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00:00To be continued...
00:30Hey, are you and I good after the other stuff?
00:34Honestly, it's been rough thinking about you and Lucy together.
00:37I'm sorry, but the reality is I still want to be with her.
00:40Hey, guys!
00:42Molly, are you on drugs?
00:44Yes, I am.
00:45It's MDMA. I got it from this, like, grad student.
00:48Have we bought weed from them before?
00:49I don't think so. Why?
00:51You seemed really familiar to me.
00:53Kind of just feels like I'm solo.
00:55I get that feeling.
00:57You are so judgmental!
00:59Always!
01:00Sounds like I've really been on your mind.
01:01Yeah!
01:02Actually, it's a problem, especially because I have a boyfriend.
01:05Steven, there's nothing I'm not telling you.
01:07You had sex with Evan.
01:09He cheated on Brie with you.
01:11I already know.
01:12I'm sorry.
01:13I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
01:15Please, please, this does not have to ruin anything.
01:18Please, you have to forgive me. Please.
01:19I'm trying to.
01:21I don't know if I can.
01:23Let's just see how it goes.
01:27Okay.
01:27Okay.
01:27Dave, this is Steven. Leave a message.
01:48Hey, uh, I thought you were coming over, but I haven't heard from you.
02:04Um, just wanted to make sure everything's okay.
02:10Um, can you call me?
02:12Okay. Bye.
02:17Hi.
02:17Hey.
02:18Hi.
02:21You look nice.
02:26I was trying to call you.
02:28Oh, sorry.
02:29My phone's on.
02:30Silent.
02:30Oh, that's right.
02:32Oh, yeah.
02:33Look at that.
02:33No, no, Steven, you do not have to.
02:35Hey.
02:36Uh, I thought you were coming over, but I haven't heard from you.
02:40Um, just wanted to make sure everything's okay.
02:45Um, can you call me?
02:48Okay.
02:49Bye.
02:51Why do you sound so nervous?
02:53I was being dumb.
02:54You were late, and I thought something was wrong, and...
02:58It was 15 minutes late.
02:59I know.
03:00I was overthinking it, because I have our talk yesterday.
03:03What did you think I was going to do?
03:05I don't know.
03:06I'm sorry.
03:10Let's just try to have fun tonight.
03:13Okay.
03:14Yeah.
03:16Okay.
03:24I love you.
03:40How's it going?
03:45Hello.
03:45Hi.
03:47Sorry, we're late.
03:48It's my fault.
03:49It's okay.
03:49Oh, my gosh.
03:50How's it going?
03:53Great.
03:53that was so good thank you i made the work did evan come with you guys
04:08why would he come with us no i just thought that he was he didn't
04:13are you guys gonna sing uh you should definitely sing i don't know come on you're such a good
04:22voice what if you sing to me and it will be super romantic i don't know please do it hey bartenders
04:32ignore me uh do you want me to try what are you gonna do hit on him until he serves you
04:38no no that is that's not what i meant i'm kidding let's go to the other side i'll be back
04:52what do you want whatever you're in
04:56i forgot to tell you really is going to be in your photography class on monday
05:05i am yeah fundamentals of portraits or whatever the elective that we picked for you no yeah i know
05:13i just didn't know brie was going to be in it well that'll be fun yeah you'll be alarmed at
05:18how little i know about photography oh my god it will be good for you can keep an eye on you
05:22it's why i picked the class keep an eye on me yeah because i love you don't do that
05:31do what you don't need to ask people to like babysit me i didn't mean it like that well how
05:39did you mean it i just meant like she could help you with assignments and stuff
05:42do you think i'm that big of a mess no
05:46hey you're overreacting i have to go over to the bathroom
05:53listen i just thought it would be a good idea for you to be in class with people that you know
06:05why because otherwise i'm worried that you wouldn't actually go
06:09you know doing a bunch of electives isn't going to stop me from killing myself right
06:12if i wanted to kill myself i'd do it before class
06:16or while you were sleeping i'd find my moment
06:18i'm joking i'm being funny
06:26hey weren't you in my econ class last year oh no i'm a freshman oh sorry i must have mistaken
06:46me for someone else i'm brie oh amanda i'm actually just stalling in here as long as i can
06:56my friend is fighting with her boyfriend at the bar i'm sorry it's fine who are you here with
07:03well i was here with my roommate but she just left with random guys
07:09oh i hate when that happens yeah i'm just gonna head home why don't you just stay and
07:18have a drink with me and my friends really are you sure yeah yeah you can be my buffer in case they're
07:24still fighting okay okay cool
07:33you want to do a song with me oh i i do not sing i don't want to do i come on it'll be fun
07:39okay sure yeah hey guys hey it's all right hi hey well uh you guys come together i know
07:55i have no self-respect it's fine also i i don't remember anything i said to you guys when i was on
08:01mdma oh no no you were great no it was cute hey you good yeah all good
08:11uh shots yeah yes hey let's go let's go request a song evan's getting shots don't you want a shot
08:19hi guys this is amanda she's a freshman hi hey oh hey oh i only got six oh that's okay i want
08:29a cocktail anyway can i get a drink come on okay so i guess we're adopting freshmen now no i just think
08:37brie's a really nice person i think i'm gonna do a fun song
08:47through the darkest night my only chance is calling i'm so do you like your professors
08:56they're whatever right do you have any favorites not really do you want this you don't like it it's
09:06just so sugary and i'm sure it's like a million calories and i need to lose 10 pounds
09:13no you don't oh that's insane i do trust me i have gained so much weight this year and this guy i'm
09:21with i feel like he doesn't like it you're dating someone yeah it's complicated
09:36it's complicated how
09:37we've been together since high school now we're trying to do long distance he's at nyu
09:46right yeah
09:50long distance is hard it's making me kind of crazy
09:55last semester was so stressful i mean i literally binge ate every night and now i'm just trying to get
10:02back to my normal size before i see him next you're so beautiful you don't you shouldn't be thinking
10:08like that i'm sorry i i don't usually work on it like this i'm drunk right listen to me you are so
10:15beautiful you don't need to lose any weight and your boyfriend can go himself if you think so okay thanks
10:22i i think i just like haven't found my place here yet well freshman year is really hard for everyone
10:29maybe it's just different for guys my boyfriend is getting tagged in photos like every weekend and
10:36i just feel like the loser girlfriend who's all sad and homesick well let's take a photo okay okay
10:51give me your number okay and i'll send it to you and you can post it okay
10:56okay i should get home i have an early class tomorrow thanks again for the drink and for being so
11:05nice of course bye bye bye
11:11hey hey did your little friend go home she was sweet hey you and i are staying next
11:28i don't think i'm in the mood oh come on it'll be fun yeah you do it alone i don't want to do it alone i
11:32want to do it with you come on okay all right all right yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah steven
11:41sing for us
11:47i can't you don't what no you'll be fine no no no no you'll be fine steven steven do
11:53don't go breaking my heart i couldn't if i tried
12:12honey if i get restless baby you're not that guy bum bum bum bum bum bum
12:23don't go breaking my heart you take the weight off of me
12:28oh honey oh honey when you knocked on my door oh i gave you my key
12:39oh
12:57right from the start i gave you my heart
13:07i won't go breaking your heart don't go breaking my heart
13:21wow that was an emotional roller coaster yeah brie saved me thank you
13:39you didn't have to do that
13:42there you go i'll see you guys in a bit
13:52it's fine
13:55okay
13:58steven
14:01steven wait just wait look hey hey i know i know you're upset but you do not have to sabotage
14:08everything okay you think i'm sabotaging seeing you and evan in the same room picturing you together
14:14see brie happy little idiot no clue i don't know maybe i can't get over it what does that mean
14:23what do you mean what do you mean what does it mean
14:26i mean are you are you gonna tell brie is that what you're worried about are you scared of losing
14:33me or you're scared of losing brie i'm scared of losing both of you okay i love brie and i obviously
14:38love you too
14:43look at me you know i love you
14:44thank you
14:53you want to just go back to my place
14:55no let's talk tomorrow
15:08no let's talk tomorrow
15:17hey hey hey where'd you go i'm sorry i should have texted steven and i got into a stupid
15:27fight but it we don't have to get into it okay did you have fun with your new freshman she just
15:34looks so lonely i felt bad for her you just you just sensed she was lonely
15:39okay but you're gonna think i'm crazy i saw her coming out of oliver's office no was he
15:48fucking her no i'm just clinically insane and paranoid yeah i don't know i i actually felt really
15:56bad for her we started talking and she's she's really insecure i honestly don't know what's wrong
16:05with me are you still thinking about him a lot no i mean yeah obviously
16:17but it's not like i miss him you know i think i just miss having something oliver was this like
16:24exciting thing for me to focus on and now all i have is myself
16:30it's just doesn't feel like very much yeah sometimes i just
16:42i just feel really alone
16:45pre
16:50i'm just so tired of being shocked by people i care about
17:00i'm so sorry
17:09sorry sorry
17:14are you okay yeah yeah i just feel a little bit i feel a little warm
17:20okay do you feel like you might be sick i don't think so
17:23actually actually actually no i really don't feel great
17:30okay well here i have some more of this okay okay
17:39i had just like such a big fight with prickly about literally nothing he's being such a
17:43fucking asshole are you okay you look weird yeah i just i feel like my um my heart's beating really
17:51fast i just feel sort of nauseous do you want to lay down yeah okay yeah okay
18:01you know actually that's worse kind of okay i feel like my right hand's a little bit numb
18:06what or both maybe it feels like yeah it's both maybe they're just tingling a little bit or something
18:12did you eat something weird no i think i'm having a panic attack
18:16okay yeah yeah i am it's bad i usually feel like i'm gonna vomit oh trash can yeah trash can
18:24trash can there you go okay all right
18:27i feel like you need like a like a pill like a like an anxiety pill or something we could call
18:32the guy okay okay the drug dealer alex i'm sure he has some yeah hey does my tongue look like it's
18:39swelling up no it's normal you swear to god swear to god hello yeah hi is this alex yeah my friend
18:47is having like a crazy panic attack so i wanted to buy some anti-anxiety pills from you how much do
18:52you need i don't know like a couple more than that um okay yeah whatever you have i guess i can bring
18:59some in the morning that's sorry no um she needs you to come right now it's the middle of the night
19:05yeah no i know but she's super pale can you tell him that it feels like i'm about to float out of my
19:10body like through the right side of my head okay she's like really sweaty and she's saying a lot
19:15of weird shit and she can't wait so just please come now fine where are you exactly i'll text you the
19:24dorm number it's okay so do you want to take a look at her i'm not a doctor right hey you want xanax or
19:43klonopin whatever you recommend here it's 150 got a five pill minimum okay here you go
20:00here just take one tonight okay okay
20:07how long does it take to kick in maybe half an hour that long
20:13here give me your hand what here
20:21this is calming technique okay yeah i know it sounds dumb i know but it's a way to slow
20:26down your nervous system before the xanax kicks in okay
20:34and do it yourself okay okay
20:37brie brie brie didn't you show us that freshman year
20:51hey yeah you're okay yeah this just probably feels worse because of the mtma the other night like some
20:57kind of delayed come down totally yeah that's a thing right yeah it's different for everyone
21:02you took it how do you feel fine yeah i guess some people can handle
21:13shit better than others hope you feel better
21:22hi
21:27hello alex alex brie
21:43pippa gave me your number
21:44yeah i was wondering if you were gonna call
22:00brie hey hey
22:04did you have fun last night yeah it was funny
22:06What time did you get home?
22:08Uh...
22:10Not too late.
22:14I'll see you later.
22:24Morning, Evan.
22:28You all right?
22:32Do you know Bri?
22:34Uh, yeah, I think we met once or twice.
22:44Why don't you come talk to me for a sec?
22:48Come on. My office.
22:58You don't look well. Here.
23:00Get you some water.
23:02You and Bri know each other.
23:04How do you know each other?
23:06She was in my wife's class.
23:08Look, I'm not sure what the issue is,
23:10but why don't you take a seat and we can talk this through.
23:12This is awful.
23:14I think I'm gonna be sick.
23:16Well, I'd rather you weren't.
23:18Was it you?
23:20You were fucking her?
23:22I'm sure that there is an easy solution.
23:24This is not okay.
23:26You need to calm down.
23:28You're a fucking professor.
23:30All right, that is enough.
23:32Let's talk about this, okay?
23:46I'm right, though.
23:48Anna.
23:50Was it you?
23:52I'll say it again.
23:54I do not know what you're talking about.
23:58But I don't like that you're upset
24:00and I'd like to help you, if I can.
24:02You clearly really care about this girl,
24:06but maybe made some mistakes, right?
24:12Right.
24:16Well, for what it's worth,
24:18if you're trying to get back into her good graces,
24:20I think causing a big commotion
24:22and making accusations about her,
24:24that's probably the worst thing that you could do.
24:26I mean, for one,
24:30it would be extremely disruptive to her life,
24:32bringing that kind of negative attention her way.
24:35She'd never forgive you.
24:38And also, it's really not attractive.
24:43Attractive?
24:45Are you fucking serious right now?
24:47Well, isn't that important
24:48if you're trying to be in a relationship with this girl?
24:50Stop saying this girl.
24:51Her name is Bree.
24:52And you took advantage of her when we broke up
24:54and you fucked with her head.
24:55But I actually fucking care about it.
24:57Again,
24:59what you're saying isn't true,
25:00but I can see that you're hurting
25:02and I empathize.
25:04But playing the victim isn't going to get you anywhere.
25:08If she broke up with you,
25:09then you need to look at your own behavior.
25:14You're a nice person.
25:17I've seen the way you are in class.
25:18You always try to make other people feel comfortable.
25:20It's nice.
25:22But
25:23the reality is
25:26people who get what they want
25:27are the people who take what they want.
25:30And if you're too scared to do that,
25:31it doesn't mean other people will be.
25:33There is no point feeling sorry for yourself
25:35because other people aren't as well behaved as you are.
25:43I'm assuming that this isn't going to become a bigger problem.
25:45No.
25:47Good.
25:49Now, tell me that you're feeling better.
25:51And you'll see me in class on Wednesday.
25:53I'll see you in class on Wednesday.
25:54And that you're feeling better.
25:55And you'll see me in class on Wednesday.
25:57I'll see you in class on Wednesday.
26:00And that you're feeling better.
26:03Go fuck yourself.
26:04So what made you finally recognize me?
26:05It was the tapping thing.
26:06Yeah.
26:07You know, I've seen you walking around campus a bunch since we started last fall.
26:10Really?
26:11Yeah.
26:12How did you know it was me?
26:13You look exactly how you did when you were little.
26:14You should have said something.
26:15Yeah.
26:16Yeah.
26:17I don't know.
26:18I just thought you were pretending not to know me.
26:20You know, I wouldn't do that.
26:27So what made you finally recognize me?
26:29It was the tapping thing.
26:31You know, I've seen walking around campus a bunch since we started last fall.
26:33Really?
26:34Yeah.
26:35How do you know it was me?
26:37You look exactly how you did when you were little.
26:40You should have said something.
26:41Yeah.
26:42I just thought you were pretending not to know me.
26:44Yeah, I wouldn't do that.
26:46You know, you seem like you're doing really well.
26:49Do I?
26:50Yeah.
26:52Yeah, I'm glad.
26:55What are you doing at Baird?
26:57What, in addition to dealing drugs to any of your friends?
27:02No, I'm, uh, I'm getting an MA. Psychology.
27:06Really?
27:07Yeah.
27:08No way.
27:11Yeah, how long, how long has it been since we saw each other?
27:14Like, were you eight?
27:16Nine, I think.
27:18Yeah.
27:19You were about to get your learner's permit.
27:21I remember that.
27:24Yeah, I'm sorry that we didn't stay in touch, Bri.
27:27Me too.
27:29I wanted to, but I didn't know how to reach you.
27:34How's your mom doing?
27:37I don't know.
27:38Yeah, it's been a couple years.
27:41I saw her a few times in high school.
27:45You know how it is.
27:46Yeah.
27:47Yeah.
27:54Hey.
27:55Hey.
27:56Are you feeling any better?
27:58Uh, yeah.
27:59I slept.
28:00I feel like an actual person.
28:03Of course.
28:04I'm glad.
28:05I'm glad.
28:06Yeah.
28:07Can I tell you something?
28:09Yeah, yeah.
28:10Of course.
28:12So, I know that drug dealer guy, Alex.
28:17What?
28:19Yeah.
28:20What do you, what do you mean?
28:21From growing up, we were in a group home together for a while.
28:25What?
28:26That's insane.
28:27I know.
28:28That's crazy.
28:29What?
28:30Yeah.
28:31Oh, my God.
28:32Were you, were you guys close?
28:33I think so.
28:34Yeah.
28:35He was, he was nice to me.
28:37I remember that.
28:39I mean, I was so little, I barely remember anything.
28:42Mm-hmm.
28:43And, and from what I do remember, it's like I don't know what's real and what's my imagination.
28:50But I remember him being sort of protective.
28:54Protective of what?
28:55Well, you know that, that I said I was in two good homes and one bad one.
29:01Hmm.
29:02Yeah.
29:04I met Alex in the bad one.
29:12So, you know that freshman girl, Amanda?
29:14Mm-hmm.
29:15Mm-hmm.
29:16I got guilted into making more plans with her.
29:19But, I mean, that's what I get for stalking the innocent.
29:21So, it's fine.
29:27I'm so sorry you had to deal with so much bullshit, Bri.
29:32It's fine.
29:34It's not your fault.
29:35I, I should get this.
29:46Hey.
29:47We need to talk.
29:49Yeah, I agree.
29:51Right now.
29:53Okay, where do you want to meet?
29:54Come to my room.
29:56Yep.
29:57I'll see you soon.
30:00God, his tone sucks.
30:02Why do you let him talk to you like that?
30:06It's, it's complicated.
30:08He, he actually has some valid reasons to be upset.
30:15Is it worth it?
30:32Hey.
30:37Hey.
30:38Hey.
30:43I, uh, I, I've been thinking about some stuff.
30:45Me too.
30:57Um...
30:59It, it just, it feels like we're falling back into old shit.
31:04And it was supposed to be different this time.
31:08And it just, it, it doesn't feel different.
31:13I agree.
31:15It doesn't feel good.
31:19Yeah.
31:21I've tried really hard to get past this Evan thing, but I can't do it.
31:24I gave you so many chances to tell me the truth.
31:29But you didn't.
31:31I'm sorry.
31:32I've done so much to prove that I care about you.
31:34I took the fall for the fucking letter.
31:38Told all of our friends that I wrote it.
31:40I was, I was willing to ruin my, my friendship with Wrigley.
31:44For you.
31:45I know.
31:46And, and I have said thank you for that.
31:47But it doesn't go both ways.
31:48I, I don't know if you even care about me.
31:53S, Steven, that's ridiculous.
31:56Of course I care about you.
31:57I want to believe you.
32:02But I think you need to prove it.
32:08I'm really hurt.
32:09But I'd be willing to forgive you under one condition.
32:17What's, what's the condition?
32:20You have to tell Bri you fucked Evan.
32:24You do that, we can make it work.
32:30Why, um, how, how would that help anybody?
32:35Because I, I don't want there to be any more lies between us.
32:40That, that would, that would ruin my friendship with Bri.
32:43Isn't it already kind of ruined if you fucked her boyfriend?
32:45Come on.
32:46Steven, she, she would be devastated.
32:48She wouldn't forgive me.
32:49She'll be okay.
32:51Eventually.
32:52And you and I will be okay.
32:55I want to be able to forgive you.
32:56It's not forgiveness.
32:58That's punishment.
32:59You're not just punishing me.
33:00You're punishing Bri.
33:03No.
33:04No, I'm not doing that.
33:06It's that easy of a decision for you.
33:07You, you're making me choose between you and Bri.
33:10It's sick.
33:11Well, it's pretty obvious who you're choosing.
33:12Steven, you are forcing me to choose.
33:15But if, if that is what you need, then fine.
33:18Yes, I am choosing Bri.
33:22I don't understand you.
33:24Bri would never speak to you again if she knew what you did.
33:26Meanwhile, I'm here.
33:27I'm willing to forgive you after everything you've done.
33:29Everything, everything I've done?
33:31Are you fucking kidding me?
33:32What about everything you've done?
33:34You're such a fucking hypocrite.
33:36That, you, the only reason that I fucked Evan is because you left me.
33:42You walked out with Diana.
33:45You, you left me in a fucking coconut bra.
33:48A, a coconut bra.
33:49Okay?
33:50And, and that's, that's not even the worst thing.
33:53You treat everybody like shit.
33:57Yes, I have made some mistakes.
33:59I have.
34:00But I have done nothing even close to the shit that you've done.
34:03Wow.
34:04Is there more?
34:05Yeah.
34:06Actually, let's not forget you leaving Macy alone in a car fucking dead.
34:09And I'm the one here apologizing?
34:10If you don't want to tell Bri, maybe I'll tell her myself.
34:12Tell her.
34:22Call her right now.
34:25You won't do it.
34:26I know you won't do it because then you won't have anything left to hold over me.
34:30And you won't have anything left to hold over Evan either.
34:42Hey, I'm still fucking mad at you about the Lucy thing.
34:56Hey, hey, hey.
34:57I'm sorry, man.
34:58I told you.
34:59You ruined my relationship with her.
35:00Do you realize that?
35:01Okay, what's going on?
35:03Did something happen?
35:04Yes, something happened.
35:05Why don't you take a seat?
35:06I'm not taking a seat.
35:07Why did you have to tell me?
35:08I thought it was the right thing to do.
35:09That's ridiculous.
35:10Are you stupid?
35:11I'm not doing the right thing to do.
35:12You need to calm the fuck down or get out of my house.
35:14I'm not going to talk to you while you're acting like a lunatic.
35:32Now what happened with Lucy?
35:34We broke up.
35:37For good.
35:39I couldn't stand the thought of you two fucking.
35:46Well, she begged me to forgive her.
35:49I just couldn't do it.
35:51Look, I'm sorry, man.
35:54I really am.
35:57But it's probably for the best.
36:00You don't need her.
36:01You don't need her.
36:02Okay?
36:03Okay.
36:04Okay.
36:05Okay?
36:06Okay.
36:07Okay.
36:08Okay.
36:12So, yeah, it's over again.
36:30Um, but it's fine.
36:33But what happened?
36:34I don't really want to get into all of it.
36:37It was mutual.
36:41Wow.
36:42It just ended so fast.
36:44Yeah, faster than we thought it would.
36:47How fast did you think it would end?
36:50We thought maybe like spring break.
36:54Right.
36:55I'm sorry, Lucy.
36:56No, it's...
36:57Me too.
36:58I mean, Steven is evil incarnate, but I want you to be happy.
37:02I am happy.
37:04Honestly, this is good.
37:09And I am not letting it ruin my semester.
37:32Hi.
37:33Hey.
37:34Come in.
37:35Um, thanks for coming over.
37:36Yeah, sure.
37:37What's up?
37:38Look.
37:39Of course I feel bad about Drew.
37:41I feel awful that we invited him to campus, but I've been trying not to think about it
37:56because it's too overwhelming.
37:59I know.
38:02But I'm sorry for being so insensitive when we talked.
38:08I can't imagine how hard it's been for you trying to take care of Wrigley.
38:14Thank you for saying that.
38:20And also, that other thing that you said...
38:24Oh, we don't have to talk about that.
38:26I'm actually totally fine with acting like it never happened, so...
38:29No, no.
38:30I want to talk about it.
38:31When I went home for break, I thought about you.
38:36A lot.
38:37I missed you.
38:41So much shit happened last semester.
38:46And aside from the Drew thing, which is terrible, what I was most upset about was how things ended with you.
38:58And...
38:59And that's weird.
39:00Right?
39:01Like...
39:02Like...
39:03Because it's not like we were ever best friends or anything.
39:08So...
39:09I don't know.
39:11Um...
39:12I guess maybe that means something.
39:15Yeah.
39:16It might.
39:17Yeah.
39:18It might.
39:27Okay.
39:28Um...
39:29Tell me if you think this is stupid, but...
39:33I don't know.
39:34Maybe we should, like...
39:37Kiss?
39:38Um...
39:39No.
39:40That's not stupid.
39:41Um...
39:42No.
39:43That's not stupid.
39:45No.
39:46That's not stupid.
40:15You...
40:20Don't know.
40:22You...
40:23Don't know.
40:24You...
40:25Don't know.
40:26The cold is real good.
40:27You...
40:28Don't know.
40:35Hey.
40:36Are you okay?
40:37Yeah.
40:38It's fine.
40:41Have you been crying?
40:43It's...
40:44boyfriend. We broke up. I'm sorry. He sounded like an idiot. It was my fault
40:52actually. I hooked up with someone else. I know it's terrible and it's also really
41:02weird situation. Weird. How? Well he's way older than me. He's married. Okay. Wow. It's kind of crazy
41:21how it started. It was so random. I was at this Christmas party. Him and his wife were hosting
41:27for a break and he was like flirting with me the whole night and I didn't think anything
41:34of it because he's like married. But then he got my number and we started texting. Are
41:43you still seeing him? All the time.
41:57Excuse me ma'am. I'm sorry to bother you but I think you're my 315 to 445 chaperone.
42:07Hey. All right everyone. We're going to start today's class with a simple portraiture exercise.
42:15So grab a partner and take turns doing a series of shots. The goal is to experiment with different
42:21angles and emotions. Do you want to be my partner? Oh yeah. Sure. Yeah. Why don't I start?
42:33Okay.
42:43I don't even know if this thing's on.
42:45I just turn on. We're shooting film. Oh. That checks out. All right. You okay?
43:00No.
43:00No. Okay. I'll help you out. Why don't you do this one like you despise all of humanity.
43:21Okay. That's the opposite of what I asked for but it's perfect. It's perfect. Keep it like that.
43:24Okay. Okay. Do this one like you want to kill yourself but you haven't figured out yet how.
43:35Douse yourself in gasoline.
43:38Oh my god.
43:39Light yourself on fire.
43:41Take a bath. With a microwave.
43:46Please be serious. Please be serious.
43:48This is we're talking about suicide here. I need you to be serious for the photo.
43:51Why are you laughing? I'm a very serious photographer now. Don't you know this?
43:57Oh my god.
44:15I've never sleep all day.
44:17You know almost.
44:19Jesus I slept through all my classes.
44:23I've never slept through a glass.
44:24I've never slept through all my classes.
44:26How are you feeling?
44:30I think I'm really upset.
44:44Yeah this is uh this is bad.
44:50But it's terrible.
44:51I'm...
44:54I've got a cup with a cans of them.
44:54Filtered water and pictures of you.
44:58I'm not coming out until this is all over.
45:03Y 위해서 Mr.
45:03But I just...
45:04I'm not coming out until this is all over.
45:07And I'm looking through the glass
45:09And I'm looking through the glass
45:10Where the light bends at the cracks
45:11And I'm screaming at the top of my lungs
45:15Pretending...
45:15Belonged to someone
45:21Someone I used to know
45:28We become
45:32Silhouettes when our bodies finally go
45:45I wanted to walk through the empty streets
45:49And feel something constant under my feet
45:52But all the news reports recommended that I stay indoors
45:58Because the air outside will make
46:01Ourselves divided at alarming rate
46:05Until our shells simply cannot hold
46:08All our insides in
46:10And that's when we'll explode
46:15And it won't be a pretty sight
46:20And we'll become
46:25Silhouettes when our bodies finally go
46:33And we'll become
46:37Silhouettes when our bodies finally go
46:45We will become
46:46We will become
46:49Silhouettes when our bodies finally go
46:51And we'll become
46:52Silhouettes when our bodies finally go
46:53And we'll become
46:55So watch my...
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