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00:00let me just start by saying season 14 is a little hard for me to watch just because I was really
00:11new I was really new to drag I just started doing drag in 2019 so I was very very like unseasoned
00:19and I also like wasn't a fully blossomed doll like I wasn't this girl that you see here so
00:24there's a lot of times when I watch I'm like oh but we're gonna have fun doing this
00:30I have one thing to say baby you already know every kiss begins with a K
00:41that is flawless that is like the one thing over my entire career I am the most proud of I am that
00:53entrance queen and I was the first trans girl to openly walk into the workroom
00:59as myself and I feel like there was so much weight that I was carrying with that but also
01:04like I was just really excited no I'm not touching that I want to see what is it a dragonfly a dragonfly
01:11so that dragonfly moment is crazy to me because I don't remember reacting I remember watching this
01:19and immediately I was like I didn't say that I want when I heard a dragonfly I was like who said that
01:26and then I realized it was me and then it became this whole thing where like even still people
01:31recognize me for saying a dragonfly with my little southern twang oh like why is that what I'm known
01:38for but also dragonflies and like metaphysical terms mean transformation strength power and ascension so
01:47I'll take it do you like what you're watching are you enjoying the view of the dolls I know you
01:54are baby well go ahead and like and subscribe make sure to comment share a little love love is free
01:59and so is subscribing to this channel Versace spring 2020 oh I've never seen this one before
02:07this is what set me up to model I was so lucky my house brother August Getty Mocha Corvette Colby if
02:17you know let me this dress and I actually have both I had the 2000 version and then the 2020
02:23remake version but you know I had to keep it sexy so I went with the 2020 there was like a tribute to
02:29J-Lo in 2022 for the iHeart Music Awards and J-Lo actually reached out and casted me through Morgan
02:38McMichaels for her tribute because she did see the Versace dress moment and I had to like scramble to
02:47get another version made because I accidentally put a hole in this one when I did the lip sync because I
02:55wasn't supposed to lip sync I literally gave J-Lo like why would you make me lip sync and then I'll
02:59stop it um so it had to go back to Italy for repairs but we pulled it together and it was
03:04still cute so I brought it back to life I didn't think I was gonna talk about this um I feel like
03:15this is really the ethos of season 14 our season was so authentic it was so real and we were coming
03:24fresh out of the pandemic we were the first season to film like towards the end of it
03:29so just to see that we're like so vulnerable it's something I don't know if we're gonna get
03:36anymore the girls love to fight okay the girls love to be very unserious but we were really really
03:42authentic and there was still a little bit of drama but this moment with Jasmine is always so special to
03:48me and I'm so proud of her I'm so proud of all the girls we have five dolls on one season this is
03:54something I do watch regularly I don't watch a lot of season 14 over but I do watch that part
04:00Jasmine Kerry I'm sorry my dears but you're up for elimination this is like tea I haven't really
04:07talked about but you know on the season I was struggling a lot especially mentally especially
04:12internally I wasn't very sure of myself my aesthetic and the judges were really hard on me to like
04:19open up be more vulnerable get ugly and I did it was that crazy spring of sprung runway I got real ugly
04:27but I feel like I was learning a lot about myself and how to channel and how to trust myself and at this
04:35point I gave up on myself and that's something that's very hard for me to see because I literally
04:42can see this girl and I'm just like girl like like don't be afraid and also I was afraid to break
04:47that dress that dress break it tear it to shreds my best runways were actually going to be the episodes
04:55after this but props to that little girl this season inspired me to dig deep and to get really intimate
05:03with myself and to really learn what it is that I'm trying to do and who it is that I'm wanting to be
05:11and I wasn't that girl here and that's okay I can admit that that's gross
05:15it is chocolate
05:18when in a way I won I feel like I really personified the idea that losing is the new winning because I
05:28was like I'm gonna storm runways I'm gonna be on print I'm gonna model I'm just going to literally
05:34use this entire opportunity to fuel my future this quite literally is the beginning of the rest of my life
05:41yes listen I have to give the biggest thank you even though I'm no longer on twitter thank you to the
05:56twitter stands and the twitter community they kept telling me with all the girls coming out and transitioning
06:03that I was giving Thanos uh from marvel and that like I'm collecting the girls like stones and I
06:09thought that that was so clever so funny and I was like I need to make sure at the finale I make so much
06:17of an impact that I guarantee myself a future placement so I can come back and do the show
06:23correctly this is one of the looks I have kept I do have this in my archives I think she's like stained
06:29because it like cut me on the sides and I bled a little bit but it was worth it blood sweat and
06:32tears go into the best looks but I love this this is the first time during season 14 I feel like I saw
06:39me and I was like I'm proud of that girl
06:41I look good on that Vegas live stage and everyone if you want to see fabulosity on stage in Las Vegas
06:58make sure to get your tickets for RuPaul's Drag Race Vegas live the divas are going to be there and
07:03they're going to turn it out every single day we got a beauty filter honey give them this booty
07:14filter Slaycation season one come on booty filter Slaycation was a lot of fun because it was such a
07:22different style of filming I've always been like a little bit of a reality diva in my delusional
07:28little head but this was the opportunity to really make something out of that there was like drama
07:34there was stupidity there was silliness and I feel like it was the perfect way to set up Slaycation
07:41season two and everyone pay attention I have an announcement Slaycation season two is out now
07:49streaming and available so make sure you watch that grab your popcorn and uh there might be some
07:55really fun surprises I told you bitches I am the woman of the motherfucking house
08:02here we go honey the diva's back from season 14 is here to play I took my notes I went to the drawing
08:18board and I was like what do I want to do differently and the answer was everything
08:21because I feel like season 14 motivated me to like do better be better connect more with myself
08:29when I see season 10 it reminds me to like step up to that level that I brought to life for that
08:37because I gave everything everything I had and it was kind of like my Hail Mary I was like I want to
08:43continue to work in the industry I want to establish myself as like actually being eligible for a
08:51legendary status and I see it I see the fire I see like the revamp I see the 2.0 and usually the
08:59second season or second takes of things are not as good but in this case I ate that y'all let them
09:06walk you into that I did let them walk you into that every part of this is all just I ate I ate I ate
09:12even this part I still ate that is some you're just gonna fully your friend over this moment and
09:21let's not send any hate or negative energy to mistress and Georges the seasons over what happened
09:26happened it was great TV great drama but I will say I think the reason I took it so hard is I know she
09:34has a reputation I know that she has an aura from 25,000 miles away do not trust this bitch she's
09:42gonna do something shady but my thing was like I actually like her I actually respect her I actually
09:47really with her tenacity we both have that very survivalist mentality and so I was telling her I was
09:54like you know like let's go into this like making great TV and being divas and like listen like I want
10:00I respect you I want to be a friend of yours and so she was telling me sister we're gonna be in
10:06the alliance I got you it's the Texas girls we're gonna have a good time we're gonna make great TV
10:11and so she never lied that's the thing about mistress like you can never say she lied she just
10:18left out that the whole reason she was gonna make great TV is because she was going to play in my face
10:23and make me look the absolute fool the whole season and I was not expecting that so it definitely
10:28threw me for a loop I kind of felt like I was back in like TV hell for a bit but I did crawl out of
10:36that and I think that it lit something in me to be like I don't give a who's messing with me I remember
10:41being in my hotel room being like okay what I'm not gonna do is what I did on season 14 and that is
10:46give up and be like it's over we're gonna fight and I'm going to put my best out there and if I don't
10:54make it hopefully I come back and uh well you know the rest is herstory
11:00now listen to y'all unseasoned boiled chicken bitches out there that have no flavor and don't
11:12understand what rapping is and only understand Sesame Street I have a bone to pick with y'all
11:21because like it's one thing to not like my style or whatever but one thing you cannot say is that
11:27I did not roast because how did you not comprehend that I was shading people I don't need to name your
11:33name to shade you I'm shading y'all right now and a lot of people I feel like gained respect for me
11:38from this and that is what I choose to take away from this moment
11:41like I have so much fun every time I see all stars 10 stuff I'm just like
11:48she better she ate I actually have to give a little shout out so one of the reasons that I
11:54vote for Tina for the MVQ point to go forward there was a reason I did that and it wasn't just to spite
12:00mistress it's because if you notice the dress here that is my season 14 reunion gown and I brought
12:08it with me and I was talking to Tina we're trying to coordinate our outfits we wanted to give hooker
12:12and she fully cut and re-sewed and remade my gown into something fun for this challenge
12:21and she did it overnight before we went to film the next day it was very very selfless of her it was
12:28very very big sister energy of her and I really respected that so that is why she got my MVQ point
12:34she earned it which queen gets your MVQ point Miss Carrie Colby
12:41I love you I didn't know they were going to vote for me they were actually kind of staying towards
12:48the other side of the room during untucked and before we were about to go to stage
12:52so I was just like in my head like how the do I have a chance this gagged me I was like whoa
12:59like they're rooting for me mistress pull a fast one on me so if she puts me in the semi-finals
13:06justice would be served you know we litigate I'm here to clear up things because a lot of people
13:11think I'm really dumb and that's fine I do that on purpose so I can make money dumb blondes make money
13:18but I'm not stupid when I said litigate I met that because as soon as I realized a stunt was going on
13:24and I was like I'm probably not gonna get what I want here I was like oh we're gonna have to like
13:28take it to the courtroom type of vibe you know when you litigate you debate in court
13:32to settle and get what you want no matter what's going on and that's why I was like we're gonna
13:38litigate we're gonna make sure on the back end that this is not the end of my story and was it
13:43was it was it I don't think that's dumb
13:47Ross has chosen mistress Isabel Brooks
13:52oh and I was really gagged when I got the call for this I did not expect it I had a feeling it
13:58was gonna be between me and most likely Denali but me getting the call for this
14:03oh my god oh my god thank you I like literally cried and I'm not a crier but that like made me feel
14:16really good cuz I was like damn like people believe in me and then realizing it was Maddie
14:20and Michelle that chose me those are my girls I love Maddie always have and Michelle's my auntie
14:26we talk a lot and I was ready to come back the only girl on all-stars tend to have a what entrance
14:34line karma's a bitch but thank god she's my bestie and I hate the diva won the lottery card fun fact
14:43about this outfit for the confessionals this is detoxes Mugler suit that she entered the workroom
14:51in on all-stars 2 you know what I'm not gonna skip through this lip sync because this is the one
14:59lip sync so far that I'm actually very proud of I twirled and my goal was to twirl and to earn
15:06the ability to be seen and respected as a performer on stage and I did that I feel nothing but gratitude
15:15because the judges said bring the doll back to life and I got all the redemption that I was hunting and
15:24searching and craving and needing craving and needing is a great way to wrap this up cuz I know
15:29you're craving and needing to see more of me all I can say is like why yes I am very proud and I
15:37couldn't always say that and that's a testament to any of you girls boys they them watching if you feel
15:44like you're not where you want to be right now that's okay pick your ass up do the work wear yourself
15:51about give it all commit sell yourself to your fantasy because if you keep at it and you become
15:59humble and you become a forever student forever learning forever evolving you will get to a point
16:05where you look back and you're very proud and I have nothing to give myself but ten and that's a
16:10very hard thing for me to do I I do tend to be very hard on myself so very very happy at that very coldly
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