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00:00I'm divorced and I can't wait to not hold this last name anymore this year at New York City Pride
00:21I will be performing at a street festival New York City is one of the biggest prides ever so I just
00:29hope that I kill it on stage after all I've been through with my ex-husband I cannot wait for this
00:45celebration I deserve this you are planning to have a baby with us right oh fun we have not
00:59had the best experience so far we're trying to get a sense of this new fertility clinic because
01:03this is our last shot if this doesn't work that's it the last surrogate we had we found out some stuff
01:10we didn't lie do you just surround yourself with whores
01:17you want she's your girlfriend okay girlfriend
01:24yeah we got our car you enjoying that car Kenny I'm enjoying this car Armando I see
01:44I love it that's good I want to play it is good I'm Kenny I'm 62 originally from St. Petersburg
01:51Florida and Armando I'm 37 and I'm from San Felipe Baja California Mexico
01:56sorry that threw me off I just like to say Felipe
02:00all right this is one cool building
02:04cheers to the building to be in here
02:06cheers
02:07our 90 day journey began about eight years ago we met online on a gay father support group and we
02:15became fast friends on there hey how you doing good how are you good I miss you miss you too
02:22I came to Mexico to meet up with them and then we decided that we wanted to be together so I had to
02:30pack my whole life up in St. Pete and decided I'm going to move to Mexico to be the love of my life
02:37baby
02:38we got engaged really quick as soon as I hit Mexico it was like within a week
02:46and then it took about a year and a half before we got married
02:49los declaro oficialmente casados puedes besar a tu esposo
02:54and we're more in love and stronger than ever right definitely
03:03do you think you like Mexico as much as you thought you would more or less really I love it
03:11the culture the people everything people are nice I mean the food is as I've really come into my own
03:18with Mexican cuisine when I met Armando he had a little daughter who was just four
03:24years old at the time Hannah I had four adult children of my own I even had a four-year-old grandson
03:30here you want some hot dog and about three years ago we decided to expand our family through surrogacy
03:37we found an egg donor then we created some embryos and we found a surrogate as well
03:42but after a while we were very unhappy so we decided to end our relationship with them
03:46and our fertility clinic so tomorrow we have a really important decision to make
03:51about our future family
03:53is it good?
03:54yes
03:55so good
04:01we're on our way to the new in vitro clinic that we chose
04:05it's only like three or four blocks from our house
04:08we're trying to get a sense of this new fertility clinic because we want to be confident comfortable
04:30with them because this is our last shot if this doesn't work if we don't feel good about it that's it
04:36okay well very nice to meet you
04:39nice to meet you
04:41my name is Gabriela
04:42nice to meet you
04:43nice to meet you
04:44great
04:45so I spoke to the doctor Giovanni and he told me that you are planning to have a baby with us
04:51right?
04:52hopeful
04:53hoping
04:54we have not had the best experience so far we're on a three year journey on this
04:58the last surrogate we had we really had a connection with her we had an emotional bond with her we
05:04really tried to be involved with her life and let her involved in our life and then we found out some
05:09stuff that we didn't like we don't know how emotionally involved we want to be with the surrogate this time
05:15our hearts took a real beating with our last surrogate
05:19we fell in the dark many times
05:21so we decided not to move forward with them
05:24you told me you have six embryos right?
05:27yeah
05:28if you would want to have for example a daughter or a son boy or girl
05:34choose the sex
05:35we don't want to know
05:37we also don't even know exactly who the biological dad will be
05:42we called it the milkshake
05:44like we don't know whose it is
05:46okay
05:47it's just going to be the what do you call it
05:49luck of the draw
05:50luck of the draw and see what happens so
05:52okay
05:53right now we have all our confidence in you guys
05:55yes
05:56part of us sharing also some of our story and background is
05:59so you understand
06:02well guys remember I'm going to be with you at every part of the journey
06:07thanks to you for giving us this opportunity again and we won't let you down
06:11thank you thank you
06:12thank you
06:13it was very nice meeting you
06:14it was great being here too
06:15thank you
06:16thank you
06:17Gabriela's energy and confidence made us feel really good about this clinic
06:21so I'm really excited
06:22we're still going to be cautiously optimistic but I think we may have found our new clinic
06:28fingers crossed it's going to work for us
06:30thanks
06:31love
06:32okay where we going
06:39to the park
06:40all right
06:41daddy's going to meet us at the park in a few minutes he had to finish up some at the house
06:47can you believe in another year you'll be in high school
06:50yeah
06:51that's freaking crazy because you look like a 7 year old
06:54all the bad things we have been going through with our previous clinic we didn't let hannah
07:02know because we didn't want to break her heart or stress or worry so she she's not up to date
07:08on anything she might even think we're not moving forward anymore with the process because it's been
07:12so long but we want to talk to her about it and i think now is the right moment to do so yeah
07:17all right did you tell her we had to talk or anything because i know she gets nervous
07:26just like me she overthinks when she gets told we have to talk did you no i haven't said a word to
07:32or we were just playing uh what are you gonna say well it's about having a baby
07:39i mean i was expecting her to maybe jump up and down with joy
08:09that we were still moving forward with having a child i mean it's probably our fault in a way
08:14we were trying to protect her we didn't for the last almost two years really talk about it because
08:20we weren't sure what was going on we were having so many problems and we didn't want to burden her
08:24with all the issues we were having is it is the main thing you just worry that you wouldn't get
08:30attention
08:31yeah
08:34i i can swear to you and i can promise you and i know your daddy can too that that wouldn't be the
08:42case you know we tried to do this and it didn't work and we thought about trying one more time
08:51and if it doesn't work it doesn't work and then we're just one more time call it a day but we want
08:57your support in this too
08:58you need time to think about it a little bit
09:03yeah
09:05it's really hard to see hannah upset like this i guess we're just gonna have to give it time
09:12i mean i do think hannah might warm up to the idea so we'll just wait and see
09:16i love you
09:19today i am going to get a new driver's license so i'm trying to get myself a little bit more dolled up
09:39than normal because it is the picture i have to stare at for the next four years my name is rachel
09:43i am 40 years old and i live in albuquerque new mexico after being married for over seven years
09:50i'm divorced and i could not be more thrilled about that so today i'm gonna go make sure that my
09:57driver's license states that and shows that every day for me because i can't wait to not hold this
10:03last name anymore
10:04my 90-day journey began almost eight years ago when i met a man named john who lives in england
10:12we met on a karaoke app i thought he was cute i thought he was gorgeous
10:20oh hello look at your hair yeah it's fuller
10:24when we decided to become a couple i was pregnant with my daughter lucy from my previous relationship
10:31and we met up in person when my little one lucy was only eight months old it was magical
10:38i almost immediately fell in love with him
10:40my next trip to see him in england six months later we got married like that fast
10:49you are now husband and wife please kiss you gorgeous bride well done
10:54i thought that it would be a happily ever after ending but it was not
11:05i received a message from someone who i knew
11:12she reached out alleging that john cheated on me for seven and a half years
11:21according to her he also sent pics on tinder during this entire time as well
11:28i don't know if it's like 100 certain but i'm confident in in what she's told me so he um
11:36can go die in a hole
11:39all right it's time
11:44when i officially got my divorce paperwork back this week
11:53the first thing i wanted to do after that was run straight to the dmv and get my last name
11:59changed absolutely zero association with my ex-husband this is the person that i shared a last name
12:07with and i could not be more disgusted and quite frankly disappointed in myself by ignoring all of
12:14the red flags for so long my last trip to see him was by far the worst trip i've ever had
12:23the physical touch during that time was few and far between i felt unattractive he
12:30i just didn't realize this bothered me so much
12:43like in hindsight i see it now
12:53he's cheating on me the entire time
12:58i don't i hate him
13:03i'm so excited to go to the dmv of all places that's a first
13:11i've lost 30 pounds so actually about 270 pounds if we're going to include the dead weight
13:18i left back in england so i'm excited to have a different driver's license picture
13:22but i'm also getting my maiden name back i'm gonna get me back it's a new chapter in my life
13:28and it's gonna be all about me for once okay i am going in
13:35i know that the dmv can be a real pain so i am really hoping that they don't give me too much
13:42trouble with this name change i will beg if that's what it takes
13:46i did it i did it i did it look look look look look look it's me again i'm me again
14:02oh my god legitimately like the most exciting feeling
14:06i've had probably better than my marriage
14:10hey little boy want to play a little game want to show us how quick you can turn after fame
14:16and how fast your ex-wife can get rid of your name
14:18out of all the houses that we've seen so far have you been excited about any of the movies
14:32i don't know i want to like a really big room really big room
14:40that's the fun part about house hunting though they're all different
14:45during my entire marriage with john i never considered trying to buy a house because i was
14:50waiting for him to come to the united states but he was denied the first visa and denied again
14:56and again because of his criminal past but now that i'm divorced my god i want a house that i can
15:04call my own so that's what i'm doing ready lucy yeah let's go say hi to shayna
15:09oh hi shayna hi good how are you good good how are you good you see you remember shayna yeah
15:17hello hi shayna hi you ready to show me this house i sure am i'm ready to do it all right
15:23okay so as you can see they're doing some renovations to finish to get it ready to go on the market
15:32okay is it a half bath downstairs or just like just the toilet or just just the powder room
15:37so it's a half s toilet and sink toilet and sink that's good that's good because i went to a bathroom
15:43in england once with just the toilet and that was weird so that was also on my list you want to pick a
15:48bedroom yeah okay all right let's go house hunting has proven to be much more stressful than i thought
15:55it would be it's either one i can't afford that i love or one that i can't afford that i don't love
16:01but maybe i am being a little too picky oh a red room wow this is big brown and red room
16:10yeah yeah what do you think uh i like it look at that big window a huge window the sun is setting
16:17so you're gonna have lots of light pouring in okay one more to go what else do we have
16:22is this the big room will be the primary bedroom okay look at that big closet
16:30are you sure this is in my budget it is in your budget girl this house is great and if it weren't
16:37for my job as a technical specialist i wouldn't be able to afford this place but thank goodness
16:42my job is good and now that i'm free i am more than willing to put my hard-earned money into a
16:47brand new home what do you think lucy do you want it yeah are you sure yeah hey sold done sold done
16:56okay i think i'm finally done getting ready for tonight i'm a little nervous even though i've lost
17:12weight and i'm still pretty insecure about my look so i'm going to ask carol what she thinks about
17:17my bland outfit with my divorce and now i'm moving into a new home i need a girl celebration
17:25like no one's business carol you want to see my outfit i've been waiting for you my friends are
17:32taking me to a male review show tonight and we're going to make this the most epic divorce celebration
17:39there ever was okay what do you think like is it okay you look gorgeous yeah you look really pretty
17:48you look hot thanks so i kind of want everybody to know that you're available so i got you a little
17:55something i shall announce you queen rachel oh i'm being crowned the evening i'm being crowned right
18:04you know i'm being crowned right i accept oh wow oh wow divorced a.m and not just an outfit
18:14you look so good i am divorced as and i cannot wait for this celebration i deserve this
18:25thank you for coming should we go find our seats
18:44all right ladies do we have anyone recently divorced here in the house
18:54come on women you need to get you outside here
18:58get out there women
18:59i am self-imploding right now
19:22this sort of show exceeds all my expectations
19:30this is literally the best night of my life better than my wedding
19:46this year has already been full of so many amazing surprises i got a divorce i got a house
19:58i got touched by greek gods i feel like life will naturally propel you in the right direction
20:07once you let go of toxicity and the thing is holding you back and i absolutely cannot wait
20:13to continue with the past that i'm on
20:16best support party ever
20:19you
20:22have a great way to see you
20:26see that river so cool, it's so cool, it all's hard to oop
20:28i have to see you how cool it is
20:32how cool it is
20:33you can see that river so cool it's all
20:49My name is Danielle, I'm 45, and I live in Cap Cana.
21:07I know this is really surprising because the last time that you guys saw us, we were getting a divorce.
21:12But Johan and I decided to work things out.
21:14He was really there for me during a family emergency, and so I kind of fell in love with him all over again.
21:33I never thought in a million years that I would be able to look at this face and not want to punch it.
21:44Johan and I recently decided to start a business together.
21:50We wanted to lead excursions for tourists in Dominican Republic.
21:54So today we're trying out an ATB tour with our friends.
22:04I first met Johan in 2021 at a resort in Dominican Republic.
22:08I stayed at the hotel where he was a personal trainer, and I thought he was so irresistible.
22:18And after just five months of dating, we got married.
22:22I love you.
22:23I love you.
22:24I love you.
22:25I love you.
22:26In our lives together, I know that we wait a lot of good days.
22:38Throughout our time together, Johan and I had a lot of fights about women that he was in contact with.
22:43He always said that these were just clients from the resort.
22:46The other day, a woman wrote to me on social media and told me that she has been in a relationship with my husband for two years,
22:54since a month before we got married.
22:56I started digging more.
22:57I went through his computer, and I found evidence of other women that he's been in relationships with now.
23:03I was going to file for divorce, but before I got a chance to, my grandmother passed away.
23:08I was in a really bad place, and Johan reached out to me, and he offered me a lot of support.
23:15Even though I was still really angry with him, he was there for me when I needed him the most.
23:20So I started talking to Johan again, and he admitted to cheating on me, but I felt like he was being more honest with me,
23:28and that made me feel like it was possible for us to try to fix our marriage.
23:33The truth is, this is going to be a journey, because, you know, I have to learn how to trust him again.
23:56We are so excited. We're starting our planning for next week's tours, and my amazing husband is making me cheat, because...
24:24He's the best in the morning, honestly.
24:28Gracias, amor.
24:33Okay, so, the next week, we have two groups.
24:38So, I think you need to go to one, and I need to go to another.
24:46And I'm a little nervous about that, because I don't want to go to your family without me.
24:55Why do you say, no, you're not safe, and I can do my work?
24:59Because every woman asks you to take care of yourself.
25:02She's a woman who wants you.
25:03No, she can contact me.
25:05The whole world is with you.
25:07It's still really hard to trust Johan again, just because of our past.
25:15And so, I definitely don't want him leading a solo tour where women are going to be hitting on him.
25:20And I don't want him to be faced with temptation that he can't resist.
25:25If you have a relationship, you have to have trust.
25:29Do you want my phone?
25:31You can have my phone.
25:32Where are you?
25:34Since Daniel and I came back, she always wants to check my phone.
25:39I don't like that idea, but I know that I did it in the past,
25:44and so that this marriage works, I need to give my phone to Daniel, even if I don't like it.
25:51It's really upsetting to see pictures of naked women on my husband's phone,
26:17and they could be from the internet,
26:19but they could also be real women who sent them to him.
26:22I feel so betrayed, especially because he knows how triggering this is for me.
26:28I need a minute to relax.
26:33It's a lot.
26:34It's a lot.
26:35It's a lot.
26:36No.
26:37Yeah, I want to.
26:38No.
26:39No.
26:40No.
26:41No.
26:42No.
26:43No.
26:44No.
26:45No.
26:46No.
26:47No.
26:48No.
26:49No.
26:50No.
26:51No.
26:52No.
26:53No.
26:54No.
26:55No.
26:56No.
26:57Go.
26:58You who are sitting here.
26:59Yes.
27:00Perfect.
27:01Seeing these photos triggers the trauma from the past,
27:04and it's like, I feel like I'm back in that place all over again.
27:08So I've decided that I need to set some clear guidelines for Johan,
27:12Johan, and if he's not willing to abide by them,
27:15then this marriage is not going to work.
27:42Daniel is exaggerating, and I know that we are trying to work in the relationship,
27:55but I feel like I'm being arrested, that's not it.
28:12I'm going to get some car, get our asses to South Jersey, got like a two-hour drive,
28:19so now I'm going to be like the speed demon.
28:22Let's get this going.
28:25I'm Nikki, I'm 48 years old, I'm outbooking New Jersey.
28:29I'm a transsexual singer-songwriter,
28:32and today I'm so excited because it's the first time I'm getting back into the studio
28:39with The Secret Girls, the America's first trans pop group that I formed back in 2006.
28:46Five, six, seven, eight.
28:49Okay, Nikki, my mom.
28:54It's not orgasm workouts, girl.
28:56No, it's not.
28:58You have to open your mouth.
29:01So you can, and it's supposed to be like coming from here.
29:04Like that.
29:07Okay, go.
29:10This group took a long hiatus, but now that I'm single,
29:13I want to get back into the studio and get back to work.
29:16I first met Igor in Moldova about 18 years ago, but things didn't work out.
29:22Then three years ago, we got back together.
29:25We had a beautiful relationship, and we decided to get engaged.
29:30We applied for the K-1 visa, and while we were reading, I had a random text message from Igor.
29:39He just sent me a text, just telling me like how everything is just, he's just done.
29:45So he text messaged you, broke up with you, and he text messaged?
29:48Yes, he text messaged, and you don't do that.
29:52That's cold.
29:54Let's go.
29:55I cried many months after the breakup.
29:58I was paralyzed.
30:00I couldn't move.
30:01I couldn't eat.
30:02I couldn't work.
30:03So right now, I just want to focus on myself, and I just want nothing to do with him.
30:10What's up?
30:11Hello.
30:12Hello, hello.
30:13How are you?
30:14How are you?
30:15Nice to see you.
30:16This is Mr. Mates.
30:17I am.
30:18We are recording our very first Christmas song.
30:22I'm so excited to let the world hear what we have in store.
30:27Deck the halls with bells of holly.
30:30Fa la la la la, la la la.
30:33Tis the season to be jolly.
30:36Fa la la la la, la la la la.
30:39Dawn, we now are gay apparel.
30:41Fa la la, la la la la la la.
30:44Floor the entrance to a tight carol.
30:47Fa la la la la, la la la la la.
30:52This feels so good to finally, like, get back to what I really love doing, because I lost myself.
30:58Getting back on stage, performing again, I need that to start rebuilding my self-worth, self-confidence.
31:05We're back!
31:06Secret Girls!
31:07Secret Girls!
31:08Secret Girls!
31:09Secret Girls!
31:10Secret Girls!
31:11I need to remind myself who I am again.
31:13So this year at New York City Pride, I will be performing at a street festival.
31:18I am so excited and nervous at the same time, because New York City is one of the biggest
31:23prides ever.
31:25So I just hope that I kill it on stage.
31:28All right.
31:29Sounded good in there.
31:30All right.
31:31Come on.
31:32Let's go.
31:33Woo!
31:34Let's go.
31:40Hold on.
31:41We're going to have a girls' day.
31:44Tomorrow I'm performing.
31:46We're praying.
31:47Hi.
31:48Hi.
31:49You look so pretty.
31:51You look beautiful.
31:52How was the travel?
31:53I love you too.
31:54Terrible.
31:55It was terrible.
31:56So my mom has finally arrived to stay with me for Pride.
32:00She came out for my performance, so I'm really excited.
32:05It's girls' day.
32:07I want to get the skin glowing.
32:09As you can see, I got some bruising.
32:11I know.
32:12I just noticed that.
32:13What's going on with that?
32:14I got my touch-up.
32:15What did I tell you?
32:16I tell you not to do that before you're going to perform.
32:19But a doll's work is never done.
32:21I needed to get my fillers and Botox.
32:24Duh.
32:25Before the big show, I just want to clear my head, calm my nerves,
32:29and have a nice spa day with my mom.
32:32I'm going to whiskey.
32:33Whiskey, whiskey.
32:34Here, whisk this for me.
32:35Okay?
32:36I'm going to go get something.
32:37I'll hold your hair back.
32:38Okay.
32:39That smells.
32:40I have grown a lot closer with my mother ever since the breakup
32:45with Vigler.
32:46It smells like a salad.
32:48And that's what you're about to look like.
32:51And my mother had to be there for me emotionally and physically.
32:55And she just doesn't want to see me hurt anymore.
32:59I'm truly excited that I'm going to be there for you.
33:01I know that what you went through with Justin was horrible.
33:06And you were in a bad place.
33:08For a long time.
33:09For a long time.
33:10So it's nice to see you happy and following your dream that you
33:13always had for singing and going back into what you used to do.
33:16You know I always told you.
33:18Everything happens for a reason.
33:19I just wish it didn't happen like that.
33:21I know.
33:22You know?
33:23It's hard to talk about my ex relationship because like I've never been hurt like that.
33:32But I don't want it to let it in my head.
33:35I really need to do this show and just show I can do things on my own.
33:40And not depend on anybody.
33:44You'll be good.
33:52Nicole.
33:53Time to get up.
33:54Are you all good?
33:55Have a big day.
33:56Time to get up honey.
33:58Come on.
33:59Come on.
34:00Oh my God.
34:01You're so dark.
34:02I know.
34:03Oh my goodness.
34:04Look at this.
34:05Look at that pillow.
34:06Thank how you put that on there.
34:07Today is Pride Day and I'm so excited to perform.
34:13My glam squad are going to snatch my face into some amazing perfection.
34:20Give me a run for your money.
34:22Watch me work you till.
34:24I am ready to go.
34:26Oh my God.
34:27I'm so excited.
34:28Give me a run for your money.
34:30Watch me work you till.
34:34Come on Lila.
34:35We got to watch my baby girl perform.
34:37Come on.
34:38This is it.
34:39On stage.
34:40Right now.
34:41The gorgeous.
34:42The fabulous.
34:43Ms. Nikki.
34:45Yeah!
34:46Thank you guys.
34:47A lot of you guys know this one.
34:48Yeah!
34:49Here we go.
34:50Come in the club and help myself.
34:51I'm going to think about nobody else.
34:52I'm coming to get my shine.
34:53See the South boys all in line.
34:54Don't be crazy the way I move.
34:55Get down, got nothing to lose.
34:56Follow me all through this club.
34:57We'll shake the house tonight.
34:58Thank you so much.
34:59You guys are so beautiful.
35:01Thank you so much.
35:02You guys are so beautiful.
35:05Thank you so much.
35:17You guys are so beautiful.
35:18Give it up for you guys and Nikki Exotica.
35:21This performance has helped build me back up, find my self-esteem again, and it's given
35:27me hope for the future.
35:28I made it through a tough time, and I definitely want to find love again.
35:32But I will never put any man before my passions.
35:39I have a lot of love for you, but we need to have lines.
35:57I recently found pictures of naked women on Johan's phone, and because Johan cheated on me in
36:24the past, I'm constantly thinking, like, is he doing this all over again?
36:28So if Johan doesn't agree to my rules, we're going to have to end this relationship.
36:33I know that I've done bad things, and that it's going to take time to heal things.
36:43But I don't have any problems.
36:48You can have things to happen.
36:51We don't have any problems.
37:15I'm really angry because today I saw Johan on his phone a lot so I just decided to ask him for it
37:32and go through it and I realized that he had this like archived chat in his WhatsApp. There were all
37:38of these conversations with women but when I went into the chats all of the conversations were
37:44deleted. So it's very clear that he's having conversations with other women and then deleting
37:48them and you only delete things when you have something to hide. One of them was a name and a
38:00picture of a woman I recognized because he had dated her in the past and so I decided I was going
38:05to text her and figure out what's going on. But she wouldn't respond to me.
38:12What do you think you did? You have a list of chats, a list of chats hidden that you've deleted all the messages.
38:28You're on. She's not your client. You're lying to my face. You're lying to my face. You're lying to my face.
38:47You're lying to my face.
38:59You're lying to my face.
39:03I can't believe it. I can't believe this bitch. I can't believe it. Do you just surround yourself with
39:25I reached out to her and she immediately texted Johan
39:29and said, your wife just messaged me.
39:32What should I tell her?
39:33To be honest, I don't even know how to respond.
39:36I feel like a fool.
39:43Johan, she's your girlfriend.
39:45You have a list of hidden chats in WhatsApp.
39:48They're all women.
39:51you. Get out of my house.
39:53I want you out of here.
39:54I want you out of here.
39:55I want you out of here.
39:56I want you out of here.
39:57Get out.
39:58Get out.
39:59I don't care.
40:00She can buy you a new one.
40:06I just saw the message that you sent him.
40:08Instead of responding to me, you responded to him.
40:10Are you my husband?
40:12Are you want to tell me the truth?
40:13You whore.
40:14What is wrong with these people?
40:17How do you surround yourself with trash
40:20when you have a beautiful wife?
40:23I just wanted to go.
40:24It could be true that all these women in this secret chat,
40:41that all the messages have been deleted, all clients of his,
40:44and he's just afraid of me embarrassing him and reaching out to them.
40:47That could be true.
40:48It could also be true that he's f***ing every single one of them.
40:51And I have to constantly question which of those things is true.
40:56It makes someone insane.
40:57It's like it makes me feel really crazy.
41:02I just want him out. I want this marriage over.
41:12Who would have thought your girl is back in love? Butterflies. All of it.
41:28Hi.
41:29Hi.
41:30You look beautiful.
41:33We've ridden horses a million times.
41:36Oh, I think yours is farting.
41:38Good. Enjoy.
41:40It's a good present for your green car.
41:44Hi.
41:45This name here doesn't match with my face most.
41:50I feel very sad and feeling trapped seeing that name Douglas in my green car.
41:57This doesn't reflect the person that I am now.
42:03I think I'm ready to move.
42:06I can't find myself here anymore.
42:08What?
42:09Wait a minute.
42:11I'm really having a hard time being here now in Mexico City.
42:14The hustle and bustle of a city has gotten to be too much.
42:17You're kidding, right?
42:19I have some very big news, but I think it's good.
42:25I don't know.
42:26I don't know what I'm doing.
42:28I have had the incredibly romantic idea of proposing.
42:33What if I told you that I want to marry her?
42:39But if my kids tell me like absolutely not, I wouldn't be able to do it.
42:43And that scares at me.
42:45I don't know.
42:46I don't know.
42:47I can
42:51feel guilty.
42:53Youwn in other parts.
42:55It's really kind of thing.
42:56I don't know.
42:57I
42:59know.
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