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00:00:00I really believe that she's the one.
00:00:04Don't love me.
00:00:05I love you so, so, so much.
00:00:08I know, but I've been very suspicious of Trish
00:00:11after the ghosting incident.
00:00:13But right now, all I want to focus on is our bond.
00:00:17Surprise!
00:00:20Damn!
00:00:23You know what I really like from the States?
00:00:25The Chinese food out there.
00:00:26If you bring that from me, I'll marry you.
00:00:30My boyfriend is just a charmer.
00:00:32He is a famous singer and rapper in Belize.
00:00:36But my aunt hears a lot of rumors.
00:00:39They actually just did a big concert.
00:00:41The first song that was performed was Vicky,
00:00:44and I was getting messages that she was at the concert
00:00:47and that they left together.
00:00:50I hope that Stig and I prove everybody wrong,
00:00:54but there's definitely a part of me that wonders
00:00:56what my aunt is saying is true.
00:01:00BeerCon is absolutely like the hot main character
00:01:07straight out of a romance novel.
00:01:09I'm ready to take the next step with him,
00:01:12but I think my best friend, Michael,
00:01:15has feelings for me that are more than just friendship.
00:01:17You want my time and attention as though I am your girlfriend,
00:01:22but it can't go both ways.
00:01:25You said you'd never leave.
00:01:26I want a man who wants to be a man.
00:01:29I want a man who wants to make me a priority.
00:01:35I'm headed to the Philippines today,
00:01:37but last night,
00:01:38Sheena tells me
00:01:39she has been giving all her money
00:01:41to her parents this entire time.
00:01:44I am not happy,
00:01:46and I don't feel like I can trust her.
00:01:49I'm worried that Molly would try to break up me and Forrest
00:01:53when she's alive here,
00:01:55and I would have the most painful heartbreak in my life.
00:02:00It's a beautiful day!
00:02:23I hate packing.
00:02:25I feel like I'm going to forget something.
00:02:27So, yeah.
00:02:28I don't like that.
00:02:28I'm, like, super nervous.
00:02:30Did not expect to be this nervous.
00:02:32I've never gone on a trip for this long.
00:02:35I've never flown over the ocean.
00:02:37I've never left the continent.
00:02:39But I am leaving for Turkey today.
00:02:42I am so incredibly excited
00:02:44to finally be on my way
00:02:46to meet what could be the love of my life.
00:02:49I've been talking about doing this for so long,
00:02:51for so many months,
00:02:53and now that it's here,
00:02:55I'm, wow, like,
00:02:56way more nervous than I thought I was going to be.
00:02:59The situation with Michael
00:03:01is giving me a little bit more anxiety, too.
00:03:05When I confronted Michael,
00:03:08I really was trying to give him a chance
00:03:12so I could have a clear head
00:03:13before going to Turkey to meet BeerCon.
00:03:16But Michael does not seem like he's ever going to come to terms
00:03:21with his feelings and his emotions,
00:03:23and that's not fair to me.
00:03:26So I'm ready to take the next step with someone else.
00:03:30Michael and I have a really great friendship.
00:03:32We do a lot of things together.
00:03:33We spend a lot of time together.
00:03:34And I know that that is not really common
00:03:40to have that kind of male-female friendship
00:03:42in other cultures, other religions.
00:03:46And so that's scary to feel like
00:03:48I might possibly have to choose
00:03:50between somebody who's my best friend
00:03:52and somebody who could be the love of my life.
00:03:55It's open.
00:03:59Hey.
00:04:00Hey, how are you?
00:04:01Good, how are you?
00:04:02Oh, hi, Laura.
00:04:03Are you excited?
00:04:04Yeah.
00:04:05A little terrified, actually.
00:04:06I know.
00:04:06I'm terrified for you.
00:04:10My parents offered to take me to the airport,
00:04:12which is really nice.
00:04:14But my relationship has felt a little bit strained
00:04:17with my parents since I started dating BeerCon.
00:04:21They are very conservative and very Catholic.
00:04:27And BeerCon is not at all who they would expect
00:04:31to see me end up with.
00:04:33So I've tried not to talk about it with them very much.
00:04:36You're ready for your big adventure?
00:04:40So excited.
00:04:46I can't believe today's the day.
00:04:48I appreciate you guys taking me to the airport.
00:04:50I know it's a little bit of a drive.
00:04:52Oh, well, I wanted you to feel supported,
00:04:54but I'm not in favor of all this.
00:04:59I can't believe you would go clear to Turkey
00:05:03and meet a guy you never met
00:05:05who is a Muslim.
00:05:07It's not even in my wheelhouse
00:05:09to think that that would ever have been something
00:05:11that was possible.
00:05:12You know what I'm saying?
00:05:14It seems irresponsible to me.
00:05:17But it's not like I'm going in completely blind
00:05:22or without the same concerns and questions.
00:05:27The age thing is the single biggest concern that I have.
00:05:32Yeah, me.
00:05:32How old is he, Laura?
00:05:35He's 20 years younger than I am.
00:05:38Oh, my God.
00:05:41Laura, are you serious?
00:05:42I think I got hair on my chin older than that.
00:05:45Don't make jokes.
00:05:47Holy mackerel.
00:05:47It's not funny.
00:05:49What is he thinking?
00:05:50What is that?
00:05:51What is he thinking?
00:05:51I'm awesome.
00:05:52What the heck is he thinking?
00:05:53I think he's thinking I'm awesome.
00:05:55No, I think he's thinking he wants a ticket to America.
00:05:59That's what I think he's thinking.
00:06:00Were you ever suspicious?
00:06:05Like, gee, he's a young man talking to an older woman
00:06:08and saying all the right things.
00:06:10Has he told you he loved you?
00:06:13Yeah.
00:06:14Okay.
00:06:14Big red flag.
00:06:15Because he doesn't love you.
00:06:16That's not what love is.
00:06:19You haven't even met this guy yet.
00:06:21You've had a conversation with an unknown entity.
00:06:27Right now, it's not love.
00:06:28It's some infatuation or some...
00:06:30To me, I will not be convinced it's nothing,
00:06:34but that guy wants out a turkey.
00:06:37I don't...
00:06:38Like I said, it's a concern.
00:06:40I agree.
00:06:41A concern?
00:06:41It's more like ten giant red flags.
00:06:47My word in heaven.
00:06:49You actually think that there's a possibility
00:06:52that this could work
00:06:54and this could be a lifelong commitment?
00:06:58Yeah, I do.
00:06:59You do?
00:07:00If I didn't think that there was a possibility,
00:07:02I wouldn't be getting on a plane and flying to Turkey.
00:07:05My...
00:07:05My God.
00:07:07Oh, my God.
00:07:13We're just pointing out all our concerns.
00:07:16You know?
00:07:17And all I can hope is that you make the right decision.
00:07:23I feel blindsided.
00:07:26I knew that they didn't really approve.
00:07:29I just didn't know that they felt this strongly.
00:07:34I just...
00:07:35Honey, I disagree with the whole thing.
00:07:37All of it.
00:07:38I want to be happy for you.
00:07:43But I can't.
00:07:45I'm already so overwhelmed.
00:07:48I'm feeling every emotion possible.
00:07:51And for my mom to unleash all of these concerns on me
00:07:54at this point,
00:07:56it is just messing with my head.
00:07:59It keeps me awake at night
00:08:01thinking about you going over there
00:08:03and doing all that.
00:08:04Don't sell yourself short.
00:08:06Don't ever settle.
00:08:15I've got a funny feeling
00:08:17ain't nobody gonna understand
00:08:18No trouble in the alley
00:08:22We have to make a pit stop.
00:08:23Why?
00:08:24Because your mother is picking out condoms.
00:08:29Are you sure you don't want to come in with me?
00:08:31Yeah.
00:08:32Yeah.
00:08:32No.
00:08:33That's...
00:08:33That's what I'm sure we're gonna happen now.
00:08:35Yeah.
00:08:36I'm gonna do it once
00:08:37Do it twice
00:08:39Take the cake
00:08:40Not just a slice
00:08:41I gotta find a feeling
00:08:42Ain't nobody
00:08:43What did you tell me earlier?
00:08:44You're how old?
00:08:46I'm 52.
00:08:48And you said you were an adult?
00:08:50I am an adult.
00:08:52You don't need my help
00:08:53picking out condoms.
00:08:55My name is Lisa
00:08:56I'm 52 years old
00:08:58and I live in
00:08:58King of Prussia, Pennsylvania.
00:09:00I thought you would feel better
00:09:02knowing that your mother's
00:09:03taking precautions.
00:09:05I mean,
00:09:06he did say he was a playboy, so
00:09:07I said a lot of women
00:09:09seem to like him.
00:09:10No, you said he used to play
00:09:12the field a lot.
00:09:14Is that not a playboy?
00:09:15Playboy's somebody who's like
00:09:17a gigolo.
00:09:19He didn't say he was not
00:09:20a playboy.
00:09:20No, gigolo and playboys
00:09:21are way different.
00:09:22Oh, gigolos are male hooker.
00:09:24No, that's not.
00:09:25That's what a gigolo is.
00:09:26That's a pimp.
00:09:27A pimp is the one
00:09:29who takes out female hookers
00:09:31and gets the money.
00:09:32Okay.
00:09:34I live with my daughter, Faith,
00:09:36where Faith lives with me.
00:09:38We live with each other.
00:09:39And she is the apple of my eye.
00:09:42We talk about everything,
00:09:44whether it's the topic of sex
00:09:45and masturbating
00:09:49to dirty dishes in the sink
00:09:51and who's going to do
00:09:53the laundry tomorrow.
00:09:54I don't know what I'm looking for.
00:09:56What if I buy the wrong one?
00:09:58How do I know what size it is?
00:10:01Has he ever told you
00:10:02in inch,
00:10:04well, I guess it wouldn't be,
00:10:05in kilometers?
00:10:07No.
00:10:09I have never used a condom before.
00:10:11Every male I was with,
00:10:12I married.
00:10:15I have been married five times.
00:10:18Husband number one,
00:10:19I was young,
00:10:20I was dumb,
00:10:20and it led to an annulment.
00:10:23Husband number two,
00:10:25he was my very best friend,
00:10:26and it led to my daughter, Faith.
00:10:28But after a few years,
00:10:31I realized he made a better friend
00:10:32than he made a husband.
00:10:34Husband number three,
00:10:36he was actually my favorite
00:10:37of all of them.
00:10:38He was a really good guy.
00:10:41So why did I leave him?
00:10:44I realized I was a lesbian.
00:10:46And for the past 21 years,
00:10:47I've been with women only.
00:10:49Let's go with the flow.
00:10:53Relax and watch what happens.
00:10:56Women are nice and curvy and soft,
00:11:00and I've had one wife,
00:11:01and then I've had another wife,
00:11:03but neither of them worked out.
00:11:06But I forgot about men,
00:11:07to be quite honest with you.
00:11:08I wasn't even thinking
00:11:09that I'd be interested in a man
00:11:11after 21 years.
00:11:13But sure enough,
00:11:13Daniel came along,
00:11:15and...
00:11:16Yeah, Daniel came along.
00:11:18Hi, beautiful.
00:11:23You're my everything.
00:11:24You're the lights in my...
00:11:26my show.
00:11:29He is 39 years old,
00:11:31and he lives in Oweri, Nigeria.
00:11:34He's not built like a woman
00:11:36in any sense of the way,
00:11:38shape, or form,
00:11:39so I don't know what it is.
00:11:42He messaged me on social media.
00:11:45We didn't know each other
00:11:46from Adam or Eve.
00:11:49So at first,
00:11:50I thought,
00:11:51this is a scam artist.
00:11:52I said,
00:11:52I'm not talking to you.
00:11:53You're not real.
00:11:55But he kept trying to talk to me,
00:11:57and you know what?
00:11:58He is a smooth operator.
00:12:00He says the sweetest,
00:12:01most charming things
00:12:02I've ever heard.
00:12:04I love your voice.
00:12:05Your voice like
00:12:06out of the food's my soul.
00:12:08I just fell in love with him.
00:12:11He is so sweet,
00:12:13it hurts my teeth
00:12:14like a bad candy bar.
00:12:15I love you, Lisa,
00:12:17and I will continue
00:12:18to love you.
00:12:19Daniel says,
00:12:20I'm exquisite,
00:12:21and I'm beautiful
00:12:22and gorgeous daily,
00:12:24and he's better
00:12:25because this damn thing
00:12:27is itchy as all hell,
00:12:29and it's uncomfortable.
00:12:30Can I take it off?
00:12:41I love you.
00:12:43Oh, my God,
00:12:43it feels so much better.
00:12:44One of my exes
00:12:47had me cut off my hair
00:12:48really, really short,
00:12:49and I miss my long hair
00:12:50so much,
00:12:52so I wear wigs.
00:12:54Daniel saw me
00:12:54in my natural hair first,
00:12:56and then he saw me
00:12:57in my wigs,
00:12:57and he was like,
00:12:59damn.
00:13:01So now I wear wigs
00:13:02every day,
00:13:02and I plan on wearing
00:13:04my wig the whole time
00:13:05when I go visit Daniel
00:13:06in Nigeria
00:13:07in less than a week.
00:13:08Okay.
00:13:10Here goes nothing.
00:13:12Try a flavored one.
00:13:13You might like it.
00:13:13No, I'm not getting flavored.
00:13:15Maybe you're rubbed.
00:13:16No, I don't know.
00:13:20Growing up with Mom
00:13:21was in a roller coaster.
00:13:23My mom is somebody
00:13:26who's always
00:13:27fallen in love
00:13:28so quickly,
00:13:29at least what she thinks
00:13:30is love.
00:13:32She's been through
00:13:33a lot of relationships.
00:13:35We've moved
00:13:35so many places.
00:13:37I've been to 15
00:13:38different schools,
00:13:39if that tells you something.
00:13:41Part of me
00:13:42is surprised
00:13:42she's switching over
00:13:43to men
00:13:44after 21 years.
00:13:45I didn't see
00:13:47this one coming.
00:13:49Oh, gosh.
00:13:52Oh, it's a very
00:13:53small selection.
00:13:56Oh, there's
00:13:57different sizes.
00:13:58Holy crap.
00:14:00Daniel and I,
00:14:01we've had video sex.
00:14:03We've sent pictures
00:14:03to each other,
00:14:04and I am attracted
00:14:06to Daniel.
00:14:08But the idea
00:14:09of laying with a man
00:14:11after 21 years,
00:14:12I can't even think
00:14:14about it.
00:14:14They have different
00:14:15body parts
00:14:16than women.
00:14:17The smells,
00:14:18the tastes,
00:14:19the feels,
00:14:20the cleanup.
00:14:22I mean,
00:14:22I remember
00:14:2321 years ago
00:14:25just walking
00:14:26to the bathroom
00:14:27to have to
00:14:27take care of myself
00:14:29and still dripping.
00:14:30That's disgusting.
00:14:31You don't have
00:14:32that with women.
00:14:34It's a whole
00:14:34different ballgame.
00:14:36Oh, I'm gonna be sick.
00:14:38Um, sir?
00:14:40If you have a moment,
00:14:41could I ask you
00:14:41a question, please?
00:14:43I'm not gonna help you.
00:14:44So embarrassing.
00:14:45I'm sorry.
00:14:45This is my first time
00:14:47I'm buying condoms.
00:14:48Okay.
00:14:48They have to be
00:14:49latex-free.
00:14:50I'm allergic to latex.
00:14:52I'm...
00:14:52Oh, gosh.
00:14:55When it says thinnest,
00:14:56does that mean
00:14:57that you feel more
00:14:58like it's a natural skin?
00:15:00Yep.
00:15:00On it, it's just
00:15:01it doesn't feel like
00:15:02there's plastic going
00:15:03in you or,
00:15:04I'm sorry, I'm crying.
00:15:05You're good.
00:15:06I'm just really,
00:15:06really embarrassed.
00:15:07No, no, it's good.
00:15:08I'm buying the condoms
00:15:09myself because
00:15:10I'm worried
00:15:11that I'll get there
00:15:12and there won't be
00:15:13a latex-free condom.
00:15:16But this is
00:15:17incredibly overwhelming
00:15:19and emotional for me.
00:15:20This is not just
00:15:21about the embarrassment
00:15:22over the condoms.
00:15:25All I can think about
00:15:26is Daniel
00:15:26and how he has no idea
00:15:28that I lived my life
00:15:29as a lesbian
00:15:30for 21 years.
00:15:32Thank you so much.
00:15:33I appreciate it.
00:15:35A couple of months ago,
00:15:36I went into Tessa Waters
00:15:38to see if I could come out
00:15:39with my whole truth.
00:15:41And I told him
00:15:43in the past
00:15:43that I had a fling
00:15:45with a woman.
00:15:47Daniel said to me,
00:15:48how could I do that
00:15:49to myself?
00:15:50How could I do that
00:15:50to God?
00:15:51God doesn't believe
00:15:52in same sex
00:15:53as being together.
00:15:55And he was disgusted.
00:15:58There you go.
00:16:00Yeah, no problem.
00:16:00Let me get the rest of your time.
00:16:01I can hide them
00:16:01in my purse.
00:16:03I plan on telling
00:16:04Daniel the truth
00:16:04in person
00:16:05because I am not ashamed
00:16:07of who I am.
00:16:08But I'm terrified
00:16:10to tell him
00:16:10because of how
00:16:11he responded
00:16:12to the fling.
00:16:12I'm terrified.
00:16:16I'm worried
00:16:17that he's going to say
00:16:18that this is a mistake
00:16:20and walk away.
00:16:22And I'm going to be
00:16:23left heartbroken.
00:16:25Okay, that's all
00:16:25we're done with.
00:16:27Thank God.
00:16:27So you're really serious
00:16:37in this girl, bro.
00:16:39Yes, I am.
00:16:40I was a player
00:16:41for most of my life.
00:16:43Now, I actually want a family.
00:16:44I want somebody
00:16:45to be there for me.
00:16:46So you want to stop
00:16:47all the parties?
00:16:48I stop all the parties.
00:16:49That's part of my life.
00:16:50That's part of my life.
00:16:51How do you think
00:16:51she's going to react?
00:16:56I have a check-in
00:16:57flight and I've landed.
00:16:58But I'm worried
00:16:59since he's not texting me.
00:17:02You're going to need
00:17:04your passport.
00:17:05Let's get through here.
00:17:06I don't know.
00:17:06I left him somewhere.
00:17:08What are we doing now?
00:17:09Oh, God.
00:17:13My flight to the police
00:17:15is born in 21 minutes.
00:17:17I'm still on the other side.
00:17:18I'm rushing to my next gate
00:17:33right now.
00:17:34I don't want to miss my flight.
00:17:36It's a good thing
00:17:37that I've been keeping up
00:17:38in the gym
00:17:39because I am having to run
00:17:41to my connecting flight
00:17:42to Belize
00:17:43to meet my boyfriend,
00:17:44Stig, for the first time.
00:17:46Stig, you better be worth it
00:17:47because running through
00:17:48the airport
00:17:49is really embarrassing.
00:17:51Stig's a famous musician
00:17:53in Belize
00:17:53and the women there
00:17:55love him.
00:17:56So the last thing
00:17:57I want to do
00:17:58is look like a sweaty mess
00:18:00when I meet him
00:18:00for the first time.
00:18:01But I don't really
00:18:02have a choice right now.
00:18:04Four minutes.
00:18:05I'm just getting
00:18:06to my gate.
00:18:10Or maybe it was
00:18:11perfect timing.
00:18:13Thank the Lord.
00:18:15Next stop, Belize.
00:18:18After waiting for so long,
00:18:20I'm super nervous
00:18:21to meet Stig.
00:18:22But I cannot wait
00:18:24to get my hands on him
00:18:25and start a future together.
00:18:28My second plan
00:18:29to believe
00:18:30is I'm coming
00:18:31for you, baby.
00:18:33I'm coming for you, baby.
00:18:34I'm coming for you, baby.
00:18:40Let's go.
00:19:10What's up? I am Erlin Duane. I go by Stig the Artist. I'm a musician from Belmont, Belize,
00:19:22Central America, and I'm 30 years old. You know the vibes. I think I'm a cool guy, you
00:19:28know. I'm just chill for the most part. But when I'm performing, it's just a different
00:19:34feeling. I just get alive. I love what I do. I love music. I love singing for the ladies
00:19:40then. And the girls, you know, they can get pretty wild at my show. There's this one time
00:19:48this girl was literally trying to get in my pants. She was front stage. I'm like, yo,
00:19:51chill. But if that's what my music gives them, that kind of joy, then I'm doing the right
00:19:57job. About 10 years ago, I put out my first song,
00:20:03my first music video. I recorded every single day in the studio. I grew my fan base. And
00:20:09now I'm at the highest level of Belize as an artist. So everybody recognized me, and I'm
00:20:14very grateful for the love and support that I get here.
00:20:23I'm very proud of what I've become, but I couldn't have done it by myself. Perf is my producer.
00:20:29He produced a lot of my biggest songs. Richie is my manager. Six is my G. He's one of my best friends.
00:20:38They're still my homies since we started everything. And I know they're always looking out for me.
00:20:43My friends, they could joke around as much as they want and tease me. But I'm very serious about my girlfriend, Aviva.
00:20:56Two years ago, I started talking to Aviva on social media. At first, we were both in a relationship. But when we both became single, it was way beyond friends.
00:21:08Aviva is super hot. She has the most beautiful blue eyes. But one of the most attractive things about Aviva is her personality. She has a beautiful heart. So humble and gentle. And she has a good feeling.
00:21:26With her, I don't have to be stick the artist. You know, I don't have to impress her. I can be Erlen Dwayne. And that's why I feel like she's the person I want to spend the rest of my life with.
00:21:38So you're really serious in this girl, bro? Yes, I am. You think you'd have settled down really with this woman? Start a family. Just getting married. Just have kids. I don't know. I might want to be a baby.
00:21:52You are breathing. You wanna bury her? You wanna bury her, girl? Hello?
00:21:58I mean, woof, woof, woof, woof, woof, woof. Damn.
00:22:12Damn. So you're right. So you know why she can't have your baby? What about America? America? America? America? America because you want to be a big ton.
00:22:21You know why you get to do this? I mean, the girl? I get serious, boy. It's getting serious, you know?
00:22:30So you want to stop all the partying? I stop all the partying. That's part of my life. I mean, you know, like, I plan to take her to send Pedro for the show.
00:22:39You're taking her to send Pedro for the shows. You ready for that? Yeah. I mean, I hope she's ready.
00:22:47You know what it calls San Pedro, right? Temptation Island. Yee-haw!
00:22:52So what if you fix her San Pedro when a hundred girls jump out to you? I could bet you had you raged San Pedro.
00:22:58I want to bury you. I'm sick! I'm sick! I'm sick!
00:23:03My personal relationship, I tell him, like, you're gonna get jealous? No, no, no.
00:23:07You always trip, so I told Aviva, we're gonna say, I hope you don't trip. And she's like, no, I'm not like that. I'm not jealous.
00:23:15But, I don't know. I want somebody from my side, you know, to sit up and worry about all that kind of stuff.
00:23:23Yeah, but everywhere we go, people always say, you have X, Y, Z, girl. How do you think she's going to react?
00:23:31I, I hope. I hope and pray I could be the best version of myself. This time I could do things a little bit different.
00:23:39No disrespect, right?
00:23:41Uh-huh.
00:23:42I heard that sound too many times, bro.
00:23:45I can't, I can't control that. I can't control that.
00:23:51A lot of my relationships in the past have failed because of this very issue.
00:23:56You know, I was a player for most of my life.
00:23:59Now, I surely want a family. I want somebody I can go home to at night and, and they're there to listen to me, to be there for me.
00:24:06I hope Aviva can be that person and that I can be a faithful partner.
00:24:12You guys are going to love Aviva. You know, I love her. So let's see how it goes.
00:24:17I have 20% faith.
00:24:21Damn!
00:24:22So update on the food.
00:24:30Ooh, that's shrimp.
00:24:32Look at that.
00:24:34That's good stuff.
00:24:36Jean and I get good airline food lights.
00:24:39Let me take a flight back home.
00:24:41I'm so nervous.
00:24:45I'm so nervous.
00:24:47I'm so nervous.
00:24:49Forrest is arriving today with his parents and I feel, wow, like super happy and excited.
00:24:59I'm on my way to the airport now.
00:25:07We rented a bigger apartment where we can all stay together.
00:25:13So I'm carrying quite a few bags.
00:25:15Also, I am bringing Jack fruit.
00:25:23I want Forrest and his family to taste the local goodies here in the Philippines.
00:25:25I'm really quite nervous and I don't know to react.
00:25:35It's possible that I would kiss him or not.
00:25:39I would be quite too nervous to kiss him for the first time.
00:25:45Honestly speaking, we will both enjoy with each other.
00:25:49But I'm worried regarding with Molly that she would say bad things to me.
00:25:55So I'm trying to get rid of my nervousness.
00:25:59It's possible that I would kiss him or not.
00:26:03I would be quite too nervous to kiss him for the first time.
00:26:06Honestly speaking, we will both enjoy with each other.
00:26:09We're touching now.
00:26:32After so long.
00:26:38Forrest, this sure is a long way to come traveling for a girl.
00:26:45Yeah, but she's not just any girl.
00:26:54All right.
00:26:59We are exiting.
00:27:14After 30 hours of being on an airplane, I finally made it to the Philippines.
00:27:21I'm feeling ecstatic.
00:27:23I feel like I drank like six energy drinks.
00:27:28Mom.
00:27:30I'm feeling ecstatic.
00:27:31Mom.
00:27:32Wait.
00:27:33Just in the middle.
00:27:34There's a right passport?
00:27:36Where's mom?
00:27:36It's in there.
00:27:37Right?
00:27:38I don't know.
00:27:41Great dress, though.
00:27:42It's in the brown?
00:27:43Yes.
00:27:48Yes, I happened to check a flight and it landed.
00:27:49Yes, I have a check-in flight and it landed, but I'm also worried since he's not texting me
00:28:06You're gonna need your passport. Let's get through here. I don't know. I left them somewhere
00:28:11Oh my god
00:28:14What are we doing now? I don't know.
00:28:19I
00:28:27I'm starting to fall more in love with Trish, but I think it's important that we're completely
00:28:34transparent with each other and I wanted to
00:28:37Touch bases with you about what exactly you were doing for those five days
00:28:44Why you weren't in contact with me
00:28:49Just look good great
00:29:11It's so beautiful in the morning
00:29:13It was really tired from what we did
00:29:33So was it everything you expected it to be even more
00:29:37Yesterday night, we had sex two times
00:29:46He's older and I didn't think like he can do all of the stuff he did
00:29:52Like for the second round it was oh my god
00:29:58I
00:30:00Go one more round
00:30:14You good?
00:30:15Yeah, you're here
00:30:16Wow, so this is the market
00:30:18Yeah
00:30:20I only gave Trish a little sample of what I could do
00:30:24I have some more tricks up my sleeve
00:30:26If it were up to me, I'd just stay at the hotel all day
00:30:30But this is our first day in Madagascar together and Trish wants to take me to explore her city
00:30:34What is that fried fish right there?
00:30:35Yeah
00:30:36This is so different from anywhere I've ever been in my life
00:30:40Today I want to show him everything around in Antananarivu
00:30:44First I'm taking him to the market in Alakeili
00:30:46The butcher shop right here, huh?
00:30:48Mhm
00:30:49And they just leave the meat out like this without refrigeration?
00:30:55Yeah
00:30:59Big face
00:31:00Yeah
00:31:02And they just leave the meat out like this without refrigeration?
00:31:03Yeah
00:31:04Yeah
00:31:05Big face
00:31:06Yeah
00:31:07Big face
00:31:09Yeah
00:31:10Wow, I'm gonna have a big face
00:31:11I'm gonna have a big face
00:31:12Yeah, I'm gonna have a big face
00:31:13yeah oh my god what is that babe what is that I'm feeling like Trish deceived me
00:31:33I mean this is our first date all this raw meat is gonna mess up the sexy vibes
00:31:38we had going this morning so this is all the leftover stuff in my culture we eat everything
00:31:51we don't waste something in them in the cow even the feet they head and testing the heart liver
00:32:01everything break it just food relax baby I know that's not a brain right would you eat that
00:32:13of course baby don't put that in those stew that you cook for me please don't
00:32:31I hope somebody's gonna enjoy it wow what a view you can see all Madagascar here
00:32:43wow I can see the whole island yeah oh my gosh
00:32:48you don't know how to taste like this
00:33:14I know how to tap dance but
00:33:44this is not tap dance this is something foreign to me I've never seen this style of dance before
00:33:48but I'm realizing that there's a lot that I don't know about Trish just from talking to her over the
00:33:53phone like she's an amazing dancer I didn't know she had that in her
00:33:59every minute I'm starting to fall more in love with Trish but I think it's important that I get to
00:34:12know her better and they were completely transparent with each other
00:34:17wow wow that was something was that your traditional dance no that's not mine I just dance like that
00:34:26you like it oh it's beautiful the name of the place is uh rufa rufa that means uh a palace
00:34:35oh okay now where's the palace is it oh that's the palace okay yeah it's beautiful
00:34:40oh I'm tired even
00:34:44this is so beautiful baby I'm having such a great time with you
00:34:51but um you know there's some things that I want to talk to you about
00:34:57so I wanted to touch bases with you about what exactly you were doing for those five days and
00:35:09why you weren't in contact with me I already told you like you wanna you want me to explain to you
00:35:19everything happened you know that all of these things that you're telling me you know kind of
00:35:25sounds unbelievable in a way I would like you to be open and honest with me right now I promise I will tell
00:35:37everything but promise me that she won't get mad
00:35:40you said that money right is that not part of a romance scam my mom and I have been having a lot of hard times right now financially she's in so much debt I think this topic needs to be over
00:36:05because this is ridiculous
00:36:07I'm gonna put the fire on the fire add a little to the sun now we got entertainment uh oh and we have wire
00:36:27what are we gonna do
00:36:29what are we gonna do
00:36:31what are we gonna do
00:36:33what are we gonna bring that
00:36:35sell the competition
00:36:37oh go for it
00:36:39oh
00:36:41oh
00:36:43that was so close
00:36:45oh
00:36:47let me try
00:36:49that was way over my head
00:36:51that was on you
00:36:53oh
00:36:55I'll give you a good one
00:36:57oh my god
00:36:59that looks delicious
00:37:01what kind of food do they have in Nigeria
00:37:03well
00:37:05Daniel has showed me pictures of some of his meals
00:37:07he's always eating rice
00:37:09is it like a fried rice thingy thing
00:37:11I don't know
00:37:13I have no clue what their food is
00:37:15where are you going again
00:37:17I am heading to Africa to Nigeria
00:37:19wow
00:37:20why
00:37:21I am going to meet a man that I have not met in person yet for the very first time
00:37:25oh my goodness
00:37:27wow congratulations good for you
00:37:29thank you
00:37:30thank you
00:37:31but it's crazy
00:37:32yeah
00:37:33is it not crazy
00:37:34slightly a little crazy
00:37:35I would agree
00:37:36but you know the heart wants what the heart wants
00:37:38so go for it I say
00:37:39thank you
00:37:42I'm leaving to Nigeria to meet Daniel for the first time in just a few days
00:37:46I can't believe I'm doing this
00:37:48I must be insane
00:37:50I really must be
00:37:52I'm very very nervous
00:37:55so I wanted to take the edge off by having a night out with my daughter Faith and my friend Juna
00:38:00woo
00:38:01oh my
00:38:02there's a volcano
00:38:03here it comes
00:38:04love QQ cream
00:38:06woo
00:38:08Juna is my very best friend
00:38:10I swear to god
00:38:12if she was a lesbian Juna would be my ideal woman
00:38:15Juna knows the ringer I've been through in past relationships
00:38:20and she is supportive of Daniel
00:38:23I'm hoping this is finally more happy every hour
00:38:26I'm going to hold you to it
00:38:27what?
00:38:28that this is my happily ever after?
00:38:29yes
00:38:30this is the last time
00:38:31my is doing
00:38:33you're saying it's the last one
00:38:35as she said every other time
00:38:37which we know
00:38:38right
00:38:39he's always talking sweet to me
00:38:40he's always trying so hard to do things
00:38:43he just makes me feel so good and so wonderful
00:38:46it's a good thing that he's treating you well
00:38:49but that's part of what concerns me
00:38:52the love bomber right away
00:38:54it's part of a romance scam
00:38:57they go for single
00:39:01and I don't mean to say
00:39:02older women who have been hurt
00:39:05and who are desperately looking for somebody
00:39:08and want someone to give them all the compliments
00:39:11all the love
00:39:12no stop
00:39:13hold on
00:39:14do I look like an old vulnerable searching for somebody
00:39:19woman on the internet
00:39:23no I was minding my own business
00:39:25not looking for anybody
00:39:27but you sent him money right?
00:39:29is that not part of a romance scam?
00:39:32sending money?
00:39:33even though I live paycheck to paycheck
00:39:37I send Daniel money almost every two weeks
00:39:42Daniel works in construction
00:39:44he makes very little money
00:39:46and he lives in a very poor area of Nigeria
00:39:49I give Daniel money for food
00:39:51I have bought him clothes
00:39:54I give him money for fuel
00:39:56for electricity
00:39:58this is my generator
00:40:00Daniel has come straight out
00:40:02and asked for money
00:40:03around two maybe three times
00:40:05but I give Daniel money more for myself
00:40:09because I want to feel that he's safe
00:40:11and I want to feel that he's secure
00:40:13all I know is within the first two months
00:40:17you sent $2,000 total
00:40:19and that was two months ago
00:40:21so how much more is it now?
00:40:23I don't know
00:40:26how did he do it before he met you?
00:40:31does he not have a job?
00:40:33yes he has a job
00:40:35but lately he's been sick
00:40:37and he's missed work because of the malaria
00:40:39and other things that he has caught
00:40:42that's not a red flag to you?
00:40:44he meets you and now all of a sudden
00:40:46he's getting sick all the time?
00:40:50my mom and I have been having a lot of hard times
00:40:53at times right now financially
00:40:56she borrows from Juna a lot
00:40:58she's in so much debt
00:41:00and it has me feeling more on edge
00:41:04you were telling me
00:41:05is Juna gave you money to help us with bills?
00:41:08she has, haven't you?
00:41:10so she's been giving you
00:41:11how much in debt now are we?
00:41:13you already know I hate that you're asking for money all the time
00:41:17but it hasn't been the amounts that it has been
00:41:20it's still bad
00:41:22Daniel seems to be a really, really nice person
00:41:26I see how happy she is
00:41:28so I have given her money to send to him
00:41:32and I gave Lisa the money for the visa
00:41:35to go to Nigeria
00:41:37I do have some concerns
00:41:40because if he's scamming her
00:41:42then he's scamming me
00:41:46this was between Juna, me and Daniel
00:41:49it had nothing to do with you and me and your bills
00:41:52it had to do with Juna and I and Daniel
00:41:55and you're still not seeing any red flags about this?
00:41:58Juna has talked to him
00:42:00does he seem like he's a real bad man?
00:42:02from texting?
00:42:04no, he doesn't
00:42:06but you know, texting and talking are different things
00:42:14there's no point in me trying to talk to you about anything
00:42:17that's fine
00:42:18that's fine
00:42:19because I know things that are inside and out more than you do
00:42:22because you're not in the relationship
00:42:26and this may be the best relationship I've ever had
00:42:32you've said that every time
00:42:33this has all been an emotional wreck and we have not had one positive conversation together
00:42:40and it's breaking my heart as much as it's breaking yours
00:42:43and I think this topic needs to be over
00:42:45because this is ridiculous
00:42:48it always has to be over
00:42:50I'm done
00:42:52I'm done
00:42:53I'm done
00:42:54I'm done
00:42:55I'm done
00:42:56this might be the start of the rest of my life with one girl
00:43:15we would see one burner
00:43:17That means you have one partner.
00:43:21Never always been a one-burner.
00:43:22I used to be full of gala.
00:43:25I need to make some changes in my lifestyle.
00:43:27But I'm nervous to handle all that.
00:43:33This is crazy.
00:43:39I'm super excited, super nervous.
00:43:41Probably just 35 minutes until I land.
00:43:44Let me rephrase that.
00:43:4834 minutes until me and the shrimp land.
00:43:52And they actually landed on my pants.
00:43:55I have greasy, smelly sauce all over me.
00:43:59The things I do for you today.
00:44:01The things I do.
00:44:02You're welcome.
00:44:09That was getting warm in here
00:44:11As the beef beef crack into the atmosphere
00:44:13Come on, let's switch gears
00:44:15And the power still ain't go
00:44:16Let's go
00:44:17So today, my girl is coming.
00:44:22I want to give her a Belizean welcome.
00:44:24Beautiful flowers for a beautiful lady.
00:44:28Today, I'm meeting my girlfriend Aviva
00:44:31for the very first time in person.
00:44:37Aviva's probably thinking
00:44:38thinking that we're going back to my city
00:44:40to my apartment.
00:44:42But she don't know that we have
00:44:43my nice hotel room in Belize City
00:44:45because I want a nice little romantic stay tonight.
00:44:49But hey, this looks a little kinky.
00:44:55I have butterflies.
00:44:57I feel like a kid again.
00:44:58This might be the start
00:45:01of the rest of my life
00:45:02with Aviva.
00:45:04With one girl.
00:45:05We would say one burner.
00:45:08One burner.
00:45:09That means
00:45:10you have one partner.
00:45:13Never always been a one burner.
00:45:14I used to be full of girl.
00:45:16But
00:45:17I need to make some changes
00:45:18in my life
00:45:19and my lifestyle
00:45:19so I can be the man
00:45:21that I've always envisioned
00:45:22and I wouldn't be.
00:45:27Am I driving around?
00:45:28Yes, sir.
00:45:28All right.
00:45:31Aviva,
00:45:32I'm minutes away
00:45:33from picking you up.
00:45:38I'm nervous.
00:45:41I'm about to leave my man, please.
00:45:43I love you.
00:45:47After two years of talking
00:45:48and six months of dating,
00:45:49I'm finally meeting Stig
00:45:51for the first time.
00:45:53We're here.
00:45:53We made it.
00:45:55I'm super, super nervous
00:45:56and it's making me nauseous.
00:46:06Oh.
00:46:07The flight just landed.
00:46:09I'm ready.
00:46:14What's up, bro?
00:46:14I like your music.
00:46:16I appreciate it, bro.
00:46:17I appreciate it, bro.
00:46:17You have the best music.
00:46:18I wish you guys subscribe to you.
00:46:19Yes, man.
00:46:20Enough times, my bro.
00:46:20Lessons.
00:46:24The ladies.
00:46:28Okay, I am going to the bathroom
00:46:30to freshen up.
00:46:31I'm super nervous.
00:46:33I know he's outside waiting.
00:46:35I just want to make sure
00:46:39that he sees me
00:46:40and he's attracted to me.
00:46:41I'm so tired
00:46:42and it's stressing me out.
00:46:44I know he's around beautiful women
00:46:49all the time
00:46:50all the time
00:46:50and deep down
00:46:52there's things I'm worried about.
00:46:55So jealous.
00:46:56My biggest fear
00:46:57is that I'm going
00:47:00to go in
00:47:02with this big loving heart
00:47:03and it's just going to get crushed.
00:47:07Here we go.
00:47:08This is what I've been
00:47:09preparing myself for.
00:47:10Oh, I'm nervous.
00:47:19Oh, this is crazy.
00:47:26Oh, my !
00:47:27I'm going to throw up.
00:47:28Oh, my God.
00:47:41Oh, my God.
00:47:43Oh.
00:47:44I'm nervous.
00:47:44I'm nervous.
00:47:45Yeah
00:47:59Beautiful person social media don't lie. I got nothing on you
00:48:07She's she's a good kisser, you know, it felt good
00:48:09Mm-hmm. It felt natural. It felt good. It did. Did you get a red? You're a blessing. You're a blessing. I love it
00:48:21Yeah, I know
00:48:23Very beautiful. Thank you. You look really good, too, and I'm super happy
00:48:28Love that
00:48:34Aviva got a fat ass. I had no idea. I know she's been in the gym a lot, but
00:48:39I like it
00:48:43It was like
00:48:45Oh, I brought you Chinese food since you asked and uh, no way
00:48:53Don't eat that don't eat that please don't just throw it away
00:48:57You did say that if I bring it to you you'd marry me, so
00:49:05I bet I'm a matter of my word ask anybody. Yes, come on. Okay. Okay
00:49:09All right
00:49:13Let me get that one for you
00:49:16I
00:49:18Definitely feel a spark right away. I
00:49:22Couldn't have asked for a better first kiss. It was very magical moment
00:49:28He definitely smelled better than
00:49:31Chinese food I was carrying
00:49:33Please throw this away now
00:49:34No, no, no, no, no
00:49:35I'm gonna eat it
00:49:36I know you'll get steak
00:49:37We're throwing it away
00:49:38It's going, it's going, it's going, it's going, it's gone
00:49:41Steak is just making me feel really special
00:49:44And I know I only just got here, but it just seems like the rumors and spring brought up that he hasn't been
00:49:51Exclusive with just me seem a little silly and not true
00:49:56You're actually here
00:49:58I know
00:49:59What are we to do?
00:50:00Well
00:50:01I did bring some lingerie
00:50:07Laura is coming to Turkey and it makes me feel excited
00:50:11Also, I feel nauseous because I'm freaked out
00:50:22I know that's something that I should tell her
00:50:25But I don't know how she's going to react
00:50:28All right, thank you
00:50:34Well, take care
00:50:36I'm sure to ride
00:50:38I'm sure to ride
00:50:39You too, don't ride
00:50:40Don't ride
00:50:41Just be safe, okay?
00:50:51I'm about to head to Turkey so I can meet BeerCon in person for the very first time
00:50:56And I'm trying not to think about all of the things that my parents were saying
00:51:02All right
00:51:02Love you
00:51:03Bye
00:51:03Bye
00:51:04Who are you?
00:51:09Singing as I stare from afar
00:51:13There's an absolute possibility
00:51:15This is going to blow up in my face
00:51:17And everyone that was naysaying against it will tell me that they told me so
00:51:23But I feel like life is a series of calculated risks
00:51:26And if I'm not willing to take a risk for love
00:51:30Then what am I willing to take a risk for?
00:51:35I have about 13 hours until I get to meet the love of my life
00:51:48And I need to decompress from just all of the negative energy from the car ride with my parents
00:51:56With a good smutty book
00:51:58With some really steamy moments
00:52:00This is the best part
00:52:11It's darkness, you know
00:52:13It's what I love about Nietzsche
00:52:15He lightened the people around him, but he's the darkness himself
00:52:19He was the part of the reason I wanted to find the light
00:52:25I am into philosophy because life is deep
00:52:29But we are living on the surface
00:52:31I am trying to learn lives that I never lived
00:52:34I discovered Nietzsche on my toughest time of my life
00:52:42I had the chance to have a professional career of football player
00:52:46I was on the training
00:52:48And my knee collapsed with the other one's knee
00:52:51And my ACL crushed
00:52:55I know it was over
00:52:56But I still play football for fun
00:53:00You know, I love the game
00:53:02You just have to keep moving
00:53:04And embrace the pain
00:53:06Life is like this
00:53:08One part is struggling
00:53:10And one part is surviving
00:53:16One shot
00:53:17After I ruptured my ACL
00:53:22It was just the end of everything, you know
00:53:25Everything I dream of
00:53:26And now I rebuild it from the bottom
00:53:32And what's helping me the most is finding Laura, actually
00:53:37It was destiny
00:53:41I met Laura in Snapchat
00:53:44We started talking and joking around
00:53:48She was so supportive
00:53:49So optimistic
00:53:51She made me believe that dreaming is okay
00:53:56That's the point that I realized she was perfect for me
00:54:00I am in the darkness
00:54:02But I can see the sun
00:54:06It is about 3 or 4 weeks
00:54:08I told her I love her
00:54:10And now Laura is coming to Turkey
00:54:12And it makes me feel
00:54:15Excited
00:54:16Also, I feel nauseous
00:54:17Because I'm freaked out
00:54:21I want to move things to the next level
00:54:24And maybe propose
00:54:25I don't know yet
00:54:27I'm waiting for just meaning
00:54:28I don't know yet
00:54:29I will be here
00:54:32I'll be here
00:54:34How are you?
00:54:35How are you?
00:54:37Memo and Cuba are my best friends in Izmir
00:54:42I'm not close with my family
00:54:44So they are the closest people I have
00:54:48I'm not close with my family
00:54:48They are the closest people I have
00:54:49I saw you, brother.
00:54:51I saw you.
00:54:53What are you doing?
00:54:55Good. What are you doing?
00:54:57Laura will come tomorrow.
00:54:59But we will die.
00:55:03You have a great excitement.
00:55:05You have a great excitement.
00:55:07I heard you talk about your voice.
00:55:11I said hello.
00:55:13But I didn't see you.
00:55:15How old was she?
00:55:17How old was she?
00:55:1945.
00:55:21Is this a problem?
00:55:23Is this a problem?
00:55:25Is this a problem?
00:55:27Think about it.
00:55:29When I came to 45, she will be 65.
00:55:31Do you want to see one more younger than you?
00:55:35Do you know what I'm not?
00:55:37Do you know what I'm doing?
00:55:41She's old.
00:55:43Because I dated older woman before.
00:55:46The thing I'm attracted with older woman is...
00:55:50They understand, you know?
00:55:52Not childish.
00:55:54And Laura looks good when you consider her age.
00:55:59She looks young.
00:56:01When my football career is over...
00:56:03I opened up a couple businesses.
00:56:04Yes, I know.
00:56:08No, it's not known.
00:56:10There is no known, but it's true.
00:56:13You didn't tell the details of the girls.
00:56:15Yes.
00:56:18But it's not going to be a conversation with you.
00:56:20It's not going to be a conversation with you.
00:56:21Yes.
00:56:25When my football career is over, I opened up a couple of businesses.
00:56:31Eventually everything is failed and I couldn't find the proper job.
00:56:37She knows that I have some troubles, but she doesn't know how much.
00:56:43I know that's something that I should tell her, but I don't know how she's going to react.
00:57:01But it's not going to be a question.
00:57:02It's not going to be a question.
00:57:04It's not going to be a question for me.
00:57:05That's what I mean.
00:57:06That is not going to be a question.
00:57:07That's what I'm sure.
00:57:08You want me to be a question, you know...
00:57:09I don't feel good about Michael at all.
00:57:36They are doing every activity together, but you think that you're just friends?
00:57:41I don't buy it.
00:57:43I'm not comfortable with this friendship she has.
00:57:47And if she doesn't cut Michael out of her life, I don't know this relationship is going to work.
00:57:58I'm supposed to be your confidant.
00:58:01I thought that you were with somebody else.
00:58:02Now that we're face-to-face, I feel like I can see the truth in her eyes.
00:58:09I didn't tell you everything, but, um...
00:58:12Oh, man, I'm scared now.
00:58:22I'm done?
00:58:24I'm done.
00:58:25I'm done.
00:58:26I'm done.
00:58:27I'm done.
00:58:28I'm done.
00:58:29I'm done.
00:58:30I'm done.
00:58:31I'm done.
00:58:32I'm done.
00:58:33I'm done.
00:58:34I'm done.
00:58:35I'm done.
00:58:36Hey.
00:58:37You okay?
00:58:38I can't.
00:58:39I can't.
00:58:40I can't.
00:58:41Now I'm going to get at her.
00:58:42I don't know what to do at this point, because it always ends up being a fight.
00:58:48Every time I've tried to voice my opinion, she doesn't want to talk about me, she doesn't
00:58:55want to hear me, or she tells me I'm not allowed to feel that way.
00:59:00Let's see if we can find her, see if we can fix this.
00:59:03Faith, let me talk to you for a minute.
00:59:18I really don't want to.
00:59:19No.
00:59:20Look at me.
00:59:21Look at me.
00:59:22Please look at me.
00:59:24I love Daniel, and I know that you're worried that I'm in another bad relationship and things
00:59:29are going to go sour, and you're trying to save me from that.
00:59:32But I don't want you to feel like you're being second choice.
00:59:35I will always choose you before somebody else.
00:59:38Look at me.
00:59:39I will.
00:59:40You said do not marry Daniel while I'm in Nigeria.
00:59:42I promise you with the bottom of my heart, I am not marrying Daniel while I'm in Nigeria.
00:59:47I'm not.
00:59:49Just give me the opportunity to do this.
00:59:52If you break this promise...
00:59:54I'm not going to break this promise.
00:59:56If you break this promise again, I can't do this and...
01:00:01No, because that would be toxic.
01:00:03And I'm not a toxic person anymore, okay?
01:00:06So just, please, give me a hug.
01:00:08I really need some space right now.
01:00:11Okay.
01:00:12I'll do that.
01:00:14I want to be happy.
01:00:19This was an awful lot for her today.
01:00:25I have been in so many relationships and moved around so much on this poor child when she was little.
01:00:32But at that time, I was searching for who I was.
01:00:36I want to show her that this is different.
01:00:39I'm a grown-up.
01:00:40I'm not this young mom who is trying to take care of a young child
01:00:44and have a relationship after relationship.
01:00:47I want my happily ever after.
01:00:49I want this to be forever.
01:00:53And Fink doesn't see that yet.
01:01:02Can I talk to you for a minute?
01:01:11I'm trying to understand your feelings,
01:01:13and I'm trying to not fight about it.
01:01:16Is your biggest fear that I'm going to marry him
01:01:18without you knowing him
01:01:19and that I'm going to choose him over you?
01:01:24You never listen.
01:01:26Listen, I'm telling you to think about us first.
01:01:35Listen, I understand your point of view.
01:01:38I'm listening to you,
01:01:40and I'm going there to get to know him better.
01:01:41I'm going there to see if we are compatible.
01:01:44I'm not going there just to run off and get married.
01:01:47I'm listening to your concerns,
01:01:49and I am going to voice them.
01:01:51I promise you I will.
01:01:53Okay?
01:01:54Can I have a hug now?
01:01:56Okay, come here.
01:01:58I love you.
01:01:59I will start listening better.
01:02:01I'm proud of everything you do.
01:02:03You are wonderful and kind-hearted
01:02:04and loving and sweet and caring,
01:02:07and you have been good to your mother,
01:02:09regardless of what I've put you through.
01:02:11And I'm proud of you,
01:02:12and I will listen to you more, okay?
01:02:14All right.
01:02:17I understand where Faith is coming from,
01:02:19and I understand that she has been down this road
01:02:22with past relationships over and over again.
01:02:24And I hold her opinion deeply in my heart,
01:02:29but I think Daniel's different.
01:02:32I think he's the real deal.
01:02:34I think he's a very precious man who is very rare,
01:02:37and I would be a fool not to go after him.
01:02:42Can we go home now?
01:02:43Welcome, welcome.
01:02:56Okay.
01:02:57Sig is everything I thought he would be.
01:02:59He looks super good.
01:03:01There is definitely some chemistry,
01:03:03but it's a bit scary.
01:03:06I mean, I definitely want to respect your lifestyle,
01:03:09and I don't want to be super jealous or crazy,
01:03:12but I hope that you haven't been seeing other people.
01:03:18Just breathe.
01:03:19You got this.
01:03:20You're a man.
01:03:22Sheena and I have been waiting seven years
01:03:24to meet up with each other,
01:03:25and I'm hoping my mom will not fight with Sheena.
01:03:28I just don't know how to feel on this whole situation.
01:03:31Yeah.
01:03:31There's still some things that have to be discussed
01:03:34before we can proceed.
01:03:36No!
01:03:37No!
01:03:39No!
01:03:40It's your boy.
01:03:51No way.
01:03:54I love it.
01:03:56Mm-hmm.
01:03:58Celebrity style is okay.
01:04:01Can I take a picture of it?
01:04:03Yeah, sure.
01:04:05Love me, love me, girl.
01:04:07You know you can change the world.
01:04:16So, where are we going?
01:04:18I don't even know where we're going.
01:04:19I don't know.
01:04:20I don't know.
01:04:20You don't know?
01:04:21No, I don't.
01:04:21Yes, you do.
01:04:22The driver, you know where we're going?
01:04:23The driver's just taking us?
01:04:24He don't know where we're going either.
01:04:25Oh, whatever.
01:04:26So, I don't know.
01:04:27But I can tell you, though,
01:04:28we're going to spend the night in Billy City at a hotel.
01:04:32Tomorrow, we're going to go to the islands.
01:04:34I do have a show out on the islands.
01:04:36Okay.
01:04:36Um, some new songs.
01:04:39I'm excited to perform those.
01:04:41I'm excited.
01:04:41Hopefully, I kill it.
01:04:42You know?
01:04:42Okay.
01:04:43A lot of people are going to be there?
01:04:45Yep.
01:04:45Are you ready to be there?
01:04:47Are you ready for that?
01:04:48I'm nervous.
01:04:49Do you want me there, even?
01:04:50Of course I want you there.
01:04:52Okay.
01:04:57I know Stig can't stop working while I'm here.
01:04:59I would never ask him to do that.
01:05:01But I'm really shocked to hear that I'm seeing Stig perform already in just a couple days.
01:05:09We're here.
01:05:11Ah!
01:05:11I've been a little bit nervous about having to watch him on stage with girls
01:05:16and having him interact with fans in front of me.
01:05:19And now, I'm going to be thrusted into it right away.
01:05:24And it's a bit scary.
01:05:26Ah!
01:05:27Okay.
01:05:27Welcome.
01:05:28Welcome.
01:05:29I'll leave you here for now.
01:05:31Nice.
01:05:31That's super nice.
01:05:32So, we'll have an extra prize for you.
01:05:34Okay.
01:05:35Since you said that you love the flower, I got you some more flowers.
01:05:38Oh, well, they're so pretty.
01:05:41This was to show you that you're my one and only.
01:05:43Okay.
01:05:44And this is to show some gratitude that you're here.
01:05:47Oh, thank you.
01:05:48I like them.
01:05:49They're so pretty.
01:05:50Check them out.
01:05:52Stig is everything I thought you would be.
01:05:54He looks super good.
01:05:56There is definitely some chemistry.
01:05:59What are you going to do with those?
01:06:01I'm all over you.
01:06:02We've been touching each other, kissing each other.
01:06:05So, I hope the night continues on sexually.
01:06:12Let's get comfy.
01:06:13That sounds good to me.
01:06:16I'm attracted to her even more now in person.
01:06:18But I'm a gentleman.
01:06:20I'm not going to just push up on her and try to get some the first night.
01:06:25We'll see how it goes.
01:06:26I'm going to let it play out the way it should play.
01:06:29I'm getting comfy.
01:06:31So, what about you at that?
01:06:36A flower?
01:06:37Sorry, it's not a rose.
01:06:37What is it?
01:06:38Is it a rose?
01:06:39I think it is a rose.
01:06:41What are you going to get?
01:06:42Stig on your forehead.
01:06:43You could get it here.
01:06:44Only if you get Aviva.
01:06:45There.
01:06:47Leave my ass and I have Aviva big on my neck or something.
01:06:50Same.
01:06:50How do you think I would feel?
01:06:52I'm going to leave you.
01:06:53Mm-hmm.
01:06:55Unless you make me leave you.
01:06:56Oh.
01:06:57What would make you want to leave me?
01:07:00Oh, that's a good question.
01:07:02If you, um, you can't understand what I do for work and how I, you know, my lifestyle because
01:07:09of what I do and who I am.
01:07:11Yeah.
01:07:11I mean, I definitely want to respect your lifestyle.
01:07:14And I don't want to be super jealous or crazy.
01:07:16But, but I also want to be, like, respected too.
01:07:21Just, like, I hope that you haven't been seeing other people because I feel like we've
01:07:26been talking seriously.
01:07:27But, I get it.
01:07:30Why are you rolling your eyes like that?
01:07:31I don't know.
01:07:32Because, like...
01:07:33You don't trust me?
01:07:34Oh, you don't trust me?
01:07:35I mean, I know your lifestyle.
01:07:38There's a lot of beautiful women around you, always, so...
01:07:41They're not you, though.
01:07:43Okay, Mr. Charmer.
01:07:46Ooh.
01:07:47I got to.
01:07:48Okay.
01:07:49I do have one more thing for you that's not spilled Chinese food.
01:08:00Okay.
01:08:00Yeah.
01:08:01Steak makes me feel really comfortable.
01:08:04He just knows the exact right thing to say.
01:08:06And Steak and I just feel right together.
01:08:09It's just a spark, a connection, a happiness, all wrapped together with a bow.
01:08:16I don't know how to explain it.
01:08:24Hi.
01:08:25Hi.
01:08:26Hi.
01:08:32Oh.
01:08:33Hey.
01:08:35That's how you feel?
01:08:36Uh-huh.
01:08:36Come on.
01:08:37Yes, man.
01:08:52That is it.
01:08:53She's fine as...
01:08:55Okay?
01:08:57Hmm.
01:08:58I will be soon.
01:09:00Aviva just might be the one, but I don't think she understands the extent of my lifestyle
01:09:07as a performer.
01:09:08Sometimes girls go on stage, dance on me.
01:09:11You know, girls be in my DMs.
01:09:13Some pretty girls.
01:09:15I don't know if she can handle all that.
01:09:17She said she will, but we'll see.
01:09:20Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
01:09:29All right.
01:09:30I'm on monster passport.
01:09:32Left on the airplane.
01:09:34Yeah.
01:09:35But we found it.
01:09:37Shut it up.
01:09:38Got it figured out.
01:09:39Shut it up.
01:09:40Here we go.
01:09:41He's sexing me.
01:09:53He's already here.
01:09:54Feeling so happy and floating and lightened feeling.
01:10:01All right.
01:10:02Here we go.
01:10:04I actually have to go freshen up in the bathroom.
01:10:07Go ahead.
01:10:07Oh, man.
01:10:08I got to find it.
01:10:08See you in a minute.
01:10:09This way.
01:10:11Oh, man.
01:10:13I just don't know how to feel on this whole situation.
01:10:15Yeah.
01:10:16It's just, I mean, I think that I have these ideas of what I want to say
01:10:20because the emotions get there, the feelings get there.
01:10:24Settle down, Molly.
01:10:25Settle down.
01:10:33Just breathe.
01:10:34This is going to be good.
01:10:37Everything's going to be at peace.
01:10:39You got this.
01:10:40You got this.
01:10:41You're the man.
01:10:42Keep moving forward.
01:10:44My mom did not take kindly to Sheena lying about the money again.
01:10:48She sent text messages to Sheena that made her really upset and hurt.
01:10:55So I'm hoping that my mom will not fight with Sheena.
01:11:00Woo!
01:11:01Hey, Mom.
01:11:03Sheena and I have been waiting seven years to meet up with each other,
01:11:05and I just want everything to go smoothly.
01:11:10You look good.
01:11:11Let's get this fixed up a little bit.
01:11:13Here, let me get this little.
01:11:15There you go.
01:11:16You look good.
01:11:17Are you ready?
01:11:18Yes, I'm ready.
01:11:19This is your moment, okay?
01:11:24I'm so nervous.
01:11:31Let's do this thing.
01:11:33Here it comes.
01:11:34You got this.
01:11:34You will do fine.
01:11:35You tell her hello.
01:11:36You say, well, just do whatever you feel.
01:11:39Okay.
01:11:39Go for us.
01:11:39Go for us.
01:11:40You got this.
01:11:41Go for us.
01:11:42Go.
01:11:43I love you guys.
01:11:55Oh, my goodness.
01:11:56Oh, my goodness.
01:12:10Hey, guys.
01:12:10Our journey is about to start, and we're going to go to the next level.
01:12:39I love you, too.
01:12:40Oh, Paul the Bear.
01:12:42You're the best.
01:12:44I love you, too.
01:12:46Meeting you, getting to be with you finally, is my world.
01:12:52My everything.
01:12:53My everything.
01:12:54Oh, Paul the Bear.
01:12:56She.
01:12:57Oh, I'm so happy, baby.
01:12:59You're the best muggle bear ever.
01:13:01I love you.
01:13:03It feels like heaven.
01:13:05Heaven.
01:13:06It's the best I have ever felt.
01:13:10Oh, no.
01:13:11Sheena, can I kiss you?
01:13:12You kissed.
01:13:14Sure.
01:13:18Oh, my goodness.
01:13:20I love you.
01:13:22Kissing you.
01:13:23Oh.
01:13:25It was ecstatic.
01:13:27She has some really good, like, perfume or something on.
01:13:30Actually, I put some a lot of flavor, like, flavor, flavored perfumes in it.
01:13:35Oh, I know you're going to love it.
01:13:36Oh, I'm loving it right now.
01:13:37I think I got it all over me.
01:13:38Oh, really?
01:13:39Yeah.
01:13:40That's why.
01:13:42I got mom and dad here, too, with us.
01:13:48I want us to be a big family.
01:13:49I want you to be crying, Porsche.
01:14:07I know.
01:14:08I can't be on the same issue.
01:14:12Oh, boy.
01:14:14Seen Sheena cry, seen Morris cry.
01:14:16And then the big trigger was just Deb, and then, ah, it was the waterworks.
01:14:21You're all right, Sheena.
01:14:22You're okay, okay?
01:14:25I was surprised that it got to me like that.
01:14:29I don't cry very often.
01:14:31And I made a tear, so I couldn't hold it back, you know, and kind of felt good, I guess.
01:14:37Sorry.
01:14:38I hopefully apologize for everything that has happened.
01:14:41Well, thank you for apologizing, but let's make this a happy moment, all right?
01:14:46Because we're going to be, today is a happy day.
01:14:49We are all together, right?
01:14:50Yes.
01:14:51I'm so glad to see you guys.
01:14:52It's been like a family.
01:14:54We're family now.
01:14:56We're family.
01:14:57You're with family now, Sheen.
01:15:01Seeing her face to face with him, face to face with me, this whole thing is just so overwhelming.
01:15:08I love you, my Sheen.
01:15:09I love baby, man.
01:15:11And he got the softest lips ever.
01:15:12Oh, really?
01:15:13And he tastes like candy.
01:15:14But apology aside, there's still some things that have to be discussed and talked about before we can proceed.
01:15:26That's just how I see it.
01:15:28I would call you.
01:15:34You would press decline, and then I would hear back for hours.
01:15:39I didn't tell you everything, but...
01:15:41During the time that Trish ghosted me for those five days, I had made the biggest mistake of my life.
01:15:51I promise I will tell you everything, but promise me that she won't get mad.
01:16:11Okay, I can promise you that I won't get mad, but I can't promise that it won't hurt me.
01:16:31About months ago, I had a lot going on in my life, and for five days, I didn't answer Rick's call.
01:16:44He was really, really upset, and he caused a huge problem for us.
01:16:51Um, my ex-boyfriend got robbed.
01:16:55Right, yeah, you told me about that.
01:16:57Yeah.
01:16:57And you said that he blamed you?
01:17:00Yeah, he blames me.
01:17:01Like, I was complete for everything, so I was really nervous and upset.
01:17:08And also, I didn't tell you everything, but, um...
01:17:12Oh, man, I'm scared now.
01:17:19After my ex-boyfriend got robbed, my brother got an accident.
01:17:25He hurt someone, bumped someone on my scooter.
01:17:29We did a lot of process, like going for the radiographic,
01:17:33and the guy at the hospital, we're paying for his food and paying for everything he needs.
01:17:42Then we went to the police to pay for the amends.
01:17:46Baby, why didn't you tell me that?
01:17:49I mean, I would call you, call you, you would press decline.
01:17:54I didn't press decline.
01:17:56Or you would just not pick up.
01:17:58I didn't pick up.
01:17:58And I would text you, and then I wouldn't hear back for hours.
01:18:02I thought that you were with somebody else.
01:18:04I didn't even really care about my phone.
01:18:10I didn't even want to talk to anybody when I came back there,
01:18:15because I was nervous and really upset.
01:18:17Baby, I'm not just anybody.
01:18:18I'm supposed to be your confidant.
01:18:20We have to work together.
01:18:22I didn't see you yet, Rick.
01:18:23So it's scary to tell all my problems.
01:18:28Maybe just say, that's not true.
01:18:31I don't believe maybe she just wants money.
01:18:35Maybe you will judge me, but yeah, I was wrong.
01:18:46I'm really, really sorry to hurt you so much,
01:18:50but it's different now, because I see you.
01:18:53I see who you are.
01:18:55So I can share, like, everything happens to my life.
01:18:59You're okay.
01:19:08I'm okay.
01:19:10I completely understand what you're saying now.
01:19:14Thank you so much for explaining everything to me.
01:19:19I just didn't know what to do, baby.
01:19:23What she was telling me before just wasn't adding up in that moment.
01:19:30But now that we're face to face,
01:19:32I feel like I can see the truth in her eyes.
01:19:36And I feel a little bit guilty for not trusting her.
01:19:42Here she is going through all these things,
01:19:44and instead of being there for her,
01:19:47I made the biggest mistake of my life.
01:19:49What did you do?
01:19:58During the time that Trish ghosted me for those five days,
01:20:02I talked to my ex from Colombia,
01:20:07and she said that, you know,
01:20:09why don't you, you know, come down here?
01:20:12I'm missing you.
01:20:14And so, you know, I decided to book a trip
01:20:18and go spend time with her.
01:20:22Even though Trish started talking to me again,
01:20:27in my heart, I believe that she cheated on me.
01:20:30And so I still went to Colombia.
01:20:34My ex stayed with me for the week.
01:20:36We were acting as a couple once again.
01:20:41Did you have sex?
01:20:43We had sex all the time, the whole time.
01:20:47Multiple times a day, every day.
01:20:49I feel bad for that.
01:20:54So I know that I need to tell her.
01:20:57But I'm extremely scared that it'll be something
01:21:00that she can't forgive me for.
01:21:03And it might be the end of us.
01:21:10Next time on Before the 90 Days.
01:21:13This is it?
01:21:15I can't believe I'm about to meet him.
01:21:17I'm really proud of the progress that I've made.
01:21:19But I am nervous.
01:21:21BeerCon won't be as attracted to me in person.
01:21:26Oh, my God.
01:21:27Here we go.
01:21:32I love Lisa.
01:21:34She's thick.
01:21:35She has boobs.
01:21:37But as an evil man,
01:21:38I am worried about that she was physical with a woman.
01:21:41We don't accept that.
01:21:47Mm-hmm.
01:21:48We're here going to the Philippines.
01:22:01Yes, I'm going to see my wife.
01:22:03I've never even met my wife here.
01:22:06This will be actually our first meet.
01:22:09Oh, okay.
01:22:09Me and Anna, we've been married two years.
01:22:14He said that?
01:22:16No.
01:22:17We have been in a relationship for six years
01:22:19and married for almost three years.
01:22:21Okay?
01:22:21Did you guys do the old knockin' knockin'?
01:22:28You're pushing too far.
01:22:32It's in the right time or place.
01:22:33Yeah.
01:22:33Tina already has that control,
01:22:37that thumb on him.
01:22:38Let's not forget,
01:22:39she was giving all of her money to her parents
01:22:42instead of saving for their future.
01:22:44You haven't given me a direct answer
01:22:47as to why you lied.
01:22:50The pieces aren't lining up.
01:22:52I don't love you.
01:22:52I don't like that we were fighting yesterday,
01:22:59but there's something else
01:23:00I wanted to, like, talk to you about
01:23:02that, like, I didn't tell you yet.
01:23:04What?
01:23:05What is this?
01:23:05What's happening?
01:23:07I really want to tell Ziyad
01:23:09about my last engagement
01:23:10because I think it's the only way
01:23:13that we could move forward.
01:23:13I don't know what I'm gonna do.
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