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00:00:00There's always peace before a storm, drawing us in, hypnotizing as we let
00:00:24down our guard, and when it subsides, it's calm once again.
00:00:50But appearances are deceiving.
00:00:56The storm has washed away everything I ever had, and everything I once was.
00:01:08There is something else now.
00:01:15The storm has washed away everything I ever had.
00:01:25I love you.
00:01:55Eric, please call me or text me as soon as possible.
00:02:05Or just sign the papers.
00:02:08Please.
00:02:09I'll come get them or you can give them to the lawyer yourself.
00:02:13I have to get on with my life.
00:02:15We both need to move on.
00:02:25I'll come get on with my life.
00:02:55I'll come get on with my life.
00:03:25I'll come get on with my life.
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00:06:55Shit. You fucking scared the shit out of me.
00:06:58Can I help you with something?
00:07:00Yeah, man. My car broke down, down the road there.
00:07:04And I've just been knocking on doors, and nobody will fucking answer.
00:07:07Yeah, well, people don't normally open their door to strangers, do they?
00:07:10Yeah, I know. Fucking people, right? They just don't want to help each other.
00:07:14You know, uh...
00:07:16It was cool for you to answer. Thanks.
00:07:19You got it. Well, I'll call you a tow truck.
00:07:20No, no, no, no, no, no. That's not necessary.
00:07:23I, uh, I just need to use the phone.
00:07:26So it's like, you know, maybe I can come in real quick and...
00:07:28No, I'm afraid I can't do that.
00:07:29Uh, come on, man. It's freezing out here.
00:07:33No.
00:07:36It's just a phone call, man.
00:07:38Don't do that.
00:07:40Well, fucking, this is bullshit.
00:07:42I just need to use your phone.
00:07:44There's a convenience store about a mile up the road.
00:07:45What? No.
00:07:46I'm sure they got a phone you can use.
00:07:47No, no, no, no, no.
00:07:50All right? It's just a phone call.
00:07:51Why are you going to make me walk all the way over there to use a fucking phone?
00:07:54All right? It's freezing out here.
00:07:56I can't help you.
00:07:57No, no.
00:07:58Don't be a dick.
00:08:00All right?
00:08:00I just got to use a fucking phone.
00:08:02My car broke down and it's fucking freezing.
00:08:05Just help me out, man.
00:08:06Move your foot.
00:08:11This is the last time I'm going to tell you to leave.
00:08:14Fuck you.
00:08:15Fuck you, you motherfucker.
00:08:16Fuck you.
00:08:16You should have let me in, asshole.
00:08:20You should have fucking just let me in.
00:08:22I fucking know you're looking at me.
00:08:25All right?
00:08:25I'm not fucking stupid.
00:08:26Hey!
00:08:27Everything okay over there?
00:08:29Yeah, everything's fine, man.
00:08:33Hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:08:34Wait, wait, wait, wait, man.
00:08:35Wait, wait.
00:08:36Come on.
00:08:37Fucking cocksucked.
00:08:39God damn it.
00:08:40Hey, good morning.
00:08:56Yeah, listen, I'm really sorry to do this to you last minute,
00:08:58but I don't think I'm going to make it in today.
00:09:02No, I just had some personal stuff come up.
00:09:06Yeah.
00:09:07Oh, no, I should be in tomorrow.
00:09:09No problem.
00:09:11All right, thanks.
00:09:27Morning, Stan.
00:09:28Is everything okay over here?
00:09:30Yeah, fine.
00:09:31Why?
00:09:31What was the deal with that guy at your door?
00:09:34Oh, his car broke down at the street, I guess.
00:09:37Where?
00:09:38Uh, he just said around the corner.
00:09:40I'm not sure exactly, uh...
00:09:42Hmm, where?
00:09:43Seems kind of strange.
00:09:45I think he just wanted to use the phone.
00:09:47Oh, he came pounding on my door earlier,
00:09:49not knocking, but pounding.
00:09:50You know, I didn't answer.
00:09:52Oh, that's smart of you, yeah.
00:09:53I probably wouldn't answer for him myself,
00:09:55but he, uh, was kind of walking out the door already,
00:09:57and he caught me, so...
00:09:58Did you call it in?
00:10:00Oh, no, but I wouldn't really worry about it.
00:10:02You know, he seemed kind of mad at first,
00:10:04but once I told him, uh,
00:10:05there's a phone at the convenience store,
00:10:07he seemed like that was fine for me.
00:10:08Went on his way.
00:10:11Well, yeah.
00:10:11I suppose you're right.
00:10:12Yeah.
00:10:13There's nothing else I gotta get going, Stan.
00:10:14Sure, yeah, okay.
00:10:15No.
00:10:16Oh, hey, um...
00:10:18Karen wanted me to ask.
00:10:21How's, uh...
00:10:22How's Andrea doing?
00:10:25She's, uh, she's well.
00:10:26Oh, good.
00:10:28You know, she's been trying to get a hold of her.
00:10:29Uh, Taryn's been trying to get a hold of Andrea.
00:10:32I mean, um, she used to be so good about getting back to her.
00:10:35They talk pretty frequently,
00:10:37but she said it's been a couple months now since they...
00:10:39Stan, you know, I'll be honest with you,
00:10:40I really don't talk to her that often myself.
00:10:42You know, we just talk through texts these days.
00:10:45Okay.
00:10:45Um, I'm so sorry to hear that.
00:10:49I suppose it's for the best, though.
00:10:54Uh, how long has it been now since she left?
00:10:57Uh, I mean, moved.
00:10:58She left about a year and a half ago.
00:11:00God.
00:11:02Doesn't really seem like that long.
00:11:06You two ever get the, uh, the divorce finalized?
00:11:09Soon enough, though.
00:11:10Stan, I don't mean to be short with you,
00:11:11but I really gotta get going.
00:11:13Okay.
00:11:13Not at all.
00:11:14I, uh, sorry to bother you.
00:11:15I just wanted to make sure everything was okay.
00:11:17I do appreciate it.
00:11:18Thanks.
00:11:19Okay.
00:11:19Oh, ah, one more thing.
00:11:22Um, Karen wants to know when you're coming over for dinner.
00:11:25You can tell her soon.
00:11:27I promise.
00:11:28She'll hold you to that.
00:11:29Okay.
00:11:30Okay.
00:11:31Uh, that's it, then.
00:11:32I'll, uh, I'll leave you to your day.
00:11:34Take care, Stan.
00:11:35Take care.
00:11:36Uh, I'll see you later.
00:11:49Bye.
00:11:50Bye.
00:12:02Bye.
00:12:03Bye.
00:12:03Bye.
00:12:03Bye.
00:12:05I don't know.
00:12:35Let's go.
00:13:05You should have let me in, motherfucker.
00:13:31You should have let me in.
00:13:32I was going to fucking take it easy on you, but now I don't fucking know.
00:13:38I'm not fucking sure what I'm going to do now.
00:13:41You're going to fucking push me to the ground, huh?
00:13:43Like I'm some sort of fucking, like I'm a bitch.
00:13:47I should fucking kill you.
00:13:49I don't fucking like, I don't fucking like when fucking faggots touch me, man.
00:13:56You don't know me.
00:13:58You don't know fucking anything about me.
00:14:01I told you I wasn't going to ask you to leave again.
00:14:04Wait, what?
00:14:04Fucking what?
00:14:06You should have left.
00:14:07Are you fucking kidding me?
00:14:09Are you fucking threatening me?
00:14:11Huh?
00:14:12Are you trying to fucking threaten me like you're some sort of fucking tough guy?
00:14:15Huh?
00:14:15I got a fucking gun.
00:14:17I'm in your fucking house.
00:14:21You know what?
00:14:21You keep fucking staring at this like some sort of fucking tough guy,
00:14:24and I will use it to shoot your fucking head off.
00:14:27You think I'm fucking playing with you, don't you?
00:14:36What's this?
00:14:38Huh?
00:14:46Give me your phone.
00:14:52Now give me everything in your fucking pockets.
00:14:57Those fucking keys.
00:15:04Give them to me.
00:15:05I said give me those fucking keys.
00:15:08Do you want to fucking die?
00:15:13What else you got in the pockets?
00:15:18That's it.
00:15:19All right.
00:15:19Now get down on your fucking knees.
00:15:22I fucking swear to God,
00:15:24if you don't get down on your fucking knees,
00:15:26I will fucking shoot you in your stupid fucking face.
00:15:29Good boy.
00:15:30Good fucking boy.
00:15:39What the fuck is...
00:15:40What?
00:15:41Six fucking dollars?
00:15:43You got six dollars in your wallet?
00:15:44What the fuck am I supposed to do with that?
00:15:47Huh?
00:15:47Where the fuck's the rest of your money?
00:15:48I'm sorry I don't keep a lot of cash.
00:15:50Shut the fuck up!
00:15:54Pick up that fucking money and give it to me.
00:15:57Oh, I'm sorry.
00:15:59Is this fucking funny to you?
00:16:01Huh?
00:16:01No.
00:16:02No.
00:16:04The fuck are you?
00:16:08Oh, Eric Linton, huh?
00:16:11I'll tell you what, Eric.
00:16:12You fucking keep mouthing off to me
00:16:14and staring at me like you're some sort of fucking tough guy
00:16:18and I will show you how fucking funny I am.
00:16:23God damn it.
00:16:23You got so much fucking shit in here.
00:16:29This.
00:16:31What's the fucking pin number to this?
00:16:334321.
00:16:34Give me the fucking pin number.
00:16:36That is the pin number.
00:16:37No, it fucking isn't.
00:16:38Nobody uses that shit as their pin number, man.
00:16:40Well, that's the number.
00:16:41You think I'm some sort of fucking idiot?
00:16:43Would it make you feel better if I said it was something else?
00:16:46You better not be fucking lying.
00:16:53This is fucking...
00:16:54Give me the picture.
00:16:55Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
00:16:56Get back down on your fucking knees.
00:16:58Please, give me the picture.
00:17:00I am not fucking playing with you.
00:17:01Get down on your fucking knees.
00:17:03Look, take everything you want.
00:17:05Whatever, just give me the picture.
00:17:07What the fuck is this?
00:17:09What the fuck is this?
00:17:11Get the fuck back down on your knees.
00:17:13Give me that picture.
00:17:13Shut up.
00:17:14I'm not fucking around with you.
00:17:15Get on your fucking knees right now.
00:17:17Please, give me that picture.
00:17:18What happened to the fucking tough guy, huh?
00:17:20Take anything in the whole place.
00:17:22I don't care.
00:17:22Just give me the picture.
00:17:23Oh, yeah?
00:17:23Can I take anything I want?
00:17:24Take everything.
00:17:24Take anything in the whole place.
00:17:26Just give me the fucking picture, please.
00:17:27You know what, Eric?
00:17:29I will take anything I fucking want.
00:17:31I don't need your fucking permission, including this picture.
00:17:34Now stay down on your fucking knees.
00:17:39God, you should have just kept your fucking mouth shut.
00:17:42What the fuck would I want this picture for?
00:17:44I don't want this shit.
00:17:47But you know what?
00:17:48Now that I see how much you fucking want it,
00:17:50I think I will fucking keep it, Eric.
00:17:54The fuck?
00:17:55Are they fucking here?
00:17:58No.
00:17:59Where the fuck are they?
00:18:00They're gone.
00:18:01Don't you fucking lie to me!
00:18:05Put your fucking hands up.
00:18:07Keep them up!
00:18:10If I find out they're fucking here,
00:18:12and that you've been lying to me,
00:18:14this is going to turn out a whole fucking lot worse
00:18:16than you can imagine.
00:18:17I'm the only one here.
00:18:18Hello?
00:18:21Hello?
00:18:22Fucking Eric's wife!
00:18:24Eric's kid, hey!
00:18:27If you're fucking here,
00:18:28come downstairs now,
00:18:29and I won't fucking hurt you.
00:18:31There's nobody else here!
00:18:33If I find out they're fucking here,
00:18:35I'm going to fucking kill them.
00:18:40And I'm going to make you watch me do it.
00:18:41Please, give me the picture.
00:18:43Oh, you want this picture back, Eric?
00:18:45Please.
00:18:46You're a fucking joke.
00:18:48What the fuck was that?
00:18:53Fuck!
00:18:54Motherfucker!
00:18:59Motherfucker!
00:19:01Motherfucker!
00:19:05Fuck!
00:19:08If I don't fucking need you,
00:19:11you're fucking dead.
00:19:12What?
00:19:21There's your fucking picture!
00:19:34Fuck!
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00:24:00What the fuck are you doing?
00:24:06You know what? I'm fine, man.
00:24:08Because I'll tell you what.
00:24:09When you fucking take me in and arrest me,
00:24:11I'm gonna fucking own your ass, motherfucker!
00:24:15I know people.
00:24:17Right? Tie me up in the fucking basement.
00:24:20Yeah? Yeah, I'm gonna have you fired so fucking fast.
00:24:25I'm gonna sue you for everything you own!
00:24:28You hear me?
00:24:30Yeah, I'm gonna fucking own this shitty fucking house
00:24:33and all the shitty stuff in it.
00:24:35Yeah.
00:24:37Yeah.
00:24:38Unless you let me fucking go right fucking now!
00:24:42You let me go right fucking now,
00:24:44and I won't fucking tell anybody, man!
00:24:48What do you fucking say?
00:24:56Oh my, is this about that fucking picture?
00:24:59Dude, it is just a fucking picture, man!
00:25:05You're not going anywhere.
00:25:07Okay, what?
00:25:09No.
00:25:10Fucking no, man, no!
00:25:12I swear to God, you better fucking untie me right fucking now!
00:25:15Or what?
00:25:17What'll happen to me if I don't?
00:25:18You can't just fucking leave me here!
00:25:22Please, man! I'm fucking claustrophobic!
00:25:24I don't like being tied up!
00:25:25You'll get used to it.
00:25:26Wait, wait, wait!
00:25:27No, please, man!
00:25:28Wait, wait!
00:25:29Get back here, man!
00:25:30You can't just fucking leave me here!
00:25:31Wait!
00:25:32Wait, please!
00:25:33Please help!
00:25:34Help me!
00:25:35Somebody help me!
00:25:36Please!
00:25:37Please!
00:25:38Please!
00:25:39Fuck!
00:25:40Fuck!
00:25:41Fuck!
00:25:42Fuck!
00:25:43You can't just fucking leave me here.
00:25:45Wait, wait, please, please help!
00:25:48Help me, somebody help me, please!
00:25:51Please!
00:25:54Fuck!
00:25:55Fuck!
00:25:56Hey, yeah, I'm sorry, I, uh, was gonna text you earlier, but I got sidetracked.
00:26:19Yeah, I know, I'm sorry.
00:26:22Well, listen, I signed the papers.
00:26:26Yeah, I can either, uh, drop them off with you, or if you want to drop them off the lawyer,
00:26:30whatever's easier.
00:26:32Yeah, I know, okay.
00:26:34You're welcome.
00:26:37Okay, bye.
00:26:52Bye.
00:27:08I'm going to put it in a little bit, so I'm going to put it in a little bit.
00:27:38Cheese
00:27:40Eat the sauce
00:27:42Got the sauce
00:27:44The sauce
00:27:46It's very fresh
00:27:48hot water
00:27:50Mix the sauce
00:27:52Add a little bit
00:27:54This is the sauce
00:27:56That's the sauce
00:27:58It's hot
00:28:00Muscle
00:28:02I'll cook
00:28:04I'm gonna cook
00:29:36Are you going to let me go now?
00:29:50I'm not eating that shit, man.
00:29:57It's not for you.
00:30:02You think you fucking scare me, don't you?
00:30:06Something fucking wrong with you, man.
00:30:08I know you're scared, Shane.
00:30:12You don't have to pretend, don't worry.
00:30:14No, it would take a whole lot more than this, man.
00:30:19No, it doesn't.
00:30:22Guys like you scare real easily.
00:30:24What the fuck does that mean, guys like me?
00:30:28You know what I mean, Shane.
00:30:31I gotta ask you, is it worth it?
00:30:34Is what worth what?
00:30:36What the fuck are you talking about?
00:30:37I mean, now that it's all over, now that it's all come to an end, it's lifestyle that you chose.
00:30:49You're a fucking joke, man.
00:31:02What, are you trying to scare me straight?
00:31:05You're fucking ridiculous.
00:31:07What makes somebody tear up a child's picture?
00:31:12I mean, he's just a child.
00:31:13Then fuck him and fuck him.
00:31:16How did you hurt a child?
00:31:18I've never hurt any fucking children.
00:31:22I hope it was worth it.
00:31:25You're fucking crazy, man.
00:31:27You know that?
00:31:29It was just a fucking picture.
00:31:37Look, man, I'm sorry about the picture, okay?
00:31:52Fuck!
00:31:55Look, man, I know you can't do anything to me, all right?
00:31:58So, whatever, you can just save this fucking bullshit, all right?
00:32:02And just fucking arrest me or fucking let me go.
00:32:05Because I'm a cop, you're safe, Shane.
00:32:09You broke into my house.
00:32:12You assaulted me.
00:32:13Dude, yeah, man, you're a fucking cop.
00:32:15You have to read me my rights.
00:32:18If I was going to arrest you, Shane,
00:32:19you wouldn't be tied up to a chair in my basement.
00:32:23If you're not going to fucking arrest me, what are you going to do?
00:32:29Look, man, I said I'm sorry.
00:32:32Sorry?
00:32:32Yeah!
00:32:33Guys like you don't know how to be sorry.
00:32:35You're incapable of remorse.
00:32:38No, no, I am.
00:32:39I am sorry, okay?
00:32:40I got fucking carried away!
00:32:43I shouldn't have torn up the picture of your kids.
00:32:45I fucked up, okay?
00:32:47I know it.
00:32:50Come on, man.
00:32:51It was just a fucking picture.
00:32:53I'm sure you have other fucking pictures.
00:32:56Not like that!
00:32:56This isn't just about the picture.
00:33:08Fuck, man.
00:33:10Just fucking let me go.
00:33:12All right?
00:33:12I can get you whatever the fuck you want, man.
00:33:14I can get you money if that's what you need.
00:33:16You're not going anywhere.
00:33:17I can get you money if that's what you need.
00:33:18I can get you money if that's what you need.
00:33:19Let me go.
00:33:20What the fuck?
00:33:24Fuck!
00:33:25Come on!
00:33:26What the fuck?
00:33:30What the fuck?
00:33:31What the fuck?
00:33:35No.
00:33:37No.
00:33:37What the fuck are you doing?
00:33:51Preparing her.
00:33:54Preparing for what? What the fuck does that mean?
00:33:58I think you know what it means, Shane.
00:34:03Fuck you, man. I'm not fucking afraid of you, man.
00:34:08Yeah, I know. You keep telling me that.
00:34:16Look, man, I know what I did was wrong, okay?
00:34:19Please, just let me go.
00:34:21I gave you a chance to leave, Shane.
00:34:24Yeah, I know, okay, I know, I know. I should have taken it.
00:34:28I should have left. I'll leave now.
00:34:33Look, man, I have an addiction, all right?
00:34:37I'm not normally like this. I just got carried away.
00:34:41Okay, just give me a fucking chance, man.
00:34:44You know, Shane, I'm sure you've been given plenty of chances.
00:34:48I don't think one more is going to make the difference.
00:34:52It doesn't matter.
00:34:55It doesn't matter.
00:34:57It would have found you anyway.
00:35:00What does that mean?
00:35:04What the fuck does that mean, man?
00:35:07It's me.
00:35:08Our paths would have eventually crossed anyway.
00:35:15It doesn't matter if it was today or tomorrow.
00:35:21It doesn't matter if you broke in my house or not.
00:35:25Eventually, our paths would have crossed.
00:35:30How come would have been the same?
00:35:34We are who we are.
00:35:39What the fuck are you doing with that fucking plastic, man?
00:35:44You're all the same.
00:35:47Every one of you are the same.
00:35:49What the fuck are you doing with the plastic?
00:35:52Let me guess, you, uh...
00:35:53Are you going to fucking torture me, man?
00:35:55Grew up in a poor neighborhood, Shane?
00:35:57Dad wasn't there for you?
00:36:01Or maybe, uh, maybe your mom was a whore?
00:36:06Fuck you, man.
00:36:07You don't know the first thing about me.
00:36:09Maybe, uh, I don't know, your dad was abusive.
00:36:12Or, uh, you were sexually assaulted by a cousin or a neighbor.
00:36:16Fuck you, man.
00:36:18Or maybe you were a rich kid.
00:36:21Yeah, a spoiled rich kid that was given everything,
00:36:24so now they figure the world owes him everything.
00:36:26What?
00:36:28Is that it?
00:36:29A rich kid, huh?
00:36:31Yeah, man, fuck you.
00:36:33You don't fucking know anything about me, man.
00:36:36I know enough.
00:36:40Every one of you are the same.
00:36:42Your circumstances might be different,
00:36:45but you're all the same.
00:36:47You suffer some adversity in your youth,
00:36:50and you cave in because you...
00:36:52Fuck you.
00:36:53Shut up!
00:36:54You cave because you're weak.
00:36:56Your self-pity and your sadness swallows you up
00:37:00and engulfs you
00:37:02and spits out this pathetic fucking thing.
00:37:08You give in all your urges.
00:37:11You blame everything and everyone but yourself,
00:37:15so you can continue to indulge yourself.
00:37:18I know you, Shane.
00:37:21There's nothing unique or special about you.
00:37:25You think it takes strength to hurt people.
00:37:29You think it's strength to take what doesn't belong to you.
00:37:33That isn't strength, Shane.
00:37:35It's weakness.
00:37:37It's the worst kind of weakness.
00:37:40Please, man.
00:37:41Just fucking let me go.
00:37:43How many times have you had somebody ask you that?
00:37:45Please.
00:37:47How many times have you taken somebody's kindness
00:37:50and used it against them?
00:37:52What the fuck are you gonna do to me?
00:37:54How many times have they pleaded with you?
00:37:57How strong did it make you feel when they pleaded
00:37:59while you hid behind a gun?
00:38:03Please, man.
00:38:06How many times have you imposed your weakness
00:38:09on other people, Shane?
00:38:13Please.
00:38:14Come on.
00:38:15Please.
00:38:16Just fucking wait.
00:38:17Just fucking wait, man.
00:38:18Wait for what?
00:38:19Okay, think about this, man.
00:38:21This is fucking kidnapping.
00:38:23Kidnapping?
00:38:25Well, this is a lot more than kidnapping, Shane.
00:38:28Please, man.
00:38:29You don't have to do this.
00:38:30Please.
00:38:31You're a coward.
00:38:32No, I'm not.
00:38:33You're a disease.
00:38:35And yes, you are.
00:38:37I'm not a fucking coward!
00:38:39You most definitely are.
00:38:42I mean, you pretend to be all tough and dangerous.
00:38:46Look at you.
00:38:47You've been tied up for like two hours
00:38:50and crying and pleading with tears in your eyes.
00:38:54Fuck you, man.
00:38:55I'm not afraid of you!
00:38:57Oh, yes.
00:38:58You are, Shane.
00:39:01And you should be.
00:39:02You're fucking crazy.
00:39:05You know that?
00:39:06I'm not crazy at all, Shane.
00:39:09I just can't let people like you hurt good people anymore.
00:39:12You can't fucking do this, man.
00:39:13You're a cop.
00:39:14Oh, what I do for a living?
00:39:16That has nothing to do with this.
00:39:18This shit's between you and me.
00:39:22Please, man.
00:39:23Just take me in and arrest me.
00:39:25Arrest you?
00:39:27No.
00:39:28No way.
00:39:31See, I don't arrest people like you anymore.
00:39:33What does that mean?
00:39:35You know what it means, Shane.
00:39:37What the fuck, man?
00:39:38You're a cop!
00:39:40I gave you your chance to leave.
00:39:42You should have taken it.
00:39:43Yeah, I know, okay?
00:39:44I fucked up!
00:39:45Alright, if you let me go now,
00:39:47I'll fucking promise you'll never see me again.
00:39:50Come on!
00:39:52Come on, please!
00:39:54Help!
00:39:55Help me, please!
00:39:57Help!
00:39:59Be all you want, Shane.
00:40:00Nobody can fucking hear you down here.
00:40:06Leave.
00:40:08I'll do anything.
00:40:09You are who you are, Shane.
00:40:11It's too late to change that.
00:40:13I can change.
00:40:15No.
00:40:17You'd be hurting people again in no time.
00:40:18No, I wouldn't.
00:40:19I fucking swear to God.
00:40:22You guys will say anything to save yourselves.
00:40:25I mean it, though.
00:40:26I really fucking mean it this time.
00:40:29I've heard that same empty promise a million times.
00:40:32It's not fucking empty.
00:40:33Shane.
00:40:35You're not a man of your word and you know it.
00:40:38And if there is a God,
00:40:40He knows it too.
00:40:45It's too late now, Shane.
00:40:48Use the time you got left
00:40:50to get right with that God that you swear to.
00:40:58Please.
00:40:59I can't help you.
00:41:04I can't help you.
00:41:29I can't help you.
00:41:52I don't know.
00:42:22I don't know.
00:42:52I don't know.
00:43:22I don't know.
00:43:52I don't know.
00:44:22I don't know.
00:44:24I don't know.
00:44:26I don't know.
00:44:32Fuck!
00:44:34Go on!
00:44:42Fuck!
00:44:46Please.
00:44:47God, please!
00:44:56Shit!
00:44:57Shit!
00:44:58Shit!
00:45:00Fuck!
00:45:02I got it.
00:48:02I'm pregnant.
00:49:22Breaking and entering.
00:49:23Sexual assault.
00:49:26Battery with a deadly weapon.
00:49:28Aggravated assault.
00:49:30Arson.
00:49:31Robbery.
00:49:32Drugs.
00:49:33Weapons.
00:49:33Breaking and entering.
00:49:34Okay, I get it.
00:49:35I get it.
00:49:35I get it.
00:49:36No, I don't think you do.
00:49:38You know what these are?
00:49:39Yeah, it's my fucking record.
00:49:40Not just you.
00:49:41Not just you or Shane.
00:49:41Not just you or Shane.
00:49:42In fact, you don't even have arson or sexual assault on your record.
00:49:48See, you've done so many bad things that you don't even know what all you've gotten away with.
00:49:52These are the records for yourself and three other men that I chose to help you understand who you are.
00:49:58I'm fucking tired of this shit, man.
00:50:01Too bad.
00:50:01The first man's name I read to you is Walter Reed.
00:50:05He's 53 years old.
00:50:07He's doing a life sentence for double homicide.
00:50:09The second man's name is Marcus Smith, doing 15 years for manslaughter.
00:50:19And the third person I read to you is Alan Willey.
00:50:23He's on death row for kidnapping, sexual assault of a minor, and three counts of murder.
00:50:31So fucking what?
00:50:33So every one of these men started out exactly like you.
00:50:36They did little petty crimes, they got into drug abuse, and then more and more serious crimes until finally they took somebody's life.
00:50:44I broke into your house and tore up a fucking picture, man.
00:50:48Listen to you.
00:50:50I mean, you act like it's nothing.
00:50:52A person's home is a place where they're supposed to be able to feel safe, and you take that away from them.
00:50:57I take some shit.
00:50:59I steal some shit, man.
00:51:00It is not that fucking serious.
00:51:02Yeah, not to you.
00:51:04You break into people's houses with a gun.
00:51:05You stick it in their face and you assault them.
00:51:08Who knows what else?
00:51:09Not that I don't do anything else.
00:51:12What were you going to do to me once you realized I was a cop?
00:51:16I was just going to fucking leave.
00:51:17Yeah?
00:51:18Yeah.
00:51:19You had your gun drawn when I took you by surprise coming out of my closet.
00:51:23I was just going to leave.
00:51:25And that's it.
00:51:29You'll do anything to save yourself.
00:51:30If you thought for one minute that there was any real danger of getting caught, there's no telling what you would have done.
00:51:39You're a violent person, Shane.
00:51:40If I was going to fucking kill you, I would have done it right away.
00:51:48Yeah?
00:51:48Yeah.
00:51:48Maybe.
00:51:49Or maybe you would have shot me on the way out the door.
00:51:52I've never fucking killed anybody, man.
00:51:54You know, I don't know if you've killed anybody.
00:51:57But I know you've hurt a lot of people.
00:52:00Your record shows you've been charged with domestic abuse multiple times.
00:52:03What would you have done if I was a woman?
00:52:09What happens when you bust in on a young, attractive woman all alone?
00:52:14What happens when a woman opens her door to you, Shane?
00:52:18Nothing happens.
00:52:19No?
00:52:20No, I just take what I want.
00:52:22You just take what you want?
00:52:23Yeah.
00:52:24And what is it that you want from these people whose lives you invade?
00:52:27I take their valuables.
00:52:29I take their cash.
00:52:30I take whatever I can fucking sell or trade.
00:52:33You know the answers to these fucking questions, man.
00:52:35When the fuck are you even asking?
00:52:37I know the answer to the question.
00:52:38Yeah.
00:52:38And I know you're lying.
00:52:40What the fuck would I be lying about?
00:52:42I take what I can sell.
00:52:43I take what I fucking want.
00:52:45You're a liar.
00:52:47You lie to yourself, and that's why you're tied up in my business.
00:52:50Oh my God, are you my fucking therapist?
00:52:53Is that what this is?
00:52:54Therapy?
00:52:55I take what I need because I can.
00:52:58Simple as that.
00:52:59You don't take out a need, Shane.
00:53:01You take out your lack of respect for other people.
00:53:04I mean, you think you take just things, but what you take is a lot more than that.
00:53:10You break into these people's houses, you take their security.
00:53:14You take their happiness.
00:53:16You take their confidence.
00:53:18The fear and the pain that you leave behind, that has a ripple effect.
00:53:23I am fucking done talking to you.
00:53:27What happens when a woman opens her door to you, Shane?
00:53:32I don't fucking do that shit, man.
00:53:35No?
00:53:36No.
00:53:37You didn't even flinch when I mentioned the sexual assault charge.
00:53:40You're the one who said it wasn't my fucking record.
00:53:42Yeah, but you didn't know that.
00:53:45Your dad spent a lot of money to keep you out of serious trouble.
00:53:48Yeah, yeah, he did.
00:53:49He spent a lot of money, but to keep his fucking precious name from being tarnished.
00:53:54He doesn't do that shit for me.
00:53:56No, no.
00:53:56No.
00:53:57Fuck, no.
00:53:58You think if he fucking gave a shit about me, I'd go around breaking into people's houses?
00:54:03Three times.
00:54:05Three times you're acquitted to rape with three different girls.
00:54:08That's right.
00:54:09Exactly.
00:54:10Acquitted.
00:54:11Yeah, yeah, acquitted, because I'm sure a guy that has no problem taking what doesn't
00:54:14belong to him, and in the meantime just knocks around girls, he would never do something
00:54:19like that, right?
00:54:20Just because I've hit women doesn't make me a fucking rapist.
00:54:24Yeah, I guess not.
00:54:27Eventually, though.
00:54:29Eventually you'd want more, whether it's rape or murder.
00:54:35I mean, it doesn't matter if you're innocent of all these crimes.
00:54:37It doesn't make any difference.
00:54:38You'd give in to your compulsions, and one more innocent person would pay the price for
00:54:44your weakness.
00:54:45I could have killed you, but I didn't.
00:54:48Yeah, you should have.
00:54:50You know, I even grabbed your fucking pillow, all right?
00:54:53And I put it against your fucking head to silence the shot, but I didn't fucking do it,
00:54:58all right?
00:54:58I spared you, and you want to know why?
00:55:01Because I thought of your fucking kid.
00:55:03I thought about the fact that you have a family, and I controlled my anger.
00:55:09I controlled my anger for your fucking sake!
00:55:14I'm not a fucking animal!
00:55:17Is that right?
00:55:17I could have fucking killed you, but I didn't, man.
00:55:22That's got to fucking count for something!
00:55:25Please, you don't know me.
00:55:27You don't know what my fucking life's been like.
00:55:29I know exactly who you are, Shane.
00:55:31I've listened to this same pathetic story a hundred times.
00:55:34It's the same every time.
00:55:35I mean, you're sorry, and you'll change, and you're not so bad.
00:55:41But that version of you only exists right here, right now, when you're hopeless.
00:55:47Given enough time, you'll end up just like those other men.
00:55:51No, man.
00:55:51I can fucking change.
00:55:53Well, I won't take that chance, Shane.
00:55:56Just call my father, all right?
00:55:59He'll pay you.
00:56:01He'll give you whatever you fucking want, man.
00:56:03Listen to you, you're pathetic.
00:56:05I mean, didn't you just get finished telling me how terrible he is?
00:56:08Yeah, well, he is.
00:56:10But he'll do it to fucking keep his name fucking clean, all right?
00:56:13He'll do it to avoid the controversy.
00:56:16Just fucking, he'll pay you, man.
00:56:18Tell him whatever you want, he'll give it to you.
00:56:20I have what I want.
00:56:22Oh, come on, man.
00:56:22Please, man.
00:56:24Shane, you chose the wrong house.
00:56:28Please, man, okay?
00:56:29Come on.
00:56:30I'm fucking, I'm sorry.
00:56:32All right, I'm so sorry, but I fucking saved you, all right?
00:56:36I let you live.
00:56:37That's, that's gotta fucking matter.
00:56:40I mean, come on, man.
00:56:41I let you live.
00:56:42That's gotta fucking mean something.
00:56:44You've got to see that.
00:56:46I'm not what you say I am.
00:56:47You have no courage and no bravery in you.
00:56:51You're selfish and you're weak.
00:56:54Well, you're fearless when you've got the upper hand.
00:56:56When you've got a gun or you're facing down a woman or a helpless child.
00:57:00But every single time you get caught, every single time, it's the same thing.
00:57:08You're all the same.
00:57:10I know exactly who you are, Shane.
00:57:13And the minute you patted on my door this morning and I looked out my window, I recognized you immediately.
00:57:18I knew exactly who you were right away.
00:57:21And I tried to give you a chance to live then, but you ignored it.
00:57:26You couldn't control yourself.
00:57:28You're too desperate.
00:57:31But I gave you a chance too, man.
00:57:34You didn't give me a chance.
00:57:35Yes, I did.
00:57:36You just made a mistake.
00:57:46This is all your choice, Shane.
00:57:54Everything that you've done in life up to this point has led you here.
00:57:59Every drug that you took, everything that you stole, every innocent person that you hurt, it all led you here.
00:58:18I'm sick of your fucking lectures.
00:58:22I'm sick of your fucking questions.
00:58:27I am so fucking done with you.
00:58:29Yeah?
00:58:30Yeah.
00:58:31Well, good.
00:58:33Because I'm done, too.
00:58:34Please.
00:59:02Please! Please, God! Please!
00:59:09Please! I fucking... No! No, no, no, no!
00:59:16I'll fucking change! I fucking swear it! Oh, God!
00:59:25If you're fucking there, I fucking, I swear, I'll fucking do anything!
00:59:30I'll fucking... I'll stop! I won't fucking hurt anybody!
00:59:34Okay? I'll fucking stop doing meth! I'll fucking stop drugs!
00:59:38I won't steal anymore! Please! God, please!
00:59:42I'll fucking cheat my kid! I swear!
00:59:48I'll fucking make it right! I will make it right! Please!
00:59:53My life hasn't been easy! You fucking know that! You know it!
00:59:58If this is fucking happening to me, it's because you fucking did do shit!
01:00:02Where are you?!
01:00:04My fucking asshole father!
01:00:08My fucking piece of shit brothers that kicked my ass every fucking day!
01:00:12Because you took my mother!
01:00:15You fucking took her from me, God damn it!
01:00:19And I fucking needed her!
01:00:21Why would you take a mother from a fucking kid? God damn it!
01:00:25I fucking needed her!
01:00:28Please! I don't wanna fucking die! I don't wanna die!
01:00:34I can die! I don't wanna die!
01:00:40No! No! No! No! No! You can fucking take me now! Take me for my fucking kid!
01:00:47Fuck you! Fuck you, man!
01:00:50Fuck you, man!
01:01:20Fuck you, man!
01:01:22I died!
01:01:23Fuck you, man!
01:03:18There was a time when I would have taken you in.
01:03:42You could have broken my home just like you did today.
01:03:53I would have called it in and taken you down to the station.
01:04:03Even thought twice about it.
01:04:05And while we sat there and waited for the other officers to arrive, I'd ask you, why?
01:04:16Why'd you do it?
01:04:17I tried to understand you.
01:04:26I feel sympathy for you.
01:04:30I used to love being a cop.
01:04:40I used to be so proud of who I was.
01:04:44And what I did to help people.
01:04:48I used to love helping people.
01:04:51And even people like you, I'd try to help them out any way I could.
01:04:57The old partner I had used to be so aggravated with me, you'd say, I was a lost cause.
01:05:04I just thought he was burnt out and bitter.
01:05:07He was an older guy in his 50s.
01:05:14He told me, one day I'd understand.
01:05:16See, I used to think if you gave people a chance that they could change.
01:05:25I used to think at their core, people were inherently good, but they just had bad things happen to them.
01:05:45Next month, it'll be three years since my son gave me that picture.
01:05:53I remember that morning, it was December 3rd.
01:05:59It was a Wednesday morning.
01:06:03I remember it rained a little the night before, so it was a little colder than usual.
01:06:09I remember everything about that day.
01:06:12I remember the smells and the sights, the sounds.
01:06:18I remember almost everything.
01:06:22Every time I smell rain, like today, it always takes me back.
01:06:28I think about that morning.
01:06:30I remember I came downstairs to go to work, and my wife and son were already up, and usually they were still asleep.
01:06:38I left for work, but that morning they were up, and Andrew was cooking breakfast, just making pancakes and eggs.
01:06:52You see, Matty got his school pictures the day before.
01:06:58We went out to dinner and didn't get home until late, so he didn't have time to get them ready for school the next day, especially for his little girlfriend.
01:07:08I sat with him for a minute that morning, but I couldn't stay and eat breakfast because I had to go to work.
01:07:20I remember Matt, he was trying to hide this one from me because he was making it for me.
01:07:26He wanted it to be a surprise.
01:07:28I played along, and I just sat there watching him, and I was thinking how lucky I was.
01:07:34And I really was lucky, and I never thought of myself as one of those people that takes what they have for granted.
01:07:42I mean, I was truly blessed, and I knew it.
01:07:48I remember thinking I didn't want to leave that day.
01:07:52I remember thinking I should call into work and take Matt to school, and we could get a little father-son time,
01:08:00because I hadn't had as much father-son time as I'd wanted to, and my schedule and everything.
01:08:08And to be honest, it was just a passing thought, but I thought it.
01:08:18Well, I guess I just took it for granted. There'd be other days to do that.
01:08:21There'd be other days to catch up.
01:08:25You always think there's going to be a tomorrow or the next time.
01:08:31Until there isn't.
01:08:41I gave my family a hug and a kiss.
01:08:46My son, he gave me this picture.
01:08:51And I remember he wanted me to read it out loud so his mom could hear.
01:08:54I remember everything.
01:08:56He was so proud of it.
01:08:58He said, I love daddy.
01:09:00It made me feel like the biggest man in the whole world.
01:09:07And I leaned down to hug him.
01:09:11Didn't tell him how much I loved him.
01:09:13And he gave me the biggest hug that he ever gave me.
01:09:16He squeezed me so tight.
01:09:18And he held on longer than normal.
01:09:21He told me to put the picture in my wallet.
01:09:24And he said, so I could always be with you.
01:09:27I chose not to take my son to school that day.
01:09:34And that was the last time I saw my son.
01:09:40I should have done it.
01:09:41I should have taken him.
01:09:42I should have taken him.
01:09:47I should have taken him.
01:10:00I should have taken him every single day.
01:10:03I mean, I could have changed my schedule.
01:10:06I could have done it.
01:10:08I mean, I was his father.
01:10:09I was supposed to make sure.
01:10:10I'm so sorry, man.
01:10:13I have a kid I can't even imagine.
01:10:16Maddie's bus stop was at the end of the street.
01:10:21Right on the corner from our house.
01:10:23And there's always a lot of kids there.
01:10:27So we felt pretty safe.
01:10:31And sometimes Andrew would watch him go all the way to the bus stop.
01:10:35That day she didn't.
01:10:37That's not your fault.
01:10:40The other kids, they said a man in a green van drove up.
01:10:49And he said he was there to take one lucky kid to school.
01:10:54I can't imagine what he could have said that would have made Maddie go with him.
01:11:02I mean, I told him about strainer.
01:11:05I said everything to him that I've taught parents to say to their kids.
01:11:12And the kids said he wasn't even scared.
01:11:14The guy called him over closer and whispered something to him that only they could hear.
01:11:21That's when he got in the van.
01:11:29I mean, what could he have said that would have...
01:11:33I've struggled and tortured myself with that every single day since.
01:11:37I mean, what could he have said to him?
01:11:41What did I not warn him about?
01:11:44If I knew, then I could warn him about it.
01:11:49What didn't I warn him about?
01:11:51I let him down.
01:12:00I have his father and a fucking cop.
01:12:04And my son...
01:12:08My son gets taken from the corner in front of my house in broad daylight.
01:12:13I should have been able to protect him from that.
01:12:16I should have been able to protect him from that.
01:12:18I will hate myself for the rest of my life for living with you.
01:12:19I'm sorry, man.
01:12:23I'm sorry, man.
01:12:24I'm sorry that happened.
01:12:28But I don't have anything to do with that.
01:12:29You know that, right?
01:12:33I looked so hard for him.
01:12:34I didn't eat.
01:12:35I didn't sleep.
01:12:36I just looked.
01:12:37I just looked.
01:12:38And looked.
01:12:39And looked.
01:12:40And looked.
01:12:41And looked.
01:12:42And looked.
01:12:43And looked.
01:12:44And looked.
01:12:45And no matter how hard I looked, I couldn't find him.
01:12:49Didn't matter how long or how hard we looked for him, never could find him.
01:13:01looked we couldn't find him didn't matter how long or how hard we looked for him
01:13:11never could find him
01:13:17look are you doing it
01:13:25look man I'd always be there for you I didn't have
01:13:29anything to do with that but you gotta fucking know that look scary I'm sorry
01:13:35promise I'm but I didn't have anything to do with that shit man let anything happen to you
01:13:39wasn't fucking me man I swore to him wasn't my fucking fault I swore nothing
01:13:42would ever happen to him look man I'm sorry what happened to Maddie but that
01:13:49wasn't my fucking fault man you have to fucking say that I hate myself oh man
01:13:54look man I'm sorry that happened okay but I don't always hate myself I wasn't there man I
01:14:00didn't do that and I hate that the last thing my son thought was that I let him
01:14:05down oh man come on what do you do he was terrified and alone and I'm sorry no he
01:14:14cried for me I'm sorry that happened to Maddie man but I didn't have anything to
01:14:17do with it man I swear to God I wasn't there I hate myself for the rest of my
01:14:21life you don't have to do this man for letting him down don't don't what are you
01:14:26doing no no no god no no this is for my
01:14:29no no
01:14:47I don't know.
01:15:17This time has been and come to pass
01:15:38Brothers, sisters, fathers, dads
01:15:42Guide your loved ones to the light
01:15:46Into darkness through the night
01:15:49Run, run, run, run, run, run, run, run, run
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