00:00So we knew a separation was coming and I thought really carefully about, you know, my want for that was to just say it and rip the band-aid off.
00:08This is not working. And I want people to leave him alone. He doesn't want to be talked about.
00:13Todd's want would be that we never talk about it at all because he doesn't want to be talked about.
00:18So the reunion to me was the next time I was going to see the women.
00:22And I felt like since they had lived through kind of some of the breakdown of what was going on and they had maybe lived through a version of me that was more upset or more defensive or harder to get along with, that they deserved that information.
00:37It's also my job. I signed up to share my life and this is going to be a huge part of how my life plays out.
00:44So Todd and I are separated.
00:45Even the day that I sat at the reunion and said that we were separated, you know, Todd's hope, you know, then and even still now is obviously for us to figure out a way together forward.
00:58So, yeah, when you are figuring something out in your real life, which I put my real life on camera, some days it feels different than it does other days.
01:07And the way that I talk about it or the way that I express it is different as I, you know, kind of work through it.
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