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00:00To be continued...
00:30Hey, are you and I good after the other stuff?
00:34Honestly, it's been rough thinking about you and Lucy together.
00:37I'm sorry, but the reality is I still want to be with her.
00:40Hey, guys!
00:42Molly, are you on drugs?
00:44Yes, I am.
00:45It's MDMA. I got it from this, like, grad student.
00:48Have we bought weed from them before?
00:49I don't think so. Why?
00:51You seemed really familiar to me.
00:53Kind of just feels like I'm solo.
00:55I get that feeling.
00:57You are so judgmental!
00:59Always!
01:00Sounds like I've really been on your mind.
01:01Yeah!
01:02Actually, it's a problem, especially because I have a boyfriend.
01:05Steven, there's nothing I'm not telling you.
01:07You had sex with Evan.
01:09He cheated on Brie with you.
01:11I already know.
01:12I'm sorry.
01:13I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
01:15Please, please, this does not have to ruin anything.
01:18Please, you have to forgive me. Please.
01:19I'm trying to.
01:21I don't know if I can.
01:23Let's just see how it goes.
01:27Okay.
01:27Okay.
01:27Dave, this is Steven. Leave a message.
01:48Hey, uh, I thought you were coming over, but I haven't heard from you.
02:04Um, just wanted to make sure everything's okay.
02:10Um, can you call me?
02:12Okay. Bye.
02:17Hi.
02:17Hey.
02:18Hi.
02:21You look nice.
02:26I was trying to call you.
02:28Oh, sorry.
02:29My phone's on.
02:30Silent.
02:30Oh, that's right.
02:32Oh, yeah.
02:33Look at that.
02:33No, no, Steven, you do not have to.
02:35Hey.
02:36Uh, I thought you were coming over, but I haven't heard from you.
02:40Um, just wanted to make sure everything's okay.
02:45Um, can you call me?
02:48Okay.
02:49Bye.
02:51Why do you sound so nervous?
02:53I was being dumb.
02:54You were late, and I thought something was wrong, and...
02:58It was 15 minutes late.
02:59I know.
03:00I was overthinking it, because I have our talk yesterday.
03:03What did you think I was going to do?
03:05I don't know.
03:06I'm sorry.
03:10Let's just try to have fun tonight.
03:13Okay.
03:14Yeah.
03:16Okay.
03:24I love you.
03:40Okay.
03:41Okay.
03:45Hello.
03:47Hi.
03:47Sorry.
03:47We're late.
03:48It's my fault.
03:49It's okay.
03:49Oh, my God.
03:50How's it going?
03:52Great.
04:02That was so good. Thank you.
04:06Amazing work.
04:08Did Evan come with you guys?
04:10Why would he come with us?
04:12I just thought that he was... He didn't.
04:16Are you guys going to sing?
04:18Uh, you should definitely sing.
04:20I don't know. Come on.
04:22You have such a good voice.
04:24Come on. What if you sing to me
04:26and it will be super romantic?
04:28I don't know. Please.
04:30Hey.
04:32Bartenders ignore me.
04:34Do you want me to try?
04:36What are you going to do? Hit on him until he serves you?
04:38No, no.
04:40That's not what I meant.
04:42I'm kidding.
04:44Let's go to the other side.
04:46I'll be back.
04:54What do you want?
04:56Whatever you're having.
05:02I forgot to tell you.
05:03Ridley's going to be in your photography class on Monday.
05:06I am?
05:08Fundamentals of portraits or whatever.
05:10The elective that we picked for you.
05:12No, yeah, I know. I just didn't know Bree was going to be in it.
05:15Well, that'll be fun.
05:16Yeah.
05:17You'll be alarmed at how little I know about photography.
05:19Oh, my God. It will be good.
05:20Bree can keep an eye on you.
05:21That's why I picked the class.
05:25Keep an eye on me.
05:27Yeah, because I love you.
05:29Don't do that.
05:31Do what?
05:32You don't need to ask people to, like, babysit me.
05:37I didn't mean it like that.
05:39Well, how did you mean it?
05:40I just meant like she could help you with assignments and stuff.
05:44Do you think I'm that big of a mess?
05:45No.
05:49Hey, you're overreacting.
05:51I have to go over to the bathroom.
06:00Listen.
06:01I just thought it would be a good idea for you to be in class with people that you know.
06:05Why?
06:06Because otherwise I'm worried that you wouldn't actually go.
06:09You know, doing a bunch of electives isn't going to stop me from killing myself, right?
06:12If I wanted to kill myself, I'd do it before class.
06:15Or while you were sleeping, I'd find my moment.
06:25I'm joking.
06:26I'm being funny.
06:40Hey, weren't you in my econ class last year?
06:42Oh, no. I'm a freshman.
06:44Oh.
06:45Sorry, I must have mistaken you for someone else.
06:49I'm Bree.
06:50Oh, Amanda.
06:53I'm actually just stalling in here as long as I can.
06:57My friend is fighting with her boyfriend at the bar.
06:59I'm sorry.
07:01It's fine.
07:02Who are you here with?
07:04Well, I was here with my roommate, but she just left with random guys.
07:09Oh, I hate when that happens.
07:11Yeah.
07:12I'm just going to head home.
07:14Why don't you just stay and have a drink with me and my friends?
07:20Really? Are you sure?
07:21Yeah, yeah.
07:22You can be my buffer in case they're still fighting.
07:25Okay.
07:26Okay.
07:27Cool.
07:28You want to do a song with me?
07:29Oh, I do not sing.
07:30Neither do I.
07:31Come on, it'll be fun.
07:32Okay.
07:33Sure.
07:34Yeah.
07:35Hey, guys.
07:36Hey.
07:37Hey.
07:38Hi.
07:39Hey.
07:40Do you guys come together?
07:41I know.
07:42I have no self-respect.
07:43It's fine.
07:44Also, I don't remember anything I said to you guys when I was on MDMA.
07:45Oh, no, no.
07:46You were great.
07:47No, it was cute.
07:48Hey, you good?
07:49Yeah, all good.
07:50Uh, shots?
07:51Yeah.
07:52Yeah.
07:53Yes.
07:54Hey.
07:55Hey.
07:56Hey.
07:57Hey.
07:58Well, uh, did you guys come together?
07:59I know.
08:00I have no self-respect.
08:01It's fine.
08:02Also, I don't remember anything I said to you guys when I was on MDMA.
08:03Oh, no, no.
08:04You were great.
08:05No, it was cute.
08:06Hey, you good?
08:07Yeah, all good.
08:11Uh, shots?
08:12Yeah.
08:13Yes.
08:14Hey, let's go.
08:15Let's go request a song.
08:16Evan's getting shots, don't you want a shot?
08:19Um...
08:20Hey, guys.
08:21This is Amanda.
08:22She's a freshman.
08:23Hi.
08:24Hey.
08:25Oh, hey.
08:26Oh, shit, I only got six.
08:28Well, that's okay.
08:29I want a cocktail anyway.
08:30Can I get a drink?
08:31Mm-hmm.
08:32Come on.
08:33Okay, so I guess we're adopting freshman now?
08:36Nah, I just think Bree's a really nice person.
08:43I think I'm gonna do a fun song.
08:45Do you like your professors?
08:46They're whatever.
08:47Right.
08:48Do you have any favorites?
08:49Not really.
08:50Do you want this?
08:51You don't like it?
08:52It's just so sugary, and I'm sure it's like a million calories, and I need to lose ten pounds.
08:58What?
08:59No, you don't.
09:00Oh, that's insane.
09:01I do.
09:02Trust me.
09:03I have gained so much weight this year.
09:04And this guy I'm with, I feel like he doesn't like it.
09:05You're dating someone.
09:06Yeah, it's complicated.
09:07Woo!
09:08Woo!
09:09Woo!
09:10Woo!
09:11Woo!
09:12Woo!
09:13Woo!
09:14Woo!
09:15Woo!
09:16Woo!
09:17Woo!
09:18Woo!
09:19Woo!
09:20Woo!
09:21Woo!
09:22Woo!
09:23Woo!
09:24Woo!
09:26Woo!
09:27Woo!
09:28Woo!
09:29Woo!
09:30Woo!
09:31Woo!
09:32Woo!
09:33Woo!
09:34Woo!
09:35Woo!
09:36Woo!
09:37Woo!
09:38Woo!
09:39Woo!
09:40It's complicated how?
09:41We've been together since high school.
09:42Now we're trying to do long distance.
09:45He's at NYU.
09:46Right.
09:47Yeah.
09:48Wow.
09:50Long distance is hard.
09:51It's making me kind of crazy.
09:55Last semester was so stressful, I mean I literally binge-ate every night and now I'm just trying to
10:02to get back to my normal size before I see him next.
10:05You're so beautiful, you shouldn't be thinking like that.
10:09I'm sorry, I don't usually work on it like this, I'm drunk.
10:13Listen to me, you are so beautiful,
10:16you don't need to lose any weight,
10:18and your boyfriend can go fuck himself
10:20if he thinks so, okay?
10:21Thanks, I think I just like,
10:25haven't found my place here yet.
10:27Well, freshman year is really hard for everyone.
10:30Maybe it's just different for guys.
10:32My boyfriend is getting tagged in photos like every weekend,
10:36and I just feel like the loser girlfriend
10:39who's all sad and homesick.
10:43Well, let's take a photo.
10:45Okay.
10:46Okay.
10:51Give me your number, okay?
10:53And I'll send it to you, and you can post it.
10:56Okay.
10:58I should get home.
10:59I have an early class tomorrow.
11:01Thanks again for the drink,
11:03and for being so nice.
11:06Of course.
11:08Bye.
11:09Bye.
11:11Bye.
11:20Hey.
11:21Hey.
11:22Did your little friend go home?
11:24She was sweet.
11:25Hey, you and I are singing next.
11:27I don't think I'm in the mood.
11:29Oh, come on.
11:30It'll be fun.
11:31Yeah, you do it alone.
11:32I don't want to do it alone.
11:32I want to do it with you.
11:34Come on.
11:35Okay.
11:36All right.
11:37Yeah.
11:38I can't, you don't.
11:48What?
11:49No.
11:49You'll be fine.
11:50No, no, no.
11:51You'll be fine.
11:52Steven.
11:52Steven.
11:53Steven.
11:53Dude.
11:53Come on, guys.
11:54Come on.
11:55Come on.
11:56Come on.
11:57You got more music.
11:58Come on, girl.
11:59We're fine.
12:00We're fine.
12:01We're fine.
12:02We're fine.
12:03We're fine.
12:04We're fine.
12:06Don't go breaking my heart.
12:09I couldn't if I tried.
12:13Honey, if I get restless, baby, you're not that guy.
12:19Bum, bum, bum, bum, bum.
12:22Don't go breaking my heart.
12:25You take the weight off of me.
12:29Oh, honey, when you knocked on my door, ooh, I gave you my key.
12:34Oh, my God.
12:35Yes.
12:36I did.
12:37I can promise.
12:38Ooh, ooh.
12:40Yeah.
12:41Nobody knows it.
12:45That's good.
12:46When I was down, I would get found.
12:49Ooh, ooh.
12:51Yes.
12:52Nobody knows it.
12:54Oh, my baby.
12:56Right from the start, I gave you my heart.
13:00Oh, I gave you my heart.
13:05Ooh.
13:07Don't go breaking my heart.
13:11I won't go breaking your heart.
13:13Don't go breaking my heart.
13:15Don't go breaking my heart.
13:17Don't go breaking my heart.
13:19Don't go breaking my heart.
13:20Alright.
13:21Yeah.
13:22Wow.
13:23That was an emotional roller coaster.
13:24Yeah, Bree.
13:25Saved me.
13:27You didn't have to do that.
13:28There you go.
13:29I'll see you guys in a bit.
13:32It was an emotional rollercoaster.
13:34Yeah, Brie, you saved me. Thank you.
13:38You didn't have to do that.
13:41I'm gonna go.
13:44I'll see you guys in a bit.
13:51It's fine.
13:54Okay.
13:57Steven.
13:59Steven, wait. Just wait. Look.
14:03Hey, hey, I know, I know you're upset,
14:05but you do not have to sabotage everything, okay?
14:08You think I'm sabotaging?
14:11Seeing you and Evan in the same room, picturing you together,
14:13seeing Brie, happy little idiot.
14:17No fucking clue. I don't know. Maybe I can't get over it.
14:20What does that mean?
14:22What do you mean?
14:24What do you mean, what does it mean?
14:26I mean, are you gonna tell Brie?
14:28Is that what you're worried about?
14:31Are you scared of losing me, or are you scared of losing Brie?
14:33No, I'm scared of losing both of you, okay?
14:35I love Brie, and I obviously love you, too.
14:42Look, you know I love you.
14:44You wanna just go back to my place?
14:58No.
14:59Let's talk tomorrow.
15:01Hey.
15:02Hey.
15:03Hey.
15:04Hey, where'd you go?
15:05I'm sorry, I should have texted.
15:06Steven and I got into a stupid fight, but we don't have to get into it.
15:08Okay.
15:09Did you have fun with your new freshman?
15:11She just looks so lonely, I felt bad for her.
15:15You just, you just sensed she was lonely?
15:16Okay, but you're gonna think I'm crazy.
15:20I saw her coming out of Oliver's office.
15:21No, was he fucking her?
15:22No, I'm just clinically insane.
15:24You're just so crazy.
15:25Look, I'm so überzeuged and wicked.
15:27I'm so sick of being a kid.
15:28Oh my God.
15:29Hey.
15:30Hey, where'd you go?
15:31I'm sorry, I should have texted.
15:32Steven and I got into a stupid fight, but we don't have to get into it.
15:35Okay.
15:36Did you have fun with your new freshman?
15:37She just looks so lonely, I felt bad for her.
15:39You just, you just sensed she was lonely?
15:41Okay, but you're gonna think I'm crazy.
15:44I saw her coming out of Oliver's office?
15:47No, was he fucking her?
15:48Are you fucking her?
15:49No.
15:50I'm just clinically insane and paranoid.
15:53Yeah, I don't know.
15:54I actually felt really bad for her.
15:56We started talking and she's really insecure.
16:01I honestly don't know what's wrong with me.
16:05Are you still thinking about him a lot?
16:08No.
16:11I mean, yeah, obviously.
16:14But it's not like I miss him, you know?
16:19I think I just miss having something.
16:21Oliver was this, like, exciting thing for me to focus on.
16:26And now, all I have is myself.
16:33And it just doesn't feel like very much.
16:36I guess sometimes I just...
16:41I just feel really alone.
16:44Pri...
16:49I'm just so, so tired of being shocked by people I care about.
17:01I'm so sorry.
17:08I'm sorry.
17:09Sorry.
17:11Are you okay?
17:14Yeah.
17:15Yeah, I just feel a little bit...
17:16I feel a little warm.
17:19Okay.
17:20Do you feel like you might be sick?
17:21I don't think so.
17:26Actually...
17:27Actually, no.
17:28I really don't feel great.
17:29Okay.
17:31Well...
17:33Here.
17:34Have some more of this.
17:35Okay.
17:36Okay.
17:38I had just, like, such a big fight with Brinkley about literally nothing.
17:41He's being such a fucking asshole.
17:44Are you okay?
17:45You look weird.
17:47Yeah, I just feel like my, um...
17:49My heart's beating really fast.
17:50I just feel sort of nauseous.
17:52Do you want to lay down?
17:53Yeah.
17:54Okay.
17:55Yeah.
17:56Okay.
18:01No, actually, that's worse, kind of.
18:03Okay.
18:04I feel like my right hand's a little bit numb.
18:05What?
18:07Or both, maybe.
18:08Feels like...
18:09Yeah, it's both.
18:10Maybe they're just tingling a little bit or something.
18:12Did you eat something weird?
18:14No, I think I'm having a panic attack.
18:16Yeah.
18:18Yeah, I am.
18:19It's bad.
18:20I'm gonna vomit.
18:21Oh.
18:22Trash can.
18:23Trash can.
18:24Trash can.
18:25There you go.
18:27I feel like you need, like, a...
18:29Like, a pill?
18:30Like, an anxiety pill or something?
18:31We could call the guy.
18:32Okay.
18:33Okay.
18:34The drug dealer, Alex.
18:35I'm sure he has some.
18:36Yeah.
18:37Hey.
18:38Does my tongue look like it's swelling up?
18:40No.
18:41It's normal size.
18:42You swear to God?
18:43Swear to God.
18:44Hello?
18:45Yeah, hi.
18:46Is this Alex?
18:47Yeah.
18:48So I wanted to buy some anti-anxiety pills from you.
18:51How much do you need?
18:52I don't know.
18:54Like, a couple.
18:55More than that.
18:56Okay, yeah.
18:57Whatever you have, I guess.
18:58I can bring some in the morning.
19:00That's...
19:01Sorry.
19:02No.
19:03She needs you to come right now.
19:04It's the middle of the night.
19:05Yeah, no.
19:06I know.
19:07But she's super pale.
19:08Can you tell him that it feels like I'm about to float out of my body, like, through the right side of my head?
19:11Okay, she's, like, really sweaty, and she's saying a lot of weird shit, and she can't wait.
19:16So just, please, come now.
19:18Fine.
19:19Where are you exactly?
19:21It's okay.
19:22I'll text you the dorm number.
19:24It's okay.
19:25So do you want to take a look at her?
19:38I'm not a doctor.
19:40Right.
19:41Hey, you want Xanax or Klonopin?
19:43Whatever you recommend.
19:45Here, it's 150.
19:48Got a five-pill minimum?
19:50Okay.
19:51There you go.
19:56Here.
20:00Just take one tonight, okay?
20:02Okay.
20:03Okay.
20:06How long does it take to kick in?
20:08Maybe half an hour.
20:09That long?
20:11Here.
20:12Give me your hand.
20:14What?
20:15Here.
20:16Shhh.
20:19What's this calming technique?
20:22Eh?
20:23Yeah, I know it sounds dumb, I know.
20:25But it's a way to slow down your nervous system
20:27before the Xanax kicks in.
20:29Okay.
20:33You gonna do it yourself?
20:34Okay.
20:35Yeah, okay.
20:40Bri, Bri didn't you show us that freshman year?
20:49Hey.
20:50Yeah.
20:51You're okay.
20:52Yeah, this just probably feels worse
20:54because of the empty email the other night,
20:55like some kind of delayed come down.
20:57Totally.
20:58Yeah, that's a thing, right?
21:00Yeah, it's different for everyone.
21:05You took it.
21:07How do you feel?
21:09Fine.
21:10Yeah, I guess some people can handle shit better than others.
21:17Hope you feel better.
21:19Hi.
21:22Hi.
21:36Hello.
21:38Alex.
21:40Bri.
21:43Pippa gave me your number.
21:46Yeah, I was wondering if you were gonna call.
21:49Bri.
21:50Hey.
21:51Hey.
21:52Did you have fun last night?
21:53Yeah, it was funny.
21:54What time did you get home?
21:55Uh...
21:56Not too late.
21:57I'll see you later.
21:59Morning, Evan.
22:00Morning, Evan.
22:01You all right?
22:03You all right?
22:04Do you know Bri?
22:05Do you know Bri?
22:07Uh...
22:08Yeah.
22:09Uh...
22:10Yeah.
22:11I think we met once or twice.
22:12Uh...
22:13Uh...
22:14Uh...
22:15Uh...
22:16Yeah.
22:17I think we met once or twice.
22:19Why don't you come talk to me for a sec?
22:20Why don't you come talk to me for a sec?
22:21Come on.
22:22My office.
22:24My office.
22:25Hi, Evan.
22:26You all right?
22:27Hey, Evan.
22:28You all right?
22:29Do you know Bri?
22:30Uh...
22:31Yeah.
22:32I think we met once or twice.
22:36I think we've met once or twice.
22:44Why don't you come talk to me for a sec?
22:48Come on. My office.
22:58You don't look well. Here.
23:00I'll get you some water.
23:03You and Bri know each other. How do you know each other?
23:05She was in my wife's class.
23:08Look, I'm not sure what the issue is, but why don't you take a seat and we can talk this through.
23:12This is awful.
23:14I think I'm gonna be sick.
23:15Well, I'd rather you weren't.
23:16Was it you?
23:18You were fucking her?
23:19Okay, you're not making sense, but whatever you're dealing with, I'm sure that there is an easy solution.
23:23This is not okay.
23:24You need to calm down.
23:25Well, you're a fucking professor.
23:26All right, that is enough.
23:30Let's, um, let's talk about this, okay?
23:35I'm right, though.
23:48Anna.
23:51Was it you?
23:52I'll say it again.
23:53I do not know what you're talking about.
23:58But I don't like that you're upset, and I'd like to help you, if I can.
24:02You clearly really care about this girl, but maybe made some mistakes, right?
24:12Right.
24:16Well, for what it's worth, if you're trying to get back into her good graces, I think causing a big commotion and making accusations about her, that's probably the worst thing that you could do.
24:25I mean, for one, it would be extremely disruptive to her life, bringing that kind of negative attention her way. She'd never forgive you. And also, it's really not attractive.
24:42Attractive? Are you fucking serious right now?
24:46Well, isn't that important, if you're trying to be in a relationship with this girl?
24:49Stop saying this girl. Her name is Bree, and you took advantage of her when we broke up, and you fucked with her head. But I actually fucking care about her.
24:57Again, what you're saying isn't true, but I can see that you're hurting, and I empathize. But playing the victim isn't gonna get you anywhere. If she broke up with you, then you need to look at your own behavior.
25:10You're a nice person. I've seen the way you are in class. You always try to make other people feel comfortable. It's nice.
25:20But the reality is, people who get what they want are the people who take what they want. And if you're too scared to do that, it doesn't mean other people will be.
25:31There is no point feeling sorry for yourself because other people aren't as well behaved as you are.
25:42I'm assuming that this isn't gonna become a bigger problem.
25:48No.
25:50Good.
25:52Now, tell me that you're feeling better, and you'll see me in class on Wednesday.
25:56I'll see you in class on Wednesday.
26:02And that you're feeling better.
26:05Go fuck yourself.
26:17So what made you finally recognize me?
26:19It was the tapping thing.
26:21Yeah.
26:23You know, I've seen you walking around campus a bunch since we started last fall.
26:27Really?
26:28Yeah.
26:30How did you know it was me?
26:32You look exactly how you did when you were little.
26:36You should have said something.
26:38Yeah.
26:39I just thought you were pretending not to know me.
26:41No, I wouldn't do that.
26:45You seem like you're doing really well.
26:48Do I?
26:49Yeah.
26:51Yeah, I'm glad.
26:55What are you doing at Baird?
26:57What, in addition to dealing drugs to your friends?
27:02No, I'm getting an MA. Psychology.
27:06Really?
27:08No way.
27:10Yeah, how long has it been since we saw each other?
27:14Were you eight?
27:16Nine, I think.
27:17Yeah.
27:19You were about to get your learner's permit.
27:21I remember that.
27:23Yeah, I'm sorry that we didn't stay in touch, Bri.
27:27Me too.
27:29I wanted to, but I didn't know how to reach you.
27:34How's your mom doing?
27:35I don't know.
27:38Yeah, it's been a couple years.
27:40I saw her a few times in high school.
27:44You know how it is.
27:45Yeah.
27:47Yeah.
27:48Yeah.
27:49Yeah.
27:50Yeah.
27:51Yeah.
27:52Yeah.
27:53Yeah.
27:54Hey.
27:56Are you feeling any better?
27:58Uh, yeah.
27:59I slept.
28:00I feel like an actual person.
28:03Of course.
28:04Good.
28:05I'm glad.
28:06Yeah.
28:07Can I tell you something?
28:09Yeah, yeah.
28:10Of course.
28:12So, I know that drug dealer guy, Alex.
28:17What?
28:18Yeah.
28:19What do you, what do you mean?
28:21From growing up, we were in a group home together for a while.
28:25What?
28:26That's insane.
28:27I know.
28:28That's crazy.
28:29I didn't even recognize him at first.
28:30Oh my God.
28:31Were you, were you guys close?
28:33I think so.
28:35Yeah.
28:36He was, he was nice to me.
28:37I remember that.
28:39I mean, I was so little, I barely remember anything.
28:42Mm-hmm.
28:43And, and from what I do remember, it's like I don't know what's real and what's my imagination.
28:50But I remember him being sort of protective.
28:54Protective of what?
28:55Well, you know that, that I said I was in two good homes and one bad one.
29:01Hmm.
29:02Yeah.
29:04I met Alex in the bad one.
29:12So, you know that freshman girl, Amanda?
29:14Mm-hmm.
29:15I got guilted into making more plans with her.
29:18But, I mean, that's what I get for stalking the innocent, so it's fine.
29:26I'm so sorry you had to deal with so much bullshit, Bri.
29:32It's fine.
29:34It's not your fault.
29:42I, I should get this.
29:46Hey.
29:47We need to talk.
29:49Yeah, I agree.
29:50Right now.
29:51Okay, where do you want to meet?
29:54Come to my room.
29:56Yep.
29:57I'll see you soon.
30:00God, his tone sucks.
30:03Why do you let him talk to you like that?
30:06It's, it's complicated.
30:08He, he actually has some valid reasons to be upset.
30:15Is it worth it?
30:21Take me to the dream world.
30:24Always to be the love of love.
30:26Always to be the love of love.
30:28Always to be the love of love.
30:31Always to be the love of love.
30:36Hey.
30:37Hey.
30:43I, uh, I, I've been thinking about some stuff.
30:45Me too.
30:46Um.
30:59It, it just, it feels like we're falling back in to old shit and it was supposed to be different this time and it just, it doesn't feel different.
31:12I agree.
31:15It doesn't feel good.
31:18Yeah.
31:20I've tried really hard to get past this everything but I can't do it.
31:25I gave you so many chances to tell me the truth.
31:29But you didn't.
31:31I'm sorry.
31:32I've done so much to prove that I care about you.
31:34I took the fall for the fucking letter.
31:38Told all of our friends that I wrote it.
31:40I was, I was willing to ruin my, my friendship with Wrigley.
31:44For you.
31:45I know.
31:46And, and I have said thank you for that.
31:47But it doesn't go both ways.
31:51I, I don't know if you even care about me.
31:54Steven, that's ridiculous.
31:56Of course I care about you.
31:57I want to believe you.
32:02But I think you need to prove it.
32:08I'm really hurt.
32:11But I'd be willing to forgive you under one condition.
32:17What's, what's the condition?
32:20You have to tell Bri you fucked Evan.
32:23You do that, we can make it work.
32:30Why, um, how, how would that help anybody?
32:36Because I, I don't want there to be any more lies between us.
32:40That, that would, that would ruin my friendship with Bri.
32:43Isn't it already kind of ruined if you fucked her boyfriend?
32:45Come on.
32:46Steven, she, she would be devastated.
32:47She wouldn't forgive me.
32:49She'll be okay.
32:51Eventually.
32:52And you and I will be okay.
32:55I want to be able to forgive you.
32:56It's not forgiveness.
32:58That's punishment.
32:59You're not just punishing me.
33:00You're punishing Bri.
33:03No.
33:04No, I'm not doing that.
33:06It's that easy of a decision for you.
33:08You, you're making me choose between you and Bri.
33:10It's sick.
33:11Well, it's pretty obvious who you're choosing.
33:13Steven, you are forcing me to choose.
33:15But if, if that is what you need, then fine.
33:17Yes, I am choosing Bri.
33:22I don't understand you.
33:24Bri would never speak to you again if she knew what you did.
33:26Meanwhile, I'm here.
33:27I'm willing to forgive you after everything you've done.
33:29Everything, everything I've done?
33:31Are you fucking kidding me?
33:32What about everything you've done?
33:35You're such a fucking hypocrite.
33:37That, you, the only reason that I fucked Evan is because you left me.
33:41You left me.
33:42You walked out with Diana.
33:45You, you left me in a fucking coconut bra.
33:48A, a coconut bra.
33:49Okay?
33:50And, and that's, that's not even the worst thing.
33:54You treat everybody like shit.
33:58Yes, I have made some mistakes.
34:00I have.
34:01But I have done nothing even close to the shit that you've done.
34:03Wow.
34:04Is there more?
34:05Yeah.
34:06Actually, let's not forget you leaving Macy alone in a car fucking dead.
34:09And I'm the one here apologizing?
34:10If you don't want to tell Bri, maybe I'll tell her myself.
34:19Tell her.
34:21Call her right now.
34:24You won't do it.
34:26I know you won't do it because then you won't have anything left to hold over me.
34:29And you won't have anything left to hold over Evan either.
34:39Hey, I'm still fucking mad at you about the Lucy thing.
34:56Hey, hey, hey.
34:57I'm sorry, man.
34:58I told you.
34:59You ruined my relationship with her.
35:00Do you realize that?
35:01Okay, what's going on?
35:02Did something happen?
35:03Yes, something happened.
35:04Why don't you take a seat?
35:05I'm not taking a seat.
35:06Why did you have to tell me?
35:07I thought it was the right thing to do.
35:08That's ridiculous.
35:09Are you stupid?
35:10Of course it wasn't the right thing to do.
35:11You need to calm the fuck down or get out of my house.
35:14I'm not going to talk to you while you're acting like a lunatic.
35:17What happened with Lucy?
35:33We broke up.
35:36For good.
35:39I couldn't stand the thought of you two fucking.
35:47Well, she begged me to forgive her.
35:48I just couldn't do it.
35:50Look, I'm sorry, man.
35:52I really am.
35:55But it's probably for the best.
35:58You don't need her.
36:01Okay?
36:06Okay.
36:08Okay.
36:28So, yeah.
36:29It's over.
36:30Again.
36:31But it's fine.
36:33But what happened?
36:34I don't really want to get into all of it.
36:39It was mutual.
36:41Wow.
36:42It just ended so fast.
36:44Yeah.
36:45Faster than we thought it would.
36:47How fast did you think it would end?
36:50We thought maybe like spring break.
36:55Right.
36:57I'm sorry, Lucy.
36:58No, it's...
36:59Me too.
37:00I mean, Steven is evil incarnate, but I want you to be happy.
37:06I am happy.
37:09Honestly, this is good.
37:13And I am not letting it ruin my semester.
37:30Hi.
37:31Hey.
37:32Come in.
37:33Um, thanks for coming over.
37:34Yeah, sure.
37:35What's up?
37:36Look.
37:37Of course I feel bad about Drew.
37:38I feel awful that we invited him to campus, but I've been trying not to think about it,
37:56because it's too overwhelming.
38:01I know.
38:02But I'm sorry for being so insensitive when we talked.
38:08I can't imagine how hard it's been for you trying to take care of Wrigley.
38:14Thank you for saying that.
38:20And, um, also, that other thing that you said...
38:24Oh, we don't have to talk about that.
38:26I'm actually totally fine with, um, acting like it never happened, so...
38:29No, no.
38:30I want to talk about it.
38:33When I went home for break, I thought about you.
38:36A lot.
38:37I missed you.
38:41So much shit happened last semester, and aside from the Drew thing, which is terrible,
38:52what I was most upset about was how things ended with you.
38:58And...
38:59And that's weird.
39:00Right?
39:01Like...
39:02Because it's not like we were ever best friends or anything.
39:08So, I don't know.
39:11Um...
39:13I guess maybe that means something.
39:17Yeah.
39:19It might.
39:26Okay.
39:27Um...
39:29Tell me if you think this is stupid, but...
39:32I don't know.
39:34Maybe we should, like...
39:36Kiss?
39:41Um...
39:44No, that's not stupid.
40:04I'm absorbing your thinking
40:19You...
40:23Don't know
40:25Hey, are you okay?
40:38Yeah, it's fine.
40:41Have you been crying?
40:43It's my boyfriend.
40:45We broke up.
40:47I'm sorry.
40:49He sounded like an idiot.
40:51It was my fault, actually.
40:52I hooked up with someone else.
40:55Oh.
40:58I know it's terrible, and it's also a really weird situation.
41:05Weird.
41:07How?
41:09Well, he's way older than me.
41:14He's married.
41:17Okay.
41:18Wow.
41:20It's kind of crazy how it started.
41:22It was so random.
41:24I was at this Christmas party.
41:26Him and his wife were hosting before break, and he was, like, flirting with me the whole
41:32night, and I didn't think anything of it because he's, like, married.
41:36But then he got my number, and we started texting.
41:43Are you still seeing him?
41:44All the time.
41:49Excuse me, ma'am.
41:50I'm sorry to bother you, but I think you're my 315 to 445 chaperone.
42:07Hey.
42:08Hey.
42:09All right, everyone.
42:10We're going to start today's class with a simple portraiture exercise.
42:15So grab a partner and take turns doing a series of shots.
42:19The goal is to experiment with different angles and emotions.
42:23Do you want to be my partner?
42:27Yeah, sure.
42:28Hmm?
42:29Oh, yeah, sure.
42:30Yeah.
42:31Why don't I start?
42:33Okay.
42:34I don't even know if this thing's on.
42:46Oh, just turn on.
42:47We're shooting film.
42:47Oh.
42:48That checks out, all right?
42:55You okay?
42:59No.
43:13Okay, I'll help you out.
43:14Why don't you do this one like you despise all of humanity?
43:17Okay, that's the opposite of what I asked for, but it's perfect.
43:23It's perfect.
43:24Keep it like that.
43:26Okay.
43:27Do this one like you want to kill yourself, but you haven't figured out yet how.
43:34Douse yourself in gasoline.
43:36Oh, my God.
43:38Light yourself on fire.
43:40Take a bath.
43:42With a microwave.
43:43Please be serious.
43:45Please be serious.
43:46I can't.
43:47This is, we're talking about suicide here.
43:49I need you to be serious for the, for the photo.
43:51Why are you laughing?
43:53I'm a very serious photographer now.
43:54Don't you know this?
43:55I need you.
43:56Oh, my God.
43:57I've been to sleep all day.
44:01Yeah, almost.
44:02Jesus, I slept through all my classes.
44:07I've never slept through a glass.
44:08How you feeling?
44:09How you feeling?
44:10I think I'm really upset.
44:16Yeah, this is, uh...
44:17Yeah, this is, uh...
44:18Yeah, this is, uh...
44:19Yeah, this is, uh...
44:20Yeah, this is, uh...
44:21This is bad.
44:50I've got a cup of a cans of food, filtered water and pictures of you, and I'm not coming out until this is all over.
45:03And I'm looking through the glass, where the light bends at the cracks, and I'm screaming at the top of my lungs, pretending the echoes belong to someone.
45:20Someone I used to know, when we become, silhouettes when our bodies finally go.
45:36I wanted to walk through the empty streets, and feel something constant under my feet.
45:53But all the news reports recommended that I stay indoors.
45:58Because the air outside will make ourselves divided at alarming rate.
46:05Until our shells simply cannot hold all our insides in.
46:11And that's when we'll explode.
46:13And it won't be a pretty sight.
46:21And we'll become
46:22Silhouettes when our bodies finally go.
46:32And we'll become
46:34Silhouettes when our bodies finally go.
46:41Silhouettes when our bodies both will remain
46:45Will become
46:48Silhouettes when our bodies walk up.
47:02Silhouettes when our bodies go.
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