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00:00To be continued...
00:30Hey, are you and I good after the other stuff?
00:34Honestly, it's been rough thinking about you and Lucy together.
00:37I'm sorry, but the reality is I still want to be with her.
00:40Hey, guys!
00:42Molly, are you on drugs?
00:44Yes, I am.
00:45It's MDMA. I got it from this, like, grad student.
00:48Have we bought weed from them before?
00:49I don't think so. Why?
00:51You seemed really familiar to me.
00:53Kind of just feels like I'm solo.
00:55I get that feeling.
00:57You are so judgmental!
00:59Always!
01:00Sounds like I've really been on your mind.
01:01Yeah!
01:02Actually, it's a problem, especially because I have a boyfriend.
01:05Steven, there's nothing I'm not telling you.
01:07You had sex with Evan.
01:09He cheated on Brie with you.
01:11I already know.
01:12I'm sorry.
01:13I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
01:15Please, please, this does not have to ruin anything.
01:18Please, you have to forgive me. Please.
01:19I'm trying to.
01:21I don't know if I can.
01:23Let's just see how it goes.
01:27Okay.
01:27Okay.
01:27Dave, this is Steven. Leave a message.
01:48Hey, uh, I thought you were coming over, but I haven't heard from you.
02:04Um, just wanted to make sure everything's okay.
02:10Um, can you call me?
02:12Okay. Bye.
02:17Hi.
02:17Hey.
02:18Hi.
02:21You look nice.
02:26I was trying to call you.
02:28Oh, sorry.
02:29My phone's on.
02:30Silent.
02:30Oh, that's right.
02:32Oh, yeah.
02:33Look at that.
02:33No, no, Steven, you do not have to.
02:35Hey.
02:36Uh, I thought you were coming over, but I haven't heard from you.
02:40Um, just wanted to make sure everything's okay.
02:45Um, can you call me?
02:48Okay.
02:49Bye.
02:51Why do you sound so nervous?
02:53I was being dumb.
02:54You were late, and I thought something was wrong, and...
02:58It was 15 minutes late.
02:59I know.
03:00I was overthinking it, because I have our talk yesterday.
03:03What did you think I was going to do?
03:05I don't know.
03:06I'm sorry.
03:10Let's just try to have fun tonight.
03:13Okay.
03:14Yeah.
03:16Okay.
03:24I love you.
03:40Hello.
03:40Hi.
03:47Sorry, we're late.
03:48It's my fault.
03:49It's okay.
03:49Oh, my gosh.
03:51How's it going?
03:53Great.
03:53That was so good.
04:06Amazing work.
04:08Did Evan come with you guys?
04:10Why would he come with us?
04:11No, I just thought that he was...
04:13He didn't.
04:13Are you guys going to sing?
04:18Uh, you should definitely sing.
04:20I don't know.
04:21Come on.
04:22You have such a good voice.
04:23I'd love to.
04:24Come on.
04:25I don't know.
04:25What if you sing to me, and it will be super romantic?
04:28I don't know.
04:29Please.
04:30Do it.
04:31Hey.
04:32Bartenders ignore me.
04:33Uh, do you want me to try?
04:36What are you going to do?
04:37Hit on him until he serves you?
04:38No, no.
04:40That is...
04:41That's not what I meant.
04:42I'm kidding.
04:44Let's go to the other side.
04:46I'll be back.
04:54What do you want?
04:55Whatever you're going to do.
05:01Hey.
05:02I forgot to tell you.
05:03Ridley's going to be in your photography class on Monday.
05:06And?
05:07Yeah.
05:07Fundamentals of Portraits, or whatever.
05:10The elective that we picked for you.
05:12No, yeah, I know.
05:13I just didn't know where you was going to be in it.
05:15Well, that'll be fun.
05:17Yeah.
05:17You'll be alarmed at how little I know about photography.
05:20Oh, my God.
05:20It will be good for you to keep an eye on you.
05:22That's why I picked the class.
05:25Keep an eye on me.
05:28Yeah, because I love you.
05:30Don't do that.
05:32Do what?
05:33You don't need to ask people to, like, babysit me.
05:36I didn't mean it like that.
05:39Well, how did you mean it?
05:40I just meant, like, she could help you with assignments and stuff.
05:44Do you think I'm that big of a mess?
05:45No.
05:49Hey, you're overreacting.
05:51I have to go over to the bathroom.
06:00Listen, I just thought it would be a good idea for you to be in class with people that you know.
06:05Why?
06:06Because otherwise, I'm worried that you wouldn't actually go.
06:09You know, doing a bunch of electives isn't going to stop me from killing myself, right?
06:13If I wanted to kill myself, I'd do it before class.
06:16Or while you were sleeping, I'd find my moment.
06:25I'm joking.
06:26I'm being funny.
06:26Hey, weren't you in my econ class last year?
06:42Oh, no.
06:42I'm a freshman.
06:44Oh.
06:45Sorry, I must have mistaken you for someone else.
06:49I'm Bree.
06:50Oh, Amanda.
06:50I'm actually just stalling in here as long as I can.
06:57My friend is fighting with her boyfriend at the bar.
06:59I'm sorry.
07:01It's fine.
07:02Who are you here with?
07:04Well, I was here with my roommate, but she just left with random guys.
07:09Oh, I hate when that happens.
07:11Yeah, I'm just going to head home.
07:14Why don't you just stay and have a drink with me and my friends?
07:19Really?
07:21Are you sure?
07:22Yeah, yeah.
07:23You can be my buffer in case they're still fighting.
07:25Okay.
07:26Okay.
07:27Cool.
07:27E-N-O.
07:33You want to do a song with me?
07:35Oh, I do not sing.
07:37I don't want to do I.
07:38Come on, it'll be fun.
07:40Okay.
07:41Sure.
07:42Yeah.
07:44Hey, guys.
07:45Hey.
07:46Hey.
07:46Did you guys come together?
07:54I know.
07:55I have no self-respect.
07:57It's fine.
07:58Also, I don't remember anything I said to you guys when I was on MDMA.
08:02Oh, no, no.
08:03You were great.
08:03No, it was cute.
08:05Hey, you good?
08:06Yeah.
08:07All good.
08:07Uh, shots?
08:12Yeah.
08:13Yes.
08:13Hey, let's go.
08:14Let's go request a song.
08:16Evan's getting shots.
08:16Don't you want a shot?
08:19Hi, guys.
08:21This is Amanda.
08:22She's a freshman.
08:23Hi.
08:24Hey.
08:25Oh, hey.
08:27Oh, shit.
08:27I only got six.
08:28Oh, that's okay.
08:28I want a cocktail anyway.
08:30Can I get a drink?
08:31Mm-hmm.
08:31Come on.
08:32Okay, so I guess we're adopting freshmen now?
08:36No, I just think Bree's a really nice person.
08:43I think I'm going to do a fun song.
08:44So, do you like your professors?
08:56They're whatever.
08:58Right.
08:59Do you have any favorites?
09:00Not really.
09:03Do you want this?
09:04You don't like it?
09:05It's just so sugary, and I'm sure it's like a million calories.
09:10And I need to lose 10 pounds.
09:13What?
09:13No, you don't.
09:15Oh, that's insane.
09:16I do.
09:17Trust me.
09:18I have gained so much weight this year.
09:20And this guy I'm with, I feel like he doesn't like it.
09:24You're dating someone?
09:26Yeah, it's complicated.
09:36It's complicated how?
09:39We've been together since high school.
09:41Now, we're trying to do long distance.
09:44He's at NYU.
09:46Right.
09:47Yeah.
09:50Long distance is hard.
09:52It's making me kind of crazy.
09:54Last semester was so stressful.
09:57I mean, I literally binge ate every night, and now I'm just trying to get back to my normal
10:03size before I see him next.
10:05You're so beautiful.
10:06You shouldn't be thinking like that.
10:09I'm sorry.
10:10I don't usually word vomit like this.
10:12I'm drunk.
10:13Listen to me.
10:14You are so beautiful.
10:16You don't need to lose any weight.
10:18And your boyfriend can go fuck himself if he thinks so, okay?
10:21Thanks.
10:22I think I just, like, haven't found my place here yet.
10:27Well, freshman year is really hard for everyone.
10:30Maybe it's just different for guys.
10:32My boyfriend is getting tagged in photos, like, every weekend.
10:36And I just feel like the loser girlfriend who's all sad and homesick.
10:43Well, let's take a photo.
10:45Okay.
10:46Okay.
10:51Give me your number, okay?
10:53And I'll send it to you, and you can post it.
10:56Okay.
10:58I should get home.
10:59I have an early class tomorrow.
11:01Thanks again for the drink and for being so nice.
11:06Of course.
11:08Bye.
11:09Bye.
11:11Bye.
11:17Hey.
11:21Hey.
11:22Did your little friend go home?
11:24She was sweet.
11:25Hey, you and I are staying next.
11:28I don't think I'm in the mood.
11:29Oh, come on.
11:30It'll be fun.
11:30Yeah, you do it alone.
11:31I don't want to do it alone.
11:32I want to do it with you.
11:33Come on.
11:34Okay.
11:34All right.
11:35All right.
11:36I can't, you don't.
11:49What?
11:49No.
11:49You'll be fine.
11:50No, no, no.
11:51You'll be fine.
11:52Stephen, Stephen, do it.
11:54Come on, guys.
11:55Come on.
11:57You got it, girl.
11:58Go, beauty.
11:58Come on, girl.
12:04All right.
12:04All right.
12:06Don't go breaking my heart.
12:09I couldn't if I tried.
12:14Honey, if I get restless.
12:17Baby, you're not that guy.
12:20Bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum.
12:23Don't go breaking my heart.
12:26You take the weight off of me.
12:28Oh, honey, when you knocked on my door.
12:34Ooh, I gave you my key.
12:35Oh, my God.
12:37Yes, baby.
12:38I promise.
12:39Ooh, ooh.
12:41Yeah.
12:42Nobody knows it.
12:46When I was down, I was your clown.
12:50Ooh, ooh.
12:51Oh, my goodness.
12:52Nobody knows it.
12:57Right from the start, I gave you my heart.
13:01Oh, I gave you my heart.
13:08Don't go breaking my heart.
13:12I won't go breaking your heart.
13:14Don't go breaking my heart.
13:16Don't go breaking my heart.
13:18Don't go breaking my heart.
13:20Yeah.
13:22Wow.
13:32That was an emotional roller coaster.
13:35Yeah, Brie, saved me.
13:39You didn't have to do that.
13:42There you go.
13:45I'll see you guys in a bit.
13:52It's fine.
13:55Okay.
13:58Steven.
14:01Steven, wait.
14:02Just wait.
14:03Look.
14:04Hey, hey, I know you're upset,
14:06but you do not have to sabotage everything, okay?
14:09You think I'm sabotaging?
14:12Seeing you and Evan in the same room,
14:14picturing you together.
14:14I see Bree, happy little idiot.
14:18No fucking clue.
14:19I don't know.
14:20Maybe I can't get over it.
14:21What does that mean?
14:23What do you mean?
14:25What do you mean, what does it mean?
14:27I mean, are you going to tell Bree?
14:30Is that what you're worried about?
14:32Are you scared of losing me,
14:33or are you scared of losing Bree?
14:34No, I'm scared of losing both of you, okay?
14:36I love Bree, and I obviously love you, too.
14:43Look, you know I love you.
14:44Do you want to just go back to my place?
14:58No.
15:00Let's talk tomorrow.
15:01Hey.
15:02Hey.
15:02Hey.
15:03Hey, where'd you go?
15:03I'm sorry.
15:04I should have texted.
15:05Stephen and I got into a stupid fight,
15:07but we don't have to get into it.
15:09Okay.
15:10Did you have fun with your new freshman?
15:11She just looks so lonely.
15:13I felt bad for her.
15:14You just...
15:34You just...
15:38You just sensed she was lonely?
15:41Okay, but you're gonna think I'm crazy.
15:43i saw her coming out of oliver's office no was he fucking her no i'm just clinically insane
15:52and paranoid yeah i don't know i i actually felt really bad for her we started talking and she's
15:59she's really insecure
16:01i honestly don't know what's wrong with me are you still thinking about him a lot no
16:09i mean yeah obviously
16:14but it's not like i miss him you know i think i just miss having something
16:21oliver was this like exciting thing for me to focus on and now all i have is myself
16:30and it just doesn't feel like very much
16:36sometimes i just
16:39i just feel really alone
16:43i'm just so tired of being shocked by people i care about
16:54i'm so sorry
17:03i'm sorry sorry
17:10are you okay yeah yeah i just feel a little bit i feel a little warm
17:18okay do you feel like you might be sick i don't think so
17:23actually actually no i really don't feel great
17:30okay well here have some more of this
17:36okay okay
17:37i had just like such a big fight with brinkley about literally nothing he's being such a fucking
17:44asshole are you okay you look weird yeah i just i feel like my um my heart's beating really
17:51fast i just feel sort of nauseous do you want to lay down yeah okay
17:55yeah okay
17:57you know actually that's worse kind of
18:03okay i feel like my right hand's a little bit numb
18:06what
18:07or both maybe feels like yeah it's both maybe they're just tingling a little bit or something
18:12did you eat something weird no i think i'm having a panic attack
18:16yeah
18:17yeah i am it's bad i usually feel like i'm gonna vomit
18:21oh trash can
18:23yeah trash can
18:24trash can there you go
18:25okay all right
18:26so i feel like you need like a
18:28like a pill like a like an anxiety pill or something
18:32yeah we could call the guy
18:33okay
18:33okay the drug dealer alex i'm sure he has some
18:35yeah
18:36hey
18:38does my tongue look like it's swelling up
18:40no
18:41it's normal
18:42you swear to god
18:43swear to god
18:43hello
18:44yeah hi is this alex
18:45yeah
18:46yeah my friend is having like a crazy panic attack so i wanted to buy some anti-anxiety pills from you
18:52how much do you need
18:53i don't know
18:53like a couple
18:55more than that
18:56um okay yeah whatever you have i guess
18:58i can bring some in the morning
19:00that's sorry no
19:02um she needs you to come right now
19:04it's the middle of the night
19:05yeah no i know but she's super pale
19:08can you tell him that it feels like i'm about to float out of my body like through the right side of my head
19:11okay she's like really sweaty and she's saying a lot of weird shit and she can't wait so just please come now
19:18fine
19:19where are you exactly
19:21i'll text you the dorm number
19:24it's okay
19:25so do you want to take a look at her
19:38i'm not a doctor
19:40i'm not a doctor
19:41right
19:42hey you want xanax or klonopin
19:44whatever you recommend
19:45here it's 150
19:48here it's 150
19:48you got a five pill minimum
19:50here just take one tonight okay okay
20:02okay
20:04how long does it take to kick in
20:08maybe half an hour
20:10that long
20:11i don't know
20:13here
20:13give me your hand
20:14what
20:15here
20:16this is calming technique
20:22really
20:23yeah i know it sounds dumb i know
20:25but it's a way to slow down your nervous system before the xanax kicks in
20:28okay
20:29okay
20:30okay
20:33can you do it yourself
20:34okay
20:35okay
20:36okay
20:37brie
20:41brie didn't you show us that freshman year
20:43no
20:45hey
20:50yeah
20:51you're okay
20:52yeah this just probably feels worse because of the empty amazing other night like some kind
20:56of delayed come down
20:57now totally
20:58yeah that's a thing right
21:00yeah it's different for everyone
21:02you took it
21:06how do you feel
21:08fine
21:09yeah i guess some people can handle shit better than others
21:13hope you feel better
21:18i
21:22hi
21:23hello
21:36alex
21:37brie
21:39brie
21:40pippa gave me your number
21:43i was wondering if you were gonna call
21:46yeah i was wondering if you were gonna call
21:59brie
22:00hey
22:01did you have fun last night
22:04yeah it was funny
22:05what time did you get home
22:07i was wondering if you wanted to get home
22:09uh
22:10yeah not too late
22:12i'll see you later
22:14i'll i'll see you later
22:24morning evan
22:28you all right
22:31do you know brie
22:32do you know brie
22:35uh... yeah i think we met once or twice
22:39why don't you come talk to me for a sec
22:45come on
22:47come on
22:48my office
22:57you don't look well
22:58here
22:59get you some water
23:00you and brie know each other how do you know each other
23:04uh... she was in my wife's class
23:06look i'm not sure what the issue is but why don't you take a seat and we can talk this through
23:11this is awful
23:14i think i'm gonna be sick
23:15well i'd rather you weren't
23:16was it you
23:18you were fucking her
23:19okay you're not making sense but whatever you're dealing with i'm sure that there is an easy solution
23:23this is not okay
23:24you need to calm down
23:25well you're a fucking professor
23:26all right that is enough
23:30let's um... let's talk about this
23:32okay
23:41i'm right though
23:47arna
23:48was it you?
23:51i'll say it again
23:54i do not know what you're talking about
23:56but i don't like that you're upset and i'd like to help you if i can
24:02you clearly really care about this girl
24:06but
24:07maybe made some mistakes right?
24:12right
24:16well
24:17for what it's worth
24:18if you're trying to get back into her good graces i think causing a big commotion and
24:22making accusations about her that's probably the worst thing that you could do
24:27i mean for one
24:29it would be extremely disruptive to her life bringing that kind of negative attention her way
24:33she'd never forgive you
24:38and also it's really not attractive
24:42attractive?
24:45are you fucking serious right now?
24:46well isn't that important if you're trying to be in a relationship with this girl?
24:49stop saying this girl
24:51her name is brie
24:52and you took advantage of her when we broke up and you fucked with her head
24:55but i actually fucking care about her
24:57again
24:58what you're saying isn't true but
25:00i can see that you're hurting and i empathise
25:04but playing the victim isn't going to get you anywhere
25:07if she broke up with you then you need to look at your own behaviour
25:13you're a nice person
25:16i've seen the way you are in class
25:17you always try to make other people feel comfortable it's nice
25:20but
25:23the reality is
25:25people who get what they want
25:27are the people who take what they want
25:29and if you're too scared to do that it doesn't mean other people will be
25:33there is no point feeling sorry for yourself because other people aren't as well behaved as you are
25:37i'm assuming that this isn't going to become a bigger problem
25:48no
25:50good
25:52now tell me that you're feeling better
25:54and you'll see me in class on wednesday
25:56i'll see you in class on wednesday
25:59i'll see you in class on wednesday
26:03and that you're feeling better
26:05go fuck yourself
26:07so what made you finally recognize me
26:19it was the tapping thing
26:22yeah
26:24you know i've seen you walking around campus a bunch since we started last fall
26:27really?
26:29yeah
26:30how did you know it was me?
26:32you look exactly how you did when you were little
26:34you should have said something
26:38yeah
26:39i just thought you were pretending not to know me
26:41no i wouldn't do that
26:45you know you seem like you're doing really well
26:48do i?
26:49yeah
26:51yeah i'm glad
26:55what are you doing at baird?
26:57what in addition to dealing drugs to your friends?
27:00no i'm uh... i'm getting an m.a.
27:03psychology
27:05really?
27:06yeah
27:07no way
27:09yeah
27:10how long
27:11how long has it been since we saw each other?
27:13like
27:14were you eight?
27:15nine i think
27:17yeah
27:18you were about to get your learner's permit
27:20i remember that
27:22yeah i'm sorry that we didn't stay in touch brie
27:26me too
27:28i wanted to but
27:29i didn't know how to reach you
27:30i didn't know how to reach you
27:34how's your mom doing?
27:37i don't know
27:38yeah it's been a couple years
27:40i saw her a few times in high school
27:44you know how it is
27:45yeah
27:47yeah
27:48yeah
27:49yeah
27:50hey
27:51hey
27:52are you feeling any better?
27:54uh... yeah i slept i feel like an actual person
28:01thank you
28:02of course
28:03good
28:04i'm glad
28:05yeah
28:07can i tell you something?
28:09yeah yeah of course
28:10so
28:11i know that drug dealer guy
28:15alex
28:17what?
28:18yeah
28:19what do you mean?
28:20from growing up
28:21we were
28:22in a group home together for a while
28:24what?
28:25that's insane
28:26i know
28:27that's crazy
28:28what?
28:29yeah i know i didn't even recognize him at first
28:30oh my god
28:31were you guys close?
28:32i think so
28:34yeah
28:35he was nice to me
28:36i remember that
28:37i mean i was so little i
28:41barely remember anything
28:42mmhm
28:43and from what i do remember it's like i don't know what's real and what's my imagination
28:50but i remember him being sort of protective
28:54protective of what?
28:57well you know that i said i was in two good homes and one bad one
29:02yeah
29:04i met alex in the bad one
29:07yeah
29:12so you know that freshman girl amanda?
29:14mmhm
29:15i got guilted into making more plans with her
29:18but i mean that's what i get for stalking the innocent so it's fine
29:26i'm so sorry you had to deal with so much bullshit brie
29:32it's fine
29:33it's not your fault
29:34it's not your fault
29:42i should get this
29:46hey
29:47we need to talk
29:49yeah i agree
29:50right now
29:52okay where do you want to meet?
29:53come to my room
29:54come to my room
29:56yep i'll see you soon
30:00god his tone sucks
30:03why do you let him talk to you like that?
30:06it's complicated
30:08he actually has some valid reasons to be upset
30:11is it worth it?
30:15is it worth it?
30:16it's worth it
30:18but i'll see you behind that
30:20it's worth it
30:22thank you
30:23thank you
30:24thank you
30:26thank you
30:29thank you
30:31thank you
30:33thank you
30:35thank you
30:36hey hey I I've been thinking about some stuff me too
30:56um it just it feels like we're falling back in to old shit and it was
31:06supposed to be different this time and it just it doesn't feel different I agree
31:15doesn't feel good yeah I've tried really hard to get past this everything but I
31:23can't do it I give you so many chances to tell me the truth but you didn't I'm
31:32sorry I've done so much to prove that I care about you I took the fall for the
31:36fucking letter told all of our friends that I wrote it I was I was willing to
31:42ruin my my friendship with Wrigley for you I know and and I have said thank you
31:47for that but it doesn't go both ways I don't know if you even care about me
31:55Steven that's ridiculous of course I care about you I want to believe you
32:01but I think you need to prove it I'm really hurt
32:09but I'd be willing to forgive you under one condition
32:15what's what's the condition you have to tell Bri you fucked Evan
32:22you do that we can make it work
32:26why um how how would that help anybody because I I don't want there to be any more lies between
32:39us that that would that would ruin my friendship with Bri isn't it already kind of ruined if you
32:45fucked her boyfriend come on Steven she she would be devastated she wouldn't forgive me
32:49she'll be okay eventually and you and I will be okay I want to be able to forgive you it's not
32:58forgiveness that's punishment you're not just punishing me you're punishing Bri no no I'm not
33:06doing that it's that easy of a decision for you you you're making me choose between you and Bri
33:11sick well it's pretty obvious who you're choosing Steven you are forcing me to choose but if if that
33:16is what you need then fine yes I am choosing Bri I don't understand you Bri would never speak to
33:25you again if she knew what you did meanwhile I'm here I'm willing to forgive you after everything
33:29you've done everything everything I've done are you fucking kidding me what about everything you've
33:34done you're such a fucking hypocrite that you the only reason that I fucked Evan is because you left
33:42me you walked out with Diana you left me in a fucking coconut bra a coconut bra okay and and
33:51that's that's not even the worst thing you treat everybody like shit yes I have made some mistakes I
34:00have but I've done nothing even close to the shit that you've done wow is there more yeah actually
34:07let's not forget you leaving Macy alone in a car fucking dead and I'm the one here apologizing if
34:11you don't want to tell Bri maybe I'll tell her myself tell her call her right now you won't do it
34:26I know you won't do it because then you won't have anything left to hold over me and you won't
34:31have anything left to hold over Evan either
34:32hey I'm still fucking mad at you about the Lucy thing hey hey hey I'm sorry man I told you you
35:00ruined my relationship with her do you realize that okay what's going on did something happen
35:04yes something happened why don't you take a seat I'm not taking a seat why did you have to tell me
35:07I thought it was the right thing to do that's ridiculous are you stupid of course it wasn't
35:11the right thing to do you need to calm the fuck down or get out of my house I'm not gonna talk to
35:16you while you acting like a lunatic
35:17now what happened with Lucy we broke up for good I couldn't stand the thought of you two fucking
35:42well she begged me to forgive her I just couldn't do it look I'm sorry man I really am but it's
35:58probably for the best you don't need her okay okay
36:09so yeah it's over again um but it's fine
36:33but what happened no I don't I don't really want to get into all of it
36:38it was mutual wow just ended so fast
36:45yeah faster than we thought it would
36:47how fast did you think it would end
36:50we thought maybe like spring break
36:55right I'm sorry Lucy no it's me too I mean Stephen is evil incarnate but I want you to be happy
37:06I am happy honestly this this is good
37:11and I am not letting it ruin my semester
37:16hi hey come in
37:37um thanks for coming over yeah sure
37:43what's up look of course I feel bad about Drew
37:50I feel awful that we invited him to campus but I've been trying not to think about it because
37:57it's too overwhelming
37:59I know
38:02but I'm sorry for being so insensitive when we talked
38:08I can't imagine how hard it's been for you trying to take care of Wrigley
38:13thank you for saying that
38:17and um also that other thing that you said
38:25oh we don't have to talk about that
38:26I'm actually totally fine with um acting like it never happened
38:29no no I want to talk about it
38:34when I went home for break I thought about you
38:37a lot
38:41I missed you
38:44so much shit happened last semester and aside from the Drew thing which is terrible
38:52what I was most upset about was how things ended with you
38:57and that's weird
39:01right
39:02like
39:03because it's not like we were ever best friends or anything
39:08so I don't know
39:11um
39:12I guess maybe that means something
39:16yeah
39:19it might
39:21okay
39:28um
39:29tell me if you think this is stupid but
39:33I don't know
39:34maybe we should like
39:37kiss
39:38um
39:43no that's not stupid
39:47no that's not stupid
39:51and I'm sick along
39:52I stay in the charlotte
39:55and hold me tight
40:00and I'll sink in
40:02I'm absorbed in your thinking
40:09You don't know.
40:36Hey, are you okay?
40:38Yeah, it's fine.
40:41Have you been crying?
40:43It's my boyfriend.
40:45We broke up.
40:47I'm sorry.
40:48He sounded like an idiot.
40:51It was my fault, actually.
40:53I, um, I hooked up with someone else.
40:56Oh.
40:58I know it's terrible,
41:00and it's also a really weird situation.
41:05Weird. How?
41:08Well, he's way older than me.
41:14He's married.
41:16Okay. Wow.
41:19It's kind of crazy how it started.
41:22It was so random.
41:24I was at this Christmas party.
41:26Him and his wife were hosting before break,
41:28and he was, like, flirting with me the whole night,
41:32and I didn't think anything of it,
41:34because he's, like, married.
41:36But then he got my number,
41:38and we started texting.
41:41Are you still seeing him?
41:44All the time.
41:49Excuse me, ma'am.
41:50I'm sorry to bother you,
41:51but I think you're my 315 to 445 chaperone.
41:53Hey.
41:54All right, everyone.
41:55We're going to start today's class
41:57with a simple portraiture exercise.
41:58So grab a partner
41:59and take turns doing a series of shots.
42:01The goal is to experiment
42:02with different angles and emotions.
42:04Okay.
42:05Let's go.
42:07Let's go.
42:08Let's go.
42:09Let's go.
42:10Let's go.
42:11Let's go.
42:12Let's go.
42:13Let's go.
42:14Let's go.
42:15Let's go.
42:16Let's go.
42:17Let's go.
42:18Let's go.
42:19Let's go.
42:20Let's go.
42:21Let's go.
42:22Do you want to be my partner?
42:24Oh, yeah, sure.
42:26Why don't I start?
42:28Okay.
42:30I don't even know if this thing's on.
42:32Oh, it doesn't turn on. We're shooting film.
42:34Oh, that checks out.
42:36All right.
42:38I don't even know if this thing's on.
42:40It doesn't turn on.
42:42We're shooting film.
42:44Oh.
42:46That checks out.
42:48All right.
42:50All right.
42:56You okay?
43:00No.
43:14Okay, I'll help you out.
43:16Why don't you do this one like you despise all of humanity?
43:20Okay, that's the opposite of what I asked for, but it's perfect. It's perfect. Keep it like that.
43:26Okay.
43:28Do this one like you want to kill yourself.
43:32But you haven't figured out yet how.
43:34Douse yourself in gasoline.
43:36Oh, my God.
43:38Light yourself on fire.
43:40Take a bath.
43:42With a microwave.
43:44Please be serious.
43:46Please be serious.
43:48We're talking about suicide here.
43:50I need you to be serious for the photo.
43:52Why are you laughing?
43:54I'm a very serious photographer now.
43:56Don't you know this?
43:58Hi.
44:00Oh, my God.
44:02I've been asleep all day.
44:04Yeah, almost.
44:06Jesus, I slept through all my classes.
44:08I've never slept through a glass.
44:10How you feeling?
44:12I think I'm really upset.
44:24Yeah, this is, uh, this is bad.
44:52Oh, my God.
44:54I'm feeling good.
44:56Well, my God.
44:58I'm not coming out until this is all over.
45:04And I'm looking through the glass
45:06Where the light bends at the cracks
45:10And I'm screaming at the top of my lungs
45:14Pretending the echoes belong to someone
45:18Someone I used to know
45:23We've become
45:29Silhouettes when our bodies finally go
45:36I wanted to walk through the empty streets
45:49And feel something constant under my feet
45:53But all the news reports recommended that I stay indoors
45:57Because the air outside will make
46:02Ourselves divided at alarming rate
46:05Until our shells simply cannot hold
46:08All our insides in
46:10And that's when we'll explode
46:13And it won't be a pretty sight
46:19And we'll become
46:22Silhouettes when our bodies finally go
46:28And we'll become
46:34Silhouettes when our bodies finally go
46:41And we'll become
46:47Silhouettes when our bodies finally go
46:47Silhouettes when our bodies go
46:54And we'll become
46:55And we'll become
47:00So I try
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