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00:01Previously on Doc
00:03Dr. Larson was in a car accident.
00:05She has no recollection of the last eight years.
00:07Babe, what's wrong?
00:08We got divorced.
00:09Where's your brother? Isn't he here?
00:11We lost Danny.
00:12I don't know who I am now or what I did.
00:15You're the reason I became a doctor.
00:17You created a toxic work environment.
00:19You were cold and arrogant.
00:21I wanted to be a doctor my entire life.
00:24She's protected. By law, we have to reintegrate her.
00:28So I'm basically a med student in a department I used to run.
00:31We were together.
00:32She has no memory.
00:33I want to tell her.
00:34She woke up still in love with her husband.
00:36I'd let that play out.
00:37There's something I need to tell you.
00:39Nora and I are having a baby.
00:41Maybe she needs to know there's something good on the horizon.
00:43I love you.
00:44Okay, I've loved you for a long time.
00:46My test results.
00:47I passed the boards.
00:49Well done, Dr. Larson.
00:50Couldn't have done it without you.
00:52He's my husband now.
00:53You don't remember, but you destroyed him.
00:55Keep your hands off of him.
00:56You can't waste your life pining over someone who doesn't really see you.
01:03Let's go!
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01:16Let's go!
01:17Trauma teams to OR3.
01:18I need four units of Oneg.
01:19Prep rapid sequence intubation.
01:20We've got a GSW with heavy arterial bleed.
01:23And he's one of ours.
01:24Michael!
01:25What's going on?
01:26Michael!
01:27What's going on?
01:36You've reached Dr. Jay Keller.
01:38Please leave a message.
01:39Thanks.
01:40I've got a fourth voicemail to go along with nine unreturned texts.
01:47And I just wanted to say again that what you saw isn't what you think you saw.
01:55I guess you took the day off yesterday.
01:59So I'm just really hoping that you'll be at the hospital today.
02:10Call Gina.
02:11Hi.
02:12I finally found out what happened with your patient from the train tragedy.
02:16And I know you're pissed at me.
02:18And I just want to say that I'm here and ready to face the music.
02:23Whatever it is.
02:25And I love you.
02:32Call Sonia Mitra.
02:36Want to tell me why Jake stormed out of the bar the other night?
02:39And then didn't show up for work yesterday?
02:41Nope.
02:42But feel free to ask him.
02:43Cause I was thinking.
02:45Maybe you've got a thing for him.
02:47But he's with Amy.
02:49Maybe you said something he didn't like.
02:51Great minds debate ideas.
02:53Average minds discuss events.
02:55Small minds gossip about people.
02:57Eleanor Roosevelt.
02:59Great mind.
03:01Rounds in five minutes.
03:02Dr. Mitra.
03:03Start with Terry Lewis.
03:04Vince Revelle.
03:05And Larry Bowden.
03:06I have to start summaries in my inbox by 10.
03:08Morning.
03:09Uh, Dr. Larson you'll be with TJ.
03:10But first a word.
03:11Okay.
03:12You wanted to talk.
03:13Talk.
03:14Talk.
03:15I...
03:16What you think you saw in Michael's office?
03:19I know how that looked.
03:20But that was just us saying goodbye.
03:21And the reason that goodbye had to happen?
03:23Is because his wife warned you to stay away from him, right?
03:27Uh, it was after everything happened with TJ's father and Richard made me think that I'd killed Bill Dixon and I just ended up with Michael just by accident and we kissed.
03:42But it was just like a moment of weakness and the old feelings and it was just a mess and we both knew that it was wrong.
04:03You went to him.
04:05Now here you are spitting because you don't want to lose your security blanket?
04:08No, that's not.
04:09You went to him because you're still living in the past and he's still your home.
04:13He's not, Jake.
04:15I'm not.
04:16I mean, I'm trying.
04:17I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm trying so hard.
04:20I know.
04:21I know you are.
04:22And look, I know everyone's telling you how terrible you were during that time that you don't remember, which I'm sure makes it all very confusing.
04:29And yeah, she was a pain in the ass.
04:35And she didn't suffer fools and she could be hard to reach.
04:38But man, when she reached her, she was worth it.
04:47That's the woman I fell in love with.
04:52I really miss her.
05:04I was waiting for you.
05:06But we can't do this.
05:08I know.
05:11Jake?
05:13Dr. Honda, your wife is downstairs on OB.
05:20Are you alright?
05:22Well, my water broke.
05:23So we're going into labor?
05:24Not necessarily.
05:25We could give her tocolytics to help delay this.
05:28Give the baby some time to mature.
05:30But the last ultrasound, you said he was at least five pounds, so why do we need more time?
05:33At seven weeks early, it's about his lung capacity.
05:35You're worried about his breathing?
05:36What about corticosteroids?
05:37For what?
05:38It helps the lungs mature faster.
05:39We can manage this.
05:41Just sit tight.
05:46We got this, okay?
05:51Rosie.
05:52You hear that, mamita?
05:53They got a heart and it's a perfect match.
05:54They're finally coming through for you after all this time.
06:11Why is she here?
06:12Dr. Larson will be assisting me today with your case.
06:14Well, I don't want her here.
06:15Dad, have I done something to upset you?
06:19You don't even remember?
06:21Don't believe the doctor's dead.
06:23It's not their fault.
06:24Uh, we will need to take Rosie to radiology now for a CT scan to prep for the transplant.
06:29More tests?
06:30You're doing great.
06:31We're going to see you in a minute.
06:34Maybe you want to tell him the reason you don't remember.
06:37And dump my trauma onto him?
06:39What good would that do?
06:40Help us deal with him?
06:42I'm sure my bedside manner was awful.
06:45The only thing I can do now is to try to be nice.
06:48She's all set in there.
06:50Okay, let's get it going then.
06:52Scan is starting.
06:55I remember you saying you're a police officer.
07:01You know my folks are both cops.
07:03Mom's in the 8th, Dad was in the 3rd until they burned down.
07:07Dark day.
07:08Where is he now? Retired?
07:10He's getting back to work soon.
07:12Matter of fact, Dr. Larson saved his life last week.
07:25Something wrong?
07:27We won't know until we do further tests, but there is a spot on her left lung.
07:31What does this mean for her transplant?
07:33If it's just an abscess, it's treatable.
07:36So please, Alex, we know how much you want this to revoke you.
07:38This is how it always is.
07:39She's either too sick or not sick enough.
07:41We're going to do everything we can.
07:42It took six years to get to the top of that list.
07:44We're not waiting anymore, you understand?
07:46We have to report this to Yunos.
07:57Hello.
07:58We are looking for Dr. Hamda.
08:00We were told he's down here.
08:01Oh, yes.
08:02His wife's in labor.
08:03Room 4.
08:06I'll go get him.
08:16Is everything all right?
08:26Uh, yeah.
08:27Nora's water broke seven weeks early, but I think we've got it under control.
08:32What's happening?
08:33We have a patient who's due for a heart transplant.
08:35The donor has crossed town at Eastside, and as of this morning, she's number one on the list.
08:39The problem is we found a spot on her lung.
08:41That I believe is an abscess.
08:43It could also be a systemic infection, which would disqualify her from the transplant.
08:47If we alert Yunos, she'll drop down the list and lose the heart.
08:50She could drop down, but they might be willing to wait until we run more tests.
08:53Either way, transparency is called for in case there's another eligible recipient.
08:57Well, how long until you figure out what the results of the CAT scan mean?
09:00Two, three hours to run the cultures and during the collection.
09:03This isn't just about your patient.
09:05If Yunos finds out we withheld this...
09:07For a couple hours?
09:08We could lose our accreditation.
09:10I don't think they'd be that punitive.
09:12But I... you're in charge.
09:14I am.
09:15So, thank you for bringing this to my attention.
09:18Email me her chart.
09:19I'll do my best to advocate for our patient.
09:21Dr. Singh says there's a heart available right now and she'd be next on the list if we could do the transplant tomorrow morning.
09:34I know what he says, but things are moving fast and I need to warn you that there is a...
09:38Wait.
09:39You don't agree?
09:40She's not even in the ICU right now.
09:43There are treatments that could sustain her life for years before a transplant would be necessary.
09:49And she'd be in just as good a position then as she is today?
09:52There's no way to know.
09:53But even if it went well, all the immunosuppressants she'll have to take, all the complications that she'll be facing.
09:59Don't let Dr. Singh make you think that this is a magic solution.
10:03Then why is he suggesting it?
10:05I'm sure he thinks it's inevitable.
10:08But you should know.
10:10She might not even survive a transplant.
10:13If it were me, I would take the time that I know I have right now.
10:26I appreciate you telling me.
10:40Something's changed.
10:53We're very sorry to tell you.
10:55It's that spot on her lung.
10:57What is it?
10:58We still don't know yet.
10:59Then what's the problem?
11:01We had to report what we saw to you.
11:04You ratted us out?
11:05Well, you're not even sure if it's an issue?
11:07We will do everything we can to get her well enough for the next available heart.
11:10Next available?
11:12She is hanging on by a thread.
11:14There are treatments that we can use.
11:15That's what you told me the last time.
11:17And now look at her.
11:18She's in the ICU.
11:19Sorry, I don't remember.
11:20You never even wanted us to get the transplant in the first place.
11:23And now you're doing it again.
11:24You upset?
11:25We get that.
11:26Not a word to her.
11:27You got it?
11:29I never should have let you anywhere near us today.
11:32I'll get those tears going.
11:41What was that all about?
11:43A ghost of Christmas past come back to haunt me.
11:47I guess I wasn't so lovable back then after all.
11:50I'm not going to let it happen again.
12:03Not this time.
12:05I don't know.
12:06I'm not going to let it all be.
12:08I don't know.
12:10I'm not going to let it all be.
12:11I'm going to let it all be.
12:13I can't believe.
12:15I don't know.
12:16I can't believe this is a house.
12:19I am going to let it all be.
12:20.
12:24Hand me a radio and get in the elevator.
12:38Wait, wait, what do you think I'm messing around?
12:41Hand me a radio and get out of here.
12:44Okay.
12:54Sir, excuse me, sir.
13:06Hey, hey, hey, what's going on, man?
13:17I'm not messing around!
13:19You, I need to talk to whoever's in charge right now.
13:22You stay right there!
13:24I need Dr. Hamda immediately.
13:25We shot him!
13:26Get back!
13:27I think it's a femoral artery.
13:28Alex, you could die from that.
13:30We have to get him to the OR.
13:34You!
13:35I want you gone.
13:36Get him out of here!
13:37What are you doing?
13:38Shut up!
13:39Just shut up!
13:42Contractions are starting to organize.
13:44Is that a problem?
13:45Meds just haven't kicked in yet.
13:46Could just take some time.
13:47I'm sorry, Dr. Hamda.
13:48We need you out here.
13:50Be right back.
13:52One of my guards confirmed he's armed.
13:55People heard gunshots.
13:57Dr. Hamda!
14:00There's a man asking for you.
14:01He says he's on the sixth floor and he has a gun.
14:09This is Michael Hamda, chief medical officer.
14:11Who am I speaking with?
14:12Alex Cruz.
14:13I'm a cop.
14:14I'm armed.
14:15And I want my daughter's heart back.
14:19Your daughter is Rosie.
14:20You get me that heart in the next two hours or people up here start to die.
14:23I'm told there were already gunshots.
14:25One of your idiot doctors jumped me.
14:28Dr. Coleman was shot.
14:29They're rushing into the OR.
14:31I promise you.
14:33We will do everything to get you that heart.
14:35But I need to get those other patients off the floor.
14:37Oh, you gotta be kidding me!
14:38How do you think I'm going to stop the police from coming in there?
14:41You shot someone.
14:42Now you need to show some goodwill if you really want to save your daughter.
14:45Well, Rosie needs care and I need hostages, so I'll keep who I want.
14:49You can have the rest in exchange for the heart.
14:51I understand.
14:52You need a couple of doctors.
14:54Maybe a nurse.
14:55That's it.
14:55What's your name?
15:00Julie.
15:02And you?
15:03Sonia.
15:04Matra.
15:06I'll keep Nurse Julie, Dr. Matra, and Dr. Larson.
15:11She's the reason we're here.
15:13She's not going anywhere.
15:14What do you mean by that?
15:15And just remember, if my daughter dies, I've got nothing to lose!
15:19Hey, I need some help with this bed.
15:41There's another patient in 624.
15:43It's okay, guys.
15:44We're back.
15:44Wait, come on.
15:45Let's go.
15:47Okay, hang on there, buddy.
15:48Just hold on.
15:49Keep squeezing my hand, TJ.
15:50Just keep squeezing.
15:51Don't come up here.
15:52Not till I'm out of surgery.
15:53Where are the surgeons?
15:54Right here.
15:54It's me, Jaeger.
15:55He's AB negative, hypertensive.
15:56Attack.
15:57He lost at least 1,100 cc's here.
15:58Take over.
15:59Get the only gun on the rapid infuser.
16:00Prep a central line.
16:01They got you, man.
16:03Team 4, move it in.
16:05This will be the command post now, so I need everybody moved to a different floor and any new
16:09OB patients divert.
16:11We'll have our teams in position and hostage negotiator to Courtney.
16:14No, he already said he won't talk to anyone but me.
16:17Michael.
16:18What's going on?
16:19Dr. Heller, are you all right?
16:22Yeah, I'm fine.
16:23This is mostly TJ's blood.
16:26What can you tell us?
16:27Is he working alone?
16:28Was this planned?
16:29No, it was definitely improvised.
16:30And yeah, he's alone.
16:31He's trying to cover both ends of the hallway from the ICU, so plenty of directions to go at him.
16:36We're not taking an aggressive approach just yet, okay?
16:38Not with a cock who knows how to handle himself.
16:40This guy already shot one of our doctors.
16:41Which means he's willing to shoot more.
16:43No, we're not going in.
16:44Not if we can find another way right now.
16:46He's got a problem with Amy.
16:47This is personal.
16:48I know.
16:49Any idea why?
16:50Whatever it is, it all started before I got here.
16:54Give me your phones!
16:55Okay.
17:03What do we got to do to get it ready?
17:05I don't know what to do to help you until I understand why I'm the reason that this is happening.
17:12You can't be serious.
17:13I was in a car accident four months ago.
17:16Lost a lot of my memory.
17:17Give me a break.
17:18It's true.
17:22Six years ago, you talked us out of the transplant.
17:25And we were never in a better position than we were that day.
17:28So there must have been a reason.
17:29Did I tell you why?
17:31You convinced us she wouldn't be much better with a new heart.
17:34Scared us enough that we went against the cardiologist.
17:36Now I'm done with the past!
17:37You said she has an abscess that needs to be dealt with.
17:44What do we got to do?
17:44I said I hoped it was an abscess and that we needed a CAT scan in order to help locate the spot.
17:50Well, we're not moving, so you got to deal with it here.
17:52We can drain it with ultrasound guidance.
17:55Do you know how to do that?
17:57No, but I saw you do it last year.
17:59So what does that mean?
18:00Can you talk her through it?
18:01I think so.
18:03Then do it.
18:05Now!
18:07Everhart Memorial.
18:11Hey, is this cardiology?
18:13Yes, it is.
18:13This is Dr. Gina Walker over at Westside of Minneapolis.
18:15I'm looking for Dr. Singh.
18:17What's this about?
18:17Yeah, it's regarding an old patient of his, and it's important.
18:21He's doing an interoperative echo.
18:22It'll be a few hours.
18:25Okay, so it looks like Rosie was eligible for a transplant six years ago,
18:29and Amy discouraged it, but I don't see why.
18:32Right after Danny died, anytime her patient was a child,
18:35she pushed the parents towards caution.
18:38Sometimes she was right.
18:39Sometimes, maybe not.
18:44We had an argument this morning.
18:46I was ignoring her calls.
18:50Yunus agreed to send the heart.
18:51Surgeons at Eastside are preparing the removal as we speak.
18:54Did I know what's happening here?
18:55I told them we confirmed Rosie's viable.
18:58We were lucky they didn't find another recipient yet.
19:00I also said you're on your way to Eastside to receive the heart.
19:03There's an ambulance waiting.
19:07Does the board know what you just did?
19:09I'm not involving them right now.
19:22Hey, sweetheart.
19:23Dad, what's going on over there?
19:25With Nora?
19:25She's okay.
19:26No, no, there's a guy with a gun.
19:27It's all over the internet.
19:28Is it a prank?
19:29Um, no.
19:30We do have an incident, but the police are here.
19:33Everything's under control.
19:33What about Mom?
19:35Because she's not answering her phone.
19:36We had to evacuate a bunch of people from her floor,
19:39so she's going to be swamped for the next few hours.
19:41But she's fine.
19:42She's nowhere near the problem.
19:45Just go back to your classes.
19:48Let me deal with what's going on here, okay?
19:50Okay.
19:51And tell Mom to call me as soon as she can?
19:53Of course.
19:54Love you.
19:55Bye.
20:01How am I going to avoid the pulmonary artery?
20:03You used the sternal notch as a landmark last time.
20:10Okay.
20:14Syringe.
20:22Favor the midline.
20:28How risky is that?
20:29Very.
20:30This is my team's alpha, beta.
20:33Prepare to go on my order.
20:35Copy.
20:35Standing by.
20:37How's my angle?
20:39Too steep.
20:40You're close to the branch artery.
20:42Oh, I see it.
20:46Too shallow and you'll miss the abscess.
20:50Got it.
20:51Gauze?
20:57Julie?
20:58Julie?
21:04Julie.
21:05Hey, try to keep it together.
21:07I'm sorry.
21:07I keep thinking about my...
21:10They're 12 and 14 and my exes...
21:12Okay, okay.
21:13Just, just, just try to breathe.
21:17Pass, Sonny, the gauze.
21:23I'm at the wall.
21:32Urine.
21:33What's going on?
21:36I'm about to drain the fluid out of the lungs.
21:39If it comes out as gray pus as I suspect, then that means it's a localized infection and it can be drained.
21:44And she can receive the heart?
21:46Correct.
21:47And if you're wrong?
21:48Yeah, it'll come back blood.
21:50And you will have done all this for nothing.
21:52You better hope you're right.
22:07Okay.
22:12What's next?
22:14You let me call down to the OR.
22:18What for?
22:19To find out what happened to TJ.
22:22Dr. Coleman, our friend.
22:25The one whose parents are cops.
22:29You remember him?
22:37Use that one.
22:52Operating room.
22:56This is Liz Kwan.
22:57Liz, it's Dr. Larson.
22:59What can you tell us?
23:06Okay.
23:07Can you, can you call the ICU when you know more?
23:10He's losing circulation.
23:21Yeah.
23:21They don't know if he's going to make it.
23:23What did you tell Rosie's father?
23:38Did you not see the anomalous pulmonary vein?
23:42Of course I did.
23:44It's benign.
23:45Unless you put a new heart in her.
23:46Then you could have massive pulmonary hypertension.
23:49Never seen that complication.
23:50Maybe you should read last month's case reports in the Lancet.
23:53If you're so sure, why don't you tell them that?
23:55Because I'm not going to take away all their hope.
23:57We extend our life as long as possible.
23:59And when the time comes, we have the conversation.
24:02Well, I'll let you be the one to take that on.
24:05You break it.
24:06You own it.
24:07He isn't going to die.
24:37Is Plasmapheresis working?
24:42Yeah.
24:42Just an hour until the blood's clean, then the transplant, and then we're out of here.
24:46If they can get us the heart.
24:48I mean, how long do you think it's going to be before Eastside or Yunos figure out that Michael lied?
24:54I thought you were the badass trying to calm me down.
24:56No.
24:57Just tired and scared.
24:59Hoping to see my daughter again.
25:04Well...
25:04That badass is still in there somewhere.
25:07Truth.
25:12I kind of miss her.
25:27I'm Dr. Heller, here for the heart.
25:30It's a pretty gnarly situation over there.
25:32Uh, uh, oh, yeah.
25:34Um, but transplants in a completely different way.
25:38I think I better give them a call.
25:41Sure.
25:42Uh, best ask for Michael Hamda.
25:44That's our CMO.
25:46She's 50% of face, five centimeters diving.
25:48I thought the medication was supposed to slow this down.
25:50What about the lungs?
25:51Whatever happens, we'll deal with it.
25:53But now we're in labor.
25:54Have the neonatologist standing by.
25:56Dr. Hamda, you're needed on the phone again.
25:58It's a nurse from Eastside now.
25:59I'm so sorry.
26:00Michael.
26:01Two minutes.
26:02I promise.
26:04Uh-huh.
26:06Right.
26:06And you'll send me an email to that effect.
26:13You guys are on the same page.
26:15We're just waiting for the family to sign off.
26:22A little hiccup at Eastside.
26:25Any word on TJ?
26:27It's Touch and Go.
26:28It's Katie.
26:40Hey, sweetheart.
26:41Dad, I've been texting you.
26:43I'm sorry.
26:44Nora's in labor now.
26:45She's in labor?
26:47It's okay.
26:47The baby's fine.
26:48Well, I haven't heard from Mom.
26:50I want to come over there.
26:51No, absolutely not.
26:55Sorry.
26:55Um, there's just no way the police won't let anyone in.
26:59So it's not over yet?
27:00It's not resolved, but it's contained, and no one's going to get hurt.
27:03Okay?
27:04Just trust me.
27:05Please.
27:06Okay.
27:06Have Mom call me.
27:08And keep me updated on Nora.
27:10Love you, Dad.
27:10I love you.
27:12Bye.
27:12Bye.
27:12Bye.
27:12Bye.
27:12Bye.
27:13Bye.
27:13Bye.
27:14Bye.
27:15Bye.
27:16Bye.
27:17Bye.
27:18Bye.
27:19Bye.
27:20Bye.
27:21Bye.
27:22Bye.
27:22Bye.
27:23Bye.
27:24Bye.
27:24Bye.
27:25Bye.
27:25I heard Rosie was back.
27:36Back and forth.
27:38That's all we do.
27:39I was very sorry to hear about your wife.
27:42COVID.
27:45They wouldn't even let me in the room to say goodbye.
27:47It was an awful time.
27:52Somebody told me you became head of the department.
27:54Yes.
27:55I did.
28:00You told us to wait with Rosie.
28:04You said it'd be better.
28:06And she's had some good periods.
28:07She's deteriorating.
28:09And now we can't even get her in good enough health to qualify for a transplant.
28:12If that's the direction you want to take.
28:14It is.
28:15It was.
28:16Until you talked us out of it.
28:17I gave you the advice that I would have wanted.
28:21I gave you the advice that I would have wanted.
28:21As a mother.
28:22Yes.
28:23Well, the cardiologist gave us his advice as a doctor.
28:28Maybe you should have stuck to that.
28:29I think that's mine.
28:40Probably one of my kids.
28:42Amy.
28:43Amy.
28:45Amy, don't do anything to rile him up.
28:52I know you can hear those phones.
28:58Those must be our loved ones trying to get a hold of us.
29:02You can talk to yours when I can talk to mine.
29:11Look, the thing is, Rosie's stable now.
29:14The heart should be here any minute.
29:16And I get that you're never going to let me go, but you don't need all of us here.
29:21You think I'm a monster?
29:24I didn't mean to shoot your friend.
29:27That'll matter.
29:28When all this is over.
29:41You.
29:44Time to get out of here.
29:46You heard me.
29:47Go.
29:48Julie, go.
29:49Go, go, go, go, go, go, go.
29:51Go, Julie.
29:53I will see you on the other side.
29:55You better go before I change my mind.
29:58Please.
29:59Please don't hurt them.
30:00You don't want them to get hurt?
30:02Tell them to send Rosie's heart up here.
30:07We went in to say our last goodbyes, and I know you all were counting on having that heart,
30:13but we're having second thoughts.
30:17We're sorry.
30:18Truly, we're just, we're having a real tough time with it.
30:21I see you're all wearing crosses, so I don't know, maybe you noticed this.
30:33It's called a chai.
30:38It means life.
30:40When I was a kid preparing for my bar mitzvah, the rabbi told me a saying from the Talmud that,
30:46that I never forgot, whoever saves one life, it's as if they saved the entire world.
30:54Every organ that your son donates will go to a different patient, each one another life.
31:01And with that, all the generations have followed until the end of time.
31:04Please.
31:18Hey, Mommy.
31:20How are you doing?
31:21Can you hear me?
31:25What the hell's happening?
31:27She's tacky, hypotensive.
31:29What does that mean?
31:29Her heart's not pumping strong enough right now.
31:31If you back up, we can work on it.
31:32Pulmonary wedge pressure's up to 20.
31:34O2 sets are falling.
31:35Neck veins dilated.
31:37Fluid overload.
31:38Left side failure.
31:39You said she was stable.
31:40Something's wrong.
31:42It looks like she's losing oxygen.
31:45Old teens, hope to go.
31:48Baby's having D-cells.
31:49What does that mean?
31:50The umbilical cord's getting squeezed by the contractions.
31:53He's gotta come out now.
31:58He's going in.
31:59I need that heart up here.
32:03What the hell is taking so long?
32:04It just arrived.
32:05We'll let you know when it's in the building.
32:07It's here.
32:08Now, what are we doing?
32:09Do you have us under control?
32:10We're doing everything we can.
32:11I never should have let that nurse go.
32:13That has nothing to do with us, Alan.
32:14You fix her!
32:17All teams go on my order.
32:19Where's Dr. Heller?
32:20Dr. Seng?
32:22Thank you so much for getting back to me.
32:25Baby's crowning.
32:26Heart rate's 97.
32:27Dr. Honda, who does the man have to talk to?
32:29Who, Alice Cruz?
32:30I can't.
32:31Just tell Jenkins to talk to him.
32:37Things are going to hell up there, but we've got the transplant team standing by.
32:41We've got Cruz again.
32:43We've got the heart.
32:45Send it up with the transplant team.
32:46We send down the women.
32:47You think I'm falling for that?
32:48We both know you're sending some UCs in scrubs.
32:51Give me someone I've seen before.
32:54I want you to see the heart first.
32:55He wants it with someone he recognizes.
32:57That's me.
32:57Tell him I'm going.
32:58Great.
32:59I just got off the phone with Rosie's old cardiologist.
33:02You need to know what he said.
33:18There's no way, Amy.
33:28No way.
33:34Stay right there.
33:35There.
33:36Open the cooler.
33:43I want to see it.
33:44I can't open it without corrupting the heart.
33:47Don't give me that!
33:48Alex.
33:50It isn't going to work.
33:52Nothing we do now will save her.
33:56What are you talking about?
33:57No!
33:58She has abnormal blood vessels in her lung, which aren't working at all.
34:02That's happening because we delayed.
34:04That's what it is.
34:05This is exactly what Dr. Larson thought would happen six years ago.
34:08She saw thickening of the intimal lining of Rosie's pulmonary arteries, but the cardiologist
34:13didn't get how dangerous it would be.
34:14No, she never said that.
34:15It's Alex.
34:15She never said that!
34:17Alex, it's not going to work.
34:19It was never going to work.
34:20Not now, not then.
34:22But she...
34:22She lied.
34:23For your benefit, because she wanted you to have some hope.
34:27It's because I'm not going to take away all their hope.
34:31Okay?
34:31She gave you those years with your daughter that you never would have had.
34:34No!
34:35I don't care what you say.
34:36Get the transplant team up here.
34:37We're doing it right now!
34:39You can break it.
34:40You own it.
34:41We're going to do it right now!
34:42Enough!
34:43Enough.
34:45He has a daughter.
34:46I have a daughter.
34:48She has parents and people who love her.
34:51How do you think they feel right now?
34:52How do you think TJ's parents feel?
34:57Is he even alive?
34:59We don't know.
35:04Rosie's dying.
35:04These are the last moments that you are ever going to spend with her.
35:11How do you want to do that?
35:14Blaming everyone around you or holding her hand and telling her that you love her?
35:18You said you could save her!
35:19We tried, Alex.
35:21We tried.
35:22But you didn't say that then!
35:24You didn't tell me that then!
35:25Because she lost her kid.
35:26A few months before you walked in here with Rosie, she was suffering and she was doing anything
35:37she could to keep anyone else from suffering the same way.
35:41She knew you'd be furious with her later, but she didn't care.
35:44She was just trying to give you that time and she didn't want death hanging over you.
35:50You were there?
35:51No, but I know her.
35:58And I know her heart.
36:05Pain changes people, Alex.
36:07I know that.
36:08I know that this isn't who you are.
36:14So please, we can give Rosie something to revive her for a few minutes.
36:24To say goodbye.
36:25Can you still get that to someone else who needs it?
36:48We could try.
36:52Then go.
36:52Go.
36:55I swear I won't hurt them.
37:25I swear I won't hurt them.
37:28Oh, that's familiar.
37:31Is I'm always in between.
37:35The pressure and the peace.
37:38When I was younger
37:45I lived on solid ground
37:49So far from where I am right now
37:54No, I'm not
37:58Walking on old stones anymore
38:04Anymore
38:08I found my way with my eyes closed
38:15I'll be safe even when the sun is out
38:20Trying to stay out now
38:24I found my way with my eyes closed
38:30I'll be safe even when the sun is low
38:35Trying to stay out now
38:39I'll keep my head above the line
38:45Believe the best even in the highest high
38:50Trying to stay out now
38:54And I know what else
38:57I'm taking it all
39:08Cause this is a road I
39:12But I'll be alright no matter where it goes
39:18Even though I'm
39:21Walking on old stones anymore
39:27Anymore
39:31I found my way with my eyes closed
39:39I'll be safe even when the sun is low
39:43Trying to stay out now
39:47I'll keep my head above the line
39:53Believe the best even in the highest high
39:58Trying to stay out now
40:02And I know what else
40:06I'm no water
40:07I'm no water
40:08I'm no water
40:09Yeah
40:11And I'm no water
40:12On the way
40:15I'm no water
40:16And I know what else
40:18I know what else
40:19But if I find my way with my eyes closed, I'll be safe when, when the sun is low, trying to see your flow.
40:32Oh, I keep my head up by the love, believe the best even in the highest time, trying to see your flow in underwater, in underwater.
40:59Michael.
41:02I got your messages this morning.
41:21You'll see some texts from me, I love you no matter what, please don't die, that kind of thing.
41:29I had a memory.
41:31What?
41:32Well, two small hits from the same memory, me and Rosie's cardiologist having an argument.
41:42Wow.
41:43This can happen from acute trauma, right?
41:47Absolutely.
41:48Which means my brain is back online?
41:50In some ways, yes. More memories can happen now.
41:53I don't want to wait. I want you to put me in the tank.
41:58Really?
42:00If I'd had my memories, none of this would have happened today.
42:03You don't know that.
42:04I do.
42:05I do.
42:05The doctor that I was knew that Rosie wouldn't survive a heart transplant, but I did not see
42:12that today.
42:13Not until it was too late.
42:16I'm sure you think I should go home and rest, but home is the house where Michael lives with his new wife and baby.
42:28And half of me is still trapped in that time, and the other half wants a man that I don't even remember.
42:39I get you want Jake and to be the doctor you were, but you can't just decide.
42:46I am not deciding.
42:47Now I know that it's possible.
42:52I need all of it back.
42:55Put me in the tank.
42:58Please, Gina.
43:01Tonight.
43:17Tonight.
43:43Tonight.
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