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90 Day Diaries - Season 7 Episode 02- Dear Diary, I'm Ready to Move On
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00:00Ashley, you got me a rainbow hat.
00:07Yeah.
00:08For the team.
00:10I'm currently walking downtown Seattle,
00:14and I absolutely love it.
00:16This is the final look.
00:18I think it's cute, and I want it to be sick.
00:21So, yeah.
00:22You want me to put on some sunscreen?
00:24Yeah.
00:25Ashley and I are definitely in the honeymoon phase.
00:28But I have a really important question
00:33that I want to ask Ashley,
00:34and I don't know how she's going to respond.
00:37Ashley, please move in with me.
00:44A couple months ago,
00:45I got diagnosed with stage 1 ovarian cancer.
00:48Finding out that I had cancer
00:50took a really big emotional toll on me.
00:53Sometimes the pain chewed up to, like, right here.
00:56It's the nausea and the fatigue.
00:58That are the absolute worst.
01:00So, I would like at least
01:02some good news to the doctor
01:03of not feeling as sick throughout this journey.
01:07I'm just really scared to feel sick.
01:10I filed for the boys.
01:14I need to go out of my life,
01:16and I'm ready to move on.
01:18You're treating me like s**t.
01:19That s**t is debatable,
01:20because we went back and forth.
01:22It's debatable?
01:22Sophie, you have called me pathetic.
01:24You've called me a loser.
01:25You said that I don't try,
01:26and I don't care about you.
01:27So, you call me worthless,
01:28call me useless.
01:29I've never said that.
01:31I'm on my way to see someone very, very special.
01:47My new girlfriend, Ashley.
01:51I want to pull out all of the stops for our third day.
01:56So, we're going on a vacation to the Dominican Republic.
02:01I'm Chantel.
02:03This is Chloe Baer-Chanel,
02:05and I'm 34 years old,
02:08and I'm from Atlanta, Georgia.
02:10Hey.
02:11Hey, Ashley.
02:13I was waiting on you.
02:15Ooh.
02:16What have you got there?
02:18I got you something.
02:19Aw, baby.
02:20Yeah, would you like to see?
02:22Yes.
02:22You want me to hold this for you?
02:23A little gift?
02:24Yeah.
02:24What is this?
02:26Oh, that's a matching hoodie,
02:28just like mine.
02:30My 90-day journey began
02:32with my ex-husband, Pedro,
02:35We met online, fell in love.
02:39He moved to the U.S., and we got married.
02:42I pronounce that they are husband and wife.
02:46You may kiss your bride.
02:53The biggest issues in our marriage
02:55were pretty much our families not getting along.
02:59Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
03:00Hey, you talking to me?
03:02Hey, hey, hey.
03:03What you saying?
03:03What you saying?
03:04What you talking about?
03:05What I'm doing?
03:06Let's go.
03:08Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey!
03:10Don't do it!
03:12Don't do it!
03:13Don't do it!
03:13But after seven long years, we finally divorced.
03:20For the past few years, I've been healing from my divorce
03:22and dabbling in dating a little bit.
03:25Would you come and stay here?
03:29Are you going to give me a reason to?
03:33But nothing really stuck.
03:34So I attended a singles retreat in Mexico, hoping to find love.
03:39I felt like a lot of times I get nervous around guys
03:43and then I end up just kind of clamming up
03:45and not getting a deeper connection.
03:48So is that something that has been a struggle for you in the past
03:52is dating with depth?
03:54Yeah, dating with depth for sure.
03:57But my head just wasn't in it
03:59because before I went to the singles retreat,
04:02my friend Ashley expressed her love for me in a romantic way.
04:07Wait, wait, wait. Hold on.
04:08Ashley, you got me a rainbow hat.
04:11Yeah, of course.
04:12Of course.
04:13Of course.
04:14So I'm part of the team?
04:15Part of the team!
04:18I met my friend Ashley through my brother.
04:22We've been friends for about three years now
04:24and our friendship really was going out to eat,
04:27going to the clubs.
04:29And then when I had my birthmark removal surgery,
04:32Ashley was there to take care of me
04:34and having her around made her and I bond on a deeper level.
04:38I've never been with a woman before,
04:47but after she expressed her romantic feelings for me,
04:51I felt drawn to her and decided to give it a shot.
04:54We went on our first date a few months ago
04:58and we've been inseparable ever since.
05:02I guess we should get ready to go
05:03so we don't miss this flight.
05:05Yeah, let's go ahead and drop our bags off.
05:10Cheers.
05:11Cheers to us.
05:12I know it sounds crazy that I chose the DR
05:35for my first vacation with Ashley,
05:37but I love everything about the DR,
05:40the people, the food,
05:42and I assume that Pedro's family still lives here,
05:46but I don't care.
05:47They're on the opposite side of the island, if anything.
05:50Let's see our room.
05:54Oh my God, it's so nice.
05:59It's so good in here.
06:02This is nice.
06:03It's very nice, baby.
06:05I like it a lot.
06:07I like it a lot, baby.
06:13Do you like to shower together?
06:16Absolutely, baby.
06:19This is going to be a test for me and Ashley.
06:22We haven't spent this much time together
06:24since my surgery.
06:26And even then, I was like doped up on medication.
06:29But I also have a really important question
06:34that I want to ask Ashley,
06:35and I don't know how she's going to respond.
06:37There's one right here.
06:52Let's do it.
06:55Hey, you want me to put on some sunscreen?
06:57Yeah, some, um, sunscreen.
07:01Baby.
07:02The boobs look great, though.
07:05Ashley and I are definitely in the honeymoon phase
07:09of our relationship.
07:10Ooh.
07:12Ooh, baby.
07:13Always, always a little spank-spank.
07:18Before we hooked up the first time,
07:20I did a lot of research over the internet
07:22to see how was the best way
07:26to go about being intimate with a woman.
07:29And first of all,
07:31scissoring is not the only thing there is.
07:33I learned a lot about toys.
07:36I learned a lot about how to use your hands
07:40and your mouth for women.
07:44Like, we know our bodies.
07:45We know what feels good.
07:47So sex for me with Ashley is 10 out of 10.
07:54Exceeds expectations.
07:58It's been so nice.
08:00I've actually really enjoyed it.
08:01Plus all the sex we're having.
08:07Can I tell you something?
08:08What?
08:09You actually do things
08:11that I've never had anybody else to do before.
08:15And it's so incredibly sexy.
08:18It's so hot.
08:19Yeah?
08:19Yeah.
08:31So far, paradise has been amazing.
08:43I know it seems a little fast,
08:47but I have something that I want to ask Ashley today.
08:50I live in Atlanta,
08:55and Ashley lives in Alabama.
08:56And even though this is our third official date,
09:00we've been inseparable.
09:01I mean, I hate when she has to go home.
09:04So I really want to ask her
09:06if she'll move in with me.
09:08But I'm afraid that she'll think we're moving too fast,
09:12and it will push her away.
09:15Even though it seems fast for some people,
09:17when you know, you know.
09:18Oh, it looks so yummy.
09:38Yeah, I think last night got me a little hungry.
09:47Ashley.
09:48I mean, all the drinking,
09:51but yeah, that sure.
09:55So.
10:00Ashley.
10:04Please move in with me.
10:10I don't know.
10:14I'm a little hesitant on the moving in part.
10:18Like, are we moving a little too fast, or?
10:23How are we going to spend more time together
10:24if you live in Alabama?
10:25So you're telling me you're really wanting to have this
10:34for a very long time?
10:37I will not speak on things that, like, I can't see the future.
10:42Well, you want me to move in, so I kind of need to know
10:44if you just want this a little while,
10:46or if you're looking for something more long-term.
10:49Are you telling me that I'm raising red flags?
10:52Yes.
10:54I think it feels like the end of a traumatic experience.
11:08The end of it's trauma.
11:09My name is Sophie.
11:10I'm 26 years old from London, and I live in Austin, Texas.
11:14I think it feels like the end of a traumatic experience.
11:21The end of it's trauma.
11:22My name is Sophie.
11:24I'm 26 years old from London, and I live in Austin, Texas.
11:27This back one's actually really bad.
11:29I mean, actually, quite more professional.
11:32My night-to-day journey started four years ago.
11:35I met Rob on a social media app.
11:37I followed him.
11:38He followed me back, and then we just started talking,
11:41and he was all the things I was looking for.
11:44I love you, baby.
11:45Six months later, we met in person,
11:47and we had this amazing connection.
11:50Then we started the K-1 visa,
11:51and after 85 days, we ended up getting married.
11:55It's my very great pleasure and delight
11:57to now pronounce you husband and wife.
12:04Right after we got married, things took a turn,
12:07and we just started having issues.
12:09Why can't you just clarify for me what I can do,
12:11because I don't want to have these interactions,
12:13because these are my...
12:13Stop online cheating on me.
12:15Stop controlling me.
12:17How am I controlling?
12:18You shout at me in the home, even now, okay?
12:21You raise your voice at me.
12:22You have issues.
12:24And so we decided to actually get therapy
12:26and try to save our marriage,
12:29but ultimately, I decided that
12:31we just aren't good for each other.
12:34We're just not good together.
12:37Yeah, I promise you, I've really tried.
12:40It's not happening.
12:43Yeah.
12:43Shh.
12:47Since we separated, Rob ended up moving to L.A.,
12:50and I stayed here in Austin,
12:51and we don't really talk much,
12:53but we are still legally married.
12:57It's open.
12:59Hi.
13:00Hi.
13:01How are you?
13:01I'm good.
13:02How are you?
13:02How are you?
13:03How are you?
13:03How are you?
13:04How are you?
13:04How are you?
13:05He's crazy.
13:06Are you going to help Mommy pack?
13:08Good.
13:13My friend Tiffany has come over
13:14to pick up my dog, Hemi,
13:16because I'm going to L.A. for a few days,
13:18and this trip has some real big changes for me.
13:21Thanks again for watching Hemi.
13:22I appreciate it.
13:23Nice, of course.
13:24But he actually sleeps in the bed with me,
13:26if you're okay with just, like, having him in the bed.
13:28We'll cuddle, okay, buddy?
13:30Yeah?
13:30So is anyone else sleeping in your bed?
13:37Um, no.
13:39Well, to be honest,
13:39I feel like until I'm not married anymore,
13:42no one's going to take me serious, you know?
13:44So I've actually gone to the courthouse
13:46and filed for divorce.
13:51Oh, my.
13:54And that's why I'm going to L.A.,
13:56because I need to tell Rob,
13:57because he doesn't know, so.
13:58And he doesn't have any idea that you're, like...
14:02Well, we've spoken about divorce,
14:03and, like, that's obviously the plan,
14:05but he's not going to see it coming,
14:06because he's probably just going to think
14:08that I would never be the one to, like, do it.
14:11Honestly, I'm so proud.
14:12Like, this is it.
14:13Yeah.
14:14Goodbye, sir.
14:15I've been single for a while,
14:17and I'm, like, ready to get out there,
14:18but I feel like in Austin,
14:19there's just, like, no options.
14:21So I've tried here, and I'm just, like,
14:23no.
14:25So, actually, on my trip,
14:26when I go to L.A.,
14:27yeah, I'm going to look at some apartments,
14:28because I'm thinking of moving there,
14:30to be honest.
14:31Okay, what?
14:34Before we moved to Austin,
14:35me and Rob both lived in L.A.,
14:37and I actually loved it out there.
14:39I feel like the atmosphere and the people
14:40and just the whole vibe is just more my style.
14:44So after four years of living out here,
14:45I'm actually going to be packing up my stuff
14:47and moving back to California.
14:49And it's funny, because I feel like, like, yeah,
14:51Rob's going to feel the type of way
14:52that I'm, like, divorcing him, of course,
14:54but I think he's going to be more mad
14:56by moving back to L.A.
14:57Oh, yeah.
14:58I mean, I know L.A. is big, but...
15:01It is big, so hopefully we don't
15:03ever want into each other.
15:05Oh, it's a difficult place.
15:07It's okay, Henry.
15:07It's okay.
15:08We'll find you a daddy.
15:09Okay, I am at the airport on my way to L.A.,
15:20so I just sent Rob a text to let him know
15:23that I'm coming.
15:25As of right now, he has no idea
15:27that I filed for divorce,
15:31so I'm getting kind of nervous,
15:34but I'm ready to just get this done.
15:37It's important for me.
15:38You guys are coming with me today
15:50to see my mom.
15:51She's in town.
15:52I haven't seen her in a while,
15:53and we're going to just go grab some groceries
15:55because I need them, she needs them,
15:58and, you know, kind of go over
15:59some of what's happening in my life these days.
16:02My name is Rob Warren.
16:03I'm 35 years old,
16:04and I live in Los Angeles, California.
16:06I love my mom, and I miss my mom,
16:08so I definitely am excited to see her.
16:12You know, she doesn't,
16:13she stays hermit up,
16:15hermited up in Kansas City so much
16:19she doesn't come out that often to visit.
16:20Oh, look who it is.
16:23I pulled right up to her.
16:24Look, look, look who I'm pulling up to.
16:27Hey there.
16:27Hey, mom.
16:29Hey.
16:30Hey, I'm going to get out,
16:31and I'm going to say hello.
16:32Yeah, and then we'll go in, okay?
16:34Sounds good.
16:35All right.
16:37I'm really looking forward
16:38to spending some quality time together,
16:40especially since I've had a lot on my mind lately.
16:41So yesterday, Sophie hit me up.
16:51She's coming to town,
16:52and we made plans to meet up.
16:54Honestly, I'm feeling a bit anxious
16:55about meeting up with Sophie,
16:57so I could really use my mom's support right now.
16:59Hey, Lynn, do you want to get
17:01a burger while you're in town?
17:03Um, you'll see.
17:04What the hell have you been doing?
17:07I've been doing all right.
17:08I've been, you know,
17:09just trying to get back to life.
17:11I've spent a lot of time on the beach,
17:12a lot of time away from people
17:13to just, like, recharge.
17:15I still feel like I'm recharging.
17:17So the love life is on the back burner for now,
17:20or are we just going to see how it goes?
17:23I mean, it's always a see-how-it-go-s type of thing,
17:25but pretty girl's a great thing.
17:27Okay, well, they can't all be.
17:30They can't all be,
17:31and that's why I'm still,
17:32that's why I'm single at 35.
17:35I think Sophie was cool.
17:37She was a girl who was pretty,
17:39and I thought, I thought she was, you know, solid.
17:43Rob, he's been through a lot,
17:45and I'm sorry that things worked out the way they did,
17:49but I just want him to grow and find happiness.
17:53Where are you guys at at this point?
17:55I mean, are you, like, Portugal,
17:57or are you thinking tomorrow?
17:59Yeah, I mean, we're not really communicating a lot.
18:02She's going to be in town tomorrow,
18:03so we're going to meet up.
18:06I don't want to have, like, beat, but it's really hard.
18:11I don't really know how tomorrow's going to go.
18:13You know, the last time I saw Sophie,
18:14she was at the tell-all yelling out lies about me
18:17and, you know, just slandering me in every way she could.
18:20He was getting paid to s**t.
18:22That's a f**king lot.
18:24I have screenshots.
18:25You have screenshots of some random gay dude.
18:27I would love to show the screenshots of that.
18:28Hit me up.
18:28You are so f**king full of it.
18:36I still have a lot of anger,
18:38a lot of animosity towards Sophie,
18:39so who knows how tomorrow's going to go.
18:41I just landed in L.A.,
18:56which usually I love when I come to L.A.,
18:58but now I'm just, like, really nervous
19:00because I have to see Rob.
19:02I wouldn't even say nervous.
19:03I just think, like, it's my show of dread
19:05because we haven't seen each other in a while,
19:08and now it's, like, I'm going to see him
19:11to say I'm divorcing him.
19:13It's a whole weird thing,
19:14so I just think, yeah,
19:15I think in order for me to fully move on
19:17and heal from that relationship,
19:18I need to divorce him,
19:20but I think this is going to be, like,
19:23stopping all communication with us.
19:27Okay, my makeup is done.
19:31Okay, this is the final look,
19:35which is nothing too crazy,
19:37but I think it's cute,
19:39and I want him to be sick,
19:41so, yeah.
19:47I am going to meet with Sophie today,
19:49and I'm going to give her her stuff back,
19:51and I got a bag of her clothes here.
19:55I want to get that back to her
19:56since who knows how many more times
19:58I'll get a chance, right?
20:00Let's see what this is.
20:02That's definitely not mine.
20:04Honestly, every time I see those lashes,
20:06it freaks me out.
20:06They seriously look like a caterpillar's nest or something.
20:09I'm just really glad to get them out of my house,
20:12because it's weird.
20:17All right, so it's about time
20:20I get rid of all this baggage.
20:23It's kind of hard to move on
20:24when you've got this much
20:25from your past lingering around.
20:36Hi.
20:36What do you have?
20:37Can I do the Vegemite caramel latte decaf?
20:41Absolutely.
20:42I'm feeling really anxious and nervous,
20:45waiting for Rob to show up.
20:46I don't know how this is going to go,
20:48because Rob is definitely a bit of a wild card.
20:51Just waiting on him.
20:53I got him a coffee, because I'm being nice.
20:55I start things off on a good note.
21:01I've just been nervous,
21:02because she's just so back and forth about things.
21:05And it's like, you know,
21:07she does talk a lot about me in negative ways.
21:10You know, she knows that she's talked a bunch of s*** about me.
21:13She knows that she's tried to get people to think things
21:15that aren't true about me.
21:17This is like an unstable situation.
21:19Not a safe space for me.
21:23After Sophie spread those lies to the whole world,
21:27I'm nervous that this person will try to destroy me.
21:32So I'm not really sure how this is going to go down.
21:34It could get ugly.
21:46Right now, I'm currently walking downtown Seattle
22:08at the pier.
22:11I've been living here for just about under a year,
22:15and I absolutely love it.
22:18Going on hikes, paddle boarding.
22:20I love all the lakes.
22:21I love all the greenery.
22:22I'm Liz.
22:23I'm 32.
22:24I'm from San Diego, California,
22:26but I currently live here in Washington.
22:29And, yeah, I just...
22:31I also love coffee,
22:32and there's many, many, many great coffee spots.
22:36My journey began when I met Ed.
22:39I want to ask Ed on a date
22:40so we can get to know each other.
22:42Yes.
22:43Ed was a regular Abbey restaurant,
22:45and after two months of him asking me out,
22:47I finally agreed to a date.
22:49Ed and I had a lot of issues.
22:52We worked through them,
22:53and in the end, I proposed.
22:55Will you marry me?
22:58Wow.
22:58Yes, I will marry you.
23:01Oh, my God!
23:02And then one month before our wedding,
23:06Ed called it off.
23:07I just...
23:09I want to be single.
23:11And then you'll find someone.
23:13You're going to be the best person of yourself,
23:15and it's not going to be with me.
23:18After Ed called off the wedding,
23:20I decided to focus on myself and my health.
23:22And that's when I met Jason.
23:26Jason and I met at a wedding club,
23:27and we were in several months of sun.
23:30After eight months of dating,
23:31Jason and I moved from San Diego to Washington State,
23:34and we got our first apartment together.
23:37We're home!
23:40Let's do it.
23:41All right.
23:42Shit.
23:42And I've been living here in Seattle since,
23:44but things did not turn out the way
23:46that I thought they would.
23:46I'm so happy to see you.
23:59I'm so happy to see you.
24:00Come in.
24:01What has been going on, girl?
24:04Girl.
24:04So much to talk about.
24:06So much to catch up on.
24:07Too much to catch up on.
24:10Sarah and I have been friends for a very long time,
24:12but since moving to Washington,
24:14and she lives here in Washington,
24:15we've become very, very, very close friends.
24:19I have not seen her in a couple weeks,
24:21so I have a lot to fill her in on.
24:24So tell me what's been going on.
24:26Hello.
24:27What else has been going on?
24:29Never go with Jay.
24:31Oh, my gosh.
24:32But you know what?
24:33It was just a rebound bounce back from freaking end.
24:38It is, when I look at it, a rebound,
24:40but at the end of the day,
24:41I feel that I was a rebound
24:43because given the situation
24:45of him having a hidden girlfriend.
24:49Like, he's in my center.
24:51He was still telling his ex he loved her.
24:54Wow.
24:55I have the screenshots between those two.
24:58A few months ago,
24:59Jason's ex-girlfriend reached out to me
25:01and told me that they were talking
25:02for the first couple months of our relationship.
25:05He was still saying, like,
25:06I love you.
25:07We can make this work.
25:08When I asked him about it,
25:10Jason told me that he was just still saying
25:12I love you to her
25:13because he didn't want to hurt her.
25:18But he ended up hurting me.
25:20I forgave him when he moved on
25:21because I talked to the ex
25:22and I talked to him
25:23and he never physically hooked up
25:24after he was with me.
25:26But you're still telling her that he loves her?
25:27Oh, hell no.
25:28I take accountability
25:29for holding on to the relationship
25:31and trying to make it work.
25:32I had just found out that...
25:35I found out I was sick.
25:47About six months ago,
25:49I found out some alarming news.
25:51I found out that I had stage one ovarian cancer.
25:56Finding out that I had cancer
25:57took a really big emotional toll on me
26:00and it wasn't easy.
26:02It wasn't easy telling my parents and family.
26:06Hearing the word cancer
26:07already associates the word death in my mind.
26:10But my biggest fear
26:11is not being there for my daughter.
26:15It makes me realize that life is too short
26:17and you have to surround your life
26:19with people that you love
26:20and who are going to uplift you.
26:23When I got, like, my first treatment,
26:25it's just more red flags came.
26:26Jay never asked, like, if I'm okay,
26:29how did my treatment go?
26:30None of that.
26:31Like, when I was sick and nauseous
26:33or vomiting by the toilet, like...
26:35The most I ever got
26:36was just, like, a water bottle,
26:38like, tossed into the bathroom.
26:40What the s***?
26:41He didn't make you a priority at all?
26:43No.
26:44Even though it's stage one cancer
26:46and I found it really early,
26:48I still had to go through chemotherapy treatment
26:50and it was not easy.
26:53I know Jason couldn't physically be with me
26:55because his job takes him out constantly,
26:58but to not at least be emotionally invested with me
27:01is kind of what broke me down the most.
27:03I thought he'd be there for me
27:05and he wasn't.
27:05Jay made me really feel like he loved me
27:10and wanted a future.
27:11I moved out here for you
27:12and all I wanted was, like, love and affection
27:14with cancer.
27:17The minute that that had happened,
27:19I was like, I have so much life
27:20and so much s*** love
27:22from someone that...
27:24He doesn't deserve that.
27:27When I broke up with Jason,
27:28I didn't realize that we signed a lease
27:30for 16 months and not 12 months,
27:32so I decided to stay put.
27:34Have you ever had to, like,
27:36coincide and live with an ex?
27:38Might have something.
27:40It's so uncomfortable.
27:42Jason and I live on opposite sides
27:43of the apartment
27:44and have opposite schedules,
27:45so we don't see each other often,
27:47which is a very, very good thing for me.
27:50So when is your lease up?
27:53So it's coming up
27:54and I definitely know
27:56that it's not going to be renewed.
27:58How do you really feel about Seattle?
28:01Do you like it out here?
28:02Does it feel like home?
28:03I love Seattle.
28:05I love it here.
28:06I think it's just a matter of, like,
28:07can I afford to be on my own?
28:10I had to give up my job
28:11because I was too sick to work some days.
28:14I really need a job
28:15that's going to be flexible to me
28:16and give me the time I need
28:18to mentally and physically recover
28:20from my sickness.
28:21And if I can't find a job
28:22that's going to accommodate my sickness,
28:24I'm going to have to move back to San Diego.
28:26And I really don't want to do that.
28:29You're not alone here?
28:30I know it might feel like it sometimes,
28:33but you're not.
28:47Hi.
28:48I'm Elizabeth.
28:49I have an appointment with Dr. Cassie.
28:51Okay.
28:51Yep.
28:51Today I have an appointment
28:53with a naturopathic doctor
28:54because I'm taking chemo pills
28:55and I absolutely hate the way
28:57that I feel with the medicine.
28:59Elizabeth?
28:59Yes.
28:59All right.
29:00Just right this way.
29:01I'm throwing up all the time.
29:03I can't keep food down.
29:04If I keep food down, I feel gross.
29:05I feel like I have memory loss.
29:07I just feel like everything
29:08I'm putting into my body
29:09is just slowly killing it.
29:13Hi.
29:13I'm Dr. Cassidy.
29:14Hi.
29:15Hi.
29:15Nice to meet you.
29:15Nice to meet you.
29:16I want to see if there's a doctor
29:18that can help me manage my symptoms
29:19from the chemo more naturally.
29:22What brings you in today?
29:23Okay, so a couple months ago
29:25I got diagnosed with stage one
29:27ovarian cancer.
29:29I started feeling a bunch of side effects
29:30because I was on a chemo pill.
29:33I have really sharp pains
29:34on my lower right abdomen.
29:37Sometimes the pains shoot up
29:38to like right here.
29:39Okay.
29:40I'm constantly throwing up.
29:42It's the nausea and the fatigue
29:44that are the absolute worst.
29:47Okay.
29:47So we're going to go ahead
29:48and take your vitals, okay?
29:49And then I'll kind of go over
29:51more of the treatment.
29:52Perfect.
29:54I hate being sick.
29:57Not only does the medicine
29:58take a toll on you
29:59but you're mentally drained.
30:01Finding out you're sick
30:02makes you want to prepare
30:03for the worst
30:03especially when you have children.
30:08So I would like at least
30:09some good news to the doctor
30:11of not feeling as sick
30:14throughout this journey.
30:15So I don't know.
30:19So have you been
30:20to a naturopath before?
30:21No, I haven't.
30:23I really just want to go
30:25as much natural as possible.
30:27Yeah.
30:28I'm just really scared
30:29to feel sick.
30:30Yeah.
30:30No, I completely understand.
30:32As far as chemo
30:34or radiation
30:35or any of that
30:36any side effects
30:36that you do have
30:37we could definitely support
30:38with IV therapy
30:40or with supplements
30:42or with supplements
30:42nutrition
30:42I would suggest
30:44like doing a high dose
30:45vitamin C IV
30:46a few times a week
30:47for at least four weeks.
30:49That would help.
30:50Ginger tea
30:51or peppermint tea
30:52is really good for nausea.
30:53And then tumor
30:54would help
30:54getting your body
30:55back into like
30:56feeling normal
30:57and everything.
31:01Oh gosh
31:02it's like
31:02it feels good to know
31:04that I don't
31:04really have to worry
31:05anymore.
31:07Knowing that the doctor
31:08can help me
31:09with the side effects
31:10of my medication
31:10I feel a sense
31:12of relief.
31:14I still have
31:15a rough road
31:16ahead of me
31:16but I feel like
31:17I'm starting
31:18to get my life back.
31:19I'll be here
31:20with you
31:21through the journey
31:21and I understand
31:22that it's hard.
31:25Yeah.
31:38So you're telling me
31:39you're really wanting
31:41to have this
31:44for a very long time.
31:45I will not speak
31:47on things
31:48that like
31:48I can't see the future.
31:50Well you want me
31:50to move in
31:51so I kind of need
31:52to know
31:52if you just want
31:53this a little while
31:54or if you're looking
31:55for something
31:56more long term.
31:58Are you telling me
31:59that I'm raising
32:00red flags?
32:02Yes.
32:04I'm Chantel
32:05and I just asked
32:06my girlfriend Ashley
32:07to move in with me
32:08and I'm a little
32:09worried because
32:10she didn't give me
32:11an answer right away.
32:14How's that a red flag?
32:16I mean because
32:17you've never been
32:18with women before
32:18being with you
32:21I just didn't want
32:22to be a casualty.
32:24A casualty?
32:26What do you mean
32:27by that?
32:27So I really
32:33was really concerned
32:35about being with you
32:37on that level
32:39because what if
32:40you just wanted
32:41to have sex?
32:42You know what if
32:42you just wanted me
32:43for fun
32:43and then be like
32:44all right bye.
32:47I've been a few
32:48other women's first
32:49and it didn't turn
32:50out that great
32:51they typically
32:52use me
32:53like some type
32:54of experiment
32:54and then they
32:55would go back
32:55to being with men
32:56so I just really
32:58want to know
32:58that Chantel
32:59is really committed
33:00to me.
33:02Well I want you
33:04for you
33:06I want you
33:06for more than fun
33:07I want to wake
33:10up with you
33:10and go to bed
33:11with you
33:11I'm not just
33:13playing with
33:14your heart
33:15I love you
33:18I love you too
33:21Okay baby
33:25What the hell
33:27I'll move in
33:28Yay
33:29Baby
33:31As soon as we
33:35get back
33:35we'll go get
33:37your stuff
33:37in Alabama
33:38I will start
33:39moving things
33:40Okay
33:43Cheers to you
33:45moving in
33:45Cheers to moving in
33:48So today
34:00Ashley is moving
34:01in
34:02finally
34:03Chloe are you ready
34:04for your new
34:04roommates?
34:06Are you ready?
34:06Oh
34:09I think she's
34:10at the door
34:11Baby
34:14Hi baby
34:16I hope that there's
34:21enough room
34:21for all of this
34:22stuff
34:23I hope so too
34:23because I kind of
34:24have more
34:24in the baby
34:25Oh my god
34:26In my heart
34:27In my heart
34:27I know that this
34:29is the right thing
34:30but I'm worried
34:32because the last
34:33time I felt this
34:34way about someone
34:35it ended horribly
34:36for me
34:37These are so cute
34:39baby
34:40Why do they have
34:44a penis place?
34:45Ashley are you
34:46packing?
34:47Yeah
34:48Please
34:50But it's happening
34:52Ashley's moving in
34:54and I just have to
34:55hope that this
34:55will all work out
34:56Wait a second
34:58What is that?
34:59What?
35:00Is that video game
35:01equipment?
35:03I'm concerned
35:04About what?
35:05That all you're
35:06going to do
35:06is want to play
35:07video games
35:0724-7
35:08and not show
35:09me any attention
35:10or affection
35:11In my previous
35:13relationship
35:14it was a big issue
35:16I feel like
35:17when people
35:19play video games
35:21they tend to
35:22ignore their
35:22partners
35:23Pedro
35:25Goodbye
35:26Pedro
35:27Can you hear me?
35:33I'm not going to
35:34love video games
35:35more than all of you
35:35Are you sure?
35:36Yeah
35:36I'm glad
35:42that you brought
35:43your backpack
35:43Oh
35:44you remember
35:45what's in here?
35:46I got some
35:46new stuff in there
35:47now
35:47Really?
35:49Yeah
35:49You want to
35:51take a little
35:51peek in there
35:52In your bag
35:52of tricks?
35:53Yeah
35:54You want to
35:57explore this
35:59bag of tricks
35:59right now?
36:01Right now?
36:02Right now?
36:03How about it?
36:04Ooh
36:04Bella and Chloe
36:06Bye
36:06I think I like
36:08that
36:08Get out
36:12Go
36:13My name is Sophie
36:32and today
36:33I'm preparing
36:33to tell my ex
36:34Rob
36:34that I'm
36:35moving back
36:36to LA
36:36and that I've
36:37officially filed
36:38for divorce
36:38and that I'll
36:39see you next time
36:40and the next time
36:40is
36:41to
36:46go
36:47to
36:48what's up?
36:49How are you?
36:50I'm good, how are you?
36:53I brought some of you
36:56stuff with me
36:58Oh, is that mine?
37:02Yeah, I don't use
37:03like half of this stuff
37:04I don't use
37:04I won't use any of it.
37:07Thank you for not growing it.
37:10I got you a coffee.
37:13Are you cold?
37:15Are you cold?
37:17Yeah.
37:19What's your cold jacket?
37:22You're an offering.
37:29Oh, this is a nice jacket.
37:34Yes.
37:36She does look good, but I'm trying not to look at her
37:39because she doesn't deserve for me to be lusting over her,
37:43and I got to be strong and not fold to some nice ass and .
37:51So why are you doing that?
37:54Well, I'm actually moving back to, like,
37:59and I'm not here to, like, look at what else.
38:04It's kind of messed up.
38:10I mean, you haven't talked to me about it.
38:13It's because you haven't spoke.
38:16I mean, why do you think that is?
38:20I told everybody I'm gay.
38:24I did not say that.
38:26You said it on TV and I got everybody talking to me about it.
38:30I'm not talking about a teller.
38:31I didn't talk about a teller.
38:32That plays into how I feel about it.
38:35Rob's not gay.
38:36Rob's not gay.
38:37Rob's not gay.
38:38You're not gay.
38:39Straight.
38:40Straight.
38:41Straight.
38:42Straight.
38:43And that's very condescending as if I'm supposed to...
38:45Straight like a ruler.
38:46As if I'm supposed to, like...
38:47Straighter than a ruler.
38:48That's very sarcastic and condescending.
38:49Straight like the one...
38:50It bothers me that you would do that.
38:52Straight like the horizon.
38:53It really bothers me that you would do that.
38:54Straight.
38:56For the record, I did not say that Rob is gay.
38:59I said he's for money.
39:02So there's a difference.
39:04And it's really frustrating that Rob wants to blame the state of our relationship than
39:09it is now on the tell-all and not on the fact that he's just treated me terribly
39:14throughout our whole relationship.
39:17You don't care that you treat me like a .
39:19That is debatable.
39:20Because we went back and forth.
39:21It's debatable.
39:22Sophie, you not...
39:23It's debatable.
39:24You thinking I'm being so mean because I asked you to be helpful and be a partner.
39:28So you call me worthless, call me useless...
39:30Sad.
39:31Sad.
39:32I've never said that.
39:33You call me broke.
39:34You said that I don't try and I don't care about you.
39:35I cried every day because of you.
39:36And it's not debatable.
39:37I cried every single day.
39:38It's not even worth it to argue anymore.
39:39We just talk in circles.
39:40I really just want this to be done.
39:41I'm ready to get the divorce moving forward.
39:42And I hope that you are okay with that.
39:46Well, I've already filed it, so...
39:47I went to the court in Austin and I filed for divorce.
39:48You've already filed it, so...
39:49I'm ready to get the divorce.
39:50I'm ready to get the divorce moving forward.
39:51And I hope that you are okay with that.
39:52Well, I've already filed it, so...
39:53I went to the court in Austin and I filed for divorce.
39:59You've already filed it, so...
40:00I'm ready to get the divorce.
40:01I'm ready to get the divorce.
40:03I went to the court in Austin, and then I filed for a divorce.
40:11You already filed it.
40:17So yeah, after the divorce is finalized,
40:20we should probably just not be any of those lives anymore.
40:24Yeah, I think that's probably better.
40:26I don't think it would be good for each other.
40:27I think we've tried not enough.
40:29She has spread so many crazy lies about me,
40:34but yet she still paints me as the villain, as the bad guy, as the mean person.
40:39So it's good to cut ties with her so I can move on with my life
40:42and hopefully find love somewhere else.
40:44You want to call your Uber and I'll help you get your stuff?
40:54It's finally done.
40:55I'm here with my stuff, waiting on my Uber.
40:59I think it's the best, because clearly, we don't get along.
41:03Even if it's like briefly, it never lasts.
41:05And I think we just have too much trauma in.
41:07So I think now I can actually fully try today,
41:11because I'm closing this chapter, and I'm ready to just live my life now.
41:25We're in.
41:26Let's go.
41:27Why are you going to show it here?
41:28Stop the war.
41:29Stop the war.
41:30Hands up.
41:31We are leaving.
41:32Our team is the best.
41:34There he is.
41:35Wow.
41:36Man of the hour.
41:37New job.
41:38Oh.
41:39Yay.
41:40I'm embarrassed to tell you guys this.
41:43What?
41:44You have to have sex.
41:45Every day.
41:46Oh, my God.
41:47Every time we don't have sex, we always think that I am cheating on you.
41:54Instead of sex being a connection or something fun, now it's a task for us.
41:59He's going to ruin your marriage.
42:02So I was looking for doing my nose.
42:05Okay.
42:06I heard many times in my life that I'm not beautiful enough because I look like a witch because of the shaved nose.
42:13I'm going to take away a little bit of the rounding here.
42:16But what if operation goes wrong?
42:18What if I don't wake up?
42:20I'm honestly nervous.
42:21My nose turned out to a nightmare.
42:24Scarlett, come here, mama.
42:27Come here.
42:28Come on.
42:29No, she doesn't have to.
42:30She's going to try.
42:31She doesn't have to come back.
42:32It's okay, sissy.
42:33You can play in there.
42:34This is what I'm always saying.
42:36It's like you always keep against whatever I'm saying.
42:38She doesn't want to eat.
42:39She's tired.
42:40Honey.
42:41Phoebe and I have very different parenting styles.
42:44So we definitely butt heads.
42:46You always let them run around.
42:48Where do they run around?
42:49You don't know?
42:54Let them run around.
42:55Why do you
43:07get this new that is joyful?
43:09Go beyond this part!
43:11You don't necessarily have a great advantage.
43:13You just let them know.
43:16I never thought one day.
43:19Loose speak for you.
43:21See you.
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