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00:16Sit there.
00:19Right, Johnny.
00:21Hi, mate.
00:23Um, paint, alcohol, whiskey, chili, sir.
00:28And a pocket of crisp.
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01:21you staying with me this weekend
01:33what, all weekend
01:37we're going to have a nice time
01:39we'll like it
01:42it's by the sea
01:45why that man call you Johnny
01:50it's a name I'm using
01:54listen
01:55if anyone talks to you
01:59don't tell them where I used to live
02:01alright
02:02don't worry
02:05I'm still me
02:06I'm just
02:08incognito
02:10I'm still me
02:12people say you can change Dan
02:18you can't
02:19you are what you are
02:21your life is your life
02:22no one changes Dan
02:24ever
02:25people say that
02:27to get you to behave yourself
02:29but nothing fucking changes
02:30not for men
02:32what about you Dan
02:44you're a man
02:48what do you want to have them
03:01what do you want to actually scan
03:01my blood
03:01then
03:02I just want to know
03:04what if you are
03:04asking what is your life
03:05this is your life
03:06this is your life
03:07sort of life
03:07how do you have to
03:08touch your something
03:08what am I looking at
03:09it's my life
03:10this is my life
03:10you're not
03:17Alright, this is Lee, if you leave your name and number I'll get back to you.
03:47Hey Lee, hey, it's me, it's Dan.
03:55Look, I'm sorry about the other night.
03:59I get it, this doesn't just affect me.
04:06And yeah, the pictures on my stove, that's a bit out of control.
04:12But look, I think I've found a solution and...
04:17Lee?
04:19Yep.
04:22I was just leaving a message.
04:25Okay.
04:27Well, you just tell me.
04:28Yeah, um, I was just saying sorry for the other night.
04:37Um, things have been a bit off kilter with me.
04:42So.
04:46Anyway, I'm sorry.
04:52And, um, that prisoner that I told you about, um, going in tomorrow, gonna shut it down once and for all.
04:59Yeah?
05:00Yeah, yeah, but for good this time.
05:02That's good.
05:04That's good, Dan.
05:05I mean it.
05:06Yeah.
05:07But I can't hang around.
05:08I've got to go to a meeting.
05:10Oh, that's great.
05:11Yeah, yeah, yeah.
05:12I've been slipping a bit.
05:14I can't afford that.
05:18Neither can you, Dan.
05:19Yeah.
05:19No, I, look, look, I'm, I'm all right, bro.
05:23I really think I've got things sorted now.
05:25So.
05:26Bye.
05:30All right.
05:31Okay.
06:01Bye.
06:01Bye.
06:02Bye.
06:02Bye.
06:02Bye.
06:03Bye.
06:03Bye.
06:31Let's go.
07:01Oh look. It's in. They've done it. They've done a good job. Looks solid. Yeah. He did like this.
07:31Can't believe it's been a year. Right. Let's have something to eat. Don't you want to stay?
07:45What for? He's dead, Danny. He's not going to begrudge us a cheese and pickle sandwich.
07:52This is nice. It's odd. It's nice. I like a picnic in a cemetery. We always used to do this when we visited my gran's grave. Your granddad used to call it bread with the dead.
08:14Thank you. Oh, sourdough. Is that Martin's influence?
08:23Bloody sourdough. It's got me on it now. He was always going on about it.
08:29Have you still got his sourdough starter in the fridge?
08:31I'll have to feed that bloody thing. Great big stinky slimy mushies.
08:35I'll just chuck it. You're never going to use it.
08:38It's a living thing, Danny. I feel like I can't. He's sent off for it special.
08:43Apparently, it dates back to the Black Death. I mean, who wants a lump of the Black Death in their fridge?
08:49I don't think so much. Anyway. How are you, then? You all right?
09:01I am all right.
09:05Lee told me about what happened with that girl you were seeing. Natasha, was it?
09:10Yeah. Sounded bad.
09:14Yeah. Yeah, it was pretty cataclysmic, all right?
09:19Any chance of smoothing it over?
09:23No.
09:26No chance at all.
09:33He told me you were looking for your dad.
09:35I wasn't looking for him.
09:36Why are you even thinking about that man?
09:44Last time I saw dad, I remember him saying that a person can't change.
09:49I feel that every time I go into work.
09:56I can't change what's in me.
10:00I keep thinking they'll find a knife in my bag.
10:03I really think it, Mum.
10:06Or drugs.
10:07Or a phone.
10:08And I panic because I'm his son and I know that I'll end up inside.
10:18Load of shit that man used to talk. Honestly.
10:22You're living proof you can change.
10:26You've never once been in trouble with the law.
10:28Christ, Mum, you say that like it's an achievement.
10:30Well, with the men in our family, it is.
10:32It's like winning the bloody lottery.
10:35Not once, Danny.
10:39It's good.
10:39Yeah, not once so far.
10:42Please.
10:42I can't believe I'm going to say this,
10:48but you could take a leaf out of Lee's book
10:50and get wasted once in a while.
10:52Jesus. Mum, that is...
10:53No, I don't mean get addicted.
10:56Just out of your head a bit.
11:00Day release from Danny.
11:07It's Mum.
11:09Hi, Mum. You all right?
11:10What? Who? Frank?
11:16Well, no, well, I can't right now.
11:17I've got that doctor's appointment at noon.
11:19Danny might be able to.
11:21Well, what is it? What's happened?
11:24Oh, no.
11:26Oh, you're kidding.
11:29Oh, no.
11:37Hiya.
11:40Has he come out of his room?
11:47Frank, it's Dan.
11:48Look, could you say something, please?
11:51So that we know that you...
11:51Okay.
11:53They've declared me fit for work, Dan.
12:04They've gone and got me a fucking job.
12:06No, no, Wonk.
12:07No, no.
12:09Well, they got me on this induction.
12:11I've got to do day two of it tomorrow.
12:13But I don't understand the word, Dan.
12:16I'm lost.
12:17I mean, I'm pushing chollies.
12:19What do I need all that for?
12:20Yeah, that's the way things are now, Frank.
12:22And they gave me all this homework.
12:23Look at it.
12:24Look at it all.
12:26I've got to have all that filled out.
12:28All of it, Dan.
12:30But I don't understand the fucking word.
12:32That's all right, Unc.
12:32Look at this.
12:36Look at this.
12:38How do you feel you fit in with a company's ethical priorities?
12:42Ethical?
12:42Whatever.
12:44Supermarket, not the fucking UN.
12:46Do they want to know how I feel?
12:47Or is the right answer I've got to put in there?
12:49Okay, look, look, Frank.
12:50This is all just stuff, okay?
12:52When you're working, you'll be fine.
12:54The whole day was this, Dan.
12:56It was like they were speaking in a foreign language,
12:58but made up of words I knew.
13:00And everyone else got it.
13:02All these kids, and I mean, they're like the village fucking idiot.
13:07Look, do you want me to help you with these forms?
13:11Would you do that?
13:12Yeah, of course.
13:13You serious?
13:14You'd do that?
13:14Yeah, yeah, come on.
13:15Look, let's have a look now, mate.
13:17Okay.
13:18Okay, uh...
13:28Okay, how about this?
13:29I try to live in integrity by ensuring fair treatment for my team,
13:34and I maintain customer focus by being adaptive to circumstance.
13:40Fucking hell, Dan.
13:41That's blinding.
13:43Put that in.
13:43That's perfect.
13:46How do you know how to do all that?
13:48It's just blabber.
13:48Okay, how do you align with our company's core values
13:53of integrity, customer focus, and innovation?
13:56Provide specific examples from your past.
14:00I mean, it's trolleys, Dan.
14:05Beautiful day.
14:08Shame to do all this.
14:09Otherwise, you and me could go down to Sandwich,
14:12a bit of bird-watching.
14:20My life's been in prisons, Dan.
14:24All those men I was in sight with, they're gone.
14:30It's like someone wrote us all up on a whiteboard,
14:34drew us in meticulous detail and just rubbed us out.
14:45Our world...
14:48evaporating.
14:55How can I do this, Dan?
14:57How can I be good at this?
15:00You'll be all right, Frank.
15:04You're not like the rest of us, are you, Dan?
15:08How do you mean?
15:10All this.
15:13You're different.
15:16How am I different?
15:23How am I different, Frank?
15:34How am I different?
15:46I am-
15:47How am I different?
15:51How am I different?
15:57How am I different?
16:00Excuse me, sorry, do you want a signal?
16:07Uh, yeah.
16:08Yeah, it looks fine.
16:09Thanks.
16:21Fucking scanner's down.
16:23Huh?
16:24Hey, how's your signal?
16:25Are you getting 4G?
16:26It seemed okay a minute ago.
16:27Why?
16:28You're waiting for something.
16:30No, no, no.
16:35This is the third time this week.
16:37Come on, I've got a class waiting.
16:38It's been a minute, I said.
16:39Yeah, 20 minutes ago you said that.
16:41Fuck.
16:43You got one or two today?
16:45Uh, two.
16:46One in the afternoon as well.
16:48Come on, careful.
16:49This is crazy.
16:50Hold on.
16:51Hold on.
16:52Did you hear about Driz?
16:53Huh?
16:54Fucking hell.
16:55He's got his release.
16:57Yeah, he's already got a job, Prime Minister of Belarus, apparently.
17:02Well, God knows they need blood.
17:03Sorry, I'm listening, Jamie.
17:04That's so kind.
17:05Thank you so much for your divided attention.
17:07Sorry.
17:08Fucking sucker.
17:09Well, you've got to put it away now, anyway.
17:11Look, if you're doing two classes, you want to get some lunch?
17:14Oh, yeah.
17:15Yeah, sure.
17:16Come on.
17:17Campbell, please, for fuck's sake.
17:18All right.
17:19All right.
17:20Just...
17:21Just go through.
17:27Well, come on, then.
17:46Oh, Greg.
17:47You okay?
17:48I'm not.
17:49You sure?
17:50Yeah.
17:51Yeah, what is it?
17:52Um...
17:53Well...
17:54I'm really sorry that I couldn't get you that laptop, but I've... I've had an idea.
17:59I think that maybe...
18:00They didn't bring my skills.
18:01What?
18:02My skills.
18:03They forgot my skills.
18:04I ordered them.
18:05I paid for them.
18:06They should be in my canteen, but they're not.
18:07Oh.
18:08Well, maybe you'll get them next canteen.
18:09How the fuck's that gonna help?
18:10They knew I wanted them.
18:11It's fucking deliberate.
18:12That's how it works, isn't it?
18:13They grind you.
18:14Oh, God.
18:15Oh, God.
18:16Oh, God.
18:17Oh, God.
18:18Oh, God.
18:19Oh, God.
18:20Oh, God.
18:21Oh, God.
18:22Oh, God.
18:23Oh, God.
18:24Oh, God.
18:25Oh, God.
18:26Oh, God.
18:27Oh, God.
18:28Oh, God.
18:29Oh, God.
18:30Oh, God.
18:31Oh, God.
18:32Oh, God.
18:33Oh, God.
18:34Oh, God.
18:35What?
18:36He's too cold.
18:37And they'll grind you.
18:38Sometimes they just run out of skittals.
18:39Um.
18:40So look, I'm.
18:41I was thinking,
18:42maybe you could write it in capitals.
18:44You're a life story.
18:45And what's the point of that?
18:47Well, you wanted to write it,
18:48You said...
18:50OK, Greg, Greg, I know that doing something like this
18:52is really hard especially in here
18:54but I don't want us to give up.
18:55I think we can do it.
18:56Who's we?
18:57There's no fucking we in here.
18:59I'm banged up.
19:00Not you.
19:01I'm just, I'm just trying to help them.
19:04I ordered them skills. I fucking ordered them.
19:10Can't have anything. Not even one thing.
19:16Drugs.
19:17Dandy Dan. You alright?
19:33Oh, this looks serious.
19:35You mention my father again, I'll write you up.
19:37Okay? You'll go on basic, and if I can prove you a planning manipulation,
19:40you will get solitary and time added to your sentence.
19:42Do I make myself clear?
19:44Aye.
19:46Crystal.
19:47If I wanted to talk to my dad, then I would.
19:49Okay? So you can tell your friend I'm not interested.
19:51I'll be happy to, but I can't.
19:54He got release. Wednesday.
19:56Hour in the tag.
19:58You missed the fucking boat, son.
20:02Okay, as of right now, you are not welcome in my class anymore.
20:04Stay the fuck away. That crystal enough for you, Keith.
20:07A frog is about to cross a river, and a scorpion comes up and asks for a lift.
20:19It says, take me on your back. It's getting dark, and owls on this side of the river eat scorpions.
20:25And the frog says, no, no, no, no, I can't trust you. You're a scorpion. You'll kill me.
20:31But the scorpion says, look, if I sting you in the water, we'll both drown.
20:37So you can trust me, because it's not in my interest to kill you.
20:41I've got a bad feeling about this.
20:43And the frog thinks, agrees, and the scorpion climbs on his back.
20:48I've got a bad feeling.
20:50Halfway across the river, the frog feels a terrible pain in his head.
20:55Don't say it, Dan.
20:56Pain travels down his back and through his body.
20:59His limbs feel heavy.
21:02The scorpion has stung it.
21:04I knew it. I told you. I knew it.
21:06Fucking hell, Malick. We all do it. It's our famous fucking feeble.
21:09And the frog says, why did you do that? Now we'll both die.
21:13And the scorpion says, I can't help it.
21:17It's my nature. They both sink and die.
21:23Whose fault is it? Frog. Frog.
21:26Stupid fucking idiot fucking frog. It's definitely the frog.
21:29Why?
21:30Well, it's like when you go up for parole, and you convince somebody you've changed.
21:35Then when you get nicked again, you feel like it's their fault.
21:39Because they should have known you haven't changed.
21:41So a man can't change?
21:43I'm saying a scorpion can't change.
21:47Dan, did the scorpion know the whole time it was going to do it?
21:51Does it matter if he did?
21:53Well, yeah. It's like people in here, they say they're your friends, and then they rob you.
21:59Right, what I want to know is, did they know they were going to do that when they made friends with you?
22:04What do you think, Greg?
22:07Why are you talking about frogs? Where the fuck does a frog know?
22:10It matters if you're a frog.
22:12Okay. Hands up if you think the frog is to blame.
22:19Junior, come on, the frog is an idiot.
22:22If you blame people for being kind-hearted, then what happens?
22:26No one wants to be kind.
22:28When I walk out of here, I don't want to come back.
22:31So I've got to believe that I can change.
22:35Or, what's the point?
22:37You believe what you want. Reality don't give a shit.
22:40I hate to say it, Junior, but that's true.
22:44I'm an addict, bro.
22:46You think I'm going to get out and not start rubbing?
22:49How's that going to even work?
22:50I mean, why didn't I get my skills, yeah?
22:52I ordered them in.
22:54And nobody can tell me why.
22:56Greg, um...
22:58We're talking about the frog and the scorpion now. Is that okay?
23:04I done a ten once.
23:06When I got out,
23:08I felt like everyone was moving so fast.
23:12Prison speed's like a slow walk.
23:14No one rushes inside.
23:17But on the out, it was insane.
23:20I remember I got the bus.
23:22I had to grip the seat because I felt fucking sick.
23:26I felt like my nature belongs in here and not out there.
23:38Whenever I get with a new girl, I always say one thing you should know about me is that I'm a really good liar.
23:45Do you know what they say?
23:47Thank you for being so honest.
23:49How can I not rob them?
23:51So you're saying we're going to change?
23:53I just want to believe that I just can't.
23:55Sorry I'm late, Dan.
23:57Had some silly shite going on in my cell.
23:59Oh!
24:01The frog and the scorpion.
24:03That's easy.
24:05Scorpion's a twat, frog's a cunt.
24:07Where do you want me to sit?
24:09You're not on the list, Keith.
24:11What?
24:13No, I'm definitely on the list.
24:15Definitely on there.
24:17Oh, well, let's have a look.
24:35No, you're not.
24:41I...
24:45I'd really like to stay.
24:47Yeah.
24:52But you can't.
24:58Look, would you like me to find you a guv to help escort you back to your cell?
25:05It's my canteen.
25:08It is my canteen.
25:09I ordered them.
25:10I ordered them in special blood.
25:12That's my canteen.
25:13I want my skills.
25:14Great.
25:15I want my fucking skills.
25:17Great.
25:18Fuck me.
25:19Here.
25:20Up here.
25:21All right, all right.
25:22Hold on.
25:23Here.
25:24Here.
25:25Here.
25:26Here.
25:27Here.
25:28Here.
25:29Here.
25:40Here.
25:41Here for me...
25:43Here.
25:44And what preceded the incident?
25:45No, I don't think so.
25:48I mean, I had tried to get him a laptop, but...
25:50A laptop? In here?
25:55And he was upset that his skittles were missing from his canteen.
26:01Look, um, I have a class this afternoon.
26:03There's blood all over the walls. Can I get someone to clean it?
26:06Not today. Stay's a nightmare.
26:09Well, okay, okay. I could do it. Maybe I could do it.
26:12If I had some bleach, maybe.
26:14You want me to carry bleach through the landing.
26:17You ever seen what bleach can do to the human eye?
26:30Ah! Sorry. You've got to stay put.
26:34What, in here?
26:35Yeah. Drone sighting.
26:36Don't worry, there's no other classes to yours, so you have it all to yourself.
26:39I don't want it all to myself. My next class isn't for three hours.
26:43Welcome to prison.
26:44Sorry, are you serious?
26:47I have to stay in here on my own for three hours.
26:49I'm...
26:51I'm having lunch with Jamie.
26:53Oh, no.
26:54Now he'll have to bore himself to tears.
26:56Look, Stevens, this is ridiculous.
26:58Hmm, isn't it?
26:59Hmm, isn't it?
27:00Hmm.
27:01Isn't it?
27:03Yeah.
27:04It's the same.
27:05I'm having lunch.
27:06Come on.
27:07All right.
27:08Take care, take care, take care.
27:10I'm having lunch.
27:11Hang on.
27:12Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
27:13What's wrong?
27:15No!
27:16No!
27:17Come on, you guys.
27:18Who are you?
27:19Here's a lie.
27:20I don't know.
27:50I don't know.
28:20See them two up there?
28:26Don't fucking look.
28:30If anyone tries to touch me now,
28:33those blokes will step in.
28:36They're my minders.
28:37Really?
28:40See the one on the left?
28:41He's got a shoe under his coat.
28:49I'll always be your dad, though.
29:06That'll never change.
29:18I'm inside you, boy.
29:19Do you understand?
29:22I'm in you.
29:23I'm a part of you.
29:29Nothing's going to change that.
29:32Ever.
29:33Fuck off!
29:49Fuck off!
29:49Fuck off!
30:01Fuck off!
30:02Fuck off!
30:04Fuck off!
30:04Oh, my God.
30:34Oh, hey, Jimmy.
30:49Sorry about this.
30:51Sorry, it's just...
30:52It's something I do when I'm bored and on my own.
30:56I take my shoes and socks off.
30:58I just like the freedom.
31:00Whatever.
31:01Is that a fine?
31:04Yeah, um...
31:11Okay, look, I, um...
31:15I couldn't get a signal.
31:17Do you remember I asked you about it?
31:18I couldn't get a signal.
31:20Well, you say that's not your phone.
31:21Yes, it is.
31:23But it's not...
31:23Look, it's not, Jamie.
31:25Look, I couldn't get a signal, and so I brought it in.
31:27You brought it in?
31:28Yes, but that, Jamie, it's not like that.
31:31You brought a phone into a prison?
31:32It isn't anything wrong.
31:33What do you mean it's not wrong?
31:34I just...
31:35I couldn't...
31:35Dan, it's a fucking phone.
31:38You brought a phone into a prison.
31:40It may as well be half a kilo of smack.
31:42They put you inside for this.
31:45Oh, my God.
31:45Oh, my God.
31:46I'm in a room with you.
31:47I'm in a room with you and a fucking phone.
31:50I'll take it out.
31:51Take it out through that big fucking prison out there.
31:52Those secure walkways and COs and metal detectors and cameras.
31:56Have you lost your fucking mind?
31:57Well, I'll just chuck it.
31:59What, should I chuck it?
32:00It's your phone.
32:01It has your emails and your numbers.
32:02You can't just lose it behind a sofa.
32:04This is a Cadby prison.
32:05Okay, well, what should I do with it?
32:06What should I do with it, then?
32:07Why are you asking me?
32:11I'm supposed to report you now.
32:13Do you know that?
32:15I'm supposed to go straight to the governor and report you.
32:18I'm complicit if I don't.
32:22Are you gonna do that?
32:23Why the fuck is this door open?
32:29What's that doing there?
32:31It's mine.
32:33I just walked in.
32:35You brought that in here.
32:40I'm gonna need you to empty your pockets.
32:43Seriously?
32:44Do you have anything else on you or is it just that phone?
32:46I'm not...
32:46Do you have anything else?
32:48No.
32:49No, it's just...
32:49I'm still gonna need you to empty your pockets.
32:52Now, please.
32:52Okay.
32:56Why, though?
32:58Because they're going to charge you.
33:07You've contravened the Prison Act 1952, Section 40D,
33:12conveying unauthorized items into a prison.
33:15PSIs issued by His Majesty's Prison Service
33:17specify that staff members,
33:18caught bringing contraband into a prison,
33:20are deemed to be committing a criminal offense.
33:22Would you like your lawyer present?
33:25I don't have a lawyer.
33:26Well, we have to proceed.
33:28Is that okay?
33:30Yeah.
33:30As you know, I operate a zero-tolerance policy on breaching regs.
33:36And when they are breached,
33:37I will always petition for a maximum sentence.
33:40In this case, two years.
33:42Why did you bring a phone into my prison, Dan?
33:46And I would strongly advise you to trust in the exact truth right now.
33:55I have an app on it.
33:59It streams an image of my stove.
34:01For months now, I haven't been able to leave the house.
34:13I keep thinking, look, the cook is on.
34:17I'm just going to burn the place down.
34:18That started when I first came here.
34:23And I got around it by taking photos,
34:25but then I stopped trusting them.
34:27And so then I got the app and the camera,
34:30and that solved it.
34:32It made things better.
34:34My officers do a hard job.
34:44They know when those doors close,
34:46no-one's looking, no-one cares.
34:48They have to deal with all this chaos themselves.
34:51And Dan, they do.
34:53They come in, they put the uniform on.
34:56Some of them even try and make a difference.
34:59And the biggest insult those officers can receive
35:01is to find that one of their own
35:02is smuggling in contraband for personal gain.
35:06It wasn't for personal gain.
35:07Yeah, but I don't know that, do I?
35:13So what happens now?
35:16Now you get escorted from the premises.
35:18You're on suspension.
35:20Go home and await contact
35:21from either the police or myself or both.
35:26Okay.
35:28Jamie had nothing to do with this.
35:29That's for me to decide.
35:31Can I see him?
35:32Actually, sorry,
35:33I just feel like I need to apologise.
35:34No!
35:35Jamie is a potential witness
35:36in a criminal prosecution.
35:39You cannot talk to him.
35:40You cannot talk to Officer Stevens.
35:42This is serious now, Dan.
35:45Do you understand that?
35:46Let's go.
35:47Do you
37:12Danny, what are you doing here?
37:17Um, come for the sourdough.
37:21What?
37:22The sourdough starter.
37:25Um, I just thought I'd come and get rid of it for you.
37:29Are you all right?
37:31Yeah.
37:33Yeah, you said that you didn't want it.
37:34I thought I'd take it from you.
37:37Okay.
37:38Are you sure you want that?
37:44Yeah.
37:45Don't really have anything of Martin, so...
37:48He could have had his model cars.
37:50I've got bloody hundreds of them up in the loft.
37:52I don't know what to do with them.
37:54Yeah, though, I don't want cars.
37:56So you want his stinky sourdough to remember him?
37:58Not to remember him.
38:04I liked Martin.
38:09I mean, I never loved him, but he wasn't dead, and that was good enough.
38:14You all right, Danny?
38:20No.
38:20Why don't you leave him earlier?
38:28Oh, Christ.
38:29Not this again.
38:30Look, I need to know.
38:31I told you.
38:32No, you didn't.
38:33You said something about lipstick.
38:35You didn't tell me why.
38:36I told you the truth.
38:37No, you didn't.
38:38Are you calling me a liar?
38:42Yeah.
38:43Excuse me?
38:45Look, I know what he was like, Mum.
38:46He was scared.
38:47So, sorry, I don't want to be spoken to like that.
38:49Well, you were not telling me the truth.
38:50I protected you.
38:51Did you?
38:53What about Lee, Mum?
38:57Are you blaming your brother's addiction on me?
39:03You think it hurt you to see your brother like that?
39:07You have got no idea.
39:10I don't know who I am, Mum.
39:14I'm half this and I'm half that.
39:16That would fit in anywhere.
39:18What is going on with you, Danny?
39:24I'm him.
39:26I'm exactly like that.
39:27No.
39:28No, you're not.
39:29You are nothing like him.
39:32You don't know, Mum.
39:36You don't know.
39:38What's happened?
39:39OK, look, why didn't you leave him?
39:41Why didn't you leave him?
39:42I need to know, Mum.
39:44OK, I'm not blaming you.
39:45I just need to understand why.
39:47Because of you.
39:49What?
39:50Well, I stayed because of you.
39:53Well, I stayed because of you.
39:57From the first second he held you.
39:58You loved him, Danny.
40:04He'd walk in the room, stinking of booze, and your little face would light up.
40:09You cried when he put you down.
40:13I couldn't understand it.
40:15But he'd go off to work or the pub or whatever the fuck it was he was doing, and you would be inconsolable.
40:22I don't remember it like that.
40:23Well, I thought it would wear off.
40:27But it just didn't.
40:29You were four, five, six.
40:33Talked about him all the time.
40:36All day long.
40:38You were obsessed with him.
40:39I stayed for you because you wanted him.
40:42Right, OK.
40:43Well, then why did you leave him?
40:49I didn't.
40:53He left me.
40:56He left us.
40:59And thank God he did.
41:02But it broke your little heart.
41:05And I don't think it ever fixed.
41:08That's...
41:09That's not...
41:12That's...
41:13I don't remember it.
41:15That's not...
41:16That's not true.
41:17Then why do you keep saying you're him?
41:20You're not.
41:21You really aren't, Danny.
41:24I've lived with both of you.
41:25I know better than anyone else.
41:27You are not that man.
41:28But for some God-forsaken reason,
41:31you want to be.
41:32You all right, Danny?
41:57Just...
41:59Something's come up.
42:08Come on.
42:09Going home.
42:13Going to be busy for a while now, boy.
42:16Right?
42:19I've got work to do.
42:20going home.
42:50I don't know.
43:20I don't know.
43:50I don't know.
44:20I don't know.
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