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Baylen Out Loud - Season 2 Episode 12- Ticcing in a British Accent
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00:00It's an accent, a bottle of water, or something like that.
00:05A bottle of water.
00:06A bottle of water.
00:08That's solid.
00:09Valid.
00:10That's valid.
00:11That's valid.
00:14All right, here we go, guys.
00:16Oh, wow.
00:17We have a meeting with our wedding planners at a flower shop to talk about our budget.
00:22I think we have a decision to make, adjust our expectations, or we could increase the budget.
00:28No bride or groom wants to be told that their wedding expectations are too much or too big.
00:34I think we should maybe ask my parents for some help.
00:38I wouldn't mind, but I don't want to ask them for any kind of money.
00:43Hmm.
00:44Going to the UK to try the new Pulse device is a must, so we're going to pay for you to go.
00:50Oh, my God, really?
00:52Yeah.
00:53Thank you so much.
00:54We're going to go with you and bring Sven, Vic, and Vector.
00:58We're going to London.
01:00The rideshare is going to be here.
01:02What age can you get a tattoo in London?
01:05What is it?
01:06Oh, yeah, 18.
01:07This is going to be epic.
01:08Come here, Uncle Man.
01:10We'll be right there.
01:11Hopefully.
01:12We'll come back.
01:15Babe, I don't need any more anxiety.
01:17You're supposed to be telling me that we're going to be fine.
01:19Hopefully, we're going to be fine.
01:21I have always had anxiety about flying because your life is in someone else's hands.
01:27And that is my absolute least favorite thing.
01:36I'm extremely concerned for Colin.
01:38It's definitely worrisome to watch anybody go through that and to know that they're sitting with my daughter.
01:43It's going to be a long eight hours on that airplane.
01:45Baylin took her meds.
02:01She's knocked out.
02:03I am not relaxed enough to be able to fall asleep like that.
02:07I just don't understand how people can fly over an ocean and be like, oh, yeah, I'm perfectly fine.
02:14I'm just going to take a nap now.
02:19If there was a way that I could drive to the UK, I would.
02:27Thank you, Kevin.
02:28Can you please take your seats for dancing?
02:39That's right.
02:44We're almost to London, and it's a great feeling to be back overland.
02:49I would say that I'm just ready to get off this plane.
02:53My legs have been in the same position for like seven hours.
02:56But I'm so excited to finally be in London.
03:01Our first international flight.
03:04Yeah.
03:05This is our first international flight together.
03:07And Colin is usually the one to help my anxiety or make it better.
03:11But with flying in this case.
03:13Did we lose a wheeler?
03:17Like, what's going on?
03:19It's not making it any better.
03:22Sorry about that.
03:28We're on the ground.
03:29Well, a very warm welcome to London Heathrow Terminal 5.
03:32The local time is just approaching quarter to 11 in the morning.
03:36Thank you, dude.
03:37Feet on the ground.
03:41It feels so nice to finally land in London.
03:44Right now, it's just thoughts in our head of all the change London can bring to us.
03:50The reason why we're coming to London is for New Pulse.
03:54This device that is not available in the U.S. yet.
03:57However, we're here in hopes that in the future it can bring me relief and help my tics.
04:03Toilets?
04:04They don't label it bathroom.
04:05They label it toilets.
04:06Hello.
04:07Hello.
04:08Hello.
04:09Hello.
04:10My tics are definitely escalating as we navigate through the airport because everything is new
04:19and unknown and we're in literally a brand new place we've never been before.
04:24Wankers.
04:25I'm nervous that I might say something offensive because I'm already ticking in a British accent.
04:30Dick.
04:31Community dick.
04:32I'm pregnant and I'm breastfeeding.
04:35Back in my day.
04:36Shut the fuck up.
04:38Thankfully, we got through customs without any issues, but Balen's tics are ramping up.
04:43It'd be good to get to the rental house ASAP.
04:47We booked a rental flat as opposed to a hotel because we all wanted to be together.
04:51We wanted to share the experience.
04:53To get to the rental house, it's a little bit stressful, but get ready London because here
04:58we come.
04:59Here we come.
05:00Let's go.
05:01Let's go.
05:03Let's go.
05:04Let's go.
05:05Oh, let's go.
05:07Let's go.
05:09We can't take this place.
05:12Go.
05:13Hold on.
05:15Hold on.
05:16Press open Beckner.
05:17You've got to press o-press open.
05:19Keep going.
05:20Keep pressing it.
05:21Keep pressing it.
05:22Keep pressing it.
05:23Mom what do you think I'm doing?
05:25As soon as we step foot in London, the cluelessness hits.
05:29I was airport ready, not London ready.
05:32I don't even know what that means.
05:34So how long are we on this for?
05:36Three hours.
05:38Are we really?
05:39No.
05:40I just know that we're going to like padding pattern.
05:42I'm so excited to get to the rental house.
05:44The only thing that's stopping us is about 6,000 trains to get there.
05:48However, I have no idea the type of living that UKans, England people, I have no idea what
05:58a UK house looks like.
05:59This is our first time doing this, we have no idea what we're doing.
06:10We have to walk up.
06:12Oh, now we gotta go down.
06:14Sick.
06:18Let's just make it to the rental place.
06:36Their sidewalks here are pretty skinny.
06:38Look at the double-decker.
06:40Oh, yeah.
06:41Oh, my God, look at their license plates.
06:42Look at that.
06:43Look at that taxi, Baylen.
06:46Tight-ass Tuesday.
06:47Motherfucker.
06:48Woo-hoo, woo-hoo, woo-hoo.
06:50Just sold to Joe Biden.
06:53I need this travel to end, like, now.
06:55It feels like it's taken us just as long to get to this rental house as it has to fly
07:00over the Atlantic Ocean.
07:02Who's excited to be here?
07:04Woo!
07:06Okay.
07:08Who's ready to nap?
07:10Praise the Lord.
07:11We are here.
07:12Why is there a doorknob in the middle?
07:14Did you just lock it?
07:15Oh, what are we doing?
07:16Guys, I got this.
07:17Why is there going up at the...
07:18I swear I got this.
07:20You know, it's okay.
07:20We're locked out.
07:21Maybe everything's backwards and upside down in London.
07:24After a long day of travel, we made it all the way here.
07:28Thousands of miles of traveling.
07:30Get all the way here.
07:31Can't get in the house.
07:34Is there a secret room?
07:36You have to unlock both of them.
07:38Push or something.
07:39Oh, sweet.
07:41We're here.
07:43Yay.
07:48There's a piano.
07:50Maybe throw your stuff down until we figure out, like, who's in what room.
07:56Take a dick, bitch.
07:59Hold up.
08:00They have their microwave in the pantry.
08:03Yeah, that's so cool.
08:04That is so weird.
08:06Oh, my God.
08:07This is kind of cool.
08:09Hell, yeah.
08:10This house is very scenic, bodacious, beautiful, gorgeous, scenic.
08:15Twice.
08:16Did anything about the house feel different when you walked in that?
08:18Stairs.
08:18It's small.
08:19It feels like it's small.
08:21It's small, but it just goes straight up.
08:23And it feels antique.
08:24Like, everything's left in, like, the 1900s or something.
08:27Yeah.
08:28Are you tired?
08:29Yeah.
08:30So, I think what's important right now is we kind of, like, pick out rooms and stuff.
08:36Find a space and relax.
08:38We have a lot of stuff packed up to do tomorrow.
08:41What are we doing tomorrow?
08:42We're going on a double-decker bus tour.
08:46Sweet.
08:46Yes.
08:47Isn't that the one with, like, bowling on the top?
08:50No.
08:50You're funny.
08:51Bowling.
08:51Bowling.
08:52What time do we have to do that?
08:54We'll figure it all out.
08:55Suck dick.
08:55Like, everybody needs to get a good night's sleep.
08:58So, I'll start now.
09:00I'll start now.
09:02Have you ever experienced jet lag before?
09:05Um, I definitely have experienced jet lag, but not on...
09:09I'm sorry.
09:11Just think of a flight.
09:12How the fuck have you experienced jet lag when you've never flown across the country before?
09:16So, Florida.
09:18Florida's the same time.
09:19No.
09:20Well, I...
09:21All right, next question.
09:24You're going to crash there, bae?
09:25Yeah.
09:26Colin's sleeping upstairs in the twin with me, ma.
09:28Okay, yeah.
09:37Cheese and onion?
09:38That sounds absolutely fucking disgusting.
09:42Tangy cheese.
09:44Ew, even disgusting-er.
09:45I've definitely never seen these flavors before.
09:50Prawn cocktail?
09:53You know, I don't think those are going to touch my taste buds at all this trip.
09:57What the hell of this invention?
10:05That doesn't look good.
10:07The charging ports are just crazy.
10:09It's like the sideways dot in the middle.
10:13I'm just failing at life today.
10:15How do people in England charge their phones?
10:17I'm going to fall off the bed.
10:22My feet are going to hang off.
10:26All right.
10:27Well, we got the travel to London done.
10:30Check.
10:31It's good.
10:32Hey, hey!
10:36We love you!
10:39In the air!
10:42That is all me!
10:44That is all me!
10:46Smells good.
10:47All wetty.
10:50It's so much different from the U.S.
10:52Like, even though we haven't even, like, wandered yet,
10:54like, everything is still so much different, it feels like.
10:57Yeah.
10:58It's an adventure.
10:59Our first overnight stay in London was pretty uneventful.
11:03Everyone seemingly passed out pretty quick.
11:06And the rental came stuck with the basics,
11:08so we're having bacon and eggs this morning.
11:10I don't understand.
11:11Like, if you use that to make you, like, less dizzy on the plane,
11:14why do you still have it on right now?
11:16The last three days, if I take it off and we go on some kind of bus ride
11:20or other trip or something else.
11:22What are you doing today?
11:23So that's why...
11:23I think so I'm leaving it on for the full amount of time.
11:26Okay.
11:27Baylin's new pulse appointment is in two days,
11:30so we have time to settle in, do some touristy things,
11:34and kind of just get to know London.
11:36And today we're going on a double-decker bus tour.
11:39What are you excited to do today?
11:41I don't know.
11:42You don't know?
11:44Come on!
11:44Hello, London!
11:46I thought there was going to be, like, skyscrapers
11:48and tall, huge, like, apartments or whatever.
11:52And I didn't really see that
11:53because we're, like, on the outskirts
11:55and we're in the, like, north-south or northeast or whatever.
11:59And it's definitely north-south.
12:02Holy shit.
12:03Oh, what are you guys making?
12:08You guys got three plates out?
12:10Morning.
12:10Morning.
12:11You're all ready.
12:12Yep, I'm ready to go.
12:13Want some eggs?
12:14Mm-mm.
12:15Why are they yellow?
12:16Because they're not in America,
12:17where we put hormones and everything in our food.
12:20Oh, my God.
12:20That's not it at all.
12:21Yes, it is.
12:22Here we go.
12:23I'm so happy to be here.
12:26We're in literally London.
12:28I'm going to just pretend that I'm not jet-lagged.
12:31I'm good.
12:33We're good.
12:34We're great.
12:36Are you getting excited for the New Pulse meeting?
12:40Yeah, that's what I'm pretty much most excited about.
12:43I'm excited for the bus today.
12:45Yeah.
12:45But I'm excited to see kind of what the device does
12:49and how it works and more information on it.
12:52New Pulse could be life-changing.
12:56If this device works, it could help me for 10 minutes,
12:59it could help me for an hour,
13:00it could help me going to the grocery store,
13:01or it could help me go to a foreign country.
13:04It could just make my world flip.
13:08I'd love to go to a movie theater for the first time.
13:10Oh, that'd be so fun.
13:12Something like that, right?
13:13Yeah.
13:13Like, if it helps me 5%, if it helps me no percent,
13:17there's still a reason why we came here,
13:19and it's just going on and finding the next best thing.
13:22This is still going to be an amazing adventure.
13:25Yeah.
13:26I'm excited.
13:27I have no idea what even downtown London looks like.
13:30Me neither.
13:31Tell Colin he can stand there
13:32with the guy with the buffalo head.
13:34Colin wants to meet the king, okay?
13:36I had to break the news to him
13:37that that probably won't fucking happen.
13:39Why am I learning all these weird things about Colin?
13:41He wants to meet the king.
13:42He's riding it on a horse.
13:44On the wedding?
13:44Mm-hmm.
13:45And then she can get lessons from the king to ride the horse.
13:47That sounds fantastic.
13:50Okay.
13:52What did the wedding planner have to say about Colin and his horse?
13:56Oh, God.
13:59I don't even know.
14:01Colin and I met up with the wedding planner,
14:03and she basically told us that we spent too much money on our venue,
14:08which is putting a huge squeeze on the rest of the budget.
14:11Hi, kids.
14:13You guys can pick a plate.
14:14All right.
14:14I'm going to go on with those bacons.
14:16Collins.
14:17Oh.
14:17Oh, so.
14:18Sometime on this trip, me and Colin need to talk to my parents
14:21about the struggles we're having with wedding.
14:24Okay, I'm not trying to rush anybody,
14:26but we do have to make sure that we get out of here for the bus.
14:30I am not even...
14:30Really soon.
14:31Let's get scooting, because I don't want to be late.
14:33Okay.
14:33Sweet.
14:35Do I want to have the conversation on a double-decker bus?
14:38No.
14:40But our wedding is only nine months away,
14:42and the clock is ticking to figure it all out.
14:45Fucking bitches.
14:46Fuck bitches get money.
14:56Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the London Hop On, Hop Off bus tour.
15:00Next stop, Piccadilly Circus.
15:02Pick a dick, bitch.
15:04The tour and the tour guide are awesome,
15:06but I can definitely feel balance takes escalating
15:09the longer that we're on this bus tour.
15:11We'll have to go break it down.
15:33I'm excited for all the history that we're on.
15:35There it is.
15:36I love it.
15:37It's original.
15:38It almost looks like an old fire truck at the front.
15:41It's so charming.
15:44I'm so excited to go see the sights of London today.
15:47We're going on a bus tour,
15:48but I'm just a little bit nervous
15:50with how my tics will be.
15:53Ooh-hoo, ooh-hoo-hoo.
15:55Eat a bag of tics.
15:59Motherfucker.
15:59Hey, man, how's it going?
16:03Russell.
16:03Nice to meet you.
16:04My name's Sven.
16:04Sven, lovely to meet you, too.
16:05Please sit there.
16:06Sir, what's your name?
16:07Beckner.
16:08Beckner.
16:08Grand.
16:09Nice one.
16:09Take a seat, please.
16:11Lovely to meet you.
16:13Of course the tour guide is bald.
16:16I just can't catch a break.
16:18What break's catched?
16:19Madam.
16:20You're bald, sir.
16:20Lovely to meet you, sir.
16:21Welcome to London.
16:23I made it all of five seconds.
16:25Five seconds.
16:27Ladies and gentlemen,
16:29welcome to the London Hop On, Hop Off bus tour.
16:32The only tour that's a mix of history, comedy,
16:35and loads of traffic.
16:36Hopefully not.
16:37So, here we go.
16:38On your left-hand side,
16:40we have good old Father Thames,
16:43London's largest body of water
16:45and also claims to fame
16:47for being a river and biohazard at the same time.
16:49Quick little fact.
16:50If you fall in,
16:51we're not going to fetch you out.
16:53You'll become part of this historical tour.
16:55And right next to it,
16:56you can see the magnificent London Eye.
16:59You're bald.
17:00There are 32 capsules.
17:02Each capsule holds 25 people,
17:04so 800 people capacity.
17:06There are so many stimulants
17:08on this bus tour for my tics.
17:10It goes around at 26 centimeters per second
17:13to allow people to get on and off.
17:15I'm using every seabit technique,
17:17whispering my tics
17:18or trying to make them as quiet as possible.
17:21so that my urge can still be let out,
17:23but I'm not distracting
17:24or hurting anyone's feelings.
17:28Okay, here we go.
17:29Next stop, Piccadilly Circus.
17:31Pick a dick, bitch.
17:32Hit it, driver.
17:34Hit it, bitch.
17:39Park plot to that dick.
17:40Park that dick.
17:41Oh, Big Ben, now.
17:45Big Ben.
17:46Big Ben is actually in the name of the bell,
17:49not the building.
17:50The bell weighs 13.7 tons.
17:53And like my ex-missus,
17:54it kicks off once in a hour
17:56and expects to be listened to by everyone.
17:58Learning line, are you having fun?
18:02You know, I wasn't really paying attention.
18:04I was just trying to grab branches off the tree,
18:06but I'm learning a little bit.
18:09You saw Big Ben.
18:11Yeah.
18:11Mm-hmm.
18:12How long have you guys been in London for?
18:15A day.
18:16A day?
18:16Yeah.
18:17Enjoying?
18:18Is it your first time in London?
18:20Yes.
18:20Yeah?
18:20Yeah?
18:21Enjoying it?
18:22Mm-hmm.
18:22What food have you tasted so far?
18:25Have you had pie match and liquor?
18:26None.
18:27None?
18:27I hope.
18:29It's 15.
18:30Okay, you start having a...
18:31No liquor, yeah.
18:32Liquor, actually, liquor is the term for a sauce
18:35we put on the pie, yeah.
18:37I can't remember.
18:38Yeah, as opposed to...
18:38Yeah, because you call liquor booze in the States.
18:41Yeah, a little booze on the bobby.
18:43What's a bobby?
18:44I don't know.
18:45So if you go in and ask for pie match and liquor,
18:48you're not going to get drunk on it.
18:51What's on the list of to-dos?
18:52Any major things you want to see?
18:54He wants to meet King Charles.
18:58Yeah.
18:59Well, yeah, okay.
19:00I mean, later on, if the flag's flying high,
19:03you know he's at home,
19:04maybe go and have a knock on the front door.
19:05Yeah.
19:06Give it a whirl.
19:07Yeah.
19:07Why are you so obsessed with meeting the king?
19:10Name another king in the world.
19:12He's got to be the only king in the world.
19:13No, there's more kings.
19:15Where?
19:16There's, like, the prince of Greece
19:17and, like, the prince of all these other...
19:19That's princes.
19:19Yes, but they obviously have fathers.
19:22I just want to have dinner with a king.
19:24I have a question.
19:25Go on.
19:26Why don't they carry ranch in the UK?
19:29Ranch?
19:29What's ranch?
19:31Wait, you don't know what ranch is?
19:32No.
19:33It's a condiment.
19:34No way.
19:35Yes.
19:36Is it, like, is it liquidy?
19:38Is it dry?
19:39It's a dressing.
19:40It's a liquidy dressing.
19:41I'm so disappointed I don't have ranch on me right now
19:44or else his world would be changed.
19:48Oof.
19:48Mind-changing.
19:50Suck on donkey balls, bitch.
19:52Unfortunately, this one isn't.
19:54It's in the ground of, um...
19:56Not the Algebraist of a Canterbury.
19:57Take a dick, bitch.
19:58I should know this off the top of my head.
19:59Hello.
20:00Hello.
20:01Hello.
20:02Good day there, governor.
20:04The tour and the tour guide are awesome,
20:07but I can definitely feel Balen's tics escalating
20:10the longer they were on this bus tour.
20:12This is a lot of simulation for someone with Tourette's.
20:15Fantastic.
20:17Fantastic dick.
20:18I really hurt my hand.
20:22It's going to be bruised tomorrow.
20:23Yeah.
20:24Yeah, it kind of hurt my pinky.
20:25I'm sorry.
20:26You've been to any games.
20:28So I hurt my hand by chopping the metal thing
20:30in front of the seat.
20:32My tics are escalating on the bus
20:34because I'm able to see and look out
20:37and yell at people.
20:38Fuck you, bitch.
20:39I beg your pardon, sir.
20:40And then the other one is because the bus is filled.
20:43Ah!
20:45Oh, I really needed to let that out.
20:47Ah!
20:49Ah!
20:50And then it's a new place, new time, new environment.
20:54I'm stressed and overstimulated.
20:56So we'll be coming past the grounds,
20:58the rear of Buckingham Palace,
21:00the Queen's Garden or His Majesty's Garden now.
21:03Yeah.
21:04So if the flag's up, as I say,
21:05it means he's in residence.
21:07If it's halfway down and upside down,
21:10have a mild panic because I don't know what it means.
21:12Fucking bitch.
21:12And I look, it's on all phones.
21:14Is that what it is?
21:15Is it red right here?
21:16Yeah.
21:16That's wild.
21:17What are you doing?
21:18Beat myself.
21:19Yeah.
21:19It hurts really bad.
21:20Punch me.
21:22Don't punch yourself.
21:24Anytime her tics become pretty overwhelming,
21:26I tell her to just let me know
21:29because she gets the urge.
21:30So just to let me know before she does it
21:32and I can put my arm there
21:33and she can hit my arm versus hurting herself.
21:36So yeah, this is Buckingham Palace to the right
21:39or the gardens of Buckingham Palace
21:40and we'll go past that later on.
21:45This is more bruised than my hand.
21:47This hurts a lot, honestly.
21:49So I'm going to need some ice on that when we get back.
21:55Yeah, so this is Westminster Abbey.
21:58Now further down here, you'll see there's another church
22:01and it actually looks like a mosque,
22:03but it's a Byzantinian church.
22:05And inside, when you go inside, it's only being decorated.
22:09I can definitely see that the tics are escalating
22:11and I think what makes me uncomfortable
22:13is that I'm seeing some self-destructive kind of tics
22:17and I haven't seen those in a while.
22:19This is exactly why we wanted to come to London
22:21and try the new Pulse device.
22:23If this device works,
22:26these moments could be so much more enjoyable for Balin.
22:29Why do you not let me know?
22:30It's never been finished.
22:32Why? I do not know.
22:34I mean, obviously you couldn't afford to pay the payments.
22:37This tour guide is super fun
22:39and I want to see all of London,
22:40but my tics are too bad and this is just too much.
22:44Right now, I just feel like I need to get off this bus
22:46as soon as possible.
22:49Colin.
22:49I watched one and a mate of mine said,
23:17come on, I'm going to go to a game, yeah?
23:19My word, I couldn't believe it.
23:21We got there at 9 o'clock in the morning.
23:23There were barbecues going, all sorts of things.
23:25My tics have not been this bad in a really long time,
23:28and I'm just really thankful that the bus tour is almost over.
23:33This is Horsbury Road, so we've come around in a massive circle.
23:36Shut up, bitch.
23:38You're winning.
23:41OK, ladies and gentlemen, don't get out the tissues,
23:44but this is the end of the tour.
23:47It's been lovely to have you all aboard.
23:50Balen was a little bit on fire with her tics.
23:53She's self-harming.
23:54Like, those are the tics that beat her down.
23:59But we're so proud that she pushed through and finished the bus tour.
24:04Like, there's always a balance that's occurring
24:06between making sure the whole family's OK,
24:09but also making sure that Balen has what she needs to be OK.
24:12Russell knocked it out of the park.
24:16Russell was super cool.
24:17Yeah, he's awesome.
24:18That tour guy was amazing.
24:20The tour was amazing.
24:21Do you guys want to do anything else before we head back to the house?
24:23Me and Cone are going to go to the Big Ben and take pictures.
24:26We're going to walk over here.
24:27Have fun.
24:28Let's just catch up in a few.
24:29We plan on doing more sightseeing today,
24:31but today has been a lot for me already.
24:35It got cold all of a sudden.
24:36Look how pretty Big Ben is, though.
24:38Yeah.
24:39So I would rather just get my picture with Big Ben here
24:42and go back to our rental
24:44and have a relaxing, peaceful night.
24:48Well, that was a lot of fun.
24:50Anybody tired?
24:51Oh, my God, he's breaking a little.
24:52What do you guys want to do now?
24:53Why don't we go grab some ice cream?
24:54I'll go, guys.
24:55I'll go.
24:56I don't want ice cream.
24:57They probably do.
24:58I'll go.
24:58OK, come on.
24:59Let's go.
24:59We're going to grab some ice cream.
25:01All right, we'll just meet you over there, then.
25:02OK, perfect.
25:03We'll wait for Balen and Colin.
25:05Perfect.
25:05I know they're doing their thing.
25:07Oh, my God.
25:08All right.
25:09That's exciting.
25:11It's so helpful to have my mom, Candy,
25:15here to help with the boys.
25:16Yeah, especially since our day's already been an adventure.
25:20And with how intense Bay's ticks have been today,
25:23we really haven't had a chance to check in with each other.
25:27Yep.
25:30Dick!
25:33My ticks were absolutely terrible.
25:37My collarbone hurts.
25:38My neck hurts.
25:39My head hurts.
25:41My knees hurt.
25:42So it's been a day.
25:45What's crazy is that we haven't seen her do, like, the hitting thing in forever.
25:49Well, it is concerning.
25:50I mean, it's not like she's with strangers.
25:52She's with us.
25:53Like, if she was by herself, would that be ten times worse, a hundred times worse?
25:59I know.
26:00And it's like she can't help it.
26:01Because Colin kept saying to her, just hit me instead.
26:03Hit me.
26:04But she's like, I can't.
26:05I think it actually caught her off guard.
26:06Because I don't think, because her knowing that we're going on a bus, right?
26:11So she thinks she's separated from a crowd, when really you're not, because you're seeing
26:15all this stimulation around you, so your body is still being hyper-aware.
26:20That's just overwhelming for her.
26:22There's no quick shot to fix it, but your mind still takes you back to this hope of the new pulse.
26:28I'm so hopeful that this device is going to help Valen that I've almost willed myself to believe it.
26:34As a parent, I'm just hoping that this device gives her some relief and gives her some hope
26:44that there is something better to look forward to, because she needs it.
26:51But other than my tics on the tour, the tour was really, really cool.
26:59The tour guide was awesome.
27:01Didn't say anything about my tics.
27:03Yeah.
27:04Like, it was just super, super cool to be, like, with somebody that doesn't care, but also is as funny and amazing as he was.
27:12Yeah.
27:13He was very funny.
27:14You're bald.
27:17You're bald.
27:19You're bald.
27:20But to be able to see all of the history about the city, which is just amazing.
27:25Like, this city is just crazy.
27:27Like, it really is.
27:28The architecture.
27:29The people.
27:30But, uh, you getting on that thing?
27:33The eye?
27:34Yeah.
27:35Absolutely not.
27:37Okay.
27:39But speaking of, like, tourist things and, like, things to do, we still need to, uh, talk to my parents.
27:46About the wedding?
27:47Yeah.
27:48It's just important that we do it sooner.
27:49Then later.
27:51Dick down in Dallas.
27:53You're not my meemaw.
27:55Do I think that right now is the right time to talk to them?
28:01No.
28:02It's been a really long day.
28:04So.
28:05It has.
28:05And I agree with you.
28:06It doesn't need to be today.
28:07We have very limited one-on-one time with my parents on this trip because it's hard to get my parents away from the rest of the group.
28:15So, I'm honestly not sure when me and Colin will be able to talk to my parents.
28:20But the longer we wait, the harder it will be to pull off our dream wedding.
28:25Bald bitch.
28:33There's a lot of bald people in the UK.
28:36We don't have the monopoly on bald people, you know that, don't you?
28:38I've never really noticed that many bald people until today.
28:43They are everywhere.
28:44They live amongst us.
28:45But now I'm going to keep looking at bald people.
28:48Probably all day long I'll be counting them.
28:50Bald bitch.
28:52Like that.
29:07Make sure to order the cab so we're not late.
29:10Yeah, I already ordered the cab.
29:11I figured out how to do it.
29:13There's like an app.
29:14Oh, a little high tech.
29:15Yeah, a little app that you call it from, so.
29:19But your family's meeting us there, right?
29:20Yeah.
29:21Hopefully the traffic isn't too bad.
29:23Yeah.
29:24My family's currently out sightseeing right now.
29:27Say hi.
29:29We're on the London Eye.
29:31Is anybody nervous?
29:34After the bus tour yesterday, Colin and I just decided to have a quiet morning at the house.
29:38Because I will not be going on the London Eye.
29:41I'm petrified of heights.
29:43Once they're done, my family is going to meet us for lunch.
29:46So me and Colin are taking a cab to go to a authentic pub for the first time in London.
29:52We're so excited.
29:54Well, I'm so excited.
29:55I don't know about Colin.
29:56I'm excited too.
29:57What do you think is British food here to eat?
30:01Porridge.
30:01I don't even know what porridge is, but I saw it on a menu somewhere.
30:05I'm like excited to try food, but I'm also like such a picky eater that I'm just like,
30:09I don't know how far I'm going to be able to go.
30:13We're not adventurous eaters.
30:14Let's just put it that way.
30:15We're both picky eaters, but we do step out of our comfort zone sometimes.
30:19When in London, get bangers and mash.
30:26I'm sorry.
30:27Somebody's peeing down the tube.
30:31I think it's somebody going to pee right now, right?
30:35Let's wait and find out.
30:39Oh, oh, oh.
30:41Yeah, I think that's it.
30:42I am.
30:43Look at them.
30:44They're so cool.
30:45Yep, this is us.
30:47Well, wait, Colin is getting out.
30:49Oh.
30:51Morning.
30:52Good morning.
30:52You all right?
30:53How you doing?
30:53Good.
30:54How are you?
30:54Yeah, not too bad.
30:56Oh, thank you.
30:57Where are we off to?
30:59We're going to the Duke of Hamilton.
31:01Very nice.
31:03All right, you're welcome.
31:04You got everything, yeah?
31:05Yes, yeah.
31:06Yeah.
31:08What is that?
31:10A little...
31:11Fancy, sweet.
31:12Fancy.
31:14Opening the door.
31:16Woo-hoo, woo-hoo, woo-hoo.
31:17I just want to let you know, I have Tourette's syndrome.
31:23It's a neurological involuntary motor and vocal disorder, so if you hear or see anything
31:29that doesn't fit in, then just ignore it.
31:32Trust me, you're in good company.
31:34Sweet.
31:34You'll be all right.
31:35Thank you so much.
31:36There's nothing you're going to do or say to me that I ain't seen and heard before, so
31:38you crack on and enjoy yourself.
31:40Just relax.
31:42All right.
31:43I am aware of Tourette's.
31:45I suffer with ADHD myself, so it's kind of on the same sort of spectrum line.
31:49Nantucket, they all wankers.
31:50And I have had passengers with Tourette's syndrome before, and that wasn't an issue either, because
31:56to be honest, why should it be?
32:00Have you lived in London your whole life?
32:02Well, I don't live in London now.
32:04I was born in London.
32:05Oh, bitch.
32:07Yeah.
32:07I live in Essex, but literally on the border of where East London and Essex meet.
32:13Okay.
32:14Essex.
32:17Growing up, like, I don't know what it was, but I, like, always wanted a British accent.
32:24There's something about...
32:26Try it.
32:26Try it.
32:27Oh, I'm not good.
32:29Would you like some shrimp on the bobby?
32:31She's good.
32:32Yeah, that's all right.
32:33That's Australian, but, yeah, close.
32:35So I'll give you a sound and say, so...
32:37Okay.
32:37Say, um, listen, mate, you've got two choices.
32:42You've got two choices.
32:44There you go.
32:44That's perfect.
32:45You've got two choices.
32:47You can even walk out...
32:48See, I can't walk out.
32:49Or you're going out the window.
32:50You've got two choices.
32:53You can either walk out or go out the window.
32:58That's the best I got.
32:59Window!
33:02You could even walk out.
33:04Or walk out.
33:05Say out.
33:06Out.
33:07That's it.
33:08Out.
33:09Or you go out the window.
33:11You can throw it out the window.
33:13Your accent is, like, spot on when you're ticking, but when you're not ticking and you're having
33:18to think about it...
33:19It's harder.
33:20Yeah.
33:21It's really hard.
33:23I know.
33:23I know.
33:24I know.
33:25Spot on.
33:25What brings you to London?
33:28There is a device that is currently going through testing trials for Tourette's.
33:36Okay.
33:37And I'm going there to be part of, like, an informational meeting to kind of see how the device affects
33:44me and affects and works with my tics, basically.
33:47It's definitely groundbreaking.
33:49We're pretty excited to see, kind of, you're bald, bitch.
33:55Yeah.
33:56He most definitely is.
33:57Yeah.
33:59There's a lot of bald people in the UK.
34:02Yeah.
34:02Not wrong.
34:04Yeah.
34:05We're, like, 40% British and my dad's bald, too.
34:08I don't...
34:09I have no idea.
34:10We don't have the monopoly on bald people, you know that, don't we?
34:14They're everywhere.
34:17I've never really noticed that many bald people until today.
34:21They are everywhere.
34:22They live amongst us.
34:23But now I'm going to keep looking at bald people, probably, all day long.
34:27I'll be counting them.
34:28I should have worked with my CBT therapist with my bald tick before I came here.
34:33Mom even told me to work on it, and I was like, no, it's not that annoying.
34:36Bald bitch.
34:37It's not that...
34:38Like, it's really...
34:39Like, it's fine.
34:40I'm glad you didn't work on it, because it's in the signing mode.
34:42Bald bitch!
34:44Like that.
34:47I am extremely comfortable with this cab driver.
34:51It's just really, really nice to finally be understood and not have to explain myself.
34:56So, him just being himself made the whole cab ride.
35:00It's kind of exciting that our meeting with New Pulse is already tomorrow.
35:08Like, it's really exciting that it's just right around the corner.
35:11Bald bitch.
35:11I feel, like, bad that I'm excited to be here, and I'm grateful, but I don't want to have high
35:18expectations going into this, because if it works, it works.
35:22If it doesn't, it doesn't.
35:23I'm not going to, like, get upset, and you're bald.
35:25You know, if it really is this life-changing, and you're able to maybe get it next year,
35:31hopefully, maybe, you know, that's something that, you know, would really help with pregnancy
35:37as well, you know?
35:40Okay.
35:40What?
35:42Um, okay.
35:45Let's save the baby talk for another day.
35:48Why?
35:49I'm...
35:49It's a serious thing.
35:53Whether the New Pulse device works or it doesn't work, I would like to still have a conversation
36:00about babies.
36:02Oh, I was like, you're throwing me for another loop.
36:06I, of course, want a family with Colin, and I want children.
36:09However, Colin's next career could be him working 24-7, which would mean me at home with
36:16a baby 24-7.
36:18And it's very difficult with the conditions that I have.
36:21There's a lot of risks and a lot of unknown, which just puts a lot of pressure on me.
36:27I have Tourette's Syndrome, stupid.
36:30No, it's just, you're not talking about it.
36:34You just keep pushing me back, and I would like to eventually be able to have a conversation
36:38with you about it.
36:41Okay.
36:42All right.
36:44Yeah.
36:45We can have a conversation about it.
36:47Another day.
36:48Okay.
36:50Another day, another time.
36:51Maybe not in the back of a cab.
36:53Okay.
36:54I haven't been ready to talk to Colin about my concerns because I know that that means
37:02everything to him is starting a family, and I don't want this to cause a riff in our relationship.
37:07It's really hard to not pay attention to the man staring at me and laughing.
37:25Every time I tick, I want to look at him and see, like, is he laughing at me?
37:31Is he making fun of me?
37:32Like, do I tick right now?
37:34Holy shit, dude.
37:35Thank you so much.
37:46It's been a pleasure.
37:49Hey, guys.
37:51Hi, bae.
37:52Have you guys been in yet?
37:53No.
37:54Who's hungry?
37:55Let's get some food.
37:55Very hungry.
38:02So cute.
38:03Hey, guys.
38:04How are you doing?
38:05Hi.
38:05Well, bitch.
38:06Grab a seat wherever you like.
38:08Okay.
38:08I'll be with you in a minute.
38:09Okay.
38:09Looks nice.
38:11Are we here or are we here?
38:15I'm so excited going into this pub not knowing anything about British food.
38:20So I'm super excited to try, let's hope, good food.
38:25Let's hope.
38:26I thought these bars and pubs were loud and lively and entertaining.
38:31Everybody's, like, whispering.
38:32Bar fights happen at, like, 7 o'clock.
38:34Dick.
38:36I'm not whispering, so.
38:37I was like, what food is that?
38:40Oh, wait.
38:40Those are specials over there.
38:41Is that different over there?
38:44Spotted dick.
38:46That's actually what it says.
38:48Dick.
38:49I know nothing about food in the U.K.
38:51I literally only know that my kids have said, Mom, we hear the food here is kind of gross.
38:58Back there, mushy peas.
38:59Fish and chips with a little brickle-brackle.
39:01I am a very adventurous eater.
39:04I explore, I guide, I taste.
39:07I do not personally like exploring foods.
39:11I just stick to my own lane.
39:13Like, if the food doesn't look good, I don't try.
39:16Dad, what are you going to get?
39:18Dick.
39:19Spotted dick.
39:20Fuck that bitch.
39:22Is there pictures?
39:23Shut the fuck up.
39:25I'm a brickle-brickle.
39:26What is a bread-fried clam?
39:28I don't know.
39:29Dick.
39:30I know what you're saying.
39:31Why is the whole place going silent?
39:32I don't know.
39:36Spotted.
39:37Alone in a safari.
39:39I'm so sorry.
39:39An itchy baby waning.
39:42That's not funny.
39:44Today, much like any other day, is a difficult day for Bailin.
39:49Dick.
39:50With all the crazy menu items on the chalkboard, I think Bailin is getting towards her limits today.
39:58I'm going to get the bangers and mash.
40:00Someone get fish and chips, and we'll get them bubble and squeak.
40:04My tics on the bus yesterday were more physical, and the tics today at the pub have been more vocal.
40:11Guys, how are we getting on here?
40:13I have a couple questions.
40:14Sure.
40:15One, I have Tourette's, so I would just like to let you know I have a tic where I call people bald.
40:20So it's absolutely nothing against you.
40:22He gets it all the time.
40:23Yeah, he does.
40:26What is spotted dick?
40:28Spotted dick is actually dessert.
40:30So it's a sponge with some, like, dried fruits inside, so raisins, currants, and it's served with a custard on the side.
40:36Okay.
40:38Chip, buddy, buddy, buddy?
40:40Chip, buddy.
40:41Anything that's a buddy is between two slices of bread like a sandwich.
40:44So it's carbs on carbs.
40:45Okay.
40:46Okay, I like that.
40:47Yeah.
40:48Sorry.
40:49I don't really recall waiting on someone with Tourette's.
40:54Objection!
40:54We do get a lot of American guests coming in.
40:57I guess you maybe aren't familiar with UK cuisine.
41:00But I think in this line of work, you've just got to roll with the punches, accept people at face value.
41:06Okay, I want to try a beer.
41:08I've never tried beer before.
41:09Okay.
41:10Where do I start?
41:11I probably start on a lager.
41:13Okay.
41:13Where do you want the alpaca IPA?
41:15Okay, we're going straight to there.
41:17I think we'll maybe start with the light lager and see where we go from there, yeah?
41:19Okay.
41:20Okay?
41:20I have never tried beer before because I've never been interested in it.
41:25But the reason why I'm trying beer for the first time in London is because there's a pub on every single corner, basically.
41:31So what better place to try beer than here?
41:34I tell you what, I'll bring you a taste of the alpaca you can try as well.
41:36Can I?
41:37All right, yeah.
41:39What about the vinegar on the fish and chips?
41:41It comes on the side, buddy.
41:42You can add as much as little as you want.
41:44In it, she, baby.
41:45Wait, in it.
41:46Vinegar.
41:50There's a guy over there in the corner laughing at me.
41:54Which corner?
41:55The left-hand corner over there.
41:59To your left, he's in the corner.
42:01He just turns around the stairs and laughs.
42:04Yeah!
42:05This is the way it is.
42:06Just grew up without no manners.
42:09Crazy.
42:09The environment is a little bit small and echoey, and it's really hard to not pay attention to the man staring at me and laughing.
42:19Woo-hoo, woo-hoo, woo-hoo.
42:20Every time I tick, I want to look at him and see, like, is he laughing at me?
42:24Is he making fun of me?
42:25Like, do I tick right now?
42:27Holy shit, dude.
42:29Can't fix everybody.
42:32I expect it.
42:33When I go out, I totally expect that.
42:36People are going to stare.
42:37People are going to giggle.
42:38People are going to laugh.
42:40But it bugs Balin and it bugs Colin.
42:43Like, your parents obviously didn't raise you right.
42:48He's sitting over there, and he's, like, blatantly laughing at Balin and her ticking.
42:52And that's when the anger starts to build.
42:56Because it's, like, how are you that rude?
42:59Woo-hoo, woo-hoo, woo-hoo.
43:00I thought it was.
43:01You have to be 18.
43:02I'm trying to enjoy myself the best I can with my family and with Colin.
43:06But it's so hard to when constantly in your corner, you're being laughed and mocked and stared at.
43:14It just doesn't make the experience fun.
43:18And I just don't know how much more I can take.
43:21That's fucking wild.
43:23Oh, no!
43:24Dick!
43:26He's about to get called out.
43:27Colin would want to have babies yesterday with his timeline.
43:36What?
43:37I just don't think I've expressed to him my concerns.
43:42We're making every life decision in a matter of, like, six months.
43:47And now you wanting babies on top of it is...
43:51It's about wanting a family.
43:54We spoke to the wedding planner.
43:56Okay.
43:56...told us to lower our expectations or...
44:00Increase the budget.
44:01...into our budget.
44:02And we haven't asked.
44:04Don't throw anything stupid out right now.
44:08What a bitch.
44:10Today is finally the day.
44:13We are here to meet people with NuPulse, a device that helps the frequency of ticks.
44:20Perfect.
44:20And today I will be able to try it on for the first time.
44:24Do you feel anything yet?
44:26Sure.
44:26Bitch.
44:27I will be able to try it on for the first time.
44:28I will be able to try it on for the first time.
44:29I will be able to try it on for the first time.
44:30I will be able to try it on for the first time.
44:31I will be able to try it on for the first time.
44:32I will be able to try it on for the first time.
44:33I will be able to try it on for the first time.
44:34I will be able to try it on for the first time.
44:35I will be able to try it on for the first time.
44:36I will be able to try it on for the first time.
44:37I will be able to try it on for the first time.
44:38I will be able to try it on for the first time.
44:39I will be able to try it on for the first time.
44:40I will be able to try it on for the first time.
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