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00:00:00You
00:00:19Really can't see this working. You don't need expensive photographers with expensive studios for headshots anymore
00:00:26I couldn't even if I wanted to. Right. I'm telling you these apps can do everything
00:00:33Okay, give me one more sexy sultry look
00:00:42Perfect check these out
00:00:47Wow
00:00:48See you were all worried. No, I was afraid that they would look like our Instagram selfie. I take great Instagram selfies
00:00:56Well, that's a good one. They're all good
00:01:00You know this actually might work
00:01:03I'll spruce them up in Lightroom, and they'll be pro
00:01:07You're the best. Thanks. What are best girlfriends for?
00:01:13They should probably be getting back to my car. I'll go with you. You sure? Yeah, I got the right shoes on for it
00:01:20Plus I want to hear about the guy
00:01:24What guy
00:01:26Come on
00:01:29Ah, yes the guy this is the ad copywriter turned screenwriter from the SAG event. Yeah, it was fun
00:01:36You should have come with me. I burned my SAG card in a ritual fire, but enough about why it's not acting career
00:01:42This was old school
00:01:44Thunderbolt swept you off your feet
00:01:46I'm telling you there's a difference meeting someone for the first time without any preconceived notions
00:01:50I mean, you know there was no tinder grinder scruff or whatever
00:01:54It was just two faces across a crowded room attracted to each other in the moment
00:02:00Sounds organic
00:02:02Trust me Wyatt texting has nothing on talking
00:02:04So he just like walked up to you and started talking then fought his way through the throng and introduced himself
00:02:11But now at first I will admit I thought that he was doing the Hollywood thing
00:02:15You know, especially when he opened with hey, didn't I see you in that Marvel movie at one time?
00:02:20Here we go
00:02:21But he he pivoted quickly
00:02:23It was kind of like he knew this was different too
00:02:25And that typical Hollywood hustle it would be like an insult
00:02:29And it's kind of sweet if you tilt your expectations
00:02:34Describe the pivot
00:02:35He apologized and came clean
00:02:38He said that he saw me was attracted to me wanted to meet me
00:02:42He said he couldn't let the pitch go by
00:02:45He just made his intentions clear
00:02:47I don't know about his intentions
00:02:49But he definitely made his feelings very clear
00:02:52Feelings for you?
00:02:54I don't know it was more like his feelings for the situation
00:02:59The moment
00:03:02I'm just jealous
00:03:05Like it's better
00:03:06He said or he suggested that we should get a drink
00:03:10At the bungalow
00:03:11But isn't the bungalow in Santa Monica
00:03:14On the water
00:03:15And isn't that the opposite from
00:03:16From Glendale I know
00:03:18And I didn't care
00:03:19Like he drove
00:03:21And the entire way there all we did was just talk
00:03:24About everything
00:03:26Everything
00:03:27Things I haven't said to anyone
00:03:29Even me?
00:03:32It's not that I'm keeping things from you, Wyatt
00:03:34It's just they're things that I don't normally think about
00:03:37On a day-to-day basis
00:03:38Normally
00:03:40It was just so great and it felt so perfect
00:03:43He told me about what he dreams about
00:03:45What he's scared of
00:03:47Who he loves
00:03:50He said he loved you?
00:03:52Uh, no, it was the last guy that he was with
00:03:57You could tell he really loved him
00:03:59But uh
00:04:01Yeah, the other guy cheated on him
00:04:03Oh
00:04:04Yeah, multiple times
00:04:06Which was
00:04:07I mean actually kind of endearing
00:04:09You find emotional baggage endearing?
00:04:11No, not that
00:04:12It's just
00:04:13I mean no one is faithful
00:04:14Anymore
00:04:15I mean not like that 1950s old-school faithful
00:04:18You know, it's all about
00:04:19Polyamory
00:04:20Open relationships
00:04:21Thruples
00:04:22Not that there's anything wrong with that
00:04:24Of course
00:04:25But I just loved his vulnerability
00:04:28I mean he really was hurt
00:04:30It was that
00:04:31Princess Bride
00:04:33True love for him, you know
00:04:35I just
00:04:37I think he's scared to fall in love again
00:04:39So did he just like profess his love right there in the bungalow lounge
00:04:43No
00:04:44But
00:04:45He did say he could see himself falling for me
00:04:48And
00:04:49I agreed
00:04:49I told him the same thing
00:04:51At his place?
00:04:52No, no, no, no
00:04:53This was
00:04:54This was in the car
00:04:55On the way home
00:04:56Or he drove me all the way home
00:04:57And
00:04:58I mean he didn't even ask to come inside
00:05:00Like
00:05:00I mean we didn't even kiss
00:05:02He just
00:05:03We just hugged
00:05:03Like we both wanted to keep holding on to the moment
00:05:06But you would have
00:05:09What?
00:05:10Invited a man
00:05:12Slept with him?
00:05:13I don't know
00:05:15Like
00:05:16We were fiercely attracted to each other
00:05:18Obviously
00:05:18But
00:05:19I mean there was no
00:05:20Sexual
00:05:21Tension
00:05:22Like
00:05:23It felt different
00:05:24I didn't need to have sex with him
00:05:26And
00:05:27For two people who
00:05:28Find themselves pretty emotionally unavailable
00:05:31To cross paths like that
00:05:33I mean it's
00:05:34Magical
00:05:35I mean it's like a miracle
00:05:37Really
00:05:38And the last thing he said to me before driving off was
00:05:41This was one of the best days of my life
00:05:44It feels good to believe in optimism again
00:05:47But moving forward
00:05:50Oh yeah, sure
00:05:51Do me, Dad
00:05:52Of course
00:05:54So when are you going to see him again?
00:05:56Soon
00:05:57I hope
00:05:58Hmm
00:05:58Logan
00:06:00What?
00:06:01You look
00:06:03What?
00:06:04Happy
00:06:05Yeah
00:06:08I am
00:06:09Because of a guy
00:06:10Imagine that
00:06:11Forgot what that feels like
00:06:13Well
00:06:15Sounds like love to me
00:06:17Well
00:06:18At least what I've heard from TED Talks
00:06:19Okay
00:06:20Well I will plead the fifth
00:06:21On that one
00:06:22Okay
00:06:23But please
00:06:24Please tell me that there is someone on your radar these days
00:06:27Not really
00:06:29Come on
00:06:31You're all cubano
00:06:32And cayente
00:06:33And literate
00:06:34You've got game
00:06:35Why don't you play a little bit?
00:06:36You know
00:06:37I would have slept with you if you would have made a move
00:06:38At least we were working together
00:06:40Plus now we're great girlfriends, right?
00:06:42Right
00:06:43Can I drive you home?
00:06:45No, I'm gonna hit the bookstore
00:06:48I'll take an Uber
00:06:49I can drop you off
00:06:50Nah
00:06:51I
00:06:52I want to walk
00:06:53I want to close my rings
00:06:55Did I say something wrong?
00:06:57No
00:06:58You sure?
00:06:59I just
00:07:01I want to pick up a copy of Inherent Vice
00:07:04Hmm
00:07:05I feel like you've read that already
00:07:07A couple years ago
00:07:08But I lost my copy
00:07:10Okay
00:07:11But we're cool though, right?
00:07:13Totally
00:07:14Uh, where do you want to do lunch on Thursday?
00:07:16We'll meet at the steps and we'll decide then
00:07:18Okay
00:07:19Sounds good
00:07:23Logan?
00:07:24Yeah?
00:07:26You and you had shots
00:07:28They're for him, aren't they?
00:07:34Go get your book
00:07:41Hello
00:08:02Shane
00:08:03Yes
00:08:04It's Wyatt
00:08:10Hi
00:08:11Hi
00:08:14Hello
00:08:20Still done this
00:08:21Okay
00:08:22We got a key?
00:08:23Okay
00:08:24Want something to drink?
00:08:25Anything
00:08:27Still like tequila and ice?
00:08:29Sure
00:08:35Wyatt, are you okay?
00:08:37I need to talk to you
00:08:39About what?
00:08:40About what?
00:08:46You redecorated.
00:08:50I like the old couch better than this one.
00:08:52Is this about getting your copy of Inherent Vice back?
00:08:55Pretty sure I've got it around here somewhere.
00:08:58You're a screenwriter now?
00:09:00With William and Morris.
00:09:03No more ten-second social media quips.
00:09:06Stepping it up.
00:09:08Where'd you hear that?
00:09:09It's not true.
00:09:11Oh, it is true.
00:09:13I don't see how you could possibly know that.
00:09:16One of the best days of my life
00:09:19rekindled my belief in optimism.
00:09:27Logan.
00:09:28You know him?
00:09:29Logan Barnes.
00:09:31Actor.
00:09:32Has a cat named Ferocious.
00:09:33First to help Bottom.
00:09:35We're best girlfriends.
00:09:37I took his new headshots today, probably for you after you dangled some forlorn script of yours in a layer of developmental hell.
00:09:46Surprised.
00:09:48You shouldn't be.
00:09:50It really is.
00:09:51Small town.
00:09:52I don't care what anybody has to say.
00:09:54He told you about me.
00:09:56Not in the classic sense.
00:09:59Not that he had to because I caught on it was pretty quickly that it was you.
00:10:03Still going to the bungalow?
00:10:05Christ.
00:10:06Did you tell him about us?
00:10:08Not yet.
00:10:09What does that mean?
00:10:10Are you in love with him?
00:10:12Should I tell you?
00:10:14You think I'm jealous.
00:10:16Aren't you?
00:10:17Why would I be?
00:10:19Not in love with you.
00:10:22Fact.
00:10:23I haven't really thought about you at all.
00:10:25You've portrayed yourself as this traumatized, cheated on, true love guy.
00:10:42Logan said that?
00:10:43Kind of.
00:10:44Not in some color.
00:10:45You have no right to know anything about that night.
00:10:49Okay.
00:10:50Game's over.
00:10:51You can go now.
00:10:52Why?
00:10:53Why?
00:10:54Why?
00:10:55Why?
00:10:56Why?
00:10:57Why?
00:10:58Why?
00:10:59Why?
00:11:00Why?
00:11:01Why?
00:11:02Why?
00:11:03Why?
00:11:04Why?
00:11:05Why?
00:11:06Why?
00:11:07Why?
00:11:08Why?
00:11:09Why?
00:11:10Why?
00:11:11Why?
00:11:13Why?
00:11:14I find your behavior disturbing.
00:11:15Have no fear.
00:11:16I'm very aware of my disturbing behavior.
00:11:20So, this is Wyatt all systems nominal.
00:11:21See?
00:11:23You still know me?
00:11:27Are you scared?
00:11:28A little, yeah.
00:11:33What do you want, Wyatt?
00:11:35Why come here?
00:11:36Honestly, I-
00:11:38I'm not sure.
00:11:40If you're the only person I can really talk to about this, can't talk to Logan.
00:11:47Call it passion in the moment, but I was pretty sure I can still get your attention even after two years.
00:11:55Anyway, how have you been?
00:11:58Wait, no.
00:12:00Why do you need to get my attention after two years?
00:12:03I miss our late night talks.
00:12:06We lie in bed, sweaty, out of breath.
00:12:09We'd talk.
00:12:11You'd say how much you enjoyed listening to me.
00:12:14What do you want to know, Wyatt?
00:12:17I was so pissed when I heard about you and Logan, which was weird enough, but then it went a whole different level when I got, I don't know, sad?
00:12:34Again, just to be clear, I'm not still hung up on you or anything.
00:12:39Maybe it's the loss of memories, moments, if you will, that I thought were just exclusively mine.
00:12:48You think I belong to you and you alone?
00:12:51I meant Logan, you sap.
00:12:52Logan doesn't belong to you either, little boy.
00:12:54Hmm, a little boy.
00:12:59Don't call me that again.
00:13:03Little boy, you can go now.
00:13:06I took those headshots for Logan so he wouldn't waste his money on you.
00:13:10Don't get his hopes up by dangling some scripts in front of his face.
00:13:13Jesus.
00:13:16Your sense of humor really has evaporated, hasn't it?
00:13:20Okay.
00:13:23What do you want, Shane?
00:13:25You know, I don't really know either.
00:13:29I'll try and help them.
00:13:31Are you going to fuck Logan next time you see him?
00:13:33That's none of your business.
00:13:34Try again.
00:13:34You're going to be so bored.
00:13:37Quickly.
00:13:38How do you know?
00:13:39You'll never get over that first date.
00:13:42You'll never feel that pristine rush again.
00:13:45Hold on here.
00:13:48Are you still angry with me?
00:13:49I don't know if I'd call it angry.
00:13:53Logan?
00:13:55Poor, delusional Logan.
00:13:58Don't call him delusional.
00:14:00You know, it's not you I'm angry with.
00:14:04I'm pissed about how we ended up here right now.
00:14:09Is it here right now?
00:14:12It's no one's fault, really.
00:14:13That's debatable, Wyatt.
00:14:15What do you mean?
00:14:18I mean, you're the villain in our story, and don't you pretend to deny it.
00:14:22Why?
00:14:23Because I fucked another human, or did I belong to you?
00:14:28You fucking hypocrite.
00:14:30It wasn't the cheating.
00:14:32It was the motive.
00:14:34You were sleeping with that agent, trying to get better roles and auditions.
00:14:37Yeah, I can't deny that.
00:14:39Yeah, it's a pathetic Hollywood cliché.
00:14:41You forced it.
00:14:43Interrogated me like I was a criminal?
00:14:46I wasn't ready for that, so I said whatever was on my mind in the moment.
00:14:51And you have a different perspective now?
00:14:54I didn't just do it to enhance my acting career.
00:14:58I was curious.
00:15:00I wanted different experiences.
00:15:02Oh, well, if you wanted different experiences.
00:15:04I wanted to fuck guys, too.
00:15:07With you, I was the bottom.
00:15:10One way, your way.
00:15:13Pretty villainous, if you ask me.
00:15:15Well, your orgasms betray that story.
00:15:17It's because you never seen me at home come with my dildo.
00:15:29Leave.
00:15:30Now.
00:15:32Before I do something to you, I will regret.
00:15:37Do it, and you'll never see Logan again.
00:15:41Fine.
00:15:42I'll leave.
00:15:43You live here.
00:15:46Go to hell.
00:15:47Jane, don't run away again.
00:15:50Why not?
00:15:50Because...
00:15:53It might be love.
00:15:58I don't even know how to respond to that.
00:16:02I always hurt the guys that I truly love.
00:16:06Congratulations.
00:16:08I might love you.
00:16:11I just wish I was more sure.
00:16:14What my life has become.
00:16:16Come on, now whose sense of humor has dried up.
00:16:19You like this.
00:16:21It's fun.
00:16:23You're sparring just like old times.
00:16:26I am not sparring.
00:16:28Sure you are.
00:16:31You've always had that rhythm.
00:16:33Good luck having that with Logan, mister.
00:16:36Carved out a cream cheese.
00:16:37No.
00:16:38No, no, no.
00:16:39You're just pissed because you lost.
00:16:41You always thought I'd be there.
00:16:42You're already proving my point.
00:16:45You need me to love you.
00:16:48Even after we broke up.
00:16:50And even if the only place where that's true is inside your own mind.
00:16:55Possibly.
00:16:55But I don't think you're seeing the bigger picture.
00:16:58We're done, Wyatt.
00:17:07I can't be with you.
00:17:09Big picture.
00:17:11I hear that.
00:17:12Well, why not?
00:17:13I'm serious.
00:17:15Because I am moving very, very quickly from contempt to outright hatred of you.
00:17:19But you loved me intensely.
00:17:24Logan was very detailed and specific.
00:17:26You were wrecked.
00:17:28You even told me about that crazy summer you had in Napa before we met.
00:17:34What?
00:17:35Oh, for some married guy and confused the shit out of him before he ran back to his husband
00:17:40in Seattle.
00:17:41Stop it.
00:17:42Not to mention you fucked, said married man's best friend, who's recovering from a suicide
00:17:48attempt.
00:17:48Jesus.
00:17:50No wonder you fell for me right when you got to LA.
00:17:53Talk about reverse gun shy.
00:17:55You're not as smart as you think you are.
00:17:56I'm not as smart as you.
00:17:57But I know you don't do well with cuddly golden retriever style guys.
00:18:04Your track record proves that.
00:18:07You need a Jack Russell Terrier, someone cunning.
00:18:11Wait.
00:18:13You know.
00:18:17You might be right.
00:18:21I never told you that, um.
00:18:24Hurting you wounded me.
00:18:27Deeper than I could ever imagine.
00:18:29I changed the way I navigated through the world.
00:18:33I left acting.
00:18:36I made better friends.
00:18:37You influenced me.
00:18:48Uh-uh.
00:18:50It can't be that easy.
00:18:54Sorry.
00:18:56Can't help, I guess.
00:18:57Why not?
00:19:03Because I...
00:19:05I still love you, too.
00:19:11What about Logan?
00:19:12I told you before.
00:19:14I'm on the fence.
00:19:17It's...
00:19:18It's different with him.
00:19:20I can spend the night in your bed.
00:19:27My body would be yours.
00:19:33No promises.
00:19:34No guarantees.
00:19:37I...
00:19:38I am who I am.
00:19:39And the question is...
00:19:41Can you accept that?
00:19:44Accept me?
00:19:46I don't know.
00:19:50What did you love about me?
00:19:52You'll take this.
00:20:02Your honesty.
00:20:04Your honesty.
00:20:09Your...
00:20:09brutal honesty.
00:20:12I trusted that.
00:20:15I trusted you.
00:20:17I did cheat on you.
00:20:21Not just with the agent.
00:20:32Maybe it wasn't cheating.
00:20:33I tried hard not to fix you.
00:20:38Not to see you as emotionally immature.
00:20:44I don't know.
00:20:45I didn't want you getting hurt.
00:20:46I can't remember you ever getting in my face.
00:20:50Throwing it back at me.
00:20:51Am I wrong?
00:20:53I was too observant.
00:20:54I was too passive.
00:20:56I thought that if I just listened close enough,
00:20:58I could understand you.
00:21:00You didn't answer my question.
00:21:03I don't know.
00:21:04What do you mean by getting in your face?
00:21:08If you don't know,
00:21:08you're going to make the same mistakes again with Logan.
00:21:11He'll end up just another traumatized notch
00:21:13in your bed frame.
00:21:16Were you traumatized?
00:21:17Yeah.
00:21:18How?
00:21:19The club's supposed to make people happy,
00:21:21and I stopped believing in that.
00:21:24We had good times?
00:21:26Sure, but I still feel defective.
00:21:30An open box return.
00:21:35Join the club.
00:21:38Al, I can't even measure up to a dildo.
00:21:40I'm not right for you.
00:21:50You're way too nice.
00:21:54But it's better that you and Logan end up together.
00:21:57It's Logan.
00:22:07Hey Shane, I got some new head shots.
00:22:11Hey, uh, can I call you right back?
00:22:15Is someone there?
00:22:16No, it's just, uh...
00:22:17Oh, I'm so sorry.
00:22:18You must be busy.
00:22:19Let me call you right back.
00:22:20Hey, Wyatt.
00:22:21It's yours.
00:22:30You want it?
00:22:30It's just what?
00:22:47I mean, you look great.
00:22:49I just can't...
00:22:50Oh.
00:22:51Hey, Wyatt!
00:22:52Uh, sorry, one sec.
00:22:53Wyatt, Wyatt, I want to introduce you to someone.
00:22:55Uh, this is Shane.
00:22:58The guy.
00:22:59Uh, Shane, this is my best friend, Wyatt.
00:23:02I was just walking by while I was waiting for you.
00:23:05Talk about fate, right?
00:23:09It's nice to meet you.
00:23:12You too, Wyatt.
00:23:14I mean, this is perfect.
00:23:16Now we can all go get lunch together.
00:23:18Uh, full disclosure, Shane.
00:23:19I did tell Wyatt about you, but only Wyatt.
00:23:22So far.
00:23:26Cheers.
00:23:29What?
00:23:32Shoes.
00:23:33Such cute shoes.
00:23:34Oh.
00:23:35Hmm.
00:23:37I mean, he has great taste in everything.
00:23:39So...
00:23:40I have no doubt in that.
00:23:41He chose you, and that's enough for me.
00:23:44Oh, gee.
00:23:45See, I told you he's my best friend.
00:23:47And that is my cue.
00:23:49What?
00:23:49What cue?
00:23:51Dear Logan.
00:23:53I still know when to step out of a star spotlight.
00:23:58It was, um, nice seeing you.
00:24:02You too.
00:24:04You boys have fun.
00:24:05Do you think I should go after him?
00:24:14I think he wants to give us some space.
00:24:17Yeah.
00:24:18I guess.
00:24:21Um, so, I mean, again, we can go...
00:24:40Bye.
00:24:40Bye.
00:24:42Bye.
00:24:51Bye.
00:24:52Bye.
00:24:52Oh, hell.
00:25:22Ron, the code you gave me isn't working.
00:25:35Do you want to read it to me again?
00:25:38One, four, six, nine.
00:25:42Yep, all good.
00:25:44Sorry about that.
00:25:47Oh, it is a beautiful house.
00:25:50I can see why you serviced this one yourself.
00:25:52No, no, I'm grateful for the extra hours.
00:25:57It really helps me out.
00:26:01Well, you have a good time.
00:26:02I will take care of everything here.
00:26:05Okay.
00:26:07Catch something big.
00:26:08I meant a fish, you degenerate.
00:26:12Okay.
00:26:13Okay.
00:26:14Okay.
00:26:14I focused the number for you guys.
00:26:16I want to go.
00:26:18Come on.
00:26:19Okay.
00:26:19Come on.
00:26:20Come on.
00:26:21Come on.
00:26:21Come on.
00:26:22Hey, come on.
00:26:22Come on.
00:26:23Okay.
00:26:23ужеmanatiable.
00:27:24Hey, I made it.
00:27:34Yeah, I got my feet up and everything.
00:27:38The pool guy just got here.
00:27:40There's supposed to be a pool guy, right?
00:27:43Okay, good.
00:27:44Drive was easy.
00:27:50No, I stopped in the store on the way in, so I'm sad.
00:27:54Oh, you know, probably take a shower, jump in the pool, get a good night's sleep.
00:28:13Early.
00:28:14Probably gonna hit the road around like nine.
00:28:16Okay, I'll sleep tomorrow.
00:28:21Yeah, you too.
00:28:46Hi.
00:29:13I hate to be so forward, but do I look familiar?
00:29:21Uh, a little. Have we met?
00:29:26Yeah. Yeah, we have.
00:29:28About eight years ago, in the Russian River.
00:29:34It's okay, really.
00:29:36It's a good memory.
00:29:38For me, it was, anyway.
00:29:40Anyway, he had longer hair back then.
00:29:43I did. My, uh, long hair don't care phase.
00:29:48Sorry, I'm totally ambushing you.
00:29:50No, it's just a surprise seeing you here.
00:29:54Yeah, you're telling me.
00:29:57This is my first time working here.
00:30:00Normally, my boss services the pool.
00:30:03Is this your house? He said someone famous lives here.
00:30:06No, it's my, uh, best friend's.
00:30:10I guess he's the famous one.
00:30:13Well, who is it? Is he here?
00:30:17I get it. Privacy and all.
00:30:19Yeah, something like that.
00:30:23Well, it was really great seeing you again.
00:30:26Yeah, you too.
00:30:40Is it okay to swim in?
00:30:41Oh, sure.
00:30:42It's salt water, and it's been very well taken care of.
00:30:45Go for it.
00:30:45Go for it.
00:30:46Go for it.
00:30:46Go for it.
00:30:47Go for it.
00:30:48Go for it.
00:30:48Go for it.
00:30:49Go for it.
00:30:49Go for it.
00:30:50Go for it.
00:30:50Go for it.
00:30:51Go for it.
00:30:51Go for it.
00:30:52Go for it.
00:30:52Go for it.
00:30:53Go for it.
00:30:53Go for it.
00:30:54Go for it.
00:30:54Go for it.
00:30:55Go for it.
00:30:55Go for it.
00:30:56Go for it.
00:30:56Go for it.
00:30:57Go for it.
00:30:57Go for it.
00:30:58Go for it.
00:30:59Go for it.
00:30:59Go for it.
00:31:00Go for it.
00:31:01Go for it.
00:31:01Go for it.
00:31:02Go for it.
00:31:03Go for it.
00:31:04Go for it.
00:31:05Go for it.
00:31:06Go for it.
00:31:07Go for it.
00:31:08Go for it.
00:31:15Um, my car won't start.
00:31:34It's been giving me trouble, but it's never done this before.
00:31:38How many more pulls do you have to get to today?
00:31:41Um, none.
00:31:42This was it.
00:31:44It's my day off.
00:31:45I was just doing my boss a favor.
00:31:48Hang out here for a while.
00:31:51No.
00:31:52I'd like you to.
00:31:53We can catch up.
00:31:54You can tell me what you've been up to the past eight years.
00:32:04I'm going to get changed real quick.
00:32:06There's plenty of drinks in the fridge.
00:32:07Help yourself to whatever you want.
00:32:09Be back in a second.
00:32:09Thanks.
00:32:10Wow.
00:32:17Wow.
00:32:17Wow.
00:32:17Jesus.
00:32:38Never gets old.
00:32:42I still can't believe I'm here.
00:32:46With you.
00:32:48How come you never reached out?
00:32:51You had a boyfriend.
00:32:53Still with him?
00:32:54Uh, my husband now.
00:32:57Oh.
00:32:58No ring.
00:33:00Congratulations?
00:33:03No, really.
00:33:06I'm happy for you.
00:33:07You deserve it.
00:33:09What about you?
00:33:12Single.
00:33:14Have you ever...
00:33:15I fell in love with you.
00:33:16God.
00:33:19I can't believe I just said that.
00:33:21It's okay.
00:33:23I just...
00:33:24I never thought I'd see you again.
00:33:28Why'd you go to the Russian River eight years ago?
00:33:32I was always kind of an introvert.
00:33:34Grew up in a small town.
00:33:35My mom and I moved here to live with my aunt after my dad died.
00:33:41Six months later, my aunt dies.
00:33:44And it was just mom and me.
00:33:46How old were you?
00:33:49Twelve.
00:33:51Thirteen.
00:33:52You should have seen me.
00:33:53Couldn't have been more than 60 pounds soaking wet.
00:33:57I loved my mom.
00:33:58I never really had a lot of friends growing up, but it didn't matter.
00:34:03Because I had her.
00:34:04She was just that cool.
00:34:07She probably knew I was gay before I did.
00:34:09She walked in on me and the neighbor kid, thanks to Trip Monopoly, and just laughed and closed the door.
00:34:16Oh, dear.
00:34:17We kept playing.
00:34:19Landing on Boardwalk wasn't 2,000 bucks.
00:34:21It was two minutes of sucking dick.
00:34:23Yeah.
00:34:24Seems like we landed on that every time we went around the board.
00:34:27What are the odds of that, right?
00:34:29I'm just shy of 21 years old, and my mom dies.
00:34:34Cerebral hemorrhage.
00:34:36And I was suddenly all alone.
00:34:40No close friends.
00:34:41No other family.
00:34:43Had to handle all of my mom's affairs.
00:34:46Saddest thing I've ever done.
00:34:48Got depressed.
00:34:49Had to move out of the house.
00:34:51Got very depressed.
00:34:52Suddenly, I'd had enough.
00:34:56Too many sad days in a row, with no one near me to take my mind off of them.
00:35:01So, I took all the money I had, basically, and booked a one-way ticket to the Russian River.
00:35:08A one-way ticket?
00:35:11Starting over in the beauty of nature?
00:35:14Ending it in the beauty of nature.
00:35:16I wasn't sure how I was going to do it, but my mom had a bad back.
00:35:23So, I had some pills that would probably do the job if I drank enough tequila shots.
00:35:29But I wasn't 100% sure.
00:35:31All I knew was that I was going to get laid first, and then figure out how I was going to take myself out.
00:35:39And I wasn't going to cruise an app, or hire a guy.
00:35:44I wanted to talk to one more person, face-to-face.
00:35:48It was so liberating, actually.
00:35:50Normally, I'd never go to a bar or a party and start talking to someone I liked, but knowing I'd be gone by the weekend, nothing to lose, right?
00:35:58I'd never see the guy again.
00:36:01Got my overpriced suite at the Staverns, and took a long, hot bath, and walked downtown to the Rainbow Cattle Company.
00:36:10And I saw you, sitting at the bar by yourself, and you were so cute.
00:36:16And I thought to myself, this is the guy.
00:36:21You said you had a boyfriend, but I guess you felt sorry for me, which was fine, because I was already feeling so sorry for myself.
00:36:31We went back to the Staverns, and-
00:36:33I have to confess something.
00:36:36Like, I don't remember your name.
00:36:41Oh, it's Jason.
00:36:43It's cool, eight years is-
00:36:45What's my name?
00:36:47What?
00:36:48I don't-
00:36:48Jason, what's my name?
00:36:50Andrew.
00:36:51Andy.
00:36:51Andy what?
00:36:52You never told me your last name.
00:36:56I never told you anything, Jason.
00:37:00We've never met.
00:37:04That's-
00:37:05No, I don't-
00:37:07My name is Ken.
00:37:08Everyone calls me Kenny.
00:37:10I was born and raised in LA.
00:37:12I moved to Seattle with my husband about four years ago.
00:37:15You're lying.
00:37:17I almost wish I was.
00:37:21You know I'm not.
00:37:23I'm going to call it rideshare service.
00:37:27I'm really sorry to have bothered you.
00:37:32Jason, I'm so sorry.
00:37:33Please don't leave.
00:37:36You're cruel.
00:37:38Misleading me like that.
00:37:39I wasn't.
00:37:40I didn't know.
00:37:42How could you not know?
00:37:43Because I was at the Russian River eight years ago.
00:37:47I did have a boyfriend and I did hook up with someone.
00:37:49It could have been you.
00:37:51But then you said you met your guy at the Rainbow Cattle Company.
00:37:56I met my guy at the Triple R.
00:37:58And I spent the night with him there.
00:38:01It's the only time I've been to Gervo.
00:38:06I really am sorry.
00:38:07I promise I didn't intend to lie to you.
00:38:10It's just a crazy, awful misunderstanding.
00:38:14It's no one's fault.
00:38:16I know.
00:38:19I'm just so embarrassed.
00:38:22It's so humiliating.
00:38:24It's not.
00:38:25I'm flattered that you thought I was him.
00:38:28It sounds like he was a good guy.
00:38:32I was so sure.
00:38:37Just give me a second.
00:38:42Hey.
00:38:45Yep.
00:38:46Safe and sound.
00:38:49Yes.
00:38:50It's still lovely.
00:38:51Listen, I.
00:38:53Oh, no.
00:38:53Definitely take your call from work.
00:38:56Okay.
00:38:56I'll call you later.
00:38:58Love you.
00:38:58Yeah.
00:38:58Your husband?
00:39:04Yeah.
00:39:06You should call him back.
00:39:08I will.
00:39:17I really shouldn't.
00:39:19Are you in recovery?
00:39:20No.
00:39:22Then a drink won't kill you.
00:39:25Okay.
00:39:25Oh.
00:39:32Yeah.
00:39:33It's really good stuff.
00:39:35The owner doesn't drink, so he won't miss it.
00:39:37Wow.
00:39:38Yeah.
00:39:39One more.
00:39:41For good luck.
00:39:44Why not?
00:39:52Oh, I don't think that helped.
00:39:53I don't think that helped.
00:39:55I got this pizza I was going to heat up.
00:39:59You want to...
00:40:01If you're buying.
00:40:07Are you happy, Kenny?
00:40:10Am I happy?
00:40:13Being married.
00:40:15Yes.
00:40:15Yes.
00:40:16Not every minute, but overall, yes.
00:40:22Why do you ask?
00:40:24Because you're here.
00:40:26Without your husband.
00:40:28With me.
00:40:30No such thing as a simple marriage.
00:40:33Oh, come on.
00:40:34I think you owe me a little bit.
00:40:36Okay.
00:40:37So, the last time I was in this house was about three years ago.
00:40:46My friend was staying here, recovering from all kinds of problems.
00:40:51So, I came up here and spent the summer with him to help him out.
00:40:55That's incredibly sweet of you.
00:40:58But, at the time, helping my friend through a nervous breakdown was a lot less stressful
00:41:03of an option than being at home with my husband.
00:41:06I felt... trapped.
00:41:11I didn't recognize myself or my life.
00:41:14At first, it was a relief being 800 miles away, away from the manipulation and the passive
00:41:26aggressiveness, the life I found myself in and didn't know how I ended up with.
00:41:35And, there was this guy staying in the guesthouse here.
00:41:39Things got... tangled.
00:41:46He thought he loved me.
00:41:48I almost thought I might love him.
00:41:52And?
00:41:55And...
00:41:56We spent one amazing night together.
00:42:00But it all seemed like an impulsive fantasy by the next morning.
00:42:05It was delusional.
00:42:07I woke up to the reality, realized what I could be losing.
00:42:13Losing what?
00:42:14A controlling and dominating husband?
00:42:17He was just scared.
00:42:19So was I.
00:42:20We both had feelings we didn't know how to process.
00:42:23But therapy can be a wonderful thing.
00:42:27Yet, here you are.
00:42:29800 miles away from him again.
00:42:31We agreed that once a year, I can take a trip alone.
00:42:37It's good.
00:42:38By the end of it, I...
00:42:40Start to miss him.
00:42:43I look forward to coming home to him.
00:42:47He's a good person.
00:42:50We make a good team.
00:42:51So strange.
00:42:54That's exactly how I felt when we...
00:42:57When I...
00:42:59Met him.
00:43:00Andy.
00:43:01Oh, Jesus.
00:43:02I'm embarrassing myself again.
00:43:04No wonder I'm still single.
00:43:07Jason.
00:43:09Kenny.
00:43:11Andy.
00:43:11He...
00:43:12Means a lot to you still, right?
00:43:15I think so.
00:43:18Yes.
00:43:19I think about him almost every day and have for eight years.
00:43:22Okay.
00:43:23So...
00:43:24Tell him.
00:43:26Tell me like you would tell him.
00:43:29Jason.
00:43:30How did I change your life?
00:43:33It's okay.
00:43:35You can say it.
00:43:37You can say anything to me.
00:43:40I was so sad.
00:43:43But you were so kind to me.
00:43:45I remember you asked if you could be my boyfriend for the weekend.
00:43:55Remember?
00:43:57Yeah.
00:43:59You asked if that would be okay.
00:44:01And I said it would be.
00:44:03It was so easy.
00:44:05I liked you right away.
00:44:07You'd been to the Russian River before.
00:44:10So you showed me all the sights.
00:44:12We went hiking.
00:44:14Paddle down the river.
00:44:15Remember all those tents on the side of the river?
00:44:18I remember you called it the Bear Den of Iniquity.
00:44:22Thank God you had that beautiful suite of the stavern.
00:44:26I lost all sense of time with you.
00:44:29Everything was fun.
00:44:30I was so nervous walking back to the suite.
00:44:36I wanted to have sex with you so badly.
00:44:40And?
00:44:41You said it would be one night.
00:44:44If that was okay.
00:44:45Because you had a boyfriend.
00:44:48Was it okay?
00:44:50It was perfect.
00:44:54You were perfect.
00:44:58Except for the boyfriend.
00:44:59Of course.
00:45:01Of course.
00:45:01I just...
00:45:03I'd never felt that way about a guy before.
00:45:08That synergy that everyone seems to talk about.
00:45:12After that, I didn't want to check out of the game anymore.
00:45:14You left that Sunday and I stayed two more days.
00:45:19And I made more friends.
00:45:21One of whom offered me a job working as a dispatcher for his full service.
00:45:27Eight years later, and I'm in line to run his business.
00:45:32When he retires in about two years.
00:45:35It's a good life.
00:45:38And I've always thought it was because of you.
00:45:41You got yourself here, Jason.
00:45:45I still think about you all the time.
00:45:47Saved by the bus.
00:46:01Hey.
00:46:17Hey.
00:46:19Hey.
00:46:35Hey.
00:46:35Hey.
00:46:38Hey.
00:46:44Bye.
00:47:15Please don't tell me the pool's broken.
00:47:41I just wanted to give it one last check.
00:47:45Not sure when I'll be here again.
00:47:47I'm glad you're still here.
00:47:49You want to get some breakfast?
00:47:51Thanks, but I've got a lot of catching up to do with the car and everything.
00:47:56Plus, you've got to get on the road to LA, right?
00:47:57I've still got some time.
00:47:59You want me to call you a tow truck or something?
00:48:03You know what?
00:48:04I feel like I've got magic in my hands.
00:48:09Come on.
00:48:19Do we feel lucky?
00:48:20Oh, yes, sir.
00:48:27I told you I felt the magic.
00:48:34It's still good to fix, though.
00:48:35I'm going to drive it straight to the auto shop.
00:48:37Good.
00:48:38Well, Kenny, it's been interesting.
00:48:44It has.
00:48:47Can I give you my number?
00:48:48I don't have to have yours.
00:48:50It'd just be nice to...
00:48:51Stop it.
00:48:51Just give me your phone.
00:49:00Thank you, Kenny.
00:49:01You're welcome, Jason.
00:49:02Hey, Lex, with my tea.
00:49:23Yes, I'm awake.
00:49:25Yeah, I'm going to grab some breakfast, and then I'm going to hit the road.
00:49:29Actually, it's been...
00:49:34You know what?
00:49:35I'll tell you about it when I get there.
00:49:38Yes, keep your mind in the gutter.
00:49:39That's not...
00:50:04It is.
00:50:05Peter, this is...
00:50:12Just between colleagues.
00:50:16Scotch?
00:50:17Does it matter?
00:50:20Not anymore.
00:50:21It feels like you're holding back.
00:50:39Um...
00:50:39No.
00:50:42Were you able to perform sexually on your date?
00:50:45You mentioned in the last session that you were anxious about that.
00:50:51I didn't.
00:50:53I couldn't.
00:50:56Why couldn't you?
00:51:00Because...
00:51:01I was...
00:51:03thinking about you instead.
00:51:07I'm sorry, Dr. Lesh.
00:51:09I...
00:51:10I'm so nervous.
00:51:13Don't be.
00:51:14I just feel I should be completely honest with you.
00:51:18And I appreciate that, Lex.
00:51:21It's all kinds of wrong.
00:51:23No, it's not...
00:51:25uncommon.
00:51:27In a...
00:51:28patient-therapist relationship.
00:51:29No.
00:51:30Just...
00:51:31totally unethical.
00:51:34You'd lose your license.
00:51:37Would you go to jail?
00:51:39Um...
00:51:40In an estate, I might.
00:51:42But...
00:51:46if...
00:51:47I wasn't...
00:51:49your client...
00:51:51Um...
00:51:53No.
00:51:54That would still be...
00:51:56a gray area, Lex.
00:51:57You're fired.
00:52:14Now fuck me.
00:52:16Right here.
00:52:16Come on in, Lex.
00:52:38I know I'm a little early.
00:52:46Just five minutes.
00:52:47It's fine.
00:52:48Have a seat.
00:52:49I'll be just a sec here.
00:52:50I'll be just a sec here.
00:53:02Okay.
00:53:05Would you like some water or anything?
00:53:07No, thank you.
00:53:07Okay.
00:53:08I'm fine.
00:53:12It's really good to see you.
00:53:14Thanks.
00:53:15You too.
00:53:15So...
00:53:17were you able to go on your date?
00:53:21With Josh?
00:53:23Yes.
00:53:24Good.
00:53:26How'd it go?
00:53:27Honestly,
00:53:28it went better than I thought it would.
00:53:31How so?
00:53:32He didn't bring up the story.
00:53:36And that surprised you?
00:53:37Kind of.
00:53:39You're not surprised?
00:53:40Well, I mean,
00:53:43it's been a while
00:53:44since you've been in the public eye of the media.
00:53:46It seems logical
00:53:47that he may not have heard of you
00:53:48or your case.
00:53:50That's probably because
00:53:51the name I used on the dating app
00:53:52was Alex Todd
00:53:54and not Lex Frazier.
00:53:58Do you feel guilty about that?
00:54:00Not really.
00:54:02I can tell him when I see him on Saturday.
00:54:05Oh,
00:54:05so there's a second date.
00:54:07That's promising.
00:54:09It's just a hike in Griffith Park.
00:54:11No, no.
00:54:11It's progress, Lex.
00:54:14So,
00:54:14do you feel
00:54:16attracted to Josh
00:54:18in the same way
00:54:19you were with Shane?
00:54:24This feels different.
00:54:26Shane was
00:54:27special
00:54:29and
00:54:31intense.
00:54:33this feels
00:54:36more
00:54:36gosh,
00:54:38I want to say
00:54:39safe,
00:54:41but
00:54:41that makes
00:54:42Josh sound boring
00:54:43and he's not.
00:54:46He's
00:54:47cute.
00:54:50I want to see him again.
00:54:52How did the date end?
00:54:54We hugged by
00:54:54and then
00:54:55he kind of
00:54:56pulled me in close
00:54:57and kissed me.
00:54:59It was quick,
00:55:00but
00:55:01soft.
00:55:04And
00:55:05he apologized,
00:55:06but
00:55:07I told him
00:55:07it was all right.
00:55:09And
00:55:10that's when
00:55:11I kissed him back.
00:55:16Well,
00:55:17that's a big step.
00:55:19I know, right?
00:55:21It was nice.
00:55:23I liked it.
00:55:23Hey.
00:55:39Hey.
00:55:41Whatever you picked up
00:55:42smells great.
00:55:44Let's hope so.
00:55:45It's chicken tenders.
00:55:46Can't mess up
00:55:47chicken tenders.
00:55:47You okay?
00:56:04You seem tired.
00:56:07Um...
00:56:07No.
00:56:09Yeah.
00:56:10No, no, no.
00:56:10No.
00:56:11Just
00:56:12challenging, patient.
00:56:13Well, it sucks
00:56:17when you have
00:56:17a tough day at work
00:56:18and you can't even
00:56:19talk about it with me.
00:56:20I mean,
00:56:21I could
00:56:22in a way,
00:56:23but
00:56:23you're right.
00:56:25Limited context
00:56:26and hypotheticals
00:56:27and
00:56:28it's all right.
00:56:32So,
00:56:32did you want to do
00:56:33anything for our anniversary?
00:56:37Oh, my God.
00:56:38That's next week.
00:56:40Shit.
00:56:40What?
00:56:41That's when I'm
00:56:42in M-Lads.
00:56:45Oh, I thought
00:56:45that was in Century City.
00:56:47Yeah, but I still
00:56:47have to go early
00:56:48and set up the booth
00:56:49and give my presentation,
00:56:50so I leave Saturday
00:56:51over to see everything.
00:56:54Remember?
00:56:56Huh.
00:56:58Well,
00:56:59I guess I just
00:57:00confused the dates.
00:57:06We'll do something
00:57:07when we get back.
00:57:07Sure.
00:57:37What's wrong?
00:57:44Wrong?
00:57:48What do you mean?
00:57:50You've been acting
00:57:51different these past
00:57:52two weeks.
00:57:54I have?
00:57:55You don't think so?
00:57:56Not particularly,
00:57:57no.
00:57:59Why are you
00:58:00lying to me?
00:58:01Oh, Jesus,
00:58:02Michael.
00:58:03I don't know
00:58:04why you won't
00:58:04admit it.
00:58:04Michael,
00:58:08it's late.
00:58:09We agreed
00:58:10not to have
00:58:10charged conversations
00:58:11this late.
00:58:12It's counterproductive,
00:58:13and then we both
00:58:14end up-
00:58:14End up saying
00:58:15things we don't
00:58:15really mean,
00:58:16of course.
00:58:18My apologies,
00:58:21Dr. Lesh.
00:58:22I don't know
00:58:25what you're
00:58:43You don't have a problem with me taking notes, do you?
00:58:58No, it's fine.
00:59:00As long as those notes stay locked up.
00:59:02Can't have my deepest, darkest sex fantasies splashed all over BuzzFeed.
00:59:13Lex, what do you feel is shameful about what you enjoy sexually?
00:59:19Shame is the wrong word.
00:59:21Maybe if you told me what made sex with Shane so powerful for you.
00:59:26Shane knew everything about me.
00:59:30The shooting, the trial, the press coverage.
00:59:36But it never hung over our heads.
00:59:39It's like, like some toxic cloud.
00:59:46I could totally relax.
00:59:50Which is why he could actually fuck me.
00:59:54And I enjoyed it.
00:59:58I thought the total, ultimate thing with Shane would be where I was absolutely loyal to him.
01:00:09Anything he wanted to do, I'd say yes to.
01:00:14I'd be a completely submissive partner.
01:00:17Never contradicting him.
01:00:20Never disagreeing with him.
01:00:24Just be his slave.
01:00:28I wouldn't need to be me anymore.
01:00:34I thought he wanted that.
01:00:37And, and wouldn't abuse the privilege.
01:00:45I never felt that with anyone before.
01:00:49The thought of it still turns me on.
01:00:51Is that fucked up or what?
01:00:53No.
01:00:54I think loyalty to a partner can be very honorable.
01:01:00But not what it means losing me.
01:01:02Right?
01:01:05No.
01:01:08Well, I'm always myself when I'm here.
01:01:11So, I'll just stay loyal to you.
01:01:13Peter, got a minute?
01:01:28Morning, Jim.
01:01:29Come on in.
01:01:30Coffee?
01:01:33No, thanks.
01:01:37I wanted to, um, ask you about Lex Frazier.
01:01:40How's that going?
01:01:43Uh, oh, we're really comfortable with each other right now.
01:01:47Seen progress?
01:01:48Oh, yeah, absolutely.
01:01:50I mean, he's making an effort to see man again.
01:01:54That's good.
01:02:00Jim?
01:02:03I'm really glad you took on Lex as a patient.
01:02:06Me too.
01:02:09Thank you for the referral.
01:02:10You know, for thinking of me.
01:02:11I wanted to...
01:02:13Peter, you didn't think I asked you to treat Lex just because you're gay, right?
01:02:18Well, if that were true, it's not the worst reason for a referral.
01:02:22I wouldn't take offense.
01:02:24But I also kind of remember you talking about how you wanted to scale back your workload
01:02:28and that you had taken Lex as far as you could.
01:02:30No.
01:02:31That was all bullshit.
01:02:35Bullshit.
01:02:35About three months ago, I was contacted by someone.
01:02:43I won't say who.
01:02:45Let's just call them a media outlet who's very interested in the whole Lex Frazier saga.
01:02:52Oh, God.
01:02:54They offered me money.
01:02:56Real money.
01:02:58Money that would take the sting off my divorce, that's for sure.
01:03:01Jesus, Jim.
01:03:02I was so tempted.
01:03:05I actually considered it.
01:03:08That's when I knew I couldn't work with Lex anymore.
01:03:11Hell, I wasn't even sure I could be a shrink anymore.
01:03:14I just...
01:03:15I wanted you to know why.
01:03:20You could still make the deal with TMZ or BuzzFeed or whoever the hell you talk to.
01:03:26That's why I'm telling you.
01:03:29If any of this went public, you could identify me.
01:03:33I'd be finished.
01:03:35Well, I'm not worried.
01:03:39You'd never do it.
01:03:41Let's hope not.
01:03:43For both our sakes.
01:03:45All packed?
01:04:01Hope so.
01:04:03Back Friday?
01:04:05Friday evening, yeah.
01:04:09Want me to cook?
01:04:10Or they'll probably feed us something after we pack up the booth.
01:04:15Okay.
01:04:20Hey.
01:04:24I'm sorry.
01:04:25For what?
01:04:27For this.
01:04:29The conference.
01:04:30Stop it.
01:04:31It's part of your job.
01:04:32It's every year.
01:04:34We're good?
01:04:35It's fine.
01:04:36Have a good time.
01:04:37Call you tomorrow.
01:04:51Sounds good.
01:04:51Amen.
01:04:53Amen.
01:04:53Amen.
01:04:54Amen.
01:04:54Amen.
01:04:54Amen.
01:04:54Amen.
01:04:54Amen.
01:04:55Amen.
01:04:55Amen.
01:04:55Amen.
01:04:55Amen.
01:04:55Amen.
01:04:55Amen.
01:04:56Amen.
01:04:56Amen.
01:04:56Amen.
01:04:56Amen.
01:04:56Amen.
01:04:57Amen.
01:04:57Amen.
01:04:57Amen.
01:04:57Amen.
01:04:57Amen.
01:04:59Amen.
01:04:59Amen.
01:04:59Amen.
01:04:59Amen.
01:04:59Amen.
01:05:01Amen.
01:05:01Amen.
01:05:01Amen.
01:05:03Amen.
01:05:03Amen.
01:05:03Amen.
01:05:05Amen.
01:05:05Amen.
01:05:05Amen.
01:05:07Amen.
01:05:07Amen.
01:05:09Amen.
01:05:09Amen.
01:05:09Amen.
01:05:11Amen.
01:05:11Amen.
01:05:13Amen.
01:05:13Amen.
01:05:15Amen.
01:05:15Amen.
01:05:17Amen.
01:05:17Amen.
01:05:19Amen.
01:05:19Amen.
01:05:20Amen.
01:05:21I can tell him when I see him on Saturday.
01:05:27Oh, so there's a second date.
01:05:30That's promising.
01:05:32It's just a hike in Griffith Park.
01:05:34No, no, it's progress, Lex.
01:05:51So, do you feel attracted to Josh in the same way you were with Shane?
01:06:10This feels different.
01:06:14Shane was special and intense.
01:06:21This feels more, gosh, I want to say safe, but that makes Josh sound boring, and he's not.
01:06:33He's cute.
01:06:36I want to see him again.
01:06:45We hug him by him, and then he kind of pulled me in close and kissed me.
01:06:49It was quick, but soft.
01:06:56And he apologized, but I told him it was all right.
01:07:00And that's when I kissed him back.
01:07:21Hey.
01:07:22Hey, what you doing?
01:07:26How did the setup go?
01:07:28Not bad.
01:07:30I think everything is ready.
01:07:31My boss is freaking out, of course, but when she takes her propanel, it'll be good.
01:07:36What did you have for dinner?
01:07:37Um, I actually haven't eaten yet.
01:07:44I have the leftover salmon in the fridge.
01:07:46That's good.
01:07:49Peter?
01:07:51You there?
01:07:55Having a hard time hearing you.
01:07:56Get some rest.
01:07:57Have a good conference.
01:07:58Oh, thanks, yeah.
01:08:00Have a good-
01:08:01Well, Lex, you look positively glowing.
01:08:11Yeah, I kind of am.
01:08:13Would this be because of your hike with Josh?
01:08:17I was hoping to talk about that.
01:08:19Oh, believe me, I'm eager to hear all about it.
01:08:21The hike was pretty much perfect.
01:08:23Josh is so sweet.
01:08:28He's a software engineer, but really down to earth.
01:08:33Doesn't rattle me with cyber gunk that makes me feel stupid.
01:08:38He's working at a conference in Century City and is busy as hell, but still made time to hike with me.
01:08:46Which is just rare these days.
01:08:48Did you tell Josh your real name like you had intended?
01:08:52I did.
01:08:54I didn't go into all the stuff, but I told him my name.
01:09:00He was totally fine.
01:09:01Almost like he understood why I would have done that.
01:09:05Hmm.
01:09:07Well, that seems very open-minded of him.
01:09:09I thought he'd go home, Google my name, find all the garbage, and ghost me.
01:09:15But either he did, and he didn't care, or he didn't, and he's amazing and wonderful because he invited me to his hotel tonight.
01:09:28I don't want to tell you what to do, Lex, but do you really think you're comfortable having sex with someone you just met?
01:09:49Oh, I wasn't thinking sex.
01:09:52Just a romantic dinner, hopefully.
01:09:55Sure.
01:09:56Sure.
01:09:56No, a romantic dinner sounds lovely, and hopefully that's his intention by inviting you to his hotel tonight.
01:10:07I'm just happy this house has still worked.
01:10:15Oh, God, me too.
01:10:16Have you thought about what you were going to do for dinner?
01:10:18We were going to go to the Habanero Grill.
01:10:19Oh, I am dead on my feet.
01:10:22I'm just going to order room service.
01:10:24Oh, fancy.
01:10:25Well, good luck getting that reimbursed.
01:10:27I'll pay for it myself if I have to.
01:10:29All right, well, if you change your mind, we're at Habaneros.
01:10:32Got it.
01:10:33Good night.
01:10:34Good night.
01:10:34Good night.
01:10:49Surprise.
01:11:09Hey, why didn't you call?
01:11:12It wouldn't have been a surprise.
01:11:17You look good.
01:11:19You smell good, too.
01:11:21What, you got a date?
01:11:23Just going to meet the gang.
01:11:25Habaneros.
01:11:27Oh, can I come?
01:11:28Well, we're just going over the schedule for tomorrow, and you don't really know anyone,
01:11:32so it's more of a work thing.
01:11:34I see.
01:11:37You should have called.
01:11:39You go.
01:11:40I'll stay here and get room service, and I'll wait for you to come back.
01:11:46Peter, what is this?
01:11:47What do you mean?
01:11:48It's not like you to just show up without calling.
01:12:01You're nervous, Michael.
01:12:03You're making me nervous.
01:12:05You're keeping something from me.
01:12:06I have to go.
01:12:11Went to Habaneros.
01:12:13For dinner?
01:12:13I don't think so.
01:12:15Why don't you stop accusing me of whatever it is that you...
01:12:16Don't bullshit me, Michael!
01:12:18I'm too smart for that.
01:12:21And I'm telling you to leave.
01:12:22I'll call security if you don't.
01:12:24Tell him the truth.
01:12:34Tonight.
01:12:36Or I'll tell him for you.
01:12:37I'll call it.
01:13:01Hey.
01:13:03Are you okay?
01:13:28I'm really sorry I was late.
01:13:31No, it's...
01:13:32It's not bad.
01:13:35In fact, that probably saved the night.
01:13:39Good.
01:13:41I was hoping...
01:13:42Lex, I...
01:13:44You found it.
01:13:47Found?
01:13:48I'm getting used to it.
01:13:50What?
01:13:58Guys find out about my history and get freaked out.
01:14:02I don't want to deal with the publicity.
01:14:12I'm sorry.
01:14:14So he said he was sorry?
01:14:16Yeah.
01:14:17Josh apologized for stalking me online and reading all about the shooting and the trial.
01:14:25He wasn't sure how to bring it up to me.
01:14:31I'm sorry.
01:14:31Lex, I'm...
01:14:45I'm sorry.
01:14:46I can't.
01:14:49What's wrong?
01:14:50No, it's an unusual situation.
01:14:56Tell me about it.
01:14:59So how did the evening end?
01:15:01My name's not Josh.
01:15:03It's...
01:15:03It's Michael.
01:15:06Okay.
01:15:08I'm not single.
01:15:09I have a husband.
01:15:27Does he know?
01:15:27I think he found out about all of this.
01:15:32It wasn't exactly the romantic evening I'd fantasize about.
01:15:40Hmm.
01:15:42Are you planning on meeting Josh again?
01:15:47I doubt it.
01:15:49Do you love him?
01:15:51Of course I do.
01:15:51I've just been so unhappy for so long.
01:16:00Is he good to you?
01:16:05He's...
01:16:06I guess I just never got used to being married to a shrink.
01:16:15What's his name?
01:16:17What does that matter?
01:16:18I want to know.
01:16:19Deception is a boner killer for me.
01:16:23Hmm.
01:16:24Well, for most people, I would hope.
01:16:27Okay.
01:16:29His name's Peter.
01:16:35Wait.
01:16:36Where are you going?
01:16:42It's okay.
01:16:45I understand.
01:16:47But I'm going to leave now.
01:16:49Lex.
01:16:50Good night, Michael.
01:16:56It felt good that I could end it on my terms.
01:16:59It feels like progress.
01:17:03I agree.
01:17:06Well, Lex, that's our time.
01:17:10Oh, um, I won't be able to make our next appointment.
01:17:14Just wanted to let you know.
01:17:15All right.
01:17:17Um, did you want to reschedule?
01:17:19Let me get back to you on that.
01:17:22Sure.
01:17:23No problem.
01:17:26Bye, Dr. Lesh.
01:17:31Lex wants to avoid filing a formal complaint with the licensing board.
01:17:35I want to talk to him.
01:17:37That's just about the worst idea you could come up with.
01:17:41Eight weeks' reimbursement and transfer back to you?
01:17:43Just until I can find another therapist for him.
01:17:47Do you have any idea why Lex would threaten you like this?
01:17:50Well, you're lucky he reached out to me first.
01:17:59But if you can't, or won't tell me what's going on, then I can't help you.
01:18:06Actually, you can, Jim.
01:18:08You can testify on my behalf to Lex's state of mind.
01:18:11He's delusional.
01:18:13He's unstable.
01:18:14Peter, listen.
01:18:16If you're willing to accept help, both you and Lex can get on with your lives.
01:18:23They offered me money.
01:18:26Real money.
01:18:28Money that would take the sting off my divorce, that's for sure.
01:18:32Jesus, Jim.
01:18:33I was so tempted.
01:18:35I actually considered it.
01:18:37That's when I knew I couldn't work with Lex anymore.
01:18:41Hell, I wasn't even sure I could be a shrink anymore.
01:18:46If you testify for me, we can all get on with our lives.
01:18:55Where are you going?
01:18:56I don't think any further conversation between us would be admissible as evidence.
01:19:02I want to believe that I can fall in love with someone, but I'm scared that the first
01:19:29guy I like will just, I'll get so attached so quickly.
01:19:36I want to feel like that I have the power within me to simply walk away.
01:19:41If it doesn't feel right, then I'll know I'm on the way back.
01:19:45I want to feel like that I'm on the way back.
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