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00:00hey welcome back to the spotlight i have a video i want to share with you guys
00:14so let's do it hello god's beautiful people i am back with another message from the lord
00:20if this is your first time here my name is tara and god uses me to speak into the lives of his
00:24children if you are returning i welcome you back in the mighty name of jesus y'all listen
00:30i often say you know god uses you know god speaks in many ways and sometimes that means our lives
00:40has to be the message like our lives sometimes is the testimony that somebody needs to display
00:49god's power his sovereignness his love all of it sometimes our lives becomes that testimony
01:01that is going to help somebody else and so the lord has been nudging me nudging me nudging me to use
01:08this and i've spoken about this before i don't like to talk about it but i am always obedient
01:15and so i'm just going to jump right into it because i don't want it to get really long
01:18so when i was 17 years old um my home life i guess was the best that it could be okay um just for
01:28disclaimer no my parents were not addicts okay because a lot of people ask me that i'm like no
01:34i mean they're it but that's it that is not they were not addicts let me just throw that out there
01:39um but just a quick little synopsis my mom was a stay-at-home mom and my dad owned his own business
01:46and in that business um me and my youngest brother who is now with the lord played a major part in
01:54helping him build that business and carry out and i'm talking about since i was about five years old
01:59i was about five years old her tapping is getting you know i'm like first i thought it was going to be
02:05for a moment but i guess it makes her feel comfortable when my dad first sat me behind a
02:09desk okay so let me move forward from that um so we didn't have the traditional childhood um so
02:16around the time i was about 17 you know i didn't understand it then but i just thought my dad was
02:22the most horrible person in the world he was mean and i felt like you know he didn't care about us he
02:27didn't love us blah blah blah and so um but i thank the lord i thank the lord because he got me right
02:33on that and people can say what you want to say and you people can say oh god wouldn't allow you
02:39yes he will because he knew that i would use it at this very moment to be a blessing to somebody else
02:45that he you will go through hard things but god will deliver you from them all so don't tell me
02:52who what god won't do and what he won't allow because i'm living proof anyway let's move forward
02:56at the age of 17 after a very stressful day i felt like i just don't want to do this anymore
03:03so i decided to take my own life i did it by uh
03:10overdosing on medications what all those medications was i have no idea um even when i went to the hospital
03:18and all of that um the doctor i never forget he was a black doctor he came and he sat on my bed
03:24and he told me he said angels are watching over you it got to be angels and he began to tell me
03:31you know some of the things that i took and you know he was just looking for a reason as to why
03:36i was still here okay um well fast forward and y'all that was 30 something years ago okay um fast forward
03:46um i was introduced to a lady that i know without my whole heart that god has sent her to be a spiritual
03:53mom to me um and she and i were talking and she's not even in this country that's how i know it's god
04:00um and she somehow got on the subject of suicide and the lord was like share your story and y'all if i
04:09get emotional forgive me but y'all just don't understand but i'm gonna try my best to help you
04:15understand um and so i shared my story with her and
04:20immediately she was like heartbroken like i could hear it in her voice like she would have never
04:30thought that i would have ever did anything like that and most people have that reaction when i say
04:35um it took a long time to share this story and i'm gonna tell you why and i'm gonna tell you why
04:41talking to her and what god did because he's just beautiful like that um after i did that overdose
04:48and i came home nobody talked about it let me remind you i was 17 i was terrified okay of what i did
04:56i was scared of myself because i never thought in a million years that i would ever be pushed to the
05:03point it still makes me emotional that i would ever be pushed to the point where i would try to end my
05:09own life listen so but when i was discharged from the hospital they pumped my stomach they did all
05:16those things and then they transferred me to a facility that i had to spend a weekend in and all
05:21that stuff but when i finally came home nobody acknowledged it nobody asked me why nobody even
05:27asked me was i okay i was a kid i was afraid not my mom not my dad nobody and let me tell y'all
05:34something from that day to this one nobody still has asked me anything listen i dealt with it all
05:42on my own and it was nobody but god recently i spoke to another woman of god who said god says that
05:50he's doing some patchwork and that he is going to and y'all this was literally earlier in the week
05:56and she said god said he's doing some patchwork on you that he is putting people and things in place
06:02to heal you in all those places that you've never been healed so i'm on the phone with my spiritual
06:07mom and i'm telling her about it and instantly she's heartbroken and then she began to talk to me
06:12about it and she did the most beautiful thing in the world she prayed for me that was 30 something
06:19years ago but this was the beauty of it as she began to pray
06:25it was almost like i had an open wound and i could just see the wound disappear
06:34oh my god listen i could see the wound close completely healed that thing transformed me in ways
06:47i didn't even know that i needed that it's been almost 33 years and i asked god after i got off the
06:57phone and i heard nothing but later on he reminded me of it and he said delayed not denied let me tell
07:06you something and yesterday he came back to me again to talk about it and i'm just like god i have such
07:15closure 30 something years and that's all i needed 30 something years walking around with an open wound
07:25that i thought that it is what it is it's in the past all i'm gonna do is move forward and god was like
07:32i got somebody you just hold on and she prayed me healed do you hear me do you hear me like i get it
07:43i get it that wound that hurt that pain that not feeling seen gone did she look healed you
07:52no she's pretending because it's a demon god doesn't delay tell me he's delayed something
08:01and he doesn't need another person to help him okay it's a demon
08:06gone just like that listen but last night god said something to me he said tell my people
08:15and that is the point of me coming on here because you're a false prophet okay strict now there's
08:23another false prophet who was crying too it's a trick now you may say that's not right because she
08:29said she's she told us her story but now she's saying that god told her to tell us no he didn't
08:36see why do you have to come share your pain
08:40why and then why does god need a person to come pray for you no he doesn't he can do it himself he
08:49doesn't need any help some people may think that's wrong okay but it's the truth you may not like it
08:54the truth is not always what it looks like now we had another false prophet come on here and she was
09:00crying too and then she starts to talk about your life so let's see what happens next
09:05some of y'all i've been waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and you think it's never
09:12gonna happen and god said delayed i'm not delayed nothing god's always on time see it's a demon
09:20they always want to talk to child of god
09:23now she has said her testimony and that's it that's fine but no she wants to she wants to start
09:30talking into your life that makes her false prophet and god's never delayed he's always
09:35on time goodbye i know it looks delayed but there's no denial listen he also said though it
09:43it don't look delayed either because guess what i'm already feeling the joy and the happiness there's
09:47nothing missing the holy spirit is with me okay so this is a sneaky snake false prophet demon that's with
09:55her she may think she's helping the testimony is fine but you can't start talking to my life
10:01you're not allowed to talk to children with god you're a false prophet not sent by the lord our god
10:04there ain't no delays from god
10:06he delivers me and i'm happy
10:11i don't have to come on here to grab the child of god's attention by crying
10:17over something i'm delivered from no i'm not i'm not crying because i'm happy i'm not going to start
10:26crying over my testimony
10:28and then start prophesying to you because why
10:33only one or the other but they mix it why so that you feel a connection to her so you can believe
10:41her and demon come into your life just testify about your past that's fine but now she's saying
10:47that god's late there's a delay from the lord you're a liar
10:49okay because you can have the holy spirit at 10 years old you can have the holy spirit at eight years
10:57old
10:57the holy spirit is with me so i already know that god delivers me and i'm not gonna
11:07do anything but my assignment this is not your assignment you know why because what you just
11:12said you gave your testimony but then you want to go you you snuck in a false prophecy that makes you a liar
11:21you're not called by god this is not benefiting any of the children of god what she's saying
11:28it's not terminated listen though it's lingering see it doesn't the lord nothing's lingering over here
11:37when god does something it's done
11:41i'm delivered so that's a demon not mean that it's lost your breakthrough your healing your
11:47promotion whatever it i'm fine i'm already where i'm supposed to be you can call it a promotion i'm
11:52in my assignment you have to beware of a trick a trick looks like this i'm gonna testify then i'm
12:01gonna go straight into a false prophecy just like that last girl she was crying in her car
12:05all of a sudden she wants to talk about your life that's a false prophet they have a demon with them
12:10it's called a trick so you can believe them and the demon come into your life they're not going to
12:14be obvious about it they're going to be tricky about it why because it's a way for you to accept
12:21the false prophecy first we thought she didn't give you a testimony but no she goes straight into a false
12:25prophecy why because it's a demon is your blessing your your new place to live that career that job
12:35is from you you were just crying about your testimony which is fine but how are you going
12:39to speak into my life and you're not you're not delivered yet because you're not saved you have
12:43a demon with you
12:47god doesn't need to use another person to do anything all i need is god the holy spirit and
12:53jesus that's it i'm good i don't he doesn't need to use another person
12:57so stop lying whatever it is that healing from brokenness i don't know who cursed you who lied on
13:06you see that i hope you say the name of jesus i'm not cursed this is what she's spewing to the child of
13:11god who's watching her it's probably going to get worse but either way it's a it's a demon with her
13:18she's not called by god she's going to start saying all kinds of bad things even though she was just
13:22crying but it was all fake in a facade why why why she's going to give you a false prophecy because
13:27it's a demon she couldn't just tell you her testimony and and get off no she has to insert a
13:33false prophecy why because if you believe her didn't come into your life who talked about you who stole
13:39from you there you go i don't care how long it's been god sent me to tell you that your testimony is
13:47coming into manifestation your how's the testimony coming into manifestation the testimony is when
13:54you're in the pit and then god saves you he delivers you if i want to share my testimony i'll share it
14:02but i don't need to share it unless i need to share it i'm not gonna come in here and start sharing and
14:08then do a false prophecy get out of here it's a trick to make you connect with her in pain testimony for
14:16any and every area of your life that has been what you have been waiting for that thing looks like
14:23it's never waiting for anything and it what are you talking about i get everything i even think of
14:29that that would be nice god blesses me with it so stop it gonna happen y'all 33 years almost see
14:38that's not the lord there's no delays with the lord he wouldn't have you out there you weren't saved
14:46you weren't saved and if you were saved walking with the lord he's not gonna let you suffer so
14:51you're a liar just a demon
14:56let's say she did go to church
15:00and she didn't believe you're not saved
15:04people go in church all the time don't believe in god it's just there
15:07to socialize to play pretend with the lord and you can't pretend with him you can't fake it
15:13you can't treat god 33 years
15:19and god was like crying again you know why because she's not delivered it's not even happy tears
15:30you can have happy tears and you're in joy and you know god is good but crying over what he delivered
15:38you from that's gone there's nothing there you're crying tears of joy it's not joy look she's still
15:45there she's not delivered yet it's your time see that's not delivered deliver is you see the holy spirit
15:54repent for false prophecy and the and the lord our god will deliver you for those demons so that
15:58you actually really be free instead of pretending to be free from that demon
16:02the reason why you still feel sad is because you have a demon with you
16:06sorry your false prophecy she doesn't understand she thinks it's all working for god
16:10and she's playing pretend like he delivered her but she's still sinning
16:16see god is doesn't worry about feelings you oh that's wrong for you to say that because
16:22you know she's explaining her pain and her her testimony but her testimony is not even over
16:28is she's still going through the suffering
16:33because if she was delivered and the holy spirit was with her she'd be so happy and she will be
16:39testifying from a place of i'm filled with the holy spirit god is with me and she will be talking
16:47about how good he is and how he's loving on her right now but she's not because she's what she's
16:51separated from him right now and that is the worst thing that that can happen to you that is death
16:55look 33 years you said i walked around with that open wound that i didn't even know needed closure
17:04she had to go back to the pain why because she's still in pain she's not delivered
17:09and even no needed healing and as she as i was telling her her was so like five minutes ago she was
17:17happy now she's sad and she's gonna act happy again why to trick you child of god to watch her
17:26agree with her in the pain so the demon comes into your life now there is no space and time through
17:32the through the video because the spirit it's a spiritual contract so she may not be here with us
17:39but the demon is and they see that they see you but you can't see them if you agree with her they
17:44come into your life the demon in your life goes down just like hers to the things that i was saying
17:51i had never got that before so it took all i could do not to break down and cry on the phone
18:03with her it took all i can do to contain my emotions because see that person that she's talking about
18:09her spiritual person or whoever she the lady is she got a demon too why because god didn't connect her
18:15with that lady god doesn't need any help god delivers me on the room in the kitchen at the
18:25store no matter where you are god don't need no help he'll deliver you and you'll feel it and you
18:34praise god because it's gone there's no crying of pain it could be tears of joy and that's it because
18:43he's so good there's no pain with god god is not
18:46he's not a part of anything evil he's all the way good so what she's feeling in the confusion that's
18:56the demon she's like i should be delivered but i'm not but she's not gonna say it out loud
19:02something years and when she began to pray it shocked me that she wasn't oh god i don't know
19:09shut up see that's false tongues that's false see that's another example that she has a demon with
19:20her she wasn't praying for this tip ma'am when you get this you'll know the truth you have a demon
19:32with you for false prophecy that's why you're blocked from being delivered that person came you was false
19:38okay someone else with a demon that's it pretending like they're praying for you but it was all false
19:44so you can get to this camera and spread these demons this is where they are they're online and
19:49they're connected to people if you believe their false prophecies the demon comes into your life
19:55she was praying for the 17 year old tara who thought her life was over who thought that was her only way
20:02out and that woman see demons support other demons watching this video other false prophecies they support
20:11demonic things evil and they're demons from back then was healed in the name of jesus god sent me to tell
20:23you it doesn't matter who rejected you it doesn't matter who didn't apologize it don't matter who didn't
20:28acknowledge you it don't matter if they didn't choose you it doesn't matter whatever has caused
20:34you pain whatever has called you delay whatever has called you rejection get ready because though it
20:41tarry it will not it has not been terminated that god is doing it he is going to do it it is not it's
20:48called playing pretend oh yes people do all the time they go in front of the church they do altar call
20:52and they out they have the holy ghost something they're lying they're just pretending
20:58but the fake tongues fake tears they're actresses and actors they'll pretend they'll jump up and down
21:04like that's the holy spirit because god knows knows your heart and god wants a genuine praise so she's
21:11just pretending right now that she's actually done but she's actually has a deal with her she just doesn't
21:17know what to do she's lost but you'll get this lost it may have lingered in your life
21:22for years but it is not lost your healing is not lost your breakthrough is not lost your increase
21:28they start to talk to themselves the the demon exposes well well you know false prophecy but they
21:36start to tell you what they're going through because when i sit here i'm going to share with
21:41you how god's loving me that's what's going on in my life takes care of me he loves me all the ways i
21:47can be taken care of he's doing it and he's doing a wonderful job he's never let me down
21:52so what she's talking about i'm not feeling that so that means she's not what she's not delivered
21:59it's not lost your promotion is not lost nothing that god has promised over your life any and
22:05everything that has been predestinated for you it is not lost god told me it may look like the night
22:10lost prophet god didn't tell you anything because it doesn't look he wouldn't tell me may look that way
22:15he he does things he moves when he wants to
22:20and who was she trying to talk to with tears in her eyes not me be quiet okay false prophet that's a
22:26demon talking through you see the false prophet wants you to connect in pain holy spirit is love
22:34so that's how you know it's not him but it's not it was only desire i don't believe you with tears in
22:40your eyes that god's in your life 33 years later i am healed and i can't say it so you're not not
22:47healed you can't fool you can't pull the holy spirit but you will get this and realize that you need to
22:53repent for false prophecy close your mouth sit down this is the word of the lord in your life so that you
22:59will be saved positively like i don't even think about you will be free for real not pretending
23:08you wouldn't be looking like this you'll be happy you'll be calm and peaceful you have great sleep
23:18and you will notice the lord like even when i try to think about it it won't even it won't even take
23:24root in my mind that's what she wants to happen she's sharing her experience of the
23:29demon where now she's saying what she wants because it's not her experience with the demon
23:35and she doesn't know what she's doing wrong what am i doing wrong false prophecy you know i
23:39talk to the children of god because we're all we are his children he loves us and he's protecting us
23:44that's why he's telling us the truth i'm healed i don't play it play by play no more i tried and i've
23:52always been able to play it play by play by play on that day what could i have done differently god
24:00healed 33 years later that wound is closed and i give him all the glory and i am just here the lord
24:08sent me to tell you get ready because there is something that's about to manifest in your life
24:14that you that's none of your business see she don't know what it is she's doing that's wrong
24:21and this is what it is your false prophet be quiet now lots of talk to us if she didn't talk to us and
24:28she went and repented for false prophecy her life would be wonderful beautiful woman up here crying and
24:33sobbing to other demons and they don't even care as long as you keep on telling these lies that's all
24:39they care about so you can go to hell with them that you put out of your mind that you thought you
24:43would never receive get ready because this feels like a whole miracle season right right and you
24:49look like you're experiencing that yeah tell you something you don't know you don't know what what
24:56that did to me you don't know what that back to the evil that happened that's a demon tell you
25:02you want to take your life that's a demon that's it did for me when i did that to myself you don't
25:13know see that's not deliverance you deliver for something it's gone
25:18and even if you were to talk about it the holy spirit will guide you why because you're not affected
25:25by it you know it's a demon that tried to take your life not you and her being a child
25:34god still saved her why because god said no why because god loves you that's why
25:42but you now you're doing false prophecy and you'll get this and ask for forgiveness and be quiet
25:48lead all these false prophecies and go about your business with the lord and have a wonderful life
25:52i battled for years being afraid of myself i battled for years being afraid that i would do it again
26:01why because you're not delivered like the holy spirit said
26:07listen get ready see because y'all don't have no idea does that make sense that she's giving you a
26:14testimony but then she's mixing in what you should do no god is in order i couldn't sit here
26:22if i didn't love the lord i couldn't sit here if i didn't love you if i wasn't being obedient i
26:27couldn't sit here and do my assignment why
26:33why because god does things in order
26:38he calls his prophets his past his pastors and preachers why because he knows that they have the
26:45holy spirit and they're going to be obedient and why does that matter because that means that they're
26:51going to teach you the truth that they actually love you and i'm saying this from a place of love
26:58ma'am you have a demon with you be quiet stop talking about these false prophecies sit down
27:09repent sit at the feet of the lord
27:11lord because he loves you he saved your life and he's going to save it again
27:20whoo the blessings the manifestations the signs the miracles and wonders that god is about to do
27:28because y'all this feel like a whole miracle to me here i am like just knew that that's just a part
27:37of your life that you will never have closure that's just a part of your life that you will
27:41never have healing that's just a part of your life where nobody will ever say tara why did you do that
27:46what happened nobody 30 something years has ever done it until the other day don't tell me about the
27:55god we serve he's about to manifest some things in your life so that's another reason why she posted
28:00this so so you can ask her why did you do that she just exposed it that's what she wants attention
28:05and her being a child doing it she wanted she's saying now that she wants to want to ask her why she
28:11did it but it's just a demon you're never going to have clarity because that's what demons do they
28:17give you confusion you think that you're still saying watching false prophecy you're not okay
28:23you have a demon with you we're paying for watching false prophecy okay because you're taking your eyes
28:28off god god is a jealous god he loves us you can't go to someone else to tell you about your life go to
28:35the lord that you thought were over and done with y'all get ready because i'm telling you this is the
28:41season that your entire life is about to change for his good i love y'all and bye repent for false
28:49prophecy you're not called by god and god will deliver you and that's