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00:00Yeah. You really got me now. You got me so I can't sleep at night.
00:05Oh yeah. You really got me now. You got me so I don't know what I'm doing now.
00:13Oh yeah. You really got me now. You got me so I can't sleep at night.
00:18You really got me. You really got me. You really got me.
00:23Wow. Yeah. Oh yeah.
00:26See, don't ever set me free. I always want to be by your side.
00:32Yeah!
00:34Gonna have fun in the day.
00:37Ba-na-na-na-na-na-na-na.
00:39Be with my girl, she's so pretty.
00:42Ba-na-na-na-na-na-na-na.
00:44She looks fast right.
00:46Whoa!
00:47Yay!
00:49It's so much midnight!
00:51Come on, we don't want to miss it!
00:53Oh my god!
00:54Make the firework! Hurry, hurry, quickly, quickly!
00:58One step, one step.
01:00Marry me.
01:03Marry me.
01:09It's beautiful.
01:11And you have such terrible taste.
01:14Well, I have health.
01:16Five, four, three, seven.
01:18How long have you been planning this?
01:20Since I met you.
01:24Four, four!
01:25Four, four, three...
01:26Let's do everything.
01:27Let's do everything.
01:28Four, five, six...
01:31One, two, four, four...
01:33One, two, three...
02:37Mind the horses here.
02:49Please allow me to accompany you, Miss Rathbone.
02:52For the umpteenth time, Mr Winterton.
02:55No, I do not need your accompaniment when I am attending to my affairs.
02:58Isn't that precisely why you need the accompaniment of a gentleman?
03:02Surely it's not safe for...
03:03Mr Winterton, I am a woman of independe...
03:11You okay?
03:14Mm-hmm.
03:15I'll have you know.
03:17I'll have...
03:18I'll have you know.
03:19Very well, Miss Rathbone.
03:32I understand you're feeling poorly.
03:33I shall see you anon.
03:35I must go to the um...
03:36To the post office.
03:37This way.
03:38Oh my God, Sharon, I'm so sorry.
03:49This kid was eating fried chicken in my face.
03:51Yeah, sorry.
03:52I knew there was something wrong with that takeaway last night.
03:57People were taking photos.
03:59I know.
03:59I'm going to mention that when I ring to complain.
04:01This cannot keep happening.
04:03It won't.
04:03I'm pretty sure it's out of my system now.
04:06I am very sorry about what you've been through.
04:09Really, I am.
04:09But I'm okay now.
04:11Lillian, I have to let you go.
04:13Lillian, I have to let you go.
04:43Yeah!
04:45Woo!
04:47Woo!
04:48All right, thank you!
04:51Thank you, Matt!
04:54Woo-hoo!
04:54We're up all night to get lucky.
04:58We're up all night to get lucky.
05:00We're up all night to get lucky.
05:01We're up all night.
05:13We're up all night.
05:23What the fuck?
05:39Mary, where are you?
05:41I'm outside your office.
05:42Someone's changed the key code.
05:44Hey, can you let me in?
05:45You need to use the front entrance.
05:47Yeah, I have a woman here in a big dress, possibly on methamphetamine.
05:52Sorry, it's Dr. Harvey in the ED office.
05:54Lillian, what's happened?
05:56I'm sick.
05:57God, did a Clydesdale shit on you?
05:59Can you give me something to stop throwing up?
06:00Miss, I need you to step out into the corridor.
06:02Oh, no, no.
06:03Just move away from the doctor.
06:03No, it's not a situation.
06:06I mean, obviously, it's a situation.
06:09She's my friend, my hungover friend.
06:11We're fine, thank you.
06:14Thanks.
06:18Sorry, I didn't realise you two...
06:21The costume kind of threw me.
06:22She works at Sovereign Hill.
06:26Is that the theme park?
06:27It's the living museum.
06:30Who's he?
06:32This is Sam, my new registrar.
06:36Sam, this is Lillian.
06:38Hey.
06:41What kind of emergency doctor freaks out so easily?
06:45I didn't freak out.
06:46Tell that to the big boys in the uniforms.
06:48I was following procedure.
06:50It's all good, Sam.
06:50She was banging on the glass.
06:51I know.
06:52Can you go and check on the kid in room one for me?
06:54I was not banging on the glass.
06:56See if her x-rays have landed.
06:57You definitely were.
06:58And chase them if they haven't.
06:59And we were told to take extra precautions...
07:00No, don't.
07:01...because the doctor that I replaced was killed on duty.
07:03God.
07:10Lillian was his fiancée.
07:16Shit.
07:16Can you deal with that for me, please?
07:19Sorry.
07:20I'll chase up those x-rays.
07:21Yeah.
07:32Why would you come here?
07:34I need an injection.
07:35And a mint.
07:37Sharon fired me.
07:38I may have thrown her up in front of a school group.
07:42Oh, Lillian.
07:44If you give me an injection, I can go back and show her that I'm fine.
07:47And if you wrote me a doctor's certificate to say that I had food poisoning, then I...
07:51Jesus Christ!
07:52You know what this is, don't you?
07:54Um, why did I know this one?
07:57I'll cry for hell.
07:58Yeah, it's not funny.
07:59You should be seeing a psychologist.
08:01Okay, fine, whatever.
08:12Have a sip.
08:13So, I finished my victim impact statement, which was, you know, blech, but I'm glad it's done.
08:36How are you going with yours?
08:37Have you started?
08:38Because that's where I think the psychologist could help.
08:45You know, because you can't talk about what happened.
08:48He might be able to help you get your...
08:50Can you just give me a fucking injection?
08:56Sorry.
08:59But actually, can you?
09:02No.
09:04Seriously?
09:05Can you at least write me a doctor's certificate?
09:06I have to get back to work.
09:07Mary, go home and sleep it off.
09:10Okay.
09:12Fuck you.
09:13Yeah, fuck you too.
09:14It's up here.
09:35TripAdvisor gave this place 4.75 stars as the best supper in the city.
09:38I just won $50.
09:45I bet, Sarah, that you couldn't make it through the evening without answering an email.
09:48Rupert says he wants to start the harvest Wednesday.
09:51Which would be great if we were making vinegar.
09:53We're going to have a wrong way this way, mate.
09:55Oh.
09:56Yeah, don't mind me.
09:58Where are the manners?
09:59Come on.
10:00You're just hungry.
10:01Yeah.
10:02All right.
10:03Why isn't everyone in bed?
10:04I think I fucked up.
10:27Hey, Siri.
10:29Turn it off.
10:29What happened?
10:32Your cousin happened.
10:34What now?
10:35We had a big fight in my office.
10:39Wait.
10:40She came to the hospital?
10:41She lost her job.
10:43Oh, Jesus.
10:44Well, that was probably only a matter of time.
10:47She met Sam.
10:49Oh.
10:50How'd she take it?
10:51She vomited.
10:52Oh, baby, I'm sorry.
10:54It wasn't just Sam.
10:55She was so hungover.
10:56That's why she came here.
10:57She wanted me to give her Maxilon.
10:59Fuck, that's desperate.
11:00Did it help?
11:01I didn't give it to her.
11:02Okay.
11:03All right.
11:04She'll just start drinking again tonight and be just as sick tomorrow.
11:08Okay.
11:08It's just you have given her medication before.
11:10Well, this time it was different.
11:12She wasn't listening to anything I was saying.
11:14And were you saying she should be seeing someone?
11:18We didn't see what she was like.
11:20Honey, I don't know why you would bring that up.
11:22She hasn't even started her victim impact statement.
11:25Oh, God, Mary, you can't pass through about that.
11:28If she can't write it or even talk about it with us,
11:32how is she supposed to sit through everything and call?
11:34Look, I know you're anxious about going.
11:37Uh, no, no, no.
11:38This has nothing to do with me.
11:41Okay.
11:41Can you just call her, please?
11:45She listens to you.
11:47Well, that's bullshit.
11:49Just see if she's all right.
11:51No, you're the one who fucked up.
11:52I did not.
11:53You just said you did.
11:54Well, it's different when I say it.
12:11Are you okay?
12:14I will be when we land.
12:19Oh, hang on.
12:21Are we going the right way?
12:22Oh.
12:24Let's just go back to the hotel.
12:25No.
12:26This is our night without children.
12:27I want to go out.
12:28I just want to get some room service.
12:29It's my birthday.
12:31Yeah.
12:31We came here.
12:32We saw your show.
12:34And that's it.
12:35Is it?
12:36That's all I'm allowed.
12:37What?
12:37A plane ride and a musical and then shut up, Kelly.
12:39Time for bed.
12:40Okay, calm down.
12:42Those tickets weren't cheap, by the way.
12:46You know what?
12:47You go back to the hotel.
12:49I'm having supper.
12:50Okay.
12:52Kelly.
12:53Kelly.
12:53Kelly.
12:53Kelly.
12:53Kelly.
12:53Kelly.
12:53Kelly.
12:55Kelly.
12:55Kelly.
12:57Kelly.
12:57Kelly.
12:57Kelly.
12:58Kelly.
12:59Kelly.
13:00Kelly.
13:00Kelly.
13:13Kelly.
13:13Kelly.
13:14Kelly.
13:15Kelly.
13:15Okay.
13:15There were two rings, which means your phone wasn't off.
13:18You've just hit the piss off Hamish button, which shits me because I'm working on this really
13:22important noodle shop logo, which as I say, I know it doesn't sound that important, but it
13:26is, so fucking call me back.
13:30Lillian?
13:35Henry, from uni?
13:38Oh, yeah.
13:39You okay?
13:41No.
13:42Same, same.
13:44Deep fryer.
13:48Hey, you coming back to uni?
13:53I'm really sorry about your husband, by the way.
13:56He's messed up.
14:05It happened here, right?
14:07Why don't you go stick your other hand and maybe your head in the deep fryer?
14:27Kelly!
14:30Kelly!
14:31Jesus Christ!
14:32Kelly, Kelly!
14:34I'm sorry.
14:35Okay, I'm sorry.
14:36I'm not going back to the hotel.
14:37I know, I know.
14:39Where's your supper place?
14:44Hiya.
14:47Looks good.
14:48Bakery Hill Medical.
14:55Hi.
14:56Do you have any doctors available?
14:59Lillian?
15:01Vandenberg?
15:03V-A-N-D?
15:08Roger that.
15:09Rerouting now.
15:11The smoke's too intense.
15:13We'll have to land at Avalon.
15:14It might get a little bumpy.
15:16I think we've butched it.
15:18I'll call Lana.
15:30It's a quarter to twelve.
15:32Who queues up for food at a quarter to twelve?
15:35What is this, a soup kitchen?
15:38You'll have to excuse my husband.
15:40He hasn't left Adelaide since 1983.
15:42What?
15:43Ah, come on.
15:44Let's make a little joke.
15:46Thought Melbourne had a comedy festival.
15:48Huh?
15:50Hey, look at this lot.
15:55Excuse me.
15:56He's not first.
15:57Wait.
16:02Wait.
16:03Yes.
16:04I'm still here.
16:05Fuck.
16:10It's not ready.
16:27Come on.
16:31Come on.
16:32Come on.
16:33Let's go.
16:36Trauma victim.
16:37Suffering cardiac arrest.
16:38Suspected fractured pulvis and internal bleeding.
16:41CPR on scene.
16:42Brosk. 14 minutes.
16:44Oh, God.
16:46Please hurry.
16:47Please hurry.
16:58Fee, thank you so much.
17:11She's through here.
17:15I told her not to call you.
17:16Are you alright?
17:17You scared the shit out of us.
17:18I'm sorry.
17:19I shouldn't have pushed you about getting help.
17:21I should have just given you the injection.
17:22Yes.
17:23This is your fault, Mary.
17:24This has absolutely nothing to do with me being an asshole.
17:27You're not an asshole.
17:29All the time.
17:31Yeah, I am.
17:32Yeah, she is.
17:33Well, of course you are.
17:36The love of your life died.
17:43I'd be an asshole too.
17:45I shouldn't have been pressing you to talk or write your statement.
17:48Yes, you should have.
17:50I thought you were mad at me.
17:51Well, what's the alternative?
17:54Look at her.
17:56For fuck's sake.
17:57Lillian, nobody wants to go to court.
17:59But at least there will be some closure.
18:00The whole point of the victim impact.
18:02Jesus Christ.
18:03Don't you get it?
18:04The whole point is there is no point.
18:05I don't care.
18:06About what?
18:07About anything.
18:08Well, you can't just...
18:09You need to snap out.
18:10Not snap out.
18:11I know that that's offensive.
18:12I just mean that there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
18:14And yes, you are in the tunnel at the moment.
18:18And it's very dark.
18:19Because...
18:20There's a curvy bit that's...
18:22And...
18:23And...
18:24What am I trying to say, Mary?
18:26Can I get a lift to my car?
18:27Oh, the car with a gaping hole in its side.
18:30Yeah, no, we're taking you home.
18:32Please, Harry.
18:33Please, Harry.
18:34Please, Harry.
18:35Please, please.
18:36Please, Harry.
18:37His stats have dropped to 85.
18:41I made him go to supper.
18:42Is he gonna be okay?
18:43Why didn't I just go with him back to the hotel?
18:47Is he gonna be okay?
18:48Is he gonna be okay?
18:49Is he gonna be okay?
18:50Is he okay?
18:51He isn't.
18:53He's okay.
18:54He's okay.
18:56He's okay.
18:58Please, Harry.
19:31Okay.
19:34Right.
19:35That's it.
19:36Get out of that dress.
19:37You're staying with us.
19:38I'm...
19:39I'm good.
19:40You can't stay here, Lillian.
19:41It's like a...
19:43Youth hostel and a...
19:45An end-of-year soccer trip.
19:47Fucked each other.
19:48Jesus Christ.
19:50How's the electricity not being disconnected?
19:52I'll pack a bag.
19:53I'm not coming.
19:54I'll sort the bills into piles.
19:55It's junk.
19:56Tell that to the sheriff.
19:57Are you fucking right?
19:59I don't need you to pack and I don't need you to open a letter from my local MP.
20:04No job too small.
20:05Australian...
20:07Australian what?
20:10Tax office?
20:11And so unfortunately Andrew has suffered a massive cardiac arrest in the accident and now he is in heart failure.
20:32But it's going now.
20:33He's breathing now.
20:34He is artificially breathing now.
20:35And we are circulating his blood for him.
20:36So is he going to need a stent?
20:37My father has a stent.
20:38He has too.
20:39I'm so sorry.
20:40This is very different.
20:41We can't undo the damage.
20:42How long since you've lodged a return?
20:45Is it a late phone?
20:47Mary?
20:48What is it?
20:49We've got a good accountant.
20:50Dear donor family.
20:51Oh, holy fuck.
20:52Who?
20:53I don't really know how to begin except to say thank you for my new husband.
20:54We can't undo the damage.
20:55We can't undo the damage.
20:56How long since you've lodged a return?
20:57Is it a late phone?
20:58Mary?
20:59Mary?
21:00What is it?
21:01The phone?
21:02Mary?
21:03Mary?
21:04Mary?
21:05Mary?
21:06Mary?
21:07Mary?
21:08Mary?
21:09Mary?
21:10Mary?
21:11Mary?
21:12Mary?
21:13I don't really know how to begin.
21:15except to say thank you for my new heart.
21:21It's his heart.
21:22Oh, oh.
21:2510 months ago I had an accident
21:27and to cut a long story short,
21:29I was put on a waiting list for a new heart.
21:33Three months later on the day
21:34you would have endured your loss, it came.
21:38Okay everyone, you ready?
21:45Hello Andrew, we made it.
21:49I can't describe the joy and relief
21:52my family and I felt on that day,
21:55or how deeply grateful we are.
22:01The next Vizeplector, it's redacted,
22:04it has to be anonymous.
22:05Oh.
22:06I can only imagine the pain you're going through,
22:09but I hope it gives you some comfort to know
22:12that your gifts saved my life.
22:17I will never take for granted your generosity
22:21and I will cherish every day with my new heart,
22:24forever in your debt recipient.
22:42oh my god.
23:03Mm.
23:27I miss him.
23:33You OK, Lill?
23:53I forgot.
23:56Forgot what?
23:58The night he died.
24:00That he was killed.
24:03It was on a loop in my head.
24:07I can't make it stop.
24:09You calling me.
24:11You coming to get me.
24:14Running through the hospital.
24:15My shoes went on properly.
24:19And the police.
24:20And then seeing him there.
24:27And his mum yelling at me.
24:31She was so mad.
24:33I know.
24:36So I forgot.
24:39That was an old totally fucked.
24:43And there's someone out there with his heart.
24:45That's what I mean about the tunnel.
24:58That's the light.
25:00Someone got to live.
25:08Please don't do metaphors.
25:09Not just someone.
25:20Lots of someones.
25:21That's what I mean about the tunnel.
25:24I love you.
25:25Thanks for this.
25:25Bye-bye.
25:32Bye-bye.
25:39Bye-bye.
25:40Bye-bye.
25:41Bye-bye.
25:42Bye-bye.
25:45Bye-bye.
25:46Bye-bye.
25:46Bye-bye.
25:47Bye-bye.
25:49Bye-bye.
25:50Bye-bye.
25:51Good morning, good morning.
26:18Looks like a lovely lollipop.
26:21Good morning, sir, ma'am, what are the young'uns like to meet the horses?
26:28Come along, come and meet Thursday.
26:32He's the big one on the right.
26:34Can you take a photo?
26:36What are you doing?
26:38I just wanted to apologise.
26:39Oh, for heaven's sake, can't this wait?
26:42I really am sorry about how I behaved, but I have been behaving.
26:48I know you are.
26:50I totally understand your decision for firing me, but I really need my job back.
27:01Lillian, there are other jobs.
27:03Good morning.
27:04Hi.
27:05Not quite so public.
27:06I want this job.
27:08I need this job.
27:10I can't talk about this now.
27:12You shouldn't be in the coach.
27:14Sharon, please, can I just...
27:16Look, I started working here as a bit of a joke.
27:20Not a joke.
27:21I was the joke.
27:23I was 34 with no idea what I was doing with my life.
27:28What I mean is, I thought it would be fun.
27:31And it was fun.
27:32But it was also great.
27:34And I was good at it.
27:37And then I met Cash.
27:39And I think when he saw me working here with the kids, I think it made him like me more.
27:47And he kept telling me how brilliant I was with them and that I should be a school teacher.
27:53And that's when I enrolled in university.
27:56That was because of him.
27:58So, you see, my whole adult life finally made sense because of this job.
28:11Everything's changed, Lillian.
28:14Not this place.
28:16It's still 1851.
28:18Everywhere I go, everyone just wants to talk about Ash.
28:25Now he died.
28:27And then when I'm here, and I'm in costume, it just feels good to pretend that everything's normal for a little while.
28:38Whoa, Thursday.
28:41Please, Sharon, I've almost finished my degree and then I can be teaching here properly.
28:47You can come back on strict probation.
29:12Really?
29:16I won't let you down, I promise.
29:18Heard that before.
29:20Your honor.
29:21Here's thebrush.
29:22Here he says,
29:23Here he is.
29:24Here it comes.
29:25Here we go,
29:26Here we go,
29:39Okay, cool.
29:40Let's stop.
29:41Here's the supersons,
29:42Here it comes.
29:46Here's the free trial.
29:48Oh, my God.
30:18Oh, my God.
30:48Oh, my God.
30:50I'm a wine maker, ninth generation wine drinker.
30:52I hope you're all looking forward to tasting the best wine in the Barossa.
30:54Now, cellar door's right down that way.
30:56You'll find my beautiful wife, Kelly, waiting for you in the gazebo.
30:59Enjoy.
31:00Oh, hello.
31:18Hello.
31:20Are you part of the group?
31:22The tour.
31:24Are you here for lunch?
31:26Are you okay?
31:28My fiancé is...
31:32Was.
31:33He's...
31:34He's...
31:35Oh.
31:36Well, if he's caught up with my husband, we're never getting back.
31:38Would you like to try some of our bubbles?
31:42Andrew sent this to me.
31:44I'm sorry?
31:46He wrote to me.
31:48Your fiancé?
31:58He's...
32:00Sorry.
32:02Um...
32:03Oh.
32:04Oh.
32:05Oh.
32:06Oh.
32:07Oh.
32:08Oh.
32:09Oh.
32:10So here we've got some big fruit flavours.
32:12Maybe some blackberries, some plum.
32:14You might detect a hint of dark chocolate for any of your chocolate lovers in the house.
32:18Kelly.
32:19Excuse me.
32:23What happened?
32:24Kelly?
32:26Toby, get her a lemonade and keep everyone inside.
32:29What's wrong?
32:30Where does it hurt?
32:31Did you see it?
32:32Did she hit her head?
32:33Maybe.
32:36This is...
32:37This is...
32:38Lillian.
32:39I'm Lillian.
32:42Her fiancé.
32:46Donated his heart.
32:49I don't understand.
32:53Oh.
32:54Sorry.
32:55I'm sorry.
32:56I didn't mean to hurt Kelly.
32:58And I just...
32:59I just wanted to...
33:02see you.
33:08I thought it was anonymous.
33:11It is.
33:13I googled.
33:15Because there was only one heart transplant in Victoria in that 24 hours and we were in Ballarat.
33:21So...
33:22And your story was in the news and Kelly had put everything about the accident on Insta and...
33:29It just...
33:30It wasn't that hard to find you.
33:32I'm sorry.
33:33Oh, no.
33:34It's alright.
33:35Isn't it?
33:36It is.
33:37We understand.
33:38Your letter was so lovely.
33:39It took him two weeks to write that.
33:41He would have been so happy to help you.
33:42Ash.
33:43His name was Ash.
33:45He was a doctor.
33:46Oh.
33:47It is.
33:50We understand.
33:53Your letter was so lovely.
33:57It took him two weeks to write that.
34:04He would have been so happy to help you.
34:08Ash.
34:09His name was Ash.
34:11He was a doctor.
34:12Oh, my God.
34:15We're just so sorry.
34:18Do you want to see your photo?
34:20Oh.
34:22Oh.
34:22Um.
34:24Yeah, yeah, of course.
34:26Oh.
34:28Oh.
34:31Oh.
34:34It's...
34:35It's...
34:35It's...
34:36It's...
34:38It's...
34:40It's...
34:42It's...
34:43It's...
34:44It's...
34:45It's...
34:46Are you okay?
34:47Andrew.
34:52I'm fine.
34:53I'm fine.
34:55I just wasn't expecting.
35:00Expecting what?
35:01Maybe we should go into the house.
35:04Hang on.
35:05Expecting what?
35:07He might need some food.
35:11He's...
35:11He's probably overdone it.
35:13He's overdone it.
35:14He's overdone it.
35:15He might take care.
35:20Sorry!
35:20Sorry!
35:20Sorry, it's a fucking thing. It's either phrasing or it's more phrasing.
35:48Oh, come on. What'd you get for the cheapest hopper space in town, I guess?
35:54What you don't have in warmth you make up for in petrol fumes.
35:56Yes, which really suits half my clientele.
35:59And how many clientele have you got so far?
36:02A few, actually. And some of them even pay me.
36:05Fools.
36:05I promise I'll pay you in dinner.
36:07Oh, yeah? What kind of dinner?
36:09Um, I mean, out or at your place?
36:12When I go out my house.
36:14Okay. So that's three dinners with meat.
36:18Fine. Three. But we want top shelf legal advice.
36:25I don't need advice.
36:27The police have been good, but it's all a bit daunting.
36:31Hamish has been worried about me, Jack. He forgets I run an emergency department.
36:35You've never been in court before.
36:37I don't have to do anything. He's pleading guilty.
36:39You still have to show up.
36:40But this is great, so you can see Lillian.
36:46She'll be on Lillian time.
36:48Did you read her victim impact statement?
36:50Uh, no. No, I haven't seen it.
36:52She was emailing it.
36:53Oh, okay.
36:56She's really turned a corner.
36:57Has she?
36:59Do you have the internet?
37:02Yes. This is a service station, not a submarine.
37:04Have you read it?
37:05No.
37:07But she definitely said she was doing it.
37:10Okay.
37:11Okay.
37:12So realistically, that might still be in the wish list column.
37:15Wish list?
37:16Yeah.
37:17I mean, she's not legally required to do a statement.
37:20Isn't she?
37:20No.
37:21The hospital said I had to do one.
37:23Yep.
37:23They'll be wanting to maximise the pressure, but, um, yeah,
37:25technically she doesn't even have to go to court.
37:28But that's ridiculous, though.
37:30I'm not the victim in this.
37:32Well, I'm not sure that's true.
37:33Lillian is.
37:34Why am I doing a victim impact statement?
37:36Well, I mean, it's preferable if she does, obviously,
37:39you know, to make the sentence stick.
37:40Right.
37:42Jesus, my fingers are bone white.
37:45Um, why don't we go over your statement while we're waiting?
37:49I know it.
37:50Of course you do.
37:53Um, it's just...
37:55And look, I hate to say these words, but...
37:57Hey, Richard's right.
37:58Um, it is daunting to be in court and to have to face him.
38:02Yes, you run an ED and you're used to trauma, but, um,
38:08this is different.
38:12Ash was our friend.
38:13And it's hard enough for us to get rid of it.
38:16Right.
38:17And we weren't there.
38:20I just think, um...
38:28You know what?
38:28I'm going to call Lillian.
38:30Actually, let's see how far away she is.
38:33This is ridiculous.
38:35What the fuck was our name?
38:53What the fuck was our name?
39:01Hi.
39:02Ah, sorry.
39:03Someone called Lillian Vandenberg is on the phone.
39:06She's super upset.
39:08I told her that you were on a Zoom, but she's kind of freaking out.
39:16Lillian?
39:17Hi, I'm Susan Sinclair.
39:21I'm the family coordinator.
39:22We met after Ash passed away.
39:24Where are the other letters?
39:26I'm sorry?
39:27You've only sent one letter, but we donated everything.
39:32Okay.
39:33Well, the process can be...
39:35Why hasn't anyone else written?
39:36Are they not grateful?
39:38Oh, Lillian, it's not that.
39:41Ah, look.
39:43People find it hard to write for a lot of reasons.
39:47They're overwhelmed.
39:49They're scared.
39:49Is there a vetting system?
39:51For the letters?
39:52For the recipients.
39:53Well, they have to be compatible.
39:56Blood group, size, tissue.
39:58But what about a compatible person?
40:02Has something happened?
40:03No, I just want to know if there's a caveat for who gets it.
40:11No, there are no caveats.
40:14Ash had no caveats when he chose to be an organ donor.
40:18But I can assure you his generosity and yours
40:21has saved many different lives.
40:27Lillian?
40:30I'd really like another letter.
40:44Andrew, dinner!
40:46Matilde, can you tell the boys if they don't come inside now,
40:49there's no dessert?
40:51Oliver, James!
40:52Not like that.
40:53You just yelled for Dad.
40:54Well, he's in the next room.
40:56I think he has his door closed.
41:01While only designed in 1940, the North American P-51 Mustang
41:06quickly became known as the Pilot's Plane.
41:09That's what Dr Gavin recommended about the P-51 Mustang.
41:12Mmm, one of my favourites.
41:15Dinner's ready.
41:16I might have mine in here.
41:18Are you okay?
41:21Why do you keep asking me that?
41:23Because you want to eat dinner on your own.
41:25Oh, I'm just a bit tired.
41:29Is it about yesterday?
41:31No, Kelly, it's not.
41:32I told you.
41:33I know, but such a shock.
41:37I'm not the one who framed it.
41:38Oh, okay.
41:40Look, I just mean I'm all right.
41:45But I'm wondering if Lillian is.
41:50What's that supposed to mean?
41:58She was upset.
41:59I didn't ask her to come here.
42:00I know, but...
42:02She just lost her fiancé.
42:03Of course she's upset.
42:04You upset her.
42:05The way that you reacted when you saw the photograph,
42:09it looked like you didn't like what you saw.
42:11I beg your pardon?
42:13Because he was...
42:16I mean, did you ever consider that he might not be white?
42:19I can't even...
42:23I don't...
42:25Jesus, Kelly, I cannot believe you would say that.
42:34That's what it looked like.
42:35That's why she left so abruptly.
42:38I think you need to say sorry.
42:40I need to say sorry.
42:41I was ambushed.
42:43What she did is illegal.
42:44But that doesn't change the way that you reacted.
42:46But why did she go to Adelaide?
43:09She said she needed to clear her head.
43:11Who goes to Adelaide to clear their head?
43:14Mummy!
43:15I've got earrings!
43:16I love them.
43:17When's she coming back?
43:19I don't know.
43:20Well, how am I supposed to make another appointment with Jack?
43:22I don't know.
43:23I'm not going again.
43:24But we didn't go through the statements.
43:26Can I have some earrings too?
43:27Of course.
43:30Babe, we need to see him again.
43:32We see him all the time.
43:33I'm serious.
43:34You heard what he said about...
43:35Oh my God, Hamish.
43:37Did you hear what I said?
43:39I deal with this stuff every day.
43:41Okay?
43:41I'm fine.
43:42Well, you're not.
43:43Well, I have to be, don't I?
43:45Unlike Lillian, I don't have a choice.
43:48I don't get to go off on a fucking road trip.
43:50Or not show up to court if I don't feel like it.
43:53I'm going to get changed.
43:57Fantastic.
44:02What are you doing here?
44:16What are you doing here?
44:24How did you find me?
44:27You said Ballarat and I wasn't the only story in the paper.
44:33Your landlord said you'd be back soon.
44:36I flew my plane over, actually.
44:42Sounds grander than it is, this little four-seater.
44:45Still sounds pretty grand.
44:48Yeah.
44:52Beautiful spot you've got here.
44:53You're a rower?
44:55No.
44:55Ash was.
44:57Oh.
44:58What kind of rower was he?
45:00I don't know.
45:03I used to road from the University of Men's Eight.
45:04Best of sense, actually.
45:06Look, I don't know what you're doing here, but I've got some cold stuff that I need to put away.
45:09Oh, I'll give you a hand.
45:10No.
45:13Okay.
45:16Look, I don't know if you, um, you left this behind.
45:22My letter.
45:25Also, I, uh, I wanted to apologise.
45:29But not asking you to stay for lunch.
45:32Should've stopped you from leaving.
45:37You sure I can't help with one of those?
45:39I know you were disappointed.
45:41What?
45:42You wrote all those beautiful things when you didn't know what Ash looked like,
45:44but when you saw his photo, you were disappointed.
45:48No.
45:49No, that's not true.
45:50You literally reeled.
45:52No.
45:53No.
45:54Gosh, I'm so sorry you thought that.
45:56I didn't think it.
45:57I saw it.
45:58Okay.
45:59Well, I don't know what you think you saw, but, um, I wasn't disappointed.
46:05I was, um, yeah, I don't know.
46:11I was, I, um, felt like I had the flu or I was sick or something.
46:15You were sick.
46:16No, no, I wasn't.
46:18I was, I was just in shock.
46:22Because I was seeing the person whose part I have.
46:28Because it's one thing to, to know that you have someone's, but to actually see who he was,
46:34I just, I wasn't ready for, for that.
46:41And after he left, since then I've, I've read all these stories about him and, you know,
46:47seeing what a good guy he was and, and how involved in the community he was, it's incredible.
46:52Boy, you heard only white people could be good citizens?
46:56No, no, of course not.
46:58He was the absolute best person and you don't get to be disappointed, okay?
47:04No, I'm, I'm...
47:04You just don't!
47:19I miss him so much.
47:28I can't actually believe that part of him is in you.
47:34It's just fucking crazy.
47:45I feel terrible about what happened to him.
47:50What I read about that night was just so, um...
47:56Actually, I can't stop thinking about it.
47:58I keep thinking about it and hoping that he wasn't looking.
48:13Because he was facing the girl on the gurney.
48:17There were two of them, both juiced up on ice and she'd smashed her hand through a window but,
48:23yeah, Ash had calmed her down a bit but the boyfriend was still freaking out and he went and had another
48:27snort and then when he came back he thought that Ash was hurting her.
48:32And he came up from behind and, and punched and Ash fell...
48:35back and hit his head.
48:45So sorry.
48:45Did you get to, did you, did you, did you regain consciousness at all?
48:53He, he, he, he was on life's when I got there.
48:58He, he, he, he was on life's when I got there.
49:06He, he, he, he, he was on life's when I was just a kid.
49:08He was kind of a kid.
49:39Shit, you scared me.
49:42This is fun.
49:44Mm-hmm.
49:46Are you okay?
49:49Because it looks like you're drinking with the chickens.
49:52Well, you know, I just did a double.
49:57And the kids are annoying.
49:59And Hamish is annoying.
50:01Lucky I'm not annoying.
50:05Here for dinner.
50:07Don't know what's he cooking.
50:08Careful.
50:08Big fat one's a bolter.
50:13So, I wrote the victim impact statement.
50:17Fuck.
50:19Really?
50:21Well, great.
50:27I'm sorry for being such a shithead.
50:30I do know how hard this has been for you.
50:36I'm fine.
50:38I love you.
50:41Love you too.
50:41So, I met the guy who has Ash's heart.
50:50He might be a bit of a dick, but he and his wife are coming here next Thursday for dinner.
50:58I wonder if he likes chicken.
50:59How can you make?
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51:05How can you make me?
51:06How can you make me?
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51:07How can you make me make me?
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