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00:00I'm divorced and I can't wait to not hold this last name anymore oh my god this year at New York
00:20City Pride I will be performing at a street festival New York City is one of the biggest
00:26prides ever so I just hope that I kill it on stage after all I've been through with my
00:41ex-husband I cannot wait for this celebration I deserve this
00:50you are planning to have a baby with us right oh we have not had the best experience so far we're
01:01trying to get a sense of this new fertility clinic because this is our last shot if this doesn't work
01:06that's it the last surrogate we had we found out some stuff that we didn't like
01:12do you just surround yourself with a horse
01:17Johan she's your girlfriend
01:23you
01:25yeah we got our car you enjoying that corn Kenny
01:41I'm enjoying this corn Armando I see I love it I want to bite it is good I'm Kenny I'm 62
01:50originally from St. Petersburg Florida and I'm Armando I'm 37 and I'm from San Felipe
01:55La Hacienda de Mexico sorry that threw me off I just meant to say I believe it all right this
02:03is one cool building cheers to the building to be in here cheers our 90-day journey began about
02:10eight years ago we met online on a gay father support group and we became fast friends on there
02:16hey how you doing good how are you good I miss you miss you too I came to Mexico to meet up with them
02:26and then we decided that we wanted to be together so I had to pack my whole life up in St. Pete and
02:32decided I'm gonna move to Mexico to be the love of my life
02:36baby
02:37we got engaged really quick as soon as I hit Mexico it was like within a week
02:45and then it took about a year and a half before we got married
02:49and we're more in love and stronger than ever right definitely
03:02do you think you like Mexico as much as you thought you would more or less really I love it
03:11the culture the people everything people are nice I mean the food is as I really come into my own with
03:18Mexican cuisine when I met Armando he had a little daughter who was just four years old at the time
03:25Hannah I had four adult children of my own I even had a four-year-old grandson here you want some hot
03:31dog and about three years ago we decided to expand our family through surrogacy we found an egg donor
03:39then we created some embryos and we found a surrogate as well but after a while we were very unhappy so
03:44we decided to end our relationship with them and our fertility clinic so tomorrow we have a really
03:49important decision to make about our future family is it good yes so good
04:01we're on our way to the new in vitro clinic that we chose it's only like three or four blocks from our house
04:07hello hello Kenny and Armando okay thank you so much we're trying to get a sense of this new
04:27fertility clinic because we want to be confident comfortable with them because this is our last
04:33shot if this doesn't work and we don't feel good about it that's it okay well very nice to meet you
04:40nice to meet you nice to meet you great so I spoke to the dr. Giovanni and he told me that you are
04:49planning to have a baby with us right oh fun helping we have not had the best experience so far
04:56we're on a three-year journey on this the last surrogate we had we really had a connection with
05:02her we had an emotional bond with her we really tried to be involved with her life and let her
05:06involved in our life and then we found out some stuff that we didn't like we don't know how emotionally
05:13involved we want to be with the surrogate this time our hearts took a real beating with our last
05:19surrogate we felt in the dark many times so we decided not to move forward with them
05:24you told me you have six embryos right yeah if you would want to have for example a daughter
05:32or a son boy or girl like choose the sex no we don't want to know um we also don't even know
05:40exactly who the biological dad will be we called it the milkshake like we don't know whose it is
05:46okay it's just going to be the what do you call it luck of the draw look of the draw and see what
05:52happens so okay right now we have all our confidence in you guys and part of us sharing
05:57also some of our story and background is um so you understand well guys remember i'm going to be
06:05with you at every part of the journey thanks to you for giving us this opportunity again and we
06:11won't let you down thank you thank you it was very nice meeting you thank you gabriella's energy and
06:19confidence made us feel really good about this clinic so i'm really excited we're still going to
06:23be cautiously optimistic but i think we may have found our new clinic fingers crossed it's going to work
06:29for us thanks love okay where are we going all right daddy's going to meet us at the park in a few
06:44minutes he had to finish up something at the house can you believe in another year you'll be in high
06:50school yeah that's freaking crazy because you look like a seven-year-old throughout all the bad things we
06:59had been going through with our previous clinic and we didn't let hannah know because we didn't
07:03want to break her heart or stress or worry so she she's not up to date on anything she might even
07:09think we're not moving forward anymore with the process because it's been so long but we want to
07:13talk to her about it and i think now is the right moment to do so yeah all right did you tell her we had
07:23a talk or anything because i know she gets nervous just like me she overthinks when she gets told
07:29we have to talk did you know i haven't said a word to her we were just playing
07:35what are you going to say well it's about having a baby
07:39i mean i was expecting her to maybe jump up and down with joy
08:09that we were still moving forward with having a child i mean it's probably our fault in a way we
08:14were trying to protect her we didn't for the last almost two years really talk about it because we
08:20weren't sure what was going on we were having so many problems and we didn't want to burden her with
08:24all the issues we were having is it is the main thing you just worry that you wouldn't get attention
08:33yeah i i can swear to you and i can promise you and i know your daddy can too that that wouldn't be the
08:42case you know we tried to do this and it didn't work and we thought about trying one more time and if
08:51it doesn't work it doesn't work and then we're just one more time call a day but we want your support in
08:58this too you need time to think about it a little bit yeah it's really hard to see hannah upset like
09:09this i guess we're just gonna have to give it time i mean i do think hannah might warm up to the idea
09:15so we'll just wait and see i love you
09:32today i am going to get a new driver's license so i'm trying to get myself a little bit more dolled
09:39up than normal because it is the picture i have to stare at for the next four years my name is rachel
09:44i am 40 years old and i live in albuquerque new mexico after being married for over seven years
09:50i'm divorced and i could not be more thrilled about that so today i'm going to go make sure that my
09:57driver's license states that and shows that every day for me because i can't wait to not hold this
10:03last name anymore my 90-day journey began almost eight years ago when i met a man named john who lives in
10:12england we met on a karaoke app i thought he was cute i thought he was gorgeous oh hello look at your
10:21hair yeah it's fuller when we decided to become a couple i was pregnant with my daughter lucy from my
10:30previous relationship and we met up in person when my little one lucy was only eight months old
10:37it was magical i almost immediately fell in love with him
10:44my next trip to see him in england six months later we got married like that fast
10:49you are now husband and wife please kiss you gorgeous bride well done
10:58i thought that it would be a happily ever after ending but it was not
11:05i received a message from someone who i knew
11:14she reached out alleging that john cheated on me for seven and a half years
11:22according to her he also sent pics on tinder during this entire time as well
11:28i don't know if it's like 100 certain but i'm confident in in what she's told me so he um
11:36can go down a hole all right it's time
11:49when i officially got my divorce paperwork back this week the first thing i wanted to do after that was
11:56run straight to the dmv and get my last name changed absolutely zero association with my ex-husband
12:03this is the person that i shared a last name with and i could not be more disgusted and quite frankly
12:11disappointed in myself by ignoring all of the red flags for so long my last trip to see him was
12:20by far the worst trip i've ever had the physical touch during that time was few and far between i felt
12:29unattracted and attractive i just didn't realize this bothered me so much
12:43like in hindsight i see it now he's cheating on me the entire time
13:02oh i hate him
13:03i'm so excited to go to the dmv of all places that's a first i've lost 30 pounds so actually
13:15about 270 pounds if we're going to include the dead weight i left back in england
13:19so i'm excited to have a different driver's license pictured but i'm also getting my maiden name back
13:24i'm gonna get me back it's a new chapter in my life and it's gonna be all about me for once okay
13:35i am going in i know that the dmv can be a real pain so i am really hoping that they don't give me
13:42too much trouble with this name change i will beg if that's what it takes
13:46it's me again i'm me again oh my god legitimately like the most exciting feeling
14:07i've had probably better than my marriage
14:10hey little boy want to play a little game want to show us how quick you can turn after fame and
14:16how fast your ex-wife can get rid of your name
14:29out of all the houses that we've seen so far have you been excited about any of them you see
14:32i don't know i want to like a really big room really big room that's the fun part about house
14:42hunting though they're all different during my entire marriage with john i never considered
14:48trying to buy a house because i was waiting for him to come to the united states but he was denied
14:54the first visa and denied again and again because of his criminal past but now that i'm divorced my
15:02god i want a house that i can call my own so that's what i'm doing ready lucy yeah let's go
15:09say hi to shayna oh hi shayna hi good how are you good gonna see you remember shayna yeah hello hi
15:18shayna hi you ready to show me this house i sure am i'm ready to do it all right okay
15:27so as you can see they're doing some renovations to finish to get it ready to go on the market
15:32thing is it a half bath downstairs or just like just the toilet or just just a powder room so
15:38it's a half s toilet and a toilet toilet that's good that's good because i went to a bathroom in
15:43england once with just the toilet and that was weird so that was also on my list you want to pick
15:47a bedroom yeah okay all right let's go
15:52house hunting has proven to be much more stressful than i thought it would be
15:56it's either one i can't afford that i love or one that i can't afford and i don't love but maybe i
16:03am being a little too picky oh a red room wow this is big brown and red room yeah yeah what do you
16:12think uh i like it look at that big window a huge window the sun is setting so you're gonna have lots
16:18of light pouring in okay okay one more to go what else do we have is this the big room will be the
16:25primary bedroom okay big closet are you sure this is in my budget it is in your budget girl
16:35this house is great and if it weren't for my job as a technical specialist i wouldn't be able to afford
16:40this place but thank goodness my job is good and now that i'm free i am more than willing to put my hard
16:46earned money into a brand new home what do you think lucy do you want it yeah are you sure yeah
16:53okay i think i'm finally done getting ready for tonight i'm a little nervous even though i've lost
17:12way and i'm still pretty insecure about the way i look so i'm going to ask carol what she thinks about
17:18my bland outfit with my divorce and now i'm moving into a new home i need a girl celebration
17:25like no one's business carol you want to see my outfit i've been waiting for you my friends are
17:32taking me to a male review show tonight and we're going to make this the most epic divorce celebration
17:40there ever was okay what do you think like is it okay you look gorgeous yeah you look really pretty
17:49you look hot thanks so i kind of want everybody to know that you're available so i got you a little
17:55something i shall announce you queen rachel oh my big car the evening you're being crowned right now
18:04being all right i accept oh wow oh wow and it matches the outfit you look so good i am divorced as
18:19and i cannot wait for this celebration i deserve this
18:29so
18:41thank you for coming should we go find our seats yeah
18:49all right all right ladies if we have anyone recently divorced
18:52we're in the house come on women you need to get you outside here
19:06i am self-imploding right now
19:25this sort of show exceeds all my expectations
19:36this is literally the best night of my life better than my wedding
19:46one thousand percent better than my wedding
19:51this year has already been full of so many amazing surprises i got a divorce i got a house
19:57i got touched by greek gods i feel like life will naturally propel you in the right direction
20:07once you let go of toxicity and the things holding you back and i absolutely cannot wait
20:13wait to continue with the past that i'm on
20:28my name is daniao i'm 45 and i live in capcon
20:46My name is Danielle, I'm 45, and I live in Cap Cana.
20:59I know this is really surprising because the last time that you guys saw us, we were getting
21:11a divorce.
21:12But Johan and I decided to work things out.
21:14He was really there for me during a family emergency, and so I kind of fell in love with
21:19him all over again.
21:21I never thought in a million years that I would be able to look at this face and not want
21:37to punch it.
21:40Let's go, let's go.
21:48Johan and I recently decided to start a business together.
21:51We wanted to lead excursions for tourists in Dominican Republic.
21:55So today we're trying out an ATB tour with our friends.
22:02I first met Johan in 2021 at a resort in Dominican Republic.
22:10I stayed at the hotel, he was a personal trainer, and I thought he was so irresistible.
22:18And after just five months of dating, we got married.
22:24I'll be in the pool.
22:25We left in our lives together.
22:27I know we'll wait a lot of good days to eat.
22:37Throughout our time together, Johan and I had a lot of fights about women that he was
22:42contact with he always said that these were just clients from the resort the other day a woman wrote
22:48to me on social media and told me that she has been in a relationship with my husband for two
22:54years since a month before we got married i started digging more i went through his computer and i
22:59found evidence of other women that he's been in relationships with not i was going to file for
23:05divorce but before i got a chance to my grandmother passed away i was in a really bad place and johan
23:13reached out to me and he offered me a lot of support even though i was still really angry with
23:17him he was there for me when i needed him the most so i started talking to johan again and he admitted
23:24to cheating on me but i felt like he was being more honest with me and that made me feel like
23:30it was possible for us to try to fix our marriage
23:52the truth is this is going to be a journey because you know i have to learn how to trust him again
23:57it's a real this is the real wow wow we are so excited we're starting our planning for next week's
24:21tour and my amazing husband is making me tea because he's the best in the morning honestly
24:33okay so próximo semana tenemos dos grupos entonces yo pienso que tú necesitas ir a una
24:43una y yo necesito voy a una otra y estoy un poco nerviosa de eso porque yo no quiero para tu
24:51vámon tour sin mí porque tú dices no no estás segura y yo puedo hacer trabajo porque cada mujer
25:01manda atención a ti es una mujer tu gusta no ella confiere conmigo todo el mundo con quien está contigo
25:07it's still really hard to trust johan again just because of our past and so i definitely don't
25:17want him leading a solo tour where women are going to be hitting on him and i don't want him to be faced
25:23with temptation that he can't resist
25:53it's really upsetting to see pictures of naked women on my husband's phone
26:16and they could be from the internet but they could also be real women who sent them to him
26:22i feel so betrayed especially because he knows how triggering this is for me
26:42i feel like i'm back in that place all over again so i've decided that i need to set some clear
27:11guidelines for johan and if he's not willing to abide by them then this marriage is not going to work
27:41you
27:49daniel está exagerando y sé que estamos tratando de trabajar en la relación pero siento como preso eso
27:57no
27:57I don't know.
28:27I'm a transsexual singer-songwriter, and today I'm so excited because it's the first time I'm getting back into the studio with Secret Girls, America's first trans pop group that I formed back in 2006.
28:46Five, six, seven, eight.
28:49Okay, DJ Michael.
28:52Is that orgasm workout, girl?
28:55No, it's...
28:58You have to open your mouth.
29:01So you can...
29:02It's supposed to be, like, coming from here.
29:04Okay, start.
29:05Like that.
29:06Oh, go, Nikki.
29:08Okay, go.
29:09This group took a long hiatus, but now that I'm single, I want to get back into the studio and get back to work.
29:15I first met Igor in Moldova about 18 years ago, but things didn't work out.
29:22Then three years ago, we got back together.
29:25We had a beautiful relationship, and we decided to get engaged.
29:30We applied for the K-1 visa, and while we were waiting, I had a random text message from Igor.
29:37He just sent me a text, just telling me, like, how everything is just, he's just done.
29:44So he text messaged you, broke up with you in a text message?
29:47Yes, through a text message, and you don't do that.
29:50That's cold.
29:53Let's go.
29:55I cried many months after the breakup.
29:58I was paralyzed.
30:00I couldn't move.
30:01I couldn't eat.
30:02I couldn't work.
30:03So right now, I just want to focus on myself, and I just want nothing to do with him.
30:10What's up?
30:11Hello, hello, hello.
30:12How are you?
30:13How are you?
30:14Nice to see you.
30:15Hi.
30:16This is Mr. Makes.
30:17I am.
30:18We are recording our very first Christmas song.
30:21I'm so excited to let the world hear what we have in store.
30:26Tag the halls with bells of hollies.
30:29Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la.
30:32Tis the season to be jolly.
30:35Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la.
30:38Dawn we now are gay in peril.
30:41Fa-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la.
30:44Floor the entrance to a tight cable.
30:47La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la.
30:52This feels so good to finally, like, get back to what I really love doing because I lost myself.
30:58Getting back on stage, performing again, I need that to start rebuilding my self-worth, self-confidence.
31:05We're back!
31:06We're back!
31:07We're back!
31:08We're back!
31:09We're back!
31:10We're back!
31:11We're back!
31:12We're back!
31:13So this year at New York City Pride, I will be performing at a street festival.
31:17I am so excited and nervous at the same time because New York City is one of the biggest
31:23Prides ever.
31:25So I just hope that I kill it on stage.
31:28All right.
31:29Sounded good in there.
31:30All right.
31:31Come on.
31:32Let's go.
31:33Woo!
31:34Let's go!
31:39Hold on!
31:40We're gonna have a girls' day.
31:43It's tomorrow.
31:44It's tomorrow.
31:45I'm performing.
31:46For Pride.
31:47Hi!
31:48Oh, you look so pretty.
31:50I'm fine.
31:51You look beautiful.
31:52I love you.
31:53How was the travel?
31:54I love you, too.
31:55Terrible.
31:56It was terrible.
31:57She finally arrived to stay with me for Pride.
32:00She came out for my performance, so I'm really excited.
32:06It's girls' day.
32:07I want to get the skin glowing.
32:09As you can see, I got some bruising.
32:11I know.
32:12I just noticed that.
32:13What's going on with that?
32:14I got my...
32:15What did I tell you?
32:16My touch-up.
32:17Why?
32:18I tell you not to do that before you're gonna perform.
32:19But a doll's work is never done.
32:21I needed to get my fillers and Botox.
32:24Duh.
32:25Before the big show, I just want to clear my head, calm my nerves, and have a nice spa day with my mom.
32:32I'm gonna whiskey, whiskey, whiskey.
32:34Here, whisk this for me, okay?
32:36I'm gonna go get something and hold your hair back.
32:38Okay, that smells.
32:39Mm-hmm.
32:40I have grown a lot closer with my mother ever since the breakup with Igor.
32:46It smells like a salad.
32:48And that's what you're about to look like.
32:51And my mother had to be there for me emotionally and physically.
32:55And she just doesn't want to see me hurt anymore.
32:58I'm truly excited that I'm gonna be there for you.
33:01I know that what you went through with Justin was horrible.
33:06Mm-hmm.
33:07And you were in a bad place.
33:08For a long time.
33:09For a long time.
33:10So it's nice to see you happy and following your dream that you always had for singing and going back into what you used to do.
33:16Do not always told you.
33:17Everything happens for a reason.
33:19I just wish it didn't happen like that.
33:21I know.
33:22You know?
33:23It's hard to talk about my ex relationship because, like, I've never been hurt like that.
33:32But I don't want it to let it in my head.
33:35I really need to do this show and just show I can do things on my own and not depend on anybody.
33:42You'll be good.
33:43Nicole.
33:44Time to get up.
33:45Are you all good?
33:46Have a big day.
33:47Time to get up, honey.
33:48Come on.
33:49Come on.
33:50Oh, my God.
33:51You're so dark.
33:52I know.
33:53Oh, my goodness.
33:54Look at this.
33:55Look at that pillow.
33:56Thank God you put that on there.
33:57Today is Pride Day and I am so excited to perform.
34:13My glam squad are going to snatch my face into some amazing perfection.
34:20I am ready to go.
34:25Look at that.
34:26I'm so excited.
34:27Give me a run.
34:28All your buddies.
34:29Watch me what you feel.
34:30Come on, Lila.
34:31We've got to watch my baby girl perform.
34:32Come on.
34:33This is it.
34:34On stage.
34:35Right now, the gorgeous, the fabulous, Ms. Nikki and Zanagan.
34:38A lot of you guys know this one.
34:39Yeah.
34:40Here we go.
34:41I'm in the club there hopping myself.
34:42I'm not thinking about nobody else.
34:43I'm coming to get my shine.
34:44See the South boys all in line.
34:45Drive me crazy the way I move.
34:46Get down, got nothing to lose.
34:47Follow me all through this club.
34:48Thank you so much.
34:49You guys are so beautiful.
34:50Thank you so much.
34:54Thank you so much.
34:55You guys are so beautiful.
34:56And let's give it up for the amazing Nikki Exotica.
35:01This performance has helped build me back up, find my self-esteem again, and it's given
35:27me hope for the future.
35:28I made it through a tough time, and I definitely want to find love again.
35:32But I will never put any man before my passions.
35:39I have a lot of love for you, but we need to have lines.
35:57I need the address of all your social networks.
36:04I recently found pictures of naked women on Johan's phone, and because Johan cheated on me in the
36:24past, I'm constantly thinking, like, is he doing this all over again?
36:28So if Johan doesn't agree to my rules, we're going to have to end this relationship.
36:32What's that?
36:34I know that I've done something bad.
36:39And that it's going to take time to heal everything.
36:44But I don't have any problems.
36:49You can have things to happen.
36:51I want this relationship because I need my husband.
36:57And I have love for you.
36:59I'm really angry because today I started getting
37:28I saw Johan on his phone a lot.
37:30So I just decided to ask him for it and go through it.
37:33And I realized that he had this, like, archived chat in his WhatsApp.
37:37There were all of these conversations with women.
37:40But when I went into the chats, all of the conversations were deleted.
37:44So it's very clear that he's having conversations with other women and then deleting them.
37:48And you only delete things when you have something to hide.
37:53One of them was a name and a picture of a woman I recognized because he had dated her in the past.
38:03And so I decided I was going to text her and figure out what was going on.
38:12But she wouldn't respond to me.
38:15What do you think you did?
38:34What do you think you did?
38:35You have a list of chats.
38:37A list of chats hidden that you've deleted all the messages.
38:53Johan, she's not your client.
38:55You're lying to my face.
38:57You're lying to my face.
38:58You're lying to my face.
39:03Call her.
39:04Call her.
39:05Call her with your phone.
39:10Call her.
39:14I want to see the message.
39:15I want to see the message.
39:20I can't believe this bitch.
39:21I can't believe this.
39:22Do you just surround yourself with boars?
39:27I reached out to her and she immediately texted Johan and said, your wife just messaged me.
39:32What should I tell her?
39:33To be honest, I don't even know how to respond.
39:36I feel like a fool.
39:44Johan, she's your girlfriend.
39:45You have a list of hidden chats in WhatsApp.
39:48They're all women.
39:51you.
39:52Get out of my house.
39:53I want you out of here.
39:54I want you out of here.
39:55I want you out of here.
39:56I want you out of here.
39:57Get out.
39:58Get out.
39:59I don't care.
40:00She can buy you a new one.
40:05I just saw the message that you sent him.
40:07Instead of responding to me, you responded to him.
40:09Bro, okay.
40:10Are you my husband?
40:11Are you want to tell me the truth?
40:12You whore.
40:13What is wrong with these people?
40:14How do you surround yourself with trash when you have a beautiful wife?
40:26I just wanted to go.
40:27It could be true that if all these women in this secret chat, that all the messages have
40:41been deleted, all clients of his, and he's just afraid of me embarrassing him and reaching
40:46out to them, that it could be true.
40:48It could also be true that he's every single one of them.
40:51And I have to constantly question, which of those things is true can make someone insane.
40:57It's like, it makes me feel really crazy.
41:01I just want him out.
41:11I want this marriage over.
41:25Who would have thought your girl is back in love?
41:27Butterflies, all of it.
41:29Hi.
41:30You look beautiful.
41:33We've ridden horses a million times.
41:35Oh, I think yours is farting.
41:38Good.
41:39Enjoy.
41:40It's a good present.
41:43Your green car.
41:44Hi.
41:45This name here doesn't match with my face most.
41:50I feel very sad and feeling trapped seeing that name, Douglas, in my green car.
41:57This doesn't reflect the person that I am now.
42:03I think I'm ready to move.
42:06I can't find myself here anymore.
42:08What?
42:09Wait a minute.
42:10I'm really having a hard time being here now in Mexico City.
42:14The hustle and bustle of a city has gotten to be too much.
42:18You're kidding, right?
42:19I have some very big news, but I think it's good.
42:25I don't know.
42:26I don't know what I'm doing.
42:28I have had the incredibly romantic idea of proposing.
42:32What if I told you that I want to marry her?
42:38But if my kids tell me, like, absolutely not, I wouldn't be able to do it.
42:43And that scares the at me.
42:44I don't know.
42:45I don't know.
42:46I don't know.
42:47I don't know.
42:53You
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