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00:00:00To be continued...
00:00:30What?
00:00:41I'm tired.
00:00:46Okay.
00:00:50I'm sick of all the meaningless connections.
00:00:57Well?
00:01:00Maybe.
00:01:02If you didn't fuck a new bitch every night, you'd actually take a moment to connect.
00:01:07Are you slut-shaming me right now?
00:01:11Absolutely not.
00:01:13But I know you.
00:01:16I'm having an existential crisis.
00:01:19Clearly.
00:01:21Why do I always do that?
00:01:24Do what?
00:01:25Lose myself and others.
00:01:27Like, I'm 22 and I still don't know what I'm doing.
00:01:30I'm gonna take a kiss and say it's because you're only 22.
00:01:35Do you not see the difference between me and you?
00:01:39You and Rachel are in a healthy relationship.
00:01:42You're committed, you have a house.
00:01:44Me, I dated a girl who I love so much that I freaked the fuck out, screwed it all up, then wanted her back just to be at the same spot two years again later.
00:01:55I don't get a boutique that I fucking hate waxing vaginas all day.
00:02:05Oh, I think that sounds pretty sweet.
00:02:11What am I doing wrong?
00:02:14Parker, you have got to stop comparing us.
00:02:18We are on two separate timelines.
00:02:22We're two different people.
00:02:24I mean, we're at a weird age anyway.
00:02:26I mean, you got some people just going into college.
00:02:30You got some people getting married, they have kids.
00:02:33It's gross.
00:02:35I mean, that one guy we knew from AP Bio.
00:02:38I just got a huge deal.
00:02:41I'm thinking about her again.
00:02:44No.
00:02:46I am.
00:02:47You have got to stop this.
00:02:57Every time you get off track, you go back to this, Parker.
00:03:03You are comfortable with her, okay?
00:03:06But you cannot keep going back to that just because.
00:03:10I think I just need to get out of here.
00:03:13Go where?
00:03:14I don't know, like Nashville.
00:03:18I just want something meaningful.
00:03:25I guess if it keeps you from doing something idiotic.
00:03:29I want to drive.
00:03:32I mean, we can go for a drive and start a drink.
00:03:35I mean, I want to go somewhere.
00:03:37Like a road trip.
00:03:40Why are you looking at me like that?
00:03:42Let's go.
00:03:43Like, like right now?
00:03:45Like right now.
00:03:48Oh my God.
00:03:51Alright.
00:03:53Okay.
00:03:54Yes!
00:03:55Can we go tomorrow?
00:03:57Yeah, that's fine.
00:03:58Hey, Jessica.
00:04:10I don't think that I'm going to be able to make it into work next week.
00:04:12What's that?
00:04:13My grandmother got hospitalized.
00:04:16She, uh, has really bad diarrhea.
00:04:23It won't stop.
00:04:25And they don't know, um, why.
00:04:32Listen, yeah, Jessica, I gotta go.
00:04:34I'm sorry.
00:04:34My mom is waiting on me and I'll be in next week.
00:04:37I promise.
00:04:41You're going to go to hell.
00:04:43My grandma's been dead for like three years.
00:04:47She'll appreciate the spot in 80, though.
00:04:48Okay.
00:04:50Okay.
00:04:50Okay.
00:04:51Okay.
00:05:21We are the monsters holding you still We are the gallows up on the hill
00:05:46Can you pass me the gummy ones?
00:05:53There you go.
00:05:57You know, when I was a kid and we'd go to the theater with my mom, she'd actually always
00:06:02bring gummies to flip the popcorn.
00:06:04So that's where you got it from.
00:06:05You thought Heather was your ideas?
00:06:08Aww.
00:06:09She sounds like she'd be fun.
00:06:11She wasn't.
00:06:13She's not really.
00:06:17There's no place to hide.
00:06:24I think I caught asthma.
00:06:33I'm tired.
00:06:34We haven't even started walking yet.
00:06:37Oh shit.
00:06:38Can you believe places like this just exist?
00:06:44We get a look at it with like our eyes.
00:06:49It makes me feel kinda small.
00:06:53But in a good way.
00:06:54In a good way.
00:06:55I guess that's better than you know like going the other way around.
00:07:00That's how you mean.
00:07:02It don't matter?
00:07:04Alright.
00:07:05We're gonna stick a pen in that and come back to that later.
00:07:09Enjoy the view.
00:07:10Yeah.
00:07:11I'm glad we did this.
00:07:14It's a good idea.
00:07:19I'm starting to think that I needed this too.
00:07:32You know?
00:07:35I don't know.
00:07:36I just feel like every day is starting to blend together.
00:07:40And it's just become so monotonous.
00:07:43And like am I doing something big in the grand scheme of everything?
00:07:48How could you say that?
00:07:50You and Rachel are literally perfect.
00:07:53That's interesting that you think that just cause I'm in a relationship with Rachel
00:07:59that my life is squeaky clean and spotless.
00:08:02I just never really thought about it.
00:08:06I mean don't get me wrong.
00:08:08Rachel's my bitch.
00:08:09I love her.
00:08:10But she doesn't define my whole existence.
00:08:14Even on our best days, I still feel like my existence is infinitesimal.
00:08:25Whoa!
00:08:26Big word.
00:08:27I know.
00:08:28It's a song.
00:08:29It's a dope ass song.
00:08:30You should listen to it.
00:08:49So like we're supposed to see like UFOs?
00:08:53Yeah.
00:08:54So apparently when it gets dark, this becomes like the darkest place in the country.
00:09:02And then the UFOs come out.
00:09:04So like at night time?
00:09:05Yeah.
00:09:06At night time.
00:09:07Interesting.
00:09:08Yeah.
00:09:09So you remember that one time me, you and Rachel went to Canada and then we all got lost
00:09:19in Toronto.
00:09:20Yeah.
00:09:21You would think that someone from Toronto would know their way around Toronto.
00:09:26Yeah.
00:09:27Well, but do you remember how when we were on the plane and like all of our phones died
00:09:33and so we just gave up and then we went and got sushi.
00:09:36Dude, best sashimi ever.
00:09:39Oh no.
00:09:41I guess I just miss doing stuff like that.
00:09:44Well, I kind of feel like that's what we're doing.
00:09:46You know, sitting out in the woods looking for aliens.
00:09:51Yeah.
00:09:53You do be having a point.
00:09:56Yeah, that's what we're doing.
00:09:59So what's next?
00:10:02You know, I really haven't thought that far.
00:10:05Yeah.
00:10:06Well, I'm just following your lead.
00:10:10I'm probably going to need to go back to work sometime though.
00:10:13Oh, I definitely am getting fired.
00:10:15Yeah.
00:10:16Fuck capitalism.
00:10:17I don't want to work for modern societies anyways.
00:10:18I want to live in the woods and scavenge for berries.
00:10:23Alright.
00:10:24Well, why don't we go to Nashville?
00:10:30Really?
00:10:31Yeah.
00:10:32You brought it up.
00:10:33I mean, if we left right now, we could probably get there by the night.
00:10:38Bed.
00:10:39But wait.
00:10:48There is one more thing I want you to see.
00:10:51Follow me.
00:10:52Follow me.
00:10:53What are you doing, nerd?
00:10:54Just journaling a little.
00:10:55Journaling?
00:10:56Mm-hmm.
00:10:57How was work?
00:10:58Oh, good.
00:10:59You know, it's just work.
00:11:00Oh, my dad called me on my break.
00:11:02Yeah.
00:11:03Yeah.
00:11:04He wants to see if we want to go get dinner with him sometime this week.
00:11:06I have no plans.
00:11:07No plans?
00:11:08Good.
00:11:09Good.
00:11:10Good.
00:11:11Good.
00:11:12Good.
00:11:13Good.
00:11:14Good.
00:11:15Good.
00:11:16Good.
00:11:17Good.
00:11:18Good.
00:11:19Good.
00:11:20Good.
00:11:21Good.
00:11:22Good.
00:11:23Good.
00:11:24Good.
00:11:25Good.
00:11:26Good.
00:11:27Good.
00:11:28Good.
00:11:29Good.
00:11:30Good.
00:11:31Good.
00:11:32That'd be good.
00:11:33We literally haven't seen them since.
00:11:36Didn't help us with enough.
00:11:38I think I'd be back to see you.
00:11:39Hm?
00:11:40Ya.
00:11:41You want coffee?
00:11:42Ya.
00:11:43It'd be great.
00:11:48Well, you get-
00:11:51Yeah.
00:11:53so the aliens come to earth for this
00:12:21and you you just put your stuff on the ground and the aliens will see it yeah so i mean you just
00:12:36you just bring your weird some of the shit um and then uh like uh aliens beam down and like
00:12:47appreciate it a lot i don't know that's what the lady at the desk said
00:12:51so it's called an alien junkyard
00:12:55yeah
00:12:57okay well what are you gonna put down
00:13:02way ahead of you
00:13:07you two that's where you're leaving yeah you don't think you should like leave some like a picture of you and rachel
00:13:26no the aliens don't want to see a couple of normies they want to see aubrey plaza in a questionable christmas film
00:13:33okay
00:13:36what are you gonna leave i don't know
00:13:41what about that oh hell no i've had this thing for like eight years
00:13:49okay and that's what makes it perfect it's got your human juice memories all over it
00:13:54all right well the aliens better appreciate the fuck out of that that thing's been the staple of my wardrobe since like high school
00:14:12hey we're here to leave our old selves behind we're here to find who the new us is the new parker okay well will you let me know when you figure that out
00:14:24probably not
00:14:26probably not
00:14:28shhh
00:14:30shhh
00:14:32what
00:14:34you look so pretty
00:14:36can you help
00:14:38yeah
00:14:48i'm nervous
00:14:50why
00:14:51i feel like your dad hates me now
00:14:53what
00:14:54what
00:14:55he's always liked you
00:14:56he's like
00:14:57the only family you have and i just want to know how much i love you
00:15:00he trusts i can make good decisions
00:15:03but i broke your heart
00:15:07all right
00:15:22today's the day
00:15:24so do we have anything else on the agenda other than nashville
00:15:28nashville
00:15:29no
00:15:30no
00:15:31i'm not a good day
00:15:32that's what we end up
00:15:33what is it without nashville anyway
00:15:34i don't know my parents always said that we would take a family trip there and we just never went so and it kind of stuck with me
00:15:41why
00:15:42why
00:15:43we always went on a cruise or to disney world i don't know i guess it was just never really important to them to go to nashville
00:15:49but it was to you
00:15:50but it was to you
00:15:51yeah
00:15:52i always thought of it kind of like a magical place you know but in a cool rustic cowboy way
00:15:57plus i always wanted to get one of those cute little guitar keychains
00:16:00hmm
00:16:02my parents just always shit me off to my grandparents and they lived in a really tiny town so i mean it was an adventure in its own you know just with a lot of corn fields and you know fast food restaurants
00:16:14see but i wish i had that
00:16:17you wish you never went on a cruise
00:16:19no not like that i mean like i wish my parents cared more about what i wanted
00:16:25how can i put this nicely
00:16:32you my friend need a reality check
00:16:36what do you mean
00:16:38so
00:16:39why did you wake up with Ellen?
00:16:41again
00:16:42like in high school?
00:16:44yeah
00:16:45i didn't know what i wanted
00:16:47but now all of a sudden you know what you want
00:16:52i mean
00:16:53okay
00:16:54so let me get this straight
00:16:56you broke up with her
00:16:57because you didn't want to be with her
00:16:59but then you did want to be with her
00:17:00then two years later
00:17:01when she got upset
00:17:03because you didn't treat her the way you said you were going to treat her
00:17:06now all of a sudden you went back
00:17:10you know it's not so cut and dry
00:17:12i'm just playing devil's advocate
00:17:14i was seventeen
00:17:15i thought i needed to drink all the time and smoke weed and just create this like tornado of emotion just to feel something you know?
00:17:22there it is
00:17:24there it is
00:17:25the contradiction
00:17:26the contradiction
00:17:27you love to sabotage yourself
00:17:29you have to have the main character energy and you have to have all the problems
00:17:33that's not true
00:17:35no
00:17:36that's kind of true
00:17:37she's important to me fern
00:17:39i know she is
00:17:41if there's ever a chance in hell that you were going to get her back
00:17:44you've got to have better coping mechanisms you've got to learn you've got to grow
00:17:50they're not going to be good for her unless they're good for you
00:17:54no
00:17:55no
00:17:56no
00:17:57no
00:17:58no
00:17:59go and another drink
00:18:00i think i'm ok
00:18:01ok
00:18:02do you think he likes me?
00:18:03it's hard
00:18:04he's never not liked Peter
00:18:07i wouldn't like me
00:18:08i wouldn't like me
00:18:09ever
00:18:10you think he likes me?
00:18:11it's hard
00:18:12he's never not liked Peter
00:18:13i wouldn't like me
00:18:16any better
00:18:17why do you do that?
00:18:18do what?
00:18:19you do what?
00:18:20he did?
00:18:21you did
00:18:23i wouldn't like me
00:18:26never
00:18:27you think he likes me?
00:18:30it's hard
00:18:31he's not like Peter
00:18:32he's never not liked Peter
00:18:33one
00:18:35i wouldn't like me
00:18:37ever
00:18:42why you do that?
00:18:44Do what? Why do you need other people's validation?
00:18:51He's your dad, Ellie.
00:18:54But I love you. Can that not be enough?
00:19:02Why can't you forgive yourself?
00:19:05Because I always put a good job.
00:19:35Can that not be enough?
00:19:40It's good.
00:19:45I love you.
00:19:47I love you.
00:19:53I'm going to get my shoes.
00:20:23I'm going to puke.
00:20:48Are you ready for it?
00:20:51Why do I feel like I'm about to have a pulmonary embolism?
00:20:54You know, that is how I felt the first time I ever saw Brad Velvet's music video for Psycho.
00:21:02I'd make a bunny my wife and we'd rob this whole town.
00:21:09Maybe take all that money, get a boat and sail down, down.
00:21:15Where the blue, blue waters flow.
00:21:20Yes, this is a place I would go.
00:21:26We might get ourselves lost.
00:21:29We may never be found.
00:21:32If ever that day comes around.
00:21:37Dude, that sucked.
00:21:48I wasn't going to say anything unless you did.
00:21:51I don't know why I thought a city full of drunken tourists, vomit filled streets and cheapo guitar souvenirs would be so life altering.
00:22:00It's almost like you build things up in your head to be bigger than they actually are.
00:22:08You have all these unrealistic expectations.
00:22:10I don't need a lecture.
00:22:13I just think life is about the little things.
00:22:22The stuff you didn't plan.
00:22:23You know?
00:22:24No, you're right.
00:22:25I like these fries.
00:22:29I'm going to remember these fries.
00:22:32For the rest of my life.
00:22:35I have an idea.
00:22:40Okay.
00:22:42Follow me.
00:22:47Break into the pool.
00:23:04What?
00:23:05For the bucket list.
00:23:07I want to break into the pool at night.
00:23:12Okay.
00:23:22Cool.
00:23:24We should get started.
00:23:26Now.
00:23:27You know it still hurts a little bit, but not that much.
00:23:32Cause if you want somebody else, who am I to judge?
00:23:37I've been thinking about you all the time, but that's alright.
00:23:42I'm starting to get used to it.
00:23:45I think I'll survive.
00:23:47I met you in the summer.
00:23:49When you left, it was cold.
00:23:52Said we loved one another.
00:23:54Guess that we were wrong.
00:23:57I met you in the summer.
00:23:59My love was out of control.
00:24:02I've been going crazy without you.
00:24:05I'm so alone.
00:24:06I met you in the summer.
00:24:07I met you in the summer.
00:24:08I met you in the summer.
00:24:09Oh.
00:24:10I met you in the summer.
00:24:14Oh.
00:24:15I met you in the summer.
00:24:16I met you in the summer.
00:24:17It's kinda quiet in my room right now.
00:24:18Without you.
00:24:19And I couldn't really make you stay.
00:24:21So what to do?
00:24:22It's kinda quiet in my room right now, without you
00:24:32And I couldn't really make you stay, so what to do?
00:24:38I'm just staring at my walls and talking to myself
00:24:41Now and then I'll try to laugh, but I'll cry a bit as well
00:24:44I was never any good at being away from you
00:24:47I met you in the summer
00:24:49When you left, it was cold
00:24:52Said we loved one another
00:24:54Guess that we were wrong
00:24:57I met you in the summer
00:24:59Our love was out of control
00:25:02I've been going crazy without you
00:25:05I'm so alone
00:25:07I met you in the
00:25:09I met you in the
00:25:19I met you in the
00:25:29I met you in the
00:25:29I met you in the
00:25:31I met you in the
00:25:33You know it still hurts a little bit, but not that much
00:25:42Cause if you want somebody else, who am I to judge?
00:26:03Time to shut it down, shut it down, shut it down, shut it down!
00:26:33You know it still hurts a little bit, but not that much
00:27:03I love it when you play
00:27:07I know
00:27:09So where'd you learn how to play?
00:27:15My dad, actually, yeah, he taught me
00:27:18But he only learned to impress my mom
00:27:22Really?
00:27:23Mm-hmm
00:27:23How many of you know?
00:27:25There's a lot you don't know about me
00:27:26Oh yeah?
00:27:28Yeah
00:27:28Tell me one thing I don't know about you
00:27:30Oh God
00:27:31Okay, when I was a kid
00:27:37And I would catch fireflies
00:27:40I would make wishes on them
00:27:43Right?
00:27:45Mm-hmm
00:27:46That's probably the cutest thing I've ever heard
00:27:48I mean, that was one good thing about my mom
00:27:52I feel like she always had her head in the clouds
00:27:56And believed that life was, like, made of magic
00:28:01I feel like she really instilled that in me
00:28:04Yeah, but that does kind of sound like you
00:28:06I mean, yeah
00:28:09I kind of hate it though
00:28:10Because she was always wanting to live this, like, bigger-than-life reality
00:28:15And one day she just decided that me and my dad were not part of that dream anymore
00:28:22It wasn't enough, so
00:28:25I mean, you were just a kid
00:28:29I don't think it had anything to do with you not being enough
00:28:35Plus, your heart is nothing like hers anyways
00:28:39I just don't want to have someone
00:28:44The way she heard me go
00:28:46Plus, I feel like a five-year-old wanting to play pretend all the time is probably a lot to handle
00:28:56Plus, you know what?
00:29:12I don't think she even wanted kids anyway
00:29:26Plus, you know what?
00:29:53Where are we going?
00:29:55You'll see.
00:29:58Are you going to kill me?
00:30:01Ellie, you're not supposed to know. Be quiet.
00:30:04Are you choosing a way by knife or another weapon?
00:30:07What would be more Villanelle of me?
00:30:11She'd probably have some really elaborate scheme and then corner me in an alleyway and parents or something.
00:30:17Mine would be better.
00:30:25This is sweet.
00:30:33You're sweet.
00:30:55Oh, so my friend Mikayla is coming in from out of town next weekend and there's this party that I think we're going to go to.
00:31:06But we went out last weekend.
00:31:08I know, but I want to go like out, out.
00:31:12Just going out with me, just like knock out?
00:31:16You know I don't mean it like that.
00:31:17I guess I'll just stay home alone again.
00:31:25Parker!
00:31:43Hello, Auntie.
00:31:43I have found the best use of our word for the most uncomfortable situation.
00:31:51Song!
00:31:53What happened?
00:31:53Well, I'm glad you asked.
00:31:56There I am in the woods, trying to take a fat piss, and a fly goes right in my face.
00:32:04That's not the best part.
00:32:06Because I didn't see it.
00:32:07I fell right back into my piss.
00:32:11It's not funny.
00:32:13It's kind of funny.
00:32:14Kind of not funny.
00:32:14It's kind of very funny.
00:32:17Get in the car.
00:32:18Get in the car, we're going.
00:32:19It.
00:32:20I can't.
00:32:20All right, what?
00:32:50I got you something.
00:32:53What is that for?
00:32:57Just because?
00:33:13Ellie, I'm sorry.
00:33:16You're doing it.
00:33:17Doing what?
00:33:19You're pulling away.
00:33:21Ellie, no.
00:33:24It's not like that.
00:33:25You know, you promised me on New Year's that you wouldn't do this because of some confusion you have about yourself and what you want.
00:33:34Ellie, we just went on a picnic and to dinner with your dad.
00:33:42What, am I not allowed to have a few drinks after work? Leave the house? Am I not allowed to?
00:33:48No, you can leave the house. But when you came back to me, we promised that our relationship would not be like this anymore.
00:34:00That's not what's happening.
00:34:02And then what is happening?
00:34:04I don't know.
00:34:06You never do.
00:34:09But I don't, I don't know, I don't want to know what living in a world without you is like.
00:34:15And I feel like I'm hurting you.
00:34:20And stop going away.
00:34:23It hurts me when you do that.
00:34:25We're happy. We're good.
00:34:28Yeah, we're good. We're good.
00:34:58We're good.
00:35:00No.
00:35:01Can I get a cat?
00:35:21For the sixth time?
00:35:25Sixth time? No.
00:35:28Because they stink. They're stinky.
00:35:32You want to clean the litter box?
00:35:36Hold on. Oh my god. Hold on. I'm so late.
00:35:39Oh, that's probably Rachel.
00:35:45It's my mom.
00:35:52Are you sure this is a good idea?
00:35:53Don't be a fucking pussy. I'm not a fucking pussy.
00:35:58I'm going to get caught.
00:36:15Oh my god.
00:36:18I'm going to get caught.
00:36:23Try to ordn again.
00:36:25Hold up.
00:36:27I got to go.
00:36:32High five.
00:36:34Go, go, go.
00:36:36What are we going to do now?
00:36:39We're right in our bathing suits.
00:36:41Want to go to the beach?
00:36:41or beach
00:36:44Pisco
00:36:46yeah
00:36:48yeah okay
00:36:50okay
00:36:51okay
00:36:52okay
00:36:53I will be long gone by now
00:37:18it's some kind of devotion
00:37:22that brings me down
00:37:26that without my love
00:37:33for the ocean
00:37:35I will be no one
00:37:40no one
00:37:42no one
00:37:43no no no
00:37:45no no no
00:37:47no no no
00:37:49no no
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00:38:58what can I do
00:38:59what can I do
00:39:00nothing
00:39:01oh
00:39:04he's my dad
00:39:06he was the only one that was ever there for me he was the only one who never left
00:39:11I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to even do now
00:39:17I'm so sorry.
00:39:20Don't be.
00:39:23Okay, but like, I'm here.
00:39:27Whatever you need.
00:39:34Are you?
00:39:37What does that even mean?
00:39:40I'm sorry, Parker, I just...
00:39:42I just don't know how to process it.
00:39:45I get it.
00:39:49Nobody should be projecting that onto you.
00:39:51I shouldn't be doing that. I'm sorry.
00:39:54I kind of deserve it.
00:39:56No, you don't.
00:39:58Ellie, let's be honest.
00:40:02I'm not the most reliable person that's in your life.
00:40:10I feel like I wreak havoc on you, your life, your stability.
00:40:21I feel like I leave you constantly wondering when the next time I'm going to have a big breakdown.
00:40:27What's happening?
00:40:29What's happening?
00:40:35This isn't about me.
00:40:37This is about you.
00:40:39You just lost your dad.
00:40:43This is about you.
00:40:44This is about you.
00:40:45This is about you.
00:40:47I just didn't break me still.
00:40:53This is about you.
00:40:56This is about you.
00:40:57This is about you.
00:41:03We'll be back soon.
00:41:26I don't know, but I'm still going to miss her.
00:41:30Yeah, I feel that.
00:41:33Who do you miss?
00:41:38Your mom.
00:41:39Yeah, I bet you do miss my mom.
00:41:42No, really, I do.
00:41:46You know, reiterate, let's just go back.
00:41:48Why are we here again?
00:41:50Like, on the trip?
00:41:52Yeah.
00:41:53Yeah, on this trip.
00:41:56Because we wanted to do something exciting.
00:42:03Get away.
00:42:05Something to distract ourselves from this mundane capitalist environment.
00:42:11And, and, I'm trying to get over Ellie.
00:42:23Ding, ding, ding, ding.
00:42:25We have a winner.
00:42:26One moment, please.
00:42:28Blind as a bat.
00:42:34All right.
00:42:35So, I'm going to role play as your therapist, Gigi.
00:42:38Not to be confused with Gigi from the L word.
00:42:41Betting Gigi forever.
00:42:41So, first question, why do you think it is so hard for you to let go?
00:42:50What keeps you holding on?
00:42:53She's the love of my life.
00:42:57And why do you think that?
00:42:59Because I always go back to her, I mean, time and time again.
00:43:10Do you not think that maybe you're just comfortable in the environment you created with her?
00:43:16Like, do you really think that, like, out of 7 billion people in this whole world,
00:43:22there's not one other person that you might love?
00:43:26Not like Ellie.
00:43:29A rollercoaster of emotion is not love.
00:43:36It was love.
00:43:40It's the purest love I think I've ever experienced.
00:43:44Well, sometimes love isn't enough then.
00:43:49Not to be healthy, at least.
00:43:52Why can't I just make it fucking work?
00:43:54Like, I feel like Taylor Swift.
00:43:56I miss screaming, fighting, kissing in the rain.
00:44:00I don't want to be boring and comfortable.
00:44:03I understand that it must be really hard to even think and fathom that there might just be a life after Ellie.
00:44:15But life is bendable.
00:44:18It's changeable.
00:44:19Like, you, we are meant to heal.
00:44:23You could finally love someone the way that you deserve to.
00:44:27I just wanted it to be her.
00:44:33I know it's her.
00:44:38She's my person.
00:44:42I hope you're right.
00:44:43Okay, so, um, Missy just called me and I need to get to the theater or home.
00:44:52Because she doesn't fucking know how to do anything her stuff, so I have to get ready when I get there.
00:44:58So can you just, like, you just need me there, and you?
00:45:01Yeah.
00:45:02Go on.
00:45:04I love you.
00:45:05I love it when Ellie drinks all my oat milk.
00:45:35I love it when I get there, and I love it when I get there.
00:46:05Fuck!
00:46:06Fuck!
00:46:18Hello?
00:46:19Ellie?
00:46:20Yeah, what's wrong?
00:46:22My fucking tire popped.
00:46:23I had to pull off the side of the freeway into some random parking lot.
00:46:27What do you mean?
00:46:29I mean it's completely deflated.
00:46:31You had to go get milk?
00:46:36Yeah, I just needed the distraction.
00:46:38Have you called a tow truck?
00:46:41I can call one, but odds are it'll probably take a few hours.
00:46:45The funeral's in an hour, Parker.
00:46:47I know.
00:46:47I could try calling Fern so if he can come-
00:46:49I have to go.
00:46:49Just get here.
00:46:50Son of a bitch.
00:47:08Ellie, I am so sorry.
00:47:10I went to the store getting milk for the coffee, and then everything goes straight to the funeral
00:47:14home.
00:47:14But then my tower popped, and I called the tow truck company, but they said that they couldn't
00:47:18be there until 1.30, and I didn't know what else to do.
00:47:22I didn't do it on purpose.
00:47:24You missed my dad's funeral.
00:47:29I know, and I'm so sorry, but it's not my fault.
00:47:37Why didn't you think to just stay home?
00:47:41Okay.
00:47:43Do you ever think about what's going on around you?
00:47:48Ellie, this isn't your fucking world, Parker.
00:47:51Do you ever think, hey, maybe I should just stay home, because Ellie's dad just died?
00:47:57My tire would have popped on the way to the funeral anyways.
00:48:00That's very convenient.
00:48:02Oh, do not pin this on me.
00:48:04I wanted to be there for you.
00:48:06Then you're a lot of talk.
00:48:08What the fuck is your problem?
00:48:10My problem?
00:48:12Parker, you need to figure out if I am good enough for you.
00:48:16If you ever care to give me a scrap of attention.
00:48:18All I do is give you my attention.
00:48:23All you do is worry about Parker.
00:48:29Just like her.
00:48:31Oh, fuck that, Ellie.
00:48:32Would your mom do this?
00:48:34What is that?
00:48:46It's a stupid scrapbook that I made for our one-year anniversary after getting back together.
00:48:51But it doesn't even fucking matter anymore, now it does it, because I'm so unpredictable,
00:48:56just like your mom.
00:48:57No, no, actually, you're really predictable.
00:49:03We always end, because you always leave.
00:49:11Ellie.
00:49:14Ellie!
00:49:14Ellie!
00:49:20Ellie, don't go!
00:49:21I have to.
00:49:23I'm going to go to my dad's beach house and come to the world.
00:49:27You can't leave me like this.
00:49:29You always left me like this, Parker.
00:49:33You're the love of my life.
00:49:38This isn't about us anymore.
00:49:40I need to find me.
00:49:42I need to find who Ellie is again.
00:49:44It's not you, it's me, right?
00:49:46It's you too!
00:49:47You desperately need to grow and find who you want to be and who Parker is.
00:49:54I don't think there can be an us anymore.
00:49:57I don't want to be here without you.
00:50:00I can't ruin myself for you anymore.
00:50:04And you can't either.
00:50:13I don't want you to go.
00:50:15I know.
00:50:16I don't want you to go.
00:50:17I don't want you to go.
00:50:17I don't want you to go.
00:50:18I don't want you to go.
00:50:19I don't want you to go.
00:50:36Fern!
00:50:41Fern!
00:50:43Yeah, you can be there by 7.
00:50:44I mean, you know it's going to be late anyways.
00:50:46I mean, that's how it usually goes.
00:50:49Yeah.
00:50:54Parker just woke up.
00:50:55Hey, I'll see you when I see you.
00:50:58Okay.
00:50:58Love you.
00:50:59Bye.
00:51:00Hey!
00:51:02What are you doing?
00:51:06Rachel's going to pick me up from the airport.
00:51:08What?
00:51:09Why?
00:51:09Something wrong?
00:51:10Nothing.
00:51:14I'm just not stupid.
00:51:16I'm confused.
00:51:19Why are we in Pensacola?
00:51:22Because we wanted to go to the beach.
00:51:27Why are we in Pensacola, Parker?
00:51:30Look, Fern, I was going to tell you.
00:51:36Yeah, I know where Ellie lives.
00:51:39I really tried to give you the benefit of the doubt, but you are just the same old Parker.
00:51:44Those, those weren't my intentions.
00:51:52So you didn't mean to take me on a trip that I thought was us bonding and having all these
00:52:01crazy, awesome life experiences together only so that you can just weasel your way in to
00:52:07go see Ellie.
00:52:07That's not what happened.
00:52:13Well, I'm glad I could be up on in your game.
00:52:17So, cool.
00:52:18I mean, I wanted to see Ellie, but it became something more along the way.
00:52:28Halfway through, I even forgot why I started the trip.
00:52:30Parker, you are my best friend, but for the love of God, you are so manipulative.
00:52:40Anything you want, you get.
00:52:44Come on.
00:52:45Don't ruin the trip.
00:52:49You already ruined it.
00:52:51I'm sorry.
00:52:52I needed to see her.
00:52:55I needed to win her back.
00:52:58You are so worried.
00:53:01About making sure everybody loves you.
00:53:04That you end up treating the people who actually do love you like shit.
00:53:10I'm just confused, Fern.
00:53:13I can't do anything right.
00:53:15No one said you had to have it all figured out.
00:53:18But you just dragged everyone into your shit.
00:53:22You know what?
00:53:24You can call me when you've decided to be the Parker that I know you are.
00:53:30I won't be waiting for the call, though.
00:53:32I won't be waiting for the call, though.
00:53:33I won't be waiting for the call, though.
00:53:34I won't be waiting for the call.
00:53:35I won't be waiting for the call.
00:53:35I'll see you again soon.
00:53:36I was waiting for the call.
00:53:37I won't be waiting for the call.
00:53:38After all, I don't think it's any.
00:53:38I can't wait.
00:53:39I'll be waiting for you.
00:53:41I don't think it's a good time.
00:54:12Hi, Mark.
00:54:23Hi.
00:54:31So, how are you?
00:54:33What are you doing in Pensacola?
00:54:35Oh, I'm good.
00:54:37I was just passing through the area.
00:54:39I figured I'd shoot you a message.
00:54:41I remember that you said that you were going to your dad's beach house in Pensacola.
00:54:45So, I thought it was worth a shot.
00:54:48Oh, yeah.
00:54:50I mean, moving here is probably one of the best decisions I've made in a while.
00:54:54I can imagine.
00:54:56Probably much better than home.
00:54:58I was home.
00:55:00Humid.
00:55:01Kind of boring.
00:55:02The usual.
00:55:04I miss it a little.
00:55:05Yeah.
00:55:06Well, you know, if you're ever in town, you can stay with me.
00:55:11Thanks, Mark.
00:55:13Yeah.
00:55:14It's probably not a good idea, but I appreciate the offer.
00:55:19Yeah, I mean, I just figured I'd at least offer.
00:55:24How's Fern?
00:55:25She's good.
00:55:26Yeah, she's good.
00:55:28Rachel?
00:55:29She's good, too.
00:55:30They actually just got engaged and then bought a house, but I'm sure you already knew about
00:55:35all that.
00:55:36I do still talk to Rachel sometimes.
00:55:38That's good.
00:55:39You guys ever talk about me?
00:55:41No.
00:55:42Definitely not.
00:55:43Oh.
00:55:44Well, I mean, that's good.
00:55:47Our ending shouldn't mean, you know, an ending for you guys, too.
00:55:51It doesn't.
00:55:56So, there's this music shop I saw over off of the pier.
00:56:00Figured if you don't have any plans later, maybe we could swing by.
00:56:04Um, I'm getting dinner with my friends tonight, actually.
00:56:09Well, I mean, that's okay.
00:56:11It was last minute anyways, but where are you guys going?
00:56:14Just this little Italian restaurant downtown.
00:56:17We go, like, every Friday, so.
00:56:28Why am I here?
00:56:30Sorry.
00:56:31I just, I needed to see you.
00:56:38It's been years.
00:56:39What do you need to see for me?
00:56:42I just still don't understand why things ended, you know?
00:56:45Like, you're my person.
00:56:46And I can't, I just can't stop thinking about the night you left.
00:56:53I'm not your person, Park.
00:56:55Not anymore, at least.
00:56:57But you said it yourself.
00:57:00We're soulmates.
00:57:02You said soulmates have to be forever, Park.
00:57:04Because then what's the point?
00:57:06The point is that we taught each other lessons and how to love and treat someone with dignity and live up to your words, you know?
00:57:16You're right.
00:57:17I just, I know you're the person I'm going to end up with.
00:57:27Maybe in another universe we were together forever, but I just don't think we're living in that universe anymore.
00:57:38Why is it so hard for me to get over you, but for you it's so easy?
00:57:44It wasn't easy.
00:57:45I spent months mourning you and I and the person I was when I was with you.
00:57:52And trying to figure out how I was going to live life without you in it.
00:57:57And I lost my best friend.
00:58:00And, you know, part of me hoped that we would cross paths again and just fall into each other's arms and everything would be like it used to.
00:58:08But that's just not life.
00:58:11Who said?
00:58:13Parker.
00:58:15Why can't we just have like a fairytale ending where we always end up together?
00:58:20Because this isn't a movie, you know?
00:58:22We're real people.
00:58:23This is real life and I just don't think we can exist together without hurting each other over and over and over again.
00:58:33God, I must sound insane.
00:58:36No, I just don't think you take it well when things don't go your way.
00:58:47I love you.
00:58:52I think I should go.
00:58:54I'm sorry.
00:58:57No, it's fine. I just, you know, I wish you the best of you. I almost did.
00:59:06I'm sorry.
00:59:11I'm sorry.
00:59:14Please, don't leave.
00:59:16Parker, it's time to move on.
00:59:18You have a whole life ahead of you that does not involve you.
00:59:22A life that's beautiful and flawless.
00:59:25You and I were a mess of memories and I cherish all of them.
00:59:32But you will always be one of my favorite loves, okay?
00:59:36No, it's okay.
00:59:47I'm sorry. It doesn't change anything.
00:59:48You and I'm sorry.
00:59:50You are a must.
00:59:51No, it's okay.
00:59:52I'm sorry.
00:59:53I'm sorry.
00:59:54I can, but I am sorry.
00:59:57Yes.
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01:00:07Yes.
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01:00:09It's an angel.
01:00:10It's an angel.
01:00:11It's a angel.
01:00:12This is for you.
01:00:34Nothing.
01:00:42This is for you.
01:01:12This is for you.
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