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00:00:09To be continued...
00:00:40Shavasana, now close your eyes, close your eyes, I'm not going to continue until you
00:00:53close your eyes. Now, as we drift into a new consciousness, I want to pose something to
00:01:06you that I've been thinking about. As women, who determines our story? Is it us? Or are
00:01:17we giving that power away, letting everyone other than us tell us who we are? What if
00:01:26we decided that from this day forward, we're going to write our own stories without guilt,
00:01:34without apology, without feeling like a man or society has to tell it to us? What would
00:01:43that world look like? What would your world look like?
00:02:06Happy birthday. What, do you want me to pretend it's not your birthday? Is that an option?
00:02:14It's okay to be 35. It's okay. I'm just saying it's not old. Come on, there's worse things
00:02:25going on in the world. Watch the news. I do watch the news.
00:02:36The sponsorship offer came through. Hmm. What'd they come in at? How much? Uh, like,
00:02:4410K. 10K? It's a world-famous energy drink. I'll go back at 20. Oh, really? Yes, it's
00:02:53your quote. They need to respect that. Don't worry. I am your business manager. I will be the
00:02:58bad guy. I just paid this month's mortgage on the investment property. Okay. Thanks. Uh, you
00:03:08know, until the sponsorship money comes in, I'm a little tight. Yeah, no. Of course, babe.
00:03:12I got you. Cool. It's kind of nice, right? Yeah. Let me get a picture of you in it. I
00:03:25don't
00:03:25want to do this right now. We need to be updating your IG more. Can we do it later? Yeah,
00:03:32fine.
00:03:32I'll just, uh, post a throwback one from one of your races. Were the last three I lost?
00:03:47You look so much more beautiful without makeup. It's a compliment. What? You said you were
00:03:56going to try to be more sensitive if we got back together, and this just makes me feel
00:03:59stupid. Okay. Sorry. It's okay. I mean, you've been so amazing these last three months.
00:04:15Okay. I have, um, that teacher training tonight. Yeah. We'll, uh, we'll celebrate your birthday
00:04:22this weekend. Okay. Oh, there's, uh, a new app called, uh, Cycle Sync Elite. All the
00:04:31gravel riders around the world are downloading it. It's like this GPS thing that helps us find
00:04:35each other. Okay. Yeah. I'll download it for you. Cool. I love you. You too.
00:04:59Hey. Happy birthday to the best sister in the world. You're your only sister in the world.
00:05:05Oh, my God. Are you okay? Yeah. Yeah. I'm fine. I just, I have this teacher training tonight.
00:05:14Colin's not taking you out? No. Well, I have to go to this for work, and I just thought...
00:05:20Never mind. I'm being so stupid. You guys will celebrate another day. Hey. I love you.
00:05:28Yeah. I love you too, so much.
00:05:36Did they even call you his girlfriend yet? Of course he does. Last I heard, he was still
00:05:41introducing us as his friend after three years. Alex, look, things are different. I manage
00:05:48to cycling stuff now. We got an investment property together. Didn't you buy it? Both of our names
00:05:54are on it. But you pay the mortgage. Okay. I know you two are really intertwined. I just,
00:06:00I want to make sure he's meeting your needs. He's the most supportive partner that I have
00:06:05ever had. He's smart. He's talented. He's inspiring. He makes me want to be a better person.
00:06:11I'm not trying to help with you. I know you love Colin. Okay. I have to go. Hey. Yeah.
00:06:21Remember, being 35 is better than the alternative. And what's that? Being dead.
00:06:36You can take a break, dude.
00:06:46Well, lady. Maria is back in town. Colin, put your eyes away.
00:07:01hey um i'm calling strickland i know what you are they call you gravel jesus
00:07:08yeah you used to i'm mariah call me mo nice to meet you mo you too how long are you
00:07:15in town for
00:07:16about a week for the race yeah from what i've heard you're killing it i'm doing okay
00:07:20waiting every race doing okay i don't know i still get nervous every time i race it's like
00:07:27it's my first time yeah that never goes away i was hoping you'd say it did yoga teachers
00:07:35particularly female yoga teachers need to bring a soft energy i am soft yeah look i know um your
00:07:48background is in finance so maybe you're bringing too much of of that energy here next time try and
00:07:53be nurturing have you had a complaint about me a few yeah but i know you have it okay
00:08:06oh my god it's your birthday i just saw here on the calendar yeah any fun plans tonight i am
00:08:16attending the teacher training that's here tonight that you asked me to oh right well great thank you
00:08:23we appreciate it i started as a competitive skier actually you did and then i found this oh you just
00:08:38found it i mean i tried and then i was good at it yeah apparently the best in the world
00:08:45i mean you win all
00:08:46the time i used to not so much anymore yeah i worry about what's going to happen to me when
00:08:55i stop
00:08:56winning oh it's going to be hard you know i feel like athletes are just wired to be really hard
00:09:04on
00:09:05themselves yeah women in particular sell themselves short you should be very proud of yourself you're
00:09:11changing the changing the game for female athletes that's very sweet i don't even i don't even know
00:09:21what to say other than i think that you sell yourself short too how old are you 25 how old
00:09:34are you
00:09:35i am 35 so this is all going to end soon what do you mean these knees are only last
00:09:42so long and i
00:09:43make some room in my life for some new beginnings sounds like a loaded statement i think it's the end
00:09:51of
00:09:51an arrow the end of me being an athlete you're quitting i want to go out on top
00:09:59what did you do before cycling i was an engineer what no way i studied to be an engineer too
00:10:08are you kidding me no i'm not kidding this is crazy i don't think i've ever met anyone that
00:10:13i've had this much in common with i want to write my own story what do you mean caitlin
00:10:21i want to improve my relationships particularly with my partner i am holding on to a narrative about
00:10:30our history that doesn't serve me anymore and what is that narrative that i'm not good enough
00:10:38i see so the fastest way to change is to not judge yourself for feeling that way
00:10:46don't fight it just just lean
00:10:52no no i mean spiritually just lean towards acceptance once you accept the bad feelings
00:10:59then you can work towards feeling equal and whole separate from your partner but he completes me
00:11:13i live in san diego i stay with one of my best friends when i'm here i love austin do
00:11:20you uh
00:11:22yeah yeah it's a great culture great art scene great food it's weird and you never get bored here
00:11:28yeah i love the art here what kind of art do you like i like modern art i think the
00:11:34more abstract
00:11:35things are the more life is accurately represented
00:11:41really exactly why i wish we could spend more time together while you're here
00:11:54so it's my birthday today oh happy birthday thank you
00:11:59yeah i had plans with my boyfriend but we rescheduled because this work is so important
00:12:06my boyfriend um he's colin strickland so we're both really busy and what does he do
00:12:14oh he's a gravel racer the best in the world oh i don't follow the sport oh you should it's
00:12:21so
00:12:22exciting i'm his manager i used to work in finance so i'm really good at negotiating but colin and i
00:12:27we're a team what motivated the big change from finance to yoga oh my god is this mango
00:12:39what is it i'm i'm just really alert i'm really allergic to mango do you have an epi pen no
00:12:47no i'm
00:12:48just i'm just really allergic should i call 911 no no i don't need the ambulance i'm just my throat
00:13:00feels
00:13:00really tight maybe some benadryl do you have benadryl i think i have some in the back okay yeah please
00:13:10if you can help me it's okay you guys i'm okay i'm so sorry it's just i'm just it's just
00:13:16an allergy
00:13:18oh god
00:13:19i don't know what it is with paula but she totally has it out for me and i'm her best
00:13:32teacher i know it
00:13:33the students love my discipline i mean i should have her job honestly it's tough it's awful which
00:13:39is why i spend most of my day just dreaming about when i get to lie next to you
00:13:48kate
00:13:51we need to talk
00:13:58can you come sit next to me don't do this okay please not again it's only been three months yeah
00:14:06three months we're just figuring this out but colin you are my soul mate i'm not in this the same
00:14:14way
00:14:14that you are you can see that right stop please okay don't say that just stop you deserve for me
00:14:21to be
00:14:21honest with you i feel like we're just going through the motions we're great business partners
00:14:26but i am not ready for a family i am put too much into this
00:14:36okay look i love you all right i want you and you are the only good thing in my life
00:14:43do you have any
00:14:44idea how much pressure that is how are you going to talk to me about pressure i literally have a
00:14:50ticking clock inside of me colin god god i am so so stupid every single time every single time i
00:15:04am so hopeful
00:15:19i'm sorry i love you i just don't i can't you don't you don't love me if you don't love
00:15:26me then why are you doing this to me
00:15:29because i can't give you what you want i don't feel like i can ever give you what you want
00:15:34colin you're everything that i want okay i feel like my walls are closing
00:15:42okay you talk about kids all the time stop i already feel pathetic enough
00:15:50oh my god what are we gonna do about the property about the businesses we'll figure it out
00:15:56but we don't stay together because of those things
00:16:00did you only get back together with me because of my money no
00:16:09i don't care about money you know that yeah you're always happy enough to use mine
00:16:15i'm not gonna stay here while we insult each other insult each other
00:16:21golin you're ruining my life
00:16:24but i'm happy enough to sleep
00:16:30i'm happy enough to sleep
00:16:35i'm happy enough to sleep
00:16:38this is
00:16:40i'm happy enough
00:16:44I need you all shining from the darkness of your mind.
00:17:16He was my whole world.
00:17:18Katelyn.
00:17:19Please look.
00:17:20I already know how pathetic I sound.
00:17:22Don't make it any worse.
00:17:25Why don't you come stay at mine?
00:17:26Until he finds a place and moves out.
00:17:28No.
00:17:30I don't wanna leave him.
00:17:32So what's gonna happen?
00:17:34You two will just keep living together?
00:17:36Yeah, until he finds a place.
00:17:40I don't want him to find another place.
00:17:46Katelyn, what happened?
00:17:48Nothing.
00:17:49I was just working out at a boxing gym.
00:17:51Tell me the truth.
00:17:52I am.
00:17:54I know this sounds so crazy, but I feel like he was my last chance.
00:18:02And we're supposed to be together.
00:18:04We'll do everything together.
00:18:06Well, it's biology.
00:18:07You're 35, your body wants a baby, and he's there.
00:18:12He's not that special.
00:18:14Trust me.
00:18:16These feelings, they're just so enormous.
00:18:18I feel like I'm going crazy.
00:18:19I know.
00:18:21Just remember, you've been through hard things before.
00:18:24Right?
00:18:25So you can get through this.
00:18:27Just remember what you're surviving at four.
00:18:31Who?
00:18:33You.
00:18:38It's like I woke up and I was like, it's not enough.
00:18:41For her, for me.
00:18:44I mean, I love Katelyn, but you were never sure.
00:18:47And that's not fair.
00:18:49You're right.
00:18:49You're right.
00:18:52I know you're right.
00:18:56It's insane you're still living there.
00:18:59You gotta leave.
00:19:01Jay, you're gonna fight nonstop.
00:19:03Or worse, get back together.
00:19:06Then you'll break up again in six months because you don't want her.
00:19:09You know the house is half mine.
00:19:15Can you buy her out?
00:19:17Hell no, I'm broke.
00:19:19Then leave.
00:19:23Every other time we've broken up, we've stayed living together.
00:19:26Then you've never stayed broken up.
00:19:30Isn't that the definition of insanity?
00:19:36Kate and I broke up.
00:19:37Can't say much here, Mark.
00:19:39You should think about changing your password.
00:19:42Nothing.
00:19:43Nothing.
00:19:43Work stuff.
00:19:47Katelyn and I ended things.
00:19:48We're good this time.
00:19:51Dad!
00:20:18Hi.
00:20:19Oh.
00:20:21Uh, sorry.
00:20:22Mark was talking my ear off.
00:20:23I saw you called a few times.
00:20:25Yeah.
00:20:26I was just really scared.
00:20:28This man was following me.
00:20:30What?
00:20:31Yeah.
00:20:33Did he hurt you?
00:20:36No, he just, he was following me and he started yelling at me and I tried calling you and I
00:20:42was so scared I just ran into my car and took off.
00:20:46Katelyn, I'm so sorry.
00:20:56I know you don't like guns but you should really reconsider it.
00:21:00With me moving out, I think you'd feel a lot safer.
00:21:03Um, what really made me feel safe was knowing I was coming home to you.
00:21:08I'm sorry if that's weird of me to say.
00:21:11I'm just really struggling.
00:21:14Make sure you report it to work.
00:21:16Yeah.
00:21:17Okay.
00:21:17I will.
00:21:24Oh, the iPad stopped working but I'll get us another one tomorrow.
00:21:29Don't worry about it.
00:21:30I don't really use it.
00:21:32We can still share it.
00:21:54I don't know.
00:21:56I love it.
00:21:59I love it.
00:22:01Woo.
00:22:02Woo!
00:22:04Woo!
00:22:27I can see you're in a lot of pain.
00:22:31How long has it been?
00:22:32Um, uh, I don't know, like, uh, ten days?
00:22:43I understand that you're going through a really hard time.
00:22:49But the class can feel your energy.
00:22:53It's negative.
00:22:55This is the hardest time of my life.
00:22:59Yeah, I think we need to have a bigger conversation.
00:23:04I'm not firing you, okay?
00:23:07I just, I think you need to take some time.
00:23:15This is funny.
00:23:17You know, I would be very careful about firing someone in distress.
00:23:27Are you threatening me?
00:23:30No, of course not.
00:23:34I'm just looking out for you.
00:23:35No, of course not.
00:24:06Why did you guys break up?
00:24:08We're just not a line.
00:24:11You know, we've broken up so many times.
00:24:14We're just so different.
00:24:16You know, she hated the movies I wanted her to watch
00:24:17and the art I wanted to show her.
00:24:20And I felt like an asshole
00:24:23for feeling the way I felt about that stuff.
00:24:27Like the way she dressed.
00:24:28But then I realized
00:24:30that's a metaphor for her and I.
00:24:33You know, the way we see the world is just...
00:24:36It's totally different.
00:24:37What moves us is totally different.
00:24:43Someone looks such a dick.
00:24:48Too honest.
00:24:49A little too honest.
00:24:51Thanks for meeting me so quickly.
00:24:53Of course.
00:24:54I mean, I'm flattered.
00:24:56Now they know what I want.
00:24:58And what's that?
00:25:00A life partner.
00:25:02I can't believe I'm sitting here on a date
00:25:04with a guy who's been single for like 10 days.
00:25:08Why are you smiling?
00:25:11Because you called it a date.
00:25:15Someone to share things with, build a future with.
00:25:18I mean, I want those things too.
00:25:21But in the future.
00:25:24Well, I know what I want in the present too.
00:25:29Oh.
00:25:37I wish we didn't live in a different city.
00:25:48I wish we didn't live in a different city.
00:26:17Yeah.
00:26:18I mean, I see a big difference.
00:26:20Don't worry, it's not that deep yet.
00:26:22We can fix all of this baby Botox.
00:26:25Okay.
00:26:27So, you want to look like this?
00:26:28Yeah, like when my boyfriend and I first met.
00:26:31Oh, I hear that all the time.
00:26:32But, um, I just want subtle, like, not obvious,
00:26:37because if my boyfriend were to see it,
00:26:39if anyone was to see it, I don't want them to notice.
00:26:43Absolutely. Subtle is my specialty.
00:26:46I wish it was mine.
00:26:48Your total today is going to be $650.87 with Armstrong.
00:26:52Oh, um, I thought that you guys sent the bill in the mail.
00:26:58How would you like to pay?
00:27:03I, um...
00:27:05I think I left my debit card just in my cart out there,
00:27:10so I'll go get that and, uh, back.
00:27:13No problem.
00:27:40Hey!
00:27:50Well, I've been going through our books,
00:27:54and I don't even know where to start.
00:27:57I mean, with the shared accounts, the businesses,
00:27:59the properties, this place.
00:28:03We can't stay living like this forever.
00:28:05Want to buy me out?
00:28:08Colin, you know I can't afford that.
00:28:12How about I buy you out?
00:28:15I think we both know that won't happen.
00:28:19Or we can just stay living together like this.
00:28:22As what?
00:28:23As friends?
00:28:25Yeah.
00:28:26We talked about it.
00:28:27We had an agreement.
00:28:28No, we didn't, Colin.
00:28:30Like, this is not what I wanted.
00:28:33Look, I wanted to fight for what we had.
00:28:40Look, we...
00:28:42We just didn't try hard enough.
00:28:45I feel like all I did was try.
00:28:48Relationships, they take work.
00:28:51When nothing good ever comes easy.
00:28:56And I think you know.
00:28:58You know how much I love you.
00:29:01And that's never going to change.
00:29:08It's just cycle after cycle, though.
00:29:14Let's break that cycle.
00:29:36One second.
00:29:37I'm coming.
00:29:44I'm sorry.
00:29:45It's just hard.
00:29:46This is hard for you?
00:29:49I know it's not fair, but it is hard for me.
00:29:52Why?
00:29:55Because you are the most amazing woman I have ever met.
00:29:59What is this all about?
00:30:03Are you getting back with your ex?
00:30:06I think so.
00:30:12I promised Caitlin...
00:30:13What did you promise her?
00:30:15That we'd give it a real shot.
00:30:18We're just...
00:30:19We're so intertwined.
00:30:21It's complicated.
00:30:25If it's complicated,
00:30:26then why are you touching me like that?
00:30:28I'm sorry.
00:30:30You're right.
00:30:32I don't know how to act.
00:30:33I don't know what to say.
00:30:35I did not see this coming.
00:30:38Neither did I.
00:30:42I'll see you around.
00:30:55I hope we can still be friends.
00:30:58Really, Colin?
00:31:00How do you think that's going to make Caitlin feel?
00:31:02I don't know.
00:31:16Someone was berating me at work today.
00:31:18What a pig.
00:31:19It keeps happening.
00:31:20I'm so glad you got this from me.
00:31:23Well, I can't always be around,
00:31:24so if it makes you feel safer...
00:31:26It definitely makes me feel safer.
00:31:28Hold it.
00:31:31Hold it.
00:31:33You know,
00:31:34I think you're so right
00:31:35when you say that
00:31:36every woman should own a gun.
00:31:37It levels the playing field.
00:31:38A true feminist statement.
00:31:40I do always say that.
00:31:42All right, lean in.
00:31:43There we go.
00:31:47Ooh!
00:31:49Is that good?
00:31:50Mm-hmm.
00:31:52All right, lean into it.
00:31:57There it is.
00:31:58How'd that feel?
00:31:59Good.
00:32:03Okay.
00:32:09Okay.
00:32:25Oh, my God, Colin!
00:32:27Yeah!
00:32:28Yeah, baby, that's it!
00:32:32Woo!
00:32:35Woo!
00:32:40Woo!
00:32:41Woo!
00:32:41Woo!
00:32:41Yeah, baby!
00:32:43Yeah, baby!
00:32:46Woo!
00:32:47Woo!
00:32:48You're so proud of you!
00:32:50He won!
00:32:50Woo!
00:32:53Woo!
00:32:54Woo!
00:32:55Woo!
00:32:56Woo!
00:32:56Woo!
00:33:05You did it!
00:33:31Hey, guys! If I could just have your attention for one second.
00:33:35I just want to cheers my love, Colin, who won another race.
00:33:46You are an inspiration, and I am so, so grateful to be your girl.
00:33:52I love working with you, I love lifting you up, and I love being by your side every single day.
00:34:01Cheers.
00:34:02Thanks.
00:34:08Hey, Kate. How's it going?
00:34:10Hey, it's good.
00:34:12Ah, let's go get some refreshments over here.
00:34:16So.
00:34:17So.
00:34:17You're doing okay.
00:34:18I mean, it's hard, but when you're meant to be together, you can make it work.
00:34:23Well, you are very understanding.
00:34:27It's amazing you made it work.
00:34:28I try, or I'm trying, but so does he.
00:34:32I mean, he's given me a lot of grace.
00:34:35Oh.
00:34:37So you saw other people, too?
00:34:40No.
00:34:42No, of course not.
00:34:43I mean, it's just, you know, it can be difficult to get back together.
00:34:47Wait.
00:34:48What was Colin?
00:34:50Did Colin see someone else?
00:34:53Tell me.
00:34:55Mark, come on, tell me.
00:34:57You have to tell me.
00:34:58You're my friend.
00:34:59I think you went on a few dates with some girl, Mariah, when you guys had broken up, but you
00:35:04know, it wasn't serious.
00:35:06Who was Mariah?
00:35:09She's a gravel racer, you know.
00:35:10I don't know.
00:35:11It wasn't serious.
00:35:25Are you watching this?
00:35:26Yeah.
00:35:28I mean, this is the chick that Colin has been seeing.
00:35:31When you guys were broken up, for like, a second.
00:35:34I'm sure it wasn't serious.
00:35:35Yeah, but I saw her watching him at this race.
00:35:41God, just look at her.
00:35:42She's like a decade younger than him, than me.
00:35:46She's so successful already.
00:35:47God, it just makes me so angry, I could just...
00:35:50What?
00:35:51That I could just kill her.
00:35:57You don't mean that.
00:36:01No, of course I don't.
00:36:18Hey, you haven't been calling me back.
00:36:21I just want to know what's going on.
00:36:23If you just want to be friends, and that seems to be the case, that's cool.
00:36:27But you have to talk to me about that, because honestly, my mind's been going in circles, and I don't
00:36:32know what to think.
00:36:46Colin, get up.
00:36:48What?
00:36:49Wake up, we need to talk.
00:36:52About what?
00:36:55I think her name is Mariah.
00:37:02We bite together.
00:37:03You bite together.
00:37:04Is that what they're calling it?
00:37:06It only happened when we were broken up.
00:37:09We went together.
00:37:10Didn't you see other people?
00:37:12Colin, I couldn't eat.
00:37:13I couldn't sleep.
00:37:14I shot my face up with poison.
00:37:15All I could think about was getting you back.
00:37:20I don't like this going in circles.
00:37:22She doesn't know what to think.
00:37:24Oh my God, have you been reading my messages?
00:37:26Is that how you found out?
00:37:27Stop, okay?
00:37:28I'm not doing this again.
00:37:29You don't get to make me feel like I'm crazy.
00:37:31This is crazy.
00:37:33Stop it.
00:37:33Stop trying to gaslight me.
00:37:34You've been reading my private messages.
00:37:36You've been seeing someone else.
00:37:38Somebody who's younger than me.
00:37:40Who's more successful than me.
00:37:41Who has everything in common with you.
00:37:47I came back, okay?
00:37:48I'm here.
00:37:49I came back here.
00:37:51I'm sorry I didn't tell you, but I didn't see the point.
00:37:54Is she still part of your life?
00:37:57I see her sometimes.
00:37:59About work stuff.
00:38:02Hey.
00:38:06Let's put this behind us.
00:38:08Hey, I want us to be happy.
00:38:10Don't you?
00:38:12Yeah.
00:38:14Of course I do.
00:38:36I don't have to do what I do.
00:38:54And, it was just a lot of fun.
00:38:55Please hold up.
00:38:55I'm not a good friend.
00:38:56No.
00:39:01I'm not a good friend.
00:39:03I'm not a good friend.
00:39:03You're not a good friend.
00:39:04I'm happy to be happy.
00:39:13Hello? Colin?
00:39:16No. It's not Colin. This is Colin's girlfriend.
00:39:22He's in the other room right now waiting for me to join him.
00:39:25So don't call him. Don't text him.
00:39:28And don't you dare ever try to see him again or I will make you regret it.
00:40:01So don't you dare to see him again or I will make you regret it.
00:40:08Hey, wake up. I'm making shakshuka.
00:40:14What?
00:40:16Did you hear me? I'm making our special breakfast.
00:40:24Okay.
00:40:25Wake up. Come on. Let's go.
00:40:54Call in.
00:40:57Yeah, coming.
00:41:15Don't look at me like that.
00:41:17We're friends.
00:41:19I'm sorry for everything.
00:41:22You know, I made a commitment to Caitlin,
00:41:23and I feel like I should honor that.
00:41:25Yeah.
00:41:28I want to talk to you about something.
00:41:31What?
00:41:32Caitlin called me, and it was threatening.
00:41:36She said that you guys got back together
00:41:38and that I should never call you again.
00:41:40Wait, are you serious?
00:41:41Yeah.
00:41:41It was intense and insane.
00:42:01Hey, I'm sorry.
00:42:04Okay, there's no excuse for that.
00:42:06I'll talk to her.
00:42:07I want to be something good in life.
00:42:10So if I'm complicating it, I can step away.
00:42:13No, you are the simplest thing in my life.
00:42:16You make me feel alive again.
00:42:19You know what the strangest part is?
00:42:21I feel bad for Caitlin.
00:42:24You don't really love her,
00:42:26and you should have the courage to let her go.
00:42:30Yeah, I feel bad for Caitlin, too.
00:42:55I feel bad for you.
00:43:05I don't know.
00:43:47I don't know.
00:44:00I don't know.
00:44:31Cassie, is that you?
00:45:00I don't know.
00:45:42I don't know.
00:45:43Kate?
00:45:46Kate, are you here?
00:45:56It's Caitlin.
00:45:57Leave a message.
00:45:59Hey, give me a call.
00:46:02Somebody's broken into the house.
00:46:08So, no one saw anything?
00:46:09Heard anything?
00:46:10Apparently not.
00:46:12Well, the friend who called him to murder said that Moe was last seen with a Colin Strickland, another pro
00:46:17biker.
00:46:18Boyfriend?
00:46:19It's unclear.
00:46:21I need to bring him in.
00:46:23Yeah.
00:46:25Just keep a brave face.
00:46:27What do you mean?
00:46:28Your first homicide case is always hard.
00:46:31Yeah, we just came home and we found it like this.
00:46:34Has anything else like this happened in the neighborhood?
00:46:36Are we the only targets?
00:46:37What's going on?
00:46:37Not that we know of.
00:46:39Anything missing?
00:46:41Jewelry?
00:46:41No, I don't think so.
00:46:43Just stuff was broken and turned over.
00:46:46I saw a lot of nice bikes out in the garage.
00:46:48Any of those missing?
00:46:49No, thank God.
00:46:51I'm a pro rider.
00:46:55Ready?
00:46:57Yep.
00:46:59Hey.
00:47:03Look at that.
00:47:05Hmm?
00:47:05A bullet wound.
00:47:07Someone stood directly above her and shot her right in the heart.
00:47:13Right in the heart.
00:47:16It's overkill.
00:47:19It's personal.
00:47:26I'm going to record our conversation.
00:47:28Colin, you're probably wondering why we had officers bring you down here tonight.
00:47:32Well, it cuts straight to the point.
00:47:34You were the last person to see Mariah Wilson alive.
00:47:40What are you talking about?
00:47:42We found her shot in her friend's apartment.
00:47:45Got an alibi.
00:47:48Am I a suspect?
00:47:51Yes, I have an alibi.
00:47:53Can you tell me your whereabouts with Mariah this evening?
00:47:55I picked her up just before 6 p.m.
00:47:58And we went to Deep Eddy's to get a bite.
00:48:01And on the burger joint.
00:48:03And what time did you drop her off at home?
00:48:06Just after 8 p.m.
00:48:09Go up to the apartment with her?
00:48:11No.
00:48:15No, we were supposed to ride today, so we just said goodbye.
00:48:19She went inside and I went home.
00:48:22You notice anyone around you?
00:48:24Anyone follow you and you suspicious vehicles?
00:48:27Maybe a car?
00:48:30Nothing unusual.
00:48:32Tell me about the vehicles at your home.
00:48:36Are they yours?
00:48:37Yeah, I have a motorcycle and a backup truck.
00:48:42We also saw an SUV.
00:48:45No.
00:48:47No, that's Caitlin's.
00:48:51She's my girlfriend.
00:48:55Okay.
00:48:56And was she aware that you were out with another woman?
00:49:01She was not.
00:49:28She's my girlfriend.
00:49:43Well, hey, babe.
00:49:47Yeah, babe?
00:49:48What's going on?
00:49:51Um, I'm Mo, um, Mariah.
00:49:58Um, what about her?
00:50:03She's dead.
00:50:12Wait, are the cops looking at you?
00:50:14Colin, are you a suspect?
00:50:17No, I don't know.
00:50:18I don't think so.
00:50:20They made it clear that they were just talking to friends and family that knew her.
00:50:26Why do they want to talk to you?
00:50:27You haven't been in contact with her for months.
00:50:37Um...
00:50:42God, this is so awful.
00:50:47It's okay.
00:50:48It's okay.
00:50:50It's okay.
00:50:56I saw Mo last night.
00:51:02What?
00:51:05I'm sorry I didn't tell you.
00:51:08I knew you'd be upset.
00:51:12You just had to call her.
00:51:19It all seems so stupid now.
00:51:23Okay.
00:51:24It's okay.
00:51:26All right?
00:51:27It's okay.
00:51:28Let's just put all of that behind us.
00:51:31This is so much more important.
00:51:35Where were you last night when our heart got broken into?
00:51:42I had an appointment.
00:51:46With who?
00:51:47The cops are gonna ask.
00:51:50An advisor.
00:51:53A spiritual advisor.
00:51:56I didn't want to tell you because I thought you'd think it was stupid, but I was hoping it would
00:52:02help us.
00:52:07Thanks for understanding it, Mom.
00:52:10Hey.
00:52:12Colin.
00:52:15I love you.
00:52:18And if this is gonna work, I have to learn to trust you again.
00:52:36Colin's aisle by checks out.
00:52:38We got his cell phone records back, and he was nowhere near the apartment when Mariah was killed.
00:52:42How is our ring footage and we have nothing?
00:52:45Wait.
00:52:47What?
00:52:47Stop.
00:52:48Zoom in on the car.
00:52:50This one?
00:52:51Yeah.
00:52:54That looks like the SUV at the Strickland property.
00:52:57The one the girlfriend's driving.
00:52:59Hey, look up the girlfriend.
00:53:01Uh, Caitlin?
00:53:04Is it that?
00:53:06Armstrong?
00:53:07Okay.
00:53:07Yes.
00:53:12Wait.
00:53:13There's a warrant for her arrest.
00:53:15What?
00:53:17It's weird.
00:53:18It's for skipping out on a Botox payment.
00:53:21Botox?
00:53:25Now palms, mate, and heart center, as we bow our head in gratitude.
00:53:30Namaste.
00:53:33Great work, you guys.
00:53:35I'll see you next week.
00:53:48Ms. Armstrong, Detective April Brown, may we speak?
00:53:52Yes, I'm just in quite a hurry, but my schedule is at the front desk.
00:53:56No, Ms. Armstrong, you don't understand.
00:53:59We have a warrant for your arrest.
00:54:00We're going to need you to come to the station.
00:54:05I didn't know her at all, but what happened to that girl is tragic.
00:54:11And I'll pay for the Botox.
00:54:13Had you met?
00:54:15I think maybe once.
00:54:17She was in the same line of work as my boyfriend.
00:54:21Can you explain why your car was at the scene of the murder?
00:54:27Can you explain why we can place your car at the scene of Mariah's murder?
00:54:42Do you need to get that?
00:55:01We have to let her go.
00:55:02Whoever wrote the previous warrant got her birth date wrong and spelled her name with a C instead of a
00:55:07K.
00:55:08You're joking.
00:55:09No, I'm not.
00:55:17Caitlin, you're free to go.
00:55:18But just so that you know, we have a warrant to search your home and officers are on their way.
00:55:38Oh, and we know that you are here on your own free will, and we really appreciate that.
00:55:42I just have a few questions left for you.
00:55:45What did Caitlin say to you when you told her about the murder?
00:55:48She said she didn't know that Cherrywood was a bad neighborhood.
00:55:58She said that to you?
00:56:00Yeah.
00:56:02Did that strike you with odd?
00:56:05How would she know what neighborhood the murder happened in?
00:56:14Uh, it didn't strike me out at the time.
00:56:17I'm gonna cut to the chase.
00:56:20Do you think that Caitlin is capable of doing this?
00:56:24No.
00:56:26No, we have a complicated relationship.
00:56:28But if I ever thought that Caitlin was capable of physically harming another human being, I would extricate myself from
00:56:34the relationship.
00:56:35But was she a jealous girlfriend?
00:56:37You were involved with both women.
00:56:42We can place her SUV in East Austin at the time of the murder.
00:56:47Do you know why she would have been there?
00:56:50She was seeing a spiritual advisor.
00:56:57Do you know the name of that person?
00:57:03No.
00:57:10The cops came back, and they took my phone, and they took my iPad.
00:57:13Why?
00:57:14I don't know.
00:57:15They were here.
00:57:15They were searching the house again.
00:57:17I don't...
00:57:17What should I do?
00:57:18Should I get another phone?
00:57:19What, like a burner?
00:57:21I...
00:57:22I don't know, Colin.
00:57:23I don't know.
00:57:27Caitlin, what was on the phone?
00:57:29What are you talking about?
00:57:31Was there something bad on the phone?
00:57:33No.
00:57:34Of course not.
00:57:36Colin, I'm really scared.
00:57:38What should I do?
00:57:41From a criminal perspective, we have nothing to hide.
00:57:44Yeah.
00:57:45Yeah, okay.
00:57:46And you were with the healer that night, right?
00:57:47Yes.
00:57:48Right?
00:57:49Yes.
00:57:51So call her.
00:57:53I can't.
00:57:55Why not?
00:57:56Because she's...
00:57:57She's just...
00:57:58She's really private.
00:58:03Caitlin Mariah is dead.
00:58:05The police are looking at you.
00:58:06You need an alibi.
00:58:07Okay, okay.
00:58:08I'll call her.
00:58:09It's just...
00:58:10She works in a very specific way, and everything's done anonymously.
00:58:19What?
00:58:21My lawyer said we should separate.
00:58:23Colin, no.
00:58:24I can't be alone right now.
00:58:26No, no.
00:58:27I know.
00:58:27I don't want to be alone either.
00:58:29It's temporary until this all blows over.
00:58:32Yeah, yeah.
00:58:32Okay, okay.
00:58:34Are you just...
00:58:35Are you going to go to your dad's?
00:58:36Yeah.
00:58:38Yeah, probably.
00:58:45I'm going to...
00:58:46I'm going to go get some coffee at Java's.
00:58:51And I'll take my car.
00:58:54Yeah.
00:58:55Okay.
00:59:10Oh, my God.
00:59:16Oh, my God.
00:59:26What do you want for it?
00:59:28Fifteen.
00:59:33Yeah, I could do twelve.
00:59:36Okay, fine.
00:59:37But I need to be paid in cash.
00:59:39Yeah, yeah.
00:59:42She said she was going for coffee.
00:59:45She left.
00:59:47She didn't come back.
00:59:48That was hours ago.
00:59:51Colin.
00:59:53I can't talk to you anymore.
00:59:56What?
00:59:58Mark, you're my best friend.
01:00:00I know.
01:00:01Colin, I don't...
01:00:02What?
01:00:04It's how you've been acting.
01:00:06What?
01:00:07You weren't honest with Caitlin.
01:00:09Mark, I made some mistakes.
01:00:12You don't think...
01:00:13Mark, you don't think I did this, do you?
01:00:15Of course I don't think you did it.
01:00:17I didn't.
01:00:18I know.
01:00:20But, Colin...
01:00:22I can't be anywhere near this.
01:00:24You don't deserve this, Mark.
01:00:25I didn't do this.
01:00:26Don't do this, man.
01:00:27I believe you.
01:00:29I know you didn't want her to die, but...
01:00:32You set this train in motion.
01:00:35I'm sorry.
01:00:36I gotta go.
01:00:37No.
01:00:38No, Mark.
01:00:40Mark!
01:00:51Well, we can place her SUV at the scene of the murder, and Colin's alibi checks it.
01:00:57Yeah, and hers does not.
01:00:58We still don't have enough, because we cannot see the license plate from the security camera.
01:01:05Come in.
01:01:08Thanks.
01:01:14Holy.
01:01:15What?
01:01:16The bullet casings found at the scene matched the guns from the Strickland Armstrong residence.
01:01:22Get a warrant for her arrest.
01:01:25Uh, yeah.
01:01:34If you want to talk to me again, I'm going to need my lawyer.
01:01:36I'll be at my dad's.
01:01:38We want to speak to Caitlin.
01:01:44She's gone.
01:02:11Hey, sis.
01:02:12Damn it, Kate.
01:02:12I've been calling you.
01:02:14What the hell happened?
01:02:22This is the worst I've seen them.
01:02:25I just need to take some Benadryl.
01:02:27They'll go away.
01:02:28They always do.
01:02:36Hey.
01:02:38I just want you to know that...
01:02:41You can talk to me.
01:02:46Tell me.
01:02:48Why did you come here?
01:02:53I came to protect Colin.
01:02:55Okay, my...
01:02:57I've seen the news.
01:02:59Did he?
01:03:03I'm...
01:03:15I'm sorry.
01:03:18Oh, you don't know.
01:03:19And then irin is coming in.
01:03:20Take some time, when will it beñ »s the Joey.
01:03:20Ay, I'll do it lately.
01:03:20I can't just go see it.
01:03:20I'll do it today.
01:03:20I can't wait.
01:03:21Y'all paws are saying,
01:03:21Oh, my feet literate.
01:03:23They turn me in.
01:03:23Oh, my feet.
01:03:36I don't know.
01:04:01I don't know.
01:04:46I don't know.
01:05:00I don't know.
01:05:25I don't know.
01:05:29Oh, hi.
01:05:30Hey.
01:05:30Oh.
01:05:31Hi.
01:05:32Sorry.
01:05:33I didn't mean to wake you.
01:05:34Oh, no.
01:05:35No problem at all.
01:05:37We don't normally get newcomers so late.
01:05:40I was hoping you'd have room for me.
01:05:42I'd like to stay a while.
01:05:44How long?
01:05:45Three weeks.
01:05:46Oh, uh...
01:05:47How much is that?
01:05:49Uh, it's, uh...
01:05:513K?
01:05:52Great.
01:05:53Okay.
01:06:01You are gonna love it here.
01:06:03All are welcome.
01:06:05Uh, what's your name?
01:06:08Ari.
01:06:10What a beautiful name.
01:06:13Well, Ari, get ready to relax to the max.
01:06:18I'll grab you your room key.
01:06:22I'll be right back.
01:06:23I'll be right back.
01:06:26I'll be right back.
01:06:29I'll be right back.
01:06:31I'll be right back.
01:06:32I'll be right back.
01:06:33I'll be right back.
01:06:34I'll be right back.
01:06:36I'll be right back.
01:06:36I'll be right back.
01:06:37I'll be right back.
01:06:40I'll be right back.
01:06:41Oh, my God.
01:07:08Hey.
01:07:09Hey.
01:07:10I, uh, clean the rooms also.
01:07:13Cool.
01:07:14Well, I moved to Costa Rica from New York over a decade ago to open this place, so, uh, you
01:07:19know, if you need any information, where the best breaks are, uh, anything else.
01:07:24Um, actually, I was wondering if you needed any yoga teachers.
01:07:29Uh, you teach?
01:07:30Yeah, we're over five years now.
01:07:33Oh.
01:07:33Cool.
01:07:34Cool, cool, cool.
01:07:35Yeah, I'll, uh, keep it in mind.
01:07:37Um, also, where does the Wi-Fi work best?
01:07:40Oh, yeah.
01:07:41Terrible connection in here.
01:07:42Oh, common room is best.
01:07:43Cool.
01:07:45Thanks.
01:08:13Miss Ray.
01:08:15Hi, nice to meet you.
01:08:17I'm your doctor.
01:08:26Today you're getting a rhinoplasty, is that right?
01:08:30Yes, it is.
01:08:33Okay, don't worry.
01:08:35This will go great.
01:08:36It always does.
01:08:37I just want it to be over.
01:08:39It will be soon.
01:08:57We got a hit on the sister's passport in Costa Rica.
01:08:59What?
01:09:00Mm-hmm.
01:09:00I'll get a hold of the embassy, get them to do a blanket search of all the resorts, lodgings.
01:09:04I have an idea.
01:09:05What's that?
01:09:06Hey, she's been on a while, and we don't know what she's been doing for money.
01:09:10She's got one skill.
01:09:12Yoga.
01:09:13Okay.
01:09:14Why don't we put out an ad online looking for an English-speaking yoga teacher in Costa Rica?
01:09:19That's a great idea.
01:09:20I'm on it.
01:09:22Amir.
01:09:24Oh, please.
01:09:27Please.
01:10:18Oh, Jesus, Ari.
01:10:20What happened?
01:10:21Oh, um, serving propanose.
01:10:27Are you okay?
01:10:29Yep, fine.
01:10:30Hey, um, are there any more classes I could pick up to teach?
01:10:35Uh, I'd have to check the schedule.
01:10:37I mean, maybe.
01:10:38Between you and the other girls, we're pretty covered.
01:10:41Right.
01:10:42Okay.
01:10:44Thanks.
01:10:46Be safe out there, okay?
01:10:47Yep.
01:10:55It happens a lot.
01:10:58What does?
01:11:00Surfing accidents.
01:11:06Damn.
01:11:26Come on, is he out?
01:11:29Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
01:11:30Don't shoot.
01:11:32Where is Caitlin Armstrong?
01:11:34Who?
01:11:37As we gaze over our fingertips, keep your focus.
01:11:42Inhale and on the exhale, deeper into your front leg.
01:11:46What is he out?
01:11:51It's time to come home, Caitlin.
01:11:56How did you find me?
01:11:57You answered an ad for an English-speaking yoga teacher.
01:12:26Well, this is horrible publicity.
01:12:30Okay.
01:13:04This case was updated to a major case
01:13:07which involved officers who could not be here today,
01:13:09including many foreign Costa Rican officials.
01:13:12On May 17, a homicide warrant was issued for Caitlin Armstrong.
01:13:17A major case includes the nation's most violent criminals.
01:13:21She used aliases, including Beth Martin and Ari Martin,
01:13:25at yoga studios and other lodgings
01:13:27since her arrival at Costa Rica on May 18th.
01:13:30Law officials went door-to-door conducting multiple interviews
01:13:34which paved the way for Armstrong to be detained by authorities
01:13:38at the Don Toms hostel on an immigration violation
01:13:42for fraudulent use of a passport.
01:13:43We have now closed a 43-day investigation
01:13:48searching for a fugitive.
01:13:50She's being held on a $3.5 million bail.
01:13:53I'll take questions now.
01:14:04I look like the Hamburglar.
01:14:11Okay, so to get started,
01:14:12I need all your passwords for your social media,
01:14:15and we have to wipe all of it.
01:14:18Is this funny?
01:14:20Uh, no, no, I just...
01:14:22I used to do all the social media for Colin.
01:14:26On the topic of Colin,
01:14:28it's more than likely they're going to try to pit the two of you
01:14:30against each other in court.
01:14:32It won't work.
01:14:35I know this might be hard to hear,
01:14:36but there's rumblings that he's mounting
01:14:38a very aggressive defense against you,
01:14:41one that paints you...
01:14:43as a crazy woman.
01:14:47No.
01:14:48Colin wouldn't do that.
01:14:51Colin's a feminist.
01:14:53People are a lot of things
01:14:54until the law is involved, Caitlin.
01:14:57Look, all we need to worry about
01:14:59is creating reasonable doubt, okay?
01:15:02They talk a big game, but there's no evidence.
01:15:04Where's the DNA?
01:15:04It's all circumstantial, so...
01:15:06I'm going to create a very aggressive media campaign.
01:15:09Good.
01:15:10Because I'm innocent.
01:15:13And it is your right to assert that.
01:15:17And it's my job to get you the best defense.
01:15:20To that point,
01:15:21they're going to offer you a plea deal.
01:15:22I'm not taking it.
01:15:25Now, Caitlin, I know it's not ideal,
01:15:26but you should strongly...
01:15:27I said I'm not taking it.
01:15:30And I don't want you to bring it up to me again.
01:15:32There's no way in hell
01:15:33that I'm taking a plea deal.
01:15:35Look,
01:15:36I am excellent at my job,
01:15:37but I feel I need to say this.
01:15:40They are going to try to pin this on you.
01:15:43I am innocent.
01:15:45And this conversation is over.
01:15:50Why do the Austin Police Department
01:15:52seemingly ignore a tip
01:15:53about an ex-boyfriend of Miss Wilson?
01:15:56Did the inexperience of two key officers
01:15:58assigned to this case
01:15:59play a role in its apparent mishandling?
01:16:02Who vandalized the home of Miss Wilson
01:16:05the night of her death, and why?
01:16:07Now, I understand reporters
01:16:08often get information from law enforcement sources,
01:16:12but the police have a vested interest
01:16:13in painting a picture
01:16:15that supports their initial assumption and actions.
01:16:18They might also be inclined
01:16:19to gloss over details
01:16:20that are of interest
01:16:22and relatable to their mistakes
01:16:23in this unfortunate situation,
01:16:26this terrible situation.
01:16:29Simply put,
01:16:30there is a lot more of this story to hear,
01:16:33and we look forward to
01:16:35these legal issues ahead.
01:16:38Yes.
01:16:43Yeah, I mean,
01:16:45we'll just get to the trial,
01:16:47and then...
01:16:50I don't know.
01:16:52I try to spend my days
01:16:54doing as much as I can.
01:16:56Are you lonely?
01:16:58No, I'm making friends.
01:17:03Are you eating?
01:17:11Are you sleeping?
01:17:16Yeah.
01:17:18It really hurts.
01:17:20I have to go see a doctor.
01:17:22Look, it's an old yoga injury,
01:17:24and I'm not sleeping.
01:17:27I need help.
01:17:28I need to go to the doctors.
01:17:29Please.
01:17:30Yeah, it really hurts.
01:17:31It's an old yoga injury,
01:17:33and I'm not sleeping at night,
01:17:35and if there's anything
01:17:37that you could do to help it...
01:17:38Yeah, ow.
01:17:39When it's extended like that, yeah.
01:17:42Yeah.
01:18:01Oh, my God.
01:18:12Yeah, that's it.
01:18:23Yeah.
01:18:26Yeah.
01:18:43You won't remember how you survived the storm.
01:18:48You will remember who you survived before.
01:18:54I did this all for you.
01:19:09I'm innocent.
01:19:12I did this all for you.
01:19:40She was shot in the head.
01:19:43Then there was silence.
01:19:46She was dead.
01:19:48Once dead, she was shot in the heart.
01:19:53We plan to present video, cell phone, ballistics, and DNA evidence that proves Armstrong killed Wilson.
01:20:09This woman is guilty, and we're going to prove it.
01:20:26I'm going to keep this brief.
01:20:28A woman is dead, and we do not need any more dramatics.
01:20:31There is no camera footage of Armstrong at the scene.
01:20:36The state's so-called forensic science is questionable at best.
01:20:41The state and investigators were so desperate to keep Caitlin Armstrong in their crosshairs that they had tunnel vision.
01:20:53And they jumped to conclusions.
01:20:56Now, you may have questions.
01:20:58Why did Caitlin go to Costa Rica shortly after Mariah's death?
01:21:02That frightening things were happening at her home and she did not feel safe.
01:21:07More importantly, Caitlin is very passionate about travel and yoga.
01:21:13Travel and her love of yoga informed all her decisions.
01:21:45Colin, has your relationship with Caitlin ever been
01:21:49violent? No. You know Caitlin very well, don't you?
01:22:06No, I do not. I thought I did.
01:22:23Caitlin Armstrong, would you like to testify?
01:22:42I choose not to testify.
01:22:53Included in Armstrong's cell phone extraction are images of Wilson that Armstrong viewed
01:23:01on Instagram and multiple instances of Armstrong's phone tracking Wilson's CycleSync Elite account.
01:23:13Now, CycleSync Elite is a popular fitness app where people can view location details and
01:23:23comment on photos uploaded to the app. Caitlin also searched, and I quote,
01:23:31can pineapples burn your fingerprints? End quote. Two days after Mirai's murder.
01:23:41Does that sound like the behavior of an innocent woman? Therefore, if you look at all the evidence,
01:23:52look at it with common sense, logic, and you'll find that the evidence is right there.
01:24:06Thank you. We, the jury, find Caitlin Armstrong guilty in the murder of Mariah Wilson.
01:24:45See if you can focus on the discomfort and help your body relax.
01:24:54Thanks. Don't expect the pain to go away. Just notice it. Without any judgment, without needing to control it.
01:25:12The pain will never go away? Well, we can't expect it to. All we can do is try to breathe
01:25:20through it.
01:25:22But, I mean, people, they never remember how much something hurt. They just remember who they're surviving it for.
01:25:32Who are you surviving it for?
01:25:51I'm surviving it for the love of my life.
01:25:54Go, go, go.
01:25:57All right.
01:25:58That's it.
01:26:00All right.
01:26:04Go, go, go go.
01:26:05Everything.
01:26:05Well, let's.
01:26:05Oh.
01:26:07You are.
01:26:08Yeah.
01:26:08Oh.
01:26:11Oh.
01:26:40To be continued...
01:26:54To be continued...
01:27:12To be continued...
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