00:00I don't feel as secure as I did in the pods with you.
00:05I don't like that you don't ever really tell me that I'm pretty
00:07because I don't know if you're attracted to me. Like, you just compliment my clothes.
00:13Complimenting me, it gives me security
00:15that you find me attractive and you want me. And I don't always
00:19necessarily feel like you do. In Cabo, you know, when I did compliment
00:24your bathing suit, I was starting to open up you.
00:27I don't remember the exact comment, but it was just like, you haven't called me pretty
00:31and then internally for me, I'm just like, okay, well now I don't want to
00:35because you're forcing me. Then I was like, well now I don't feel like it's genuine
00:40if I say anything. If it's felt distance or I haven't felt
00:44like physical touch is because I've been putting up these walls because now I feel like
00:48if I do it, it's only because you told me. In my head, I'm like
00:52if I do it, I feel like that's what you're going to say. When I do make comments
00:56or I compliment something, for me what would help is like
01:00leaving like the small comment aside.
01:02I feel like I go in defense mode
01:04because I'm like, okay
01:06I'm not going to try if it's
01:08not being reciprocated. Yeah.
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