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00:00Hey everybody, I'm Taylor. I'm gonna be doing some songs for you guys tonight.
00:05I hope you guys are having a great time.
00:07Very early on, she just knew she was gonna have to work hard.
00:14I mean, it depends on how far back we want to go.
00:18But it escalated from school play, theater group, karaoke nights.
00:26I'm gonna be doing some songs for you guys, and I hope you guys are having a great time because I sure am.
00:31Calling around to festivals and amusement parks to see if there was a spot for a little kid with a guitar and a couple of speakers.
00:40It was as basic as you can possibly imagine.
00:44Dragging guitars through airports, piling them into a rental car.
00:51Hit another city, another city, and just keep going.
00:56And she, from a very early age, always knew exactly how she wanted things to be.
01:04And she was always planning what her headline tour would be like.
01:09You know, I never heard her say the word fame or money.
01:15It was always just about the opportunity to go sing her songs and have everybody else singing those same words back to her.
01:26She would do these theaters, and they kept getting bigger and bigger and sold out faster and faster.
01:36So it was a gradual thing.
01:42But I don't think that when you are doing that, you ever, for a split second, take the time to think, it will become this.
01:54Applause
02:35The European tour was so intense that by the end, I was exhausted past a point that I can remember.
02:50So we need the break after Wembley to recharge not only our bodies, our energy, but our passion for giving that much every night.
03:05So that by the time we got back to the U.S., we were all just like fired up.
03:10Oh my God.
03:20Since we finished the massive European leg of the Ares tour, it's really just been trying to get back up to speed, being home.
03:35We have this two-month break. We'll kind of regroup and catch our breath a little bit.
03:44Oh buddy, I'm taking care of my home life and then we'll get ready for the final push.
03:49I love traveling. I love my job. It's the best.
03:53And like everything's planned for us and then you get home and you're like, what do I do?
03:57And you have to learn how to schedule things for yourself again.
04:01So why I'm really excited for this break is so that I can sit right here and practice.
04:11I do live with my parents, my little brother and my grandma.
04:15I love coming home to them, getting like home-cooked meals and stuff.
04:20I am eventually going to get my own apartment in L.A.
04:23Yes, don't embarrass me.
04:26Definitely, for sure.
04:28It's a long time to be away.
04:31Rachel and I don't have children, but I mean, I went crazy how much I missed the dog.
04:36You know, just trying to get back into being a normal human and having a schedule and adulting.
04:45Trying to get life back together.
04:47Four months is a long time to just check out and have fun, but come back to like, oh, reality.
04:54My car registration. Yikes.
05:01Love this, love this, love this, love this, love this, love this, love this, love this, love this, love this, love this, love this, love this.
05:06Okay.
05:10So we'll just start in show order.
05:12Yeah, let's put on all the, you know, if you want, we can take these for a spin for the run-through.
05:22Sunset.
05:22Hello, Miami.
05:23Yeah, this should be first, probably.
05:26So pretty.
05:28Nostalgia is a huge part of the Eros Tour.
05:30If you were 12 years old during the Red era, you're going to remember certain things that you saw and certain things that you felt.
05:39It's my job to bring those feelings and those visuals back to you.
05:44Wardrobe is one way to do that.
05:45Oh, I love it.
05:48Oh, I'm so excited.
05:49The costume design for the Eros Tour was undertaken by my longtime stylist, Joseph Cassell.
05:56He's been with me since I was 16.
06:02The Eros Tour is all about the fans, you know.
06:06The reason I'm able to do my job so well is because I am a fan, too.
06:13I love the organic way that Taylor and I work.
06:18It's like this secret language that we have.
06:21She would send me images.
06:23She'll be like, ooh, send me an image.
06:25And I'm like, aha.
06:27I got a style of epiphany last night.
06:29You did?
06:29And I pulled about 50 different pictures from online.
06:32Nice.
06:33For the acoustic set.
06:34Awesome.
06:35I want it to be all 50's dresses.
06:37For the tour, we chose to be a little reflective and sentimental.
06:42And tie in the designers who had been with Taylor from the beginning.
06:48I mean, dancing all night.
06:50Yeah, my feet ache, but I'm wearing Louboutins.
06:53Like, it is a privilege for these feet to ache like this.
06:58This was designed by Roberto Cavalli.
07:00She puts it on in the dark on stage.
07:02The Magic of Velcro.
07:03The video for 22.
07:04I remember it like it was yesterday.
07:07Reputation.
07:08These strips are all sequined by hand.
07:11Cavalli.
07:121989.
07:14I remember meeting with Versace in Milan.
07:16And I was like, oh, my gosh.
07:18When you see the Versace bodysuit, just made of all these crystals, and the light hits it,
07:25and it's just...
07:26Oh, my God.
07:27Ooh.
07:28So obsessed with this.
07:30This is my new favorite, for sure.
07:32It somehow, like, heals me from having the stomach flu.
07:36It can take me from being utterly exhausted.
07:40I'm just like, nope.
07:41If I'm wearing this, I gotta level up.
07:43I gotta be on the level of this outfit.
07:45So here's another option of the coat.
07:51It's less overtly military, you know?
07:55When I start working on something with tea...
07:57You wanna try the white one?
08:00I'm only thinking about the effect that it has on her.
08:04Oh, my God.
08:05That's amazing.
08:10Until I step into a stadium, and I'm, like, blown away.
08:15Listening for the best.
08:17My reputation's never been worse, so...
08:20Thousands of people dress in a way that reflects one of Taylor's looks.
08:34They use tape, they use stones, they use whatever.
08:37I am a lover.
08:38She has an outfit with, like, a lot of rainbow fringe.
08:41That's kind of where this came in.
08:43The commitment the fans have is beyond the music.
08:47There's a connection on a deep soul level with Taylor.
08:53During her New Jersey concert, Taylor debuted a new dress
08:57in this beautiful burgundy.
08:59Again, like the jacket.
09:00I really love this one.
09:04The costumes generally mean a lot.
09:08But reputation was monumental.
09:13Is it cool that I said all that?
09:15Is it too soon to do this yet?
09:18Cause I know that it's that like it.
09:21My favorite part of the show is the reputation set.
09:24My mom made this outfit from scratch.
09:26I have, like, a reputation bodysuit inside.
09:28Like, it turns into a bodysuit.
09:30I'm a reputation girl.
09:31Of course.
09:34Taylor Swift's most iconic outfit on the Ares Tour
09:38is, of course, this never-changing reputation bodysuit.
09:42Which we've only gotten one the entire 131 shows.
09:45What we're waiting for right now is to see if Taylor Swift
09:47is going to come out with a new reputation outfit.
09:50What's the same?
09:51Same outfit.
09:52Yeah.
09:52We were clowning.
09:53We keep waiting for a new reputation bodysuit just for funsies.
09:59If she were to have a new reputation bodysuit,
10:01what would you want it to look like?
10:03This is the new one.
10:07This is the new one.
10:08Yeah.
10:12Oh, it doesn't look bad at all.
10:17No, it does.
10:18It does.
10:18See this?
10:19It's got to come up.
10:20It has to come up because they think my boobs are here,
10:23but they're here.
10:24You know?
10:25The original catsuit was made from a different fabric.
10:30That was all the fabric that there was in the world.
10:32So we had to recreate the fabric for the second one
10:34and for this one.
10:36I know what you mean.
10:36Yeah, it's just really annoying,
10:38and I have to do really athletic shit in this.
10:40We thought we could fix it
10:41because there was no time for them to actually recreate a new one
10:44in time for Miami.
10:46They couldn't do it.
10:50Oh.
11:01Yeah.
11:02Slip.
11:06What other?
11:07Me and your other piece.
11:09Sit.
11:13What?
11:13What?
11:14No.
11:14What?
11:15What?
11:17Actually?
11:18Wait, I knew you got it.
11:19I've never done that before.
11:20This is the tour gift wall where at the end of each tour we get a plaque thanking us for the, you know, for participating in the tour.
11:34This was my first tour with her. I started with Taylor in 2009. In the trajectory of my professional life and career, yeah, that's probably the zero to 60 right there.
11:48Strapped onto that rocket and have been able to do all of this with her, which is great.
11:57Remember this?
11:58Oh.
12:02It was her first birthday present from Taylor.
12:06It's got a little photo of mommy and Sophie, daddy and Sophie, and then Miss Taylor as she calls her.
12:13Yes, Miss Taylor.
12:13We had both our kids while I was working for her, so she was kind of around both of the births and I think that this was, it was the first child, yeah, it was the first kid born while in the band.
12:25Yeah.
12:27And so, yeah, it was, I think it was a special moment.
12:29Yeah.
12:29It's so wonderful being able to carry a professional family with you as you go through phases of life, as you go through ups and downs and heartbreaks.
12:44There is such a special bond among the touring family.
12:55That's, it's, it's like having another family.
12:58They're the only other people really in the world who know what this is like.
13:01Before the show, after the show, on the off days, we are like this, and that's not normal.
13:12It's like she's handpicked these incredible people to be a part of this family.
13:18Most of the people I'm out here on the road with have known me since high school.
13:28But also, there are people that I just got to know in this phase of my life.
13:35Jeslyn is one of the most talented, resilient, loving people I've ever been around.
13:43She was the newest addition to our backup singers.
13:46I started with her reputation.
13:48I had never done a stadium tour before.
13:50And so the first show was just like, whoa, this is a lot of people.
13:56We've been singing together for a couple of years.
13:59And when Jeslyn got sick, it was the first blow that the tour family experienced emotionally.
14:08It was, like, completely unfathomable to us.
14:16Sucks.
14:18While on tour, I was diagnosed with breast cancer.
14:22Um, and obviously it was devastating.
14:28But every weekend we had a show, so I still flew to the next city, did a show with everyone.
14:34And, like, in the middle of the week when we weren't doing shows, I would fly back to L.A. and just had biopsies and just poked and frauded to learn really what I had to do treatment-wise.
14:44And then hopped back on stage and pretended like nothing was happening.
14:50I'll never forget when she told us.
14:53Everyone was just in shambles.
14:55And it's the not knowing.
14:58When I let Taylor know, she came storming in with hugs and crying and just saying, I'm so sorry.
15:06And her mom said, you just take care of you and we'll be here when you're ready.
15:14So six months, I had to, like, take off and go through chemo, surgery.
15:22I had edema.
15:23I had, like, skin issues.
15:26I usually have all this curly hair.
15:30I lost about 75% of my hair.
15:35I felt and looked completely different.
15:39And just kind of watched my friends on live streams in the show.
15:44It was a hard one because we got to come be together for months.
15:50We love you, Jess.
15:51We miss you.
15:52We love you, Jess.
15:53She was home by herself.
15:55I miss you.
15:57Isolated from the family.
16:00We just wanted her to know that no matter what, under any circumstances, if she wanted to come back, she could.
16:12Goodbye treatment.
16:17I said, how quickly can I get back on tour after I'm done with radiation?
16:22My doctor said, that night.
16:25But you have to get back into shape.
16:28She literally finished radiation and got on a plane.
16:33I actually have a video of when we saw each other at the hotel.
16:36Oh, I'm touching you.
16:39Just coming back to this joy-filled show and these people just emphasized even more how much we're a family.
16:48I cannot believe that she was back in a few months.
17:01The will to come back and do the hardest show ever, none of us could believe it.
17:10I still can't.
17:10I'll check it out.
17:24I'm going to be back.
17:31I'm going to be back.
17:33Blacked out.
17:41Right, and just keep your body still.
17:43In no way do I ever apply this to my, at any point in the show, just want to flag that
17:52as I do every time I have to do pull-ups.
17:53Five, here we go, and 12, that's it.
18:01Strong dislike.
18:03Two thumbs down.
18:05You have gotten stronger on those throughout the years.
18:07It's from all the pent-up rage and resentment I have for them.
18:10So you leave on Thursday night?
18:13Thursday morning, go there, do a full run-through in the stadium, which I'm really excited about
18:20with costumes.
18:21I want to be back in it so much that I can not be so, like, remember your stuff that you
18:28don't want to forget, like, you know, you don't want to see me do this without a rehearsal.
18:31That's what you don't want.
18:33Yeah.
18:34There are a lot of things that we pulled off on this tour that I've never even attempted
18:41on past tours.
18:43I think the longest show I ever did before was two hours and 15 minutes.
18:47I never would have believed you if you would have told me we would be doing a three-and-a-half-hour
18:52show.
18:53There we go.
18:54There we go.
18:55Now, saying that is one thing.
18:57Doing that physically is another.
18:59Eleven.
19:00I've never worked out this much in my life.
19:02It's horrible.
19:04I think I'm too late.
19:07Got nothing in my brain.
19:10I really had to up my game in terms of physical training.
19:13What?
19:14You're strong.
19:16Six months ahead of my first rehearsal, running on the treadmill every single day at the tempo
19:22of the songs that I was playing while singing them out loud.
19:29You just don't want them to see you panting.
19:321989 and Reputation are very high cardio.
19:37Anything's hard when you're scaling a stage that goes the entire length of an NFL stadium.
19:43I think I run like eight miles in the show.
19:49Once we get to Miami, the turnaround time from landing and performing will be very short.
19:55We leave in six days, haven't played the show in a couple months, and there are some things
20:01I want to make sure that I don't mess up.
20:03My ex-man brought his new girlfriend, she's like, oh my god, I'm just gonna shake.
20:12Why don't you come on with me, baby, make me shake, shake, shake.
20:23All right.
20:30Oh, we are so back.
20:34Nice.
20:37Can I do a video, like, out in the stadium with my cat?
20:41Yeah.
20:42We'll find a place out in the stadium, but it'll be, like, me walking in with my cat.
20:47Just, like, take my sunglasses off.
20:50And, like, so it would be behind me.
20:52Okay.
20:53And then once I stopped, start going around me like this.
20:56Okay.
20:57It's basically like we're back in the office.
20:59Yeah.
21:00You know?
21:01Yeah, yeah, for sure.
21:02And I've got my most well-behaved cat for it.
21:14She is my best one.
21:16Oh, what an idiot.
21:21Oh, shirts on backwards.
21:24I knew something looked weird.
21:30It's wild being back.
21:31So it's lots of hugging, telling the same story, like, 50 times as far as what you've been up to over the break.
21:35It's awesome.
21:36It's awesome to be back.
21:37It doesn't feel like work.
21:38Florida.
21:39One, two, three, four.
21:40One.
21:41We are starting our last leg of this tour.
21:44We have 18 more shows left, which is very bittersweet.
21:48It's very sad.
21:57We're cramming.
21:58Yeah, cramming for the test at Miami Stadium.
22:01I'm a little nervous, but, you know, it's because we want it to be good.
22:07Oh, man.
22:08Well, we'll see.
22:09We'll see what I remember.
22:14I keep thinking today is a show day.
22:16Huh?
22:17I keep thinking today is a show day.
22:18It is a show day.
22:19It is a show day.
22:20It is a show day.
22:21In my brain, it has to be a show day.
22:22I have got to, like, play out.
22:25I need to do a full run through.
22:27Because my brain just, it's like I can't remember a single part of the show.
22:31We should all treat tonight like a show day.
22:33Show day.
22:34Um, fitting time.
22:38Which ones are you trying to?
22:40Oh, when are you bringing out the rep?
22:42That's what I was about to say.
22:44Are we actually going to get to see it?
22:45I know.
22:46I got really excited all of a sudden.
22:47I got to see if this can even happen because they put my boob cups on my rib cage.
22:55Either way, I want to see it.
22:57It's so beautiful.
22:58It's not that beautiful.
22:59It's not that beautiful the way it fits me now.
23:09Wow.
23:10It fits, it fits, it fits, it fits, it fits.
23:15I don't know how you guys manage this.
23:18What it is for her boobs.
23:19Oh, wait, how does it fit so well?
23:24This is beautiful.
23:25I'm really glad they're here to document this.
23:27It's so cool.
23:28Because they documented the other the other way.
23:30Oh, it's perfect.
23:32It is.
23:33Nothing's going to pop out.
23:35And look, it's like, it's in the, how it is in the right spot?
23:38Because Diana's a genius.
23:39You guys took the cups out?
23:40What happened?
23:41Oh, it's now my favorite.
23:45I didn't see this coming.
23:47I'm shocked.
23:48I don't know.
23:49I don't know.
23:50I don't know.
23:51I don't know.
23:52I don't know.
23:53I don't know.
23:54I don't know.
23:55I truly don't.
23:56When I tell you guys that the bra was in a corset here, like a second row of others.
24:08Oh, I'm so excited.
24:10I'm so excited.
24:11I've never had an alternate outfit for the reputation section.
24:15Not once.
24:16People are going to lose their mind.
24:38And as we were getting ready to go back into the shows again, Taylor was like, Mom, I'm
24:43really worried.
24:45I'm trying to go back in my mind and run through the show.
24:48And I get to certain spots and it just stops.
24:51And I said, don't worry about it.
24:54I said, you're going to get back on that stage and everything will come flooding back.
24:59I guarantee it.
25:00And I hoped that I was right, but I didn't know.
25:05Performing that show is incredibly technical and hard.
25:10This tour isn't kind of like, oh, we just fly by the seat of our pants around here.
25:13No, like we stage manage the shit out of this show.
25:19We're dealing with lots of production elements, lighting, screen content, pyro, moving floors,
25:28confetti, costumes, choreography.
25:32There's so many moving parts and it has to be no mistakes.
25:37Perfect timing.
25:40There's a lot going on that happens really fast.
25:44A lot of fast cues from one end of the stage to the other.
25:49See piano lift up.
25:51Go.
25:52It's nerve wracking.
25:533.3 UFO.
25:55Go.
25:58Go.
25:59Go.
26:00Go.
26:03It takes a lot taking the right stuff out at the right times.
26:07So we all have to communicate well.
26:09We're always moving.
26:12The wings can be challenging.
26:14We have had incidences where they broke.
26:16If there's high winds, it gets really hard for them because it's super heavy.
26:23Q4301.
26:24Go.
26:28She's singing and having to engage and having to figure out what's coming next.
26:37She has some flexibility in where she might go.
26:41But there are some times when it's very exact.
26:43And if she's not standing in the right place, it's actually dangerous.
26:47I don't want to fall in a hole and I don't want to have like pyro go off on my head.
26:52I legitimately celebrate like every moment that something doesn't go wrong.
26:58Everybody is firing on all cylinders.
27:01I work in the wardrobe department.
27:17And I also am one of Taylor's dressers.
27:20There's two of us.
27:21Every alpha change is about a minute and 15 or less.
27:29Our fastest quick change though is 39 seconds with her in the room.
27:33Those quick changes are like nothing you've ever seen before.
27:37It is like watching a NASCAR race.
27:44How many quick changes does she have?
27:4620 quick changes.
27:48Our crew helped us build four quick change booths.
27:52From there we kind of travel through the underworld of the stage.
27:56It's all very, very fast.
27:58We don't really have time for snags.
28:04It's very choreographed.
28:05Every second counts.
28:06Every millisecond counts.
28:10There were moments where I thought,
28:12I don't know if these costume changes are going to happen in time.
28:17I'm only off the stage for a maximum of two minutes at a time.
28:21Those transitions, it's like I'm going under the stage.
28:24I'm getting on a weird like pulley system.
28:27I'm getting pulled over here.
28:29Meanwhile, I'm unzipping my thing.
28:31I'm running upstairs.
28:32I'm going into a different quick change room on a whole different floor.
28:35I'm ripping this off.
28:37I'm putting this on.
28:38Stomp your feet three times.
28:39It's literally the most complicated system.
28:43You have no idea the panic of worrying you're not going to be dressed in time for the song to start.
28:50And it is that panic that drives me to never be late.
28:54I remember one time I was running from the Evermore era.
29:03I trip over the hem of my dress.
29:06Bust my knee.
29:08I skid the palm of my hand off.
29:13Hobble into the quick change room.
29:15Blood's coming down my hand.
29:17I'm changing into the Reputation bodysuit.
29:20The skin that's flapping off.
29:22I just pull it off.
29:23More blood.
29:24They don't have a band-aid back there.
29:28Wasn't late.
29:30Wasn't late for the intro of that song.
29:34The fans noticed it a couple days later.
29:36They're like, oh, her palm's gone.
29:39I was like, I am not acknowledging this.
29:42Nothing's wrong.
29:43It's always been like that.
29:45What are you doing?
29:47I thought you said she might want to go back up.
29:51Doesn't matter.
29:52You guys, we need to help.
29:53Straight in.
29:54It was really good, but I made three mistakes that I'm so glad I made in a rehearsal.
29:59You know what I mean?
30:00Can I talk to the dancers real quick about how I'm supposed to fall off that thing?
30:04Because I've completely forgotten.
30:06Can you hold Balen for me?
30:08Yeah, she'll just remind me and I'll just do it right.
30:11Good. Coming up.
30:13Jazz hands.
30:15Jazz hands.
30:16Look at that full moon.
30:18So funny.
30:19It's gorgeous.
30:23Hi.
30:25Three mistakes in three, three and a half hours.
30:27That's not too bad.
30:28It's been way worse before.
30:29That's almost nothing.
30:30It's way, way better than I thought it would be.
30:31Good job.
30:32My first mistake was...
30:33Yeah, tell me.
30:34Is it...
30:35Baby, let the games begin.
30:37Let the games begin.
30:38Let the games begin.
30:39Are you ready for it?
30:40That's it.
30:41That's it.
30:42Yeah.
30:43I went too early.
30:44That's okay.
30:45Fairly as hell.
30:46What about your quiet treason?
30:48Yes.
30:49Yes, yes, yes, yes.
30:50And for a fortnight there, we were forever running to you sometimes.
30:55I was feeling about...
30:56Okay.
30:57And then...
30:58Do you need me?
30:59I really, really, really do for this next part because I still cannot remember what happens
31:04for my fall for midnight rain.
31:06Which hand?
31:07I know that I go...
31:08He was sunshine, I was midnight.
31:11I think it's this one.
31:12I reach out for...
31:13I can't remember.
31:14Sunshine...
31:15Yes, that's right.
31:16Do you want to try that one tomorrow?
31:18He was sunshine, I was midnight.
31:22Yes.
31:23I do want to try it.
31:24Yeah.
31:25Yeah.
31:26Just for good luck.
31:27Just so that I can confidently fall...
31:28Yeah.
31:29Yeah, absolutely.
31:30...eight feet.
31:31Or just sometimes I get like a cat stuck in a tree.
31:33Yeah, but you haven't done it for two months.
31:35Ah!
31:36Yeah.
31:37It's going to be great.
31:40Good morning, South Florida.
31:41We have that full moon.
31:43It is going to cause coastal flooding.
31:45We're also under wind advisory.
31:46We have winds expected to gust up to 35 miles per hour.
31:49And around 7 p.m., Swifties, heads up if you're headed to the concert.
31:52Hang on to your umbrella.
31:53Even the potential for downpours headed through the evening and tonight.
31:56Good to see you again.
31:58Good to see you again.
31:59Nice to meet you.
32:00Hey, Ryan.
32:01Hey, Ryan.
32:02Good to meet you.
32:03Let me do a quick review on what we're seeing for weather for these next few days.
32:06All right.
32:07Sounds good.
32:08The main concern pretty much for every day this weekend is going to be the winds.
32:12Today, we've already had gusts to around 30 across the area.
32:15Chances of wind gusts to around 35 miles per hour.
32:20I don't know what you guys have been seeing in the stadium itself, down in the bowl.
32:24We haven't seen anything over 20 in the last 24 hours.
32:27That's good to know because it has been higher outside the bowl.
32:31Okay.
32:32The weather element of playing outdoor stadiums is at times delightful and exciting.
32:39At times, it is frustrating.
32:42At times, it feels really, really horrific.
32:47Looking at precipitation right now, it looks like as you go on later in the day, the chances
32:52for showers start to increase.
32:54Like, that's how much crazy weather we've run into on this tour.
32:57This is the rainiest rain show that ever rain showed ever, ever.
33:18So, weather components I don't enjoy.
33:25Extreme wind.
33:26Do not like it.
33:27Do not love it.
33:28Do not like to see the speakers doing this.
33:31Hate that.
33:32Don't want it.
33:33When you hear the word lightning, that's when we start having to really worry about postponements.
33:41We also have the lightning detection system.
33:44And this, you can come in here, monitor it.
33:47Come and go as you please.
33:49All right.
33:50We're good.
33:51Awesome.
33:52Then you get situations where sometimes it's kind of wonderful.
33:58Just cinema.
33:59Just drama.
34:01Just, it adds to it.
34:02It adds to the show if there aren't other weather situations at play.
34:11Okay.
34:12Did they want to go straight up to stage?
34:13Yes.
34:14For the fall?
34:15Yeah, let's go.
34:16Erica's with us.
34:21Oh, hello.
34:22Hi, hi.
34:23Hi, hi.
34:24Hey.
34:25All you do is you twist, and then they'll catch you.
34:29Okay.
34:30Easy.
34:31And no matter which way you go, they're gonna catch you.
34:34So if by chance you happen to lift your left, they're still gonna get you.
34:38Okay.
34:39Okay.
34:40I'll definitely do that.
34:41I always remember Mike out.
34:42Yep.
34:43Yeah.
34:44Okay.
34:45Wanna try him?
34:46Yeah.
34:47Okay.
34:48Okay.
34:49Cause he was sunshine, I was midnight.
34:50Beautiful.
34:51Yeah.
34:52That's what it was.
34:53Thanks guys.
34:54Yeah.
34:55Sorry about that.
34:56No worries.
34:57See you later.
34:58See you later.
35:01The first song I'm gonna do is, this is me trying, and then I'm going into daylight.
35:14Okay.
35:15I've been having a hard time a child.
35:16I've been having a hard time a child.
35:17I've been having a hard time a child.
35:18I've been having a hard time adjusting.
35:19Had the shiniest wheels, now they're resting.
35:20Didn't know if you'd have a hard time a child.
35:21I've been having a hard time adjusting.
35:22Had the shiniest wheels, now they're resting.
35:34Didn't know if you'd care if I came back.
35:39I've been having a hard time adjusting.
35:44Had the shiniest wheels, now they're resting.
35:49know if you'd care if i came back have a lot of regrets about that pull the car off the road to
35:57the lookout could have followed my fears all the way down maybe i don't quite know what to say
36:05but i'm here in your doorway i just wanted you to know this is me trying
36:13i just wanted you to know this is me trying
36:20and i can still see it all in my mind all the you all the me intertwine once believed love would be
36:33black and white but it's golden and i can still see it all in my head
36:40i can't find from new york sneaking in your bed i once believed life would be burning red
36:47but it's golden like daylight like daylight
36:54like daylight daylight
37:01cause i don't wanna look at anything else now that i saw you
37:08i don't wanna think of anything else now that i thought of you
37:15been sleeping so long in a twenty year dark night
37:22when i would see daylight i only see daylight
37:28daylight daylight daylight daylight daylight daylight
37:35i only see daylight daylight daylight daylight
37:41i just wanted you to know that this is me trying
37:47i just wanted you to know that this is me trying
37:54i love all of you guys so so much and i feel heard and seen and loved and there's one thing i
38:15i admire many things about you but there's one thing that i'll never forget
38:20um i came to your birthday last year and i actually tripped on the sidewalk
38:27i fell on my face like in front of a paparazzi that were outside
38:32i was dealing with side effects and stuff
38:35but when you introduced me to everyone you said guys this is jesslyn we sing together
38:42i said that's a way to put it
38:49that's exactly what it is
38:52no one no one says that and i think that's it just says something about who you are and how humble you are and how you like to shed light on people
39:04and like make them feel bigger than they think they are and in that moment i needed that
39:11it's never a me it's always a we
39:15and i think that it just makes me feel like like we are the only we that will ever be on the biggest fucking tour in the world
39:23booking uh ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho
39:36oh that was beautiful thank you now i'm ready
39:37Now I'm ready.
39:38Woo!
39:39Woo!
40:07Thank you for your while.
40:22Thank you for having me.
40:31Hi!
40:36No.
41:06It's been a long time coming, but it's you and me, that's my whole world
41:11They whisper down the hall when she's a bad, bad girl
41:15The whole school is all in fake life
41:18You play stupid games, you win stupid prizes
41:36Well, here's what she is saying
44:34I'm very well aware of mysterious forces at play that I will never have any control
44:40of.
44:42Oh, my, my, goodness.
44:56So all I can ever do is say to myself, I'm gonna use every tool in my toolkit.
45:01I'm gonna paint with every single brush I've got.
45:04I'm going to be as detail oriented as possible.
45:06I'm gonna try as hard as I possibly can to give these people everything that they want.
45:10But sometimes there's something that happens that's amazing.
45:24That's not something you can plan for and not something that you can manufacture.
45:38You know, it's like, there's still gotta be some like magical, beautiful mystery to life.
45:50It's like, oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
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