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00:00who am i means where is my existence coming from and how does the ego know of its existence any
00:06state of mind in which you ask the question where is this thing coming from will disappear under
00:13the influence of this question who am i can be taken as tearing away of the mask your emotion
00:18your thought your identity comes to you and says you know i am this i am that and what do you do
00:24you tear away the mask there is some kind of demon that rides on your back that rides on your back
00:30and keeps sucking your blood the monster is not merely relishing the blood it is also enjoying
00:36a free ride who am i has to arise when you no longer like the i who am i has to arise when the
00:46i is already being seen as troublesome you have to be someone who is prepared to receive
00:54uncomfortable answers more so you have to be someone who is first of all prepared to say
01:01this i am not and only then you get the eligibility to ask if this i am not then who am i
01:10the mind will merge only by self-inquiry who am i the thought who am i will destroy all other thoughts
01:28and finally kill itself
01:31then asks the questioner however in my daily life when i feel jealous
01:43it feels more intuitive to ask why am i jealous and not who is jealous
01:52please speak on maharishi's method of self-inquiry who am i because at one place he even goes on to say
02:01there is no such thing as the mind and what i know of is just the mind
02:11self-inquiry is not merely a method it is the foundation
02:38self-inquiry is not merely a method it is the foundation on which the entire
02:44edifice
02:49of not merely vedanth but all spirituality stands
02:59who am i
03:08self-inquiry pertains to the infinite possibilities available to the ego including the possibility
03:27for the infinite
03:35when it is
03:38queried
03:39who am i
03:41who am i
03:42at this juncture
03:45who am i right now
03:47not who am i
03:49in general
03:50not who am i
03:52as a fixed concept
03:54not who am i as a label
03:57name tag
04:00or permanent identity
04:05who am i right now
04:10then a few things should be understood
04:16who is the questioner
04:22the questioner has to be somebody who does not know
04:26otherwise why would he question it all
04:33so who is the questioner
04:37the ego is the questioner because the ego is the only one who does not know
04:45above the ego is the pure self or truth
04:59the ultimate state of the ego
05:03and because it is the ultimate and the highest and pure and immanent
05:11therefore there is no way it does not know
05:16it knows
05:17the pure self is not going to come to inquire who am i why
05:25because it has no such question and has nobody to ask a question to
05:32the pure self is also non-dual
05:37if it is non-dual
05:40how is it going to ever ask a question
05:42if it is complete in itself and all knowing
05:47how is it ever going
05:50to feel bothered
05:52by a query
05:55so
05:57the question who am i does not really arise
06:00from the truth
06:02it arises
06:05to the
06:06ego
06:07the ego wants to know
06:09who am i
06:10who am i
06:11right now
06:14about whom is the question
06:20who am i
06:21who is functional right now
06:25had the truth been functional right now
06:28would there have been a possibility
06:30of discontentment leading to such a query
06:35so who is being queried
06:40the ego is being queried
06:42who is raising the query
06:45the ego is raising the query
06:47clear
06:48and below the ego
06:51is insentient material
06:54correct
06:58jad padart
07:00stuff
07:04things
07:07they too are never going to
07:12feel bothered by
07:14a question pertaining to their identity
07:16is this table ever going to be
07:20vexed
07:22regarding its name
07:24the table is never going to ask who am i
07:27and the truth is never going to ask
07:30who am i
07:32neither the table
07:34nor the
07:34truth
07:35so obviously you know who asks who am i
07:39the ego asks who am i
07:41about its present condition
07:44and to whom does it ask this
07:47there is nobody else to ask this question to
07:50the ego raises this question to
07:52itself
07:53it is the ego that has to proceed on the path of self inquiry
07:57who am i
07:59who am i what's going on who am i right now
08:02in other words
08:03where
08:04is my existence coming from
08:08who am i means
08:10where is my
08:11existence coming from
08:13and how does the ego know of its existence
08:15in the first place
08:17how do you know that you exist
08:20you know that you exist
08:25by your experiences
08:26you know that you exist
08:29by
08:29your happiness
08:31your sadness
08:32all the
08:38various things that you go through
08:40your responses
08:41your reactions
08:42your association with the world
08:45that is what
08:47convinces you that you exist
08:49correct
08:49so
08:53the ego is questioning
08:55itself
08:56regarding its
08:57very
08:58conviction
08:59the conviction that it exists
09:02it is asking
09:03where
09:04are my thoughts
09:06for example coming from
09:07where are these feelings coming from
09:09because
09:10it is only my feelings that convince me that i exist
09:13in deep sleep
09:15i have no feelings
09:16then i do not claim that i exist
09:19do i
09:19how do i feel so utterly sure that i exist
09:24because i experience i think i feel i wonder
09:28i touch i smell
09:29and hence i feel that i exist
09:33remove all the sensory apparatus
09:35and would you be able to tell yourself that you do exist
09:40would be difficult
09:42right
09:42so the question
09:45who am i
09:47translates to
09:49where is my existence coming from
09:51translates to
09:53where are my thoughts
09:54feelings and experiences coming from
09:56are you getting it
09:59where is this stuff coming from
10:03i just thought of something
10:06where did this come from
10:07i just felt something
10:10where did this feeling come from
10:12i just felt something
10:16what did i feel
10:17a terrible attraction
10:18where did this attraction come from
10:21that's who am i
10:23now
10:24who is responsible for answering this question
10:27the ego itself
10:29what state of the ego
10:33is this question arising in
10:35the state in which the ego is feeling that terrible attraction
10:39the ego is feeling a terrible attraction
10:43as it mostly keeps feeling
10:45right
10:45just that sometimes we label it terrible
10:47at other times we call it pretty mundane
10:51normal
10:53regular
10:54so this state of the ego
10:59that is saying
11:01i am feeling a terrible attraction
11:02is asking itself
11:03where is this coming from
11:05now the respondent
11:10is the same as the questioner
11:12are you seeing this
11:13ego is asking the question too
11:16itself
11:18what is the state
11:20of the questioner
11:21the questioner
11:23is almost unconscious
11:25which is proven by the fact
11:28that the questioner is feeling a
11:30terrible attraction
11:32so this unconscious
11:34questioner
11:35is asking itself
11:37where is this coming from
11:40now
11:43there is
11:44a problem
11:45now the matter is stuck
11:49why
11:49the respondent
11:53is the same as
11:54the questioner
11:57and the questioner
11:58is unconscious
11:58if the questioner
12:01is unconscious
12:02how can the answerer
12:04be any different
12:05but
12:07even as the questioner
12:09is unconscious
12:10and asking
12:10where is all this coming from
12:12the respondent has been
12:15entrusted with the responsibility
12:17to answer
12:18correct
12:19and the two are one
12:20their states are
12:22same
12:22they are mirror images
12:23they are just one
12:24the ego is questioning itself
12:26so
12:28this unconscious one
12:30is asking itself
12:32what is this entire drama from
12:34where is
12:36the whole thing
12:38arising from
12:40and this entity here
12:43the respondent
12:44is now
12:46responsible to
12:49answer
12:51what is the only way
12:52it can answer
12:53what is the only way
12:55it can answer
12:56remaining unconscious
12:58it cannot answer
13:01but it has to answer
13:02because the question
13:03has been posed to
13:03nobody but itself
13:06so under the pressure
13:10of the question
13:10the respondent
13:14has to change
13:15under the pressure
13:17of the question
13:18facing the responsibility
13:20to answer the question
13:22this respondent
13:24has to change
13:24now at this moment
13:27when the question
13:27was asked
13:28both of these
13:29were unconscious
13:31otherwise
13:32why would there
13:33be a question
13:34at all
13:34but now
13:37it is facing
13:39the task
13:40of answering
13:40so it has to
13:42raise
13:45its capacity
13:47to answer
13:48it has to become
13:49deserving
13:50to answer
13:51this upward
13:53movement
13:54is called
13:54attention
13:55you are unconscious
13:57but when faced
13:58with this question
13:59you summon
14:00your attention
14:01and you want
14:01to now see
14:02okay
14:02okay
14:03I want to
14:03answer it
14:03and in the
14:04process
14:04you are raising
14:05your attention
14:06raising your attention
14:07means
14:07your
14:08consciousness levels
14:14are being raised
14:15the haze on your
14:17mind
14:17has to be
14:18forcibly cleared
14:19away
14:19when this rises
14:21this too has to
14:22rise because
14:22the two of them
14:23are
14:23but the answer
14:28won't come
14:28because the
14:29question is asking
14:30tell me the
14:31root
14:31where is the
14:33entire thing
14:33coming from
14:34to go to the
14:37root
14:38is to go to
14:39the very
14:40end
14:40so this has to
14:43rise even more
14:44this too has to
14:44rise
14:45this too has to
14:45rise
14:46so the ego
14:48in asking
14:49itself where am I
14:50coming from
14:51finds that it has
14:53to change if it
14:54wants to answer
14:54this question
14:55it is a special
14:57question
14:58if you want to
14:59answer this
15:00question then you
15:01cannot remain the
15:02one who asked
15:02this question
15:03so at a certain
15:06level
15:06hypothetically
15:08the question is
15:10answered
15:10but at that
15:12level
15:12you find that
15:14the questioner is
15:14no more the one
15:15who asked the
15:16question
15:16he has been far
15:18removed from his
15:19unconscious depths
15:20he has been raised
15:22elevated
15:22he is no more the
15:24same
15:24rather he is no
15:25more
15:26he does not exist
15:27at all
15:28that's the
15:28magic associated
15:31with who am I
15:31if you really want
15:33to answer who am I
15:34if you really succeed
15:36in answering who am I
15:37then you will find
15:38that both the
15:39questioner
15:40and the respondent
15:41have disappeared
15:42is the process
15:45exactly clear to
15:47everybody
15:47clear
15:49where is the thing
15:50coming from
15:51now look at a
15:53practical manifestation
15:54you are angry
15:55and in the moment
15:57of anger if you
15:57can ask where is
15:58this anger coming
15:59from
15:59you will find that
16:01you are no more
16:02succumbing to anger
16:03now where is the
16:05angry one who
16:05asked this question
16:06gone
16:08no more
16:08any state
16:13of mind
16:15in which you
16:16ask the question
16:17where is this
16:18thing coming
16:19from
16:19will disappear
16:22under the
16:23influence of this
16:24question
16:25this question
16:27is a
16:29great
16:30sword
16:31sword
16:32it cuts down
16:35the very
16:37hand that
16:38wields it
16:39you ask this
16:42question and you
16:43will be no more
16:44the one who
16:44ask this question
16:45are you getting it
16:50the question will
16:52always arise
16:53from a
16:54relatively
16:55unconscious state
16:58but to answer
16:59this question
16:59you will have to
17:00become
17:00conscious
17:01so the one who
17:03asks this question
17:04will have to
17:06disappear
17:07to get the answer
17:09which means
17:10there is nobody
17:10to receive the answer
17:11which means there is
17:12nobody to give the answer
17:13because the one who is
17:14receiving and the one
17:15who is giving are
17:15actually the same
17:17so there is no answer
17:18actually
17:19who am I
17:20never gets an answer
17:22it's just that the
17:23questioner fades away
17:25if you get an answer
17:30to who am I
17:31then you are
17:32playing some kind of
17:34fraud upon yourself
17:35who am I
17:41simply means
17:42I will not remain
17:45the one
17:46who
17:47asked this
17:49that is the
17:51method
17:52and it is not a
17:53method I said
17:53it is fundamental
17:56discretion
17:57you have to
18:01know the
18:02self as
18:05separate from
18:06non-self
18:07this is
18:09vivek
18:10you have to
18:13know
18:14that
18:15the atma
18:16is not
18:17your glands
18:18or hormones
18:19and if you
18:25do not ask
18:26where is this
18:27coming from
18:28then it is
18:33quite likely
18:34that you will
18:36misread
18:37just
18:39hormonal
18:41exuberance
18:42as something
18:43of the soul
18:44who am I
18:51does not allow
18:52you to make
18:53that mistake
18:53who am I
18:54says
18:54oh
18:55something is
18:56arising
18:56something is
18:57happening
18:57something is
18:58taking
18:58possession of
19:00you
19:00something is
19:01just
19:01dominating you
19:03from within
19:04pause
19:06this is the
19:06moment
19:07ask
19:07hello sir
19:09where are you
19:09coming from
19:10can you
19:11share your
19:11ticket
19:12carrying some
19:17identity card
19:18who are you
19:19where are you
19:19coming from
19:20ah
19:24so you are
19:27coming from
19:27Mozambique
19:28and I was
19:31under the
19:31impression that
19:32you are coming
19:32from Varanasi
19:33no no
19:36you are not
19:37what I
19:39thought you
19:41to be
19:41I was thinking
19:42that you are
19:43coming from
19:44the banks
19:45of the
19:47sacred
19:47Ganga
19:48no no
19:48you are
19:49not that
19:49one
19:49you are
19:50coming from
19:51some jungle
19:51you are
19:55not the
19:55pious one
19:56I thought
19:56you to
19:57be
19:58to the
20:05more
20:06dramatically
20:11minded
20:11who am I
20:13can be
20:14taken as
20:15a
20:16tearing
20:17away
20:17of the
20:17mask
20:18your
20:21emotion
20:22your
20:22thought
20:22your
20:23identity
20:24comes to
20:25you
20:25and says
20:25you know
20:26I am
20:28this
20:28I am
20:28that
20:29and what
20:29do you
20:30do
20:30you tear
20:32away
20:32the
20:33mask
20:33you don't
20:33even ask
20:34where from
20:34you are
20:34coming
20:35you just
20:35tear away
20:36the
20:36mask
20:36and you
20:37say
20:38you
20:38don't
20:39even
20:40try
20:40this
20:40again
20:40I
20:42know
20:42who
20:42you
20:42are
20:43and
20:43where
20:43you
20:43are
20:43coming
20:43from
20:44the
20:48tough
20:50part
20:50is
20:51you
20:52don't
20:52have
20:53to
20:54do
20:54this
20:54to
20:56anybody
20:56outside
20:57of you
20:58you
20:59have
20:59to do
20:59this
20:59to
21:00yourself
21:02the
21:02question
21:02is
21:02not
21:03who
21:04is
21:04John
21:05and
21:05who
21:05is
21:06Jenny
21:06the
21:07question
21:07is
21:08who
21:10am
21:10I
21:11so
21:13you
21:13have
21:13to
21:13disrobe
21:14yourself
21:14you
21:15have
21:15to
21:15tear
21:15away
21:16your
21:16own
21:17masks
21:17you
21:20have
21:20to
21:20uncover
21:21your
21:22own
21:22inner
21:23deviousness
21:24is
21:32the
21:32who
21:34am
21:34I
21:34method
21:35clear
21:35to
21:35everybody
21:35clear
21:38where is
21:40this
21:40thing
21:40coming
21:41from
21:42and
21:42remember
21:42you
21:43will
21:43never
21:43really
21:44come
21:45to
21:45know
21:46not
21:49that
21:50it
21:50cannot
21:50be
21:50known
21:50just
21:51that
21:51the
21:54interest
21:54in
21:54knowing
21:55was
21:55arising
21:56from
21:56suffering
21:57and
21:58if
21:58you
21:58ask
21:59this
21:59question
22:00deeply
22:00the
22:01suffering
22:01will
22:01disappear
22:02so
22:02your
22:03interest
22:03in
22:03pursuing
22:04this
22:04question
22:05will
22:06also
22:06disappear
22:07so
22:08you
22:08will
22:08drop
22:08it
22:08and
22:10you
22:10will
22:10find
22:10yourself
22:11busy
22:13with
22:14joyful
22:15affairs
22:15of
22:16life
22:16and
22:17in
22:18joy
22:18there
22:20is
22:20actually
22:20no
22:20need
22:21to
22:21ask
22:21who
22:21am
22:21I
22:22who
22:22am
22:23I
22:23is
22:23a
22:23question
22:23arising
22:25out
22:25of
22:25suffering
22:27you
22:29pursue
22:30this
22:30question
22:30the
22:32suffering
22:32abates
22:33and
22:34then
22:34who
22:34wants
22:35to
22:35just
22:37keep
22:37pestering
22:41oneself
22:41with
22:45the
22:45query
22:45who
22:45who
22:45am
22:46I
22:46who
22:46am
22:46I
22:46getting
22:52it
22:53oh
22:55I
22:56am
22:56so
22:56sad
22:56what
22:58is
22:58the
22:58question
22:59to
22:59ask
22:59from
23:02where
23:03is
23:03this
23:04sadness
23:04coming
23:05what
23:07is
23:07the
23:07name
23:08of
23:09the
23:09sad
23:10one
23:10who
23:17is
23:17sad
23:18where
23:20does
23:21he
23:21draw
23:22his
23:22legitimacy
23:23from
23:24who
23:26told
23:26him
23:26that
23:27he
23:27has
23:27a
23:27right
23:28to
23:28exist
23:28how
23:30does
23:30he
23:30convince
23:31himself
23:31to
23:32be
23:32are you
23:50getting
23:50it
23:50there
23:58is
23:58another
23:58way
23:58in
23:59which
23:59you
23:59can
23:59understand
23:59the
24:00whole
24:00thing
24:00if
24:01it
24:01is
24:01not
24:01already
24:01clear
24:02there
24:18is
24:18some
24:18kind
24:18of
24:19demon
24:20that
24:21rides
24:22on
24:22your
24:22back
24:22that
24:27rides
24:28on
24:28your
24:28back
24:28and
24:29keeps
24:29sucking
24:31your
24:31blood
24:31and
24:37what
24:37do
24:37you
24:37want
24:37to
24:38do
24:38you
24:38want
24:38to
24:38run
24:38away
24:39you
24:40want
24:40to
24:40run
24:42away
24:42and
24:43you
24:43run
24:43away
24:43fast
24:44very
24:44fast
24:45the
24:46deeper
24:47it
24:47sinks
24:48its
24:48teeth
24:50into
24:52your
24:52neck
24:53the
24:54faster
24:54you
24:55are
24:55compelled
24:55to
24:56run
24:56but
24:59how
24:59does
24:59it
25:00matter
25:00how
25:00fast
25:01you
25:01run
25:01you
25:02are
25:02carrying
25:02the
25:03monster
25:03on
25:03your
25:03back
25:05the
25:06monster
25:06is
25:06not
25:07merely
25:07relishing
25:09the
25:09blood
25:10it
25:11is
25:11also
25:11enjoying
25:12a
25:13free
25:13ride
25:14it
25:16is
25:16almost
25:16like
25:17being
25:17served
25:18hot
25:18meals
25:18on
25:19an
25:19airplane
25:19meals
25:20meals
25:21on
25:23wings
25:23meals
25:24on
25:26wings
25:26rather
25:26the
25:31who
25:31am
25:32I
25:32method
25:32is
25:33about
25:33not
25:34running
25:36or
25:40acting
25:41so
25:42energetically
25:43under
25:45under
25:45the
25:45influence
25:46of
25:46the
25:46monster
25:47rather
25:49simply
25:50pausing
25:52you
25:54pause
25:54and
25:58then you
25:58ask
25:58the
25:59monster
25:59where are
26:02you coming
26:03from
26:03who are
26:07you
26:07and if
26:09you are
26:09asking
26:10this
26:10question
26:10then you
26:12have to
26:12face
26:13the
26:13monster
26:13to face
26:15the
26:15monster
26:16you will
26:17have to
26:17rip
26:18the
26:18monster
26:18away
26:21from
26:21your
26:21back
26:22and
26:23bring
26:23it
26:24in
26:26front
26:26of
26:26yourself
26:27and
26:29then you
26:29find
26:29that
26:29the
26:30monster
26:30is
26:32actually
26:33just
26:33a
26:34feeble
26:35thing
26:35weighing
26:3612
26:37kilograms
26:37it
26:39has
26:40no
26:40power
26:40really
26:41it
26:44was
26:45able
26:45to
26:46infest
26:47you
26:47and
26:49torture
26:49you
26:50just
26:50because
26:51you
26:51are
26:52supporting
26:52it
26:52by
26:52carrying
26:53it
26:53on
26:53its
26:53back
26:54the
26:54moment
26:55you
26:56want
26:57to
26:57ask
26:57it
26:57who
26:58are
26:58you
26:59there
26:59is
26:59a
26:59disassociation
27:01correct
27:01who
27:03are
27:03you
27:03so
27:04we
27:04have
27:04to
27:04face
27:05each
27:05other
27:05and
27:05if
27:06you
27:06have
27:06to
27:06face
27:06each
27:06other
27:07then
27:08the
27:09two
27:09of
27:09us
27:09cannot
27:09be
27:10one
27:10I'm
27:11asking
27:11you
27:12who
27:12are
27:12you
27:12in
27:15asking
27:16yourself
27:17who
27:18am
27:18I
27:19you
27:20separate
27:20yourself
27:21from
27:22that
27:22which
27:22you
27:23are
27:23not
27:23in
27:26asking
27:26yourself
27:27who
27:27am
27:28I
27:28right
27:28now
27:29you
27:29dissociate
27:30yourself
27:31from
27:32that
27:33which
27:33you
27:33are
27:33not
27:34are
27:39you
27:39getting
27:39it
27:40so
27:42this
27:42monster
27:42which
27:42is
27:43monster
27:43only
27:43in
27:43name
27:44but
27:44actually
27:45something
27:45terribly
27:46lame
27:47is
27:49now in
27:49front of
27:50you
27:50not
27:51really
27:51in
27:51contact
27:52with
27:52you
27:52there
27:53is
27:53a bit
27:53of
27:53detachment
27:54there
27:54is
27:54a bit
27:54of
27:54dissociation
27:55so
27:56it
27:56cannot
27:56now
27:57take
27:57you
27:57for
27:57a
27:57ride
27:58you
28:00are
28:00liberated
28:01you
28:05are
28:05liberated
28:06now
28:07you
28:07stand
28:08as
28:08the
28:08pure
28:09I
28:09free
28:12of
28:12the
28:12monster
28:14when
28:17the
28:17query
28:17started
28:18you
28:18were
28:19the
28:20impure
28:20I
28:21the
28:23ego
28:23associated
28:25with
28:25the
28:26monster
28:26you
28:27are
28:27I
28:27plus
28:28monster
28:29but
28:29now
28:29you
28:29want
28:30to
28:30know
28:30who
28:30am
28:30I
28:30so
28:30you
28:31have
28:31to
28:31ask
28:31the
28:31monster
28:31sir
28:32who
28:32are
28:32you
28:32till
28:34now
28:35you
28:35were
28:35so
28:36much
28:37attached
28:38to
28:38me
28:38physically
28:39united
28:40with
28:40me
28:41that
28:42the
28:42two
28:42of
28:42us
28:43were
28:43really
28:43one
28:44but
28:45now
28:46I
28:47want
28:47to
28:47snap
28:48this
28:49association
28:49who
28:51are
28:51you
28:51come
28:51in
28:52front
28:52and
28:52talk
28:52the
28:55association
28:56is
28:56snapped
28:56now
28:57the
28:57monster
28:57is
28:57monster
28:58and
28:58who
28:58are
28:58you
28:58now
28:59the
28:59pure
29:00I
29:00that's
29:02the
29:02who
29:02am
29:02I
29:02thing
29:03who
29:03am
29:04I
29:04right
29:04now
29:05honestly
29:05and
29:09obviously
29:09the
29:12only
29:13real
29:14method
29:14is
29:14honesty
29:15be it
29:17who
29:17am
29:17I
29:17or
29:18be it
29:18any
29:18method
29:19it
29:19would
29:19fail
29:20if
29:20you
29:20are
29:21not
29:21honest
29:21in
29:22pursuing
29:23this
29:24austere
29:27dialogue
29:27austere
29:29inner
29:29dialogue
29:30getting it
29:41hmm
29:42I
29:46am
29:46troubled
29:46what
29:50to
29:50do
29:50now
29:50who
29:52is
29:53troubled
29:53and
29:54where
29:54are
29:55his
29:55troubles
29:55coming
29:55from
29:56what
29:59is
29:59the
29:59center
30:00of
30:00all
30:00these
30:00troubles
30:01who
30:02has
30:02a
30:03stake
30:03in
30:03remaining
30:03troubled
30:04so
30:12now
30:12you
30:12see
30:12that
30:13who
30:13am
30:13I
30:13is
30:15a
30:15method
30:15for
30:17the
30:17wise
30:18one
30:18who
30:19is
30:19no
30:20longer
30:20interested
30:21in
30:21remaining
30:22troubled
30:22that
30:24often
30:24goes
30:25unsaid
30:27but
30:27needs
30:28to
30:28be
30:28said
30:28why
30:29will
30:29you
30:29ever
30:30ask
30:30who
30:30am
30:31I
30:31if
30:34you
30:34are
30:34not
30:35really
30:35interested
30:36in
30:36getting
30:37rid
30:38of
30:38what
30:39you
30:39have
30:40become
30:41a
30:51fellow
30:51received
30:55a
30:55parcel
30:56from
30:59one
30:59of
30:59the
30:59e
31:01commerce
31:01sites
31:02it
31:07was
31:07to
31:08be
31:08delivered
31:08to
31:08somebody
31:09else
31:09it
31:14carried
31:15the
31:15name
31:15of
31:16somebody
31:16else
31:17but
31:18the
31:18delivery
31:19man
31:19erroneously
31:21delivered
31:22it
31:23to
31:23this
31:24fellow
31:24and
31:31he
31:31was
31:31happy
31:31he
31:33said
31:33fine
31:33it
31:35contained
31:35a
31:36mobile
31:37phone
31:37let's
31:39say
31:39and
31:42he
31:42comes
31:43and
31:43tells
31:43me
31:43you
31:44know
31:44this
31:44is
31:44what
31:44I
31:44got
31:45it
31:46just
31:47got
31:47delivered
31:47to
31:47me
31:48and
31:49I
31:49asked
31:50him
31:50to
31:53whom
31:54does
31:54it
31:54belong
31:54and
31:57he
31:57says
31:57why
31:58would
31:58I
31:58be
31:58interested
31:59in
31:59knowing
31:59why
32:04would
32:04I
32:04be
32:04interested
32:06in
32:06knowing
32:06that
32:07is
32:07the
32:07reason
32:08why
32:08we
32:09do
32:09not
32:10enter
32:11self
32:11inquiry
32:12self
32:15inquiry
32:15is an
32:16uncomfortable
32:17question
32:18why
32:20would
32:20you
32:20really
32:20want
32:21to
32:21know
32:21when
32:23not
32:23knowing
32:24is
32:25giving
32:25you
32:26pleasures
32:26why
32:30would
32:30you
32:30want
32:31to
32:31know
32:32when
32:32not
32:33knowing
32:33is
32:34so
32:34very
32:34pleasures
32:34some
32:35hence
32:42the
32:42one
32:42who
32:43is
32:43asking
32:43who
32:43am
32:44I
32:44must
32:45be
32:45the
32:45one
32:45who
32:45is
32:46already
32:46a bit
32:47frustrated
32:48with
32:48himself
32:48already
32:52someone
32:52who
32:54is
32:58desirous
32:58of
32:58liberation
32:59otherwise
32:59asking
33:00who
33:00am
33:00I
33:01is
33:04an
33:04exercise
33:05in
33:06wild
33:06dishonesty
33:07these
33:12days
33:13it is
33:13almost
33:13a
33:13fad
33:14if
33:15you
33:15are
33:16spiritual
33:16then
33:17you
33:18have
33:18to
33:18ask
33:18who
33:19am
33:19I
33:19one
33:28could have
33:29felt
33:31amused
33:31by this
33:32who
33:34am
33:34I
33:34circus
33:35had it
33:36not
33:37been
33:37for the
33:41appalling
33:42inner
33:44conditions
33:45of the
33:46ones
33:47who
33:47are
33:47amusing
33:48themselves
33:49with
33:54this
33:55self-deception
33:58who
34:06am I
34:07has to
34:07arise
34:08when you
34:09no longer
34:10like the
34:11I
34:12who am I
34:16has to
34:16arise
34:17when
34:18the
34:19I
34:19is
34:25already
34:25being
34:26seen
34:27as
34:28troublesome
34:29you
34:32have to
34:33be
34:33someone
34:33who
34:35is
34:35prepared
34:35to
34:36receive
34:36uncomfortable
34:37answers
34:38more
34:42so
34:43you
34:43have
34:43to
34:43be
34:44someone
34:44who
34:46is
34:46prepared
34:46to
34:47let
34:47go
34:48of
34:48the
34:49questioner
34:53and
34:53the
34:53answerer
34:54only
35:00then
35:00this
35:01query
35:01can
35:01proceed
35:02are you
35:13getting
35:14it
35:14do you
35:23see
35:24how
35:24intimately
35:25it is
35:25linked
35:25to
35:25the
35:26Chetra
35:26Chetra
35:26Givivahag
35:27Yog
35:28of
35:28the
35:29Bhagavad
35:30Gita
35:30and
35:43Ramana
35:44Bharshi
35:44used
35:44to
35:44talk
35:45of
35:45these
35:45three
35:46in
35:46the
35:46same
35:46breath
35:47I
35:53am
35:53not
35:53who
35:54am
35:54I
35:55and
35:55so
35:56am
35:56I
35:56naham
35:59koham
36:01soham
36:02you
36:04cannot
36:04have
36:05just
36:05one
36:05of
36:05these
36:05you
36:07need
36:07all
36:08three
36:08at
36:08least
36:09two
36:09of
36:09them
36:09which
36:11two
36:11naham
36:15and
36:17then
36:17koham
36:18you
36:20have
36:20to
36:20be
36:20someone
36:21who
36:21is
36:21first
36:22of
36:22all
36:22prepared
36:23to
36:23say
36:23this
36:24I
36:24am
36:24not
36:24and
36:26only
36:26then
36:27you
36:27get
36:28the
36:28eligibility
36:29to
36:29ask
36:30if
36:30this
36:31I
36:31am
36:31not
36:31then
36:33who
36:33am
36:34I
36:34if
36:39you
36:39are
36:40someone
36:40who
36:40is
36:40first
36:41of
36:41all
36:41not
36:42ready
36:43to
36:45question
36:45his
36:46existing
36:46identities
36:46because
36:47they are
36:47a source
36:48of
36:48pleasure
36:48to
36:48him
36:49then
36:50you
36:50have
36:50no
36:50right
36:51to
36:51indulge
36:52in
36:52the
36:53who
36:54am
36:54I
36:54business
36:54who
36:56am
36:56I
36:56has
36:57to
36:57be
36:57preceded
36:58by
36:58naham
37:01this
37:02I
37:02am
37:03not
37:03this
37:03I
37:04am
37:04not
37:04this
37:04I
37:05am
37:05not
37:05you
37:09need
37:09to
37:09have
37:09that
37:10sincerity
37:10and
37:11that
37:11discretion
37:11you
37:22think
37:22it
37:22without
37:33without
37:33naham
37:35if you
37:36proceed
37:36with
37:36koham
37:37you will
37:37find
37:38that
37:38you
37:38cannot
37:39proceed
37:39at
37:39all
37:40the
37:45entire
37:45journey
37:46of
37:47answering
37:47who
37:48am
37:48I
37:48is
37:49a
37:49journey
37:49in
37:49negativa
37:50you
37:52ask
37:53who
37:53am
37:53I
37:53and
37:54some
37:55illusion
37:55gets
37:56negated
37:57cleared
37:58off
37:59and
38:00then
38:00you
38:00again
38:00ask
38:00who
38:01am
38:01I
38:01then
38:01again
38:02some
38:03haze
38:03gets
38:04cleared
38:05off
38:05that
38:06is
38:06what
38:06we
38:06call
38:07as
38:07the
38:07raising
38:08or
38:08elevation
38:08of
38:09consciousness
38:09if
38:12you
38:12are
38:12someone
38:12who
38:12is
38:13not
38:13prepared
38:14to
38:14get
38:14rid
38:15of
38:15his
38:16concepts
38:16about
38:17himself
38:17then
38:20there
38:20is
38:20no
38:20point
38:21just
38:21repeating
38:22who
38:23am
38:23I
38:23who
38:23am
38:23I
38:24clear
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