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00:00I'm sorry. If I hadn't hurt my arm, none of this would have happened.
00:07It's not your fault. It's wrong of me to make you scared and I'm really sorry.
00:12I'm not going to lie for you.
00:14My lawyer's going to talk to you. Make sure we're on the same page.
00:17I mean, he's already threatened you. Why would he be worried about hurting you when he's already gotten away with it once?
00:23I was there that night. Mary was there that night. You weren't. You didn't see what happened.
00:28Start talking about how the whole system is unfair and the wrong person is being punished.
00:33The switchboard went nuts. Hospital board filed in two hours.
00:36What time are you going to be back tomorrow?
00:38Well, a plea change decision hasn't happened yet. No, but...
00:40I'll have to stick around for that. Call you tomorrow, beautiful. Kisses to the kids.
00:44What about Hamish? How are things between you two?
00:47It's bumpy. I can't talk to him because he's just so soft.
00:52Isn't that why we love him? I mean weak.
00:55Something happened between you two? Just, you know, everything's been so weird.
00:59A woman named Taylor has ashes, lungs and I found her unconscious in her driveway and I took her to hospital.
01:06Why didn't you tell me? Sorry. Taylor and her husband. They want to meet you. That's why I'm here.
01:13That's why I'm here.
01:43Oh, it's Theresa from Greenvale Crematorium and this is just a courtesy call to remind you that we have your ashes here to be collected.
02:05And to tell you that, obviously, we're here if you need assistance with their pickup and delivery.
02:14Hello? Mrs Dorst? Are you there?
02:18Are you there?
02:19Are you there?
02:20Are you there?
02:21Are you there?
02:25Are you there?
02:26Are you there?
02:27Are you there?
02:43zalah, a End Audio
02:54I can't believe you, tiger.
02:56Okay. Just hang on there, buddy.
02:58No, no, no!
03:00Ah! Shit!
03:06Whoa!
03:24What the fuck?
03:32Oh, I'm sorry. Didn't you see me coming at you from behind?
03:52What's up?
03:53Sorry to wake you.
03:55Someone leaked the hospital security camera footage from the night Ash died.
04:01Right.
04:02I don't know if it's at our end or someone at the hospital who's had a gutful, but it's out there.
04:08Okay.
04:09Mary, I don't want you to watch it.
04:12I'm gonna call Lillian too.
04:15It's...
04:17Just do a media blackout for a while.
04:19Yeah.
04:21Bye.
04:23What was that?
04:28It's just work.
04:30So, this journalist is married to the football coach and he's guest speaker at a rotary do last night.
04:45She's gone along for wife's support, but before he gets up to speak, she gets sent the leaked video.
04:51She shows him.
04:52He's disgusted, of course.
04:54Changes his speech to talk about the case.
04:58Makes it all about young men, values, on and off the field.
05:02Here.
05:03Know which bit I love?
05:06Harry calls it a coward punch.
05:08It's so much better than king hit, you know, more emotion.
05:11We need to send a message to young men.
05:14This is cowardly, sickening, and you will not get away with it.
05:18I'm on a media blackout.
05:20Oh.
05:21That's right.
05:22Sorry.
05:26You can imagine the kind of influence this has in the community.
05:28I mean, the judge making the decision could have been that.
05:32Should you be eating bacon?
05:34Is that good for you?
05:37Well, I only have it as a treat.
05:39Whatever.
05:40It's your heart.
05:41I mean, it's not, but...
05:46Yeah.
05:47I won't eat it.
05:48Fuck.
05:49Sorry.
05:50Eat it, please.
05:51No, no, you're right.
05:52I don't...
05:53No, I'm not.
05:54This whole thing is...
05:55horrible.
05:59I shouldn't be talking about it.
06:00I was just excited that our strategy worked, and...
06:08Maybe you can take me sightseeing today.
06:10I can't.
06:11Sorry.
06:12I have stuff to do.
06:22Hey.
06:36Hello.
06:39Did Fiona call you?
06:44You coming in?
06:46I just need to speak to Hamish.
06:49He's in the shed.
06:50Cool.
06:53Hamish told me about the lung recipient.
06:55Is she okay?
06:56Why?
06:57What do you need?
06:58A spot on 60 minutes.
07:01Fuck you, Lillian.
07:02That was Andrew's idea.
07:03Oh, fuck me.
07:04Okay, right.
07:07What's all this Andrew's idea shit anyway?
07:09Like, why are you hanging out with Andrew all the time?
07:12Do you think it's a little bit weird?
07:14Well, I'm not sleeping outside his house.
07:19Thank God he did help.
07:20Help.
07:21Or else I'll still be stuck here sidelined from my job.
07:23Having to spend time with your husband.
07:25You soft, weak husband.
07:27Look, I didn't mean...
07:28Okay.
07:30What did you mean?
07:33Andrew is the only person who got what was going on with me.
07:36Who understood what needed to happen.
07:38Yeah, I know you don't want to hear this, but I knew that Hamish couldn't be there for me in the way that I needed.
07:45He couldn't handle it.
07:46I'm a train wreck.
07:48Fully off the rails.
07:50I'm a catastrophe.
07:51Every time I pick myself up, even just a little bit, I managed to somehow completely obliterate myself again.
08:00And every time I do that, who's there to help me get up?
08:04Hamish.
08:06He can handle anything.
08:07You're never going to lay an egg, you know, because you're a man and not a chicken.
08:26And not a chicken.
08:29I said that because you're squatting like you're trying to lay an egg.
08:33Not getting any funnier.
08:35I'm picking up a tiny vibe that you might still be a little bit mad at me.
08:39So, in the interest of full disclosure, I am driving to Melbourne to meet Taylor Parkinson, the recipient of Asher's lungs.
08:47Just being honest.
08:52Have you at least given her some warning?
08:54This is not me. This is all her and her husband, Brendan.
08:59They want to meet me.
09:01It's not like I can say no after the whole stalking situation.
09:06Anyway, I just wanted you to know in case I get arrested or something.
09:13I'm not going to get arrested.
09:15Wait.
09:17So, are you going back to stay with your parents after that?
09:19What are you doing about the money?
09:25I just need to get through today.
09:27I just need to get through today.
09:28I just need to get through today.
09:58Okay.
09:59Just hang on there, buddy.
10:01Don't get through!
10:02Don't get through!
10:03Don't get through!
10:05Don't get through!
10:06Help!
10:07Don't get through!
10:08Don't get through!
10:17You're doing
10:18i just saw jeff barry bank cross lawyer down at the courthouse
10:35very pissed off so i called my friend sally do you remember sally you met at the uh the trivia
10:40night she works for the um that doesn't matter that doesn't matter the plea change has been
10:45denied okay he's going to jail it's okay it's okay we're okay we're okay
11:11this is so unfair why aren't we getting to go to trial because the judge decided there were
11:20insufficient grounds to change your plea and this is bullshit i've been stitched up by the media
11:25and you did you like that footage of you punching a doctor who wasn't even looking at you
11:32no no i didn't i thought you were supposed to fix this we didn't stand a chance after brooke took
11:37the doctor's side oh she's such a bitch which she might not have if you hadn't threatened her yeah
11:42well i'm gonna get her where do you think you're going sit down jordan you aren't gonna do anything
11:53except get very good at washing dishes
11:55everything right here oh good we're done
12:12have you heard i sure have wow huh hey i'm at the front of your place should we celebrate oh i'm at work
12:20oh yeah of course well what about tonight we'll go out for dinner mush out oh that sounds so good but
12:28um i'm just getting match fit again here i just left a message for lillian yeah i don't know i think
12:34i'm going to be spent after my shift right yeah no makes sense
12:39can we rain check though absolutely yeah we'll do it in style with kelly too she wouldn't want to miss
12:47out okay bye
13:09hello
13:20amish
13:27oh geez door was open oh yeah i uh like the breeze yeah did you hear about jordan yes amazing isn't it
13:38i spoke to mary she sounded thrilled yeah she was sorry just let me yeah yes all right
13:53love this by the way oh thanks did you do it wow did you do commissions ah don't get to flex the
14:03painting muscle too much these days all right all right i suppose all your creative juices go
14:08into the graphic design yeah oh yeah
14:17hey andrew i just wanted to say thank you for all your efforts
14:24for everything you've done yeah anyway listen uh i just hope you might be free for lunch bit of a
14:37celebration ah actually this afternoon's a bit jammed oh okay just a few errands yeah no worries it's uh
14:46uh very short notice so all right i'll um i'll leave you to it and uh yeah
15:00oh that looks lovely that really highlights your curves oh i'll let my sister be the judge of that
15:22she's the one with the eye for fashion janet what do you think very nice really oh that's my phone
15:32she's right you do have an eye i like it too i think the color works really well with my skin tone
15:39you know how i normally can't wear orange oh that was robbie i'll call him back call him later you're
15:44in the middle of something oh i like the important the children have been home from child care they've
15:49had those nasty colds oh hello darling sorry i missed you i'm shopping with janet oh wait wait she's right
16:00here jordan bancroft's plea change has been he didn't get it he's definitely going to jail
16:11oh thank you so much for letting us know darling love you too
16:20it's over what's over oh over that part is but we can start to put it behind us
16:32can we he's getting justice i mean isn't that something what about her
16:37who lillian what about justice for what she did how are we going here ladies is it a yes
16:46to the dress i don't think you should buy it you said it was nice it is but it really does show how
16:55how heavy you are
17:03so
17:05so
17:07so
17:09so
17:15so
17:17so
17:19nice nice all right just like we showed you all right both hands eyes
17:34nice nice good work good job look at that you're getting really good at this
17:40nice
17:43yep hey babe i think that's her
17:59lillian hi good to see you again
18:03um
18:09you found us
18:11sorry uh this is my husband brendan and uh that little guy is our son jet
18:21yeah
18:23uh this is a it's a nice park yeah yeah i hope it wasn't too far for you to come you're in ballarat
18:29right yeah did you come up the um oh come on where do we go and visit helen uh brendan's auntie
18:36lives in meredith so oh yeah yeah on the mindland highway yeah yeah oh that that's a pretty drive
18:41no um i just suck it straight up the western it's boring but quick
18:47um
18:53um
18:54we were just making up our own spritzes do you like those
19:01love them
19:01oh god you're not allergic to egg are you and you do eat meat i i ate everything
19:20thank you sorry i didn't bring anything oh no no don't be silly it's my pleasure hey matey not too far
19:31oh do you want another one yeah i might actually that was very refreshing yeah i'll get it oh
19:41do you want one oh no i'm still going brendan you write for a drink
19:49so um how is the recovery going since the other day i mean good yeah fantastic really good really good
20:00i uh pretty well came good the next day in hospital didn't i have well not sure it was the next day
20:06well it was as soon as they started pumping the antibiotics in and that's the great thing about uh
20:12an infection it's it's not that the lungs aren't working it's it's it's a bacterial thing you know
20:18that they it can be fixed still you have to be careful not to overdo it it's okay no no
20:25well in fairness to brendan when i saw you you didn't look too great
20:37hey jeff that's too far buddy come back
20:44little monkey i can't believe he's gonna be at school next year
20:48but it's actually a perfect timing because i'm gonna go back to work full time
20:55well maybe oh definitely well you might just enjoy being a stay-at-home mum for a while
21:02and you might enjoy being a stadium dad i'm not the one likely to have to go to hospital
21:07how far away are the sausages a couple of minutes
21:28oh yummy
21:29oh i love brie strength of good for cheese haven't been out there yet what are you celebrating
21:39sam do we need to have a talk about boundaries for a start you shouldn't be reading my messages
21:44and you shouldn't be standing so close that you can read my messages you should be over the other
21:48side of the ward doing some work sorry that's okay sorry for swearing just mind your own business
21:59so glad i got these on sale goose downs usually so expensive it's what i call a productive
22:06shopping day we got everything we came for
22:10what i want to buy that dress what dress well you should have bought it oh were you joking you
22:19told me i looked heavy in it you were so rude you embarrassed me well you were rude to me
22:23how telling me to put ashley's death behind me i didn't say that at all you did i said it was
22:32good we could put the court case behind us for heaven's sake janet you must be pleased about that
22:40what difference does it make though really well it helps you move on surely don't say that
22:48what a stupid stupid thing to say why should i what if i don't want to why does everyone keep telling
22:55me i've got to move on will you please open the door
23:09i know you're upset i know how hard everything is but you can't treat me like that
23:28you don't talk about ashley ever except to get angry i'm worried about you
23:49you don't talk about it but you don't talk about it but you don't talk about it but i thought
24:06lillian took them half she gave me half
24:10oh why haven't you collected them
24:27oh fantastic no of course i'm happy to do my bit for the school
24:42okay no worries all right well i'll see you at 8am yes sharp okay thanks mark oh i don't know if i've
24:50got another school fate in me congratulations darling i'm so proud of you it's really something
24:58isn't it oh it sure is mary must be so relieved they all must be i think so terrific result
25:08the best part is now i get my husband back
25:14i don't suppose you want to help me out on the badge making stall on saturday sounds fun doesn't it
25:20why are we buying bacon what you know i'm not supposed to eat this but i will if it's there
25:31where are all the healthy snacks since when is bacon a snack
25:44what's wrong nothing well that's plainly not true
25:50are we unpacking this or are you planning on flitting off again
25:57i'm not going anywhere good because anna davenport is coming tomorrow finally
26:02who the new viticulturist that's taking over from steve
26:05oh fuck is she yes we've been waiting to see her for three months
26:10actually that's good i'm gonna ask her about soil samples
26:15okay well don't be surprised when you see matilde wearing your leather jacket in the play
26:24i'll play
26:37i think it's really worth bringing the barbecue i mean they have the electric ones here but i think
26:48you really missed that that charcoal flavor you know
26:52dad push me in a minute i'll go oh no it's okay i don't mind it's all good i'm actually an excellent
27:01quesha no brenton don't be so rude sorry but i just i just don't we don't we don't know you
27:12it's okay of course we do of course we do no we just know that she was sitting outside our house
27:16watching us yeah and thank god because she saved my life i know and i'm i'm grateful of course i am
27:21but i mean like how long were you doing that for why were you doing that it doesn't matter no it
27:28does taylor lillian is from our donor family i know and what and i can't thank you enough for
27:33that and for what you gave to us but i mean she was sleeping outside our house she said that she
27:41was your sister that's not normal sorry but you're not normal um
27:58i might just call it over to go to balleroy
28:03was that the big ikea yes why are we up this far
28:22where are we going caroline what are you doing caroline stop right now what do you think you're
28:33doing turn this car around right this second you need to collect his ashes not for you for him
28:42you gave ashley the most beautiful funeral the flowers the string quartet you spared no expense
28:51you gave him everything in that funeral to say a fitting goodbye
28:55and it can't just sit on some shelf forever it's not right
29:11i'm making an electric sword so i put the gray parts on here
29:24mummy it's mummy yeah
29:29am i taking a ludicrously priced slab of cheese out of the fridge now
29:33babe i'm so sorry no we've had a multi-car collision no you haven't
29:39there's loads of injuries it's a mess
29:42well can't the others handle it it's all hands on deck
29:45i'm sorry honey how late do you think i don't know i've got to go sam's calling me
29:56i love you i love you i love you too but your job's stupid
30:12see you tomorrow mary have a good night yeah and again i'm sorry for thanks sam
30:26thank you
30:46thank you
30:47so sorry i i wish we had an extra bedroom oh no um thank you
30:56it's silly you having to pay it's my fault i mean i probably would have been okay to drive
31:02i'm just going to duck to the loo
31:22she uh she's just in the bathroom
31:24thanks for this
31:35i'm sorry for acting like a psycho i know that watching your house was
31:43really creepy
31:44look obviously you finding her in the driveway was so lucky but
31:53it was the worst thing that could have happened
31:57she wants to be perfect for you that's why she's been putting off writing to say thank you
32:03she wanted to be like 100 full health and then you saw her at rock bottom you rode in the ambulance
32:08with her while she was unconscious she was devastated when she found out she knew you'd be disappointed
32:15and it's obvious that you are no that's not true which frankly is
32:19fucked up she has cf and had a double lung transplant and look at her she's got more guts than anyone i know
32:27she had the guts to meet you even though she knew that would be shitty that determination
32:31that's why you couldn't have given those lungs to a better person and i'm eternally grateful
32:41but i never want to see you again
32:48okay
33:01so
33:13so
33:23so
33:25Excuse me.
33:38Sorry.
33:41Oh, hi.
33:43Hey, Sam.
33:45Sorry, begging out.
33:47No worries.
33:48Late night.
33:49Early start.
33:50My middle one begged to go to before school care,
33:52which either makes her a resilient child
33:55or me, a parent she doesn't want to spend time with.
34:05How are you?
34:06Anyway, God, sorry, I shouldn't be yawning in front of you
34:08after the night you've had.
34:11A car accident?
34:13Oh, I wasn't on last night.
34:15Really? I thought Mary said that you were there.
34:18She said it was really full on, so the whole team was there.
34:21No, I was on call, but I didn't get a...
34:25Oh, shit, I didn't miss a call, did I?
34:27Sometimes my voicemail doesn't alert me and...
34:31Where were you last night?
34:55What are you doing here?
34:57What are you doing here?
34:59I feel like the coffee and toast is a clue.
35:03There was no car accident last night.
35:05I just ran into Sam.
35:09Sam didn't...
35:10He wasn't even on the...
35:11You literally told me, but you had all hands on deck.
35:16So where the fuck were you?
35:17I was here.
35:26Where's Andrew?
35:29What?
35:32Oh.
35:33Oh, Jesus.
35:34I don't know where Andrew is.
35:38How could you think there's anything going...
35:39Gee, I don't know, Mary.
35:40Could it be that you confide in him,
35:42that you trust him more than me?
35:43I don't.
35:44Bullshit.
35:45I promise you.
35:45Like, your promise means anything to me.
35:50When was the last time you told me the truth?
35:53Actually.
35:54I can handle you being depressed, not talking to me.
35:56I can even handle you forming a posse with the right-wing media.
35:59But what I cannot handle is you lying to me.
36:04That will be the fucking end of us, Mary.
36:29Oh, hi.
36:35Sorry.
36:36I, um, I texted you, but...
36:38Oh, yeah, I think my phone was on silent.
36:40I wasn't sure if you'd checked out or not.
36:43No.
36:43No, I was just about to.
36:47Anyway, I came to give you a lift back to your car.
36:50Oh.
36:50I...
36:51I...
36:52Brendan and Jet are at home.
36:57Right.
36:57That...
36:59That's so nice, but I can just jump in an Uber.
37:03What is it with you and Ubers, huh?
37:06It's fine, honestly.
37:07I know, but you already had to pay for the room, and I would...
37:10Yeah, but I don't need a lift.
37:11I won't take no for an answer.
37:13Jesus!
37:13Stop!
37:19Sorry.
37:19Sorry.
37:23But honestly, I'm fine.
37:25You have to know, I never wanted this to happen.
37:28I never wanted to meet you.
37:31I just wanted to see that you were doing okay, and then you weren't okay, so...
37:36But I am.
37:36I am, really.
37:40I...
37:40I...
37:41I...
37:41And I promise that I will be.
37:43No, Taylor, you don't have to say that.
37:46But I am getting better all the time.
37:49And, um...
37:50The first year is...
37:53Is the hardest, apparently.
37:56Oh, fuck.
37:57I'm so sorry.
37:59I'm sorry.
38:00No, no.
38:01I'm the one who needs to apologise.
38:03I...
38:04I'm so sorry that I badgered you into writing to me, that I pressured you into getting better.
38:10I...
38:11Brendan said to me that you...
38:14You wanted to be perfect for me.
38:17You are.
38:20You just are.
38:21I don't know.
38:21I don't know.
38:21At first, I was euphoric.
38:43I just...
38:43I couldn't believe that I could breathe.
38:45I have been sucking on oxygen for a year.
38:48Does it happen straight away, or...?
38:51Yeah.
38:51Pretty marked.
38:53They take the breathing tube out, and then, boom.
38:56You're on your own.
38:59That must feel...
39:00Incredible.
39:03Like, actually.
39:05You just feel like...
39:08Okay.
39:10Anything is possible.
39:14So then when you land back in hospital with an infection...
39:20Yeah, it's bad.
39:21How does this motel coffee we're drinking?
39:25Almost.
39:26I don't mean to sound weird again, but...
39:34Do they feel like your lungs?
39:37Physically?
39:38Yeah.
39:39Mentally?
39:44Sometimes that's a bit of a struggle.
39:54No one can really prepare you for...
39:58Knowing that someone died, but you got to live.
40:03But it's a really good motivator.
40:07But it's a really good motivator.
40:14Even on the tough days, because...
40:17I know that my daughter, that my daughter, that Ash...
40:20That he deserves her.
40:27He would have loved you.
40:28Mm-hmm.
40:31He loved people who didn't let anything stand in their way.
40:35He loved...
40:36Guts.
40:37He'd be very happy about this...
40:43Sitch.
40:43Mm-hmm.
40:46Maybe not so happy with me and the whole hunting you down part.
40:54Maybe he'd think it was romantic.
40:57Okay.
40:59Yeah, that's a good take.
41:00I'm not gonna run with that.
41:01I'm not insane, I'm just romantic.
41:06Yeah.
41:14This looks intense.
41:15Huh?
41:15Always intense when you're exploring new frontiers.
41:19And I do take sugar.
41:20No, that's great.
41:20Thank you, Kelly.
41:21There you go.
41:22Beautiful.
41:22What's the map of?
41:24Victoria.
41:25So exciting.
41:26I was just telling Andrew there are some really formidable soils out that way.
41:30Out what way?
41:31Western Districts.
41:33Ballarat.
41:34Yeah.
41:34Yeah.
41:35People always think Heathcote, but there are some chromosomes out west that have bang on
41:40for pinots and chardonnay.
41:41Oh, exactly.
41:42I had a tremendous local chardonnay there the other day.
41:45What do you reckon, Kel?
41:46You've always liked your pinot.
41:47Yeah.
42:01Back where another one of those block, rock, and beats.
42:12Back where another one of those block, rock, and beats.
42:15Hey, Mish.
42:16Hey, Mish.
42:17How are you?
42:46Hi, Philip.
42:47Your dad gave me your address, but he didn't tell me how quaint this place is.
42:51Well, Bree's up here.
42:53Well, I'm looking for Lillian.
42:55She's not here.
42:56No.
42:57Well, I went to the tourist town.
43:00It's a living museum.
43:01And they hadn't seen her?
43:05Well, she's probably at home.
43:09And where is that?
43:10Look, Hamish, it's not my fault.
43:26I don't know where Lillian lives.
43:28She's done her utmost to exclude us from her life.
43:31I wonder why that is.
43:32I'm not the bad guy.
43:35If Lillian had been more responsible, you know she owes us over $30,000?
43:41Michelle is out of her mind with worries.
43:44Could you stop doing what you're doing?
43:47Deesco in the coffee machine.
43:49And talk to me?
43:49Well, no wonder she followed you up here.
43:54You're as childish as she is.
43:56And there it is.
43:57We left all your opportunity, moved to bumfuck nowhere.
44:01I'll pass that feedback on to the local council.
44:03What do you even do for a living?
44:04Really?
44:05You straighten teeth.
44:07Have you seen the car I drove?
44:08Oh, it's very impressive, Uncle Philip.
44:10Oh, you can joke, Hamish, but the truth is you opted out of life when the going got tough.
44:14I never opted out of life.
44:17Just the one you and my dad chose.
44:19I certainly don't opt out when things get tough.
44:22I'm here in the good and the shit.
44:25And Lillian didn't follow me here.
44:27You drove her here.
44:29You and Michelle nearly broke her trying to bend her to your will.
44:33And when she finally found her way free, finally got her life together, she lost Ash.
44:39And where were you?
44:41We were right here.
44:42You don't even know where she lives.
44:44The man she was going to marry died and not once did you come to visit her.
44:48You talk about opting out of life.
44:51What the fuck do you call that?
44:53She's your daughter.
44:55You only want her back now so Michelle can try again to make her into a mini version of herself.
45:01Jesus Christ.
45:03Leave her alone.
45:04Lillian is a miracle just the way she is.
45:10Ash saw it.
45:12My wife sees it.
45:13I see it.
45:15You, Michelle, and your idiot son are the only ones who don't.
45:18He's gone.
45:46What?
45:50He's gone.
45:55I told him where Lillian lives.
45:57I wasn't sure what else to do.
46:00Hamish.
46:01The way you stood up to him, defended Lillian and yourself, that was really brave.
46:16I'm sorry for lying.
46:25There was no car accident.
46:28I didn't want to come home because I didn't want to tell you the truth.
46:32I started having panic attacks a couple of months ago.
46:39Mary.
46:40Why didn't you tell me?
46:42Because I'm supposed to be the strong one.
46:44I've run the fucking ED.
46:46So what?
46:47Now I'm scared to go to work.
46:49I thought the plea change thing would make it better, but...
46:55Baby, what you saw happened to Ash?
46:57No, you see, that's not it.
46:58I keep thinking it could have been me.
47:08You know, he could have killed me.
47:11And I know that's so selfish when we lost Ash to make this about me.
47:17Yes.
47:18Honey, don't you think I think that every day?
47:22What kind of a monster would you be if it didn't affect you, if it didn't make you terrified?
47:28But I can't control it.
47:32It's like when Lillian started getting better, I started getting worse.
47:37Remind me, when did Lillian start getting better?
47:49She's been mad at me.
47:52Because I said you were weak.
47:56Okay.
47:58But I know I only said that because I was weak.
48:03I just kept feeling the ground slipping from under me.
48:07Like, what if I never saw the kids grow up?
48:10Or I never got old with you.
48:12Baby.
48:14I love you.
48:19I got you.
48:22I'm sorry.
48:36Mmm.
48:37Whatever's in the oven smells amazing.
48:43Is that a leak?
48:44what's up when were you gonna tell me oh i wanted to surprise you that was embarrassing
48:54and i knew our plans before i did oh hell no don't oh tell me i'm not stupid
49:01i'm lost i know why you're doing this wanting to start up over there i don't know why you're upset
49:10we always talked about expanding when the time was right not in ballarat so i didn't know it was an
49:15option but the wines are excellent and i've been way too pig-headed about our own region to think
49:20about anywhere else oh for christ's sake boys stay away from the house when are you going to admit
49:28that you would rather spend time with all of them than with us it's a commercial decision it's not
49:37so
49:40so
49:44so
49:48so
49:52so
49:54so
49:56Hey, Rick.
50:12Hey, Lillian.
50:13How are you?
50:14I need to give you my notice for the apartment.
50:18I have to move out.
50:21So it's two weeks, yeah?
50:24Sure.
50:25Sounds good.
50:27Is that why your dad's here?
50:42What a beautiful spot.
50:50She sent you to get me.
50:52She's worried about you.
50:54And she really wants you to be part of the family.
50:56And the business.
51:08I don't know how to raise $33,000 except to work for you.
51:13So if I set up your new clinic, I want my pay doubled so that I can pay off my debt sooner.
51:21And I won't live with you.
51:23I'll find a place.
51:24I'll move out of here so that I can afford it.
51:29I thought you were going to tell me to fuck off.
51:33Asha's mum didn't want me to donate his organs.
51:41That's why I ended up with the funeral bill.
51:46And she was angry that I was his next of kin and she wants me to pay for what I did.
51:56And so I will.
51:59Because I did the right thing.
52:07I'll drive back first thing in the morning and I will come back on the weekend and clear up my stuff.
52:11Can I see your place before I go?
52:16Can I see your place before I go?
52:16Can I see your place before I go?
52:20Can I see your place before I go?
52:22Can I see your place before I go?
52:23Can I see your place before I go?
52:24Can I see your place before I go?
52:41Do you want a cup of tea or something?
52:45Sure.
52:45So, Ash lived here and you moved in with him?
52:52Yeah.
52:54Must have been small for the two of you.
52:57It was enough.
52:59And it's lovely, Lil.
53:05What's all this?
53:07Oh, that's... that's Ash's stuff.
53:11And, no, it's not some crazy shrine.
53:14It was all downstairs.
53:15But Rick needed this space, so I have to take it to the op shop.
53:21He was a serious cyclist.
53:25Maybe you had more in common than you realised.
53:30Lilian, do you have any idea what this bike is worth?
53:35Well, you'd be lucky to find one of these, even secondhand, for under $18,000.
53:41$18,000?
53:42Yep.
53:43Are you serious?
53:45How... he never said...
53:47And this is handcrafted cedar.
53:50Beautiful inlay.
53:51Must be worth seven or eight.
53:54Plus your fancy ski boots.
53:56Wait.
53:56So...
53:56How could he spend that much?
54:00How could he spend that much?
54:03He clearly had taste.
54:05But all up, if you sold this properly, you'd be debt-free.
54:10I've learned to hold the line, and to never look away.
54:35I've taught myself the lies that will get me through the day, and nothing ever lasts, but the pain that circulates through the chasms of our past, and the breaths we dare to take.
55:00How could he be the heaven that he has a world that has to take?
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55:17Oh, mama, can you see?
55:19Can you see, I've got a darkness shining through me
55:30I've got a darkness shining through me
55:49I've got a darkness shining through me
56:05I've got a darkness shining through me
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