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00:00Boys and girls, we have a special guest today.
00:02She's been performing for crowns for eight, since she was eight years old,
00:0512-year-old Taylor Swift.
00:11Hey, everybody, I'm Taylor.
00:12I'm going to be doing some songs for you guys tonight.
00:15I hope you guys are having a great time.
00:16Very early on, she just knew she was going to have to work hard.
00:23I mean, it depends on how far back we want to go.
00:26But it escalated from school play, theater group, karaoke nights.
00:35I'm going to be doing some songs for you guys.
00:38And I hope you guys are having a great time, because I sure am.
00:41Calling around to festivals and amusement parks
00:44to see if there was a spot for a little kid with a guitar
00:47and a couple of speakers.
00:50It was as basic as you can possibly imagine,
00:53dragging guitars through airports.
00:56Piling them into a rental car.
01:00Hit another city, another city, and just keep going.
01:07And she, from a very early age,
01:10always knew exactly how she wanted things to be.
01:14And she was always planning
01:15what her headline tour would be like.
01:18You know, I never heard her say the word fame
01:22or money.
01:26It was always just about the opportunity
01:30to go sing her songs
01:33and have everybody else singing those same words back to her.
01:36She would do these theaters,
01:41and they kept getting bigger and bigger
01:43and sold out faster and faster.
01:45So it was a gradual thing.
01:53But I don't think that when you are doing that,
01:58you ever, for a split second,
02:01take the time to think,
02:02it will become this.
02:04applause
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02:45The European tour was so intense that, by the end, I was exhausted past a point that
02:57I can remember.
03:00So we need the break after Wembley to recharge not only our bodies, our energy, but our passion
03:11for giving that much every night.
03:16So that by the time we got back to the US, we were all just like fired up.
03:35As we finished the massive European leg of the Ares tour, it's really just been trying
03:42to get back up to speed, being home.
03:49We have this two-month break, we'll kind of regroup and catch our breath a little bit.
03:53Oh buddy, I'm taking care of my home life and then we'll get ready for the final push.
03:59I love traveling, I love my job, it's the best.
04:03And like everything's planned for us and then you get home and you're like, what do I do?
04:07And you have to learn how to schedule things for yourself again.
04:13So why I'm really excited for this break, so that I can sit right here and practice.
04:19I do live with my parents, my little brother and my grandma.
04:26I love coming home to them, getting like home-cooked meals and stuff.
04:30I am eventually gonna get my own apartment in LA, definitely, for sure.
04:38It's a long time to be away.
04:41Rachel and I don't have children, but I mean, I went crazy how much I missed the dog.
04:46You know, just trying to get back into being a normal human and having a schedule and adulting.
04:55Trying to get life back together, because four months is a long time to just check out
05:01and have fun, but come back to like, oh, reality, my car registration, yikes.
05:07Love this, love this, love this, love this, love this, love this, love this, love this,
05:15So we'll just start in show order and make it easy to see that thing.
05:22Yeah, let's put on all the...
05:24You know, if you want, we can take these for a spin for the run-through.
05:29Sunset.
05:31Hello, Miami.
05:33Yeah, this should be first, probably.
05:35So pretty.
05:37Nostalgia is a huge part of the Eras Tour.
05:40If you were 12 years old during the Red Era, you're going to remember certain things that
05:46you saw and certain things that you felt.
05:48It's my job to bring those feelings and those visuals back to you.
05:52Wardrobe is one way to do that.
05:55I love it.
05:58Oh, I'm so excited about it.
06:01The costume design for the Eras Tour was undertaken by my longtime stylist, Joseph Cassell.
06:06He's been with me since I was 16.
06:08The Eras Tour is all about the fans, you know.
06:15The reason I'm able to do my job so well is because I am a fan, too.
06:25I love the organic way that Taylor and I work.
06:28It's like this secret language that we have.
06:31She would send me images.
06:32She'll be like, ooh, send me an image.
06:35And I'm like, aha.
06:36Wow.
06:37I had a style epiphany last night.
06:38You did?
06:39And I pulled about 50 different pictures from online.
06:42Nice.
06:43For the acoustic set.
06:44Awesome.
06:45I want it to be all 50s dresses.
06:47Woo!
06:47For the tour, we chose to be a little reflective and sentimental and tie in the designers who
06:54had been with Taylor from the beginning.
06:59I mean, dancing all night.
07:00Yeah, my feet ache, but I'm wearing Louboutins.
07:03Like, it is a privilege for these feet to ache like this.
07:08This was designed by Roberto Cavalli.
07:10She puts it on in the dark on stage.
07:12The magic of Velcro.
07:13The video for 22.
07:14I remember it like it was yesterday.
07:16Reputation.
07:17These strips are all sequined by hand.
07:21Cavalli, 1989.
07:23I remember meeting with Versace and Milan.
07:26And I was like, oh my gosh.
07:28When you see the Versace bodysuit just made of all these crystals and the light hits it
07:35and it's just...
07:36Oh.
07:37Oh.
07:38Ooh.
07:39So obsessed with this.
07:40This is my new favorite, for sure.
07:42It somehow, like, heals me from having the stomach flu.
07:47It can take me from being utterly exhausted.
07:50I'm just like, nope.
07:51If I'm wearing this, I gotta level up.
07:53I gotta be on the level of this outfit.
07:55So here's another option of the coat.
08:01It's less overtly military, you know?
08:04When I start working on something with tea...
08:07You wanna try the white one?
08:09No.
08:10I'm only thinking about the effect that it has on her.
08:13Oh my God.
08:15That's amazing.
08:19Until I step into a stadium and I'm, like, blown away.
08:24Listening for the best.
08:26My reputation's never been worse so.
08:29You must like me for me.
08:31Thousands of people dress in a way that reflects one of Taylor's looks.
08:36Diver on the east side, where you at?
08:38Falling lights at my nightstand in the black.
08:41Come here, you can meet me in the back.
08:43They use tape, they use stones, they use whatever.
08:46I am a lover.
08:47She has an outfit with, like, a lot of rainbow fringe.
08:50That's kind of where this came in.
08:52The commitment the fans have is beyond the music.
08:58There's a connection on a deep soul level with Taylor.
09:03During her New Jersey concert, Taylor debuted a new dress in this beautiful burgundy.
09:08Again, like the jacket.
09:09I really love this one.
09:14The costumes generally mean a lot.
09:16But reputation was monumental.
09:22Is it cool that I said all that?
09:24Is it too soon to do this yet?
09:26Cause I know that it's dead like it.
09:31My favorite part of the show is the reputation set.
09:33My mom made this outfit from scratch.
09:35I have, like, a reputation bodysuit inside.
09:37Like, these chairs into a bodysuit.
09:39I'm a reputation girl.
09:40Of course.
09:44Taylor Swift's most iconic outfit on the Heiress Tour is, of course, this never-changing reputation bodysuit.
09:51Which we've only gotten one the entire 131 shows.
09:54What we're waiting for right now is to see if Taylor Swift is going to come out with a new reputation outfit.
09:58What's the same?
09:59Same outfit.
10:00Yeah.
10:01We were clowning.
10:02We keep waiting for a new reputation bodysuit just for funsies.
10:08If she were to have a new reputation bodysuit, what would you want it to look like?
10:15This is the new one.
10:16This is the new one.
10:17This is the new one.
10:18Yeah.
10:24Oh, it doesn't look bad at all.
10:26No, it does.
10:27It does.
10:28See this?
10:29It's gotta come up.
10:30It has to come up because they think my boobs are here, but they're here.
10:34You know?
10:35The original catsuit was made from a different fabric.
10:39That was all the fabric that there was in the world.
10:41So we had to recreate the fabric for the second one.
10:44And for this one.
10:45I know what you mean.
10:46Yeah.
10:47It's just really annoying and I have to do really athletic shit in this.
10:49We thought we could fix it.
10:50Because there was no time for them to actually recreate a new one in time for Miami.
10:55They couldn't do it.
11:10Bob.
11:11Yeah.
11:12Sleep.
11:15One other action.
11:16Jane, you have a piece.
11:18Sit.
11:19Womp.
11:20Womp.
11:21No.
11:22What?
11:23Action!
11:24Wait, oh, you need to go.
11:25I've never done that before.
11:26Dude, that was great.
11:27I'm gonna get one more today.
11:28This is the tour gift wall where at the end of each tour we get a plaque thanking us for the, you know, for participating in the tour.
11:43This was my first tour with her.
11:44I started with Taylor in 2009.
11:45In the trajectory of my professional life and career, yeah, that's probably the zero to 60 right there.
11:58Strapped onto that rocket and have been able to do all of this with her, which is great.
12:02Remember this?
12:03Oh.
12:04It was her first birthday present from Taylor.
12:05It's got a little photo of mommy and Sophie, daddy and Sophie and then Miss Taylor as she calls her.
12:21Yes, Miss Taylor.
12:24We had both our kids while I was working for her, so she was kind of around both of the births and I think that this was the first child.
12:32Yeah, it was the first kid born while in the band.
12:35Yeah.
12:36And so, yeah, I think it was a special moment.
12:38Yeah.
12:39Yeah.
12:40It's so wonderful being able to carry a professional family with you as you go through phases of life.
12:50As you go through ups and downs and heartbreaks.
13:01There is such a special bond among the touring family.
13:04It's like having another family.
13:07They're the only other people really in the world who know what this is like.
13:11Before the show, after the show, on the off days, we are like this.
13:16And that's not normal.
13:19It's like she's handpicked these incredible people to be a part of this family.
13:27Most of the people I'm out here on the road with have known me since high school.
13:33But also, there are people that I just got to know in this phase of my life.
13:44Jeslyn is one of the most talented, resilient, loving people I've ever been around.
13:51She was the newest addition to our backup singers.
13:54I started with her reputation.
13:56I had never done a stadium tour before.
13:59And so the first show was just like,
14:02Whoa, this is a lot of people.
14:04We've been singing together for a couple of years.
14:07And when Jeslyn got sick, it was the first blow that the tour family experienced emotionally.
14:18It was like completely unfathomable to us.
14:22Sucks.
14:26While on tour, I was diagnosed with breast cancer.
14:34And obviously it was devastating.
14:39But every weekend we had a show.
14:40So I still flew to the next city, did a show with everyone.
14:44And like in the middle of the week when we weren't doing shows,
14:47I would fly back to LA and just have biopsies and just poked and frotted
14:51to learn really what I had to do treatment wise.
14:54And then hopped back on stage and pretended like nothing was happening.
15:00I'll never forget when she told us.
15:02Everyone was just in shambles.
15:05And it's the not knowing.
15:08When I let Taylor know, she came storming in with hugs and crying
15:13and just saying, I'm so sorry.
15:15And her mom said, you just take care of you and we'll be here when you're ready.
15:23So six months I had to like take off and go through chemo, surgery.
15:31I had edema.
15:32I had like skin issues.
15:35I usually have all this curly hair.
15:41Lost about 75% of my hair.
15:44I felt and looked completely different.
15:47And just kind of watch my friends on live streams in the show.
15:52It was a hard one because we got to come be together for months.
15:59We love you, Jess.
16:00We miss you.
16:01We love you, Jess.
16:02She was home by herself.
16:04I miss you.
16:05Isolated from the family.
16:08We just wanted her to know that no matter what, under any circumstances, if she wanted
16:15to come back, she could.
16:17Goodbye treatment.
16:23I said, how quickly can I get back on tour after I'm done with radiation?
16:31My doctor said, that night.
16:33But you have to get back into shape.
16:38She literally finished radiation and got on a plane.
16:42I actually have a video of when we saw each other at the hotel.
16:46Just coming back to this joy-filled show and these people just emphasized even more how much we're a family.
17:07I cannot believe that she was back in a few months.
17:12The will to come back and do the hardest show ever, none of us could believe it.
17:19I still can't.
17:20Blacked out.
17:48Right, you just keep your body still.
17:52In no way do I ever apply this.
17:54I do.
17:55To my, at any point in the show.
17:59Just want to flag that as I do every time I have to do pull-ups.
18:03Very good.
18:06And 12, that's it.
18:09Strong dislike.
18:12Two thumbs down.
18:13You have gotten stronger in one of those throughout the years.
18:16It's from all the pent-up rage and resentment I have for them.
18:19So you leave on Thursday night?
18:22Thursday morning.
18:24Go there.
18:25Do a full run-through.
18:26Yeah.
18:27In the stadium, which I'm really excited about with costumes.
18:30I want to be, like, back in it so much that I can, like, not be so, like, remember your stuff that you don't want to forget.
18:38Like, you know?
18:39You don't want to see me do this without a rehearsal.
18:42That's what you don't want.
18:43Yeah.
18:44There are a lot of things that we pulled off on this tour that I've never even attempted on past tours.
18:53I think the longest show I ever did before was two hours and 15 minutes.
18:57Five.
18:58Strong.
18:59I never would have believed you if you would have told me we would be doing a three-and-a-half-hour show.
19:03There we go.
19:04Now, saying that is one thing.
19:06Doing that physically is another.
19:08Eleven.
19:09I've never worked out this much in my life.
19:12It's horrible.
19:13I think I'm too late.
19:16Gonna be my brain.
19:19I really had to up my game in terms of physical training.
19:26Six months ahead of my first rehearsal, running on the treadmill every single day at the tempo of the songs that I was playing while singing them out loud.
19:38You just don't want them to see you panting.
19:411989 and Reputation are very high cardio.
19:46Anything's hard when you're scaling a stage that goes the entire length of an NFL stadium.
19:52I think I run like eight miles in the show.
19:58Once we get to Miami, the turnaround time from landing and performing will be very short.
20:04We leave in six days.
20:06Haven't played the show in a couple months.
20:08And there are some things I want to make sure that I don't mess up.
20:13My ex-man brought his new girlfriend.
20:15She's like, oh my god.
20:17I'm just gonna shake into the fella over there.
20:19What the hell are good here?
20:21Why don't you come on with me, baby?
20:23Make me shake, shake, shake.
20:33All right.
20:34Oh, we are so back.
20:44Nice.
20:46Can I do a video, um, like out in the stadium with my cat?
20:51Yeah.
20:52We'll find a place out in the stadium, but it'll be like me walking in with my cat.
20:57Just like take my sunglasses off.
20:59And like, so it would be behind me.
21:02Okay.
21:03And then once I stopped, start going around me like this.
21:07Okay.
21:08It's basically like we're back in the office.
21:09Yeah.
21:10You know?
21:11Yeah, yeah.
21:12For sure.
21:13Well-behaved cat for it.
21:23She is my best one.
21:29Oh, what an idiot.
21:31Oh, shirts on backwards.
21:33I knew something looked weird.
21:35It's wild being back.
21:36So it's lots of hugging, telling the same story like 50 times as far as what you've been up to over the break.
21:44It's awesome.
21:45It's awesome to be back.
21:46It doesn't feel like work.
21:47Florida.
21:48One, two, three, four, one.
21:50We are starting our last leg of this tour.
21:53We have 18 more shows left, which is very bittersweet.
21:57It's very sad.
21:58We're cramming.
21:59Yeah.
22:00Craming for the test at Miami Stadium.
22:01A little nervous, but you know, it's because we want it to be good.
22:16Oh, man.
22:17Well, we'll see.
22:18We'll see what I remember.
22:19I keep thinking today is a show day.
22:21Huh?
22:22I keep thinking today is a show day.
22:23It is a show day.
22:24It is a show day.
22:25It is a show day.
22:26It is a show day.
22:27In my brain, it has to be a show day.
22:28I have got to like, plan.
22:29I need to do a full run through because my brain just, it's like I can't remember a single
22:38part of the show.
22:39We should all treat tonight like a show day.
22:41Show day.
22:42Um, fitting time.
22:46What are you trying on?
22:49Oh, when are you bringing out the rep?
22:51That's what I was about to say.
22:52Are we actually going to get to see it?
22:53I know.
22:54I'm like, I got really excited all of a sudden.
22:55I got to see if this can even happen because they put my boob cups on my rib cage.
23:04Either way, I want to see it.
23:06It's so beautiful.
23:07It's not that beautiful the way it fits me now.
23:15Wow.
23:16It fits.
23:17It fits.
23:18It fits.
23:19It fits.
23:20It fits.
23:21It fits.
23:22It fits.
23:23It fits.
23:24I don't know how you guys manage this.
23:27It fits.
23:28It fits.
23:29It fits.
23:30It fits.
23:31It fits.
23:32Oh, wait.
23:33How does it fit so well?
23:34This is beautiful.
23:35I'm really glad they're here to document this.
23:37It's so cool.
23:38They documented the other the other way.
23:40Oh.
23:41It's perfect.
23:42It is.
23:43Nothing's going to pop out.
23:44And look, it's like, it's in this, how is it in the right spot?
23:48Because Diana's a genius.
23:49You guys took the cups out?
23:50What happened?
23:51It kind of fits perfectly.
23:52Oh, it's now my favorite.
23:55I didn't see this coming.
23:57Oh, my gosh.
23:58That looks amazing.
23:59I'm shocked.
24:00Amazing.
24:01What?
24:02This, I don't know.
24:03I don't know.
24:04I don't know.
24:05I don't know how you do it.
24:08I truly don't.
24:09When I tell you guys that the bra was in a corset here.
24:14Like, like a second row of others.
24:18Oh, I'm so excited.
24:19I'm so excited.
24:20I've never had an alternate outfit for the reputation section.
24:24Not once.
24:25People are going to lose their mind.
24:44As we were getting ready to go back into the shows again, Taylor was like, Mom, I'm really
24:53worried.
24:54I'm trying to go back in my mind and run through the show.
24:57And I get to certain spots and it just stops.
25:00And I said, don't worry about it.
25:03I said, you're going to get back on that stage and everything will come flooding back.
25:08I guarantee it.
25:09And I hoped that I was right, but I didn't know.
25:14Performing that show is incredibly technical and hard.
25:19This tour isn't kind of like, oh, we just fly by the seat of our pants around here.
25:22No, like we stage manage the shit out of this show.
25:28We're dealing with lots of production elements, lighting, screen content, pyro, moving floors,
25:37confetti, costumes, choreography.
25:41There's so many moving parts and it has to be no mistakes.
25:46Perfect timing.
25:49There's a lot going on that happens really fast.
25:53A lot of fast cues from one end of the stage to the other.
25:58See piano lift up.
26:00Go.
26:01It's nerve wracking.
26:023.3 UFO.
26:04Go.
26:07Go.
26:08Go.
26:09Go.
26:10Go.
26:13It takes a lot taking the right stuff out at the right times.
26:16So we all have to communicate well.
26:18We're always moving.
26:21The wings can be challenging.
26:23Challenging we have had incidences where they've broke if they're high winds it gets really hard for them because it's super heavy
26:32Do 43 oh one go
26:40She's singing and having to engage and having to figure out what's coming next
26:45She has some flexibility in where she might go but there are sometimes when it's very exact and if she's not standing in the right place
26:56It's actually dangerous. I
26:58Don't want to fall in a hole and I don't want to have like pyro go off on my head
27:02I legitimately celebrate like every moment that something doesn't go wrong
27:08Everybody is firing on all cylinders
27:15I
27:25Work in the wardrobe department
27:29And I also am one of Taylor's dressers. There's two of us
27:33Every alpha change is about a minute and 15 or less our fastest quick change though is 39 seconds with her in the room
27:42Those quick changes are like nothing you've ever seen before
27:50It is like watching a NASCAR race
27:53How many quick changes does she have?
27:5620 quick changes
27:58Our crew helped us build for quick change booths from there. We kind of travel through the underworld of the stage
28:06It's all very very fast
28:08We don't really have time for snags. It's very choreographed every second counts every millisecond counts
28:19There were moments where I thought I don't know if these costume changes are gonna happen in time
28:26I'm only off the stage for a maximum of two minutes at a time
28:30Those transitions. It's like I'm going under the stage. I'm getting on a weird like pulley system
28:36I'm getting pulled over here. Meanwhile, I'm unzipping my thing. I'm running upstairs
28:42I'm going into a different quick change room on a whole different floor. I'm ripping this off
28:46I'm putting this on and stomp your feet three times. It's literally the most complicated
28:51system you have no idea the panic of
28:56Worrying you're not going to be dressed in time for the song to start and it is that panic
29:02That drives me to never be late
29:09I remember one time I was running from the evermore era I
29:13Trip over the hem of my dress
29:16Bust my knee I skid the palm of my hand off
29:23Hobble into the quick change room blood's coming down my hand
29:27I'm changing into the reputation body suit the skin that's flapping off. I just pull it off more blood
29:34They don't have a band-aid back there
29:38Wasn't late
29:40Wasn't late for the intro of that song
29:43The fans noticed it a couple days later. They're like, oh her palms gone. I
29:49Was like, I am not acknowledging this
29:52What nothing's wrong. That's always been like that
29:54Space
30:04I was really good, but I made three mistakes and I'm so glad I made it in a rehearsal. You know what I mean?
30:09Yeah
30:10Can I talk to you to the dancers real quick about how I'm supposed to fall off that things? I've completely forgotten
30:15Can you hold Balen for me? Yeah, she'll just remind me and I'll just do it right
30:20Okay, going up
30:23Jazz hands
30:25Look at that full moon
30:27So excited. It's gorgeous
30:32Hi
30:34Three mistakes in three three and a half hours
30:36That's not too bad
30:38It's been way worse before
30:39That's almost nothing
30:40It's way, way better than what I would be
30:41Good job
30:41My first mistake was
30:42Yeah, tell me
30:43Is it
30:44Baby, let the games begin
30:46Let the games begin
30:48Let the games begin
30:49Are you ready for it?
30:50That's it
30:51That's it, yeah
30:52I went, I went too early
30:54That's okay
30:54Okay
30:55I can barely tell
30:56What about your quiet treason
30:58Yes, yes, yes, yes
30:59And for a fortnight there
31:02We were forever running to you sometimes
31:05I was feeling about
31:06Okay, and then
31:07Do you need me?
31:08No, I really, really, really do for this next part because I still cannot remember
31:13What happens for my fall for midnight rain
31:16Which hand?
31:17I know that I go
31:19He was sunshine, I was midnight
31:21I think it's this one
31:22I reach out for
31:23I can't remember
31:25Yes, that's right
31:26Do you want to try that one tomorrow?
31:29He was sunshine, I was midnight
31:32Yes
31:33I do want to try it
31:34Yeah
31:35Yeah, just for good luck
31:36Just so that I can confidently fall
31:38Yeah
31:38Yeah, absolutely
31:39Eight feet
31:39Or just sometimes I get like a cat stuck in a tree
31:43Yeah, but you haven't done it for two months
31:46Yeah
31:47It's gonna be great
31:47Good morning South Florida
31:51We have that full moon
31:53It is gonna cause coastal flooding
31:54We're also under wind advisory
31:56We have winds expected to gust up to 35 miles per hour
31:59And around 7 p.m. Swifties
32:01Heads up if you're headed to the concert
32:02Hang on to your umbrella
32:03Even the potential for downpours
32:04Headed through the evening and tonight
32:06Go on
32:07I'm fine
32:08Good to see you again
32:08Good to see you again
32:09Nice to meet you
32:09Yeah, Ryan
32:10Hey, Ryan
32:11Good to meet you
32:12Um, Kevin, why don't we do a quick review
32:14On what we're seeing for weather for these next few days
32:16All right, sounds good
32:17The main concern pretty much for every day this weekend
32:21Is going to be the winds
32:22Today we've already had gusts to around 30 across the area
32:25And chances of wind gusts to around 35 miles per hour
32:29I don't know what you guys have been seeing in the stadium itself down in the bowl
32:33We haven't seen anything over 20 in the last 24 hours
32:37That's good to know
32:38Because it has been higher outside the bowl
32:41Okay
32:41The weather element of playing outdoor stadiums
32:45Is at times delightful and exciting
32:49At times it is frustrating
32:51At times it is feels uh really really horrific
32:57Looking at precipitation right now
32:59It looks like as you go on later in the day
33:01The chances for showers start to increase
33:04Like that's how much crazy weather we've run into on this tour
33:07This is the rainiest rain show that ever rain showed
33:28So um weather components I don't enjoy
33:35Extreme wind do not like it do not love it do not like to see this the speakers doing this
33:41Hate that don't want it when you hear the word lightning
33:45That's when we start having to really worry about postponements
33:50We also have the lightning detection system
33:55And this you can come in here monitor it
33:57Come and go as you please
33:59All right
33:59We're good
34:00Thank you
34:00Yep
34:02Then you get situations where sometimes it's kind of wonderful
34:07Just cinema just drama just it adds to it
34:12It adds to the show if there aren't other weather situations at play
34:18Do they want to go straight up to stage for the fall yeah let's go
34:24Erica's with us
34:31Hello
34:32Hi hi
34:34Hey all you do is you twist
34:38And then they'll catch you
34:40Okay easy
34:40And no matter which way you go they're gonna catch you
34:43So if by chance you happen to have left your left they're still gonna get you
34:48Okay
34:48Okay
34:48Okay
34:49I will definitely do that
34:50I always remembered Mike out
34:52Yep
34:52Yep
34:52Okay
34:53Want to try it in?
34:53Yeah
34:54Okay
34:55Okay
34:56Cause he was sunshine I was midnight
35:00Beautiful
35:00Yeah
35:01That's what it was
35:03Thanks guys
35:03Yeah
35:04Sorry about that
35:04No worries
35:05See you later
35:10See you later
35:13First song I'm gonna do is
35:17This is me trying
35:19And then I'm going into
35:22Daylight
35:43I've been having a hard time adjusting
35:55Had the shiniest wheels now they're resting
35:58Didn't know if you'd care if I came back
36:02Have a lot of regrets about that
36:05Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
36:09Could have followed my fears all the way down
36:12Maybe I don't quite know what to say
36:15Maybe I don't quite know what to say
36:15Maybe I don't quite know what to say
36:15But I'm here in your doorway
36:17I just wanted you to know
36:20This is me trying
36:25I just wanted you to know
36:27This is me trying
36:29And I can still see it all in my mind
36:35All the you, all the me intertwine
36:39Once believed love would be black and white
36:44But it's golden
36:47And I can still see it all in my head
36:51Back and far from New York sneaking in your bed
36:54I once believed love would be burning red
36:57But it's golden
36:59But it's golden
37:00Like daylight
37:02Like daylight
37:04Like daylight
37:08Daylight
37:12Cause I don't wanna look at anything else
37:16Now that I saw you
37:18I don't wanna think of anything else
37:21I don't wanna think of anything else
37:23Now that I thought of you
37:25Been sleeping so long in a 20 year dark night
37:31But now I see daylight
37:35I only see daylight
37:39Daylight
37:41Daylight
37:42Daylight
37:43Daylight
37:44Daylight
37:45I only see daylight
37:47Daylight
37:48Daylight
37:49Daylight
37:50Daylight
37:51I just wanted you to know
37:54That this is me trying
37:56I just wanted you to know
38:00That this is me trying
38:02I just wanted you to know
38:04That this is me trying
38:06I love all of you guys so so much and I feel heard and seen and loved and there's one thing
38:25I admire many things about you but there's one thing that I'll never forget I came to your
38:31birthday last year and I actually tripped on the sidewalk I fell on my face like in front of
38:40paparazzi that were outside I was dealing with side effects and stuff but when you introduced
38:47me to everyone you said guys this is Jesslyn we sing together I said that's a way to put it
38:58no one no one says that and I think that's it just says something about who you are and how
39:10humble you are and how you like to shed light on people and like make them feel bigger than they
39:18think they are and in that moment I needed that it's never a me it's always a we and I think that
39:27it just makes me feel like like we are the only we that will ever be on the biggest fucking tour in the
39:34world now I'm ready
39:47so
39:52so
39:56so
39:59so
40:06Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
40:36Oh, my God.
41:06Oh, my God.
41:36Oh, my God.
42:06Oh, my God.
42:36Oh, my God.
43:06Oh, my God.
43:36Oh, my God.
44:06Oh, my God.
44:36Oh, my God.
45:06All I can ever do is say to myself, I'm going to use every tool in my toolkit.
45:11I'm going to paint with every single brush I've got.
45:14I'm going to be as detail-oriented as possible.
45:17I'm going to try as hard as I possibly can to give these people everything that they want.
45:21But sometimes there's something that happens, but sometimes there's something that happens that's amazing, that's not something you can plan for and not something that you can manufacture.
45:40You know, it's like, there's just, there's still got to be some, like, magical, beautiful mystery to life.
45:58I'm going to run out.
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