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00:00Oh, it's Teresa from Greenvale,
00:29crematorium, and this is just a courtesy call to remind you that we have your ashes here
00:35to be collected and to tell you that obviously we're here if you need assistance with their
00:41pickup and delivery. Hello? Mrs Dorst? Are you there?
00:59Okay, just hang on there, buddy.
01:26Hey, hey, hey!
01:28Hey, hey, hey!
01:34Whoa!
01:36Hey!
01:38Hey!
01:40Hey, hey, hey!
01:44What the fuck?
01:59Oh, I'm sorry.
02:00Didn't you see me coming at you from behind?
02:14What's up?
02:19Sorry to wake you.
02:20Someone leaked the hospital security camera footage from the night Ash died.
02:26Right.
02:27I don't know if it's at our end or someone at the hospital who's had a gutful, but it's out there.
02:33Okay.
02:34Mary, I don't want you to watch it.
02:37I'm going to call Lillian too.
02:40It's...
02:41Just do a media blackout for a while.
02:43Yeah.
02:45Bye.
02:51Who was that?
02:53It's just work.
03:03So, this journalist is married to the football coach, and he's guest speaker at a Rotary do last night.
03:09She's gone along for wife and support, but before he gets up to speak, she gets sent the leaked video.
03:13She shows him, he's disgusted, of course, changes his speech to talk about the case.
03:20Makes it all about young men, values, on and off the field.
03:25Hey.
03:25You know what's been I love?
03:29Harry calls it a coward punch.
03:31It's so much better than king hit, you know, more emotion.
03:34We need to send a message to young men.
03:36This is cowardly, sickening, and you will not get away with it.
03:39I'm on a media blackout.
03:42Oh, that's right.
03:44Sorry.
03:47You can imagine the kind of influence this has in the community.
03:49I mean, the judge making the decision could have been there.
03:52Should you be eating bacon?
03:55Is that good for you?
03:58Well, I only have it as a treat.
04:00Whatever.
04:01It's your heart.
04:02I mean, it's not, but...
04:05Yeah.
04:07I won't eat it.
04:08Fuck.
04:10Sorry.
04:10Eat it, please.
04:11No, no, you're right.
04:12No, I'm not.
04:13This whole thing is horrible.
04:16I shouldn't be talking about it.
04:20I was just excited that our strategy worked, and...
04:23Maybe you can take me sightseeing today.
04:29I can't.
04:30Sorry.
04:30I have stuff to do.
04:32I have stuff to do.
04:52Hey.
04:54Hello.
04:56Did Fiona call you?
05:02Are you coming in?
05:03I just need to speak to Hamish.
05:06He's in the shed.
05:07Cool.
05:10Hamish told me about the lung recipient.
05:12Is she okay?
05:14Why?
05:14What do you need?
05:15A spot on 60 minutes.
05:17Fuck you, Lillian.
05:18That was Andrew's idea.
05:20Ah, fuck me.
05:21Okay, right.
05:23What's all this Andrew's idea shit anyway?
05:25Like, why are you hanging out with Andrew all the time?
05:28Do you think it's a little bit weird?
05:29Well, I'm not sleeping outside his house.
05:34Thank God he did help, or else I'd still be stuck here, sidelined from my job.
05:39Having to spend time with your husband.
05:40Your soft, weak husband.
05:43Look, I didn't mean...
05:44Okay.
05:45What did you mean?
05:48Andrew is the only person who got what was going on with me.
05:51Who understood what needed to happen.
05:53Yeah, I know you don't want to hear this, but I knew that Hamish couldn't be there for me in the way that I needed.
05:58You couldn't handle it.
06:01I'm a train wreck.
06:03Fully off the rails.
06:04I'm a catastrophe.
06:06Every time I pick myself up, even just a little bit, I manage to somehow completely obliterate myself again.
06:14And every time I do that, who's there to help me get up?
06:18Hamish.
06:20He can handle anything.
06:21You're never going to lay an egg, you know, because you're a man and not a chicken.
06:39I said that because you're squatting like you're trying to lay an egg.
06:45Not getting any funnier.
06:47I'm picking up a tiny vibe that you might still be a little bit mad at me.
06:50So, in the interest of full disclosure, I am driving to Melbourne to meet Taylor Parkinson, the recipient of Asher's lungs.
06:57Just being honest.
07:03Have you at least given her some warning?
07:05This is not me.
07:06This is all her and her husband, Brendan.
07:09They want to meet me.
07:12It's not like I can say no after the whole stalking situation.
07:17Anyway, I just wanted you to know in case I get arrested or something.
07:21I'm not going to get arrested.
07:26Wait.
07:27So, are you going back to stay with your parents after that?
07:32What are you doing about the mummy?
07:35I just need to get through today.
07:51Okay, well, just hang on there, buddy.
08:09What's happening?
08:11What's happening?
08:11Help!
08:13Help!
08:21I just saw Jeff Barry,
08:40a bank cross lawyer, down at the courthouse.
08:42Barry pissed off, so I called my friend Sally.
08:44Do you remember Sally?
08:45You met her at the trivia night.
08:47She works for the...
08:48That doesn't matter.
08:49That doesn't matter.
08:50The plea change has been denied.
08:51Okay?
08:52He's going to jail.
09:00It's okay.
09:01It's okay.
09:02We're okay.
09:04We're okay.
09:19This is so fucking unfair.
09:20And why aren't we getting to go to trial?
09:23Because the judge decided there were insufficient grounds to change your plea.
09:26And this is bullshit.
09:28I've been stitched up by the media.
09:30And you.
09:31Did you leak that footage?
09:33Of you punching a doctor who wasn't even looking at you?
09:36No.
09:36No, I didn't.
09:37I thought you were supposed to fix this.
09:39We didn't stand a chance after Brooke took the doctor's side.
09:42Oh, she's such a bitch.
09:43Which she might not have if you hadn't threatened her.
09:45Yeah, well, I'm going to get her.
09:48Where do you think you're going?
09:50Sit down!
09:53Jordan, you aren't going to do anything.
09:56Except get very good at washing dishes.
09:58Everything right here?
10:02Oh, good.
10:04We're done.
10:04Have you heard?
10:15I sure have.
10:16Wow, huh?
10:18Hey, I'm at the front of your place.
10:19Should we celebrate?
10:21Oh, I'm at work.
10:22Oh.
10:23Yeah, of course.
10:24Well, what about tonight?
10:25We'll go out for dinner.
10:26Mush out.
10:27Oh, that sounds so good.
10:29But I'm just getting match fit again here.
10:32I just left a message for Lillian.
10:34Yeah, I don't know.
10:35I think I'm going to be spent after my shift.
10:38Right.
10:39Yeah, no.
10:40Makes sense.
10:42Can we rain check, though?
10:44Absolutely.
10:45Yeah.
10:45We'll do it in style.
10:46With Kelly, too.
10:47She wouldn't want to miss out.
10:49Okay, bye.
10:50Boop, boop, boop, boop.
11:14Hello?
11:14Amish?
11:25Oh, jeez.
11:27Door was open.
11:29Oh, yeah.
11:30I, uh, like the breeze.
11:33Did you hear about Jordan?
11:34Yes.
11:35Amazing.
11:36Isn't it?
11:36I spoke to Mary.
11:37She sounded thrilled.
11:39Yeah.
11:40She was.
11:43Sorry.
11:43Just let me.
11:45Yeah.
11:45Yeah.
11:46All right.
11:49I love this, by the way.
11:51Oh, thanks.
11:54Did you do it?
11:55Wow.
11:57Do you need commissions?
11:59Ah, don't get to flex the painting muscle too much these days.
12:03All right.
12:04I suppose all your creative juices go into the graphic design.
12:06Yeah.
12:08Well, yeah.
12:10Hey, Andrew, I just wanted to say thank you for all your efforts, for everything you've
12:23done.
12:24Oh, yeah.
12:29Anyway, listen, I just hope you might be free for lunch.
12:32Bit of a celebration.
12:35Actually, this afternoon's a bit jammed.
12:37Oh, okay.
12:38Just a few errands.
12:40Yep.
12:40No worries.
12:41It's a very short notice.
12:44So.
12:45All right.
12:46I'll, um, I'll leave you to it.
12:49And, uh, yeah.
12:54Oh, that looks lovely.
13:10That really highlights your curves.
13:12Oh.
13:13I'll let my sister be the judge of that.
13:15She's the one with the eye for fashion.
13:17Janet?
13:19What do you think?
13:20Very nice.
13:21Really?
13:22Oh, that's my phone.
13:25She's right.
13:26You do have an eye.
13:27I like it, too.
13:29I think the colour works really well with my skin tone.
13:32You know how I normally can't wear orange?
13:34Oh, that was Robbie.
13:35I'll call him back.
13:36Call him later.
13:36You're in the middle of something.
13:38Oh, I like the important that children have been home from childcare.
13:41They've had those nasty colds.
13:43Oh, hello, darling.
13:45Sorry I missed you.
13:47I'm shopping with Janet.
13:49Oh, wait.
13:50Wait, she's right here.
13:54Jordan Bancroft's plea change has been...
13:58He didn't get it.
14:00He's definitely going to jail.
14:03Thank you so much for letting us know, darling.
14:06Love you, too.
14:07It's over.
14:13What's over?
14:14Oh, well, not over.
14:16But that part is.
14:19But we can start to put it behind us.
14:22Can we?
14:23He's getting justice.
14:24I mean, isn't that something?
14:26What about her?
14:28Who?
14:29Lillian.
14:30What about justice for what she did?
14:33How are we going here, ladies?
14:34Is it a yes to the dress?
14:37I don't think you should buy it.
14:40You said it was nice.
14:41It is.
14:42But it really does show how heavy you are.
14:44It is.
14:45Come on, let's go.
14:47It's good.
15:03You, you, you, you
15:04you, you, you, you, you.
15:11I love you.
15:12Nice.
15:16Nice.
15:17All right.
15:18Just like we showed you, all right?
15:19Both hands.
15:20Eyes.
15:21Nice!
15:22Nice!
15:23Good work.
15:24Good job.
15:25Look at that.
15:26You're getting really good at this.
15:29Yep.
15:30Hey, babe.
15:32I think that's her.
15:42Lillian?
15:47Hi.
15:48Good to see you again.
15:51Um...
15:54You found us.
15:57Sorry, this is my husband, Brendan.
15:59And that little guy is our son, Chet.
16:08This is a nice park.
16:10Yeah!
16:11I hope it wasn't too far for you to come.
16:13You're in Ballarat, right?
16:14Yeah.
16:15Did you come up the, um...
16:16Oh, God, but where do we go when we visit Helen?
16:19Uh, Brendan's auntie lives in Meredith, so...
16:21Oh, yeah.
16:22Yeah, on the Midland Highway.
16:23Yeah, yeah.
16:24Oh, that's a pretty drive.
16:25No, um, I just suck it straight up the western.
16:29It's boring but quick.
16:36Um, we were just making up our own spritzes.
16:41Do you like those?
16:43Love them.
16:55Oh, God.
16:56You're not allergic to egg, are you?
16:58And you do eat meat.
17:00Oh, I ate everything.
17:01Oh, thanks.
17:04Sorry I didn't bring anything.
17:05Oh, no, no, don't be silly.
17:07It's my pleasure.
17:08Hey, matey.
17:10Not too far.
17:15Oh, do you want another one?
17:18Yeah, I might, actually, that was very refreshing.
17:21Yeah.
17:22Oh, I'll get it.
17:23Do you want one?
17:24Oh, no, I'm still going.
17:25Brendan, are you right for a drink?
17:26Yeah.
17:28So, um, how is the recovery going since the other day, I mean?
17:37Good.
17:38Yeah, fantastic.
17:39Really good, really good.
17:40I, uh, pretty well came good the next day in hospital, didn't I?
17:44Well, not sure it was the next day.
17:45Well, it was as soon as they started pumping the antibiotics in.
17:49And that's the great thing about, uh, an infection.
17:52It's not that the lungs aren't working.
17:54It's, it's, it's a bacterial thing, you know, that they're, it can be fixed.
18:00Still, you have to be careful not to overdo it.
18:03Okay, no, no.
18:07Well, in fairness to Brendan, when I saw you, you didn't look too great.
18:15Hey, Jess.
18:17That's too far, buddy.
18:18Come back.
18:22Little monkey.
18:24I can't believe he's gonna be at school next year.
18:27But it's actually perfect timing because I'm gonna go back to work full time.
18:33Well, maybe.
18:35Oh, definitely.
18:37Well, you might just enjoy being a stay-at-home mum for a while.
18:39And you might enjoy being a stay-at-home dad.
18:42I'm not the one likely to have to go to hospital.
18:52How far away are the sausages?
18:54Couple of minutes.
19:03Mmm.
19:04Oh, yummy.
19:10Oh, I love Brie.
19:11Strength and good for cheese haven't been out there yet.
19:13What are you celebrating?
19:14Sam, do we need to have a talk about boundaries?
19:17For a start, you shouldn't be reading my messages.
19:19And you shouldn't be standing so close that you can read my messages.
19:22You should be over the other side of the ward doing some fucking work.
19:26Sorry.
19:27That's okay.
19:29Sorry for swearing.
19:30Just mind your own business.
19:34I'm so glad I got these on sale.
19:37Goose Down's usually so expensive.
19:39It's what I call a productive shopping day.
19:41We got everything we came for.
19:44What?
19:46I wanted to buy that dress.
19:48What dress?
19:50Well, you should have bought it.
19:51Are you joking?
19:52You told me I looked heavy in it.
19:54You were so rude, you embarrassed me.
19:56Well, you were rude to me.
19:58How?
19:59Telling me to put Ashley's death behind me.
20:01I didn't say that at all.
20:02You did.
20:04I said it was good we could put the court case behind us.
20:08For heaven's sake, Janet.
20:10You must be pleased about that.
20:13What difference does it make, though, really?
20:15Well, it helps you move on, surely?
20:18Don't say that.
20:20What a stupid, stupid thing to say.
20:23Why should I?
20:25What if I don't want to?
20:26Why does everyone keep telling me I've got to move on?
20:29Will you please open the door?
20:48I know you're upset.
20:54I know how hard everything is, but you can't treat me like that.
21:01You don't talk about Ashley ever.
21:04Except to get angry.
21:07I'm worried about you.
21:18The crematorium rang me...
21:28...to say I should pick up his ashes.
21:31But I thought Lillian took them.
21:36Half.
21:37She gave me half.
21:38give me half. Why haven't you collected them?
22:03Oh, fantastic. No, of course, I'm happy to do my bit for the school.
22:08OK, no worries. Alright, well, I'll see you at 8am. Yes, sharp. OK. Thanks, Mark.
22:15Oh, I don't know if I've got another school fate in me.
22:18Congratulations, darling. I'm so proud of you.
22:22It's really something, isn't it?
22:25Oh, it sure is. Mary must be so relieved. They all must be.
22:29I think so. Terrific result.
22:32And the best part is now I get my husband back.
22:36I don't suppose you want to help me out on the badge-making stall on Saturday?
22:43Sounds fun, doesn't it?
22:45Why are we buying bacon?
22:47What?
22:49You know I'm not supposed to eat this.
22:51But I will if it's there.
22:54Where are all the healthy snacks?
22:57Since when is bacon a snack?
23:08What's wrong?
23:09Nothing.
23:10Well, that's plainly not true.
23:15Are we unpacking this?
23:16Or are you planning on flitting off again?
23:18I'm not going anywhere.
23:20Good.
23:21Because Anna Davenport is coming tomorrow.
23:24Finally.
23:25Who?
23:26The new viticulturist that's taking over from Steve.
23:28Oh, fuck, is she?
23:29Yes, we've been waiting to see her for three months.
23:32Actually, that's good.
23:35I'm going to ask her about soil samples.
23:37OK.
23:39Well, don't be surprised when you see Mathilde wearing your leather jacket in the play.
23:45What play?
24:00Mmm.
24:01That was delicious.
24:03I think it's really worth bringing the barbecue.
24:07I mean, they have the electric ones here, but I think you really miss that charcoal flavour, you know?
24:12Dad, push me!
24:15In a minute.
24:16I'll go.
24:17No, it's OK.
24:18I don't mind.
24:19It's all good.
24:20I'm actually an excellent pusher.
24:22No!
24:24Brendan, don't be so rude.
24:27Sorry, but I just, I just don't, we don't, we don't know you.
24:31It's OK.
24:32Of course we do, of course we do.
24:33No, we just know that she was sitting outside our house watching us.
24:36Yeah, and thank God, because she saved my life.
24:38I know, and I'm grateful.
24:39Of course I am.
24:40But I mean, like, how long were you doing that for?
24:44Why were you doing that?
24:45It doesn't matter.
24:46No, it does, Taylor!
24:47Lillian is from our donor family.
24:49I know, and I can't thank you enough for that, and for what you gave to us.
24:53But, I mean, she was sleeping outside our house.
24:59She said that she was your sister.
25:00That's not normal.
25:02Sorry, but, you're not normal.
25:08Yeah, um.
25:09I might just call it over.
25:19To go to Bala, right?
25:21Oh, my God.
25:22What?
25:23Oh.
25:24Oh, my God.
25:25Oh, my God.
25:26Oh, my God.
25:27Oh.
25:30Was that the big Ikea?
25:35Yes.
25:37Why are we up this far?
25:40Where are we going?
25:43Caroline, what are you doing?
25:45Caroline!
25:46Stop right now!
25:48What do you think you're doing?
25:50Turn this car around right this second.
25:52You need to collect his ashes.
25:55Not for you.
25:57For him.
25:58You gave Ashley the most beautiful funeral.
26:01The flowers, the string quartet.
26:04You spared no expense.
26:06You gave him everything in that funeral to say a fitting goodbye.
26:10And he can't just sit on some shelf forever.
26:16It's not right.
26:28I'm making an electric sword, so I put the more great parts on here.
26:37Mummy?
26:38It's mummy.
26:38Yeah.
26:41Am I taking a ludicrously priced slab of cheese out of the fridge now?
26:45Babe, I'm so sorry.
26:47No!
26:47We've had a multi-car collision.
26:50No, you haven't!
26:51There's loads of injuries.
26:53It's a mess.
26:54Well, can't the others handle it?
26:55It's all hands on deck.
26:58I'm sorry, honey.
27:01How late do you think?
27:04I don't know.
27:05I've got to go.
27:07Sam's calling me.
27:09I love you.
27:10I love you too.
27:12But your job's stupid.
27:23See you tomorrow, Mary.
27:25Have a good night.
27:26Yeah.
27:28And again, I'm sorry for...
27:30Thanks, Sam.
27:58So sorry.
27:59I wish we had an extra bedroom.
28:01Oh, no.
28:04It's silly you having to pay.
28:06It's my fault.
28:08I mean, I probably would have been okay to drive.
28:15I'm just going to duck to the loo.
28:16I'm sorry for acting like a psycho.
28:31I know that watching your house was really creepy.
28:50Look, obviously, you finding her in the driveway was so lucky, but it was the worst thing that
29:00could have happened.
29:02She wants to be perfect for you.
29:05That's why she's been putting off writing to say thank you.
29:08She wanted to be, like, 100% full health.
29:11And then you saw her at rock bottom.
29:13You rode in the ambulance with her while she was unconscious.
29:15She was devastated when she found out.
29:17She knew you'd be disappointed.
29:20And it's obvious that you are.
29:21No, that's not true.
29:23Well, frankly, it's fucked up.
29:24She has CF and had a double lung transplant.
29:27And look at her.
29:28She's got more guts than anyone I know.
29:31She had the guts to meet you, even though she knew that would be shitty.
29:34That determination.
29:37That's why you couldn't have given those lungs to a better person.
29:40And I'm eternally grateful.
29:44But I never want to see you again.
29:51Okay.
30:23Excuse me.
30:39Sorry.
30:42Oh, hi.
30:44Hey, Sam.
30:45Sorry.
30:46Baguing out.
30:47No worries.
30:48Late night.
30:49Early start.
30:50My middle one begged to go to before school care, which either makes her a resilient child or me a parent she doesn't want to spend time with.
30:57How are you?
31:06Anyway, God, sorry, I shouldn't be yawning in front of you after the night you've had.
31:10A car accident?
31:11Oh, I wasn't on last night.
31:14Really?
31:14I thought Mary said that you were there.
31:17She said it was really full on, so the whole team was there.
31:20No, I was on call, but I didn't get a...
31:23Oh, shit.
31:24I didn't miss a call, did I?
31:25Sometimes my voicemail doesn't alert me and...
31:29Where were you last night?
31:52What are you doing here?
31:54What are you doing here?
31:56I feel like the coffee and toast is a clue.
32:00There was no car accident last night.
32:02I just ran into Sam.
32:05Sam didn't...
32:06He wasn't even on the...
32:07You literally told me, but you had all hands on deck.
32:10So where the fuck were you?
32:14I was here.
32:22Where's Andrew?
32:25What?
32:27Oh, Jesus.
32:31I don't know where Andrew is.
32:33How could you think there's anything going on?
32:35Gee, I don't know, Mary.
32:35Could it be that you confide in him, that you trust him more than me?
32:38I don't.
32:39Bullshit!
32:39I promise you, there is nothing going on.
32:40Like, your promise means anything to me.
32:44When was the last time you told me the truth?
32:47Actually.
32:48I can handle you being depressed, not talking to me.
32:51I can even handle you forming a posse with the right-wing media.
32:53But what I cannot handle is you lying to me.
32:58That will be the fucking end of us, Mary.
32:59Oh, hi.
33:27Sorry.
33:28I texted you, but...
33:30Oh, yeah.
33:31I think my phone was on silent.
33:33I wasn't sure if you'd checked out or not.
33:35No.
33:35No, I was just about to.
33:39Anyway, I came to give you a lift back to your car.
33:41Oh.
33:42I...
33:43I...
33:43Brendan and Jet are at home.
33:48Right.
33:50That...
33:50That's so nice, but I can just jump in an Uber.
33:54What is it with you an Uber, huh?
33:56It's fine, honestly.
33:58I know, but you already had to pay for the room, and I would...
34:01Yeah, but I don't need a lift.
34:02I won't take no for an answer.
34:03Jesus, stop!
34:09Sorry.
34:13But honestly, I'm fine.
34:15You have to know, I never wanted this to happen.
34:18I never wanted to meet you.
34:21I just wanted to see that you were doing okay, and then you weren't okay, so...
34:25But I am.
34:26I am, really.
34:29I...
34:30I...
34:30And I promise that I will be.
34:32No, Taylor, you don't have to say that.
34:35But I am getting better all the time.
34:38And, um...
34:40The first year is the hardest, apparently.
34:45Fuck.
34:46I'm so sorry.
34:47I'm sorry!
34:49No, no, I'm the one who needs to apologise.
34:52I...
34:52I'm so sorry that I badgered you into writing to me,
34:55that I pressured you into getting better.
34:59Brendan said to me that you...
35:02You wanted to be perfect for me.
35:04You are.
35:07It just...
35:08I don't know.
35:09I don't know.
35:09I don't know.
35:25At first, I was euphoric.
35:29I just...
35:30I couldn't believe that I could breathe.
35:32I had been sucking on oxygen for a year.
35:34Does it happen straight away, or...?
35:36Yeah.
35:38Pretty much.
35:39They take the breathing tube out, and then, boom.
35:42You're on your own.
35:42I don't know.
35:43I don't know.
35:44I don't know.
35:44That must feel incredible.
35:48Like, actually, you just feel like, okay, anything is possible.
35:59So then, when you land back in hospital with an infection...
36:03Yeah, it's bad.
36:07As bad as this motel coffee we're drinking.
36:10Almost.
36:10I don't mean to sound weird again, but...
36:18Do they feel like your lungs?
36:21Physically?
36:22Yeah.
36:26Mentally?
36:28Sometimes that's a bit of a struggle.
36:33No one can really prepare you for...
36:42Knowing that someone died, but you got to live.
36:51But it's a really good motivator.
36:56Even on the tough days, because...
36:59I know that...
37:00That my donor, that Ash...
37:02That he deserves her.
37:08He would have loved you.
37:12He loved people who didn't let anything stand in their way.
37:16He loved...
37:17Guns.
37:21I'd be very happy about this...
37:23Sitch.
37:24Mm-hmm.
37:27Maybe not so happy with me and the whole hunting you down part.
37:31Maybe he'd think it was romantic.
37:37Okay.
37:39Yeah, that's a good take.
37:40I'm not going to run with that.
37:41I'm not...
37:42Insane.
37:44I'm just...
37:45Romantic.
37:45Yeah.
37:46Yeah.
37:46I'm not going to run...
37:47I'm not going to run with that one.
37:53This looks intense.
37:54Huh?
37:55Always intense when you're exploring new frontiers.
37:57And I do take sugar.
37:59No, that's great.
37:59Thank you, Kelly.
38:00There you go.
38:00Beautiful.
38:01What's the map of?
38:02Victoria.
38:03So exciting.
38:05I was just telling Andrew there are some really formidable soils out that way.
38:09Out what way?
38:10Western Districts.
38:11Ballarat.
38:12Yeah, people always think he's good, but there are some chromosomes out west that have bang on for pinots and chardonnay.
38:18Oh, exactly. I had a tremendous local chardonnay there the other day.
38:22What do you reckon, Kel? You've always liked your pinot?
38:42Back with another one of those block rockin' beats.
38:52Hey, Mish. How are you?
39:21Hi, Philip.
39:22Your dad gave me your address, but he didn't tell me how quaint this place is.
39:25What brings you up here?
39:27Well, I'm looking for Lillian.
39:29She's not here.
39:30No, well, I went to the tourist town.
39:34It's a living museum.
39:36And they hadn't seen her?
39:39Well, she's probably at home.
39:42And where is that?
39:51Look, Hamish, it's not my fault I don't know where Lillian lives.
40:01She's done her utmost to exclude us from her life.
40:04I wonder why that is.
40:06I'm not the bad guy.
40:08If Lillian had been more responsible...
40:10You know she owes us over $30,000?
40:13Michelle is out of her mind with worries.
40:16Could you stop doing what you're doing?
40:19Peace go in the coffee machine.
40:20And talk to me?
40:24Well, no wonder she followed you up here.
40:25You're as childish as she is.
40:27And there it is.
40:28We left all your opportunity, moved to bumfuck nowhere.
40:32I'll pass that feedback on to the local council.
40:34What do you even do for a living?
40:35Really?
40:36Use straightened teeth.
40:37Have you seen the car I drive?
40:39Oh, it's very impressive, Uncle Philip.
40:41Oh, you can joke, Hamish, but the truth is you opted out of life when the going got tough.
40:45I never opted out of life.
40:47Just the one you and my dad chose.
40:50I certainly don't opt out when things get tough.
40:52I'm here, in the good and the shit.
40:55And Lillian didn't follow me here.
40:57You drove her here.
40:59You and Michelle nearly broke her trying to bend her to your will.
41:03And when she finally found her way free, finally got her life together,
41:07she lost Ash.
41:08And where were you?
41:10We were right here.
41:11You don't even know where she lives!
41:13The man she was going to marry died and not once did you come to visit her.
41:18You talk about opting out of life, what the fuck do you call that?
41:22She's your daughter!
41:24You only want her back now so Michelle can try again to make her into a mini version of herself.
41:29Jesus Christ!
41:31Leave her alone.
41:34Lillian is a miracle just the way she is.
41:38Ash saw it.
41:40My wife sees it.
41:41I see it.
41:42You, Michelle and your idiot son are the only ones who don't.
41:45You, Michelle and your idiot son are the only ones who don't.
41:47He's gone.
41:48What?
41:49He's gone.
41:50What?
41:51He's gone.
41:52What?
41:53He's gone.
41:54I told him where Lillian lives.
41:55I wasn't sure what else to say.
41:56I told him where Lillian lives.
41:57I wasn't sure what else to say.
41:59Hey, Mish.
42:00Hey, Mish.
42:01What?
42:02I told him where Lillian lives.
42:03I wasn't sure what else to do.
42:04Hey, Mish.
42:05Hey, Mish.
42:12The way you stood up to him.
42:15He's gone.
42:16I told him where Lillian lives.
42:17I wasn't sure what else to do.
42:20Hey, Mish.
42:21The way you stood up to him.
42:30The way you stood up to him, defended Lillian and yourself, that was really brave.
42:46I'm sorry for lying.
42:49There was no car accident.
42:52I didn't want to come home because I didn't want to tell you the truth.
42:56I started having panic attacks a couple of months ago.
43:02Mary, why didn't you tell me?
43:05Because I'm supposed to be the strong one. I've run the fucking ED.
43:09So what?
43:10Now I'm scared to go to work.
43:15I thought the plea change thing would make it better, but...
43:18Baby, what you saw happened to Ash?
43:20No, you see, that's not it.
43:21I keep thinking it could have been me.
43:30You know, he could have killed me.
43:33And I know that's so selfish when we lost Ash to make this about me.
43:39Yes.
43:40Honey, don't you think I think that every day?
43:44What kind of a monster would you be if it didn't affect you, if it didn't make you terrified?
43:49But I can't control it.
43:53It's like when Lillian started getting better, I started getting worse.
43:58Remind me, when did Lillian start getting better?
44:00Yes.
44:01She's been mad at me because I said you were weak.
44:16Okay.
44:16But I know I only said that because I was weak.
44:23I just kept feeling the ground slipping from under me.
44:27Like, what if I never saw the kids grow up?
44:29Or I never got old with you.
44:31Baby.
44:33I love you.
44:38I got you.
44:39I love you.
44:55Whatever's in the oven smells amazing.
45:01Is that a leak?
45:05What's up?
45:06When were you gonna tell me?
45:08I wanted to surprise you.
45:10That was embarrassing. Anna knew our plans before I did.
45:13Oh, Kel.
45:14No, don't, oh, Kel me.
45:16I'm not stupid.
45:20I'm lost.
45:22I know why you're doing this.
45:24Wanting to start up over there.
45:26I don't know why you're upset.
45:27We always talked about expanding when the time was right.
45:30Not in Ballarat.
45:31Well, I didn't know it was an option.
45:32But the wines are excellent.
45:34I've been way too pig-headed about our own region
45:36to think about anywhere else.
45:37Oh, for Christ's sake, boys.
45:39Stay away from the house.
45:42When are you gonna admit
45:43that you would rather spend time with all of them
45:45than with us?
45:49It's a commercial decision.
45:51It's not.
46:04Hey, Rick.
46:05Hey, Lillian. How are ya?
46:06I need to give you my notice for the apartment.
46:19I have to move out.
46:20Ah.
46:21So, it's two weeks, yeah?
46:22Sure. Sounds good.
46:23Is that why your dad's here?
46:24Is this why your dad's here?
46:38Oh, Saskatchewan, is that why your dad's here?
46:56What a beautiful spot.
47:02Sent you to get me.
47:04She's worried about you.
47:06And she really wants you to be part of the family.
47:10And the business.
47:19I don't know how to raise $33,000 except to work for you.
47:23So, if I set up your new clinic, I want my pay doubled
47:29so that I can pay off my debt sooner.
47:31And I won't live with you.
47:33I'll find a place.
47:36I'll move out of here so that I can afford it.
47:41I thought you were going to tell me to fuck off.
47:48Asha's mum didn't want me to donate his organs.
47:51That's why I ended up with the funeral bill.
47:56She was angry that I was his next of kin.
48:00Anyway, she wants me to pay for what I did.
48:06So I will, because I did the right thing.
48:15I'll drive back first thing in the morning,
48:16and I will come back on the weekend and clear up my stuff.
48:19I'll drive back first.
48:20Can I see your place before I go?
48:22Can I see your place before I go?
48:24Do you want a cup of tea or something?
48:39Sure.
48:40So, Ash lived here and you moved in with him?
48:57Yeah.
48:58Must have been small for the two of you.
49:01It was enough.
49:02And it's lovely, Lil.
49:10What's all this?
49:11Oh, that's...
49:12That's Ash's stuff.
49:14And no, it's not some crazy shrine.
49:18It was all downstairs, but Rick needed the space,
49:21so I have to take it to the op shop.
49:26He was a serious cyclist.
49:29Maybe you had more in common than you realised.
49:34Lilian, do you have any idea what this bike is worth?
49:38Well, you'd be lucky to find one of these,
49:40even second hand for under 18k.
49:44Eighteen thousand dollars?
49:46Yep.
49:47Are you serious?
49:49He never said...
49:50This is hand-crafted cedar.
49:53Beautiful inlay.
49:54Must be worth seven or eight.
49:57Plus your fancy ski boots.
49:58Wait.
50:01How could he spend that much?
50:05He clearly had taste.
50:08But all up, if you sold this promptly,
50:11you'd be debt-free.
50:20I've learned to hold the line, and to never look away.
50:36I've taught myself the lies that will get me through the day.
50:46And nothing ever lasts but the pain that circulates
50:52through the chasms of our past,
50:53through the chasms of our past,
50:54through the chasms of our past,
50:55and the breaths we dare to take.
50:59Mmm.
51:00Mmm.
51:01Mmm.
51:02Mmm.
51:03Mmm.
51:04Mmm.
51:05Mmm.
51:06Mmm.
51:08Mmm.
51:09Mmm.
51:10Mmm.
51:11Mmm.
51:12Oh, mama, can you see?
51:13Oh, mama, can you see
51:20I've got a darkness shining through me
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