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Heated Rivalry The Series - Episode 6 [Deutsche Untertitel] - BL Series
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00:00I'm terrible.
00:16A few weeks ago, I achieved my lifelong dream, winning the cup.
00:26For those of you who've done that know how it feels.
00:31I don't even think I have the words to describe it.
00:36But something else happened that night.
00:39Something you may have noticed got a lot more attention than the Admirals winning the cup.
00:49It's been an interesting month.
00:51In case you missed it somehow, I came out as gay in a ridiculously public way.
01:01And I've always been a private person.
01:03I've never really shared anything about my private life.
01:05But from what I've seen over the past few weeks, it's maybe important that I do a bit.
01:14Fans have been sending me messages.
01:17And a lot of young fans.
01:20Telling me how much it meant to them for me to come out.
01:25And look, I love hockey.
01:28I'm so grateful that I get to do this for a living.
01:30But I also know what it feels like to not fit in.
01:38When I was a teenager, I...
01:41I realized that I may be that thing that hockey players like to throw around as an insult.
01:49The kind of language that I heard on the ice and in the locker room every day was a constant reminder that I was different.
01:54But when you have a secret that you work as hard as I did to protect, it's exhausting.
02:06It's a non-stop effort.
02:08And it's also really, really lonely.
02:12Lonely.
02:15Thankfully, I found the person who changes everything.
02:20And he gave me the confidence and strength and the need to be honest about who I am.
02:30Fear is a powerful thing.
02:34But then I found the one thing that is more powerful.
02:37So I share this honor with my teammates and my coaches.
02:44But I also share it with you, Kip.
02:47You have made me better in every conceivable way.
02:53I love you.
03:07Is this a jeep?
03:27No, it's British.
03:30Practical.
03:31Good in the snow.
03:33Okay.
03:37Good in the snow.
04:08It's about a two-hour drive, but we can stop for something if you want.
04:11No, I'm okay.
04:16I think you're going to like the cottage.
04:18It's relaxing.
04:21Is that what we're going to do?
04:23Relax.
04:25I hope so.
04:27I would like to relax with you.
04:30For once.
04:31I bought groceries, so we don't need to leave, or not leave much, if we don't want to.
04:43Thank you for inviting me.
04:49I'm glad you're here.
04:50Me too, but also, like, terrified, yes.
05:07Did anyone recognize you at the airport or anything?
05:11No, no.
05:11Not that I noticed.
05:13Cool.
05:16The cottage is super private, so we don't need to worry about anything.
05:20Not even your parents?
05:22No.
05:23I told them I was on a silent retreat, like a meditation.
05:27What?
05:28Does that sound fake?
05:29Yes.
05:30I can't believe you played with those bruised ribs.
06:01Oh, you can't.
06:03Okay, maybe I can.
06:16Wow.
06:19Your real estate fetish really paid off, huh?
06:24I didn't buy this.
06:26I had to build.
06:28Oh, I know.
06:30I can give you a tour, if you'd like, or I could make us some lunch.
06:39There's plenty of food.
06:41Also, I bought you Cokes.
06:43So, uh, the water here is really good.
06:46I have my own well.
06:48You can see it.
06:50In case you're thirsty.
06:52What?
07:03I don't know.
07:04Oh, my God.
07:34Um, it's been a while, so I might not last him.
07:37Yes, same, but we have to wait, so.
07:40Yeah, who?
07:42Wait, same?
07:46You said same.
07:48You haven't been with anyone lately?
07:50No.
07:52Not since.
07:54No, not since, so can we.
07:56Really?
07:58Really?
07:59All I'm wondering is not a big deal, okay?
08:02Yeah, but it's been.
08:04Months, yes, I know, so can we fucking help, please?
08:08I haven't either.
08:10Not since the last time.
08:24I have an idea.
08:30What?
08:31Well, for the next two weeks, let's just be honest with each other about what we actually
08:39think and maybe how we really feel.
08:43I will try.
08:48Really?
08:48Really?
08:50Yes.
08:51I will do anything if it will make you touch my declaring memory.
08:54There's two guest rooms downstairs, so if I need to choose from.
09:02I will need the king-sized bed.
09:05They all have a king-sized bed.
09:06And the view.
09:07They all have a view.
09:08And then we'll need the, what do you call, an ensuite bedroom.
09:14Well, that might be a problem.
09:16Oh, what is that?
09:17There's only one with an ensuite.
09:18That's fine.
09:19This is awkward.
09:30This room isn't available to the guests.
09:34Disappointed.
09:35I'm sorry, sir.
09:36We'd really like to accommodate you.
09:37Oh, I think I know how the staff likes to be treated every few years.
09:52Wait.
09:53Wait, wait.
09:54What's the matter?
09:55I don't know.
10:05I don't know.
10:05I don't know.
10:25Why are you making so many burgers?
10:49The recipe was for eight, so...
10:51Okay, you cut it in half.
10:53What, you can't do math?
10:55Leave me alone.
10:58No.
11:08Okay, fine.
11:09I should have cut it in half.
11:13Ordinarily, I would just give the rest of my parents,
11:15but I would probably ruin my whole silent retreat lie, I guess.
11:18You know David, yes?
11:21Mm-hmm.
11:21And?
11:27And what?
11:30Tell me about them.
11:31What do you want to know?
11:32I don't know.
11:36I don't know anything.
11:38I don't know your mother is Japanese or something.
11:42Probably where you get your looks.
11:44Half of them, yeah.
11:46And your dad is, what, boring?
11:49Is that where you get your boring from?
11:50He's not boring.
11:51So it's exciting, reading The New Yorker.
11:55He's normal, okay?
11:57He works for the Treasury Board of Canada.
12:00Crazy.
12:01Fuck you, he played hockey for McGill.
12:03Whoa.
12:05McGill?
12:05What the fuck is McGill?
12:08Is McGill at that?
12:08It's a really good school.
12:11My parents are great.
12:13Do they know?
12:16About you?
12:18Of course not.
12:19No, about you.
12:22No.
12:23Would they not be good about it?
12:25Well, I don't know.
12:30I mean, no, they'd be fine.
12:32I'm sure they would be.
12:35I don't know.
12:36We haven't talked about it.
12:41Sometimes I think I would have told them already.
12:52Oh, this is my fault.
12:54No.
12:56I mean, yeah, kind of.
13:02Well, I think you can tell your parents you're gay without giving them a list of all the guys you're fucking.
13:07I know, I know.
13:10Anyways, it just doesn't really matter.
13:13You done?
13:14Yeah.
13:24Nice, right?
13:30So we just sit here and look at it.
13:33Yes.
13:34We just sit here and look at it.
13:37Canada is fun.
13:38Shut up.
13:46It was just Rose.
13:49Just Rose.
13:51It's just checking in.
13:52You're not jealous, are you?
13:57No.
13:59Ilya, I'm gay.
14:01You're not so gay you can't fuck Rose Landry.
14:03Oh, my God.
14:04It was like twice.
14:06And both times were complete disasters.
14:08I'm not sure she's looking for a repeat performance.
14:10Oh, disasters like how?
14:12I'm not going into details.
14:13What the fuck was that?
14:18Alone.
14:20A what?
14:21Alone.
14:22This is a bird.
14:23Sounds like a fucking wolf.
14:24It's a bird.
14:25Trust me.
14:26You're so scared.
14:28What kind of a bird makes a noise like that?
14:30Alone.
14:31A fucking wolf?
14:33Stupid Canadian wolf bird.
14:35Oh, so now you speak bird, too.
14:45Fluent.
14:47I hate you.
14:48No, you don't.
14:59Have you talked to your brother lately?
15:02Mm-mm.
15:05Is that a good thing?
15:09Probably, I don't know.
15:14I'm sorry about your family.
15:16Even if they suck, you must miss them.
15:21My mother didn't suck.
15:24She was great.
15:28How did she die?
15:31By accident.
15:35She accidentally swallowed a whole bottle of pills.
15:42How old are you?
15:46Twelve.
15:50I found her.
15:51I don't want you to think she was weak.
16:03I don't.
16:04She wasn't.
16:07She was so funny and beautiful.
16:12She was so sad.
16:14And my dad was so hard on her.
16:20And...
16:20Motherfucker.
16:23Motherfucker.
16:34Do you want to go inside?
16:38No.
16:39Good morning.
17:00Good morning.
17:01Good morning.
17:02I like you.
17:08I like you too.
17:09I like you too.
17:09You can't pick Montreal.
17:12Yes, I can.
17:14I've always wondered what it would be like to be a metro.
17:18You know, historically, they're the best team in sport.
17:20Better than the fucking Yankees.
17:23Oh, I know so.
17:37Well, I'm going to be Boston.
17:38Good choice.
17:39I'm going to fucking kill you.
17:41I am you.
17:43No, you're not anything.
17:44I'm undercover at the fucking game.
17:47oh fuck this hater he just had a baby i haven't talked to him in weeks
17:55hey buddy yeah uh yeah how's um i know i'm so sorry but how's amber right how is she
18:06oh yeah the pics are cute oh good good and then uh jackie's good too
18:15is it better than um yeah no i i remember that that was a tough time
18:23uh sorry hey just um my mom's the other line just comes to get rid of her okay
18:29what are you doing i think you know please stop i don't think it's what you want later okay
18:39okay i make you a deal i won't touch you but if you get hard i won't get hard okay so no problem
18:47then ilia shane
18:51sorry man yeah my mom is so annoying sometimes uh sorry you were saying
19:00oh right yeah yeah mark and then that's her middle brother brother-in-law right but he's the one
19:10god right yeah from thanksgiving
19:13yeah yeah he's he's great
19:21cool cool cool yeah yeah that that makes sense
19:33i don't know nothing much here that the headaches are better
19:39fuck no sorry just just a text
19:43totally yeah totally yeah totally totally clear so all's well there
19:49jeez sorry hey one one second
19:54oh
19:55oh
19:57sorry man i just have to run someone's at the door
20:16no it's just just amazon but um i'll call you next week and
20:22yeah yeah yeah so totally and um all right yes love you man and uh my best to jackie and the kids
20:31fuck you fuck you why was that so hot because you like to be bad
20:40hey hey that's not what this is you know maybe it was a first but not now and not for a long time
20:57so you love hayden
21:01so i was thinking i'm uh i'm free agent next season
21:12yeah
21:14you want to resign with boston
21:17then where
21:24i don't know i was thinking maybe canadian team
21:27not montreal huh no i mean i know but i would love to not have a russian passport
21:38i could marry swedlano
21:56she's american would be easy citizenship
22:00she would do it
22:02her father is goli sergey vitrov
22:07yeah you've told me
22:08she would help me
22:10but
22:15is she i don't know someone you want to marry
22:18we were friends we would be fine
22:21and it would be for the passport
22:24okay but
22:29but what
22:31but you like women
22:35right
22:36you could find someone you'd
22:39want to marry for real
22:41and still get the passport
22:44maybe but
22:47but what
22:50i have this problem
22:52what's the problem
22:55i like women yes
23:00yeah i know
23:02and everywhere i go i'm surrounded by beautiful women
23:05and they love me
23:07it sounds rough
23:08yes it is
23:10listen
23:10and these women they're so
23:13sexy
23:15and fun
23:16but i'm always thinking
23:19about
23:20this
23:21slow
23:22fucking hockey player
23:23with beautiful freckles
23:24and a weak backhand
23:29a weak backhand
23:30yes
23:30very weak
23:31and he's so boring
23:33and he drives this terrible car
23:34it's a normal car
23:35i am always wishing that these women were him
23:39it's a terrible problem huh
23:43do you want that problem to go away
23:51i don't ever want that problem to ever go away
23:58don't marry so long
24:06just don't
24:09i know it wouldn't be for love or whatever
24:13just don't
24:16we can figure something else out okay
24:20okay
24:22okay
24:23okay
24:27okay
24:41okay
24:45okay
24:50I have another idea.
24:56What idea? What is happening?
25:00What if you played in Ottawa?
25:03Ottawa is saying division is Boston. We're still rivals.
25:06Okay, but listen.
25:08First off, super close by.
25:10Second, Ottawa needs a star center, and they're nowhere near their cap, so they could definitely afford you.
25:15And maybe we could start to change the narrative a bit.
25:17But, Hollander, I just woke up. What is the narrative?
25:23Boston and Montreal, that's intense. Everyone knows that.
25:26But Montreal and Ottawa, and look, lots of guys have friends on other teams.
25:31They're not rookies anymore. They're younger guys coming in, frothing at the mouth.
25:35Let them hate each other.
25:37We don't need to keep this up until we retire, do we? We're not fucking wrestlers.
25:40Hollander, Hollander, okay, it's very late, and this is who we were.
25:44What are you doing here?
25:45You play for Ottawa. I play for Montreal.
25:50Okay, we're only two hours apart, and we start a charity.
25:55Something that, you know, we both care about.
25:58And we come up with a story like I approached you.
26:01Where I approached you.
26:02Fine, sure.
26:02And we tell the press and everyone that by working on this cause that we both love,
26:08that we developed a mutual respect for one another, and, um, you know.
26:13I'm free to, like, sucking each other's dicks.
26:17Any questions?
26:18Fuck off. This is a good idea, Rosemar.
26:23Okay. Okay.
26:25It's not bad.
26:26So we start the charity.
26:27Yeah, and it wouldn't be bullshit either.
26:29Like, we can really start a charity.
26:31Something cool that means a lot to both of us.
26:34And, you know, we still play hard against each other on the ice.
26:39Shut up.
26:40And then if people saw us out in public or whatever,
26:46it wouldn't be so fucking crazy.
26:50And we're only two hours apart all year round.
26:55We'll apply for, like, citizenship here in Canada.
26:59And maybe one day when we both retire,
27:04we could be together.
27:06For real.
27:10You really think that's what I had all in there?
27:17I do.
27:19About this.
27:24And is that what you want?
27:26To be together?
27:30So much.
27:32So much it scares me.
27:40I love you.
28:02Holy shit.
28:08I mean, I love you too.
28:15Fuck off.
28:17Oh, my God.
28:18I love you so much.
28:20What the hell?
28:20Does it...
28:30Does it...
28:31Does it fucking kill you too?
28:38What the man want?
28:39I love you too?
28:40I love you too.
28:41I love you too.
28:42I love you too.
28:43I love you too.
28:44I love you too.
28:45I love you too.
28:46I love you too.
28:47I love you too.
28:48I love you too.
28:49I love you too.
28:50I love you too.
28:51I love you too.
28:52I love you too.
28:53I love you too.
28:54I love you too.
28:55I love you too.
28:56I love you too.
28:57I love you too.
28:58I love you too.
28:59I love you too.
29:00I love you too.
29:01I love you too.
29:02I love you too.
29:03I love you too.
29:04I love you too.
29:05I love you too.
29:36I didn't know what this happened.
29:55We were both very stupid and irresponsible.
30:01This is real though, right?
30:06Please fuck me.
30:10Please fuck me.
30:40What was your mother's name?
30:55Irina.
30:55Why?
31:03I was thinking we could start a hockey school, like a summer camp for kids and give the money away to mental health organizations and suicide prevention.
31:16It was just an idea.
31:25She would have loved you.
31:27Like I love you.
31:33Say it again in Russian, please.
31:40I love you.
31:48Is this where you do yoga or up there?
32:12No, I do it inside.
32:13The producer wanted me.
32:16Wait, you saw that?
32:17Yeah, it's very good.
32:19I needed help sleeping, so...
32:21You're an asshole.
32:22How's the water?
32:26You're in it.
32:27Yeah, but I want to know how you like it.
32:29Oh, fuck you.
32:32Fuck you.
32:32What if my phone was in my pocket?
32:34Hey, it's not.
32:34You left it on the table.
32:35It's been ringing all morning.
32:36I'm still an asshole.
32:45Give me a kiss.
32:46You're cold.
32:52Do you want pasta from last night or hot dogs?
32:54Hot dogs.
32:55Okay, they're going to have to defrost a bit.
32:57So we have a little time.
32:59Maybe.
32:59What do you have in mind?
33:01Nothing will take too long.
33:02All right.
33:06Oh, fuck.
33:15Maybe you should hear me.
33:18Do you want me to grab?
33:36Fuck.
33:46Fuck, this is a fucking nightmare.
33:50Shit.
33:51Oh, fuck.
33:52This is a fucking nightmare.
33:54Oh, what the fuck am I supposed to do?
33:57You should go talk to her.
33:59Yeah, what if you don't want to talk to her?
34:01What if...
34:02Fuck, my mom.
34:04Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, they will talk to you.
34:07I fucking lied to them.
34:09For so many years, I fucking lied to them, and now my dad just walks in on me.
34:13This...
34:14This is my fucking nightmare.
34:16This is my actual fucking nightmare, Elliot.
34:19Okay.
34:21Then maybe it's time to wake up, yes?
34:23Fuck.
34:30Fuck, I'm scared.
34:32Yes, it's scary.
34:33But you're brave.
34:36Shut up.
34:37You are brave.
34:39You're going to feel like I'm going to die.
34:45Someone's freezing them into it.
34:48Maybe...
34:49Maybe he didn't even know this.
34:51Hmm?
34:51Okay.
34:57I'm going to...
34:58I'm going to...
34:58I'm going to change.
35:00I'm going to drive over.
35:03And then...
35:04And then fuck, what am I going to say?
35:08Do you want me to come with you?
35:12Would you?
35:13No, of course.
35:15That is not going to help.
35:38Oh, they don't know I play for Boston.
35:39Oh, they don't know I play...
35:41Could you go, oh, they don't know?
35:41Yes.
35:42Yeah.
35:42Oh, now they're built.
35:43They're built.
35:43Maybe you should wait in the car
36:13I left my charger at your place and it's the old one that fits into my phone and all the other chargers we have are newer so
36:41It's okay dad
36:42I'm sorry you shouldn't have found out that way
36:45Found out what exactly?
36:51I'm gay
36:52Wish I was going to tell you soon
36:55I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner
36:57Yeah and this is Ilya
37:00Rosanoff
37:02But you already know that
37:04Right
37:06He's visiting and we're
37:09Lovers
37:12No
37:12That's gross
37:13But you hate him
37:16No
37:18I mean I get that
37:20But no
37:21I actually
37:22I love him
37:25I wasn't all this to be honest
37:30I told you
37:30I'm sorry
37:32Can we just sit down please?
37:37Please
37:37Here
37:40I think we thought
37:44Maybe you were gay
37:46You did
37:48I think we thought it was certainly possible
37:51For how long?
37:54For a while I guess
37:56We both know you pretty well Shane
37:58And what we did not suspect
38:00Was that you were so
38:01Friendly with
38:03Rosanoff
38:04Ilya
38:06Ilya
38:07Sorry
38:07I know
38:08It's a
38:09Long story
38:11When did this
38:14Happen?
38:18Wait
38:19The all-star game
38:21You two had so much chemistry
38:24No
38:27It was before then
38:29Wow
38:32Wow
38:33Wow
38:35So when?
38:42Since our rookie season
38:44Since your rookie season?
38:46No
38:46It's not true
38:47Since before that
38:47Not helpful
38:48Before?
38:49The summer before
38:50So you've been in love
38:54Since
38:54No
38:55Oh no
38:55No
38:55No
38:56No
38:56No
38:57No
38:58Just
38:58Just
39:01What?
39:03Um
39:03Just
39:04Just
39:05Just
39:06Just
39:08Ilya
39:08Oh
39:09Okay
39:10Just what?
39:13Lovers
39:13Okay
39:14No one is allowed
39:15To use that word again
39:16Well
39:17I
39:19Would love a drink
39:20And there were no nice men
39:26In Montreal
39:27I don't know
39:28Probably there were
39:29And do your teammates know?
39:33No
39:33Nobody knows
39:34This could welcome
39:37Thanks
39:38I try to buy the Russian stuff
39:40You never
39:43I mean
39:44You
39:44You never
39:44Let him win
39:45Did you Shane?
39:46Do you let dad win the cards?
39:50I'd rather die
39:51Same here
39:51So is your plan to
39:54What?
39:55Just keep doing this
39:56In secret
39:57Until you both retire?
40:03Probably
40:03I don't know
40:04Probably yes
40:07Oh
40:09No
40:09That's sad
40:11I know
40:12We know
40:13We just can't
40:16Come out
40:17And like
40:18Announce it
40:19Ilya
40:27I gotta say
40:28I'm surprised
40:28You have such a reputation
40:30As a ladies man
40:31It's not untrue
40:34Ilya likes both
40:38Oh
40:39It's true
40:42I've been with many women
40:43But
40:44I have only been in love
40:47With one person
40:48Same here
40:52Only one
41:04Come out
41:06Come out
41:06Come out
41:07Just
41:08Hey
41:23Hi
41:24Thank you
41:27Mom
41:46Mom
41:46I need you to know that
41:51I did
41:53Really try
41:54I tried really hard
41:57But
41:57I just can't help it
42:00I'm sorry
42:03Oh no
42:05You have nothing
42:06Nothing to apologize for
42:08Look at
42:09Look at me
42:09Look at me
42:13I'm sorry
42:22That I made you feel like
42:24You couldn't tell me
42:25Hey
42:34I'm so
42:38So proud of you
42:41Okay
42:43Please forgive me
42:48I forgive you
42:57Mom
42:57I love you
43:04Oh I love you too
43:07So much
43:12You okay
43:20You okay
43:20Yeah
43:23Yeah
43:23All right
43:27Okay
43:28Okay
43:32Okay
43:33Okay
43:33Enough
43:34All right
43:37What's the plan?
43:37No
43:38We need a statement prepared
43:44In case anything leaks
43:45Something classy
43:46And simple
43:47Mom
43:48And I'm gonna quietly
43:49Reach out to the premium brands
43:50Or maybe just Reebok
43:52And Rolex
43:52And Speedo
43:53They're gonna be thrilled I think
43:54Once they wrap their minds around this
43:56There's a world of opportunity here
43:58If they do it right
43:59Mom
43:59Can we just take three steps back please?
44:01I'm not gonna come out
44:03Or anything yet
44:04I
44:04We just want
44:06A future
44:09I don't know
44:10You play in Ottawa?
44:15Yes
44:16We would be closer
44:17And with the charity
44:19And you have no loyalty to Boston?
44:21Jesus
44:21Mom
44:22What?
44:22They drafted him
44:23You would leave Boston for Shane?
44:26Yes
44:27Mom
44:29Loyalty's important
44:31He's trying to be loyal to me
44:32Not Boston
44:33Well
44:33My mom cares a little too much about hockey
44:36No
44:36I see where you get it from
44:37Have you talked to Scott Hunter?
44:40No
44:40I did
44:41You did?
44:42Yeah
44:43Briefly
44:43After MLH awards in June
44:45And
44:47What did he say?
44:49Nothing
44:49I didn't tell him about
44:51Shane and me
44:52But what he did
44:53It was
44:54Yes
44:54He was very brave
44:55He changed things
44:57For me at least
44:58Maybe for us
45:00Shane
45:05Shane
45:08Okay
45:12I'm just freaking out
45:13I'll be okay in a second
45:14Hey
45:14Hey
45:15You're good here
45:18My family is here
45:21Your boyfriend is here
45:23You're good here
45:25Okay
45:26My boyfriend
45:30My boyfriend
45:30I mean
45:33Yes
45:34I think so
45:35Probably
45:36Since rookie season
45:45Summer before
45:47I'll bring the chicken
45:50And some salad stuff
45:52Pick up beer in town
45:53Please text
45:54Why?
45:55We'll just be there around 5
45:56Please text
45:57We'll text
45:57Get attention to your phones
45:59Thank you for the pasta
46:00Thank you
46:00Drive safely
46:01I love you
46:02Love you
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