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00:00nerves in my stomach i think it's just because i it's an unknown right now for me when we all get
00:04together i don't know while janelle and i are not best friends i feel like at least i have an ally
00:09to fight for my part of the property before the coyote pass sold i was like back door deal almost
00:15with janelle hey we'll just sell it out from under these other two he's putting the whole thing on
00:20me that i'm the problem cody and i just pulled up mary and janelle are sitting in their cars
00:28message was you know you don't need to interact
00:35it's a standoff at the coyote pass final showdown or something i don't know
00:58you know we got to coyote pass and mary's in her car and janelle's in her car and robin and i are
01:15sitting in our car and well it's just we're just like what should we do
01:21cody and robin have just rolled up i don't want to get out and make small talk
01:26just them sitting there like i don't know what we're waiting for like we already kind
01:29of had to wait for him for an hour
01:31i kind of hoped that we would be like getting out and saying hello but everybody's i mean mary and
01:40janelle are staying in their cars so i'm like okay
01:43it feels like an old western standoff at coyote pass it's just ridiculous
01:57i'm not that great of a whistler you're gonna look him dead in the eye you're gonna get ready
02:01to draw well do you feel lucky punk i don't say come on man it's just it's so weird here we are
02:11there's justin
02:15we might need that umbrella yeah i'm taking it all right bring it
02:31cody told me that janelle was giving him pressure to sell the property out from under mary
02:42janelle's like hey listen we need to sell this because i'm afraid we're losing the
02:46buyer and i'm like okay you know just janelle's always been kind of my financial advisor but she's
02:51an ex-wife now i was waiting on mary she kept saying that she was going to get the paperwork done
02:55and the time was ticking and i'm like i'm getting stressed out about it we could have forced the sell
02:58on the piece that mary's on like i mean he could have forced the sale on everything so yeah
03:06this has been important to me to make sure that everybody was treated fairly in this situation
03:14so yeah i fought him i had some pretty big fights with him about it so in the end we just
03:19kind of laid down we just said okay we'll just do the best we can to clear this up and make it
03:24you just get a breather 25 percent all right you good
03:37i was leaving the house today going man it's going to be a little cooler up there
03:40i remember last time it's cloudy here it's blowing usually well yeah it was snowing on the
03:43way out so perfect timing they just stayed over there having this private little conversation with
03:48just and they're like hi we're over here it was like that that was kind of weird to me hey just
03:56how are you long time no see yeah it's been a while yeah i'm glad i'm here with mary it would be
04:03really awkward if i was sitting here by myself hey guys hi how we doing good justin bemis nice to
04:08meet you finally meet you just to justin for the first time i was gonna say this has been the first
04:13time almost like i should have gave you a hug it's been a it's been a good journey glad to make the cut
04:17with the crew so thanks for having me looks like it's all coming together
04:26i kept looking at robin and cody and you know specifically robin like i wanted to catch her eye
04:34and just smile at her and just put out a gesture of hey i'm cool i looked at mary several times
04:42i never saw her look at me i guess i just need to give her the space janelle did make some eye
04:48contact with me mary never made eye contact with me that i recall mary's probably going to say cody
04:55never made eye contact with me i know mary well this is looks a lot looks like our last visit with
05:03the with the place we basically already said all of our goodbyes okay so
05:12so we've got some good memories here a lot of good stuff so
05:17when we when we first bought the place when we got here the family moved into town my kids just
05:22started jumping in skinny dipping i mean they left their not quite skivvies on i just figured i'd join
05:27them so the pond was almost full when we first came we were really idealistic we thought this would
05:32work out so there's definitely some emotional attachment here garrison took so many photos out
05:41here of the night sky i'm just grateful for the experiences that we did have with the land with
05:50coyote pass um special place it's really special net views killer we're ready to go i've got some
05:58stuff just to go over with you guys just as far as making sure everything's spelt right and okay
06:02all the deeds are printed out and ready to go so the money will go a long way towards my new project
06:07good good came at a good time okay so
06:14if you guys want to head or come around and we can just double check um okay but yeah everything's
06:19been printed out um numbers as agreed upon are over here yeah i just want to make sure everybody's got
06:27that i looked i kind of you said i think this is what you said right okay the distribution
06:31yeah i want to double check it just because you know oh yeah
06:40all right i'm glad it's done glad glad it's finally done
06:45one chapter closed yeah it's been real brother thank you so much i gave you a hug but you know
06:52i'll give robin a good one yours is next time my man thank you so much it was nice seeing you nice
06:57meeting you for the first time thank you appreciate you guys see you too absolutely okay bye guys thank
07:03you thanks justin you're welcome anytime
07:07like they didn't even say hi and they didn't even say bye it was like okay i am invisible to you
07:15i think robin felt like she was gonna be persecuted or attacked or something and i'm like no we can be
07:20adults here but whatever it was super awkward right i think it was so awkward it was awkward and i
07:27didn't think it'd be so awkward but it was pretty awkward they just didn't know what to do or how to
07:31how to have a normal conversation it you know i didn't i didn't think we you know i don't really
07:39endorse fakeness and like okay let's pretend like everything's okay when it's not robin hates girl games
07:47yeah and she reads nuance way different than me
07:55coyote pass from beginning to end its inception the purchase of it and everything has been
08:01very complicated and messy from day one it's finally done everybody's paid everybody can move on now
08:11we have finally cut off these financial ties and i am ashamed that it went so badly through the entire
08:22thing the deal's done this is a sad day um i mean like we're done and i don't feel like celebrating
08:33the toxicity at coyote pass after everybody been paid was just too much we should have pulled out the
08:40champagne with justin but we were still sort of sore the wounds were still open
08:48amber it was so weird like i kind of figured it probably would be but i had really high hopes that
08:55it would be a good thing well hello ladies my girlfriends and i wanted to go um travel
09:02and we're gonna go to new orleans because why not so i heard that coyote pass is now sold cody robin
09:12marriage now they're all done with it and all of the drama that happened for all those years about it
09:19i wasn't involved with it at all i am so glad that i got out of the whole coyote pass thing when i left cody
09:27look i have no idea how much money they got for the property no idea how much each of them made
09:31and frankly i don't care even if it was a better deal than i got when i sold my house i really don't
09:36care oh my gosh it's not worth any amount of money none hi hello christine and david okay for facials
09:46yes so do you guys get facials yes she's forcing me unknown territory that i don't know if i want to do
09:53i told him i said look why don't we just have like a spa thing maybe pedicures or something
09:57and that or something led to a facial wait a minute this is laying down i thought a facial is like
10:02sitting up i didn't know this was like getting naked stuff i didn't know all the way you guys
10:08trap me into something here baby i didn't know exactly how everybody does it he calls it tricked
10:13i call it gradual overwhelming that's all i told him we're going to go to one movie and we end up going
10:19to another movie completely and then like parties we i mean i say they're smaller than they actually
10:26are but also i don't always know how many people are coming either and he thinks it's being trapped
10:32or tricked or whatever but it's i don't always know i know yeah you like this thanks baby i don't mean
10:40for you to be uncomfortable no i'm not uncomfortable oh not uncomfortable no i'm not uncomfortable
10:45you could come join me i'll join you right here i have to be in my bed i'm a big fan of monogamy i
10:52love it i love the david's around all the time i was so nervous at first before we moved in together
10:56the thought of having a guy around all the time i was like what am i going to do with him i have no
10:59idea um but no it's totally easy he's wonderful he's just he's consistent and he's good and he he does
11:09the whole monogamy thing really really well so the renovations have been going on here at the house
11:22for a few months now things are moving along at this point i'm planning on eventually turning into
11:29more of an event space it's going to be great because the sun comes over you're going to have
11:33shade here all day but you're still going to get the warmth of the sun the b&b is done it's over
11:39it's gone but the house will never leave my family i will make sure of that before we fix the walls
11:48or they fix the walls i want to write words on it i love like notes and positive words i love that
11:54i love it i was thinking about this the other day hey just any words words anything anything
12:00words or quotes or affirmations or whatever you want i'm excited
12:10i feel like the property was that last tie that last anchor that now is dropped and released and i
12:16don't have to worry about them i don't have to worry about the property i don't have to worry about the
12:20family except for when i want to and if i want to just nice to not have to worry about the property at
12:28coyote pass anymore absolutely mistakes are well done
12:40isn't that perfect i love it anyway may the roof above us never fall in and those gathered beneath
12:47it never fall out now that i'm home from flagstaff and everything's done with the property and it was
12:55the weird situation you know with seeing everybody i definitely want to share this information with
13:03amber you know because i think she'd get a kick out of it i want an update
13:09are you at peace with
13:13how it all got worked out with coyote pass i'm at peace with the fact that it's done been worked out
13:19fair enough fair enough amber it was so weird like i kind of figured it probably would be but i
13:26have really high hopes that it would be a good thing like he did not look at me once there was
13:33there was one time that it we might have caught eyes like in passing really quick she on purpose
13:38never that's just heartbreaking never looked at me it was the dumbest thing we have this history we should
13:46be able to interact and be decent with each other yeah i just really really am enjoying this phase of
13:54my life now that the property's sold i'm kind of talking about dating a little bit you know what i
14:00mean and it's like that's also been a very interesting thing and i'm enjoying the process it's a fun ride
14:18look maddie's almost had a front row seat to this coyote pass drama she's the only one who probably will
14:24get it and my kids like will get how dramatic this has been you can bring us down stuff the
14:30restaurants in your room okay what would you like to order what tree a water with no ice and bring
14:36me a whole lemon that i can slice myself and a knife it's a joke it's a joke that you would
14:43understand bring me a water with no ice cody discovered water with lemon in it and that warm
14:48water really works better for his digestion so whenever we used to go somewhere he'd always ask
14:53the waiter for room temperature or warm water and a whole lemon he wanted to cut his own lemon look
15:01he tipped well and people were people were usually okay to accommodate him
15:08um so i have to tell you so like i went out to the property
15:12it was so awkward like robin didn't even say anything she kind of like sort of like just there
15:17because she had some obligation to be there or whatever you know what i mean we had to sign that
15:23was it talk to you at all or mary at all it was just weird and then we're like we all signed the
15:31paper and we're like hi to you hey no no they just pretend like you didn't exist we just all got there
15:37and justin started talking and then cody and justin started talking and mary and i just kind of stood
15:41there like props like it was so weird it was weird and i'm really really glad it's over i'm glad it's done
15:47i no longer have to think about cody brown he doesn't he doesn't have any any hold over me this
15:54is done this chapter is closed my girlfriends and i wanted to go um travel and we're gonna go to new
15:59orleans because why not it looks like the dead thing's in the corner of the bathroom or something
16:06like no oh that's so gross like none of the sister eyes would have been up for bugs i can pretty much guarantee
16:22how are you feeling babe what are you sleeping no never you know me once i lay down i'm gone
16:29i know seven seconds is your record danielle told me the other day i was a terrible monogamist
16:35and she's like how independent were you before and i said very there is stuff that just like hello
16:42i need to communicate there's a lot of things we got to communicate it's a whole new world
16:48so danielle's my sister lovely she always has really good advice she just looked at me she goes you
16:52are a terrible monogamist i take over i take over a house i take over everything babe it's hard
16:59it is still hard marriage is something that you work at you work at being married you know you work
17:04at being a monogamous i'm just new to this whole monogamy thing and it's just very different than
17:08polygamy it's very different from being single it really is about having this partner and learning how
17:14to just rely on somebody else it's just a whole new thing to figure out i have wondered like could i
17:20live monogamy after living in a plural family because i had so much independence and so much freedom
17:24i mean maybe i don't know probably you're doing good we're figuring it out as it comes along we
17:31address it and figure it out i appreciate your patience too it's all new you know oh no hey hey
17:40whoa i got a thing on my head you look like a pretty princess a pretty princess yes wow
17:50look david gives and gives and gives and gives all the time he gives all day work he fixes people's
17:56problems all day every day at the end of the day he deserves to be pampered i feel like a million
18:05dollars already oh that's so nice thank you keep your eyes closed and cover them with the seaweed
18:15extra oh baby it's like a cucumber situation yeah you laugh it up okay what is that
18:26this is a jelly seaweed mask i lost my man card somewhere on the floor can someone find it
18:32baby you have a great man card i know what the only real men get this stuff
18:35that whoa whoa what is that that is awesome in polygamy there wasn't someone else to talk to all
18:48the time about things i just figured it out myself and i just fixed things myself versus in monogamy
18:53i have to communicate more there's there's so much to talk to about things so i'm really honestly
18:57learning how to communicate at 52 years old it's amazing thank you for coming with me you're welcome
19:04it's a fun date yeah you owe me
19:12so i'm in new orleans today i think that's how you're supposed to say it i grew up saying new
19:15orleans and i don't think that's right anyway i'm here i have my girlfriends it's really hard
19:18for us to get together because everybody's busy with their lives but we all decided to
19:22take a few days and meet here in new orleans
19:26cody pass is done that weight is off my shoulders i got a little bit of cash in my pocket and i'm
19:31gonna just go have a little bit of fun just a little bit with my girlfriends this is my next
19:37chapter of a i want to bring this fruition this dream to fruition at the farm but also to just kind
19:41of explore all these things that i never did yeah we're janelle's friend group that likes to get her
19:50out and get her to do stuff kind of break her out of her shell have a little fun when i met janelle i
19:55knew about polygamy i just didn't know a lot of the how it worked the inner workings of it but i've
20:00definitely heard of it and seen people that live that lifestyle and it's very intriguing we've all
20:05just supported her no matter what she wanted to do because we've heard her talk about um
20:12living polygamy again like it's an open option um so we would support her in whatever she wants to do
20:19i think janelle definitely should get out and date and start opening her heart i feel like she went
20:27through a lot of hits and i think that she should be like have a romantico kind of situation you know
20:34i don't know if i'm janelle's wing woman on this trip but if the perfect man presents himself i'm
20:38definitely gonna yeah take the opportunity to introduce him what i like is they push my boundaries
20:44a little bit just because they're i grew up so conservatively and i got married young and i'm like
20:49there's a lot of things that i'm like i don't know i just never have done that before
20:53is gator on the stick fried or grilled i have no idea i don't know i would say it's probably fried
21:00can i have mine well done please um i know that my girlfriends would love for me to really let my
21:06hair down i'm gonna take baby steps gonna be baby steps oh wow it's kind of cheers everyone
21:14hold on cheers cheers to gators okay i'm not mad about it spicy interesting it has a really
21:28different aftertaste yeah greasy but it's good spicy a little bit not my favorite i like it
21:35this trip is about baby steps trying new things food is a very easy baby step it's a little step in
21:44the new chapter of my life or whatever that this is kicking off okay we got dark chocolate crickets
21:52okay okay open i'm i'm it's about new stuff new so we're going to mixed bugs cheers okay why did i get a big one
22:02crickets
22:08put those little seeds on it so that you don't think it's the insect crunching i think it's probably the
22:12insect oh no oh here you go you do it oh no no i can't oh my god no these are real bugs like not
22:24no i can't no are they moving it looks like the dead things in the corner of the bathroom or something
22:29like no oh that's so gross oh my god there's like roaches is there a big one oh no no yeah maybe
22:35we can share one room no oh no oh my gosh okay i'm just gonna do a little buddy here okay without
22:44the wings okay it's like a maggot it is i did you eat that i did i did i okay it doesn't taste like
22:53anything you have to chew it okay here we go crunchy air we got this janelle new life adventure
23:00you nailed it it's all about the crunch right it is i can't do it i cannot do that
23:05yeah that's so nasty well we did it yeah yeah cheers the chocolate one was like okay the other
23:12one like no no no no no no no no no no no no like none of the sister wives would have been up for bugs
23:21i can pretty much guarantee that so my my friends are troopers man we're like they're gonna like okay
23:25we're gonna do it like i i don't think any of my sister wives would have eaten the bugs
23:30and we'll see what happens next i'm just exhausted i'm so tired of being blamed for how his kids feel
23:39about him there will always be a cody size hole in their hearts if you're not there
23:46we said go to new orleans because well it was winter ish fall and this was warm gonna be warmer
23:59than some of the other places we've talked about listen beach resorts are great but i i wanted to
24:04have a little bit more of an adventure than just sitting on the beach well hello ladies gotta give
24:09be all your hurricanes like when i was on the trips with my sister wives it was a very different
24:14relationship than girlfriend my friends are all easy going nobody has to control the schedule nobody
24:20has to like be the boss like we're all just like yeah you want to go to that okay yeah let's go do it
24:24we should do a cheers to letting go and finding ourselves there you go love you i really didn't even
24:31have girlfriends until the last couple of years um i was always busy with my kids or i was busy i was
24:38just involved with the family um or before that i lived so secretly i didn't really have an option
24:44of making a lot of girlfriends but um probably in the last five years or so i finally have had some
24:49girlfriends and i'm like wow this is kind of fun i've missed having girlfriends why are you pointing
24:56it towards me hold on is it gonna pop i don't know probably don't hurt yourself i have faith in you
25:03i think in some ways plural when you have a plural family because you have to make the team work you
25:14have to sort of play up certain parts of your personality and kind of downplay other parts
25:18it's fine i did not live a compromised life i did not live an unhappy life but i i sort of forgot how
25:25to have fun a little bit this is cute i love what you've got well i know from the hotel room it was
25:30downstairs you know we did what we did in the snack bar yeah this is so cute because i'm like we probably
25:34better not have it's like glamping and i'm happy there's no bugs in the hair crickets or gator yeah
25:40i'll tell you that was an experience that was we're gonna do it again there's no chocolate on here is
25:44there yeah like hiding disguised as crickets but i think for many years i i hid a little bit like i
25:52hid a lot of who i was i hid a lot of um like being so open it feels a little bit scary and
25:59uncomfortable to step out of that but like working on it so how do you like north carolina like honestly
26:05like the idea that i'm gonna live in a house like that i don't have to like move cody always was like
26:10we gotta move there was always so much always so much chaos like there was just chaos to live with him
26:16how exhausting like i think it was and i've realized now that life was just always overwhelming
26:22when that the whole time i was ever with him and living in constant chaos is so exhausting
26:25you know cody turned 50 and all of a sudden he started making all this noise about
26:29he was carrying the whole family and i think he had this wife who just was his soul mate or
26:36whatever and i just think he i just think he was like i'm not it's too exhausting i don't see
26:41caleb or mitch or anybody saying oh i'm done you guys just figure it out because i'm so much
26:46responsibility i don't see that you know and here's cody with all this family and he's like
26:51oh i don't know like i'm tired of carrying the burden it's aging me like i don't think you really
26:56say that when you have a family but whatever i never shook my responsibilities ever in this family
27:02i was there i was always there and i gave 110 every time i felt like i wasn't getting that from
27:09the rest of my family i got three ex-wives who are going cody change cody change cody change
27:15all right i guess we all went through menopause together because there is such thing as melmenopause
27:19and my testosterone probably just fell to the floor and i just didn't want to do the hard work anymore
27:24the selling of coyote pass is a form of closure we're all separated it's done it's everybody's
27:38moving on i would really like to move myself uh from a place of blaming and i would like everybody
27:46to stop blaming me i've been thinking you've been thinking yeah and i've been struggling with um
28:00some old relationships and how they haven't been improving getting better or even having any
28:10interaction i'm wondering if i could if you think that getting a good therapist would would help me
28:17in figuring out you know sort of getting around some of my issues with my kids my older kids and uh
28:26and trying to get a place where i'm comfortable communicating with them i think that's great
28:34i gotta work on on me because i'm angry about what a lot of the kids have said done and believed
28:39but i've also got to have the tools to be able to engage a relationship putting my feelings aside
28:45and inviting them to step into a space where we can communicate safely and um lovingly you ever been
28:53in a space like this where you just didn't want to talk to anybody anymore talk to anybody anymore
28:57a person a person yes really you've been there before yeah definitely okay and um i continue to try
29:06and i will you do anyway i do it anyway even when it's hard i do it if the relationship is a value to
29:14me when you talk about family it's like i think it deserves more shots i think there's some her feelings
29:22and misunderstandings and misunderstandings and some uh influencing that's been happening
29:30uh some pretty intense influencing and i just feel like that i feel like it's so important for
29:37your kids to have a relationship with you and for you to have one with them and for them to have one with
29:42me i don't think parents actually completely realize how much little things they say
29:52actually influence the way their children think about the other parent
29:56and in plural marriage dad's not around the same amount as mom i'm just exhausted i'm so tired of
30:06being blamed for how his kids feel about him it's his responsibility not mine look i wish i had a lot
30:14of influence on my adult children boy things would be really different i've reached out to every one of
30:18my children i've reached out to every one of my children and multiple times and if they don't have a
30:24relationship with me it's because they're not reciprocating no matter what any of them say
30:31there will always be a cody-sized hole in their hearts if you're not there
30:41do you like tall short kings there has to be a minimum height requirement even roller coasters have
30:46that i wish so badly that i could have fixed things with my own dad
30:54while he was alive
31:06my girlfriends all have a plan that i'm going to meet somebody like i'm like i just don't think
31:11that's reality like that's tv movie or something like that's not real
31:13my kids are kind of waiting for me to like start dating oh they are okay so they're like well what
31:20about mama us too that's odd yeah that's all that everyone around you you know i will say i will say
31:27though like okay look it was a hard no like for at least at least for the last couple years it's been
31:31a hard no and now it's kind of like maybe the farm is my passion and everything but i do need to have a life away
31:38from it trying to get enrolled in some of the classes and stuff in the community just trying to
31:42like oh yeah you're going to do your um pilates maybe yeah yeah you have to go to the hardware
31:48store to meet a guy or the farm and tractor suppliers yes farm supply farm whatever it is
31:52ag supply i don't remember what they call it there well i can tell you right now he's not allowed to wear a
31:56visor under any circumstances i don't know what you want but i do know what you don't want i have a
32:05very clear picture of that in my head christina really has the thing about his visor she just
32:09thinks it's so funny oh she makes a lot of references to it my friends definitely don't
32:17pull any punches when they come to their opinions of cody for sure so what do you guys think the guy
32:23like her perfect guy what qualities yeah just physically let's start there do you like tall
32:29short kings i you know it doesn't matter would you go blonde again see so it's funny i was like
32:35really i was always more attracted to brunettes and i ended up with oh okay keep it coming muscular
32:41there has to be a minimum height requirement even roller coasters have that
32:48probably at least at least a little taller than me would be good yeah you don't want
32:51the wrong side only five five like i'm only five five that's true you know what about like body type do
32:56you like um i need stocky enough to handle life yeah and someone who values family i think family
33:04for sure maybe someone who has kids and grandkids like david who is yeah that was good because christine
33:09had a big you know because i have a big family i think this impulsive trip has turned out to be very
33:15a good thing like it's been a good thing well i've actually realized now that there is one more thing i need
33:19to do to cut that tie with cody like completely cut the tie and i need to have that spiritual release
33:31like there's still some sort of a psychic bond because of it to cody so i just want to cut that
33:37i mean i treated my marriage as if it was just the same as a legal marriage it was to me yeah
33:41and is it just the women that have to get a spiritual no release the men can do also get one too
33:47yeah i mean he could have initiated it exactly he doesn't want to be the one
33:53to make those decisions so i feel like they're usually a lot harder on the men like what the
33:58hell's wrong with you just so that's probably why he doesn't go you're here again how many times is
34:06this guy gonna get released he's a frequent flyer
34:14with you free for free yeah maybe you could get a bogo on that release ceremony
34:20it's not just been one divorce it's been three and that's a lot to take
34:34to your self-confidence the fact that cody is still functioning as well as he is
34:40is a freaking miracle considering what has been dumped on top of his head
34:45there's a there's a phrase i heard the knife of the father is never out of the heart of his children
34:52that's what my point is that breaks my heart i want to
35:01i wish so badly that i could have fixed things with my own dad while he was alive
35:15i told grandma cheryl once i said
35:29but i said cheryl what i would do what i would give to sit down and have a couple beers with my dad
35:36and she just looked at me and said i think he would have really liked that
35:39but i got a beer with garrison the last time we ate together i'm sure that that was a sweet memory for him
35:50but that's like you're talking about this experience and those are like
35:55you know you have some regrets being able to do that with your kids
36:00would really be a benefit you know
36:03when i see cody being rejected by his kids i i see myself
36:11my dad paul married my mom when i was about nine years old
36:18while my dad paul was absolutely wonderful to me and while i was angry and did reject my biological
36:26father for years i do understand how much i needed him and still would love to have him in my life
36:35and in my kids life
36:41i look like him
36:45i look like my biological father
36:47i look like you more than my mom
36:54this has been a really really complicated hard situation probably for them to understand
37:00it's been very very confusing i'm sure probably i had a lot of mean things to say about their
37:05mothers as part of the problem that's not good no that wasn't a road i should have ever gone down
37:11mm-hmm that coyote past being wrapped up is a really could be a positive thing when you have
37:22nothing to fight over then you kind of like oh it takes a hell of yourselves i guess i don't have a
37:28voice with janelle or mary or christine but i do with cody i was like you need to find yourself again
37:37because you've lost that good man that i married still to come on sister wives after that whole
37:45experience in coyote pass i want to set him free so how are you going to do that i go and apologize
37:52he wants to extend an olive branch i need to know what the motive is
37:56come on girl here's to janelle getting a new man hi how are you ron is in town and oh i can't help
38:06but smile sorry so i met ron at a speed dating event i am so happy right now ron i love that
38:15this is my journey my hope is for them to receive it well i just wanted to come and say um that i
38:22apologize wow i don't have a lot of trust with cody hey i am walking into an environment where trust
38:30has been killed suck those beers down because i got some fun stuff to share with you oh my god now i'm
38:35nervous as far as extending an olive branch i think there'll be hidden barbs in there i apologize here's
38:40the huge one for saying i didn't love you this is my husband here why do you think this is appropriate
38:46so i'm having a conversation tomorrow with cody i get a little bit nervous thinking that it could
38:52go really really wrong apology is so needed here because this is still so toxic do you apologize that
39:01you are toxic to me his energy with my energy i apologize that i didn't see you gotta stop with
39:08the apologize word the more you use it the more it feels insincere we've had a hard run i think i owe
39:15you an apology when we were selling coyote pass we were having some agreement problems janelle was
39:22trying to make a backdoor deal larry doesn't even need to know but she's gonna know
39:30i think cody and janelle were trying to kick me out they have no problem cutting her out and letting
39:37her just take i do not agree with things that he does i do not agree with his attitude he regrets not
39:43apologizing for saying that you were not attractive that makes me mad if he ever
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