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00:01So was he there?
00:02Yeah.
00:03They were both there.
00:06Lucy.
00:07I know you've been thinking about me.
00:09It doesn't work anymore, Steven.
00:11Chris! Guys, this is Lydia's brother.
00:13Found her half-dressed in that room,
00:15and that guy Chris just walks out of the bathroom.
00:17Hey!
00:18He acted like he got caught doing something.
00:20Maybe we should talk to somebody about this.
00:22No! Don't tell anyone about this.
00:24I didn't know you were a foster kid.
00:25Do your friends here know?
00:26They never asked.
00:27Brie broke up with me.
00:28What? Why?
00:29Because I cheated on her.
00:31My outside was drunk.
00:32How's that even possible?
00:33I'm sorry.
00:34My head's a fucking mess.
00:36Do you guys know this girl?
00:37She hooked up with my brother.
00:38She's claiming that she was, like, drugged.
00:40It's impossible for you to know what actually happened.
00:42You were not there.
00:43We can be friends because we like each other,
00:45not just because we worry about each other.
00:48Right?
00:49Yeah.
00:50Baird dropped Katie's assault case against Chris.
00:53They said that there wasn't enough evidence.
00:55Fucking crazy how girls can just lie about shit like that.
00:58Katie wasn't lying.
00:59He did the exact same thing to me.
01:01You want to make peace with your brother
01:02while getting back together with the girl
01:03who wrote the letter that ruined his life?
01:05How are you so sure that people wrote it?
01:07I ruined my brother's life.
01:08I think there's something wrong with me.
01:10We're gonna fix this.
01:11Do you think I am a bad person?
01:13Yes.
01:14But you still loved me.
01:15I know all of the worst things about you.
01:18And I still love you.
01:19You've been the biggest thing in my life for almost four years.
01:23I just don't think I feel the same way anymore.
01:26Here's the thing, Brie.
01:27I wasn't entirely honest with you about our marriage.
01:30So did Marianne know about us?
01:33Yes.
01:34Hey, thanks for coming.
01:39Diana wouldn't really take no for an answer.
01:41Drew, come on, wake up, buddy.
01:43Fuck, fuck.
01:44Hey, hey, come on, come on!
01:45Somebody help!
01:46Wrigley, it's not your fault.
01:47Whose fault is it then?
01:48I mean, I'm the one who gave him the pills,
01:50and I'm the one who ruined his life.
01:52I have to tell Wrigley.
01:53I have to tell him that you're-
01:54It's crazy.
01:55You can't throw yourself under the bus like that.
01:57Hey, Wrigley, I have to tell you something.
02:00No, it's about me.
02:01It's about the letter last year.
02:02I wrote the letter.
02:03The one that got Drew in trouble, that was me.
02:05I'm so sorry.
02:07Why?
02:08Leave fit.
02:09With your phenomenal LSAT score and this admissions essay,
02:12I'd say you have a perfect shot at Yale early admission.
02:15Hmm.
02:16How did Steven take the breakup?
02:17He'll be all right.
02:18Yeah, Steven, I had to make him think it was his idea.
02:21I know about this older guy that Brie's been seeing.
02:23Who is he?
02:24It's over now anyway.
02:25It's done.
02:26That's really good.
02:27I've been so worried about her.
02:28Yeah, it really fucked her up.
02:29You know it was all our fault, right?
02:31I'd have to tell you something.
02:33When I cheated on Brie last year, I thought you two were over.
02:36Where's Steven?
02:37Kind of scary when you don't know where he is.
02:40I'm just trying to make sense of everything.
02:43Last summer, when he cheated on Brie, that was with Lucy.
02:46That's where his aunt?
02:47Yeah.
02:48I'm so sorry.
02:49I'm so sorry.
02:50I'm so sorry.
02:52No, I gonna suck.
02:53I don't know.
02:54All youratoid is good, honestly.
02:55Put in an initiation.
02:56I want to make sense of Я.
02:57What do I know?
02:58I won't know if I'm not escaping the chain?
03:00Student to keep going well.
03:01And what does that mean?
03:03That's right.
03:04Oh, my God.
03:05All my love, come back.
03:06Oh, my God.
03:07There's this.
03:09What isไร?
03:10I'm so bên, like, ready?
03:11I'm so potatoes.
03:13I won't know if you got a mess and möglich on the plateau,
03:14Hell maybe.
03:15Oh, my God.
03:16Yeah, so I can't find real estate there.
03:17How are you feeling?
03:34Excited.
03:35Yeah.
03:36Yeah.
03:40Hey, you haven't heard from Stephen today, have you?
03:42I literally make it my life's mission to never hear from Stephen.
03:47Right.
03:49I just, um, I don't think he's here.
03:53That's weird, right?
03:55Which is kind of weird.
04:00Have you been talking to him again?
04:01No.
04:05What do you mean by talking?
04:06Jesus Christ, Lucy.
04:08No, nothing's happening.
04:09Nothing's happening, okay?
04:10I just, I wasn't sure where he was.
04:12Lucy, you ruined your life sophomore year.
04:17Do you not remember that?
04:21You barely came back from that.
04:27I know.
04:28I'm sorry.
04:28I'm sorry.
04:44You ready?
04:48Reed.
04:49Reed.
04:49Reed.
04:49Hey, what's up?
05:19I'm a terrible person.
05:24What are you talking about?
05:26I am.
05:28I promise.
05:30I'm probably the worst person you know.
05:49Wakey-wakey.
06:04I hate your alarm.
06:08I hate your alarm, but it's time for school.
06:18How long does it drive back to campus?
06:20Uh, an hour if a normal person's driving, but with my mom, like 40 minutes.
06:27Hey, thank you for letting me stay here.
06:29It was honestly one of the nicer Christmas breaks I've had, considering everything.
06:34I'm so glad you were here.
06:36Really.
06:37I love you.
06:38I love you.
06:39I can't believe we have to go back.
06:40There's just, there's no way things are going to feel normal again.
06:43Or they'll feel really normal.
06:45And that'll be even weirder.
06:47I hope Wrigley's doing okay.
06:52Wrigley hasn't said much about how he's doing.
06:57You don't have to get so secretive every time he texts you.
07:12I just know how you feel about him.
07:15Yeah, but I'm not going to tell you what to do.
07:18Besides, I made equally psychotic decisions last semester, so I can't really judge.
07:24Not that I'm calling your decision psychotic.
07:26I mean, it might be psychotic.
07:28It is.
07:29Getting back together with Steven is psychotic.
07:32But I love you, so I'm keeping my mouth shut.
07:36As long as he doesn't fuck around again.
07:39I don't know.
07:41Steven and I know each other so well.
07:43I, I don't think he can really surprise me at this point.
07:48Which I guess is comforting.
07:51I don't know.
07:52Does that make any sense?
07:54I just, I just really feel like things are going to be different this time.
08:11Oh, hey.
08:12Hey.
08:13How was, how was Santa Barbara?
08:14Warmer than here.
08:15Yeah, I know.
08:16I'm sure.
08:17Thanks for letting me crash.
08:18This place is so nice.
08:19Yeah, yeah, of course.
08:20Glad I could help.
08:21Had to get out of my brother's house.
08:22Fucking nightmare.
08:23You didn't see your mom at all?
08:24Uh, no.
08:25Still banished.
08:26Sorry, man.
08:27That's alright.
08:28Have you seen Wrigley yet?
08:29Nope.
08:30We've been texting.
08:31I feel bad for him.
08:32Yeah.
08:33Me too.
08:34He's moving into a new dorm today.
08:35But you two aren't rooming together?
08:36No.
08:37He doesn't want the reminder.
08:38Everything that happened in our, in our room.
08:39We've been sent to a new dorm room.
08:40No.
08:41I'm sorry.
08:42I'm sorry.
08:43I'm sorry.
08:44No.
08:45I'm sorry.
08:46I'm sorry.
08:47Have you seen?
08:48That's all.
08:49I'm sorry, man.
08:50I'm sorry.
08:51I'm sorry.
08:52I'm sorry.
08:53You won't, well.
08:54Dad.
08:55You don't see every one or two.
08:56I'm sorry.
08:57Reminder, everything that happened in our, in our room.
09:02Hey, uh, are you and I good after the other stuff?
09:15Uh, honestly, it's been rough thinking about you and Lucy together.
09:19It's not good.
09:21I hate it.
09:23I'm sorry, man.
09:24But the reality is I still want to be with her.
09:27So I just have to try to get over it unless I want to blow everything up again.
09:30And I, I, I don't want to do that.
09:33So, yeah, that's where I'm at.
09:35Are you going to talk to her about it?
09:38I don't think so.
09:40Unless she wants to tell me herself.
09:44Well, that means a lot to me.
09:46That you're willing to get past it.
09:48I mean, I'll do my best.
09:53I'm, I'm, I'm going to go see her right now.
09:55Thank you again, seriously, for letting me sit.
09:58Really.
09:59Yeah.
09:59Means a lot.
10:00Um, oh, I, I left some dishes in the sink.
10:02I can wash them quickly.
10:03No, it's, it's fine.
10:04Oh my.
10:05Really?
10:06Appreciate that.
10:08Thanks, man.
10:08You sure you don't want me to come with you?
10:21You sure you don't want me to come with you?
10:25You sure you don't want me to come with you to your room first?
10:40No.
10:40Go see the girls.
10:41I'm fine.
10:42Yeah, I can see them later.
10:43It's okay.
10:44I'm not going to throw myself off the roof.
10:45These buildings aren't even that tall.
10:47Wrigley.
10:47I'm joking.
10:50I'm joking.
10:56Um, thanks for taking care of me the last few weeks.
11:02You don't need to keep thanking me.
11:04I love you.
11:05I wanted to be there.
11:07I love you too.
11:16Yeah.
11:17Okay.
11:18Okay.
11:21See ya.
11:22Okay.
11:37Do we really have the energy for this Decade's Party tonight?
11:41No, but, you know, we got our costumes, so.
11:44Hey.
11:45Hey.
11:45Hey.
11:46Oh, my God.
11:47Your hair.
11:48I'm obsessed.
11:48Oh, you're amazing.
11:50And you, I didn't know that you went back to Brunette.
11:52Yeah, it felt disrespectful to be platinum blonde in a house of mourning.
11:57Hi.
11:58Hey.
11:59How is it?
11:59Is Wrigley okay?
12:00Um, honestly, it was as bad as you think it would be.
12:05Like, uh, deeply.
12:07Deeply awful.
12:09I'm so sorry.
12:10Me too.
12:12We were worried when we didn't hear from you much.
12:14I'm just so tired.
12:16I mean, I'm glad that I could be there for him, but I feel like I got hit by a truck.
12:21Do you feel happy to be back together, though?
12:23Yeah.
12:24Yeah, of course.
12:25I mean, we broke up for stupid reasons.
12:27Yeah.
12:28He really doesn't want a lot of sad attention, so just try to treat him normally tonight.
12:33Yeah.
12:34If you can.
12:35Of course.
12:36How about you?
12:37Have you heard from the elderly man?
12:39No.
12:40No.
12:41I'm honestly just pretending that Oliver was, like, a figment of my imagination and praying
12:45that I never run into him.
12:46So you're okay then?
12:48No.
12:48I feel like I'm dead inside.
12:50Right.
12:52If last semester wasn't rock bottom, I'm gonna be so pissed.
12:58Hey.
12:59Sorry to interrupt.
13:00Hey.
13:00I went to your room, but I heard your voice in there.
13:03Sorry.
13:04No.
13:04That's...
13:05Yeah.
13:05It's okay.
13:08Hi.
13:11You guys have a good break?
13:14Mm-hmm.
13:17I'm gonna...
13:18I'm gonna go to my room for a bit, okay?
13:21I'll come pre-game later.
13:22Bye.
13:23Bye.
13:27That is so dark.
13:37Hi.
13:39Hi.
13:39Are we bad friends for not intervening, though?
14:07I don't know what we could say that she hasn't heard before.
14:11It'll be our restroom break anyway.
14:13It's, like, two months away.
14:14You think it'll take that long?
14:16I mean, this campus is quite obviously cursed, so...
14:19Yeah, I think it's a possibility.
14:31Happy New Year.
14:32Are you okay?
14:38I think that was, like, worst-case scenario, right?
14:48My friends think I'm crazy.
14:52I don't care, though.
14:54I mean, I care, but...
14:57This just feels so good.
14:58Did you miss me?
15:02A lot.
15:06No, we have to be nice to each other this time.
15:10I know.
15:11I was talking to Bree, and I...
15:13I just keep saying it's gonna be different.
15:18It will be.
15:20Yeah.
15:21It seems like you and Bree have gotten really close.
15:31Yeah, we've always been close.
15:34Oh, yeah, I know.
15:39What?
15:42Nothing.
15:46You can tell Bree not to worry.
15:48I think my mom sent flowers to your house.
16:14Yeah, I know.
16:14She sent a lot of flowers.
16:17You gotta let me know if you need anything, man.
16:19No, I'm here for you.
16:19Can I have a beer?
16:21Uh, yeah.
16:22Yeah, sure.
16:23Wrigley, you would have been so cute in the 70s.
16:26Hey, Wrigley.
16:27Yeah.
16:32How was your break?
16:34It was nice.
16:36She stayed with Lucy.
16:37They were together the whole time.
16:39So cute.
16:41No, it was.
16:41It was cute.
16:42How was your break?
16:46Uh, fine.
16:48Yeah.
16:48You must be excited to graduate.
16:50Do you know what you're gonna do?
16:51Not really.
16:52Uh, my dad wants me to work for him in Santa Barbara, but I may go to New York trying to
16:56get a finance job.
16:58I don't know.
16:59Wait, why finance?
17:01Uh, because I'm a finance major.
17:03You are?
17:04Yeah.
17:06No, I, I, sorry.
17:07I just never thought of you as having a major.
17:11You've got time to figure stuff out.
17:13Don't, don't stress.
17:14Oh, yeah.
17:15Yeah.
17:16Like three months.
17:19Hey, guys!
17:20God, you guys look so good.
17:23Hey!
17:25Hi!
17:26Come here.
17:28How long have you guys been here?
17:30Oh, my God.
17:31I've been thinking about you.
17:32Are you okay?
17:33Yeah, yeah, yeah.
17:34I'm fine.
17:35I haven't told anybody.
17:37I swear, okay?
17:39Let's go, let's go get some better drinks.
17:41Okay.
17:45How are you?
17:47I'm all right.
17:49How about you?
17:50I'm so good.
17:53You guys do make a cute couple.
17:56Oh, no, no.
17:56No, no, no, no.
17:57We're just friends.
17:59Molly, are you on drugs?
18:01Yes, I am.
18:02Yeah, okay, I want them.
18:04I want the drugs that make Molly nice to Evan.
18:06What are they?
18:07Molly.
18:09Wrigley.
18:10No, it's MDMA.
18:11I got it from his, like, grad student.
18:14Do you want his number?
18:15Yes, immediately.
18:16Have you ever done MDMA?
18:18No.
18:18But it looks kind of amazing.
18:20It's ringing.
18:29He says he's in a blue Honda.
18:31Wait, wait.
18:32We don't need to all go.
18:33Why not?
18:34He's not going to let four people into his car,
18:36and we look like nerds.
18:39Wrigley and I go there.
18:42No, Peppa and I should go.
18:44We'll get a better price.
18:46Why?
18:48Because we're girls, and we're pretty.
18:51So do you, like, um, go to school here?
19:17Uh-huh.
19:18Cool.
19:20Cool.
19:22Yeah, we do, too.
19:26Six pills.
19:27That's 120.
19:28Okay.
19:29Thanks.
19:29We never know how to talk to drug dealers.
19:34Have we bought weed from him before?
19:35I don't think so.
19:36Why?
19:36He seemed really familiar to me.
19:39We're sure this is the same stuff that Molly took.
19:41Yeah, that's what she said.
19:43It could be fun doing it together.
19:50It could be fun doing it together.
19:52It could be fun doing it together.
19:56I'll be right back.
20:20Hey!
20:42Hey!
20:46Oh, hi.
20:47Hey.
20:48Hey, how are you? How's Christmas?
20:54Um, kind of weird.
20:57I spent it with Wrigley and his family.
21:01Oh, wow.
21:05How is he?
21:07He's trying.
21:11So you guys are doing holidays together because you're friends or...
21:15No.
21:16Yeah, um, we are back together.
21:22That's great.
21:26I'm really glad he has someone. I've been worried about him.
21:33Yeah, we're actually about to do a bunch of Molly in a minute, so I think that might cheer him up.
21:39But Wrigley's going to do MDMA, like the drug that depletes all of your serotonin?
21:47Is that what it does?
21:48Yeah, that's a really bad idea. He's going to have a terrible come down. You should not let him do that.
21:53I'm not in charge of him. It wasn't my idea. Everyone wanted to do it.
21:57Who's everyone?
21:59Like Brie and Evan and Lucy and, um, Stephen.
22:06Right, so lots of sound judgment going on.
22:10Hey, why are you being like this?
22:12No, you're right. Um, you should do whatever.
22:16Sure. I'm just... I'm just so done hearing about that group of people.
22:22Okay. Cool.
22:27Have a good night, Diana.
22:29How long does it take to kick in?
22:45Um, like an hour.
22:48Okay.
22:48I think maybe we shouldn't do it.
23:07It'll be fun.
23:08No, I think it's probably not a good idea for you, considering everything.
23:13I'll be fine. I've done it before.
23:15No, but you might have, like, a really bad come down, and I don't want it to fuck with your head right now.
23:18My head's already fucked with it. I don't need you telling me what to do.
23:28Sorry.
23:29No, it's okay.
23:30No, I'm sorry. I, uh, I just... I want to have a good night.
23:36Yeah, I get it.
23:38Honestly, I'm just really tired. I think I need to sleep.
23:42Oh, don't do that.
23:43Hey, I'm not mad. I'm genuinely tired.
23:48Um, you should stay.
23:51Are you sure?
23:52Yeah.
23:54Maybe just consider sticking to drinking?
23:57Okay.
24:04Hey!
24:05Hi!
24:05Um, I'm just so tired, so I'm going to go home.
24:09Okay.
24:10Okay.
24:11Please take care of Rickley for me.
24:13Yeah.
24:13I love you.
24:14Bye.
24:15Love you.
24:15Bye!
24:16See you.
24:17Bye.
24:17Have fun.
24:18Bye.
24:19Get them safely.
24:20Yeah.
24:20I heard he took mine.
24:24I used to write.
24:29I used to write letters.
24:31I used to sell my name.
24:33I used to sleep at night.
24:37Before the flashing lights.
24:39It'll deepen my brain.
24:41But by the time we met.
24:46By the time we met.
24:48The times had already changed.
24:58So I never wrote a letter.
25:01I never took my true heart.
25:05I never wrote it down.
25:07So when the lights cut out.
25:12I was lost standing in the wilderness downtown.
25:19Now our lives are changing fast.
25:23Now our lives are changing fast.
25:27Hope there's something pure can last.
25:30Hope there's something pure can last.
25:35And it seems strange.
25:39How we used to wait for letters to arrive.
25:44But what's strange is still.
25:47It's how something so small can keep you alive.
25:54Now our lives are changing fast.
25:57Now our lives are changing fast.
26:02Hope there's something pure can last.
26:05Hope there's something pure can last.
26:09Next week.
26:20Hi.
26:20Hi.
26:21Hi.
26:25Hi.
26:25Hi.
26:27Liz.
26:28Let's go home.
26:30I just want to be home with you.
26:33You do?
26:34Yeah, I'm really bad.
26:36Okay.
26:38Let me just go say bye to Pree.
26:48I love you.
26:50Seriously.
26:52Okay.
27:04Hey.
27:18You smoke?
27:20Yeah, I do.
27:24You feeling good?
27:26Are you?
27:28Nah, I'm not really feeling anything.
27:30You're not.
27:32I feel like there are waves inside of me.
27:36Yeah.
27:38Definitely not feeling that.
27:40Well,
27:42maybe it'll just take longer
27:44because you're so big.
27:46It might not work on me.
27:48Maybe I just don't have enough
27:50of the happy chemicals in my brain anymore.
27:52That's kind of sad.
27:56Yeah.
27:58Kinda.
28:00I think I'm gonna go home.
28:04Uh, okay.
28:06Okay.
28:08Goodnight.
28:09Goodnight.
28:18Uh, hey.
28:20I can't let you walk home by yourself.
28:22I'll walk with you.
28:27Thanks.
28:28Yeah.
28:36Oh, wow.
28:41Wow.
28:43Yep.
28:44Could we just...
28:46sit for a minute?
28:47I really just wanna...
28:48take it all in.
28:50Uh, uh, okay.
28:54Okay.
28:55How was your Christmas?
28:57It was horrific.
28:58Horrific?
28:59Yeah.
29:00Lucy's house was nice,
29:01but I had an affair with a married 45-year-old last semester,
29:03and it really fucked me up.
29:05What?
29:06Yeah.
29:0745.
29:08This sounds like a really big gossip.
29:09How have I not heard this?
29:10Because your brother died.
29:11I'm sorry?
29:12No, you're...
29:13I'm sorry.
29:14No, no, you make a good point.
29:15You make a good point.
29:16Wait, this guy was married.
29:17This guy was married.
29:18No, you're...
29:19I'm sorry.
29:20No, you're...
29:21I'm sorry.
29:22No, no, you're...
29:23I'm sorry.
29:24No, no, you make a good point.
29:25You make a good point.
29:26What?
29:27This guy was...
29:28This guy was married?
29:29Yeah.
29:30Oh.
29:31Oh.
29:32Did you really like him?
29:33Oh, my God.
29:34I loved him.
29:35Oh, God.
29:36I know.
29:37And you probably thought he was gonna leave his marriage for you, right?
29:39Yeah.
29:40Oh.
29:41Oh.
29:42Oh.
29:43Oh.
29:44Did you really like him?
29:45Oh, my God.
29:46I loved him.
29:47Oh, God.
29:48I know.
29:49And you probably thought he was gonna leave his marriage for you, right?
29:51I mean, I never said it out loud, but kind of, yeah.
29:54Yeah.
29:55Yeah.
29:56How are your parents doing?
29:59I...
30:00I'm sorry.
30:01What?
30:02I felt like I needed to...
30:03It was such a sharp pivot.
30:04I know.
30:05I just felt like I had to ask something more serious.
30:07I know.
30:08I know.
30:09I know.
30:10I know.
30:11Sorry.
30:12You really got in there.
30:13Um...
30:14I know.
30:15It...
30:16It's...
30:17Uh, weird.
30:18They...
30:19Uh, that they don't blame me for what happened.
30:22But, um...
30:23They...
30:24They look at me...
30:25Differently.
30:26Something in their faces.
30:27Um...
30:28It just kind of feels like I...
30:30I lost my whole family.
30:32Not just...
30:33Not just Drew.
30:34I'm sorry.
30:37Uh...
30:38Kind of just feels like I'm solo.
30:42I get that feeling.
30:45Well, you and your parents, you don't talk at all, right?
30:49No.
30:50Yeah.
30:51My mom was just way too young to have a kid.
30:53My...
30:54Uh, my parents had me pretty young too.
30:57They had me basically straight out of college.
30:59Yeah.
31:00Uh...
31:01Uh...
31:02I mean...
31:03My mom was...
31:04Like, 14 when she had me.
31:0914?
31:10Like, 1-4?
31:11Yeah.
31:12Oh.
31:13Yeah.
31:14Yeah.
31:15What about...
31:16Uh...
31:17What about your dad?
31:18I don't know anything about him.
31:21Other than that he was way too old to have sex with a 14-year-old.
31:27So...
31:28I'm really sorry you had to deal with all that.
31:33It's okay.
31:35You're dealing with a lot of shit too.
31:39Yeah.
31:40I just wish people would stop suffocating me about it.
31:45Or telling me that it'll get better.
31:48Don't say anything else.
31:50Don't tell me that it'll get better.
31:52I know.
31:53Yeah.
31:55I for sure wouldn't say that to you.
32:00I mean...
32:03It definitely might not get better.
32:07Honestly...
32:09It probably won't.
32:16You're welcome.
32:18You're welcome.
32:27What?
32:28Oh...
32:29Okay.
32:31Are you...
32:32Yeah, I feel like the MDMA is, you know, working now.
32:37Oh, good!
32:38I'm so happy for you.
32:39Oh, thank you.
32:40This is huge.
32:41This is huge.
32:42This is huge.
32:43I feel so good.
32:44Me too.
32:45Yeah.
32:46Yeah.
32:47Yeah.
32:48Yeah.
32:49What?
32:50What?
32:51I...
32:52I want us to be completely honest with each other from now on.
32:57Yes.
32:58Like, no secrets.
32:59Like, anything we're afraid to tell each other.
33:00We should say it.
33:01You can tell me anything.
33:02Okay.
33:03Anything.
33:04Anything.
33:05Is there anything you have to tell?
33:06Anything?
33:07Anything?
33:08Anything?
33:09Anything?
33:10Anything?
33:11Anything?
33:12What about you?
33:13Is there anything you have to tell?
33:15What about you?
33:16Anything?
33:17I don't know.
33:18I'm not sure.
33:19I'm just saying it.
33:20What about you?
33:22I'm not sure.
33:23What about you, though?
33:24Is there anything you haven't told me before or anything you don't feel good about?
33:30I mean, I think I feel like maybe shame about some things.
33:36Okay, yeah, that's okay.
33:38Like what?
33:38I mean, they're not like specific things.
33:40They're just more like feelings about myself.
33:44You know?
33:45Yeah.
33:46Yeah.
33:47Like what?
33:49I don't know.
33:51Okay, focus, though.
33:52Is this stuff to do with other guys?
33:55Not really.
33:56Maybe some of it.
33:57Okay, like what?
33:59You don't want to hear that stuff.
34:01I do.
34:02There's literally nothing you can't tell me.
34:06Really?
34:07Yeah.
34:11Okay.
34:12Okay.
34:15There was this one time...
34:20Are you sure you don't mind hearing this?
34:22You can tell me.
34:26Okay, there was this one time...
34:28I was arguing with Leo.
34:32And I wanted him to, like, be more aggressive with me.
34:42And I was in a weird place.
34:44And I put his hand on my throat.
34:48And it was like I disgusted him.
34:51And sometimes I think about that moment...
34:55And I feel like...
34:58Maybe there's something disgusting about me.
35:07Okay.
35:07That's not a big deal.
35:08Leo's a fucking prude.
35:11Okay.
35:12Come on.
35:13There has to be more.
35:14More what?
35:15Anything.
35:16You know all my secrets.
35:18Have you ever been attracted to any of my friends?
35:19No.
35:20It's okay.
35:21It's okay if you have.
35:23No.
35:23I'm attracted to your friends.
35:25I think Brie's really beautiful.
35:27I mean...
35:29Yeah, she is really beautiful.
35:31She is really beautiful.
35:32Yeah, who knows?
35:33If I had met her first, I might have been...
35:35I might have gone after her and Pippa, too.
35:37Pippa's really hot.
35:38Wait, why are you telling me this?
35:39Because it's safe.
35:41You need to know that.
35:43I do know that.
35:45I do know that.
35:49So tell me.
35:52Steven, there's nothing I'm not telling you.
35:58Nothing.
36:02Okay.
36:04Okay?
36:09I'm tired.
36:10We, we, we...
36:18No, no, no, no, no.
36:21I'm, I'm, I'm way too high to go to sleep right now.
36:23I know. I'm sorry.
36:24I'm, I'm exhausted.
36:25I'm afraid.
36:29I'm sorry.
36:38Oh, my God.
37:08All right, hey.
37:32I think we might have passed out.
37:34Yeah, it seems like more of a fact than anything else.
37:44I should get home.
37:48Oh.
37:48MDMA's pretty intense, huh?
37:50Yeah.
37:51This wasn't weird that this happened.
37:58We just fell asleep.
38:00No.
38:01We were on drugs.
38:02I was walking you home.
38:04Exactly.
38:05Yeah, exactly.
38:10Maybe we just don't mention it to people, though, in case it might accidentally sound like something was weird.
38:15Yeah.
38:15I think that's smart.
38:16Okay.
38:17That's a good move.
38:22We should probably walk back separately, then.
38:24Yeah.
38:27Mm-hmm.
38:28Okay.
38:29Okay, well, I'll just, uh, you go ahead and go first.
38:31Yeah.
38:32All right.
38:32Hang out.
38:32Cool.
38:33All right.
38:34Bye.
38:35Yeah?
38:35Okay.
38:35Bye.
38:36Bye.
39:01Bye.
39:02Bye.
39:02Bye.
39:03Bye.
39:04Bye.
39:05Bye.
39:05Hey, this is Steven. Leave a message.
39:19Hi. Hi. Are you alive? Yeah, come in.
39:27God, last night was insane. I know. I fell asleep outside. What? Where?
39:35A bus stop?
39:42What? My advisor just emailed me asking to meet her in the dean's office.
39:47How can I already be in trouble? I'm sure you're not. You haven't done anything.
39:55Oh, shit. What? Oliver's car? No. No, no, no. You don't think he'd report us?
40:03I don't know. No, why would they only be emailing me then?
40:06Well, call Pippa. See if she got anything.
40:08Okay.
40:26Hi. Can I come in?
40:27I really don't appreciate you guilting me last night.
40:33Oh, how did I guilt you?
40:35Lecture me about Wrigley doing drugs. Like, it's my fault.
40:37I wasn't trying to lecture you. I was just worried about him.
40:40You think I'm not worried about him? I've been taking care of him for weeks, okay, by myself.
40:43You have no idea how hard it's been.
40:45Okay, well, maybe you shouldn't be the only person he's leaning on.
40:48Well, it's kind of my responsibility.
40:50Why?
40:50Do you not feel guilty at all? Guilty about what?
40:56You and I both convinced Drew to come back to campus. We did that together.
41:02I'm sorry, but I'm not taking that on.
41:04What happened to Drew was terrible, but it was not our fault.
41:11Is that why you got back together with Wrigley? You feel guilty?
41:14No. No, of course not, okay?
41:16You don't need to worry about my relationship with him, okay?
41:19Yeah, trust me, I'm not.
41:21I love Wrigley, but I'm delighted not to think about any of those people anymore.
41:25They're all fucking toxic.
41:27I mean, look at you. Second day back on campus. Look how you're acting.
41:30You are so judgmental. Always.
41:32Always. Really?
41:34Yes. Yes.
41:34You're always judging me.
41:36You judge me about how I handled the Chris stuff, my relationship with Lucy, basically all of my decisions.
41:40Wow, you've got a whole list. Sounds like I've really been on your mind.
41:43Yeah, you have.
41:44Well, I find that a bit weird, since I'm sure there are other people who've been much worse to you.
41:48Well, then I guess I'm being weird.
41:49Okay, then stop.
41:50Well, I'm trying.
41:50I don't even know what we're talking about right now.
41:52We're talking about the fact that you're on my fucking mind all of the time.
41:56Your judgments and your little comments.
41:58And I don't think that I should care about you this much.
42:00I don't think it's normal.
42:01I think actually it's a problem, especially because I have a boyfriend.
42:04I don't know what to say to that.
42:17Yeah.
42:47Okay, I'm good.
42:57I'm sorry, I can't.
43:00I think drugs are bad.
43:05Hey.
43:06Hi.
43:07You want something to eat?
43:08No.
43:09I'm a mess.
43:18No, you're not.
43:18You're just having to calm down.
43:23Or is it other stuff?
43:27We don't have to talk about it.
43:29Not with the shit you're dealing with.
43:31I would rather talk about anything other than the shit I'm dealing with.
43:34My dad just keeps calling me nonstop.
43:37He wants me to have a plan for after graduation, but I don't have a fucking idea what I want to do.
43:42A lot of people don't know what they want to do right away.
43:45When Brie asked me about it last night, I just felt stupid that I didn't have a better answer for her.
43:51Something about her opinion just matters more than anyone else's.
43:58I know you don't know her that well, but if you did, you know what I mean.
44:02Yeah, she's a cool girl.
44:03I can't believe she had a thing with a married guy.
44:08He was married?
44:10The old guy?
44:11Oh, God.
44:12I'm sorry.
44:13I thought you knew that part.
44:15It was sort of repeated to me like something everyone knew.
44:17I'm sorry.
44:18I didn't mean to make it worse.
44:20It's fine.
44:21I spend every day for the last month obsessing over it.
44:23It can't really get any worse.
44:24Well, look, about the graduation stuff.
44:29What, uh, you know, you could set up some interviews, see what your options are.
44:35Yeah, I was going to meet a couple professors later.
44:38If I could survive this hangover.
44:40Good.
44:41That's good.
44:42Okay, yeah.
44:43They'll be more helpful than me.
44:44I'm useless at this stuff.
44:45You'll be fine.
44:57Call me after.
44:59Okay.
46:01Come in.
46:25Evan.
46:26Hi.
46:27Hey, Professor.
46:28Uh, can I come in?
46:29Yeah, sure.
46:31Um, you're in tomorrow's lecture, right?
46:33Yeah, right.
46:33I am.
46:34Uh, but I had a question about something else.
46:36All right.
46:40So.
46:41I'm just trying to decide what I want to do after graduation.
46:52Sorry, I'm not hearing a specific question.
46:54Sorry.
46:55Uh, yeah, sorry.
46:56Um, I guess I'm just trying to figure out, uh, what some of my options are as a finance major.
47:03So you're asking me what career paths pertain to a degree in finance?
47:06Um, no, no, no.
47:08Um, more like, um, which ones I'd enjoy, in your opinion.
47:14Um, well, um, I don't know.
47:19What do you enjoy about finance?
47:22Math.
47:24The math?
47:26Yeah.
47:28Okay.
47:28So, you don't know what you want to do, but you want me to tell you what you want to do.
47:32No, I just thought that we were in class together.
47:34You might know some more.
47:35Listen, Evan, I'm more than happy to have a conversation about your future,
47:38but it seems like you need to do some more thinking on your own first.
47:41And, um, possibly drink some electrolytes.
47:48Right.
47:50I'm sorry.
47:51You're right.
47:51Um, I didn't mean to waste your time.
47:55It's fine.
47:56I'll see you tomorrow.
48:04Lucy, I brought your advisor in to help us discuss this, as it's quite sensitive.
48:10But first, we want you to know that this is a safe space, okay?
48:15Okay.
48:18Do you know a student named Chris Montgomery?
48:20Uh, yeah.
48:24Yeah, I know Chris.
48:26Chris's parents made a complaint.
48:28Apparently, you made an accusation about Chris sexually assaulting you,
48:32which he is strongly denying.
48:34Now, obviously, we take this very seriously.
48:37So, if there is something that you would like to discuss with us, you can.
48:41Um, yeah, it's not something I want to talk about.
48:46It's over.
48:47But, Lucy, did you make this allegation?
48:52Am I in trouble?
48:54Of course not.
48:54But if it's true, it's the kind of thing that would require an official report.
48:58I mean, I might have had a private conversation with my friends, but that's all.
49:02I'm not making a report.
49:04And I'm not escalating anything.
49:05I really don't want this to become a thing.
49:07Please.
49:08Please.
49:08Please.
49:08Well, know that you can talk to us if you change your mind.
49:14Okay.
49:14I understand.
49:15Uh, but I won't.
49:17All right.
49:18That's all.
49:19Okay.
49:20And since it's just physical, we don't have to worry about romance, right?
49:31Hell no.
49:32Oh, we can do all more shimmy.
49:33Totally.
49:34We can multitask, you know?
49:36Use the sex to spice up otherwise Daleks.
49:38Like me.
49:39I'm sorry for being a dick.
49:45No, you weren't.
49:46No, I was.
49:49I was.
49:50You've, uh, I was.
49:51And you've been amazing.
49:52You're the only thing keeping me sane right now.
49:54And I just don't, I don't want to be the guy that everyone is worried about.
49:59And I don't want to feel aimless like I did last semester.
50:02I just can't do it.
50:03I can't fucking do it.
50:04Okay.
50:05Okay.
50:05You just need some structure.
50:11Like, whenever I've gone through really hard shit, the only thing that's helped me is, um,
50:16keep being busy.
50:18I guess I could sign up for more classes.
50:20Yeah.
50:21Something, like, fun.
50:23Like an art class or something.
50:25I mean, you're really creative.
50:27I'm creative?
50:28I feel like you're probably really creative.
50:30I feel like you're really creative.
51:00Come in.
51:05Hey.
51:07Where did you go this morning?
51:09Sorry.
51:10No, that's fine.
51:10I didn't, I didn't feel great.
51:12Yeah, I'm not sure MDMA is the best fit for us.
51:15Yeah.
51:17I think it's less about the MDMA more about you fucking Evan last year.
51:23What?
51:24What are you talking about?
51:28You had sex with Evan.
51:30He cheated on Brie with you.
51:34Stephen, that is, that is the craziest thing I've ever heard.
51:37He told me.
51:38I already know.
51:38He told you that?
51:39When?
51:39When did he tell you that?
51:40Before break.
51:42When I've been trying to get over it, but seeing how easily you lie about it, Lucy.
51:45Fuck.
51:46I'm sorry.
51:47I'm sorry.
51:48I'm sorry.
51:49Please.
51:50You have to believe me.
51:51Why didn't you just tell me?
51:52I was begging you to tell me.
51:54Because it didn't mean anything.
51:55It did not mean anything.
51:57I was wasted and we were broken up.
51:59I had to find out from him.
52:00It was fucking me.
52:00I'm sorry.
52:01I'm sorry.
52:02Please.
52:03Please.
52:03Please.
52:03You have to listen to me, okay?
52:04I love you.
52:05I love you.
52:06This is something that happened so long ago.
52:09This does not have to ruin anything.
52:10Please.
52:11Please.
52:12You have to forgive me.
52:13Please.
52:13I am trying to.
52:14I don't know if I can.
52:18What does that mean?
52:19If you can't?
52:27Are you worried about losing me or are you scared of me?
52:33I'm worried about losing you.
52:39What are you thinking?
52:48Steven, what are you going to do?
52:50I'm trying.
52:52I don't want to let this consume me.
52:57Okay.
53:02Let's just see how it goes.
53:06Okay.
53:09Brie, just talk.
53:17Talk to me.
53:19What's going on?
53:25I can't tell you.
53:29Hey.
53:30Are you okay?
53:36Brie.
53:39Yeah.
53:40Yeah.
53:41Sorry.
53:42I'm sorry.
53:44I just had some nerves.
53:46I'm good.
53:47No.
53:47I'm good.
53:49I'm ready.
53:52Okay.
53:53I'm good.
54:56There's no doubt, you're in deep, your throat is tight, you can't breathe, another kiss is all you need.
55:11You like to think that you're immune to this stuff, oh yeah.
55:15It's closer to the truth to say that you can't get enough, you know you're gonna have to face it, you're addicted to love.
55:27You see the signs, but you can't breathe, you're running at a different speed, your heart beats in double time, another kiss, and you'll be mine.
55:45The lights are on, but you're not home.
55:50Evan, do you take Bree to be your wife?
55:54I do.
55:56And Bree, do you take Evan to be your husband?
55:59And you'll be mine.
56:03Of course I do.
56:05You like to think that you're immune to this stuff, oh yeah.
56:09It's closer to the truth to say that you can't get enough, you know you're gonna have to face it, you're addicted to love.
56:23Might as well think that you're addicted to love.
56:37Might as well think that you're addicted to love.
56:41Might as well think that you're addicted to love.
56:46Might as well think that you're addicted to love.
56:50Might as well fix it, you're addicted to love
56:54Might as well fix it, you're addicted to love
56:58Might as well fix it, you're addicted to love
57:02Might as well fix it, you're addicted to love
57:07Might as well fix it, you're addicted to love
57:11Might as well fix it, you're addicted to love
57:20You
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