I mean, it's pretty important information when you're trying to find somebody.
00:13:58Whoa.
00:13:59That's so racist.
00:14:06Where are you going?
00:14:08It's your father.
00:14:09So, where are you going?
00:14:11It is rude to talk on the phone in a restaurant.
00:14:14It is also rude to play on your phone in a restaurant and serve the internet.
00:14:18Basically, what all of you are doing right now is rude.
00:14:22Rude to who?
00:14:24It's rude to me.
00:14:25It's rude to each other.
00:14:26It's rude to the staff.
00:14:27It's just fucking rude.
00:14:35It's so bright there.
00:14:37What time is it?
00:14:38Seven.
00:14:40Full moon.
00:14:42Wow.
00:14:43Look at those stars.
00:14:46My view's better.
00:14:48Well, until your brother gets indoor plumbing, I'll have to take your word for it.
00:14:52There's plumbing of sorts.
00:14:54I've got a sink.
00:14:56I've got a shower now.
00:14:57Well, until the outhouse moves indoors, then I'll have to rely on pictures.
00:15:03You feel rested?
00:15:05What time do you land tomorrow?
00:15:07Okay.
00:15:07Gonna have to push it back a day, honey, because Paul has something very, very special planned for tomorrow.
00:15:13Mm-hmm.
00:15:14It's a stretch of river that can only be reached by pack horse.
00:15:17Takes like a week.
00:15:18Paul has permission to fly us into it.
00:15:21Honey, this is like, well, it's virgin water.
00:15:24Oh, now there's virgins involved.
00:15:28Nobody fishes this stretch, honey.
00:15:30Nobody.
00:15:31Maybe a dozen people a year, if that.
00:15:34Hey, um, some bad news.
00:15:37Uh, Paige got mugged today down in the village.
00:15:41What?
00:15:42Mugged?
00:15:43Is she okay?
00:15:44Yeah, she just, you know, she got a pretty good shiner and a decent cut.
00:15:48The doctor saw her.
00:15:50Six stitches.
00:15:51Ah, damn it.
00:15:52I cannot come up with one plausible reason why we still live in that city.
00:15:57Well, I'll give you two.
00:15:59Our children.
00:16:00Two more.
00:16:01Our grandchildren.
00:16:02My parents.
00:16:03Make her use the car, honey.
00:16:05That's what it's for.
00:16:07She thinks it's a garish display of wealth.
00:16:10Yeah, well, if my money's so offensive, maybe we should stop giving it to her.
00:16:13Oh, honey.
00:16:14Oh, serious.
00:16:15Sell her apartment and put her up in a house in Great Neck or she takes the fucking car.
00:16:20Oh, my God.
00:16:20I knew you were going to do this.
00:16:21What am I doing?
00:16:23Okay, let's, this problem will be right here when you get back.
00:16:26Let's deal with it then.
00:16:28All right.
00:16:29She's okay, though, huh?
00:16:30Yes.
00:16:31In the meantime, enjoy your mountains.
00:16:34Enjoy your brother.
00:16:35Enjoy the hole in the ground.
00:16:37He thinks it's the toilet.
00:16:38And I'll see you Monday.
00:16:40Monday.
00:16:42I love you, honey.
00:16:44Love you.
00:16:46Love you.
00:17:04So, Russell, anything interesting happen in your world today besides your wife getting mugged?
00:17:11It, uh, uh, yeah, we're, uh, well, we're, uh, we're investing in a Dutch cargo ship venture.
00:17:19You know, some of these larger vessels, they, uh, carry over 25,000 containers.
00:17:24Like, 2,000 and change per container.
00:17:26That's over 50 million a load in freight.
00:17:28I mean, you have crew fees and docking fees, fuel by far being the largest expense.
00:17:33So, no, nothing interesting happened.
00:17:38Excuse me, um, can I order a martini, gin, three olives?
00:17:47What's wrong with you?
00:17:49I was the one that got punched.
00:18:21I was the one that got punched.
00:18:27Let's go.
00:18:32Press.
00:18:32Yeah.
00:18:33You might want to grab your rock.
00:18:34Oh, shit.
00:18:35Christ.
00:18:40The way you talk about this place, I thought I'd only need my net, so.
00:18:44Yeah.
00:19:19Hey, caddis are hatching.
00:19:44Hey, caddis are hatching.
00:20:01Up! Yeah!
00:20:08Oh!
00:20:26It's going to be one of those days, brother.
00:20:29Yes, I can use one.
00:21:10Does that worry you at all?
00:21:14We aren't going that way.
00:21:16Because that storm sure looks like it's coming this way.
00:21:20There wasn't any weather on the radar this morning.
00:21:22Well, there's weather there now, Paul.
00:21:24Storms build over the mountains every afternoon.
00:21:28But we're going that way.
00:21:33We can leave now if you want.
00:21:36I don't ever want to leave.
00:22:01Can't do it any better than that.
00:22:32No!
00:22:33No!
00:22:33No!
00:22:34No!
00:22:36That's just your answer.
00:22:37It's a monster!
00:22:39We should go.
00:22:43Yeah.
00:22:46Shit!
00:23:09What do you think? What's this telling you?
00:23:12I'm just gonna pick my way through it.
00:23:14It's gonna be a little bumpy over the mountains.
00:23:16Yeah.
00:23:28I'm just gonna fix it.
00:23:29I'm just gonna go, man.
00:23:30Yeah!
00:23:30Yeah.
00:23:43Yeah!
00:23:43I don't know.
00:24:18I don't know.
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00:26:15Yeah.
00:26:42I don't know.
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00:29:12I don't know.
00:29:19I don't know.
00:29:33I don't know.
00:29:33I don't know in the car.
00:29:40Mom, they just think it's him.
00:29:42They don't know.
00:29:44Paige?
00:29:44What?
00:29:45They don't.
00:29:47They look like pilgrims.
00:29:49Where are we?
00:29:55Hey, I texted and I left a message.
00:29:59This is a little more important than school, don't you think?
00:30:02I can't include you in decisions when you do not respond.
00:30:06I will tell you why.
00:30:07Because he is my fucking father and they are my children.
00:30:10When people talk about life altering events,
00:30:12they are talking about this.
00:30:13Then get on a plane and come get him.
00:30:16Yeah, that's what I thought.
00:30:48Would you like to check in at the hotel?
00:30:51Deal with the rest in the morning?
00:30:54Take me to the coroner. I want to get this over with.
00:31:01Would you like some music?
00:31:03I would not.
00:31:03Okay.
00:31:18Do we all go in?
00:31:20I don't know.
00:31:22Let me get the lay of the land.
00:31:36Ma'am, we're very sorry for your loss.
00:31:40Did you walk me through this?
00:31:42You knew the brother as well?
00:31:44I did.
00:31:45The state requires that remains be positively identified by a relative or close friend.
00:31:50Someone with enough familiarity to make visual recognition.
00:31:53Won't take long.
00:31:54Only asks her to propia after acting.
00:31:57A fetal picture of her mother
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00:32:12and she feels with a heartache,
00:32:12But she's got prawd detective on looking at all parents.
00:32:12There is noÃre time.
00:32:13Do it live by parentsة and parents two daughters.
00:32:13Like,ul, we're very homeless.
00:32:19You go to the hospital remains spy?
00:32:22Everything she управлен the doctor.
00:32:23She says that's still been visited of now.
00:32:32There's no other way clearly you know who it is or you wouldn't have known to contact me we found
00:32:40a phone
00:32:40ma'am that does not positively identify a body but why else would he have the phone I
00:32:47I don't make the laws ma'am, but I do have to enforce you you're gonna force me
00:33:00Before he left he kissed me
00:33:03And he smiled and that is the last image of him in my mind
00:33:09If I go in there and see what happened to him, that is the last image in my mind
00:33:22Forever
00:33:27I'll do it mom
00:33:29No, no you won't
00:34:02Which is which we don't know
00:34:18People
00:34:21I don't know
00:34:23It's okay
00:34:25Pa
00:34:26Pa
00:34:26Pa
00:34:27Pa
00:34:28Pa
00:34:29Pa
00:34:29Pa
00:34:29Pa
00:35:03What's wrong with fingerprints?
00:35:05How dare you?
00:35:22Show me what you showed her.
00:35:51He had a will?
00:35:52Yes.
00:35:53Life insurance?
00:35:54Yes.
00:35:56I hate to ask these things, but...
00:35:57We're taken care of.
00:36:00What about a funeral?
00:36:01I don't know.
00:36:05The ranch, maybe.
00:36:08I guess I'll take care of his brother as well.
00:36:10He doesn't have anyone.
00:36:13Then you'll never be able to visit him, Stacy.
00:36:16I'll close my eyes when I want to visit him.
00:36:18What are you going to do with this cabin?
00:36:20It's not my cabin.
00:36:21It's your cabin now.
00:36:23And if you sell it, then you can't visit him anywhere.
00:36:26Think about that.
00:36:27Bring him home.
00:36:27This is too much.
00:36:28Too many decisions for one day.
00:36:30Take a sleeping pill.
00:36:31I plan to.
00:36:32I'll call you tomorrow.
00:36:33Okay.
00:37:20We were thinking of a slumber party.
00:37:22You might.
00:37:24Come on.
00:37:28There's bound to be some shitty pizza in this town.
00:37:30Are you there?
00:37:32I hope so.
00:37:37Girls, can you ninja up some Netflix on the TV?
00:37:41For you?
00:37:43Oh, God bless you.
00:37:46Nothing teaches you to self-medicate like a good divorce.
00:37:50What do you want, Grandma?
00:37:52A comedy.
00:37:56A river runs through it.
00:37:58It was Grandpa's favorite movie.
00:38:02A river may run through it, but I've never actually gotten through it.
00:38:07So, in honor of him.
00:38:12We've come to the right place.
00:38:16Uh, pizza.
00:38:18Can you find some?
00:38:19Pizza?
00:38:19Yeah.
00:38:20Yeah.
00:38:20And ice cream.
00:38:22What flavors?
00:38:23Dazzles with options.
00:38:25Done.
00:38:26Thanks, Russ.
00:38:29Is it going to be sad?
00:38:32Oh, it's about fishing, and how sad can it be?
00:38:48I am haunted by words.
00:38:51Thanks, Mom.
00:38:52I sure feel better now.
00:38:54Jesus.
00:38:55It made your father cry, too.
00:38:57Every time, like a big baby.
00:39:03Oh, that and, uh, Rudy.
00:39:06Only men can cry over fishing and football.
00:39:10God, for life to be that simple.
00:39:14You know, in 39 years of marriage, we never fought.
00:39:22Not once.
00:39:25I mean, we, we danced right to the edge, but we both knew how precious and how rare what we
00:39:35had was.
00:39:39I should be happy that he died out here doing something that he loves, not tethered to some hospital bed
00:39:52like most men waiting to die.
00:39:58He died living, not existing.
00:40:05How many could say that?
00:40:08I hope you find what we had someday, honey.
00:40:11I really, really do.
00:40:12I hope you meet a man that's worth missing.
00:40:18I just, like, want to return my call.
00:40:20Oh, God.
00:40:21We can work on your standards.
00:40:50Do you as a service?
00:40:55Are we close?
00:40:56I don't know.
00:40:57Never been there before.
00:40:59We're close, I think.
00:41:16I guess this is it.
00:41:18This is it?
00:41:19This is what the nap says.
00:41:21Stop.
00:41:42I've seen that photo.
00:41:46Okay.
00:41:47Bye.
00:41:56Bye.
00:41:59Bye.
00:42:02Bye.
00:42:10Bye.
00:42:10Bye.
00:42:13Bye.
00:42:15Bye.
00:42:16Bye.
00:42:34We'd be worried about bears?
00:42:36Preston never mentioned bears.
00:42:56We'd be worried about bears.
00:42:58We'd be worried about bears.
00:43:04We'd be worried about bears.
00:43:33It's very weird, there's a sink and a shower but no toilet.
00:43:37Toilets are outside.
00:43:39Outside?
00:43:40There's no septic system, the cabins are too close to the river.
00:43:44And that's why we never visited.
00:43:45I have absolutely no idea how you would get this furniture up here.
00:43:53Where are you going?
00:43:55I want to find Preston's cabin.
00:43:57Well, take this, be careful.
00:44:01Uh, what's that?
00:44:02Bear spray.
00:44:03You said no bears.
00:44:04I said he never mentioned bears.
00:44:14How do you go?
00:44:17Okay.
00:44:30Let's go.
00:44:31We'll go.
00:44:32Let's go.
00:44:39I don't know.
00:45:04I don't know.
00:45:54I'm taking a bath.
00:45:56Don't you have dinner with the girls tonight?
00:45:58No.
00:46:00Bridget has some dance, something in Chelsea of all places.
00:46:05As if there aren't 12 ballet academies nearby.
00:46:09And Paige has some work, something with Russell at that new club they wasted their money joining.
00:46:16Our money.
00:46:18They wasted our money joining it.
00:46:21I stand corrected.
00:46:23What are you doing?
00:46:24I am making coffee.
00:46:27What time is it there?
00:46:29I don't know.
00:46:295.30.
00:46:30Babe, you'll be up all night.
00:46:33Well, I try to sleep as little as possible when I'm here.
00:46:37You know, at night, the bull elk come down to the river and bugle.
00:46:42They bugle.
00:46:43They bugle.
00:46:44It's kind of a high-pitched, almost like a whistle, and it drives the lady elk crazy.
00:46:49Oh, I remember when you used to bugle.
00:46:53I can still bugle.
00:46:55Well, it's more like a trombone these days.
00:46:58But, hey, I am no spring lady elk, so trombone is just fine with me.
00:47:05How do you make coffee?
00:47:06I thought you said you didn't have electricity.
00:47:08Well, it's electricity.
00:47:10Just no outlets.
00:47:11We've got a light over the porch and a light over the table.
00:47:15Huh.
00:47:17You didn't answer my question.
00:47:19Well, I build a fire in the stove and fill the pot from the river.
00:47:25Pour the coffee in the pot.
00:47:28Boil the water, and there you go.
00:47:31You can taste the smoke, Stacy.
00:47:34It's the best cup of coffee you'll ever have.
00:47:37Oh, my God.
00:47:39Oh, honey, I think you are romanticizing this to the point of physical impossibility.
00:47:45Maybe you should just wash the pot.
00:47:48Well, technically, it's a percolator.
00:47:50Ah.
00:47:51And if you'll ever come here, I'll make you a cup.
00:47:55Best you'll ever have.
00:47:57If you really wanted me to come there, you and your brother would build a bathroom.
00:48:01It has a bathroom.
00:48:02Inside the house.
00:48:04God, you're spoiled.
00:48:06Oh, the conveniences have become your necessities.
00:48:09We went camping once a long time ago.
00:48:13Or have you managed to block that out?
00:48:15No, no, no, no.
00:48:16That was not camping.
00:48:18That was an excuse to get you in a tent.
00:48:20I had planned nothing past the sex.
00:48:24Well, you married a city mouse, honey.
00:48:27City mice stay in the city.
00:48:31You need to see it, Stace.
00:48:34Just once.
00:48:36I do.
00:48:37I do see it.
00:48:38Every time you send a picture of you and some traumatized trout.
00:48:42It's not the same.
00:48:44Ah.
00:48:49Ah.
00:49:00Ah.
00:49:03Ah.
00:49:04Ah.
00:49:05Ah.
00:49:18Girls?
00:49:22Girls?
00:49:25Where are you going?
00:49:26We just want to check it out.
00:49:27Well, don't climb on anything.
00:49:29Watch out for snakes.
00:49:30Are there snakes?
00:49:31I don't know.
00:49:32So you probably should watch out for them.
00:49:47What in the world?
00:49:49I found a motel about an hour away.
00:49:53Does not look great.
00:49:54We could drive into Bozeman or Helena.
00:49:57Everything seems to be about two hours from everything else.
00:50:05How long do you think she wants to stay?
00:50:07I'm going to go find out.
00:50:15Mom?
00:50:19Mom?
00:50:24What's that?
00:50:28Coffee maker.
00:50:30It is?
00:50:31Yeah, it's done.
00:50:33You want some?
00:50:35Why not?
00:50:54He sat here and called me.
00:50:57Right here.
00:51:02Talked about fish.
00:51:06And I'd pretend like I cared.
00:51:11He was right.
00:51:15Not the same in pictures.
00:51:20I never came with him because I thought I'd be bored.
00:51:28Or, you know, a third wheel.
00:51:30I didn't want to interrupt his man time, his brother time.
00:51:36I thought about bringing you two out when you were younger.
00:51:39But then, you know, it's not a vacation for him.
00:51:42It's a trip.
00:51:44And he's worried about pleasing you and not himself.
00:51:47And, wow, was I wrong.
00:51:53I robbed us of this.
00:51:57I robbed him of sharing it with us.
00:52:00Please don't do that.
00:52:03Do not blame yourself for things that you didn't do.
00:52:08You had a loving marriage for 40 years in New York City.
00:52:12I mean, they should be a statue of you, too.
00:52:20Miss him.
00:52:22God knows I will.
00:52:25But no blame.
00:52:28You two did it right.
00:52:34It's getting late.
00:52:36Motel's a hike.
00:52:37We can come back in the morning.
00:52:42I'm going to stay here.
00:52:46Mmm.
00:52:47He was right.
00:52:48He can taste the smoke.
00:52:52Mmm.
00:52:53Mmm.
00:52:57Mmm.
00:53:08she's just gonna say and do what there's not even a bathroom oh I found one dude
00:53:14it's outside spartan what does spartan mean rustic yeah there's like a hornet's
00:53:22nest inside the hole adds a certain degree of difficulty she can't stay here
00:53:27okay it's selfish she's acting like she's the only one who lost somebody
00:53:33he was my father dare she has been with him since she was 19. I've been with him since I
00:53:40was born
00:53:41so were you. We were not with him he was present when we needed something when we needed a chauffeur
00:53:48or a cheerleader a therapist a bank you want to mourn something why don't we mourn the time that
00:53:55we didn't give him he was her lover and her best friend it is not the same thing you lost
00:54:02the idea
00:54:03of him Paige which you can still have girls go back outside now we can hear you yelling
00:54:33oh god bless your uncle hey did I see a garden somewhere by the barn what's in it we didn't
00:54:45check
00:54:45let's check
00:54:54I'd say you nailed it with me but if that's all he was to you too what a shame girls
00:55:16kale and I think swiss shard I think these are scallions oh this time this will come in handy
00:55:26nice right strawberries wow wait you can just grow them
00:55:34apparently I thought they just came from farms well that's what this is it's an itty bitty farm
00:55:41ah I think this is spinach what's this
00:55:49oh shit that's a snake
00:55:51everything okay we're okay it's okay it's more scared of you than you are of him
00:55:57okay let's just go over here
00:56:18oh
00:56:23right lesson learned less is more with this stuff
00:56:40when was the last time you saw one of those girls
00:56:43one of what sunset can't remember no me neither
00:56:57there must be a nice grocery store around here because Paul has every cheese on the planet
00:57:01I sent a package your father likes to rough it but he doesn't like to starve
00:57:05somebody grate the parmesan
00:57:07uh we got it here
00:57:14what are you making?
00:57:16polenta
00:57:17how are you making polenta?
00:57:19you just boil cornmeal honey
00:57:21I don't think polenta has corn in it
00:57:24that's all polenta has
00:57:26just corn and liquid and cheese
00:57:28I think that's grits
00:57:30yes grits and polenta are the same thing
00:57:33mother
00:57:35they make grits in Alabama
00:57:36you're telling me it's the same thing as the dish from Italy?
00:57:39it's the exact same thing
00:57:40just finish it with different toppings
00:57:42if it has different ingredients it's a different dish
00:57:45somebody pour me some wine
00:57:46like they're making the same thing in Birmingham that they're making in Florence?
00:57:50with different cheese
00:57:52that's the only difference
00:57:53okay I'm not gonna argue with you because you're in mourning
00:57:56but the time will come where I will tell you how wrong you are
00:58:07oh that looks great
00:58:10yeah um I don't think this is beef
00:58:14what? it's beef?
00:58:15yeah it didn't cook like beef? it doesn't smell like beef?
00:58:18look at me it's beef
00:58:20okay? for tonight
00:58:22it's beef
00:58:24okay
00:58:26um what what what what what is it really?
00:58:30it said elk
00:58:31the world doesn't need to know that
00:58:35why?
00:58:36do you think the uh
00:58:37you think the world would uh
00:58:38repold?
00:58:40how do you think your wife would react?
00:58:42um yeah not uh not good?
00:58:46multiply that by four
00:58:47right okay so should I slice it?
00:58:49no I think you should just do whatever you think will make it look more like beef
00:58:53yeah yeah yeah got it got it
00:58:57can I have more on the steak?
00:58:59you bet honey
00:59:00oh me too please
00:59:02you're a really good cook
00:59:03thanks
00:59:05steak's really good honey
00:59:10thank you
00:59:12do you girls want more grits?
00:59:13it's not grits it's polenta
00:59:15you and I can agree to disagree but I'm not lying to my children
00:59:18they're my children
00:59:19they're my nieces
00:59:20you know what I mean they're basically my children
00:59:23they're not even kind of your children
00:59:25but if you want them to be your children
00:59:27you can get them to dance on Tuesday and Thursday
00:59:30and then take them to fucking paramezate in the morning for gymnastics
00:59:33fine
00:59:34the children I'm not lying to the children
00:59:37I don't see why not I'm lying to mine
00:59:40are you enjoying the elk page?
00:59:44the what?
00:59:46it's elk
00:59:52elk
00:59:53like the deer?
00:59:54no no not a deer
00:59:55the big deer?
00:59:56no it's a different species
00:59:57it's kind of like grits and polenta according to your logic
01:00:01it has big horns and hooves
01:00:04and it was roaming around freely until your brother-in-law shot it
01:00:08that's what I'm eating?
01:00:09I'm not sure that they have hooves
01:00:11did you know?
01:00:13you knew I can fucking tell
01:00:15you knew and you cooked it and you're just gonna let me eat it?
01:00:18I think it's really good
01:00:21mom
01:00:21what do you think is gonna happen to all the food in this house page?
01:00:25it's gonna get eaten or it's gonna rot
01:00:28I didn't kill the thing
01:00:29your uncle will never kill another one
01:00:31I suppose we could throw it all away
01:00:33and then it's nourishing some raccoon or worms or
01:00:37I guess
01:00:38or it can nourish us
01:00:41which is what it's doing
01:00:45when's the last time you cooked a meal, Paige?
01:00:47not reheated one
01:00:48not microwaved one
01:00:49we picked that from a garden
01:00:51your uncle took that from somewhere around here
01:00:54the cornmeal is in a jar
01:00:56did he make that?
01:00:58maybe
01:00:59everything we ate
01:01:00came from this
01:01:02this little world that your father adored
01:01:06we made a meal from this place together
01:01:10I think it's beautiful
01:01:12I think it's perfect
01:01:14and I know your father would too
01:01:19I wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together
01:01:27goodnight
01:01:35goodnight
01:01:36goodnight
01:01:38goodnight
01:01:42goodnight
01:01:53goodnight
01:02:13I wonder if that stuff works.
01:02:17I guess.
01:02:18So long as the wind is at your back.
01:02:21Good point.
01:02:26What are you reading?
01:02:30A journal.
01:02:33Your father kept a journal here.
01:02:3825 years.
01:02:41What's it say?
01:02:42It talks about which river,
01:02:46and then it says to crack a window
01:02:49and lighting the stove in a wind,
01:02:51and there's a downdraft that pushes the smoke back into the cabin.
01:02:57It's half diary, half how-to guide.
01:03:04Then there's this about me.
01:03:10There's a spot upriver,
01:03:17and he calls it Stacy's Valley.
01:03:21The elk don't graze there for some reason,
01:03:23so the grass grows tall and it's yellow,
01:03:26and it reminds him of my hair.
01:03:37I need to know
01:03:41his last little secret.
01:03:45How can I say goodbye
01:03:47when there's still
01:03:50more to know?
01:03:52No.
01:03:53No.
01:03:53No.
01:03:55No.
01:03:57No.
01:03:59So tomorrow morning,
01:04:01I'm going to get up
01:04:04and I'm going to find
01:04:06this little valley.
01:04:17And then I'm going to bring
01:04:18your father here.
01:04:22And I'm going to bury him there.
01:04:26And then I'm going to take this book
01:04:28and I'm going to visit
01:04:30every place
01:04:32he wrote about.
01:04:36And you can tell me I'm crazy.
01:04:37You can say I need to move on.
01:04:39I have a whole life ahead of me
01:04:41and all that shit.
01:04:42I am 65 years old.
01:04:44I don't have
01:04:44a whole life ahead of me.
01:04:47I have a very small window
01:04:49to be reckless,
01:04:51to make decisions
01:04:53that feed this
01:04:54and never factor this
01:04:56into the equation.
01:04:56and that's what I'm going to do.
01:04:58I'm going to do
01:04:59what he begged me to do
01:05:01for 30 years.
01:05:04I'm going to finally
01:05:05see this place.
01:05:11Want some company?
01:05:16I'd love some.
01:05:21Well, then I'll see you
01:05:22in the morning.
01:05:22Okay.
01:05:56I'll see you in the morning.
01:05:57Poor choice of footwear
01:05:59in retrospect.
01:06:17I'll see you in the morning.
01:06:36Hi.
01:06:44I personally, for the record,
01:06:46feel that we are underdressed,
01:06:48unarmed,
01:06:48and just generally unprepared
01:06:51for any kind of
01:06:52exploratory venture afoot.
01:06:54Afoot.
01:06:56I didn't know they taught
01:06:57the Queen's English
01:06:58at Brown.
01:06:59Oh, they do.
01:06:59I mean, I didn't actually
01:07:00study it,
01:07:01but the course does exist.
01:07:03And the world
01:07:04is a better place
01:07:05for it, Russell.
01:07:09Let's go find this spot.
01:07:11here in the morning.
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