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Heated Rivalry The Series - Episode 6 [Deutsche Untertitel] - BL Series
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00:00I'm terrible.
00:16A few weeks ago, I achieved my lifelong dream, winning the cup.
00:26For those of you who've done that know how it feels.
00:31I don't even think I have the words to describe it.
00:36But something else happened that night.
00:39Something you may have noticed got a lot more attention than the Admirals winning the cup.
00:49It's been an interesting month.
00:51In case you missed it somehow, I came out as gay in a ridiculously public way.
01:01And I've always been a private person.
01:03I've never really shared anything about my private life.
01:05But from what I've seen over the past few weeks, it's maybe important that I do a bit.
01:14Fans have been sending me messages.
01:17And a lot of young fans.
01:20Telling me how much it meant to them for me to come out.
01:25And look, I love hockey.
01:28I'm so grateful that I get to do this for a living.
01:30But I also know what it feels like to not fit in.
01:38When I was a teenager, I...
01:41I realized that I may be that thing that hockey players like to throw around as an insult.
01:49The kind of language that I heard on the ice and in the locker room every day was a constant reminder that I was different.
01:54But when you have a secret that you work as hard as I did to protect, it's exhausting.
02:06It's a non-stop effort.
02:08And it's also really, really lonely.
02:12Lonely.
02:15Thankfully, I found the person who changes everything.
02:20And he gave me the confidence and strength and the need to be honest about who I am.
02:30Fear is a powerful thing.
02:34But then I found the one thing that is more powerful.
02:37So I share this honor with my teammates and my coaches.
02:44But I also share it with you, Kip.
02:47You have made me better in every conceivable way.
02:53I love you.
03:07Is this a jeep?
03:27No, it's British.
03:30Practical.
03:31Good in the snow.
03:33Okay.
03:37Good in the snow.
04:08It's about a two-hour drive, but we can stop for something if you want.
04:11No, I'm okay.
04:16I think you're going to like the cottage.
04:18It's relaxing.
04:21Is that what we're going to do?
04:23Relax.
04:25I hope so.
04:27I would like to relax with you.
04:30For once.
04:31I bought groceries, so we don't need to leave, or not leave much, if we don't want to.
04:43Thank you for inviting me.
04:49I'm glad you're here.
04:50Me too, but also, like, terrified, yes.
05:07Did anyone recognize you at the airport or anything?
05:11No, no.
05:11Not that I noticed.
05:13Cool.
05:16The cottage is super private, so we don't need to worry about anything.
05:20Not even your parents?
05:22No.
05:23I told them I was on a silent retreat, like a meditation.
05:27What?
05:28Does that sound fake?
05:29Yes.
05:30I can't believe you played with those bruised ribs.
06:01Oh, you can't.
06:03Okay, maybe I can.
06:16Wow.
06:19Your real estate fetish really paid off, huh?
06:24I didn't buy this.
06:26I had to build.
06:28Oh, I know.
06:30I can give you a tour, if you'd like, or I could make us some lunch.
06:39There's plenty of food.
06:41Also, I bought you Cokes.
06:43So, uh, the water here is really good.
06:46I have my own well.
06:48You can see it.
06:50In case you're thirsty.
06:52Ooh.
07:11Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
07:15Okay.
07:16Wait, um, it's been a while, so I might not last time.
07:37It's the same, but we have two weeks, so...
07:40Yeah, cool.
07:42Wait, um, same?
07:44Hmm.
07:46You said same.
07:48You haven't been with anyone lately?
07:50No.
07:52Not since.
07:54No, not since, so can we.
07:56Really?
07:58Really?
07:59I wonder, it's not a big deal, okay?
08:02Yeah, but it's been...
08:04Months, yes, I know, so can we fuck now, please?
08:08I haven't either.
08:10Not since the last time.
08:11I have an idea.
08:25For the next two weeks, let's just be honest with each other about what we actually think and maybe how we really feel.
08:43I will try.
08:49Really?
08:50Yes.
08:51I will do anything if it will make you touch my declaring memory.
08:54There's two guest rooms downstairs, so if I need to choose from.
09:02I will need the king-sized bed.
09:05They all have a king-sized bed.
09:06And the view.
09:07They all have a view.
09:09Yeah.
09:09And they will need the, what do you call, an ensuite bedroom.
09:13Well, that might be a problem.
09:16Oh, what is that?
09:17There's only one with an ensuite, and that's fine.
09:29This is awkward.
09:31This room isn't available to the guests.
09:34Disappointment.
09:35I'm sorry, sir.
09:36We'd really like to accommodate you, but...
09:38Sir, I'm just available.
09:41You can't treat the staff like this, please.
09:42I don't think I know how the staff likes to be treated after a few years.
09:52Wait.
09:53Wait, wait.
09:55What's the matter?
10:04I don't know.
10:12Here's actually.
10:21Um, here we go.
10:21Um.
10:23Here we go.
10:28Here we go.
10:32Here we go.
10:34Um.
10:35Okay.
10:35why are you making so many burgers the recipe was for eight so okay you cut it in half
10:52what you can't do math leave me alone
10:56no
11:05okay fine i should have cut it in half
11:10ordinarily i would just give the rest of my parents but i would probably ruin my whole
11:16silent retreat lie i guess you know and david yes
11:19and
11:25and what tell me about them what do you want to know
11:35i don't know i don't know anything i know your mother is japanese or something
11:40probably where you get your looks half of them yeah and your dad is what boring
11:48isn't where you get your boring from he's not boring
11:51so it's exciting reading the new yorker he's normal okay he works for the treasury board of
11:59canada crazy fuck you he played hockey for mcgill whoa mcgill what the fuck is mcgill is mcgill at that
12:08it's a really good school my parents are great do they know
12:14about you of course not no about you
12:20no would they not be good about it
12:25i don't know i mean no they'd be fine i'm sure they would be
12:33i don't know we haven't talked about it
12:37sometimes i think i would have told them already
12:43oh this is my fault
12:54no i mean yeah kind of
12:57well i think you can tell your parents you're gay without giving them a list of all the guys you're
13:07fucking i know i know anyways it just doesn't really matter
13:12nice right
13:27so we just sit here and look at it
13:32yes we just sit here and look at it
13:35canada is fun
13:38shut up
13:39it was just rose
13:47just rose
13:50just checking in
13:52you're not jealous are you no
13:57ilia i'm gay
14:00you're not so gay you can't fuck rose landry
14:03oh my god it was like twice and both times were complete disasters
14:07i'm not sure she's looking for a peak performance
14:10oh disasters like hell
14:11i'm not going into details
14:13what the fuck was that
14:17alone
14:18a what
14:20alone this is a bird
14:22sounds like a fucking wolf
14:24it's a bird trust me
14:25you're so scared
14:28what kind of a bird makes a noise like that
14:30alone
14:30a fucking wolf
14:32stupid canadian wolf bird
14:35oh so now you speak bird too
14:44fluent
14:45i hate you
14:48no you don't
14:49have you talked to your brother lately
15:00is that a good thing
15:06probably i don't know
15:11i'm sorry about your family
15:15even if they suck you must miss them
15:18my mother didn't suck
15:22she was great
15:25how did she die
15:29by accident
15:32she accidentally swallowed a whole bottle of pills
15:38how old are you
15:4312
15:47i found her
15:51i don't want you to think she was weak
16:01i don't
16:03she wasn't
16:05she was so funny and beautiful
16:09she was so sad
16:14and my dad was so hard on her
16:19and
16:20mother
16:23do you want to go inside
16:36no
16:50good morning
17:00good morning
17:02i like you
17:06i like you too
17:09you can't pick montreal
17:28yes i can
17:29i've always wondered what it would be like to be a metro
17:32you know historically they're the best team in sport
17:34better than the fucking yankees
17:36oh i know so
17:36well i'm gonna be boston
17:38your choice
17:39i'm gonna fucking kill you
17:41i am you
17:42well you're not anything
17:44i'm undercover
17:46i'm gonna be covering the fucking game
17:47oh fuck this hater
17:52he just had a baby
17:54i haven't talked to him in weeks
17:55you're a baby
17:58hey buddy
17:59yeah uh
18:01how's um
18:02i know i'm so sorry
18:03but how's amber
18:05right
18:06how is she
18:06oh yeah the pics are cute
18:11oh good
18:13good and then uh
18:14jackie's good too
18:15is it
18:17better than
18:18yeah no i i remember that
18:22that was a tough time
18:23uh
18:25sorry hey just um
18:27my mom's the other line
18:28just come to get rid of her
18:29okay
18:29what are you doing
18:32i think you know
18:33please stop
18:34i don't think it's what you want
18:37later
18:38okay
18:39okay i make you a deal
18:42i won't touch you
18:44but if you get hard
18:45i won't get hard
18:46okay so no problem then
18:47ilia
18:49shame
18:51sorry man
18:56yeah my mom is so annoying sometimes
18:58uh
18:59sorry you were saying
19:00oh right
19:02yeah yeah
19:02mark and that's her
19:04middle brother
19:04brother-in-law
19:07right
19:08but he's the one
19:10got it right
19:12yeah from thanksgiving
19:13yeah yeah he's he's great
19:21uh
19:22well that's nice
19:24he could come and stay
19:25cool cool yeah yeah
19:32that that makes sense
19:33i know nothing much here
19:38that the headaches are better
19:39fuck
19:40no sorry just a text
19:43totally
19:45yeah totally clear so
19:48all's well there
19:49jeez
19:51sorry hey one
19:53one second
19:54sorry man i just have to run
20:15someone's at the door
20:16no it's just amazon
20:20but um i'll call you next week
20:22and
20:22yeah
20:24yeah so
20:25totally
20:26and um
20:27all right yes
20:29love you man
20:30and uh
20:30my best to jackie and the kids
20:31fuck you
20:35fuck you
20:36why was that so hot
20:38why was that so hot
20:38because you like to be bad
20:40hey
20:45that's not what this is
20:48you and me
20:50maybe it was a first but
20:53not now and not for a long time
20:57so you love hayden
21:01so i was thinking i'm a i'm free agent next season
21:12yeah
21:14you wouldn't resign with boston
21:17then where
21:24i don't know i was thinking maybe canadian team
21:27not montreal
21:32no i mean i know
21:34but i would love to not have a russian passport
21:38i could marry swedlano
21:56she's american
21:59would be easy citizenship
22:00she would do it
22:02her father is
22:06golly sergey vitrov
22:07yeah you've told me
22:08she would help me
22:10but
22:15is she i don't know someone you want to marry
22:18we were friends we would be fine
22:21and it would be for the passport
22:24okay
22:28but
22:29but what
22:31but you like women
22:35right
22:36you could find someone you
22:39want to marry for real
22:41and still get the passport
22:44maybe but
22:47but what
22:50i have this problem
22:52what's the problem
22:55i like women yes
23:00yeah i know
23:02and everywhere i go i'm surrounded by beautiful women
23:05and they love me
23:07sounds rough
23:08yes it is
23:10listen
23:10and these women
23:12they're so
23:13sexy
23:15and fun
23:16but i'm always thinking
23:19about
23:20this
23:21slow
23:22fucking hockey player
23:23with beautiful freckles
23:24and a weak backhand
23:29a weak backhand
23:30yes
23:30very weak
23:31and he's so boring
23:33and he drives this terrible car
23:34it's a normal car
23:35i am always wishing
23:38that these women were him
23:39it's a terrible problem
23:43do you want that problem to go away
23:51i don't ever want that problem to ever go away
23:58i don't ever want that problem to ever go away
24:01don't marry so long
24:06just don't
24:09i know it wouldn't be for love or whatever
24:13just don't
24:16we can figure something else out okay
24:20okay
24:23okay
24:24okay
24:50i have another idea
24:55what idea
24:57what is happening
24:57what if you played in ottawa
25:02how do i think
25:04division is posting
25:05we're still rivals
25:06okay
25:06but listen
25:07first off
25:08super close by
25:10second ottawa needs a star center
25:12and they're nowhere near their cap
25:13so they could definitely afford you
25:14and maybe we could start to change the narrative a bit
25:17what
25:18holander i just woke up
25:21what is narrative
25:22boston and montreal
25:24that that's intense
25:24everyone knows that
25:25but montreal and ottawa
25:26and look
25:28lots of guys have friends on other teams
25:30they're not rookies anymore
25:32they're younger guys
25:33coming in
25:34frothing at the mouth
25:35let them hate each other
25:36we don't need to keep this up until we retire do we
25:39we're not fucking wrestlers
25:40holander
25:40holander
25:41okay
25:41it's very late
25:43and this is who in your words
25:44what are you doing up
25:45you play for ottawa
25:47i play for montreal
25:49okay
25:51we're only two hours apart
25:52and we start a charity
25:54something that
25:55you know
25:56we both care about
25:57and we come up with a story
25:59like i i approached you
26:00where i approached you
26:02fine sure
26:02and we tell the press
26:05and everyone that
26:05by working on this cause
26:06that we both love
26:07that
26:08we developed a mutual respect
26:10for one another
26:11and
26:11um
26:12yeah
26:13and if we like
26:16sucking each other's dicks
26:17any questions
26:18fuck off
26:19this is a good idea
26:20rosemont
26:20okay
26:23okay
26:24it's not bad
26:25so we start the charity
26:27yeah
26:28and it wouldn't be bullshit either
26:29like
26:29we can really start a charity
26:31something cool
26:32that that means a lot
26:33to both of us
26:34and
26:35you know
26:37we still play hard
26:37against each other
26:38on the ice
26:38shut up
26:40and then
26:43if people saw us
26:44out in public
26:45or whatever
26:45it wouldn't be
26:47so fucking crazy
26:48and we're only two hours apart
26:52all year round
26:53we'll apply for like
26:56citizenship here
26:57in canada
26:57and maybe
26:59one day
27:01when we both retire
27:02we could be together
27:05for real
27:07you really think
27:13that for your head
27:13all in there
27:14I do
27:18about this
27:20and is that what you want
27:25to be together
27:27so much
27:31so much it scares me
27:34I love you
27:48they love you
28:02holy shit
28:05I mean
28:09I love you too
28:10fuck off
28:16oh my god
28:18I love you so much
28:19does it
28:31does it
28:33fucking kill you
28:38what do you want
28:39what the hell
28:56oh
30:00This is real, though, right?
30:08Please fuck me.
30:30What was your mother's name?
30:51Irina, why?
30:57I was thinking we could start a hockey school, like a summer camp for kids, and give the money away to mental health organizations and suicide prevention.
31:16It was just an idea.
31:20I wish she would have loved you, like I love you.
31:32Say it again in a lesson, please.
31:40I love you.
31:48Here we go.
32:18It's very good.
32:19I need to help sleeping, so...
32:21You're an asshole.
32:24How's the water?
32:26You're in it.
32:27Yeah, but I want to know how you like it.
32:31Fuck you.
32:32What if my phone was in my pocket?
32:34It's not.
32:34You left it on the table.
32:35It's been ringing all morning.
32:36I'm still an asshole.
32:45Give me a kiss.
32:46You're cold.
32:47Do you want pasta from last night or hot dogs?
32:54Hot dogs.
32:55Okay.
32:55They're going to have to defrost a bit.
32:57So we have a little time.
32:59Maybe.
32:59What do you have in mind?
33:01Nothing that will take too long.
33:02Oh, fuck.
33:14Oh, fuck.
33:15Maybe you should have...
33:16Do you want me to grab?
33:19Fuck.
33:45Fuck, this is a fucking nightmare.
33:50Shit.
33:51Oh, fuck.
33:52This is a fucking nightmare.
33:54Oh, what the fuck am I supposed to do?
33:57You should go talk to her.
33:59Yeah, what if you don't want to talk to her?
34:01What if...
34:02Fuck, my mom.
34:04Hey, hey, hey.
34:05They will talk to you.
34:06I fucking lied to them.
34:09For so many years, I fucking lied to them,
34:11and now my dad just walks in on me.
34:13This...
34:14This is my fucking nightmare.
34:16This is my actual fucking nightmare, Elliot.
34:19Okay.
34:21Then maybe it's time to wake up, yes?
34:30Fuck, I'm scared.
34:32Yes, it's scary.
34:33But you're brave.
34:36Shut up.
34:37You are brave.
34:39You're going to feel like I'm going to die.
34:45Someone's freezing them into it.
34:48Maybe...
34:49Maybe he didn't even know this.
34:51Hmm?
34:56Okay.
34:58I'm going to...
34:58You changed.
35:00I'm going to drive over.
35:01And then...
35:04And then, fuck, what am I going to say?
35:08Do you want me to come with you?
35:12Would you?
35:14Of course.
35:17Okay.
35:19Okay.
35:19Okay.
35:19That is not going to help.
35:38Oh, they don't know I play for Boston.
35:39Okay.
35:39Okay.
35:39Okay.
36:02I'm going to...
36:04Now, maybe you should wait in the car.
36:14Fuck, never mind, sorry.
36:29Hey, it's me, Shane.
36:31Hey, I left my charger at your place, and it's the old one that fits into my phone, and all the other chargers we have are newer, so...
36:41It's okay, Dad. I'm sorry, you shouldn't have found out that way.
36:48Found out what, exactly?
36:51I'm gay.
36:53Wish I was going to tell you soon.
36:56I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
36:57Yeah, and this is Ilya.
37:02Rosanoff, but you already know that.
37:05Right.
37:07He's visiting, and we're, um...
37:10Lovers.
37:12No, Ilya, that's gross.
37:14But you hate him.
37:17No.
37:18I mean, I get that, but no, I actually, um...
37:23I love him.
37:29I wasn't all this to be honest with you.
37:31Uh, I'm sorry.
37:32Can we just sit down, please?
37:40Here.
37:43I think we thought maybe you were gay.
37:48You did.
37:48I think we thought it was certainly possible.
37:52For how long?
37:54For a while, I guess.
37:56We both know you pretty well, Shane.
37:59I mean, what we did not suspect was that you were so friendly with Rosanoff.
38:05Ilya.
38:06Ilya, sorry.
38:08I know.
38:09It's, uh, a long story.
38:11When did this happen?
38:18Wait.
38:20The All-Star game.
38:22You two had so much chemistry.
38:24No, it was before then.
38:31Wow.
38:33Wow.
38:34Wow.
38:38So, when?
38:42Since our, uh, rookie season.
38:44Since your rookie season?
38:46No, it's not true.
38:47Since before that.
38:48Not helpful.
38:49Before?
38:49The summer before.
38:50So, you've been in love since...
38:54No.
38:55Oh, no.
38:55No, no, no, no, no.
38:56No, no, no.
38:57No, just, um.
39:01Just what?
39:03Um, just, just, just, just, just, Ilya.
39:08Oh, okay.
39:10Just what?
39:13Lovers.
39:13Okay, no one is allowed to use that word again.
39:17Well, I would love a drink.
39:20And there were no nice men in Montreal?
39:28I don't know.
39:28Probably there were.
39:31And do your teammates know?
39:33No, nobody knows.
39:36Um, this could welcome.
39:38Thanks.
39:38I tried to buy the Russian stuff.
39:40Mm.
39:43You never, I mean, you, you never let him win, did you, Shane?
39:46Do you let dad win the cards?
39:50I'd rather die.
39:51Same here.
39:52Mm.
39:52So is your plan to, what, just keep doing this in secret until you both retire, or?
39:59Probably, I, I don't know.
40:06Probably, yes.
40:08Oh, no, that's sad.
40:12I know, we know.
40:13We just can't come out and, like, announce it.
40:27Ilya, I gotta say, I'm surprised.
40:29You have such a reputation as a ladies' man.
40:32Mm.
40:32It's not untrue.
40:37Ilya likes both.
40:39Oh.
40:42It's true, I've been with many women, but I have only been in love with one person.
40:51Same here.
40:53Only one.
40:53Just a minute.
41:17Fuck.
41:23Hey.
41:23Come on.
41:45Mom, um, I need you to know that I did
41:53really try.
41:55I tried really hard, but, um, I just can't help it.
42:01And, um, I'm sorry.
42:04I, oh, no, you have nothing, nothing to apologize for.
42:08Look at, look at me.
42:12Look at me.
42:13I'm sorry that I made you feel like you couldn't tell me.
42:25I'm sorry.
42:25I'm so, so proud of you.
42:38I'm so, so proud of you.
42:43Okay.
42:43Please forgive me
42:49I forgive you, Mom
42:57I love you
43:04Oh, I love you, too
43:07So much
43:13Are you okay?
43:23Yeah
43:23All right
43:27Okay
43:28Okay
43:31Okay, okay
43:33Enough
43:34All right, what's the plan?
43:43We need a statement prepared in case anything leaks
43:45Something classy and simple
43:47Mom
43:48And I'm going to quietly reach out to the premium brands
43:50Or maybe just Reebok and Rolex and Speedo
43:53They're going to be thrilled, I think
43:54Once they wrap their minds around this
43:56There's a world of opportunity here
43:58If they do it right
43:59Mom, can we just take three steps back, please?
44:01I'm not going to come out or anything yet
44:04We just want a future, I don't know
44:10You play in Ottawa?
44:15Yes
44:16We would be closer and with the charity
44:19And you have no loyalty to Boston?
44:21Jesus, Mom
44:22What?
44:22They drafted him
44:23You would leave Boston for Shane?
44:26Yes
44:27Mom
44:29Loyalty's important
44:31He's trying to be loyal to me, not Boston
44:33Well
44:33My mom cares a little too much about hockey
44:36No, I see where you get it from
44:37Have you talked to Scott Hunter?
44:40No
44:40I did
44:41You did?
44:42Yeah, briefly
44:43After MLH awards in June
44:45And what did he say?
44:49Nothing
44:49Well, I didn't tell him about Shane and me
44:52But what he did, it was
44:54Yes, he was very brave
44:55You changed things for me, at least
44:58Maybe for us
45:00Shane
45:05Shane
45:08You're okay, I'm just freaking out
45:13I'll be okay in a second
45:14Hey, hey, hey
45:15What's good, dear?
45:19My family is here
45:21Your boyfriend is here
45:23You're good here
45:25Okay
45:26My boyfriend
45:30I mean, yes
45:34I think so, probably
45:36Since rookie season
45:45Summer before
45:47I'll bring the chicken and some salad stuff
45:52Pick up beer in town
45:53Please text
45:54Why?
45:55We'll just be there around 5
45:56Please text
45:57We'll text
45:57Pay attention to your phones
45:59Thank you for pasta
46:00Thank you
46:00Drive safely, I love you
46:02Love you
46:03Yo», you should like
46:04I'm right
46:05A nice
46:07Away
46:08I think about Oscar
46:09I think we all know
46:10What are you doing
46:11I think about
46:12Except some low
46:12That
46:13lug
46:13I can't
46:14I can
46:15Choose
46:16All
46:16I went
46:16To
46:19I
46:20Have
46:21Lily
46:21Who
46:22I
46:23Am
46:24Okay
46:24I
46:24Got
46:25To
46:25New
46:26And
46:28Got
46:28Are
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