00:00Hey, hey, hey, yeah
00:15Ooh, yeah, yeah, yeah
00:23Please forgive my clumsy fingers
00:32They can't hold hard
00:36The more I want it, the more they tremble
00:44Insecure from the start
00:48So I can know, yeah, yeah
00:51Cause I don't know myself
00:54I can't hold yet
00:57Cause I can't hold myself
00:59I can't love yet
01:02Cause I don't love myself
01:06I don't love myself the way I should
01:10How y'all doing, Essence?
01:19This song is called Clumsy
01:21This is an original
01:22Hey
01:25Oh
01:32The one before you
01:37Made me into
01:40A dandy lion in the wind
01:45Bloomed apart in the force of his words
01:52Scattered seas of doubt
01:55So I can't know, yeah, yeah
01:59Cause I don't know myself
02:01I can't hold, yeah
02:04Cause I can't hold myself
02:07I can't love you, yeah
02:08I can't love you, yeah
02:10Cause I don't love myself
02:13I don't love myself the way I should
02:18I won't use you
02:22To make me happy
02:25To need me
02:29To save me
02:32I can't ask you
02:33I can't ask you
02:34To make me free
02:36To feed me
02:40No
02:42I can't choose you
02:45If I can't choose me
02:48To
02:48Choose me
02:51First
02:52To be with you
02:56I must be with you
02:57I must be myself
03:01Oh
03:02No
03:03No
03:04I can't know you, yeah
03:06Cause I don't know myself
03:09I can't hold, yeah
03:11I can't hold, yeah
03:12Cause I can't hold myself
03:14I can't love you, yeah
03:17Cause I don't love myself
03:20I don't love myself
03:22The way I should
03:25If I don't know how to love
03:28Then I hurt the one I try to love
03:32And I don't want to hurt you
03:36If I don't know how to love
03:40Then I hurt the one I try to love
03:43And I don't want to hurt you
03:48Oh, if I don't know how to love
03:51Then I hurt the one I try to love
03:55And I don't want, I don't want to hurt you
03:58Oh, if I don't know how to love
04:01Then I hurt the one I try to love
04:04Then I hurt the one I try to love
04:07And I don't want, I don't want to hurt you
04:11Oh, please forgive my clumsy fingers
04:21your fingers they can't hold a heart the more I want it the more they tremble
04:37in secular from the start
04:51thank you guys so much thank you so much once again my name is Cecily and that's spelled C-E-C-I-L-Y and that song is called Clumsy give a shout out to Malik Hunter the co-writer of that song who happens to be here today
05:10this next one is another original and this one's just about feeling the joy to be alive doesn't it feel good to be back outside
05:19doesn't it feel good to be around all these black folks having a good time laughing smiling eating good listening to the good music
05:26this song is just about that feeling and this is called don't hide the sun
05:31oh this is a different song okay I'll do this song this song is called no room for fear I wrote this about my husband
05:46saw you short from afar then dip the glide the bounce then your smile lifted high to cradle every ounce
06:01every ounce of me caught up in worry of what has yet to be every piece of me that fears what I cannot see
06:16so the question is can I deal with me so I don't slow down the growth of you and me
06:31cause I know I love you in a place that can be moved and I know that it's sincere cause you have nothing to choose
06:46so I let go of control and fall into what's meant to be cause there's no room for fear when you're loving me
07:00you're so hard to find examples of love that lasts for long and there's so much that could happen
07:15change all that we've known everything that worries me is just out of my hands everything you mean to me is right where we need to be
07:22it's so hard to find examples of love that lasts for long and there's so much that could happen
07:27change all that we know everything that worries me is just out of my hands everything you mean to me is right where we need to be
07:42is right where we stand so the question is can I deal with me so I don't trip up the movement of you and me
08:01cause I know I love you in a place that can be moved and I know that it's sincere cause you have nothing to prove
08:15so I let go of control and fall into what's meant to be cause there's no room for fear when you're loving me
08:33no room for fear when you're loving me oh yeah yeah yeah yeah my baby
08:40no room for fear when you're loving me oh no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no
08:50no room for fear baby oh yeah yeah yeah yeah my baby
09:01no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no
09:31No one, no one, no one, no
09:36My baby, my darling
09:44Everything I could ever want in my
09:49Yeah, yeah, yeah
09:51Oh, yeah
09:57My love
10:01Yeah, yeah, yeah
10:03Thank you guys so much
10:06Thank you so, so much
10:08If you don't mind taking out your phones
10:11And you can follow me on Instagram
10:14My Instagram name is Cecily Alexa
10:19That's C-E-C-I-L-Y-A-L-E-X-A
10:26Once again, that's C-E-C-I-L-Y-A-L-E-X-A
10:33Thank you guys so much
10:34Enjoy your day
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