00:00Hi guys!
00:02Ahhhh!
00:04Okay, I'm just gonna apologize now.
00:08Beforehand.
00:10If this video is very awkward and, like, uh,
00:12just not very, um,
00:14wow, it's bright.
00:16If this video isn't very, um, structured
00:18or anything,
00:20cause I'm kinda out of the loop.
00:22Like, I,
00:24you know, I've kinda forgotten
00:26how to film, I think.
00:28Not sure.
00:30Um, anyway, so, uh, hi, I'm back.
00:32Uh, if you don't know me
00:34already, my name's Lita.
00:36Um, and I
00:38previously had a channel called
00:40iLitaBear, and I
00:42deleted it, and
00:44that's, that's it.
00:46Um, and I hope
00:48that, like, not too many of you
00:50are completely angry at me, and
00:52just, hey, Lita,
00:54how dare you come back? How dare
00:56you show your face here again?
00:58Um, I'm sure there are people
01:00who are like that, so I'm getting some tea.
01:02Um,
01:04but, in, in my defense,
01:06I
01:08really did, at the time, think that I was
01:10going to be gone. Like, always.
01:12Um,
01:14but, luckily that wasn't the case.
01:16Uh,
01:18I'm, I'll go in,
01:20into, into, into,
01:22into more detail about this
01:24in a different video. I kind of want to, like,
01:26devote a whole video to it, because it is
01:28a pretty large
01:30transition in my life.
01:32Wow, that's like an understatement.
01:34I've reached my straws.
01:36They're all the way up here.
01:40Okay. Um,
01:42anyway. So, basically,
01:44to summarize it,
01:46uh, I, I had a
01:48huge, huge, huge, huge, huge
01:50psychological meltdown.
01:52Um, when I made that
01:54goodbye video. Uh,
01:56and it got even worse.
01:58After. Um,
02:00like, super, super awful.
02:02Uh,
02:04so,
02:06really,
02:08it wasn't just
02:10cutting myself off from YouTube.
02:12I ended up cutting myself off from
02:14everything. Um,
02:16I pretty much isolated myself completely.
02:20There was just a lot of stuff going on,
02:22which I'll explain later
02:24in a different video.
02:26But, I mean, I don't want this one to be depressing,
02:28so I'm not going to go into that.
02:30Uh, the good news is, uh,
02:32after a lot of treatment and stuff,
02:34I'm completely better.
02:36And, um, can continue doing this.
02:38And I know, it probably seems very stupid.
02:40Like, wow, you were only gone for, like,
02:42a little over half a year,
02:44or whatever.
02:46Why did you delete your entire channel and everything?
02:48Ah, that's so stupid.
02:50Yeah, I know, I've, that's run across my mind
02:52a couple times. However, I think I really, really
02:54did have to just completely disappear
02:56in order to come back stronger.
02:58So, um,
03:00you know,
03:02I know you guys are still there,
03:04and, um,
03:06wow, it like...
03:08Oh, it's Ziya.
03:10Sorry.
03:12I'm gonna show you Ziya.
03:14Hey, baby. Sweetie. Hey.
03:16Wanna say hi to everyone?
03:18Oh! Look!
03:20It's the star of the show!
03:24Say hi, baby.
03:26That's mine.
03:28That's mine.
03:30You have so much hair on your head.
03:32Ziya, look at me.
03:34Ziya. Honey. Let me...
03:36Baby. Please.
03:38Baby.
03:40Please. I beg you.
03:42Baby. Look at me.
03:44Sweetie.
03:46Ziya.
03:48Ziya. Babe. Hey.
03:50Ziya.
03:52Whip cream. Food.
03:54Treats.
03:56Shrimp.
03:58Sometimes if you...
04:00Sometimes if you say, like, the names of food, he looks at you.
04:02Sorry.
04:04I know. I always end up showing you my cats.
04:06Like, it's...
04:08Half of the video always ends up being footage of my cats.
04:10Sorry.
04:12I completely forgot what I was talking about.
04:18Oh, well. Anyway.
04:20I feel like I really had to just completely leave in order to come back at all.
04:25You know, like, I think if I would have continued with how things were going,
04:30my channel would have just been, like, drab forever.
04:34Hopefully. Hopefully it isn't boring now.
04:37I mean, really.
04:39Uh...
04:40I'm gonna...
04:41I'm actually moving in by myself.
04:44I'm moving by myself.
04:46So, I'm going to have a lot of, um, alone time...
04:53For filming.
04:55Perverts.
04:56And, um...
04:57Yeah.
04:58So, I'll have a lot of...
04:59A lot of time on my hands and stuff to make, like, really weird videos.
05:05Yeah.
05:06Yeah.
05:07So, it's gonna be a pretty creative space.
05:09So, yeah.
05:10Um...
05:11I don't know how long this is.
05:13Seems like it's been a really long time.
05:17Anyway.
05:18I hope this wasn't that bad of an intro.
05:21Also, I am very apologetic for the fact that there's no music in this.
05:26Because I...
05:27Don't have any music that I can use in videos anymore.
05:32But that's okay.
05:34I mean, I'll just...
05:36Hum for you.
05:38...
05:40Siya's watching me...
05:54Watching me hum.
05:56Right, honey?
05:59Duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh.
06:02love you
06:04love you baby
06:06love you
06:08okay I'm sorry
06:10I'm sorry
06:11yeah okay
06:14so I will uh I don't even know what this channel
06:17is called
06:17apparently YouTube made it so that you need
06:205,000 I mean 500 subscribers in order to even make a
06:23URL so
06:24probably my
06:27Twitter and Instagram followers will see this first
06:29I think
06:31so yeah okay well I hope you enjoy it
06:35um and I'm sorry my channel
06:37is bland as hell
06:38uh I'll work
06:41on some like art for it or something
06:43also also
06:44my Twitter is um twitter.com
06:47slash Lita
06:49C Muir just L-E-D-A-C
06:51M-U-I-R
06:53it's my name and then my
06:55Instagram is
06:57the Lita Bunny
06:58just T-H-E-L-E-D-A-B-U-N-N
07:01why
07:01so yeah okay
07:04I love you guys and I will see you again soon
07:07and I'm so happy to be back
07:08because I seriously I've missed you like I'm not even going to get into how much I missed you
07:12because this video will be 10 minutes longer
07:14okay I love you
07:16I love you
07:18okay bye
07:19say bye
07:19say hey honey
07:20baby
07:21wanna say bye
07:22wanna say bye
07:24oh
07:25love him
07:34okay see you guys
07:36bye I love you
07:37bye
07:37bye
07:38bye
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