00:00you know what really hurts my nerves like if I say
00:05if I write a post about bullying or if I say something about being bullied or
00:10if I bring up being bullied people be like where did that come from who's
00:14bullying
00:15you who's doing something to you you were just at the store five minutes ago
00:20buying groceries what happened like I hate when people do stuff like that
00:25I can bring up both being bullied whenever I get ready I'm always aware
00:30I don't wait until stuff happen to me before I realize how people are
00:35I know how people are because of the stuff I don't already been through
00:40like if I wrote a post if I said something like
00:42um
00:45these bullies out here make my stomach turn and make me sick
00:48people will be like
00:50where did that come from you were just singing a song five minutes ago now
00:54you're talking
00:55about bullies making you sick what's wrong with you
00:57ain't nobody doing nothing to you
00:59you're right nobody
01:00somebody's doing something to me and I'm still affected by what I've already
01:03been through
01:05I hate when people do that
01:06like stop asking me what just happened
01:09nothing
01:10nothing happened I'm still mad because I was bullied in the past okay
01:15I'm still mad
01:15they'll be like
01:18I could say um
01:19I hate living in
01:21I hate living in Virginia
01:22I don't like out here
01:23people are so mean
01:24they'll be like
01:26what do you mean mean
01:27who's who's being mean to you
01:28what just happened
01:29nothing just happened
01:31but I know that people are mean
01:33but
01:34like I hate it
01:36people are always asking me
01:37what just happened
01:38where did that come from
01:39like why are you getting angry out of nowhere
01:42where did that post
01:43where did that come
01:44where did that come
01:44it don't matter where it came from
01:47it came from my soul
01:48that's where it came from
01:49I can't
01:54understanding when people do that
01:56y'all was asking me
01:57where did something come from
01:59when I
01:59say when I bring up
02:01something that's
02:01they'll be like
02:02well if it happened in the past
02:04leave it in the past
02:04this is the present
02:06it's 2026 now
02:07why are you worried about
02:08something that happened
02:09five
02:09five years ago
02:10why are you worried about
02:11something that happened
02:12six or seven years ago
02:13if animal
02:14somebody doing nothing to you
02:16now
02:16you shouldn't be worried about it
02:17it doesn't matter if people
02:19are doing anything
02:19me now
02:20I'm still aware
02:21I'm still aware that there's bullies
02:23I'm still aware that there's liars
02:24I'm still aware that there's sickos
02:26and there's monsters
02:27walking around on this earth
02:29I just went
02:29through something
02:30not too long ago
02:31I
02:33I just went
02:34through something
02:34maybe less than a month ago
02:36so I
02:37I'm
02:37it's still kind of fresh
02:39okay
02:39I
02:40I
02:41I
02:42I
02:43I
02:44I
02:44I
02:44I
02:44of fresh it's not that old okay so when I say something
02:49I say if I bring up somebody bullying me and no one doing anything to me right
02:54that minute that don't mean that is not relevant that don't mean that I forgot
02:59about it okay
02:59you
