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00:00I'm sorry. If I hadn't hurt my arm, none of this would have happened.
00:07It's not your fault. It's wrong of me to make you scared and I'm really sorry.
00:12I'm not going to lie for you.
00:14My lawyer's going to talk to you. Make sure we're on the same page.
00:17I mean, he's already threatened you. Why would he be worried about hurting you when he's already gotten away with it once?
00:23I was there that night. Mary was there that night. You weren't. You didn't see what happened.
00:28Start talking about how the whole system is unfair and the wrong person is being punished.
00:33The switchboard went nuts. Hospital board filed in two hours.
00:36What time are you going to be back tomorrow?
00:38Well, a plea change decision hasn't happened yet. No, but...
00:40I'll have to stick around for that. Call you tomorrow, beautiful. Kisses to the kids.
00:44What about Hamish? How are things between you two?
00:47It's bumpy. I can't talk to him because he's just so soft.
00:52Isn't that why we love him? I mean weak.
00:55Something happened between you two? Just, you know, everything's been so weird.
00:59A woman named Taylor has ashes, lungs and I found her unconscious in her driveway and I took her to hospital.
01:06Why didn't you tell me? Sorry. Taylor and her husband. They want to meet you. That's why I'm here.
01:13That's why I'm here.
01:43Oh, it's Theresa from Greenvale Crematorium and this is just a courtesy call to remind you that we have your ashes here to be collected.
02:05And to tell you that, obviously, we're here if you need assistance with their pickup and delivery.
02:14Hello? Mrs Dorst? Are you there?
02:18Are you there?
02:19Are you there?
02:20Are you there?
02:21Are you there?
02:25Are you there?
02:28Are you there?
02:37How are you doing?
02:39I don't know where you should be, Tiger.
02:56Okay, can you just hang on there, buddy?
02:58No, no, no!
02:59Come here!
02:59Come here!
03:00Ah!
03:01Shit!
03:06Come on!
03:07Ah!
03:07Ah!
03:09What the fuck?
03:32Oh, I'm sorry.
03:33Didn't you see me coming at you from behind?
03:34What's up?
03:53Sorry to wake you.
03:55Someone leaked the hospital security camera footage from the night Ash died.
03:59Right.
04:01I don't know if it's at our end or someone at the hospital who's had a gutful, but it's
04:06out there.
04:08Okay.
04:09Mary, I don't want you to watch it.
04:12I'm going to call Lillian too.
04:14It's...
04:16Just do a media blackout for a while.
04:19Yeah.
04:21Bye.
04:21What was that?
04:28It's just work.
04:40So, this journalist is married to the football coach, and he's guest speaker at a rotary do
04:44last night.
04:45She's gone along for wife and support, but before he gets up to speak, she gets sent the leaked
04:50video.
04:51She shows him.
04:52He's disgusted, of course, changes his speech to talk about the case, makes it all about
04:59young men, values, on and off the field.
05:03You know which bit I love?
05:07Harry calls it a coward punch.
05:08So much better than king hit, you know, more emotion.
05:12We need to send a message to young men, this is cowardly, sickening, and you'll not get
05:17away with it.
05:18I'm on a media blackout.
05:20Oh, that's right.
05:22Sorry.
05:25You can imagine the kind of influence this has in the community.
05:28I mean, the judge making the decision could have been that.
05:30Should you be eating bacon?
05:34Is that good for you?
05:37Well, I only have it as a treat.
05:39Whatever.
05:40It's your heart.
05:41I mean, it's not, but...
05:44Yeah, I won't eat it.
05:48Fuck.
05:49Sorry.
05:50Eat it, please.
05:51No, no, you're right.
05:52No, I'm not.
05:52This whole thing is horrible.
05:59I shouldn't be talking about it.
06:00I was just excited that our strategy worked and, uh...
06:04Maybe you can take me side-seeing today.
06:10I can't.
06:11Sorry.
06:11I have stuff to do.
06:12I have stuff to do.
06:34Hey.
06:36Hello.
06:37Hello.
06:37Do you want to call you?
06:44Are you coming in?
06:46I just need to speak to Hamish.
06:48He's in the shed.
06:50Cool.
06:52Hamish told me about the lung recipient.
06:55Is she OK?
06:56Why? What do you need? A spot on 60 Minutes.
07:00Fuck you, Lillian. That was Andrew's idea.
07:03Ah, fuck me. OK, right.
07:07What's all this Andrew's idea shit anyway?
07:09Like, why are you hanging out with Andrew all the time?
07:12Do you think it's a little bit weird?
07:14Well, I'm not sleeping outside his house.
07:18Thank God he did help,
07:20or else I'd still be stuck here, sidelined from my job.
07:23Having to spend time with your husband.
07:25Your soft, weak husband.
07:27Look, I didn't mean...
07:28OK. What did you mean?
07:33Andrew is the only person who got what was going on with me.
07:35Who understood what needed to happen.
07:38Yeah, I know you don't want to hear this,
07:40but I knew that Hamish couldn't be there for me
07:42in the way that I needed.
07:44He couldn't handle it.
07:46I'm a train wreck.
07:48Fully off the rails.
07:50I'm a catastrophe.
07:52Every time I pick myself up,
07:54even just a little bit,
07:55I manage to somehow completely obliterate myself again.
07:59And every time I do that,
08:02who's there to help me get up?
08:04Hamish.
08:06He can handle anything.
08:07You're never going to lay an egg, you know.
08:24Because you're a man
08:25and not a chicken.
08:29I said that because you're squatting
08:30like you're trying to lay an egg.
08:32Not getting any funnier.
08:33I'm picking up a tiny vibe
08:36that you might still be a little bit mad at me.
08:38So, in the interest of full disclosure,
08:41I am driving to Melbourne
08:42to meet Taylor Parkinson,
08:43the recipient of Asher's lungs.
08:47Just being honest.
08:51Have you at least given her some warning?
08:54This is not me.
08:55This is all her.
08:56And her husband, Brendan.
08:58They want to meet me.
08:59It's not like I can say no
09:02after the whole stalking situation.
09:06Anyway, I just wanted you to know
09:08in case I get arrested or something.
09:12I'm not going to get arrested.
09:15Wait.
09:16So, are you going back to stay
09:18with your parents after that?
09:21What are you doing about the money?
09:25I just need to get through today.
09:27What do you mean by Julie?
09:52Okay, just hang on there buddy.
10:00No!
10:01Don't get me!
10:02Don't get me!
10:03Don't get me!
10:04Don't get me!
10:05Ow!
10:22I just saw Jeff Barry, a bankruptcy lawyer down at the courthouse.
10:35Barry pissed off.
10:36So I called my friend Sally.
10:37Do you remember Sally?
10:38You met her down at the trivia night.
10:40She works for the...
10:42That doesn't matter.
10:43That doesn't matter.
10:44The plea change has been denied.
10:46Okay?
10:47He's going to jail.
10:48It's okay.
10:49It's okay.
10:50It's okay.
10:51We're okay.
10:52We're okay.
10:53We're okay.
10:54We're okay.
10:55And this is so fucking unfair.
10:58Why aren't we getting to go to trial?
11:01No.
11:02No.
11:03No.
11:04No.
11:05No.
11:06No.
11:07No.
11:08No.
11:09No.
11:10No.
11:11No.
11:12No.
11:13No.
11:14No.
11:15No.
11:16No.
11:17Because it didn't �ethis like some остановing issues.
11:18I was getting to go to trial.
11:19Because a judge decided there were insufficient grounds to change your plea.
11:22And this is bullshit.
11:24I've been stitched up by the media.
11:26And you?
11:27Did you leave that footage?
11:29Of you punching a doctor who wasn't even looking at you?
11:32No.
11:33No, I didn't.
11:34I thought you were supposed to fix this.
11:36We didn't stand a chance after Brooke took the doctor's side.
11:38Oh, she's such a bick.
11:40Which she might not have if you haven't threatened her.
11:42Yeah, well, I'm going to get her.
11:43Where do you think you're going?
11:46you're gone. Sit down. Jordan, you aren't gonna do anything except get very good at washing dishes.
11:57Everything right here? All good. We're done.
12:02Have you heard? I sure have. Wow, huh? Hey, I'm at the front of your place. Should we celebrate?
12:19Oh, I'm at work. Oh, yeah, of course. Well, what about tonight? We'll go out for dinner,
12:24my shout. Oh, that sounds so good, but, um, I'm just getting match fit again here. I just left a
12:32message for Lillian. Yeah, I don't know. I think I'm gonna be spent after my shift. Right. Yeah,
12:38no, makes sense. Can we rain check, though? Absolutely. Yeah, we'll do it in style. With
12:46Kelly, too. She wouldn't want to miss out. Okay, bye.
12:54Hello?
13:15Amish?
13:24Oh, jeez. Door was open. Oh, yeah. I, uh, like the breeze. Yeah. Did you hear about
13:36Jordan? Yes. Amazing. Isn't it? I spoke to Mary. She sounded thrilled. Yeah, she was. Sorry,
13:46just let me. Yeah, yeah. All right. Love this, by the way. Oh, thanks. Did you do it? Wow.
13:59Did you do commissions? Ah, don't get to flex the painting muscle too much these days. All right.
14:06I suppose all your creative juices go into the graphic design. Yeah. Well, yeah. Hey, Andrew,
14:19I just wanted to say thank you for all your efforts. For everything you've done. Yeah.
14:30Anyway, listen, uh, I was hoping you might be free for lunch. Bit of a celebration.
14:39Ah, actually this afternoon's a bit jammed. Oh, okay. Just a few errands.
14:45Yep. No worries. It's, uh, very short notice. So. All right. I'll, um, I'll leave you to
14:53it. Good. And, uh, yeah.
15:15Oh, that looks lovely. That really highlights your curves. Oh. I'll let my sister be the judge of that.
15:22She's the one with the eye for fashion. Janet? What do you think? Very nice. Really?
15:30Oh, that's my phone. She's right. You do have an eye. I like it too. I think the colour works really
15:38well with my skin tone. You know how I normally can't wear orange? Oh, that was Robbie. I'll call
15:43him back. Call him later. You're in the middle of something. Well, I like the important that children
15:47have been home from childcare. They've had those nasty colds. Oh, hello, darling. Sorry I missed you.
15:56I'm shopping with Janet. Oh, wait. Wait, she's right here. Jordan Bancroft's plea change has been...
16:06I mean, he didn't get it. He's definitely going to jail. Thank you so much for letting us know,
16:14darling. Love you too.
16:16It's over. What's over? Well, not over, but that part is, but we can start to put it behind us.
16:32Can we? He's getting justice. I mean, isn't that something? What about her?
16:37Who? Lillian. What about justice for what she did? How are we going here, ladies? Is it a yes to
16:46the dress? I don't think you should buy it. You said it was nice. It is. But it really does show how
16:55heavy you are.
17:25Nice. Nice. All right. Just like we showed you, all right? Both hands. Eyes. Nice. Nice.
17:36Good work. Good job. Look at that. You're getting really good at this.
17:43Yep. Hey, babe. I think that's her.
17:55Lillian? Hi. Good to see you again.
18:06Um, you found us. Sorry, this is my husband, Brendan. And that little guy is our son, Jet.
18:17Uh, this is a, it's a nice park. Yeah, yeah. Yeah. I hope it wasn't too far for you to come.
18:29You're in Ballarat, right? Yeah. Did you come up the, um, oh, come on,
18:33where do we go and visit Helen? Uh, Brendan's auntie lives in Meredith, so. Oh, yeah. Yeah,
18:38on the Midland Highway. Yeah, yeah. Oh, that, that's a pretty drive. No, um,
18:42I just suck it straight up the western. It's boring, but quick.
18:53Um, we were just making up our old spritzes. Do you like those?
19:01Love them.
19:13Oh, God. You're not allergic to egg, are you? And you do eat meat. I, I eat everything.
19:20Thank you. Sorry, I didn't bring anything. Oh, no, no, don't be silly. It's my pleasure.
19:27Hey, matey. Not too far.
19:34Oh, do you want another one?
19:35Yeah, I might. Actually, that was very refreshing. Yeah. Oh, I'll get it. Oh,
19:41do you want one? Oh, no, I'm still going. Brendan, are you right for a drink? Yeah.
19:49So, um, how is the recovery going since the other day, I mean? Good. Yeah, fantastic.
19:58Really good. Really good. I, uh, pretty well came good the next day in hospital. Give my hand.
20:04Well, not sure it was the next day. Well, it was as soon as they started pumping the antibiotics in.
20:10And that's the great thing about, uh, an infection. It's, it's not that the lungs aren't working. It's, it's,
20:17it's a bacterial thing, you know, that they, it can be fixed.
20:21Still, you have to be careful not to overdo it. It's okay. No, no.
20:28Well, in fairness to Brendan, when I saw you, you didn't look too great.
20:34It's okay.
20:37Hey, Jeff. That's too far, buddy. Come back.
20:44Little monkey. I can't believe he's going to be at school next year.
20:49But it's actually perfect timing because I'm going to go back to work full time.
20:53Well, maybe. Oh, definitely. Well, you might just enjoy being a stay-at-home mum for a while.
21:02And you might enjoy being a stay-at-home dad. I'm not the one likely to have to go to hospital.
21:07How far away are the sausages? A couple of minutes.
21:18Oh, yummy.
21:34Oh, I love Brie. Strength of good for cheese. Haven't been out there yet.
21:37What are you celebrating? Sam, do we need to have a talk about boundaries?
21:41For a start, you shouldn't be reading my messages. And you shouldn't be standing so close that you can read my messages.
21:47You should be over the other side of the ward doing some fucking work.
21:51Sorry.
21:52That's okay. Sorry for swearing. Just mind your own business.
21:57I'm so glad I got these on sale. Goose Down's usually so expensive. It's what I call a productive shopping day. We've got everything we came for.
22:10What?
22:12I wanted to buy that dress.
22:13What dress?
22:16Well, you should have bought it.
22:17Oh, are you joking? You're talking. I looked heavy in it. You were so rude. You embarrassed me.
22:22Well, you were rude to me. How? Telling me to put Ashley's death behind me. I didn't say that at all.
22:29You did. I said it was good we could put the court case behind us. For heaven's sake, Janet. You must be pleased about that.
22:40What difference does it make though, really? Well, it helps you move on, surely? Don't say that.
22:48What a stupid, stupid thing to say. Why should I? What if I don't want to? Why does everyone keep telling me I've got to move on?
22:57Will you please open the door?
23:17I know you're upset. I know how hard everything is, but you can't treat me like that.
23:31You don't talk about Ashley ever, except to get angry. I'm worried about you.
23:47I'm worried about you.
23:57Grematorium rang me to say I should pick up his ashes.
24:05But I thought Lillian took them. Half? She gave me half?
24:10Oh, why haven't you collected them?
24:25Oh, fantastic. No, of course. I'm happy to do my bit for the school.
24:40Okay. No worries. All right. Well, I'll see you at 8am. Yes, sharp. Okay. Thanks, Mark.
24:49Oh, I don't know if I've got another school fate in me. Congratulations, darling. I'm so proud of you.
24:57It's really something, isn't it?
24:59Oh, it sure is. Mary must be so relieved. They all must be.
25:03I think so. Terrific result.
25:06Mmm. And the best part is now I get my husband back.
25:14I don't suppose you want to help me out on the badge-making stall on Saturday? Sounds fun, doesn't it?
25:20Why are we buying bacon? What?
25:25You know I'm not supposed to eat this. But I will if it's there.
25:31Where are all the healthy snacks?
25:32Thanks. Since when is bacon a snack?
25:44What's wrong? Nothing.
25:47Well, that's plainly not true.
25:52Are we unpacking this? Or are you planning on flitting off again?
25:55I'm not going anywhere.
25:58Good. Because Anna Davenport is coming tomorrow. Finally.
26:02Who?
26:02The new viticulturist that's taking over from Steve.
26:05Oh, fuck. Is she?
26:06Yes, we've been waiting to see her for three months.
26:10Actually, that's good. I'm going to ask her about soil samples.
26:17Okay.
26:18Well, don't be surprised when you see Mathilde wearing your leather jacket in the play.
26:24What play?
26:25Mmm.
26:41That was delicious. Thank you.
26:44I think it's really worth bringing the barbecue.
26:46I mean, they have the electric ones here, but I think you really missed that.
26:50That charcoal flavour, you know?
26:51Dad! Push me!
26:54In a minute!
26:55I'll go.
26:56Oh, no, it's okay.
26:57I don't mind.
26:58It's all good.
26:59I'm actually an excellent pusher.
27:02No!
27:04Brenton, don't be so rude.
27:07Sorry, but I just, I just don't, we don't, we don't know you.
27:12It's okay.
27:12Of course we do, of course we do.
27:14No, we just know that she was sitting outside our house watching.
27:16Yeah, and thank God, because she saved my life.
27:19I know, and I'm grateful.
27:21Of course I am.
27:21But I mean, like, how long were you doing that for?
27:26Why were you doing that?
27:26It doesn't matter.
27:27No, it does, Taylor!
27:29Lillian is from our donor family.
27:30I know, and I can't thank you enough for that, and for what you gave to us.
27:35But, I mean, she was sleeping outside our house.
27:40She said that she was your sister.
27:43That's not normal.
27:44Sorry, but you're not normal.
27:50Really?
27:51Um.
27:51I might just call it over.
28:02To go to Bala, right?
28:04Was that the big Ikea?
28:18Yes.
28:21Why are we up this far?
28:24Where are we going?
28:27Caroline, what are you doing?
28:29Caroline!
28:31Stop right now!
28:32What do you think you're doing?
28:33Turn this car around right this second.
28:38You need to collect his ashes.
28:40Not for you, for him.
28:44You gave Ashley the most beautiful funeral.
28:47The flowers, the string quartet, you spared no expense.
28:51You gave him everything in that funeral to say a fitting goodbye.
28:55And he can't just sit on some shelf forever.
29:02It's not right.
29:07I'm making an electric sword, so I put the great parts on here.
29:24Mummy?
29:25It's Mummy.
29:25I think that's it.
29:26Yeah.
29:26Am I taking a ludicrously-priced slab of cheese out of the fridge now?
29:33Babe, I'm so sorry.
29:35No!
29:36We've had a multi-car collision.
29:38No, you haven't.
29:39There's loads of injuries.
29:41It's a mess.
29:42Well, can't the others handle it?
29:43It's all hands on deck.
29:46I'm sorry, honey.
29:49How late do you think?
29:52I don't know.
29:53I've got to go. Sam's calling me.
29:57I love you.
29:59I love you too.
30:01But your job's stupid.
30:12See you tomorrow, Mary.
30:15Have a good night.
30:15Yeah.
30:18And again, I'm sorry for...
30:19Thanks, Sam.
30:23I'm so sorry.
30:50I wish we had an extra bedroom.
30:52Oh, no.
30:56It's silly you having to pay.
30:58It's my fault.
30:59I mean, I probably would have been okay to drive.
31:07I'm just going to duck to the loo.
31:08She's just in the bathroom.
31:27Thanks for this.
31:27I'm sorry for acting like a psycho.
31:38I know that watching your house was really creepy.
31:44Look, obviously you finding her in the driveway was so lucky, but it was the worst thing that could have happened.
31:55She wants to be perfect for you.
31:57She wants to be perfect for you.
31:58That's why she's been putting off writing to say thank you.
32:03She wanted to be like 100% full health, and then you saw her at rock bottom.
32:07You rode in the ambulance with her while she was unconscious.
32:10She was devastated when she found out.
32:11She knew you'd be disappointed, and it's obvious that you are.
32:16No, that's not true.
32:18Which frankly is fucked up.
32:20She has CF and had a double lung transplant.
32:23And look at her.
32:24She's got more guts than anyone I know.
32:27She had the guts to meet you, even though she knew that would be shitty.
32:30That determination.
32:33That's why you couldn't have given those lungs to a better person.
32:36And I'm eternally grateful.
32:38But I never want to see you again.
32:48Okay.
33:08Excuse me.
33:36Sorry.
33:41Oh, hi.
33:43Hey, Sam.
33:45Sorry, begging out.
33:47No worries.
33:48Late night.
33:49Early start.
33:50My middle one begged to go to before school care, which either makes her a resilient child,
33:55or me a parent she doesn't want to spend time with.
33:57How are you?
34:06Anyway, God, sorry, I shouldn't be yawning in front of you after the night you've had.
34:11A car accident?
34:12Oh, I wasn't on last night.
34:15Really?
34:15I thought Mary said that you were there.
34:18She said it was really full on, so the whole team was there.
34:21No, I was on call, but I didn't get a...
34:24Oh, shit.
34:25I didn't miss a call, did I?
34:27Sometimes my voicemail doesn't alert me.
34:30And...
34:41Where were you last night?
34:56What are you doing here?
34:57What are you doing here?
34:59I feel like the coffee and toast is a clue.
35:03There was no car accident last night.
35:05I just ran into Sam.
35:09Sam didn't...
35:10He wasn't even on the...
35:11You literally told me that you had all hands on deck.
35:16So where the fuck were you?
35:18I was here.
35:26Where's Andrew?
35:29What?
35:32Oh, Jesus.
35:36I don't know where Andrew is.
35:38How could you think there's anything going...
35:40I don't know, Mary.
35:40Could it be that you confide in him?
35:42That you trust him more than me?
35:43I don't.
35:44Bullshit.
35:44I promise you.
35:45Like, your promise means anything to me.
35:50When was the last time you told me the truth?
35:53Actually.
35:54I can handle you being depressed, not talking to me.
35:56I can even handle you forming a posse with the right-wing media.
35:59But what I cannot handle is you lying to me.
36:04That will be the fucking end of us, Mary.
36:06Oh, hi.
36:12Oh, hi.
36:35Sorry, I texted you, but...
36:38Oh, yeah, I think my phone was on silent.
36:40I wasn't sure if you'd checked out or not.
36:43No, no, I was just about to.
36:47Anyway, I came to give you a lift back to your car.
36:50Oh, I...
36:52Brendan and Jet are at home.
36:57Right.
36:58That...
36:59That's so nice, but I can just jump in an Uber.
37:03What is it with you and Uber, is that?
37:05It's fine, honestly.
37:07I know, but you already had to pay for the room, and I...
37:10Yeah, but I don't need a lift.
37:11I won't take no for an answer.
37:13Jesus, stop!
37:19Sorry.
37:23But honestly, I'm fine.
37:25You have to know, I never wanted this to happen.
37:28I never wanted to meet you.
37:31I just wanted to see that you were doing okay,
37:34and then you weren't okay, so...
37:35But I am.
37:39I am, really.
37:40I...
37:40I...
37:41I...
37:41And I promise that I will be.
37:43No, Taylor, you don't have to say that.
37:45But I am getting better all the time.
37:49And, um...
37:49The first year is...
37:53Is the hardest, apparently.
37:56Oh, fuck.
37:58I'm so sorry.
37:59I'm sorry.
38:00No, no, I'm the one who needs to apologise.
38:03I...
38:04I'm so sorry that I badgered you into writing to me,
38:07that I pressured you into getting better.
38:10Brendan said to me that you...
38:14You wanted to be perfect for me.
38:17You are.
38:20You just are.
38:21I don't know.
38:21At first, I was euphoric.
38:43I just...
38:43I couldn't believe that I could breathe.
38:45I have been sucking on oxygen for a year.
38:48Does it happen straight away, or...?
38:50Yeah, pretty much.
38:53They take the breathing tube out,
38:55and then, boom, you're on your own.
38:59That must feel...
39:00Incredible.
39:03Like, actually...
39:04You just feel like...
39:08Okay.
39:10Anything is possible.
39:14So then when you land back in hospital with an infection...
39:16Yeah, it's bad.
39:22How does this motel coffee we're drinking?
39:25Almost.
39:26Oh.
39:29I don't mean to sound weird again, but...
39:34Do they feel like your lungs?
39:37Physically?
39:38Yeah.
39:39Mentally?
39:45Sometimes that's a bit of a struggle.
39:54No one can really prepare you for...
40:00knowing that someone died, but you got to live.
40:03But it's a really good motivator.
40:14Even on the tough days, because...
40:17I know that...
40:18That my donor, that Ash...
40:22That he deserves her.
40:27He would have loved you.
40:28He loved people who didn't let anything stand in their way.
40:35He loved...
40:37Guts.
40:40He'd be very happy about this...
40:43Sitch.
40:46Maybe not so happy with me and the whole hunting you down part.
40:54Maybe he'd think it was romantic.
40:57Okay.
40:59Yeah, that's a good take.
41:00I'm not going to run with that.
41:01I'm not...
41:03insane.
41:04I'm just...
41:05romantic.
41:06Yeah.
41:14This looks intense.
41:15Huh?
41:15Always intense when you're exploring new frontiers.
41:19And I do take sugar.
41:20No, that's great.
41:20Thank you, Kelly.
41:21There you go.
41:22Beautiful.
41:22What's the map of?
41:24Victoria.
41:25So exciting.
41:26I was just telling Andrew there are some really formidable soils out that way.
41:30Out what way?
41:31Western Districts.
41:33Ballarat.
41:34Yeah.
41:34Yeah.
41:35People always think Heathcote, but there are some chromosomes out west that have bang on for
41:40pinots and chardonnay.
41:41No, exactly.
41:42I had a tremendous local chardonnay there the other day.
41:45What do you reckon, Kel?
41:46You've always liked your pinot.
41:47Back with another one of those block, rock, and beats.
42:12Back with another one of those block, rock, and beats.
42:15Hey, Mish.
42:44How are you?
42:46Hi, Philip.
42:47Your dad gave me your address, but he didn't tell me how quaint this place is.
42:51Well, Bree's up here.
42:53Well, I'm looking for Lillian.
42:55She's not here.
42:56No.
42:57Well, I went to the tourist town.
43:00It's a living museum.
43:03And they hadn't seen her?
43:05Well, she's probably at home.
43:07And where is that?
43:23Look, Hamish.
43:24It's not my fault.
43:26I don't know where Lillian lives.
43:28She's done her utmost to exclude us from her life.
43:31I wonder why that is.
43:32I'm not the bad guy.
43:35If Lillian had been more responsible, you know she owes us over $30,000?
43:41Michelle is out of her mind with worries.
43:44Could you stop doing what you're doing?
43:47Disco in the coffee machine.
43:48And talk to me.
43:52Well, no wonder she followed you up here.
43:54You're as childish as she is.
43:56And there it is.
43:57You left all your opportunity, moved to bumfuck nowhere.
44:01I'll pass that feedback on to the local council.
44:03What do you even do for a living?
44:04Really?
44:05You straighten teeth.
44:07Have you seen the car I drove?
44:08Oh, it's very impressive, Uncle Philip.
44:10Oh, you can joke, Hamish.
44:11But the truth is, you opted out of life when the going got tough.
44:14I never opted out of life.
44:17Just the one you and my dad chose.
44:19I certainly don't opt out when things get tough.
44:22I'm here in the good and the shit.
44:25And Lillian didn't follow me here.
44:27You drove her here.
44:29You and Michelle nearly broke her trying to bend her to your will.
44:33And when she finally found her way free,
44:35finally got her life together,
44:38she lost Ash.
44:39And where were you?
44:41We were right here.
44:42You don't even know where she lives.
44:44The man she was going to marry died
44:46and not once did you come to visit her.
44:49You talk about opting out of life.
44:51What the fuck do you call that?
44:53She's your daughter.
44:55You only want her back now so Michelle can try again
44:58to make her into a mini version of herself.
45:01Jesus Christ.
45:03Leave her alone.
45:06Lillian is a miracle just the way she is.
45:09Ash saw it.
45:12My wife sees it.
45:13I see it.
45:15You, Michelle, and your idiot son are the only ones who don't.
45:18She's gone.
45:18She's gone.
45:32He's gone.
45:50What?
45:52He's gone.
45:55I told him where Lillian lives. I wasn't sure what else to do.
46:00Hamish.
46:02The way you stood up to him, defended Lillian and yourself, that was really brave.
46:20I'm sorry for lying.
46:24There was no car accident.
46:27I didn't want to come home because I didn't want to tell you the truth.
46:35I started having panic attacks a couple of months ago.
46:38Mary, why didn't you tell me?
46:41Because I'm supposed to be the strong one. I've run the fucking ED.
46:45So what?
46:47Now I'm scared to go to work.
46:51I thought the plea change thing would make it better, but...
46:54Baby, what you saw happened to Ash?
46:56No, you see, that's not it.
46:58I keep thinking it could have been me.
47:08You know, he could have killed me.
47:11And I know that's so selfish when we lost Ash to make this about me.
47:16Yes.
47:17Honey.
47:19Don't you think I think that every day?
47:22What kind of a monster would you be if it didn't affect you, if it didn't make you terrified?
47:28I can't control it.
47:31It's like when Lillian started getting better, I started getting worse.
47:35Remind me, when did Lillian start getting better?
47:48She's been mad at me.
47:51Because I said you were weak.
47:56Okay.
47:58But I know I only said that because I was weak.
48:01I just kept feeling the ground slipping from under me.
48:06Like, what if I never saw the kids grow up?
48:09Or I never got old with you.
48:11Baby.
48:13I love you.
48:19I got you.
48:22Hmm.
48:23Whatever's in the oven smells amazing.
48:43Is that a leek?
48:48What's up?
48:49When were you going to tell me?
48:50I wanted to surprise you.
48:52That was embarrassing.
48:53Anna knew our plans before I did.
48:55Oh, Kel.
48:56No, don't, oh, Kel me.
48:59I'm not stupid.
49:03I'm lost.
49:05I know why you're doing this.
49:07Wanting to start up over there.
49:09I don't know why you're upset.
49:10We always talked about expanding when the time was right.
49:13Not in Ballarat.
49:14Well, I didn't know it was an option.
49:15Oh.
49:16But the wines are excellent.
49:17And I've been way too pig-headed about our own region to think about anywhere else.
49:21Oh, for Christ's sake, boys.
49:23Stay away from the house.
49:26When are you going to admit that you would rather spend time with all of them than with us?
49:34It's a commercial decision.
49:36It's not.
49:37It's a commercial decision.
49:59It's a commercial decision.
50:01Hey, Rick.
50:12Hey, Lillian. How are you?
50:14I need to give you my notice for the apartment.
50:18I have to move out.
50:21So it's two weeks, yeah?
50:24Sure. Sounds good.
50:27Is that why your dad's here?
50:31What a beautiful spot.
50:49She sent you to get me.
50:52She's worried about you.
50:54And she really wants you to be part of the family.
50:58And the business.
51:01I don't know how to raise $33,000 except to work for you.
51:13So if I set up your new clinic, I want my pay doubled so that I can pay off my debt sooner.
51:21And I won't live with you.
51:23I'll find a place.
51:24I'll move out of here so that I can afford it.
51:31I thought you were going to tell me to fuck off.
51:39Asha's mum didn't want me to donate his organs.
51:43That's why I ended up with the funeral bill.
51:46She was angry that I was his next of kin.
51:53Anyway, she wants me to pay for what I did.
51:58So I will.
51:59Because I did the right thing.
52:00I'll drive back first thing in the morning and I will come back on the weekend and clear out my stuff.
52:15Can I see your place before I go?
52:16Do you want a cup of tea or something?
52:43Sure.
52:48So Ash lived here and you moved in with him?
52:52Yeah.
52:54Must have been small for the two of you.
52:57It was enough.
52:59And it's lovely, Lil.
53:01What's all this?
53:07Oh, that's...
53:08That's Ash's stuff.
53:11And no, it's not some crazy shrine.
53:14It was all downstairs.
53:15But Rick needed this space.
53:17So I have to take it to the op shop.
53:21He was a serious cyclist.
53:25Maybe you had more in common than you realised.
53:27Lilian, do you have any idea what this bike is worth?
53:35Well, you'd be lucky to find one of these.
53:37Even second hand for under 18k.
53:40$18,000?
53:42Yep.
53:43Are you serious?
53:45How?
53:46He never said...
53:47And this is handcrafted cedar.
53:50Beautiful inlay.
53:51Must be worth seven or eight.
53:54Plus your fancy ski boots.
53:56Wait, so...
53:56How could he spend that much?
54:03He clearly had taste.
54:05But all up, if you sold this properly,
54:09you'd be debt-free.
54:10I've learned to hold the line
54:31That will get me through the days.
54:43And nothing ever lasts
54:48But the pain that circulates
54:52Through the chasms of our past
54:57And the breaths we dare to take
55:00Mmm-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-oom-
55:30I've got a darkness shining through me
56:00I've got a darkness shining through me
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