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00:01So was he there?
00:02Yeah.
00:03They were both there.
00:06Lucy.
00:07I know you've been thinking about me.
00:09It doesn't work anymore, Steven.
00:11Chris! Guys, this is Lydia's brother.
00:13Found her half-dressed in that room,
00:15and that guy Chris just walks out of the bathroom.
00:17Hey!
00:18He acted like he got caught doing something.
00:20Maybe we should talk to somebody about this.
00:22No! Don't tell anyone about this.
00:24I didn't know you were a foster kid.
00:25Do your friends here know?
00:26They never asked.
00:27Brie broke up with me.
00:28What? Why?
00:29Because I cheated on her.
00:31My outside was drunk.
00:32How's that even possible?
00:33I'm sorry.
00:34My head's a fucking mess.
00:36Do you guys know this girl?
00:37She hooked up with my brother.
00:38She's claiming that she was, like, drugged.
00:40It's impossible for you to know what actually happened.
00:42You were not there.
00:43We can be friends because we like each other,
00:45not just because we worry about each other.
00:48Right?
00:49Yeah.
00:50Baird dropped Katie's assault case against Chris.
00:53They said that there wasn't enough evidence.
00:55Fucking crazy how girls can just lie about shit like that.
00:58Katie wasn't lying.
00:59He did the exact same thing to me.
01:01You want to make peace with your brother
01:02while getting back together with the girl
01:03who wrote the letter that ruined his life?
01:05How are you so sure that people wrote it?
01:07I ruined my brother's life.
01:08I think there's something wrong with me.
01:10We're gonna fix this.
01:11Do you think I am a bad person?
01:13Yes.
01:14But you still loved me.
01:15I know all of the worst things about you.
01:18And I still love you.
01:19You've been the biggest thing in my life for almost four years.
01:23I just don't think I feel the same way anymore.
01:26Here's the thing, Brie.
01:27I wasn't entirely honest with you about our marriage.
01:30So did Marianne know about us?
01:33Yes.
01:34Hey, thanks for coming.
01:39Diana wouldn't really take no for an answer.
01:41Drew, come on, wake up, buddy.
01:43Fuck, fuck.
01:44Hey, hey, come on, come on!
01:45Somebody help!
01:46Wrigley, it's not your fault.
01:47Whose fault is it then?
01:48I mean, I'm the one who gave him the pills,
01:50and I'm the one who ruined his life.
01:52I have to tell Wrigley.
01:53I have to tell him that you're-
01:54It's crazy.
01:55You can't throw yourself under the bus like that.
01:57Hey, Wrigley, I have to tell you something.
02:00No, it's about me.
02:01It's about the letter last year.
02:02I wrote the letter.
02:03The one that got Drew in trouble, that was me.
02:05I'm so sorry.
02:07Why?
02:08Leave fit.
02:09With your phenomenal LSAT score and this admissions essay,
02:12I'd say you have a perfect shot at Yale early admission.
02:15Hmm.
02:16How did Steven take the breakup?
02:17He'll be all right.
02:18Yeah, Steven, I had to make him think it was his idea.
02:21I know about this older guy that Brie's been seeing.
02:23Who is he?
02:24It's over now anyway.
02:25It's done.
02:26That's really good.
02:27I've been so worried about her.
02:28Yeah, it really fucked her up.
02:29You know it was all our fault, right?
02:31I'd have to tell you something.
02:33When I cheated on Brie last year, I thought you two were over.
02:36Where's Steven?
02:37Kind of scary when you don't know where he is.
02:40I'm just trying to make sense of everything.
02:43Last summer, when he cheated on Brie, that was with Lucy.
02:46That's where his aunt?
02:47Yeah.
02:48I'm so sorry.
02:49I'm so sorry.
02:50That was under.
02:51I thought-
03:05I'm so sorry for that.
03:06But I'd just give the heavenly story through little homophob времени.
03:09I know it's, too.
03:11There's lots of stuff like it.
03:12How are you feeling?
03:34Excited.
03:35Yeah.
03:36Yeah.
03:40Hey, you haven't heard from Stephen today, have you?
03:42I literally make it my life's mission to never hear from Stephen.
03:46Right.
03:49I just, um, I don't think he's here.
03:53That's weird, right?
03:55It's just kind of weird.
04:00Have you been talking to him again?
04:01No.
04:05What do you mean by talking?
04:06Jesus Christ, Lucy.
04:08No, nothing's happening.
04:09Nothing's happening, okay?
04:10I just, I wasn't sure where he was.
04:12Lucy, you ruined your life sophomore year.
04:16Do you not remember that?
04:21You barely came back from that.
04:27I know.
04:28I'm sorry.
04:28You ready?
04:45I know.
04:45I know.
04:45I know.
04:45I know.
04:46I know.
04:46I know.
04:47I know.
04:47Breathe.
05:12Hey.
05:13Hey, what's up?
05:17I'm a terrible person.
05:23What are you talking about?
05:25I am.
05:27I promise.
05:29I'm probably the worst person you know.
05:47Beep.
05:49Beep.
05:51Beep.
05:53Beep.
05:55Beep.
05:57Beep.
05:59Beep.
06:01Beep.
06:03Beep.
06:05Beep.
06:07I hate your arm.
06:09I know.
06:11But it's time for school.
06:13You're on.
06:15You're on.
06:17How long's the drive back to campus?
06:19Uh, an hour if a normal person's driving, but with my mom, like 40 minutes.
06:25Beep.
06:27Thank you for letting me stay here.
06:29It was honestly one of the nicer Christmas breaks I've had.
06:31Considering everything.
06:33Come here.
06:34I'm so glad you were here.
06:35Aw.
06:36Really.
06:37I love you.
06:38I love you.
06:39We have to go back.
06:40There's just...
06:41There's no way things are gonna feel normal again.
06:43Or they'll feel really normal.
06:45And that'll be even weirder.
06:51I hope Wrigley's doing okay.
06:53Beep hasn't said much about how he's doing.
07:09You don't have to get so secretive every time he texts you.
07:13I just know how you feel about him.
07:16Yeah, but I'm not gonna tell you what to do.
07:18Besides, I made equally psychotic decisions last semester, so I can't really judge.
07:24Not that I'm calling your decision psychotic.
07:26I mean, it might be psychotic.
07:28It is.
07:29Getting back together with Steven is psychotic.
07:31But I love you, so I'm keeping my mouth shut.
07:36As long as he doesn't fuck around again.
07:39I don't know.
07:41Steven and I know each other so well.
07:43I...
07:44I don't think he can really surprise me at this point.
07:48Which I guess is comforting.
07:51I don't know.
07:52Does that make any sense?
07:53I just...
07:55I just really feel like things are gonna be different this time.
08:06Oh, hey.
08:07Hey.
08:08How was Santa Barbara?
08:09Warmer than here.
08:10Yeah, I know.
08:11I'm sure.
08:12Thanks for letting me crash.
08:13This place is so nice.
08:15Yeah, yeah, of course.
08:16Glad I could help.
08:17Had to get out of my brother's house.
08:19Fucking nightmare.
08:21You didn't see your mom at all?
08:22Uh, no.
08:23Still...
08:24Banished.
08:25Sorry, man.
08:26That's all right.
08:27Have you seen Wrigley yet?
08:28Nope.
08:29We've been...
08:30Texting.
08:31I feel bad for him.
08:32Yeah.
08:33Me too.
08:34He's moving into a new dorm.
08:35He's moving into a new dorm.
08:36I'm sorry.
08:37I'm sorry.
08:38I'm sorry.
08:39I'm sorry.
08:40I'm sorry.
08:41I'm sorry.
08:42I'm sorry.
08:43I'm sorry.
08:44I'm sorry.
08:45I'm sorry.
08:46I'm sorry.
08:47I'm sorry.
08:48I'm sorry.
08:49He's moving into a new dorm today.
08:52But you two aren't rooming together?
08:54No.
08:55He doesn't want the reminder.
08:58Everything that happened in our room.
09:02Hey, uh...
09:04Are you and I good?
09:06After the other stuff?
09:15Uh, honestly, it's been rough
09:17thinking about you and Lucy together.
09:19It's not good.
09:20I hate it.
09:22I'm sorry, man.
09:23But the reality is I still want to be with her.
09:26So I just have to try to get over it.
09:28Unless I want to blow everything up again.
09:29And I don't want to do that.
09:33So, yeah. That's where I'm at.
09:34Are you gonna talk to her about it?
09:37I don't think so.
09:38Unless she wants to tell me herself.
09:42Well, that means a lot to me.
09:45That you're willing to get past it.
09:47I mean, I'll do my best.
09:53I'm gonna go see her right now.
09:55Thank you again.
09:56Seriously, for letting me stay.
09:57Really.
09:58Yeah.
09:59Means a lot.
10:00Oh, I left some dishes in the sink.
10:01I can wash them quickly.
10:02No, it's fine.
10:03I don't mind.
10:04Really?
10:05Yeah.
10:06Appreciate that.
10:07Thanks, man.
10:37You sure you don't want me to come with you to your room first?
10:39No.
10:40Go see the girls.
10:41I'm fine.
10:42Yeah, I can see them later.
10:43It's okay.
10:44I'm not gonna throw myself off the roof.
10:45These buildings aren't even that tall.
10:46Wrigley.
10:49I'm joking.
10:50I'm joking.
10:55Um...
10:58Thanks for taking care of me the last few weeks.
11:01You don't need to keep thanking me.
11:03I love you.
11:04I wanted to be there.
11:07I love you too.
11:16Yeah.
11:17Okay.
11:18Okay.
11:21See ya.
11:22Okay.
11:36Hey.
11:37Hey.
11:38Hey.
11:39Hey.
11:40Hey.
11:41Hey.
11:42Hey.
11:43Hey.
11:44Hey.
11:45Hey.
11:46Oh, my God.
11:47Hey.
11:48Hey.
11:49Hey.
11:50Hey.
11:51Hey.
11:52Hi.
11:53Hey.
11:54Hey.
11:55Hey.
11:56Hey.
11:57Hey.
11:58How was it?
11:59Is Wrigley okay?
12:00Um...
12:02Honestly, it was as bad as you think it would be.
12:04Like, uh, deeply...
12:07Deeply awful.
12:08I'm so sorry.
12:10Me too.
12:11We were worried when we didn't hear from you much.
12:13I'm just so tired.
12:15I mean, I'm glad that I could be there for him,
12:17but I feel like I got hit by a truck.
12:21Do you feel happy to be back together, though?
12:23Yeah.
12:24Yeah, of course.
12:25I mean, we broke up for stupid reasons.
12:27Yeah.
12:28He really doesn't want a lot of sad attention,
12:30so just try to treat him normally tonight.
12:33Yeah.
12:34If you can.
12:35Of course.
12:36How about you?
12:37Have you heard from the elderly man?
12:39No.
12:40No.
12:41I'm honestly just pretending that Oliver was, like,
12:43a figment of my imagination
12:44and praying that I never run into him.
12:46So you're okay, then?
12:48No.
12:49I feel like I'm dead inside.
12:50Right.
12:52If last semester wasn't rock bottom,
12:53I'm gonna be so pissed.
12:58Hey.
12:59Sorry to interrupt.
13:00Hey.
13:01I went to your room, but I heard your voice in there.
13:03Sorry.
13:04No.
13:05That's...
13:06Yeah.
13:07It's okay.
13:08Hi.
13:11You guys have a good break?
13:13Mm-hmm.
13:17I'm gonna go to my room for a bit, okay?
13:21I'll come pre-game later.
13:22Bye.
13:23Bye.
13:27That is so dark.
13:37Hi.
13:39Hi.
13:40Bye.
14:05Are we bad friends for not intervening, though?
14:07I don't know what we could say that she hasn't heard before.
14:11It'll be our restroom break, anyway.
14:12It's, like, two months away.
14:14You think it'll take that long?
14:15I mean, this campus is quite obviously cursed,
14:18so...
14:19Yeah, I think it's a possibility.
14:31Happy New Year.
14:32Happy New Year.
14:36Are you okay?
14:38I think that was, like, worst-case scenario, right?
14:48My friends think I'm crazy.
14:53I don't care, though.
14:54I mean, I care, but...
14:57this just feels so good.
14:59Did you miss me?
15:01A lot.
15:05But we have to be nice to each other this time.
15:09I know.
15:11I was talking to Bree, and I...
15:13I just keep saying it's gonna be different.
15:17It will be.
15:18It will be.
15:20Yeah.
15:27It seems like you and Bree have gotten really close.
15:31Yeah, we've always been close.
15:34Oh, yeah, I know.
15:39What?
15:41Nothing.
15:46You can tell Bree not to worry.
15:50And Pippa?
15:52And Pippa, yeah.
15:54Okay.
15:55And my mom?
15:57And everyone, yeah.
15:58I think my mom sent flowers to your house.
16:13Yeah, I know.
16:14She sent a lot of flowers.
16:17You gotta let me know if you need anything, man.
16:18I know I'm here for you.
16:19Can I have a beer?
16:21Uh, yeah.
16:22Yeah, sure.
16:23Wrigley.
16:24You would've been so cute in the 70s.
16:26Hey, Wrigley.
16:27Yeah.
16:32How was your break?
16:33It was nice.
16:36She stayed with Lucy.
16:37They were together the whole time.
16:39So cute.
16:41No, it was. It was cute.
16:43How was your break?
16:46Uh, fine.
16:47Yeah.
16:48You must be excited to graduate.
16:49Do you know what you're gonna do?
16:51Not really.
16:52Uh, my dad wants me to work for him in Santa Barbara, but I may go to New York trying to get a finance job.
16:58I don't know.
16:59Wait, why, why finance?
17:01Uh, because I'm a finance major.
17:03You are?
17:05Yeah.
17:06No, I, I, sorry.
17:07I just never thought of you as having a major.
17:11You've got time to figure stuff out.
17:13Don't, don't stress.
17:14Oh, yeah.
17:15Yeah.
17:16Like three months.
17:19Hey, guys!
17:20God, you guys look so good.
17:23Hey!
17:25Hi.
17:26Come here.
17:28How long have you guys been here?
17:29Oh, my God.
17:30I've been thinking about you.
17:31Are you okay?
17:33Yeah, yeah, yeah.
17:34I'm fine.
17:35I haven't told anybody.
17:37I swear, okay?
17:39Let's go, let's go get some better drinks.
17:41Okay.
17:42How are you?
17:43I'm all right.
17:44How about you?
17:46I'm so good.
17:48You guys do make a cute couple.
17:51Oh, no, no.
17:52No, no, no, no, no.
17:53We're just friends.
17:54Molly.
17:55Are you on drugs?
17:56Yes, I am.
17:57Yeah, okay.
17:58I want them.
17:59I want the drugs that make Molly nice to Evan.
18:00What are they?
18:01Molly.
18:02Wrigley.
18:03No, it's MDMA.
18:04I got it from, like, grad student.
18:05Do you want his number?
18:06Yes, immediately.
18:07Have you ever done MDMA?
18:08No.
18:09But it looks kind of amazing.
18:10It's ringing.
18:12He says he's in a blue Honda.
18:13Wait, wait, wait.
18:14We don't need to all go.
18:15Why not?
18:17He's not gonna let four people into his car and we look like nerds.
18:34Wrigley and I go then.
18:36And I'm free.
18:38How do we go?
18:40No, Peppa and I should go.
18:44We'll get a better price.
18:46Why?
18:48Because we're girls.
18:51And we're pretty.
19:10So do you, like, um, go to school here?
19:17Uh-huh.
19:18Cool.
19:20Cool.
19:22Yeah, we do, too.
19:25Six pills.
19:27That's 120.
19:28Okay.
19:37Thanks.
19:40We never know how to talk to drug dealers.
19:48Have we bought weed from him before?
19:49I don't think so.
19:50Why?
19:51He seemed really familiar to me.
19:57We're sure this is the same stuff that Molly took.
19:59Yeah, that's what she said.
20:04It could be fun doing it together.
20:10I'll be right back.
20:20I'll be right back.
20:20Hey.
20:44Hey. Oh, hi. Hey. How are you? How's Christmas? Um, kind of weird. I spent it with Wrigley
20:59and his family. Oh, wow. How is he? He's trying. So you guys are doing holidays together because
21:13you're friends or? No. We are back together. That's great. I'm really glad he has someone.
21:27I've been worried about him. Yeah, we're actually about to do a bunch of Molly in a minute, so
21:37I think that might cheer him up. But Wrigley's going to do MDMA, like the drug that depletes
21:45all of your serotonin? Is that what it does? Yeah, that's a really bad idea. He's going
21:51to have a terrible come down. You should not let him do that. I'm not in charge of him.
21:54Like, it wasn't my idea. Everyone wanted to do it. It was everyone. Like Bree and Evan
22:00and Lucy and, um, Stephen. Right. So lots of sound judgment going on. Hey, why are you
22:11being like this? No, you're right. Um, you should do whatever. I'm just, I'm just so done hearing
22:20about that group of people. Okay. Cool. Have a good night, Diana.
22:43Okay. How long does it take to kick in? Um, like, like an hour. Okay.
23:05I think maybe we shouldn't do it. It'll be fun. No, I think it's probably not a good idea
23:10for you, considering everything. I'll be fine. I, I've done it before. No, but you
23:15might have like a really bad come down and I don't want it to fuck with your head right
23:18now. My head's already fucked with it. I don't need you telling me what to do.
23:28Sorry. No, it's okay. No, I, I'm, I'm sorry. I, I, uh, I just, I want to have a good night.
23:35Yeah, I get it. Honestly, I'm just really tired. I think I need to sleep.
23:42Oh, don't do that. No, hey, I'm not mad. I'm genuinely tired.
23:48Um, you should stay. Are you sure? Yeah. Maybe just consider sticking to drinking.
23:56Okay. Hey. Hi. Um, I, I'm just so tired, so I'm, I'm gonna go home. Okay. Okay. Please
24:11take care of quickly for me. Yeah. I love you. Bye. Love you. Bye. See you. Bye. Have fun. Bye.
24:18Bye. I already took mine. I used to write. I used to write letters. I used to sell my name.
24:33I used to sleep at night. Before the flashing lights. It'll deepen my brain. But by the time
24:43we met. By the time we met. By the time we met. By the time we met. The times had already
24:49changed. So I never wrote a letter. I never took my true heart. I never wrote it down. So when
25:08the lights cut out. I was lost standing in the wilderness. Down, down. Now our lives
25:20are changing fast. Now our lives are changing fast. Hope there's something pure can last. Hope there's
25:31something pure can last. Hope there's something pure can last. And it seems strange. How we
25:39used to wait for letters to arrive. But what's strange is still. It's how something so small
25:49could not do that. How we used to work for letters to arrive. I never wrote a letter. I never wrote a
25:59verb for letters to arrive. And I never wrote a letter. I had already opened it down. So I just
26:01found it out. It was the hardest thing I used to write. And it seems strange. How we used to
26:04work for letters to arrive. And I was also aware of my life. But the times had already learned
26:05I hope there's something pure I can last
26:09You can wait
26:15You can wait
26:19You can wait
26:23Hi
26:24Hi
26:25Liz, let's go home
26:29I just want to be at home with you
26:33You do?
26:34Yeah, I'm really bad
26:35Okay
26:36Let me just go say bye to pretty
26:39I love you
26:50Seriously
26:52Okay
26:53Yeah, cool
26:54Oh, oh
26:55Hey
27:17You smoke?
27:22Yeah, I do
27:23You feeling good?
27:27Mm-hmm
27:27Are you?
27:29Nah, I'm not really feeling anything
27:30You're not
27:31You're not
27:31I feel like there are waves inside of me
27:36Yeah
27:37Definitely not feeling that
27:39Well, maybe it'll just take longer
27:44Because you're so big
27:45It might not work on me
27:48Maybe I just don't have enough of the happy chemicals in my brain anymore
27:52That's kind of sad
27:55Yeah, kind of
28:01I think I'm gonna go home
28:05Uh, okay
28:06Okay
28:06Okay
28:06Good night
28:08Good night
28:09Uh, hey
28:19I can't let you walk home by yourself
28:22I'll walk with you
28:23Thanks
28:27Yeah
28:28Oh, wow
28:37Wow
28:42Yep
28:44Could we just sit for a minute?
28:47I really just want to take it all in
28:50Uh, okay
28:52Okay
28:55How was your Christmas?
29:10It was horrific
29:11Horrific?
29:13Yeah
29:13Lucy's house was nice
29:14But I had an affair with a married 45-year-old last semester
29:17And it really fucked me up
29:18What?
29:19Yeah
29:2045
29:21This sounds like a really big gossip
29:23How have I not heard this?
29:24Because your brother died
29:26I'm sorry
29:31No, you're
29:32I'm sorry
29:37No, no
29:37You make a good point
29:38You make a good point
29:39What?
29:40This guy was
29:40This guy was married?
29:42Yeah
29:42Oh
29:43Oh
29:44Did you really like him?
29:46Oh my god
29:47I loved him
29:47Oh god
29:49I know
29:49And you probably thought he was gonna leave his marriage for you, right?
29:52I mean, I never said it out loud
29:53But kind of, yeah
29:54Yeah
29:55Yeah
29:55How are your parents doing?
30:00I'm sorry
30:01What?
30:02It was such a sharp pivot
30:04I just felt like I had to ask something more serious
30:07I know
30:08I know, I know, I know
30:09Sorry
30:10You really got in there
30:11Um
30:12I know
30:14It's weird
30:16They
30:16They say
30:18That they don't blame me
30:21For what happened
30:22But um
30:23They look at me
30:24Differently
30:26Something in their faces
30:27Um
30:28It just kind of feels like I had
30:30I had lost my whole family
30:32Not just
30:33Not just Drew
30:33I'm sorry
30:36Eh
30:38Kind of just
30:40Feels like I'm solo
30:41I get that feeling
30:45Well, you and your parents
30:48You don't talk at all, right?
30:49No
30:49Yeah
30:50My mom was just way too young
30:52To have a kid
30:53My
30:54My parents
30:56Had me pretty young, too
30:57They had me basically
30:58Straight out of college
30:59Yeah
31:00I mean
31:02My mom was
31:04Like 14 when she had me
31:0714?
31:10Like 1-4?
31:11Yeah
31:12Oh
31:13Yeah
31:15What about
31:15What about your dad?
31:18I don't know anything about him
31:20Other than that he was way too old
31:23To have sex with a 14-year-old
31:25So
31:28I'm really sorry you had to deal with all that
31:33It's okay
31:35You're dealing with a lot of shit, too
31:39Yeah
31:41I just wish people would stop suffocating me about it
31:46Or telling me that it'll get better
31:48Don't say anything else
31:50Don't tell me that it'll get better
31:52I know
31:53Yeah
31:55I for sure wouldn't say that to you
31:58I mean
32:01It definitely might not get better
32:05Honestly
32:08It probably won't
32:10Thank you
32:15You're welcome
32:18You're welcome
32:18What?
32:28Oh
32:28Okay
32:30Yeah
32:32I feel like the MDMA is
32:33You know
32:34Working now
32:35Oh good
32:38I'm so happy for you
32:39Oh
32:40Thank you
32:40This is huge
32:41This is huge
32:42I feel so good
33:01Me too
33:03Me too
33:03Yeah
33:04Yeah
33:04Yeah
33:04What?
33:07What?
33:09I want us to be completely honest with each other from now on
33:12Yes
33:14Like no secrets
33:16Like anything we're afraid to tell each other
33:18We should say it
33:20You can tell me anything
33:21Okay
33:22Anything
33:22What about you though?
33:25Is there anything you haven't told me before or anything you don't feel good about?
33:30I mean I think I feel like maybe shame about some things
33:35Okay
33:36Yeah
33:36That's okay
33:37Yeah
33:38Like what?
33:38I mean they're not like specific things
33:40They're just more like feelings about myself
33:43You know
33:45Yeah
33:45Yeah
33:47Like what?
33:49I don't know
33:50Okay focus though
33:52Is this stuff to do with other guys?
33:55Not really
33:56Maybe some of it
33:57Okay like what?
33:59You don't want to hear that stuff
34:00I do
34:02There's literally nothing you can't tell me
34:05Really?
34:07Yeah
34:08Okay
34:11There was this one time
34:17Are you sure you don't mind hearing this?
34:22You can tell me
34:23Okay there was this one time
34:28I was arguing with Leo
34:32And I wanted him to like
34:37Be more aggressive with me
34:41And I was in a weird place
34:44And I put his hand on my throat
34:47And it was like I disgusted him
34:51And sometimes I think about that moment
34:55And I feel like
34:58Maybe there's something disgusting about me
35:02Okay
35:07Okay
35:07That's not a big deal
35:08Leo's a fucking prude
35:09Okay
35:12Come on
35:13There has to be more
35:14More what?
35:15Anything
35:16You know all my secrets
35:18Have you ever been attracted to any of my friends?
35:19No
35:20It's okay
35:21It's okay if you have
35:22No
35:23I'm attracted to your friends
35:25I think Bri's really beautiful
35:26I mean
35:27Yeah
35:29She is really beautiful
35:31She is really beautiful
35:32Yeah
35:32Who knows
35:33If I had met her first
35:34I might have been
35:35I might have gone after her
35:36And Pippa too
35:36Pippa's really hot
35:38Wait
35:38Why are you telling me this?
35:39Because
35:39It's safe
35:41You need to know that
35:42I do know that
35:44I do know that
35:46So tell me
35:50Steven there's nothing I'm not telling you
35:55Nothing
35:59Okay
36:03Okay
36:05I'm tired
36:10We will
36:18No no
36:20No no no
36:21I'm way too high to go to sleep right now
36:23I'm sorry
36:24I'm exhausted
36:40I'm sorry
36:41I'm sorry
36:42I'm sorry
36:43I'm sorry
36:44I'm sorry
36:45I'm sorry
36:46I'm sorry
36:47I'm sorry
36:48I'm sorry
36:49I'm sorry
36:50I'm sorry
36:51I'm sorry
36:52I'm sorry
36:53I'm sorry
36:54I'm sorry
36:55I'm sorry
36:56I'm sorry
36:57I'm sorry
36:58I'm sorry
36:59I'm sorry
37:00I'm sorry
37:01I'm sorry
37:02I'm sorry
37:03I'm sorry
37:04I'm sorry
37:05I'm sorry
37:06I'm sorry
37:07I'm sorry
37:08I'm sorry
37:09All right, hey.
37:33I think we might have passed out.
37:34Yeah, it seems like more of a fact than anything else.
37:44I should get home.
37:48Oh.
37:48MDMA's pretty intense, huh?
37:50Yeah.
37:55This wasn't weird that this happened.
37:58We just fell asleep.
38:00No.
38:01We were on drugs.
38:02I was walking you home.
38:04Exactly.
38:05Yeah, exactly.
38:10Maybe we just don't mention it to people, though,
38:12in case it might accidentally sound like something was weird.
38:15Yeah, I think that's smart.
38:16Okay.
38:17That's a good move.
38:22We should probably walk back separately, then.
38:24Yeah.
38:27Mm-hmm.
38:28Okay.
38:29Okay, well, I'll just, uh, you go ahead and go first.
38:31Yeah, all right.
38:32Hang out.
38:32Cool.
38:33All right, bye.
38:34Yeah?
38:35Okay.
38:36Bye.
38:48Yeah.
38:48Okay.
38:49Bye.
38:49Bye.
38:50Bye.
38:51Bye.
39:01Bye.
39:02Bye.
39:02Hey, this is Steven.
39:15Leave a message.
39:19Hi.
39:20Hi.
39:21Are you alive?
39:23Yeah, come in.
39:27God, last night was insane.
39:29I know.
39:30I fell asleep outside.
39:33What? Where?
39:35A bus stop?
39:41What?
39:42My advisor just emailed me asking to meet her in the dean's office.
39:47How can I already be in trouble?
39:49I'm sure you're not. You haven't done anything.
39:55Oh, shit.
39:58What?
39:59Oliver's car.
40:00No, no, no, no. You don't think he'd report us?
40:03I don't know.
40:04No, why would they only be emailing me then?
40:06Well, call Pippa. See if she got anything.
40:08Okay.
40:21Hi.
40:26Can I come in?
40:27I really don't appreciate you guilting me last night.
40:33Oh, how did I guilt you?
40:35Lecture me about Wrigley doing drugs. Like, it's my fault.
40:37I wasn't trying to lecture you. I was just worried about him.
40:40You think I'm not worried about him? I've been taking care of him for weeks, okay? By myself. You have no idea how hard it's been.
40:45Okay, well, maybe you shouldn't be the only person he's leaning on.
40:48Well, it's kind of my responsibility.
40:50Why?
40:50Do you not feel guilty at all? Guilty about what?
40:56You and I both convinced Drew to come back to campus. We did that together.
41:02I'm sorry, but I'm not taking that on. What happened to Drew was terrible, but it was not our fault.
41:07Is that why you got back together with Wrigley? You feel guilty?
41:14No. No, of course not, okay? You don't need to worry about my relationship with him, okay?
41:19Yeah, trust me, I'm not. I love Wrigley, but I'm delighted not to think about any of those people anymore.
41:25They're all fucking toxic. I mean, look at you. Second day back on campus, look how you're acting.
41:30You are so judgmental, always.
41:32Always? Yes.
41:33Really?
41:34Yes! You're always judging me. You judge me about how I handled the Chris stuff, my relationship with Lucy, basically all of my decisions.
41:41Wow, you've got a whole list. Sounds like I've really been on your mind.
41:43Yeah, you have.
41:44Well, I find that a bit weird, since I'm sure there are other people who've been much worse to you.
41:48Well, then I guess I'm being weird.
41:49Okay, then stop.
41:50Well, I'm trying.
41:50I don't even know what we're talking about right now.
41:52We're talking about the fact that you're on my fucking mind all of the time, your judgments and your little comments.
41:58And I don't think that I should care about you this much. I don't think it's normal.
42:01I think actually it's a problem, especially because I have a boyfriend.
42:13I don't know what to say to that.
42:22I don't know what to say to that.
42:52Okay. I'm good.
42:57I'm sorry. I can't.
42:59Ow.
43:01I think drugs are bad.
43:05Hey.
43:06Hi.
43:07You want something to eat?
43:08No.
43:09I'm a mess.
43:18No, you're not. You're just having to calm down.
43:23Or is it other stuff?
43:24We don't have to talk about it.
43:29Not with the shit you're dealing with.
43:31I would rather talk about anything other than the shit I'm dealing with.
43:34My dad just keeps calling me nonstop.
43:37He wants me to have a plan for after graduation, but I don't have a fucking idea what I want to do.
43:42A lot of people don't know what they want to do right away.
43:44When Brie asked me about it last night, I just felt stupid that I didn't have a better answer for her.
43:51Something about her opinion just matters more than anyone else's.
43:55I know you don't know her that well, but if you did, you know what I mean.
44:02Yeah, she's a cool girl.
44:06Can't believe she had a thing with a married guy.
44:08He was married?
44:10The old guy?
44:11Oh, God.
44:12I'm sorry.
44:13I thought you knew that part.
44:15It was sort of repeated to me like something everyone knew.
44:17I'm sorry.
44:18I didn't mean to make it worse.
44:20It's fine.
44:21I spend every day for the last month obsessing over it.
44:23It can't really get any worse.
44:27Well, look, about the graduation stuff.
44:29What, uh, you know, you could set up some interviews, see what your options are.
44:35Yeah, I was going to meet a couple professors later.
44:38If I could survive this hangover.
44:40Good.
44:41That's good.
44:42Okay, yeah.
44:43They'll be more helpful than me.
44:44I'm useless at this stuff.
44:53You'll be fine.
44:57Call me after.
44:59Okay.
45:05It's going to be cold.
45:10It'll be a little bit later.
45:13All right.
45:36Yeah.
46:06Come in.
46:25Evan. Hi.
46:27Hey, Professor. Can I come in?
46:30Yeah, sure. You're in tomorrow's lecture, right?
46:33Yeah, right. I am.
46:34But I had a question about something else.
46:36All right.
46:40So, I'm just trying to decide what I want to do after graduation.
46:52Sorry, I'm not hearing a specific question.
46:54Sorry. Yeah, sorry.
46:56I guess I'm just trying to figure out what some of my options are as a finance major.
47:03So, you're asking me what career paths pertain to a degree in finance?
47:07No, no, no.
47:09More like which ones I'd enjoy, in your opinion.
47:14Well, um, I don't know. What do you enjoy about finance?
47:22Math.
47:24The math?
47:26Yeah.
47:26Okay.
47:27Okay.
47:28So, you don't know what you want to do, but you want me to tell you what you want to do.
47:32No, I just thought that we were in class together. You might know...
47:35Listen, Evan, I'm more than happy to have a conversation about your future, but it seems like you need to do some more thinking on your own first.
47:40And, um, possibly drink some electrolytes.
47:48Right. I'm sorry. You're right. Um, I didn't mean to waste your time.
47:55It's fine. I'll see you tomorrow.
48:04Lucy, I brought your advisor in to help us discuss this, as it's quite sensitive.
48:09But first, we want you to know that this is a safe space, okay?
48:15Okay.
48:18Do you know a student named Chris Montgomery?
48:22Uh, yeah. Yeah, I know Chris.
48:26Chris's parents made a complaint.
48:28Apparently, you made an accusation about Chris sexually assaulting you, which he is strongly denying.
48:34Now, obviously, we take this very seriously.
48:37So, if there is something that you would like to discuss with us, you can.
48:41Um, yeah, it's-it's not something I want to talk about. It's over.
48:49But, Lucy, did you make this allegation?
48:52Am-am I in trouble?
48:53Of course not, but if it's true, it's the kind of thing that would require an official report.
48:57I mean, I might have had a private conversation with my friends, but that's all.
49:02I'm-I'm not making a report, and I-and I'm not escalating anything.
49:05I really don't want this to become a thing. Please. Please.
49:11Well, know that you can talk to us if you change your mind.
49:13Okay. Thank you. I understand. Uh, but I-I won't.
49:17All right. That's all.
49:19Okay. Thank you.
49:28And since it's just physical, we don't have to worry about romance, right?
49:31Hell no. Oh, we can do all my shimmy.
49:33Totally. We can multitask, you know? Use the sex to spice up otherwise doll activities.
49:38Like, I'm sorry for being a dick.
49:45No, you weren't.
49:46No, I was. I was. You've, uh, I was.
49:51And you've been amazing. You're the only thing keeping me sane right now.
49:54And I just don't-I don't want to be the-the guy that everyone is worried about.
49:59And I-and I don't want to feel aimless like I did last semester.
50:02I just can't do it. I can't fucking do it.
50:04Okay. Okay.
50:05You just need some structure. Like, whenever I've gone through really hard shit,
50:14the only thing that's helped me is, um, keep being busy.
50:19I guess I could sign up for more classes.
50:20Yeah. Something, like, fun. Like an art class or something. I mean, you're really creative.
50:26I'm creative?
50:28I feel like you're probably really creative.
50:30I feel like you're really creative.
50:41I think you're really creative.
50:45Come in.
51:05Hey.
51:07Where did you go this morning?
51:09Sorry.
51:10I didn't feel good.
51:12Yeah, I'm not sure MDMA is the best fit for us.
51:15Yeah.
51:16I think it's less about the MDMA more about you fucking Evan last year.
51:23What?
51:27What are you talking about?
51:28You had sex with Evan.
51:30He cheated on Bree with you.
51:34Stephen, that is the craziest thing I've ever heard.
51:37He told me. I already know.
51:38He told you that? When? When did he tell you that?
51:40Before break.
51:42When I've been trying to get over it, but seeing how easily you lie about it, Lucy.
51:45Fuck.
51:46I'm sorry.
51:47I'm sorry.
51:48I'm sorry.
51:49Please.
51:49I'm...
51:50You have to believe me.
51:51Why didn't you just tell me?
51:52I...
51:52I was begging you to tell me.
51:54Because it didn't mean anything.
51:55It did not mean anything.
51:57I was wasted and we were broken up.
51:59I had to find out from him who was fucking me and me.
52:01I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
52:02Please, please, please.
52:03You have to listen to me, okay?
52:04I love you.
52:05I love you.
52:06This is something that happened so long ago.
52:09This does not have to ruin anything.
52:10Please.
52:11Please.
52:12You have to forgive me.
52:13Please.
52:13I am trying to.
52:14I don't know if I can.
52:18What...
52:18What does that mean?
52:19If you...
52:20If you can't...
52:21Are you worried about losing me or are you scared of me?
52:34I'm worried about losing you.
52:35What are you thinking?
52:48Steven, what are you going to do?
52:50I'm trying.
52:52I don't want to let this consume me.
52:57Okay.
53:02Let's just see how it goes.
53:05Okay.
53:16Brie, just talk, talk to me.
53:19What's going on?
53:25I can't tell you.
53:29Hey, are you okay?
53:35Okay.
53:36Three.
53:39Yeah.
53:40Yeah.
53:41Sorry.
53:42I'm sorry.
53:44I just had some nerves.
53:46I'm good now.
53:47I'm good.
53:49I'm ready.
53:52Okay.
54:53You can't sleep, you can't eat, there's no doubt, you're in deep, your throat is tight, you can't breathe, another kiss is all you need.
55:11You like to think that you're immune to this stuff, oh yeah.
55:15It's closer to the truth to say that you can't get enough, you know you're gonna have to face it, you're addicted to love.
55:27You see the signs, but you can't breathe, you're running at a different speed, your heart beats in double time, another kiss, and you'll be mine.
55:45The lights are on, but you're not home.
55:50Evan, do you take Bree to be your wife?
55:54I do.
55:56And Bree, do you take Evan to be your husband?
55:59And you'll be mine.
56:03Of course I do.
56:05You like to think that you're immune to this stuff, oh yeah.
56:09It's closer to the truth to say that you can't get enough, you know you're gonna have to face it, you're addicted to love.
56:23Might as well face it, you're addicted to love.
56:41Might as well think that you're addicted to love
57:11Might as well think that you're addicted to love
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