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Full Episode of Half of My Heart
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00:00:00I know what you think of him, but he's sweet. Honestly, too sweet.
00:00:05Bullshit.
00:00:06Are you cheating on me?
00:00:07Are you serious, Blake?
00:00:08You could say I'm following in your footsteps.
00:00:10I feel stupid for trusting Blake.
00:00:12Maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level.
00:00:15How long have you been painting me?
00:00:17Since the first time you walked into one of my lectures.
00:00:19So you actually slept with him, your professor, who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad.
00:00:24Tell me what you want.
00:00:25I want you to take control.
00:00:27I want a club.
00:00:29Pink.
00:00:30Professor Winslow?
00:00:31Sage and I, we used to play together.
00:00:33Do you still?
00:00:34No.
00:00:34So what's it gonna be?
00:00:36Pleasure or pain?
00:00:37Harder, professor.
00:00:39Let's make this official.
00:00:40I knew you'd be my exclusive.
00:00:43On?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:44You wanted to see me?
00:00:45What were you thinking, Dimitri?
00:00:47What do you want me to do?
00:00:48Is everything okay?
00:00:50You should go.
00:00:51Please.
00:00:51I am done with your blackmail bullshit.
00:00:54You're making a big mistake, Dimitri.
00:00:56All I can do is think about you.
00:00:58I love you.
00:00:58I love you too.
00:01:00Wow.
00:01:01Let me make it real simple for you.
00:01:03Choose.
00:01:03Either her or me.
00:01:05I won't be the reason your relationship with your son crumbles.
00:01:08I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:09That's why I have to let you go.
00:01:18I love you.
00:01:25I hope you're healthy, too.
00:01:27I love you.
00:01:28You're a big boy.
00:01:29I love you.
00:01:32I love you.
00:01:41Class is over.
00:01:42Please, Professor.
00:01:47I need to be punished.
00:01:56You better not spend the night over there.
00:01:58I promise I will help you pick out an outfit as soon as I'm home.
00:02:01Okay, Ness?
00:02:02What? I just want to drop these cookies off.
00:02:05I want to surprise Blake. He's been homesick all day.
00:02:07Are they full of cyanide?
00:02:09I know what you think of him, but he's sweet.
00:02:12Honestly, too sweet.
00:02:14This fucking guy. King shaming you for wanting to get spanked?
00:02:17He loves me, that's all.
00:02:19He said he didn't want to hurt me.
00:02:21I have to go. I'll see you in a little, okay?
00:02:30Oh, shit.
00:02:32You're cheating on me?
00:02:38You piece of shit!
00:02:41I'm on your way.
00:02:42You call me a slut for wanting a little dirty talk, and yet here you go.
00:02:45It's all now. I can explain.
00:02:49Are you okay, Anna?
00:02:52She means nothing to me.
00:02:55Jesus Christ.
00:02:57Are you serious, Blake?
00:02:59You were cheating on her?
00:03:00You're surprised?
00:03:02You could say I'm following in your footsteps.
00:03:04Enough!
00:03:05Do not blame me for your mistakes, okay?
00:03:06I'll deal with you later.
00:03:09Let me drive you home.
00:03:11No, it's okay. I'm fine.
00:03:15I'm driving you.
00:03:27Hey, Anya.
00:03:28I'm...
00:03:30I'm sorry about Blake.
00:03:33It's not your fault, Professor Rossi.
00:03:36Yeah, well, I'm really starting to think that it might be.
00:03:41I just...
00:03:43I don't get it.
00:03:45He said he loved me, and then he cheated on me.
00:03:49What did I do?
00:03:52What's wrong with me?
00:03:54Hey, none of that talk.
00:03:57Okay?
00:03:58There's nothing wrong with you.
00:04:02Although right now, you do look like a sad little bunny.
00:04:08Maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level.
00:04:13My son has proven that he definitely does...
00:04:17does not.
00:04:23Oh, well, I should ride.
00:04:25Thanks for riding me to...
00:04:28Thanks for taking me to my...
00:04:30Thanks for driving me to my home.
00:04:36You're welcome, Anya.
00:04:53Oh, I'm sorry.
00:04:54I didn't realize you were with a student.
00:04:57Come in, Professor Rossi.
00:04:59We're just wrapping up.
00:05:01Work on the third act.
00:05:02Remember, honesty.
00:05:04Thank you, Professor Winslow.
00:05:20She's a bright girl.
00:05:22She is.
00:05:23I'm mentoring her this semester.
00:05:25Got a promising career ahead of her.
00:05:30Speaking of promising...
00:05:35You know the rules.
00:05:37Not here.
00:05:39Not here.
00:06:02You know, I'd look good with some emeralds around my neck.
00:06:06I have told you.
00:06:08I am not taking on an exclusive.
00:06:11No relationships.
00:06:12Not here.
00:06:13Not outside.
00:06:17Get up.
00:06:18Not outside.
00:06:20Not outside.
00:06:21Not outside.
00:06:24Not outside.
00:06:35Not outside.
00:06:38Not outside.
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00:06:41Not outside.
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00:06:42Not outside.
00:06:42Not outside.
00:06:42Not outside.
00:06:44Not outside.
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00:06:46Not outside.
00:06:47Not outside.
00:06:47Not outside.
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00:06:57What should my name be this time, Master?
00:07:02I think I'm going to call you
00:07:05Bunny
00:07:15Okay, that is class for today
00:07:17Next week we're going to be looking at Francis Bacon's crucifixion triptych
00:07:22Study up in the work, please
00:07:23Thank you
00:07:24Miss Renee, do you mind hanging back for a moment?
00:07:27Thank you
00:07:33You wanted to see me?
00:07:35Hey, so uh
00:07:41How are you doing?
00:07:42Oh, uh, I'm fine
00:07:48You don't have to lie to me
00:07:51I just
00:07:53I feel stupid for trusting Blake
00:07:56You got a lot of things on you
00:07:58But stupid is not one
00:08:06Whose is this?
00:08:11It's beautiful
00:08:13It's, uh, it's one of mine
00:08:16The shading, it's so unique
00:08:21I was trying to capture the female form
00:08:24I wanted to show the contrast between light and dark
00:08:30To make the image almost three-dimensional
00:08:35You see these, these lines here
00:08:58I'm sorry, that was really inappropriate
00:09:00No, no, I'm sorry
00:09:01It's, it's my fault
00:09:05Excuse me
00:09:12And then I almost kissed him
00:09:16Fuck off, you did not
00:09:17I did
00:09:18I know it's crazy
00:09:20But he's just
00:09:22He's so smart
00:09:24And talented
00:09:25And sexy as hell
00:09:27And your ex-boyfriend's dad
00:09:30And your professor
00:09:33I'm not trying to yuck your young
00:09:34Just be careful, babe
00:09:36You don't want this to be some Freudian way of getting back at Blake
00:09:51Hey, buddy
00:09:52Who's class?
00:09:58What are you up to?
00:10:00Trying to text Anya
00:10:01But I am pretty sure that she has me blocked
00:10:04Well, don't you blame her?
00:10:06I mean, I still don't really understand why you would treat someone like that
00:10:09Someone seems like such a special woman
00:10:12You're one to talk
00:10:13What?
00:10:14Get off your fucking high hours, Dad
00:10:16You cheated on Mom
00:10:18Drove her away
00:10:19And you know how apples fall
00:10:21What'd you expect?
00:10:31I don't think so
00:10:32I don't know how she lives
00:10:32Oh, my God
00:10:46Iؤast you
00:10:4710 minutes
00:10:48What're you gonna hear?
00:10:49I don't know how much
00:10:52What's my boyfriend?
00:10:53Wail
00:10:53You need that
00:10:55You gotta go
00:10:57You have anything
00:10:59Have a Vespa
00:11:00You should have
00:11:01You have to work
00:11:16Uh, Blake, he left about an hour ago.
00:11:20I'm not really sure when he's going to be back.
00:11:22Uh, no.
00:11:23Um, I actually wanted to talk to you about what happened the other day.
00:11:32Yeah, well, maybe I should go and get dressed.
00:11:36You don't have to?
00:11:41Right, well, um, I was thinking that we could just forget about things and we could move on.
00:11:47What if I can forget?
00:11:54Oh, my God.
00:11:55What am I doing?
00:11:57This is crazy.
00:11:58He's your professor and your ex's dad and he doesn't like you.
00:12:02Like, he's just lonely.
00:12:19Anya.
00:12:21You painted naked pictures of me?
00:12:26I can explain.
00:12:39Girl, no.
00:12:41That's like Jason Bateman stuff.
00:12:42Or whoever the American Psycho dude was.
00:12:44Yeah.
00:12:47Honestly, I can't stop thinking about it.
00:12:50About him.
00:12:51I don't blame you.
00:12:52He's straight up stalker-like.
00:12:54I'm not thinking about it like that.
00:12:58More like...
00:13:01Never mind.
00:13:02Well, I still think you should come out with me tonight instead of thinking about Professor Daddy.
00:13:06I can't.
00:13:07I really have to figure out this ending.
00:13:12Have a drink in my honor, though.
00:13:13Okay?
00:13:21Patrick Bateman.
00:13:22That's the guy I was thinking about.
00:13:33Are you right now?
00:13:52Anya.
00:14:02I can't stop thinking about you.
00:14:43Anya? Anya wait. I know what you saw seemed odd, it's just I, I see
00:14:53your face every day in my class and- That you decided to paint me a hundred times?
00:14:59Tell me the truth, Dimitri. How long have you been painting me?
00:15:07Since the first time you walked into one of my lectures.
00:15:11I used to paint all the time.
00:15:14When Blake was born, I was so young. I had to make some money so I started teaching.
00:15:21The point is, I hadn't painted in twenty years until I met you.
00:15:27That spring, the flowers bloomed and I saw you for the first time.
00:15:34The spark, it came back. And then you were all I could paint.
00:15:39I started with your outline.
00:15:42And your silhouette.
00:15:44Then I started to notice more details.
00:15:47The shape of your hand.
00:15:49The flow of your hair.
00:15:53The radiance of your smile.
00:15:58Once I started painting, I couldn't stop.
00:16:01And I knew it was wrong, I knew that I shouldn't be doing it.
00:16:05You were my muse.
00:16:07Like a meal to my Monet.
00:16:11The story that I'm writing.
00:16:15I couldn't figure out the third act.
00:16:20But when I thought about you...
00:16:27I couldn't stop.
00:16:30Words, they just...
00:16:33poured out of me.
00:16:36What you're saying makes complete sense.
00:16:42Please.
00:16:45Come with me.
00:16:57This is crazy.
00:16:58Yeah, I know.
00:16:59I'm your professor.
00:17:06You're my ex's dad.
00:17:08You could get kicked out.
00:17:09You could be fired for this.
00:17:12Really?
00:17:14What if we promise it's just a one-time thing?
00:17:16Yeah, that makes total sense.
00:17:18I'm sorry.
00:17:21I'm sorry.
00:17:23Is that okay?
00:17:25Yeah.
00:17:26Please.
00:17:30Please.
00:17:40So you actually slept with him.
00:17:43Your professor, who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad,
00:17:46who just so happens to have like a billion naked paintings of you in his home?
00:17:51It was just a one-time thing.
00:17:54We agreed.
00:17:57Sure.
00:17:58Just like Kara and I agreed never to do shrooms at the theme park after the milkshake incident.
00:18:02Yet what are we doing tomorrow?
00:18:15Miss Renee, tell me why Mannerist Painting followed the Renaissance.
00:18:21It, um, it was a repudiation of the harmony and balance of the Renaissance era.
00:18:28Hmm.
00:18:30Good.
00:18:30But that'll only get you a partial credit.
00:18:32How would I get full credit?
00:18:35Professor.
00:18:40Uh-uh.
00:18:42Did I give you permission to touch?
00:18:46Guess you'll have to teach me a lesson.
00:18:49Is that so?
00:19:02Her brain told her not to go back.
00:19:05But her body was in control now.
00:19:12Don't do it, Anya.
00:19:14You said only once.
00:19:18Yes.
00:19:19Yes.
00:19:20Fuck it.
00:19:33About that just one time thing.
00:19:49Wait, wait.
00:19:50Blake?
00:19:51She's not here.
00:19:57I haven't been able to think straight the past few days.
00:20:01Every time I close my eyes, all I see is your face and your body and your...
00:20:06I know, buddy, I know.
00:20:08Me too.
00:20:19Turn over.
00:20:20Turn over.
00:20:31Tell me what you want.
00:20:34I want...
00:20:38Tell me.
00:20:42I want you to take control.
00:20:46With pleasure.
00:20:54I want you to take control.
00:20:56Bye.
00:21:08Bye.
00:21:10Bye.
00:21:12Bye.
00:21:12Bye.
00:21:13Bye.
00:21:13Bye.
00:21:13Bye.
00:21:14Bye.
00:21:14he cupped her face breath unsteady i love you bunny reckless ruined and knowing i'd do it all
00:21:23over again this has really taken a turn i'm impressed your boyfriend must be doing something
00:21:30right oh well actually i started seeing someone new really well sounds like you found your new muse
00:21:38is he a writer he's an artist and he's older but um yeah i shouldn't say too much i don't
00:21:51want to jinx it
00:21:57Botticelli's posthumous reputation suffered until the 19th century that is when the pre-raphaelites
00:22:03discovered him and in doing so they they um they ushered in a newfound appreciation of his his work
00:22:16okay that is that's the end of class take a look at your papers see your grades
00:22:21thank you very much missionary do you mind waiting a moment thank you
00:22:35you wanted to see me professor
00:22:40this is school anya what are you doing nothing
00:22:45oh you're playing with fire bunny do you like being bad is that what it is i don't know
00:22:55so what do you want
00:22:59this only works if you're honest with me and with yourself it's embarrassing
00:23:11i want you to punish me
00:23:15excuse me professor rossi i wanted to ask you about my grade on this test
00:23:20but i can come back if this is a bad time no no no no it's fine uh what's your
00:23:26question mr turner
00:23:28you you mark this as incorrect and i'd love an explanation so we can get right on the final
00:23:36you mark this is your question
00:23:37ah when discussing bottigelli's primavera you only noticed the presence of flora what
00:23:42you failed to remember was the work primarily celebrates venus and her embodiment of of love and
00:23:50female desire you missed the bigger picture mr turner got it thanks for clarifying professor
00:24:07so about what i said
00:24:16i want you i want every benefit but not here where
00:24:28let me ravish you back at mine
00:24:37i didn't know it could be like that
00:24:45how did you get so good at this
00:24:50i've always loved the female form
00:24:54i revered it
00:24:57i studied it for my art
00:24:59i get a lot of my pleasure observing yours
00:25:05and i also belong to a club like a golf club no but it is a club for special interests
00:25:17kink
00:25:21so what people have sex there they can
00:25:29if both people can send but you can also watch
00:25:35they put on live shows like bdsm or roleplay
00:25:42whatever makes you feel good
00:25:44do you think you would ever take me
00:25:52dad i'm home
00:26:00hey pal what are you doing
00:26:03i i was uh i was working out
00:26:07in your boxers
00:26:10yeah well yoga these days you know freedom of movement and all that
00:26:21so uh how are you doing
00:26:24i'm all right i just went on a date with a girl who had no interest in anything other than
00:26:29her tiktok feed
00:26:30oh so there's that and that kind of got me thinking about what you said about anya
00:26:38she does deserve better but i can be better you know so i think i'm gonna try to get her
00:26:44back
00:26:45show her that i've changed all that that's great did we get a parcel
00:26:59what are you doing uh stretching you know my my back and the yoga maybe it's not for me
00:27:05right i'm gonna go upstairs now because you're being really weird so
00:27:11oh can you do some of your assignment no video games please you ain't too old for that
00:27:17no i cannot
00:27:24fuck oh that was close
00:27:28we run out of places to meet like this
00:27:32wow
00:27:34what about the club
00:28:01are you sure you want to do this
00:28:05remember what we said about honesty
00:28:08i'm okay
00:28:11nervous but okay
00:28:14if you change your mind you tell me
00:28:16do you understand
00:28:19i don't want you doing anything you're not comfortable with
00:28:33professor winslow
00:28:38i thought she only came at the weekends
00:28:40am i the only one in my life that doesn't belong to a king club
00:28:43come with me she can't see
00:29:12Look, um...
00:29:15You should know. Sage and I, we used to play together.
00:29:22Do you still?
00:29:24No. Not since you and I.
00:29:30Besides, she wanted to be my exclusive.
00:29:37I guess I just wasn't interested.
00:29:39You're what?
00:29:41My exclusive.
00:29:44It means you can only be with one person at the club.
00:29:47And that one person can only be with you.
00:29:51Symbolized by wearing an emerald necklace.
00:29:56Anybody who is wearing one is strictly off limits.
00:30:01Lots of rules, huh?
00:30:03Yeah.
00:30:05Rules are important.
00:30:07They keep everybody safe.
00:30:10Doms and subs.
00:30:13Subs?
00:30:16Yeah.
00:30:17Submissives.
00:30:23Do you remember the other night where you asked me to take control?
00:30:26Mm-hmm.
00:30:26Mm-hmm.
00:30:28Well, that's called power play.
00:30:30It is built on trust.
00:30:32Communication.
00:30:33Honesty.
00:30:37Look.
00:30:40I know this is a lot for you to take in right now.
00:30:43Okay?
00:30:44So we can take this as slow or as fast as you like.
00:30:49See, this is why you're my favorite professor.
00:30:53Huh?
00:30:53And maybe you can teach me about those next.
00:31:17So what's it gonna be?
00:31:21Pleasure?
00:31:23Or pain?
00:31:25How much pain?
00:31:28Only as much as you want.
00:31:31Pain.
00:31:35Please.
00:31:47Tell me what you want.
00:31:51You.
00:31:53Professor.
00:31:56Well, first, we need a safe word.
00:32:03This ensures trust.
00:32:06This only works if there's open communication.
00:32:10Most importantly,
00:32:14honesty about what your boundaries are.
00:32:19It's for you and me both, Bunny.
00:32:25Um, what about brushstroke?
00:32:34Brushstroke, hmm?
00:32:36Mm-hmm.
00:32:37Mm-hmm.
00:32:38I like it.
00:32:39Mm-hmm.
00:32:43Take off your dress for me and go kneel against the wall.
00:32:51Mm-hmm.
00:32:59Now, take off your dress for me and go kneel against the wall.
00:33:17How's that?
00:33:18More.
00:33:23More.
00:33:33More.
00:33:34Harder, Professor.
00:33:42Oh my God.
00:33:44That was the best sex I've ever had.
00:33:47I always wanted more, but Blakey would never...
00:33:51Shit.
00:33:53Sorry, I...
00:33:54I shouldn't have brought him up, but...
00:33:57I forgot.
00:33:58Yeah, yeah, me too.
00:34:01For a moment.
00:34:06I can't help but feel I'm hurting him...
00:34:10Just by being with you.
00:34:12He doesn't care about me.
00:34:15He only cares about himself.
00:34:19Blake's a wounded person, Anya.
00:34:23His mom left him when he was so, so little.
00:34:27You know...
00:34:30He told me...
00:34:32That you cheated on her.
00:34:35I would never.
00:34:37Blake just doesn't know the truth.
00:34:40What's the truth, then?
00:34:46You don't need to hear this.
00:34:47Hey.
00:34:48Hey.
00:34:50Honesty.
00:34:51Remember?
00:34:54Just put my trust in you.
00:34:58Put your trust in me.
00:35:03Blake's mom never wanted to have a child.
00:35:07A baby was too much for her.
00:35:11She wanted a different life.
00:35:13So...
00:35:15She chose that over Blake.
00:35:20Over us.
00:35:25As Blake got older, he started to ask questions.
00:35:31So I...
00:35:34I told him that the reason that his mother left is because...
00:35:40Because I was unfaithful.
00:35:43Why did you do that?
00:35:47To protect him.
00:35:50You never wanted him to blame himself for what happened.
00:35:55Blake means everything to me.
00:35:58He's half my heart, Anya.
00:36:01What was the other half?
00:36:05No one has been...
00:36:07For such a long time.
00:36:16I never thought I'd meet anyone like you.
00:36:21I think I'm falling in love with you.
00:36:23On your own, eh?
00:36:28I know it's crazy.
00:36:30Yeah, there's a million reasons that I shouldn't, but...
00:36:32There's a million reasons that I shouldn't, but...
00:36:33But I can help myself.
00:36:36I just...
00:36:39I...
00:36:39I think I should go home.
00:36:41No, no, no.
00:36:43Please.
00:36:43I...
00:36:44I didn't mean it.
00:36:45It's fine, it's fine.
00:36:49Goodnight.
00:36:56Okay, I know you're probably sick of me talking to you about this, but I really don't know what to
00:37:02do.
00:37:02Really?
00:37:04Declarations of love from my professors don't mess me up at all.
00:37:06Then again, I'm used to it.
00:37:08Happens to me like six times a week.
00:37:10This isn't funny.
00:37:12The last person who told me they loved me turned around and cheated on me.
00:37:17How do I know he won't hurt me?
00:37:19Look, I know these two are literally blood related, but they're nothing alike.
00:37:22Yeah?
00:37:22I mean, from what you've told me, Dimitri is kind.
00:37:26Respectful.
00:37:28Kinky as hell.
00:37:30Seriously.
00:37:31Has he given you any reason not to trust him?
00:37:35Girlie, is it possible the reason you're so freaked out is because you might...
00:37:40Feel the same?
00:37:56Thank you for coming to see me.
00:38:00Look.
00:38:01What happened the other night scared me.
00:38:05I know I, uh...
00:38:07I shouldn't have said anything.
00:38:10I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable.
00:38:12No.
00:38:13It scared me because...
00:38:16I'd realized I've never felt this way before.
00:38:24I'm falling in love with you too, Dimitri.
00:38:28Oh, Bonnie.
00:38:33What's wrong?
00:38:36Let's pick this up later.
00:38:38Come with me to the club tonight.
00:38:41Professor Rossi.
00:38:42You trying to steal my mentee?
00:38:45I'm afraid.
00:38:46I'd be such a disappointment compared to you.
00:38:50No, I...
00:38:50I merely bumped into Miss Rennie.
00:38:52She wanted an extension on her paper.
00:38:53Which is...
00:38:54Granted.
00:38:55Now, if you two ladies will excuse me.
00:38:57Enjoy the rest of your day.
00:39:06This older man you're seeing...
00:39:09Is he from school?
00:39:11What?
00:39:12No.
00:39:14Right.
00:39:16Do you have new pages for me?
00:39:18For our session tonight?
00:39:21I'm so sorry, Professor Winslow.
00:39:23I have to skip tonight.
00:39:25I promise I'll have them ready for our next session though.
00:39:29I have to rush.
00:39:49Anya?
00:39:51Holy shit.
00:39:52You look amazing.
00:39:53How the hell did you get in here?
00:39:55You know Vanessa never locks the doors, right?
00:39:58Ugh.
00:39:59You should really talk to her about that.
00:40:06Look, I've been thinking.
00:40:08And...
00:40:08We should get back together.
00:40:11Blake.
00:40:13I want to apologize.
00:40:15Now's really not a good time.
00:40:18I'm really trying to learn and grow.
00:40:21My dad wasn't the greatest role model.
00:40:24You know that.
00:40:26I follow and learn patterns, but now I want to be better.
00:40:30I'm even thinking about going to therapy.
00:40:34I'm really happy you're working on yourself and I think starting therapy is a great idea, but you and I
00:40:41are done, Blake.
00:40:45And I'm seeing someone else.
00:40:49Seriously?
00:40:52Who?
00:40:55That's really none of your business.
00:40:57Now, if you'll excuse me.
00:41:04You know.
00:41:05It's a small school.
00:41:08I'll find out whoever that guy is.
00:41:10And I'll kick his fucking ass.
00:41:26Who is that?
00:41:40Evening, Professor.
00:41:42You sure you're ready for this?
00:41:45We don't have to do this if you don't want to.
00:41:52I want to.
00:41:55I want the entire club to know about us.
00:42:00That I'm yours and...
00:42:02you're mine.
00:42:06If that's the case.
00:42:10Let's make this official.
00:42:13Anya.
00:42:15Anya, will you be my exclusive?
00:42:19I thought we were already exclusive.
00:42:37You're mine.
00:42:40I'll just kill them a show like they've never seen.
00:42:54You've been a very bad girl
00:42:57I'm sorry, professor
00:43:02You only speak
00:43:05When I tell you
00:43:09Bad behavior is punished
00:43:14You know that, don't you?
00:43:20Speak
00:43:20Yes, I know
00:43:29Remember your safe word
00:43:32You're in control
00:43:36Punish me, professor
00:43:44One of us, one of us is gonna get hurt
00:43:49You got your madness
00:43:51And I'm good at bad habits, oh
00:43:55One of us, one of us is gonna get hurt
00:44:09I can't believe I did that
00:44:11That was exhilarating
00:44:13You are amazing
00:44:15So brave
00:44:17You should be proud of yourself
00:44:20I am
00:44:22Like, I was nervous at first, but
00:44:25You just, you made me feel so safe
00:44:28Like, I could do anything
00:44:31You can, honey
00:44:32Thank you
00:44:47Come on
00:44:55So what do you think?
00:44:57Is it strong enough for Ink It?
00:45:00I've been meaning to talk to you about that
00:45:05I wish I had better news
00:45:07Oh
00:45:08What's wrong?
00:45:10My friend at Ink It decided to pass
00:45:16Do you say why?
00:45:18Just that it doesn't feel truthful
00:45:24And unfortunately, I'm gonna have to progress with other students from now on
00:45:29So I think our mentorship has run its course
00:45:34Um, okay
00:45:37Professor Winslow
00:45:38Did something happen?
00:45:42Take care of yourself, Anya
00:46:03He wanted to see me
00:46:13What were you thinking, Dimitri?
00:46:16A student?
00:46:20It's not like us
00:46:22I love her
00:46:26What do you want me to do?
00:46:31He's here
00:46:33Oh
00:46:36We should go
00:46:38Please
00:46:55Anya?
00:46:59Blake
00:47:01I thought you were at home
00:47:04I just got out of class
00:47:07What are you doing here?
00:47:08Um, I was meeting some friends nearby
00:47:11Do you want to come over?
00:47:13Oh, no
00:47:14Blake, I don't
00:47:17Right, the other guy
00:47:20Look, I want to apologize about last night
00:47:23Okay, I was drinking way too much
00:47:25And I was out of line
00:47:28If he makes you happy, then I'm happy
00:47:32You deserve it
00:47:35I'll see you later
00:47:57What?
00:48:00They call them throw pillows for a reason, right?
00:48:03You going to class today?
00:48:05Aw.
00:48:06He's ghosting you.
00:48:08That sucks.
00:48:09I'm not gonna sit here and mope all day.
00:48:12Come on.
00:48:13Where are we going?
00:48:15The moon. Let's go.
00:48:26How did you know this is exactly what I needed?
00:48:28Because I'm your best friend.
00:48:30And I know when you're feeling low, picking up a new book tends to help.
00:48:33True.
00:48:44Anya. Anya, wait.
00:48:47That was a pass-fail course, professor, and you just failed.
00:49:24Hey! What are you doing later?
00:49:27While we were in midair, my buddy threw up on the instructor all the way down.
00:49:32Oh, hey, Dad. Look who's decided to show up.
00:49:35Hi, Professor Rossi.
00:49:37Hi.
00:49:38Well, I gotta take a whiz, so...
00:49:41I'll be right back.
00:49:44Dad?
00:49:48Does this hurt?
00:49:51Good.
00:49:53Magonia, what you saw between me and Sage is not what you think.
00:49:57Okay? She was gonna out us both to the school, so I...
00:50:00Decided to fuck her?
00:50:01No.
00:50:03Look, I know you wanna get back at me, but...
00:50:05This?
00:50:08I'm just living my life.
00:50:11Besides, I have a lot of free time on my hands since I'm not writing anymore.
00:50:17Okay. So, food-wise, what are you thinking?
00:50:21Whatever you want.
00:50:23Dad, do you wanna join us?
00:50:24No, I, uh...
00:50:25I forgot something at campus. I'm gonna head back.
00:50:29Cool.
00:50:31Give me pizza.
00:50:33Uh, let's do pizza.
00:50:34Yes.
00:50:39I am done with your blackmail bullshit.
00:50:42You go to the administration if you want. I don't care.
00:50:44Oh, really?
00:50:45That's right.
00:50:46You destroyed the first pure thing that I had in my life.
00:50:49I am done.
00:50:49You're making a big mistake, Dimitri.
00:50:52Oh, yeah?
00:50:53Well, it can't be worse than what's happening right now.
00:50:56I will not be controlled by you.
00:50:58I'd start packing your office, then.
00:51:01Fuck you.
00:51:10Girl, you can't give up on your book.
00:51:13Please?
00:51:13There is no book anymore, Ness.
00:51:16Anya.
00:51:18You really have some nerve, dude.
00:51:21I don't care. Look, you gotta listen to me, please.
00:51:25Okay.
00:51:33Look, Sage gave me no choice. She had the upper hand. She tried to blackmail me with photos of you
00:51:39and I kissing outside of the club.
00:51:42She was gonna have me fired and you kicked out of school.
00:51:47I distanced myself to protect you.
00:51:50The only reason I went to see her that night was to try and convince her to let everything slide.
00:51:55I wasn't gonna do anything with her other than be cordial.
00:51:58Last night I stood up to her.
00:52:01I told her that I was not gonna play her games anymore.
00:52:04After everything you said about honesty, Dimitri, why didn't you just tell me this sooner?
00:52:14I don't know. I need some time to think, okay?
00:52:19But I'm not gonna be in your class anymore this semester.
00:52:25Yeah, well, I don't think that's gonna be a problem anymore.
00:52:28Excuse me, Mr. Rossi. I need you to keep moving until you're fully off the school grounds.
00:52:34They fired you?
00:52:37Don't worry. You can stay without any punishment.
00:52:43There has to be something we can do.
00:52:45Yeah. Promise me you won't stop writing.
00:52:49I stopped painting when Blake's mom left.
00:52:51You nearly killed me.
00:52:55I don't know if I can.
00:52:58Don't give up in your heart, Anya.
00:53:01You'll always regret it if you do.
00:53:03Mr. Rossi?
00:53:409 pixels
00:53:43Right away from the worst time to the first place.
00:53:51It's too late not to let it go.
00:53:56Anya.
00:53:59What are you doing here?
00:54:01You ruined me.
00:54:05What?
00:54:08I can't write.
00:54:09And I can't eat.
00:54:11And I can't sleep.
00:54:12All I can do is think about you.
00:54:16I feel this immense guilt for getting you fired.
00:54:20I'm so mad at you for lying to me.
00:54:23You think I'm doing any better, huh?
00:54:26All I'm doing is sitting around drinking all day.
00:54:29Beating myself up for falling for you.
00:54:32I want to come find you.
00:54:34I want to make love to you.
00:54:41Anya, wait.
00:54:44I need to tell you something.
00:54:45The other day when you asked who the other half of my heart was,
00:54:48I wasn't brave enough to tell you.
00:54:53The other half of my heart is you, Anya.
00:54:57I love you.
00:55:01I love you too.
00:55:06I love you too.
00:55:10Wow.
00:55:13Seriously?
00:55:14Dad?
00:55:17Sleeping with your student?
00:55:19And in case you forgot, my ex-girlfriend!
00:55:22Now I know why you got fired.
00:55:24You're disgusting.
00:55:26Let's just all sit down and talk about this rationally, okay?
00:55:29Talk rationally?
00:55:31That is rich.
00:55:33I don't even know why I'm surprised.
00:55:35You've always done whatever the fuck you wanted without caring about anybody else.
00:55:39Just like you did with mom.
00:55:41Don't.
00:55:42Do not bring your mother into this, okay?
00:55:44You know, my whole life,
00:55:46my whole fucking life,
00:55:48I felt like you've been hiding something from me?
00:55:50Some father figure you'd turn out to be.
00:55:54You don't know the full story, Blake.
00:55:56What is the full story, then?
00:55:58Dad?
00:56:00Yeah.
00:56:01That's what I thought.
00:56:04You're a coward.
00:56:05Oh, it's way more complicated than that.
00:56:08This time it doesn't have to be.
00:56:10Let me make it real simple for you.
00:56:13Choose.
00:56:14Either her...
00:56:17Wait, please.
00:56:19For me.
00:56:20Blake, can we just...
00:56:22Can we just talk?
00:56:26Fuck off.
00:56:34Oh, my God.
00:56:47What am I going to do, Ness?
00:56:49If I ask Dimitri to choose me,
00:56:52I'll carry that guilt around for the rest of my life.
00:56:56I can't do that to him.
00:56:59To us.
00:57:01Girl, look at me.
00:57:03I gotta tell you something.
00:57:05My twin brother is a genius.
00:57:07Like a savant.
00:57:09He got offers from every great college.
00:57:11Harvard, MIT, you name it.
00:57:13But we're, like, joined at the hip since birth.
00:57:16And he knew I wouldn't get in.
00:57:18So he applied here,
00:57:19even though he knew it would be dull as fuck for him.
00:57:22But I wasn't gonna let that genius idiot wreck his life for me.
00:57:25So I snuck into his room one night
00:57:27and accepted his Harvard offer,
00:57:29even though, truth be told, I wanted him here.
00:57:32Why are you telling me this?
00:57:35Sometimes we have to put the needs of those we love over our own.
00:57:39Even if it hurts.
00:57:52Where are you gonna stay?
00:57:54I'm gonna stay with Mom.
00:57:56What?
00:57:57Will you just hold on a minute?
00:57:58I'm late for my flight.
00:58:03Perfect timing.
00:58:05You two can finally have the house all to yourselves.
00:58:09Blake, wait!
00:58:11He's going.
00:58:14He's, uh...
00:58:15He's gonna go stay with his mom.
00:58:17This is all my fault.
00:58:19Well, talk to him.
00:58:20My friend's gonna be fine.
00:58:22Blake was right.
00:58:25And if you won't choose,
00:58:27I'll do it for you.
00:58:29I won't be the reason your relationship with your son crumbles.
00:58:44I love you, Dimitri.
00:58:48That's why I have to let you go.
00:58:51I love you.
00:59:14Go on.
00:59:15Pick up.
00:59:19Blake?
00:59:23Get the hell away from me.
00:59:30Blake, I'm sorry.
00:59:31No.
00:59:32You just go and fuck my dad to get back at me?
00:59:35That is beyond low.
00:59:38Look.
00:59:40What your dad and I had,
00:59:41it wasn't just a fling, okay?
00:59:46It was real.
00:59:48Even if you can't see that right now.
00:59:53I just ended things.
00:59:57The relationship between you and your father is more important than anything.
01:00:03We don't have a relationship.
01:00:06Not anymore.
01:00:11She's not answering the phone, is she?
01:00:14Your mom?
01:00:18Your mom's not here, Blake.
01:00:21Your dad is.
01:00:22And he always has been.
01:00:26Then alchemy still treats me like a child.
01:00:29I know there's things about my mom he's keeping from me.
01:00:31You know, I recently learned that the foundation of any good relationship is communication.
01:00:40You should tell him that.
01:00:43You'll understand.
01:00:45You deserve his honesty, Blake.
01:00:49You deserve his honesty, Blake.
01:01:06Hey, Anya.
01:01:08I wanted to let you know that he told me everything.
01:01:12That he didn't cheat on her.
01:01:15I don't even know why I'm sending you this, actually.
01:01:17I don't know if people even listen to voicemails anymore.
01:01:20So, I guess, just thanks or whatever.
01:01:24And if you don't get this, then just forget about it.
01:01:29Talk to you later.
01:01:30Bye.
01:01:34Hey, Blake.
01:01:36Car's here.
01:01:36Let's go.
01:01:42Look at you.
01:01:43So, you got everything.
01:01:44You got your passport and dad.
01:01:48Come on.
01:01:51You sure you want to do this?
01:01:54I got some shit I got to figure out.
01:01:56I'm not going to be able to do it here.
01:01:59But thank you for being here for me.
01:02:03I love you, Dad.
01:02:05I know.
01:02:07I love you, too.
01:02:09You still miss it, don't you?
01:02:12No.
01:02:17Oh, yeah, maybe.
01:02:22You know, I don't think I ever loved Anya.
01:02:26I mean, I liked her, sure.
01:02:29But I never loved her.
01:02:32Not the way that you do.
01:02:34I guess what I'm trying to say here is, you have my blessing.
01:02:40You mean that?
01:02:43Absolutely.
01:02:43Like, she's a great person.
01:02:46And you are a great man.
01:02:50That you deserve.
01:02:52Plus, you know, you're going to end up getting really lonely.
01:02:55And I don't want those late night phone calls at 3 a.m. again.
01:02:59Just...
01:03:01Hey, come here.
01:03:03I'll get you.
01:03:05I love you, big guy.
01:03:06I love you, too, pops.
01:03:09Let's go.
01:03:09Let's get out of here.
01:03:10Come on.
01:03:12You take care, okay?
01:03:14I will.
01:03:23Anya, red alert.
01:03:24It's here.
01:03:24It's here.
01:03:36And?
01:03:37Are they going to publish it?
01:03:38They love the new ending, and they're going to put it in their summer lineup.
01:03:45Wait.
01:03:46New ending?
01:03:52I told you once, you said, that my son was half of my heart.
01:03:57But I was too scared to say.
01:04:02You're the other half.
01:04:12So much for coming.
01:04:19Hi.
01:04:23So we can feel alive.
01:04:24So we can feel alive.
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