00:05So how you doing?
00:07I'm doing great, you know, just um, um, just doing what needs to be done.
00:14What does that mean?
00:15I'm sorry, Dad, um.
00:18Why don't we just have lunch and talk? We can do that, right?
00:23Please, you think that you have this under control.
00:26I understand why I do things, it doesn't make me any different.
00:28You're just embarrassed because I was like, you know, I was like this amazing thing,
00:32like your special creation or something, and you don't like who I am now.
00:35Yeah, who are you, Nick?
00:37This is me, Dad, here, this is who I am.
00:39This is not you, this is not you, Nick.
00:41What are you doing, huh?
00:42You always gotta be controlling everything all the time.
00:45Let me, let me book your room at a hotel for a couple of nights.
00:49No, Dad, I don't want it to go like this.
00:55My son has gone missing.
00:56Nicholas Sheff, S-H-E-F-F.
01:00There's no one by that name, sir.
01:03There are moments that I look at him, this kid that I raised,
01:09who I thought I knew inside and out, and I wonder who he is.
01:15I thought we were close.
01:17I thought we were closer than most fathers and sons.
01:19Why?
01:20I felt better than I ever had, so I just kept on doing it.
01:23This isn't us.
01:24This is not who we are.
01:26My son is out there somewhere, and I don't know what he's doing.
01:30I don't know how to help him.
01:31You can't.
01:33I don't feel like I have a disease.
01:36This isn't my cancer.
01:37This is my choice.
01:38I've put myself here.
01:40I failed.
01:41I can't do it alone.
01:45I need to find a way to fill this black hole in me.
01:50I still have a family.
01:52I want them to be proud of me.
01:59What you have, you're going to find it again.
02:02You're going to get it back.
02:04Do you know how much I love you?
02:07I love you more than everything.
02:10I love everything.
02:12Everything.
02:14Everything.
02:31You're going to get it back.
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