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00:00:00Beautiful, beautiful, unbelievable!
00:00:05Come on!
00:00:07It's not alternator.
00:00:08Okay, where is this place?
00:00:10It's busy.
00:00:12Where is she?
00:00:13Where are you?
00:00:14Oh, come on.
00:00:15I know it's gonna be here.
00:00:17I know.
00:00:18Come on, come on, come on, come on!
00:00:20Oh my god, I put money into you all the time.
00:00:22It's not the distributor.
00:00:23I'm gonna be late.
00:00:25Seventeenth time.
00:00:27You said five minutes, that was twenty minutes ago.
00:00:29Come on!
00:00:30I wrote it on the table, put it in my purse.
00:00:33Sorority girls from Fresno, I love it.
00:00:36This is exactly what I needed to do.
00:00:38If that is just about perfect bank, I'm sick of this.
00:00:41That's the whole damn car.
00:00:42Let me wait again.
00:00:43What am I thinking?
00:00:44Shit.
00:00:45Get call waiting dude, come on!
00:00:48You do this to me all the time.
00:00:50She does this to me all the time.
00:00:52I hate you.
00:00:53Walked out the door, got in my car, and it's here.
00:00:58Oh, I forgot those goddamn papers.
00:01:00Fuck.
00:01:01I always forget something.
00:01:03Goddamn it.
00:01:04Goddamn it.
00:01:05Goddamn it.
00:01:06Goddamn it.
00:01:07Goddamn it.
00:01:09I love you.
00:01:10Everyone is stuck here.
00:01:11Thank you.
00:01:12womb
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00:06:26But some of them, some of them get in your brain.
00:06:32Oh, those are the kind that gloves won't help.
00:06:34No, condoms won't help either.
00:06:38No, those brain diseases, those word diseases,
00:06:43they get stuck on stuff too,
00:06:46but not on your shoes or toilet seats or nothing like that.
00:06:50No, they get stuck to your words first.
00:06:53Or maybe they get stuck to the words you hear first.
00:06:57And then they make their way back inside your mind.
00:07:00And then they go straight down into your soul
00:07:03and they make your soul sick and diseased, rotten.
00:07:08And they're powerful.
00:07:10As powerful as any disease known to mankind may be more powerful
00:07:13because these word diseases, these brain diseases,
00:07:16they're more contagious than the strongest virus.
00:07:19And you don't need to breathe the air.
00:07:22somebody else is breathing to catch them either.
00:07:25No, you only need to listen to what they say.
00:07:29And they can kill millions.
00:07:32They can infest millions at a time.
00:07:37I got one!
00:07:42I got one!
00:07:45I must have one.
00:07:46I must have one.
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00:18:12Oh.
00:18:13Because one of those big apes.
00:18:14Probably the woman.
00:18:15Looked into the other one's eyes.
00:18:17And uttered the first word.
00:18:20Luke.
00:18:22Which men?
00:18:24I love you.
00:18:26I love you.
00:18:27I love you.
00:18:28And I'll let myself love again.
00:18:29Jesus.
00:18:30I don't know.
00:18:31I'm afraid I might get hurt again by love.
00:18:47For good reason.
00:18:50Oh.
00:18:51But if I let that fear win.
00:18:53God, if I let that fear win and sever the slim hope that I have for really deep, true, meaningful love,
00:19:01if I sever that cord and go the route of the tough guy, unaffected by his emotions,
00:19:06or the sad guy, destroyed by his emotions,
00:19:11either way, either way, I'll be cutting myself off from the purpose and the reason why I'm here.
00:19:18I don't know.
00:19:20I don't know if I can ever let go of the love that I had.
00:19:23I mean, I tried, but it just keeps coming back, which is good, I think.
00:19:29What the?
00:19:47I mean, I just...
00:19:49I just hurt her so bad.
00:19:52Oh, but maybe, maybe I can let go of them, just a little bit at a time, just piece by piece.
00:20:06I mean, maybe for a moment, just one moment, I go of every last bit of it, just so I can see how it's going to be.
00:20:22I just hurt her.
00:20:23I just hurt her.
00:20:24I just hurt her.
00:20:25I just hurt her.
00:20:26I just hurt her.
00:20:27I just hurt her.
00:20:28I just hurt her.
00:20:29I just hurt her.
00:20:30I just hurt her.
00:20:31I just hurt her.
00:20:32I just hurt her.
00:20:33I just hurt her.
00:20:34I just hurt her.
00:20:35I just hurt her.
00:20:36I just hurt her.
00:20:37I just hurt her.
00:20:38I just hurt her.
00:20:39I just hurt her.
00:20:40I just hurt her.
00:20:41I just hurt her.
00:20:42I just hurt her.
00:20:43I just hurt her.
00:20:44I just hurt her.
00:22:51And they're great cars and don't worry about the safety on these things, I can verify
00:22:56for it myself.
00:22:57I've driven these things all over the place and they're great cars.
00:23:00I think you should consider buying one.
00:23:02Is she the one, the woman with the bagel?
00:23:08Yes!
00:23:09Yes!
00:23:10Yes!
00:23:11Yes!
00:23:12Yes!
00:23:40You've got something for me in here.
00:23:47I can feel it.
00:23:50What have we here?
00:23:56Ah, cool!
00:23:59What's...
00:24:04Oh, these are nice.
00:24:09My size.
00:24:13Thank you.
00:24:15Thank you.
00:24:20Thank you, Jambo, God of the dumpsters.
00:24:32The one who puts all good things in dumpsters.
00:24:34The God of garbage.
00:24:35The garbage God.
00:24:36The way.
00:24:37The truth.
00:24:38The light.
00:24:39The filth.
00:24:40Oh, we find your altars in every city.
00:24:45Churches in every alley.
00:24:47People sacrificing to you consistently and you give back so profusely, so unselfishly.
00:24:53Thank you for these many gifts, my friendly God.
00:24:57You great smelly one.
00:25:01You are the one who provides for the homeless.
00:25:03You have truly saved my life.
00:25:07For without you, I would have died from the hunger and cold long ago.
00:25:14I bow down to you, Jambo.
00:25:16Thank you.
00:25:17Thank you.
00:25:18Thank you.
00:25:19Thank you.
00:25:20Thank you.
00:25:25Oh!
00:25:26Hi, Mrs. Dorr.
00:25:28The flowers?
00:25:29No.
00:25:30No, they're not for you.
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00:28:42Bi salleton
00:28:42kalvin'in gelip kalın en gelip kalın gelip takım
00:28:49bir şey
00:28:52kalvin
00:28:53kalvin
00:28:54kalvin
00:28:54kalvin
00:28:55kalvin
00:28:56kalvin
00:28:56kalvin
00:28:59kalvin
00:29:02kalvin
00:29:04kalvin
00:29:06kalvin
00:29:07dilim
00:29:09kalvin
00:29:11Bu biraz biraz.
00:29:15Bilmiyorum.
00:29:17Bu bir sürüp ve bu vialı.
00:29:21Ve bu vialı gösterdi.
00:29:23Bu vialı yok.
00:29:25Bu vialı var.
00:29:27Bu vialı var.
00:29:29Bu vialı var.
00:29:31Bu vialı var.
00:29:33Ve bu vialı var.
00:29:41Ve bu vialı var.
00:29:43Ve bu vialı var.
00:29:45Ve bu vialı var.
00:29:47Ve bu vialı var.
00:29:51Soye bakma bu vialı.
00:29:53Iıp bu vialı var.
00:29:55İnanın alın.
00:29:57Sıkıları yok.
00:29:59Bu vialı.
00:30:01Bu valları yasındık.
00:30:03Kötü.
00:30:05And then on the window seal there was these small little blue vials lined up.
00:30:15He had been collecting his tears in these vials.
00:30:20It must have been over a gallon of stuff.
00:30:24And he told me, he said,
00:30:26I'm gonna send these to her when I die so she can see all the pain and suffering I've been through.
00:30:32And I said, send all your pain and suffering to the woman you love?
00:30:38I missed her, I don't think that's right. I don't think that's love.
00:30:43And then I thought about it and I thought,
00:30:46that's what I've been doing with my drinking.
00:30:49Just showing the world how much pain and suffering I have.
00:30:53Right then and there, I said, no more drinking.
00:30:59Then I started ducking.
00:31:01And I haven't shut up since.
00:31:04Now I wish I could just shut up, but my mind won't let me.
00:31:07It has no gate on it, no spigot, no valve.
00:31:11I'm so tired of hearing you talk.
00:31:14Just leave me alone.
00:31:16Just shut up!
00:31:18Just shut up!
00:31:20You keep doing the same things over and over again and you don't stop.
00:31:25It's like a brain skipping, a CD skipping, a computer skipping, a rock skipping on the water.
00:31:32Just leave me alone! Just stop!
00:31:36Just stop!
00:31:38So what's going on?
00:31:59I broke up with Scott.
00:32:01Shocking.
00:32:02You never did like him.
00:32:04It's not that I didn't like him.
00:32:07I just thought he was a scumbag, dick-like loser, chauvinistic, unprincipled, uncaring, total sleazeball cheeseball.
00:32:15That's all.
00:32:16Look, I just can't stand it anymore.
00:32:19I mean, why do I always end up with the Scott-like thing?
00:32:22I try and be careful and pick someone that'll be good to me.
00:32:25No you don't.
00:32:26You always end up with the hottest, coolest, richest showpieces in town without fail.
00:32:31And somehow you expect these guys to be different on the inside than they are on the outside.
00:32:36And they're not.
00:32:37Big surprise.
00:32:38No, I don't.
00:32:39Yes, you do.
00:32:40To you, a man is the ultimate fashion accessory.
00:32:44Sorry.
00:32:45Well, what are you looking for?
00:32:48I don't know.
00:32:49Well, what attracted you to Scott?
00:32:51I thought he was different.
00:32:55Different how.
00:32:57Okay.
00:32:58I thought he was cute.
00:33:00There you go.
00:33:01Well, how am I supposed to go out with a guy I don't think is cute?
00:33:04I don't know.
00:33:05I couldn't do it.
00:33:06I mean, good looking guys are assholes.
00:33:10And ugly guys are nice.
00:33:12They'd have to be or else they'd never get laid.
00:33:14Oh, right.
00:33:15So you wind up hanging out with some nice ugly guy having a great time,
00:33:19until some good looking asshole comes by and tricks you into thinking he's nice.
00:33:23So you break up with the ugly guy and break his heart.
00:33:26And then the good looking asshole dumps you and your whole life's a mess.
00:33:30That's not true.
00:33:32Ugly guys can be just as much trouble as good looking guys.
00:33:35So I figure why not have someone good looking treating you like shit.
00:33:40So you want someone who will treat you like shit?
00:33:43No, of course not.
00:33:45I just want...
00:33:47I want someone who, when I lie down at night, I can feel his soul wrap around me.
00:33:55Oh, is that all?
00:33:57And love, romance, mystery, beauty, joy, kids, wild sex, passion.
00:34:01Look, I want someone that won't run away when I show them the ugly parts of myself.
00:34:06The black parts that even I don't like, but they're a part of me.
00:34:10Like some sort of dark brooding James Dean kind of character.
00:34:14No, because I want them to love the other side of myself too.
00:34:19I want them to be able to go anywhere with me.
00:34:22To all the twisted, dark, scary places inside.
00:34:25And to all the loving, kind, caring places.
00:34:28Maybe you're really complex and most guys just aren't.
00:34:32I think everybody's complex inside.
00:34:35I think some people are just better at covering it up.
00:34:40Oh really?
00:34:41Yeah, I mean, aren't we the most vulnerable when we try and show our true emotions to each other?
00:34:47Isn't that, like, the scariest thing in the world to do?
00:34:51I think it's just easier to live without thinking about these things.
00:34:55I'm doomed.
00:34:58I'm doomed to being alone.
00:35:00I don't want to pretend I don't have these things inside me for the rest of my life.
00:35:05God, you're not doomed.
00:35:07You don't have to pretend you don't have these things inside of you.
00:35:10Just don't get hung up on them.
00:35:11That's all.
00:35:12Well, that's the same thing.
00:35:14No, it isn't.
00:35:16I want the fairy tale.
00:35:20Oh my God.
00:35:21Not only are you doomed, but you're going to burn in the fires of hell for all eternity just
00:35:26for uttering those pathetic words.
00:35:28I'm CSV alive, you might just have a corrupt, but you are still annoying to be unable to forgive me.
00:35:46I'm sorry.
00:35:47You're the only worse than you're alone.
00:37:25It says,
00:37:27The lips of the wind kisses us and sighs.
00:37:31Angels pray to dandelions,
00:37:33small seeds with soft wings.
00:37:36Wow.
00:37:38Yates.
00:37:39Yeah.
00:37:40And the weird thing is,
00:37:42I've been reading Yates lately.
00:37:44I figure it must mean something.
00:37:46I wonder who it is.
00:37:49I think it's Bob at the bank.
00:37:52Joanna,
00:37:53Bob got married last month in Hawaii.
00:37:55To his boyfriend.
00:37:57Oh.
00:37:58Well.
00:37:59Oh.
00:38:00It's gotta be Frank.
00:38:01At the coffee shop.
00:38:02Frank's going out with Alvin the hairdresser.
00:38:04What about Mike?
00:38:06Jouster.
00:38:08Are all the good looking guys in this town gay?
00:38:11Yup.
00:38:14Well,
00:38:16who could it possibly be?
00:38:18Some geek.
00:38:20I don't think so.
00:38:23Well.
00:38:24Who?
00:38:25You got me girl.
00:38:26I didn't think anybody liked you.
00:38:28Oh.
00:38:29Thanks a lot.
00:38:30Give me a break.
00:38:31You know as well as I do.
00:38:32Half this town's got a crush on you.
00:38:34It could be anybody.
00:38:36Right.
00:38:37It is some geek.
00:38:40See if you can find out who the florist is.
00:38:43Oh.
00:38:44Oh.
00:38:45What about Brian Palmer?
00:38:47Brian the mechanic?
00:38:49Yeah.
00:38:50Whenever I see him he always asks me about you.
00:38:53But he's kind of gross.
00:38:56Hey.
00:38:57Beggars can't be choosers.
00:38:58Besides we already know that it'll be the biggest geek in the world.
00:39:03Right.
00:39:04Well look.
00:39:05See if you can find out for me.
00:39:06Absolutely.
00:39:07I'll call you.
00:39:08Okay.
00:39:09Oh and Joanna.
00:39:11Yeah?
00:39:12Maybe it's me.
00:39:14Oh it has to be you.
00:39:16Why?
00:39:17Because you said it would be the biggest geek in the world.
00:39:20試 athlete'sída häp.
00:39:25Uh yea.
00:39:26I'll call him his sister.
00:39:29Oh I would definitely remember himaaa!
00:39:30And I'll call him at the time!
00:39:33The surtas.
00:39:34The fact that he had the same thing as he awesied,
00:42:09What is my purpose if not to love?
00:42:16If I'm not loving, am I having any purpose at all?
00:42:20Each moment spent in anger is one lost to the dark gods.
00:42:25It's homage to that which I do not want to be.
00:42:28This is not a thought.
00:42:30This is not speech.
00:42:31This is an exorcism for the demons in my soul.
00:42:35Oh, this is an incantation for good.
00:42:40Ah.
00:42:43Mmm, lovely bagel.
00:42:50Hey! Didn't I tell you to stay away from here?
00:42:53Can I just finish my bagel and then go?
00:42:55No, I want you out of here now before I call the police.
00:42:58Well, as soon as I'm done with my breakfast, I'll just go on.
00:43:00No, I want you out of here now!
00:43:02Well, I just have a couple more bites.
00:43:05What part of no don't you understand?
00:43:09Well, what part of understanding don't you know?
00:43:13Sponsible.
00:43:18Dead.
00:43:19Food.
00:43:20Accomplished by.
00:43:22Redeemed.
00:43:23Dabbing.
00:43:24Never alone.
00:43:25Never alone.
00:43:27Never alone.
00:43:27Never alone.
00:43:28Never alone.
00:43:28Never alone.
00:43:29Never alone.
00:43:31Never alone.
00:43:33Never alone.
00:43:38All over here.
00:43:39Ben, anyway, I miss you guys.
00:43:47I hope everything's okay there, but...
00:43:50I guess I'll just...
00:43:52I guess I'll just see you tomorrow.
00:44:01This is the spirit world speaking.
00:44:04This is how the spirits communicate.
00:44:06Zilin boncukları da upstairsi
00:44:12Kırmızan bir yerde
00:44:15Bu da bir personas
00:44:16Kırmızın
00:44:19Heyşinde
00:44:20Yeni var
00:44:27Kırmızı
00:44:28Kırmızı
00:44:30Kırmızı
00:44:31Kırmızı
00:44:34Mari, Tanrımın.
00:44:36Sadece yeni bir başkanım.
00:44:38Genesek, böyle.
00:44:40Bu,
00:44:42yani
00:44:45Bu ne?
00:44:47Bu ne?
00:44:49Bu da bir başkan mıydı?
00:44:52Bu ne?
00:44:54Ve bu da birtan sırada,
00:44:57Yani bu da gibi sona bir peng가�eydi.
00:45:00Bu ne?
00:45:03We all have that place in our hearts,
00:45:07that dark place that we keep a step or a block
00:45:10or a million miles away from.
00:45:14But that's the place that allows us to feel
00:45:17the tragedies that others have suffered,
00:45:21that you all have suffered.
00:45:26Rosetta, when you died you were only 12 years old
00:45:31and that place, that dark place, that,
00:45:35that's why we turn away from it, we ignore it
00:45:38because we're just afraid that the pain of others
00:45:41is just gonna overwhelm us.
00:45:45We're afraid it's gonna open up that sad black hole
00:45:48that's inside ourselves.
00:45:53But the bagels, the bagels come anyway.
00:45:58Fearless bagel woman, she's come to terms with her darkness.
00:46:03She knows it, she lives with it, she nurtures it.
00:46:08Her darkness has given her the gift
00:46:10of her overwhelming compassion and it fuels her inner light.
00:46:16And I know I'm a disgusting wreck of a man.
00:46:19I mean, look at me.
00:46:20I'm a loser in the game of life.
00:46:25I have black, bitter darkness inside of me
00:46:27that will never disappear,
00:46:28that no one can ever make disappear.
00:46:32And yet I know
00:46:33I'm gonna give to her.
00:46:39I'm gonna tell her of my love for her.
00:46:41Even though I fear it's gonna drive her away,
00:46:48I love her.
00:46:57She loves me.
00:46:59She loves me not.
00:47:02She loves me.
00:47:03She loves me not.
00:47:08She loves me.
00:47:09She loves me not.
00:47:09She loves me.
00:47:10She loves me not.
00:47:10She loves me.
00:47:11She loves me not.
00:47:11She loves me.
00:47:13She loves me not.
00:47:16She loves me.
00:47:18She loves me not.
00:47:19She loves me.
00:47:20She loves me not.
00:47:21She loves me.
00:47:23She loves me not.
00:47:25She loves me.
00:47:29She loves me.
00:47:30I knew it. I knew it. She loves me.
00:48:00Hello? Hi, Laurie. It's Joanna. Um, I got another flower from the coward. How exciting. Look, did you talk to Brian? Is it him? No. Um, he kind of spent the night here last night.
00:48:20Laurie. I'm sorry, hon. I called him to ask him about you, and the next thing I knew... I think he's gross. Anyway, I knew it wasn't him. How? Because this guy is different. No, I mean, it's weird, but when I lie in bed at night and imagine him with me, I can feel him out there thinking about me. You're fantasizing about this man? Are you crazy?
00:48:49Joanna, you don't even know who this guy is. You're just in love with some fantasy Prince Charming.
00:48:56No, it's not Prince Charming. It's more like the lover from the Marguerite Duran novel. And why not? Why not fall for the perfect fantasy?
00:49:08Because when the fantasy becomes reality, somebody's going to get hurt.
00:49:12I'm not going to get hurt from a secret admirer. I know how these things always resolve themselves.
00:49:19Besides, I need a little fantasy in my life right now. I mean, this is like the perfect guy. He comes to me at night. We have incredible sex.
00:49:31He leaves in the morning, and he always puts down the toilet seat.
00:49:35Does he leave the used condoms on the bedroom floor?
00:49:38Ooh, I hate that.
00:49:40No, we don't use condoms.
00:49:42No? But what if you get pregnant?
00:49:45I can't. He uses a secret oriental method of lovemaking, which allows him to have an orgasm without ejaculating.
00:49:52Oh my god!
00:49:53Yes, and he can go on forever. I mean, all night. Is he...
00:49:59Very well, you know.
00:50:02No, what?
00:50:03Come on!
00:50:04You know.
00:50:07What?
00:50:07Mmm!
00:50:09What?
00:50:10Does he have a big dick?
00:50:12Like a Redwood.
00:50:17How am I going to get rid of Brian?
00:50:20Tell him you don't like his car.
00:50:21I want to get rid of him, not destroy him.
00:50:25Don't you ever get sick of it?
00:50:27What?
00:50:28Running around with all these guys.
00:50:31No.
00:50:34Like I say, Do you ever go out of his car.
00:50:36I said, I have spoken to him before.
00:50:37When I say, Do you ever go out of his car?
00:50:38What?
00:50:39What's that?
00:50:39What?
00:50:40How am I?
00:50:41What?
00:50:41What?
00:50:42What is that?
00:50:42What is that?
00:50:43I said to myself..
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00:53:58I finally got something for my secret admirer.
00:54:01I hope it's a name and phone number, or maybe like a picture totally nude.
00:54:07No, it's a key.
00:54:09To his apartment?
00:54:10No, a key to a locker in the bus station.
00:54:13Oh my god.
00:54:15How incredibly romantic, exciting, and mysterious.
00:54:19Unless, of course, inside the locker you find the head of his last victim.
00:54:24Laurie.
00:54:25Yeah.
00:54:25Maybe he's like a freak-o serial killer.
00:54:28The flower petal bus locker stalker who slyly sucks beautiful young women into his soft, sultry web of romantic candy.
00:54:36And then chops and hacks them up for all the mean things his mother did to him.
00:54:40Uh, no, that was your last boyfriend?
00:54:44Oh, yeah.
00:54:46So, um, I'm going down to the bus station.
00:54:49Do you want to come?
00:54:49No way.
00:54:50What if he's there waiting for you?
00:54:53That's why I want you to come.
00:54:55Well, I would.
00:54:55But I'm going to a concert with Brian.
00:54:58Oh, how's that going?
00:55:00Ugh, the man has problems.
00:55:02He is a real fixer-upper.
00:55:05And?
00:55:05And nothing.
00:55:06He's a total dick.
00:55:07But I need to get laid.
00:55:09You mean, because he has a dick, you can get laid.
00:55:14Exactly.
00:55:15God, you're such a slut.
00:55:16Hey, what's wrong with that?
00:55:18I don't know.
00:55:19I don't know.
00:55:19Maybe that's just the way to be.
00:55:21Listen, I would trade in my night with Brian the Motorhead
00:55:24for your romantic, exciting locker key any day of the week.
00:55:28Really?
00:55:29Honey, I want the real thing.
00:55:31Love, kids, marriage, all that stuff.
00:55:34We all do.
00:55:36Well, it's about time you admitted it to me.
00:55:40Do you know how hard it is to be the last romantic woman in Boulder?
00:55:44Are you really going to fuck Brian?
00:55:47No.
00:55:48But he thinks I am.
00:55:49God, you're so bad.
00:55:51I'll call you later.
00:55:52I got a jet.
00:55:53Okay, bye.
00:56:05I know Jesus.
00:56:07He's a friend of mine.
00:56:08I met him in a pub.
00:56:09It was back when I was drinking heavily.
00:56:13I looked over, and there he was, sitting there right at the bar.
00:56:17He was drinking, too.
00:56:19He had a glass of wine or something.
00:56:22I said, Jesus Christ.
00:56:24Man, am I glad to see you.
00:56:27You would not believe what's been going on around here.
00:56:30The last 2,000 years, they've been fighting wars and such.
00:56:34On TV, they steal money from the meek.
00:56:40They've practically screwed up the whole planet.
00:56:42And you know the thing is, I mean, I don't really want to tell you this, but they've been doing it all in your name.
00:56:49I had to tell him, and he just kind of looked at me with these eyes.
00:56:55His eyes were just so full of light and joy.
00:56:58And I kind of looked at him, and his hair was all tangled up, and he was kind of dirty and skinny looking.
00:57:04And he looked to me like he'd been living out on the street for, God, all his whole life, probably.
00:57:08And then he says to me,
00:57:11You know, you have no idea what it's like, pal.
00:57:17They are after me every day.
00:57:19They're always on my back.
00:57:21And you know what?
00:57:22Very little of all this impresses me.
00:57:25Very little of it.
00:57:26Then he mumbled something else.
00:57:41I don't quite remember what it was.
00:57:42And then he said something like,
00:57:44Hey, how about slide me a dollar so I can get some food?
00:57:49And then he looked into his glass, and he just kind of stared into it for a while.
00:57:53And I just kind of felt my heart sink.
00:57:56And I looked at him, and I said,
00:57:59Can't you just make a miracle or something, save the world from all these wars and everything?
00:58:05And he looked at me, and he goes,
00:58:06Don't look at me, pal.
00:58:09I've done all I can.
00:58:10I've been trying to save the world, but how can I change your heart when it's all balled up like a fist?
00:58:16I can't change your mind no matter how much it's been blessed.
00:58:22Well, I'd been drinking for days, and this just kind of pissed me off.
00:58:26So I looked at him, and I said,
00:58:28Oh, I see.
00:58:30You're just going to sit there and drinking.
00:58:31Why, we all go straight to hell.
00:58:33You can't tell me that even the Messiah has lost all hope.
00:58:38And then he just kind of twisted his glass.
00:58:46He turned his head ever so slowly.
00:58:51He took a long stare at me.
00:58:55He looked at me with those big, round eyes of his, and he says,
00:58:59Look, pal.
00:59:07You can buy me a drink, or you can leave me alone.
00:59:11The rest is up to you.
00:59:14And then he just wouldn't say a word after that.
00:59:17Yeah.
00:59:19But he did not have to have to have that drink.
00:59:19He did not have to have that drink.
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01:02:45I got a postcard from her a couple of years ago, she's living in Minneapolis now, married, got kids, doing really well.
01:02:52I tell you, it makes me feel sick even today to think about it, you know?
01:02:56And of course, you know the guy who gave me the advice? Happily fucking married.
01:03:02Anyway, the point is, okay, is that anytime anybody wants to give you some advice,
01:03:07I mean, I don't care who it is, it could be a doctor or a lawyer or a therapist or your mother,
01:03:12they're really saying it for themselves.
01:03:15Oh, yeah, right.
01:03:16Alright?
01:03:18So tell her you love her is my advice to you.
01:03:22But it doesn't apply to you, so don't take it.
01:03:28Right!
01:03:30Got it!
01:03:31Got it.
01:03:35Got it.
01:03:36You're gonna leave, huh?
01:03:37Uh, yeah.
01:03:38Yeah, uh, yeah.
01:03:42Hey, you alright?
01:03:45Yeah.
01:03:46You okay?
01:03:47Yeah, yeah, I'm okay.
01:03:52Hey, uh, you know, take a shower though, before, or whatever you do, you know, just...
01:03:57Love, kindness, joy, bliss, caring self-assurance.
01:04:07These are the things that I was born with.
01:04:08I don't need to follow some guru or religion in order to find spiritual bliss.
01:04:17These things are inside of me every second of every day.
01:04:18I just happen to be covered up in a layer of crap right at the moment.
01:04:20I just need to stop.
01:04:21I just need to stop.
01:04:22I just need to stop and get down under these layers and uncover that hidden self down on
01:04:29the inside.
01:04:30Yeah.
01:04:31It's just all this crap, all these bad thoughts, these inappropriate actions, these inappropriate
01:04:35thinking patterns.
01:04:36patterns.
01:04:37It's not like we were all born perfect and then we had to go discover a course in miracles or
01:04:39become a scientist.
01:04:40It's not like we were all born perfect and then we had to go discover a course in miracles
01:04:43or become a Scientologist or spend a hundred years on a mountain top meditating.
01:04:50No.
01:04:51It's not like we were all born perfect and then we had to go discover a course in miracles
01:05:04or become a Scientologist or spend a hundred years on a mountain top meditating.
01:05:11No.
01:05:12No.
01:05:13No.
01:05:14No.
01:05:15No.
01:05:16No.
01:05:17No.
01:05:18I think we came into this world as far more perfect beings.
01:05:23Yeah.
01:05:24And it's not something that exists out there.
01:05:30I don't have to go somewhere else to go find it.
01:05:33No.
01:05:34It's right here.
01:05:35It's right here inside of me.
01:05:36I just need to get all that crap out.
01:05:39Just pour it out.
01:05:40Just spew it out of my mouth.
01:05:43Just get rid of it until I'm clean on the inside.
01:05:46Get down to that hidden perfection that's buried deep down inside of me and let it rise
01:05:54to the surface of my heart and heal myself.
01:05:57That's what I'm going to do.
01:06:00That's what I'm going to do.
01:06:03It's all down deep inside of us now.
01:06:05I can feel it.
01:06:06We're perfect on the inside.
01:06:08I mean, you know that, don't you?
01:06:10I know.
01:06:11You know?
01:06:12Yeah.
01:06:13You know.
01:06:14Everybody knows.
01:06:15You know.
01:06:16Every dog's feathers.
01:06:17A birdman's land water's worth a little large.
01:06:20A bird's gathering is most of the farmen die.
01:06:22A bird's gathering is most of the farmen die.
01:06:24A bird's getting the same.
01:06:25It's the only way to do the decisions from the place of the farm.
01:06:26The gentleman was right.
01:06:27And I hope this is the right decision.
01:06:31This is who I am my friend, I hope you like me.
01:06:41She's not gonna like me, what am I thinking?
01:06:44Can't do this, this is crazy.
01:06:48Oh God, what if she wouldn't like me?
01:06:53I'm gonna stick it in.
01:06:55Put it over here.
01:07:01She's not gonna like me.
01:07:06Hey, what are you doing?
01:07:10I was just gonna put something into your mailbox.
01:07:14You've been leaving me things?
01:07:17Yeah, yeah.
01:07:19You left me the flowers and the key?
01:07:23Yeah.
01:07:25Oh my God, what was I thinking?
01:07:28Of course, of course there'll be someone like you.
01:07:31No offense, but you're not exactly someone I can fall in love with, you know.
01:07:35What is wrong with you?
01:07:37What were you thinking?
01:07:39Well, you just left me those bagels and...
01:07:42I leave stray dogs biscuits.
01:07:45And I don't expect them to start following me.
01:07:48You can't do this anymore.
01:07:50You have got to leave me alone.
01:07:53I just, I wanted to thank you.
01:07:55Oh, are you crazy?
01:07:56Oh God, my girlfriend said you'd be some kind of psycho.
01:08:00What is wrong with you?
01:08:02Oh, you've got bodies in your freezer.
01:08:04I mean, have you ever killed anybody?
01:08:07How did you know?
01:08:09I just love my wife and my child so much.
01:08:13Look, you don't love me.
01:08:16You got that?
01:08:17You don't love me and I don't love you.
01:08:20And I never will love you.
01:08:22You had better leave.
01:08:24And you had better leave me alone.
01:08:26And you had better not come back here.
01:08:27You got that?
01:08:29I'm going inside.
01:08:30And I'm going to call the police.
01:08:32And if you ever come back here, I'm going to have you arrested.
01:08:35And I'm having a restraining order put on you.
01:08:37So stay out of my mailbox.
01:08:42And my garbage.
01:08:44You don't understand.
01:08:46I just wanted to thank you for the bagels.
01:08:49I will come back if you don't want me to.
01:08:52I just talk too much.
01:08:54I just talk too much, that's all.
01:08:56Well, now you know.
01:08:58Now you know I'm a complete and utter bitch.
01:09:00And I hate you.
01:09:02So get the fuck away from me.
01:09:04You disgust me.
01:09:05You disgust me.
01:09:06You disgust me to the very core of my being.
01:09:35I am the dead.
01:09:37You should just give me that.
01:09:38You owe me that.
01:09:39You never did.
01:09:40You never did.
01:09:42You never saw me.
01:09:43I felt the침ically.
01:09:44I felt the illusion.
01:09:45I'm and and my gathers.
01:09:46You shut the themselves.
01:09:47You are doing it.
01:09:49You're always.
01:09:50You're always.
01:09:51You're always.
01:09:52You're always.
01:09:54You don't know why.
01:09:55You've never done anything.
01:09:57You're always.
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