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00:01So was he there?
00:02Yeah.
00:03They were both there.
00:06Lucy.
00:07I know you've been thinking about me.
00:09It doesn't work anymore, Steven.
00:11Chris! Guys, this is Lydia's brother.
00:13Found her half-dressed in that room,
00:15and that guy Chris just walks out of the bathroom.
00:17Hey!
00:18He acted like he got caught doing something.
00:20Maybe we should talk to somebody about this.
00:22No! Don't tell anyone about this.
00:24I didn't know you were a foster kid.
00:25Do your friends here know?
00:26They never asked.
00:27Brie broke up with me.
00:28What? Why?
00:29Because I cheated on her.
00:31My outside was drunk.
00:32How's that even possible?
00:33I'm sorry.
00:34My head's a fucking mess.
00:36Do you guys know this girl?
00:37She hooked up with my brother.
00:38She's claiming that she was, like, drugged.
00:40It's impossible for you to know what actually happened.
00:42You were not there.
00:43We can be friends because we like each other,
00:45not just because we worry about each other.
00:48Right?
00:49Yeah.
00:50Baird dropped Katie's assault case against Chris.
00:53They said that there wasn't enough evidence.
00:55Fucking crazy how girls can just lie about shit like that.
00:58Katie wasn't lying.
00:59He did the exact same thing to me.
01:01You want to make peace with your brother
01:02while getting back together with the girl
01:03who wrote the letter that ruined his life?
01:05How are you so sure that people wrote it?
01:07I ruined my brother's life.
01:08I think there's something wrong with me.
01:10We're gonna fix this.
01:11Do you think I am a bad person?
01:13Yes.
01:14But you still loved me.
01:15I know all of the worst things about you.
01:18And I still love you.
01:19You've been the biggest thing in my life for almost four years.
01:23I just don't think I feel the same way anymore.
01:26Here's the thing, Brie.
01:27I wasn't entirely honest with you about our marriage.
01:30So did Marianne know about us?
01:33Yes.
01:34Hey, thanks for coming.
01:39Diana wouldn't really take no for an answer.
01:41Drew, come on, wake up, buddy.
01:43Fuck, fuck.
01:44Hey, hey, come on, come on!
01:45Somebody help!
01:46Wrigley, it's not your fault.
01:47Whose fault is it then?
01:48I mean, I'm the one who gave him the pills,
01:50and I'm the one who ruined his life.
01:52I have to tell Wrigley.
01:53I have to tell him that you're-
01:54It's crazy.
01:55You can't throw yourself under the bus like that.
01:57Hey, Wrigley, I have to tell you something.
02:00No, it's about me.
02:01It's about the letter last year.
02:02I wrote the letter.
02:03The one that got Drew in trouble, that was me.
02:05I'm so sorry.
02:07Why?
02:08Leave fit.
02:09With your phenomenal LSAT score and this admissions essay,
02:12I'd say you have a perfect shot at Yale early admission.
02:15Hmm.
02:16How did Steven take the breakup?
02:17He'll be all right.
02:18Yeah, Steven, I had to make him think it was his idea.
02:21I know about this older guy that Brie's been seeing.
02:23Who is he?
02:24It's over now anyway.
02:25It's done.
02:26That's really good.
02:27I've been so worried about her.
02:28Yeah, it really fucked her up.
02:29You know it was all our fault, right?
02:31I'd have to tell you something.
02:33When I cheated on Brie last year, I thought you two were over.
02:36Where's Steven?
02:37Kind of scary when you don't know where he is.
02:40I'm just trying to make sense of everything.
02:43Last summer, when he cheated on Brie, that was with Lucy.
02:46That's where his aunt?
02:47Yeah.
02:48I'm so sorry.
02:49I'm so sorry.
02:50I'm so sorry.
02:51That got me.
02:52I don't know.
02:53Now, when you're going, let me see that baby baby.
02:56My mum is still working out in some way because of New York.
03:05It's pagan.
03:07The former wife籍 is 유튜� tirading due to milk.
03:09I couldn't get into it.
03:10We have a chance.
03:11The dream is Loose Food Academy I'm having to fucking nhiomenic carey,
03:13and that's what we've done.
03:15They won't be.
03:16How are you feeling?
03:34Excited.
03:35Yeah.
03:36Yeah.
03:40Hey, you haven't heard from Stephen today, have you?
03:42I literally make it my life's mission to never hear from Stephen.
03:46Right.
03:49I just, um, I don't think he's here.
03:53That's weird, right?
03:55It's just kind of weird.
04:00Have you been talking to him again?
04:01No.
04:05What do you mean by talking?
04:06Jesus Christ, Lucy.
04:08No, nothing's happening.
04:09Nothing's happening, okay?
04:10I just, I wasn't sure where he was.
04:12Lucy, you ruined your life sophomore year.
04:16Do you not remember that?
04:21You barely came back from that.
04:27I know.
04:28I'm sorry.
04:32I'm sorry.
04:33I'm sorry.
04:35I'm sorry.
04:40You ready?
04:48Breathe.
04:49Hey, what's up?
05:19I'm a terrible person.
05:24What are you talking about?
05:26I am.
05:28I promise.
05:30I'm probably the worst person you know.
05:49Wakey, wakey.
06:08I hate your arm, but it's time for school.
06:16How long does it drive back to campus?
06:20An hour if a normal person is driving, but with my mom, like 40 minutes.
06:27Thank you for letting me stay here.
06:29It was honestly one of the nicer Christmas breaks I've had, considering everything.
06:34I'm so glad you were here.
06:36Really.
06:37I love you.
06:38I love you.
06:39I can't believe we have to go back.
06:40There's just, there's no way things are going to feel normal again.
06:43Or they'll feel really normal.
06:45And that'll be even weirder.
06:47I hope Wrigley's doing okay.
06:53Wrigley hasn't said much about how he's doing.
06:57You don't have to get so secretive every time he texts you.
07:13I just know how you feel about him.
07:16Yeah, but I'm not going to tell you what to do.
07:19Besides, I made equally psychotic decisions last semester, so I can't really judge.
07:25Not that I'm calling your decision psychotic.
07:27I mean, it might be psychotic.
07:28It is.
07:29Getting back together with Steven is psychotic.
07:32But I love you, so I'm keeping my mouth shut.
07:36As long as he doesn't fuck around again.
07:39I don't know.
07:41Steven and I know each other so well.
07:43I, I don't think he can really surprise me at this point.
07:48Which I guess is comforting.
07:51I don't know.
07:52Does that make any sense?
07:54I just, I just really feel like things are going to be different this time.
07:59Oh, hey.
08:00Hey.
08:01How's, how's Santa Barbara?
08:02Warm it in here.
08:03Yeah, I know.
08:04I'm sure.
08:05Thanks for letting me crash.
08:06This place is so nice.
08:07Yeah.
08:08Yeah, I know.
08:09I'm sure.
08:10Yeah.
08:11Yeah.
08:12Yeah.
08:13Yeah.
08:14Yeah, yeah.
08:15Of course.
08:16Glad I could help.
08:17Had to get out of my brother's house.
08:18Fucking nightmare.
08:19You didn't see your mom at all?
08:20Uh, no.
08:21Still banished.
08:22Sorry, man.
08:23That's all right.
08:24Have you seen Wrigley yet?
08:25Nope.
08:26We've been texting.
08:27I feel bad for him.
08:28Yeah.
08:29Me too.
08:30He's moving into a new dorm today.
08:31But you two aren't roommates?
08:32Yeah.
08:33Yeah.
08:34Yeah.
08:35Yeah.
08:36Yeah.
08:37Yeah.
08:38Yeah.
08:39Yeah.
08:40Yeah.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Yeah.
08:43Yeah.
08:44Yeah.
08:45Yeah.
08:46Yeah.
08:47Yeah.
08:48Yeah.
08:49Yeah.
08:50Yeah.
08:51Yeah.
08:52Yeah.
08:53You two aren't rooming together?
08:54No.
08:55He doesn't want the reminder, everything that happened in our room.
09:02Hey, uh, are you and I good after the other stuff?
09:15Honestly, it's been rough thinking about you and Lucy together.
09:19It's not good.
09:20I hate it.
09:22I'm sorry, man.
09:23But the reality is I still want to be with her.
09:26So I just have to try to get over it unless I want to blow everything up again.
09:30And I don't want to do that.
09:32So, yeah.
09:33That's where I'm at.
09:35Are you going to talk to her about it?
09:38I don't think so.
09:39Unless she wants to tell me herself.
09:43Well, that means a lot to me, that you're willing to get past it.
09:48I mean, I'll do my best.
09:53I'm going to go see her right now.
09:56Thank you again, seriously, for letting me stay.
09:58Really.
09:59It means a lot.
10:00Oh, I left some dishes in the sink.
10:02I can wash them quickly.
10:03No, it's fine.
10:04I don't mind.
10:05Really?
10:06Yeah.
10:07Appreciate that.
10:08Thanks, man.
10:33You sure you don't want me to come with you to your room first?
10:39No.
10:40Go see the girls.
10:41I'm fine.
10:42Yeah, I can see them later.
10:43It's okay.
10:44I'm not going to throw myself off the roof.
10:45These buildings aren't even that tall.
10:47Wrigley.
10:49I'm joking.
10:50I'm joking.
10:56Um, thanks for taking care of me the last few weeks.
11:01You don't need to keep thanking me.
11:04I love you.
11:05I wanted to be there.
11:06I love you too.
11:16Yeah.
11:17Okay.
11:18I'm okay.
11:21See ya.
11:22Okay.
11:31Do we really have the energy for this Decade's Party tonight?
11:40No.
11:41But, you know, we got our costumes, so.
11:44Hey.
11:45Hey.
11:46Oh, my God.
11:47Your hair.
11:48I'm obsessed.
11:49Amazing.
11:50And you, I didn't know that you went back to Brunette.
11:52Yeah, it felt disrespectful to be platinum blonde in a house of mourning.
11:56Hi.
11:57Hey.
11:58Hey.
11:59How was it?
12:00Is Wrigley okay?
12:01Um...
12:03Honestly, it was as bad as you think it would be.
12:05Like, uh, deeply...
12:08Deeply awful.
12:09I'm so sorry.
12:10Me too.
12:11We were worried when we didn't hear from you much.
12:14I'm just so tired.
12:15I mean, I'm glad that I could be there for him, but I feel like I got hit by a truck.
12:21Do you feel happy to be back together, though?
12:23Yeah.
12:24Yeah, of course.
12:25I mean, we broke up for stupid reasons.
12:27Yeah.
12:28He really doesn't want a lot of sad attention, so just try to treat him normally tonight.
12:33Yeah.
12:34If you can.
12:35Of course.
12:36How about you?
12:37Have you heard from the elderly man?
12:39No.
12:40No.
12:41I'm honestly just pretending that Oliver was, like, a figment of my imagination and praying
12:45that I never run into him.
12:46So you're okay then?
12:48No.
12:49I feel like I'm dead inside.
12:50Right.
12:51If last semester wasn't rock bottom, I'm going to be so pissed.
12:58Hey.
12:59Sorry to interrupt.
13:00Hey.
13:01I went to your room, but I heard your voice in there.
13:03Sorry.
13:04No.
13:05That's...
13:06Yeah.
13:07It's okay.
13:08Hi.
13:12You guys have a good break?
13:14Mm-hmm.
13:17I'm gonna...
13:18I'm gonna go to my room for a bit, okay?
13:21I'll come pre-game later.
13:22Bye.
13:23Bye.
13:27That is so dark.
13:37Hi.
13:38Uh.
13:39Bye.
13:40Goodbye.
13:41Bye.
13:42Bye.
13:44Bye.
13:53Bye.
14:02Are we bad friends for not intervening, though?
14:06intervening though. I don't know what we could say that she hasn't heard before.
14:11It'll be our restroom break anyway. It's like two months away. You think it'll take
14:15that long? I mean this campus is quite obviously cursed, so yeah I think it's a possibility.
14:31Happy New Year.
14:36Are you okay? I think that was like worst-case scenario, right?
14:47My friends think I'm crazy. I don't care though. I mean I care, but this just feels so good.
14:59Did you miss me? A lot.
15:06We have to be nice to each other this time. I know. I was talking to Bree and I just keep saying it's gonna be different.
15:15It will be. It seems like you and Bree have gotten really close.
15:29Yeah, we've always been close. Oh yeah, I know.
15:39What? Nothing.
15:43I hate to tell Bree not to worry.
15:48And Pippa?
15:51And Pippa, yeah.
15:54Yeah. Okay. And my mom.
15:55And everyone.
15:57Yeah.
15:58I think my mom sent flowers to your house.
16:00Yeah, I know. She sent a lot of flowers. Thank you.
16:03You gotta let me know if you need anything, man. No, I'm here for you.
16:19Can I have a beer for you? Can I have a beer?
16:21Uh, yeah. Yeah, sure.
16:23Wrigley, you would have been so cute in the 70s.
16:26Hey, Wrigley. Yeah.
16:32How was your break?
16:33It was nice.
16:35She stayed with Lucy. They were together the whole time.
16:39So cute.
16:41No, I wasn't. It was cute.
16:43How was your break?
16:45Uh, fine. Yeah.
16:48You must be excited to graduate. Do you know what you're gonna do?
16:51Not really. Uh, my dad wants me to work for him in Santa Barbara,
16:55but I may go to New York trying to get a finance job or, I don't know.
16:59Wait, why finance?
17:01Uh, because I'm a finance major.
17:03You are?
17:05Yeah.
17:06No, I, sorry. I just never thought of you as having a major.
17:11You've got time to figure stuff out. Don't, don't stress.
17:14Oh, yeah. Yeah. Like, three months.
17:19Hey, guys!
17:20God, you guys look so good.
17:23Hey.
17:25Hi.
17:26Come here.
17:28How long have you guys been here?
17:30Oh, my God. I've been thinking about you. Are you okay?
17:33Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm fine.
17:35I haven't told anybody, I swear, okay?
17:38Uh, let's go, let's go get some better drinks.
17:41Okay.
17:45How are you?
17:46I'm all right.
17:49How about you?
17:50I'm so good.
17:51You guys do make a cute couple.
17:56Oh, no, no.
17:56No, no, no, no, no, no.
17:57We're just friends.
17:58Molly, are you on drugs?
18:01Yes, I am.
18:02Yeah, okay. I want them.
18:04I want the drugs that make Molly nice to Evan.
18:06What are they?
18:07Molly.
18:09Wrigley.
18:10No, it's MDMA.
18:11I got it from this, like, grad student.
18:14Do you want his number?
18:15Yes, immediately.
18:16Have you ever done MDMA?
18:18No, but it looks kind of amazing.
18:26It's ringing.
18:29He says he's in a blue Honda.
18:31Wait, wait.
18:32We don't need to all go.
18:33Why not?
18:34He's not going to let four people into his car,
18:36and we look like nerds.
18:39Wrigley and I go then.
18:40No, Pippa and I should go.
18:44We'll get a better price.
18:46Why?
18:48Because we're girls, and we're pretty.
19:10So do you, like, um, go to school here?
19:17Uh-huh.
19:19Cool.
19:20Cool.
19:22Yeah, we do, too.
19:26Six pills, that's 120.
19:28Okay.
19:37Thanks.
19:40We never know how to talk to drug dealers.
19:48Have we bought weed from him before?
19:49I don't think so.
19:50Why?
19:51He seemed really familiar to me.
19:57We're sure this is the same stuff that Molly took.
19:59Yeah, that's what she said.
20:05It could be fun doing it together.
20:10...
20:20I'll be right back.
20:26Hey.
20:44Oh, hi.
20:49Hey.
20:51How are you?
20:52How's Christmas?
20:54Um, kind of weird.
20:56I spent it with Wrigley and his family.
21:01Oh.
21:02Wow.
21:04How is he?
21:06He's trying.
21:11So you guys are doing holidays together because you're friends, or...
21:15No.
21:17Um, we are back together.
21:22That's great.
21:26I'm really glad he has someone.
21:28I've been worried about him.
21:34Yeah, we're actually about to do a bunch of Molly in a minute, so I think that might cheer him up.
21:40But Wrigley's gonna do MDMA, like the drug that depletes all of your serotonin?
21:47Is that what it does?
21:48Yeah, that's a really bad idea.
21:51He's gonna have a terrible come down.
21:52You should not let him do that.
21:53I'm not in charge of him.
21:54Like, it wasn't my idea.
21:56Everyone wanted to do it.
21:58It was everyone.
21:59Like Bree and Evan and Lucy and, um...
22:02Steven.
22:06Right.
22:07So, lots of sound judgment going on.
22:10Hey, why are you being like this?
22:11No, you're right.
22:13Um, you should do whatever.
22:17I'm just...
22:18I'm just so done hearing about that group of people.
22:22Okay.
22:23Cool.
22:27Have a good night, Diana.
22:29Diana.
22:29Diana.
22:41How long does it take to kick in?
22:45Um, like an hour.
22:48Okay.
23:04I think maybe we shouldn't do it.
23:07It'll be fun.
23:08No, I think it's probably not a good idea for you.
23:11Considering everything.
23:13I'll be fine.
23:14I...
23:14I've done it before.
23:15No, but you might have, like, a really bad come down,
23:17and I don't want it to fuck with your head right now.
23:18My head's already fucked with it.
23:19I don't need you telling me what to do.
23:28Sorry.
23:29No, it's okay.
23:30No, I'm...
23:31I'm sorry.
23:32I...
23:32I, uh...
23:33I just...
23:34I want to have a good night.
23:35Yeah, I get it.
23:38Honestly, I'm just really tired.
23:40I think I need to sleep.
23:42No, don't do that.
23:43No, hey.
23:44I'm not mad.
23:45I'm genuinely tired.
23:48Um, you should stay.
23:51Are you sure?
23:52Yeah.
23:54Maybe just consider sticking to drinking?
23:57Okay.
24:04Hey!
24:05Hi!
24:05Um, I'm just so tired, so I'm gonna go home.
24:09Okay.
24:10Okay.
24:11Please take care of Rickley for me.
24:13Yeah.
24:13I love you.
24:14Bye.
24:15Love you.
24:15Bye!
24:16See you.
24:17Bye.
24:17Have fun.
24:18Bye.
24:19Get him safely.
24:20Yeah.
24:23I already took mine.
24:24I used to sleep at night before the flashing lights settle deep in my brain.
24:42But by the time we met, by the time we met, the times had already changed.
24:50So I never wrote a letter.
25:02I never took my true heart.
25:05I never wrote it down.
25:07So when the lights cut out, I was lost standing in the wilderness downtown.
25:16Now our lives are changing fast.
25:23Now our lives are changing fast.
25:27Hope there's something pure, it can last.
25:31Hope there's something pure, it can last.
25:35And we seem strange.
25:39How we used to wait for letters to arrive.
25:43Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:09Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:10Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:11Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:12Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:13Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:14Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:15Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:16Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:17Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:18Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:19Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:20Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:21Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:22Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:23Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:24Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:25Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:26Hope there's something pure, it can last.
26:27Liz, let's go home.
26:31I just want to be at home with you.
26:33You do?
26:34Yeah, very bad.
26:36Okay.
26:38Let me just go say bye to Priya.
26:49I love you.
26:51Seriously.
26:53Okay.
26:53Bye.
26:54Oh, oh.
26:57Hey.
27:18You smoke?
27:22Yeah, I do.
27:25You feeling good?
27:27Mm-hmm.
27:28Are you?
27:29No, I'm not really feeling anything.
27:31You're not.
27:33I feel like there are waves inside of me.
27:37Yeah.
27:38Definitely not feeling that.
27:41Well, maybe it'll just take longer, because you're so big.
27:47It might not work on me.
27:48Maybe I just don't have enough of the happy chemicals in my brain anymore.
27:54That's kind of sad.
27:59Yeah.
28:00Kind of.
28:04I think I'm going to go home.
28:05Okay.
28:06Okay.
28:07Good night.
28:08Good night.
28:09Good night.
28:18Hey.
28:19Hey.
28:20I can't let you walk home by yourself.
28:22I'll walk with you.
28:27Thanks.
28:27Yeah.
28:28Oh, wow.
28:41Wow.
28:43Yep.
28:45Could we just sit for a minute?
28:47I really just want to take it all in.
28:51Uh, okay.
28:54Okay.
28:58How was your Christmas?
29:10It was horrific.
29:12Horrific?
29:12Yeah. Lucy's house was nice, but I had an affair with a married 45-year-old last semester, and it really fucked me up.
29:19What?
29:19Yeah. 45.
29:21This sounds like a really big gossip. How have I not heard this?
29:24Because your brother died.
29:28I'm sorry.
29:32No, you're...
29:32I'm sorry.
29:37No, no, you make a good point. You make a good point.
29:39What? This guy was married?
29:42Yeah.
29:43Oh.
29:44Did you really like him?
29:46Oh, my God. I loved him.
29:48Oh, God.
29:49I know.
29:50And you probably thought he was going to leave his marriage for you, right?
29:52I mean, I never said it out loud, but kind of, yeah.
29:55Yeah.
29:57How are your parents doing?
30:00I'm sorry.
30:01What?
30:02It was such a sharp pivot.
30:05I just felt like I had to ask something more serious.
30:07I know. I know. I know. I know.
30:09Sorry.
30:10You really got in there.
30:12Um, I know. It's weird.
30:16They say that they don't blame me for what happened, but they look at me differently.
30:26Something in their faces.
30:27It just kind of feels like I lost my whole family, not just Drew.
30:33I'm sorry.
30:38Eh.
30:39It kind of just feels like I'm solo.
30:44I get that feeling.
30:47Well, you and your parents, you don't talk at all, right?
30:49No. Yeah.
30:51My mom was just way too young to have a kid.
30:54My, uh, my parents had me pretty young, too.
30:57They had me basically straight out of college.
31:00Yeah.
31:00Uh, I mean, my mom was, like, 14 when she had me.
31:0914? Like, 1-4?
31:11Yeah.
31:12Oh.
31:14Yeah.
31:15What about, uh, what about your dad?
31:18I don't know anything about him.
31:21Other than that he was way too old to have sex with a 14-year-old.
31:27So.
31:30I'm really sorry you had to deal with all that.
31:35It's okay.
31:37You're dealing with a lot of shit, too.
31:40Yeah.
31:43I just wish people would stop suffocating me about it.
31:46Or telling me that it'll get better.
31:49Don't say anything else.
31:51Don't tell me that it'll get better.
31:52I don't know.
31:55Yeah.
31:56I for sure wouldn't say that to you.
32:00I mean...
32:02It definitely might not get better.
32:07Honestly,
32:09it probably won't.
32:15You're welcome.
32:27What?
32:28Oh.
32:29Okay.
32:31Are you...
32:32Yeah, I feel like the MDMA is, you know, working now.
32:37Oh, good.
32:38I'm so happy for you.
32:40Oh, thank you.
32:41This is huge.
32:41This is huge.
32:42I feel so good.
33:02Me, too.
33:03Yeah.
33:04Yeah.
33:05What?
33:07What?
33:09I want us to be completely honest with each other from now on.
33:13Yes.
33:15Like, no secrets.
33:16Like, anything we're afraid to tell each other,
33:19we should say it.
33:20You can tell me anything.
33:21Okay.
33:22Anything.
33:23What about you, though?
33:24Is there anything
33:25you haven't told me before
33:28or anything you don't feel good about?
33:30I mean, I think I feel like...
33:34maybe shame.
33:35about some things.
33:36Okay.
33:36Yeah, that's okay.
33:37Yeah.
33:38Like what?
33:38I mean, they're not, like, specific things.
33:40They're just more, like,
33:41feelings about myself.
33:44You know?
33:45Yeah.
33:46Yeah.
33:47Like what?
33:49I don't know.
33:51Okay, focus, though.
33:53Is this stuff to do with other guys?
33:55Not really.
33:56Maybe some of it.
33:57Okay, like what?
33:59You don't want to hear that stuff.
34:01I do.
34:02There's literally nothing you can't tell me.
34:07Really?
34:07Yeah.
34:11Okay.
34:12There...
34:12Okay.
34:15There...
34:15There was this one time...
34:18Are you sure you don't mind hearing this?
34:22You can tell me.
34:23Okay, there was this one time...
34:28I was arguing with Leo.
34:32And...
34:34I wanted him to, like...
34:38Be more...
34:40Aggressive with me.
34:42And I was in a weird place.
34:44And...
34:45I put his hand on my throat.
34:48And it was like I...
34:50Disgusted him.
34:53And...
34:53Sometimes I think about that moment...
34:56And I feel like...
34:58Maybe there's something disgusting about me.
35:07Okay.
35:07That's not a big deal.
35:08Leo's a fucking prude.
35:11Okay.
35:12Come on.
35:13There has to be more.
35:14More what?
35:15Anything.
35:16You know all my secrets.
35:18Have you ever been attracted to any of my friends?
35:19No.
35:20It's okay.
35:21It's okay if you have.
35:23No.
35:23I'm attracted to your friends.
35:25I think Brie's really beautiful.
35:27I mean...
35:28Yeah, she is really beautiful.
35:31She is really beautiful.
35:32Yeah, who knows?
35:33If I had met her first, I might have been in...
35:35I might have gone after her and Pippa, too.
35:37Pippa's really hot.
35:38Wait, why are you telling me this?
35:39Because.
35:40It's safe.
35:41You need to know that.
35:43I do know that.
35:45I do know that.
35:49So tell me.
35:50Steven, there's nothing I'm not telling you.
35:58Nothing.
36:02Okay.
36:04Okay?
36:09I'm tired.
36:10We, we, we, we'll...
36:18No, no, no, no, no, no.
36:21I'm, I'm, I'm way too high to go to sleep right now.
36:23I'm sorry.
36:24I'm, I'm exhausted.
36:25I'm exhausted.
36:25I'm, I'm, I'm trudged.
36:27I'm, I'm, I'm tired.
36:42Oh, my God.
37:12All right, hey.
37:32I think we might have passed out.
37:35Yeah, seems like more of a fact than anything else.
37:42I should get home.
37:48Oh.
37:48MDMA's pretty intense, huh?
37:50Yeah.
37:55This wasn't weird that this happened.
37:58We just fell asleep.
38:00No.
38:01We were on drugs.
38:02I was walking you home.
38:04Exactly.
38:05Yeah, exactly.
38:10Maybe we just don't mention it to people, though, in case it might accidentally sound like something was weird.
38:15Yeah, I think that's smart.
38:16Okay.
38:17That's a good move.
38:22We should probably walk back separately, then.
38:24Yeah.
38:25Mm-hmm.
38:28Okay.
38:29Okay, well, I'll just, uh, you go ahead and go first.
38:31Yeah.
38:32All right.
38:32Hang out.
38:32Cool.
38:33All right.
38:34Bye.
38:35Yeah?
38:35Okay.
38:35Bye.
38:36Bye.
38:36Yeah.
38:37Bye.
38:37Bye.
38:37Bye.
38:37Bye.
38:37Bye.
38:37Bye.
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39:01Bye.
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39:05Bye.
39:05Hey, this is Steven. Leave a message.
39:19Hi. Hi.
39:21Are you alive? Yeah, come in.
39:27God, last night was insane.
39:30I know.
39:31I fell asleep outside.
39:33What? Where?
39:35A bus stop?
39:41What?
39:42My advisor just emailed me asking to meet her in the dean's office.
39:47How can I already be in trouble?
39:49I'm sure you're not. You haven't done anything.
39:55Oh, shit.
39:58What?
39:59Oliver's car?
40:00No, no, no, no. You don't think he'd report us?
40:03I don't know.
40:04No, why would they only be emailing me then?
40:06Well, call Pippa. See if she got anything.
40:08Okay.
40:08Okay.
40:08Hi.
40:26Hi.
40:26Can I come in?
40:27I really don't appreciate you guilting me last night.
40:33Oh, how did I guilt you?
40:35Lecture me about Wrigley doing drugs. Like, it's my fault.
40:37I wasn't trying to lecture you. I was just worried about him.
40:40You think I'm not worried about him? I've been taking care of him for weeks, okay? By myself. You have no idea how hard it's been.
40:45Okay, well, maybe you shouldn't be the only person he's leaning on.
40:48Well, it's kind of my responsibility.
40:50Why?
40:52Do you not feel guilty at all? Guilty about what?
40:56You and I both convinced Drew to come back to campus. We did that together.
41:02I'm sorry, but I'm not taking that on. What happened to Drew was terrible, but it was not our fault.
41:07Is that why you got back together with Wrigley? You feel guilty?
41:14No. No, of course not, okay? You don't need to worry about my relationship with him, okay?
41:19Yeah, trust me, I'm not. I love Wrigley, but I'm delighted not to think about any of those people anymore.
41:25They're all fucking toxic. I mean, look at you. Second day back on campus, look how you're acting.
41:30You are so judgmental. Always.
41:32Always.
41:33Yes.
41:33Really?
41:34Yes. You're always judging me. You judge me about how I handled the Chris stuff, my relationship with Lucy, basically all of my decisions.
41:41Wow, you've got a whole list. Sounds like I've really been on your mind.
41:43Yeah, you have.
41:44Well, I find that a bit weird, since I'm sure there are other people who've been much worse to you.
41:48Well, then I guess I'm being weird.
41:49Okay, then stop.
41:50Well, I'm trying.
41:50I don't even know what we're talking about right now.
41:52We're talking about the fact that you're on my fucking mind all of the time, your judgments and your little comments.
41:58And I don't think that I should care about you this much. I don't think it's normal.
42:01I think actually it's a problem, especially because I have a boyfriend.
42:13I don't know what to say to that.
42:17I don't know what to say to that.
42:47I don't know what to say to that.
42:49I don't know what to say to that.
42:51Okay, I'm good.
42:56I'm sorry, I can't.
42:59I think drugs are bad.
43:05Hey.
43:06Hi.
43:07You want something to eat?
43:08No.
43:09I'm a mess.
43:18No, you're not.
43:18You're just having to calm down.
43:23Or is it other stuff?
43:27We don't have to talk about it.
43:29Not with the shit you're dealing with.
43:30I would rather talk about anything other than the shit I'm dealing with.
43:34My dad just keeps calling me nonstop.
43:37He wants me to have a plan for after graduation, but I don't have a fucking idea what I want to do.
43:42A lot of people don't know what they want to do right away.
43:45When Brie asked me about it last night, I just felt stupid that I didn't have a better answer for her.
43:50Something about her opinion just matters more than anyone else's.
43:58I know you don't know her that well, but if you did, you know what I mean.
44:02Yeah, she's a cool girl.
44:06Can't believe she had a thing with a married guy.
44:08He was married?
44:10The old guy?
44:11Oh, God.
44:12I'm sorry.
44:13I thought you knew that part.
44:15It was sort of repeated to me like something everyone knew.
44:17I'm sorry.
44:18I didn't mean to make it worse.
44:20It's fine.
44:20I spend every day for the last month obsessing over it.
44:23It can't really get any worse.
44:27Well, look, about the graduation stuff.
44:29What, uh, you know, you could set up some interviews, see what your options are.
44:35Yeah, I was going to meet a couple professors later.
44:38If I could survive this hangover.
44:40Good.
44:41That's good.
44:42Okay, yeah.
44:43They'll be more helpful than me.
44:44I'm useless at this stuff.
44:45You'll be fine.
44:57Call me after.
44:59Okay.
45:01I'll see you later.
45:15I'll see you later.
45:19I'll see you later.
45:23Yeah.
45:38Yeah.
45:39Yeah.
45:48I don't know.
46:18Come in.
46:25Evan. Hi.
46:27Hey, Professor. Can I come in?
46:30Yeah, sure. You're in tomorrow's lecture, right?
46:33Yeah, right, I am. But I had a question about something else.
46:36All right.
46:40So, I'm just trying to decide what I want to do after graduation.
46:45Oh, sorry. I'm not hearing a specific question.
46:54Sorry. Yeah, sorry.
46:57I guess I'm just trying to figure out what some of my options are as a finance major.
47:03So, you're asking me what career paths pertain to a degree in finance?
47:06No, no, no. More like, which ones I'd enjoy, in your opinion.
47:17Well, I don't know. What do you enjoy about finance?
47:22Math.
47:24The math?
47:26Yeah.
47:26Okay. So, you don't know what you want to do, but you want me to tell you what you want to do?
47:32No, I just thought that we were in class together. You might know...
47:35Listen, Evan, I'm more than happy to have a conversation about your future,
47:38but it seems like you need to do some more thinking on your own first.
47:41And, um...
47:44possibly drink some electrolytes.
47:48Right.
47:49I'm sorry. You're right. Um, I didn't mean to waste your time.
47:55It's fine. I'll see you tomorrow.
48:04Lucy, I brought your advisor in to help us discuss this, as it's quite sensitive.
48:10But first, we want you to know that this is a safe space, okay?
48:15Okay.
48:15Do you know a student named Chris Montgomery?
48:22Uh, yeah.
48:24Yeah, I know Chris.
48:26Chris's parents made a complaint.
48:28Apparently, you made an accusation about Chris sexually assaulting you,
48:32which he is strongly denying.
48:34Now, obviously, we take this very seriously.
48:37So, if there is something that you would like to discuss with us, you can.
48:41Um, yeah, it's not something...
48:45it's not something I want to talk about. It's over.
48:49But, Lucy, did you make this allegation?
48:52Am I in trouble?
48:54Of course not.
48:54But if it's true, it's the kind of thing that would require an official report.
48:58I mean, I might have had a private conversation with my friends, but that's all.
49:01Well, I'm not making a report, and I'm not escalating anything. I really don't want this to become a thing. Please. Please.
49:11Well, know that you can talk to us if you change your mind.
49:14Okay. Thank you. I understand. Uh, but I won't.
49:16Okay. All right. That's all.
49:18Okay. Thank you.
49:28And since it's just physical, we don't have to worry about romance, right?
49:31Hell no. Oh, we can do one more shimmy.
49:33Totally. We can multitask, you know? Use the sex to spice up otherwise, dolly.
49:38I'm sorry for being a dick.
49:45No, you weren't.
49:46No, I was. I was. You've, uh, I was. And you've been amazing. You're the only thing keeping me sane right now.
49:54And I just don't, I don't want to be the, the guy that everyone is worried about.
49:59And I, and I don't want to feel aimless like I did last semester. I just can't do it. I can't fucking do it.
50:04Okay. Okay.
50:05I can. You just need some structure. Like, whenever I've gone through really hard shit,
50:14the only thing that's helped me is, um, keep being busy.
50:19I guess I could sign up for more classes.
50:20Yeah. Something like fun, like an art class or something. I mean, you're really creative.
50:27I'm creative?
50:28I feel like you're probably really creative.
50:35I feel like you're really creative.
51:00Come in.
51:05Hey. Where'd you go this morning?
51:09Sorry.
51:10I didn't, I didn't feel great.
51:12Yeah, I'm not sure. MDMA is the best fit for us.
51:15Yeah. I think it's less about the MDMA, more about you fucking Evan last year.
51:23What?
51:24What are you talking about?
51:28You had sex with Evan. He cheated on Brie with you.
51:34Stephen, that is, that is the craziest thing I've ever heard.
51:37He told me. I already know.
51:38He told you that? When? When did he tell you that?
51:40Before break.
51:42When I've been trying to get over it, but seeing how easily you lie about it, Lucy.
51:45Fuck. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please, I'm, I'm, you have to believe me.
51:51Why didn't you just tell me?
51:52I, I was begging you to tell me.
51:54Because, because it didn't mean anything.
51:55It did not mean anything. I was wasted and we were broken up.
51:59I had to find out from him. It was fucking me.
52:00I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
52:02Please, please, please, you have to listen to me, okay? I love you.
52:05I love you. This is something that happened so long ago.
52:09This does not have to ruin anything. Please, please, you have to forgive me. Please.
52:13I am trying to. I don't know if I can.
52:18What, what does that mean? If you, if you can't?
52:27Are you worried about losing me or are you scared of me?
52:34I'm worried about losing you.
52:39What are you thinking?
52:48Stephen, what are you going to do?
52:50I'm trying. I don't want to let this consume me.
52:57Okay.
53:02Let's just see how it goes.
53:07Okay.
53:09Brie, just talk, talk to me.
53:19What's going on?
53:26I can't tell you.
53:30Hey, are you okay?
53:36Brie.
53:39Yeah.
53:40Yeah.
53:41Sorry.
53:42I'm sorry.
53:44I just had some nerves.
53:46I'm good now.
53:47I'm good.
53:49I'm ready.
53:53Okay.
53:53Okay.
53:53Bye.
53:59Bye.
54:03Bye.
54:12Bye.
54:17Bye.
54:18The lights are on, but you're not home
54:39Your mind is not your own
54:43Your heart sweats, your body shakes
54:48Another kiss is what it takes
54:52You can't sleep, you can't eat
54:56There's no doubt, you're in deep
55:01Your throat is tight, you can't breathe
55:05Another kiss is all you need
55:10You like to think that you're immune to this stuff
55:14Oh yeah
55:15It's closer to the truth to say that you can't get enough
55:23You know you're gonna have to face it
55:26You're addicted to love
55:27You see the signs that you can't breathe
55:31You're running at a distant speed
55:36Your heart beats in double time
55:40Another kiss and you'll be mine
55:45The lights are on, but you're not home
55:49Evan, do you take Brie to be your wife?
55:54I do
55:55And Brie, do you take Evan to be your husband?
56:02Of course I do
56:04You like to think that you're immune to this stuff
56:08Oh yeah
56:09It's closer to the truth to say that you can't get enough
56:17You know you're gonna have to face it
56:20You're addicted to love
56:22You're addicted to love
56:24Might as well think that you're addicted to love
56:27Might as well think that you're addicted to love
56:33Might as well think that you're addicted to love
56:37Might as well think that you're addicted to love
56:41Might as well think that you're addicted to love
56:45Might as well think that you're addicted to love
56:50Might as well think that you're addicted to love
56:54Might as well think that you're addicted to love
57:11Might as well think that you're addicted to love
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