Canthinky Twitch livestream vod (2025-11-20)

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A Twitch livestream by Canthinky on (2025-11-20)  Original Title: nothing to smile about in my life

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03:13Oh my goodness.

03:14This webcam bro, I cannot win.

03:17I hate this webcam so much guys.

03:21.

03:25Hello everyone I have sweet potato chips.

03:28Guys, I never, I never went anywhere.

03:42I was at the train station, and for some reason there was, like, a massive sign that was, like,

03:50that showed, um, like, ongoing flights.

03:53Or, like, flights that are gonna happen, and I took a vote of it, and then I posted it

04:02on Twitter, because I thought it would just be funny.

04:17I hope you guys aren't getting an answer more.

04:23These are sweet potato chips, it's probably better for you than steak.

04:53So, I hate ASMR, so, also, tomorrow I've got an orthodontist appointment.

05:03Tomorrow I've got an orthodontist appointment where they have to scan my head and see if

05:10they can take my braces off.

05:12Isn't that epic?

05:16Tomorrow is Friday.

05:18Sweet potato chips are bad for you?

05:32How?

05:32Today is Thursday.

05:45Tomorrow is Friday.

05:47I'm in the future.

05:51Like, same as a regular chip?

05:53No.

05:54Sweet potato chips are better.

05:55I have no other exciting news, so sad.

06:08I have no other exciting news, so sad.

06:08Your lynx talk was cute.

06:36I didn't film many TikToks in this, because I felt like I needed to, like, go in streams

06:42for a way.

06:50Let me see.

06:52Um.

06:52I only have six drafts in this cosplayer.

07:11Good stream time.

07:13The no-meth hoodie was amazing.

07:24That shit was, like, 300 bucks.

07:26And it's so big.

07:28Like, it's literally a dress on me, but, like, um.

07:34It was worth it.

07:38But it's how to cook meth.

07:39So, like, um, sometimes 37.

07:41Mm-hmm.

07:44Okay.

07:45I've got some good emotion.

07:50Okay?

07:51Uh-huh.

07:52Um.

08:01Okay.

08:02i've been waiting on 160 dollars worth of cultly squad crutly squad let me look that

08:25up i'll tell you if you wasted your money or not

08:32this looks like shit

08:37i think you wasted your money

09:02these are good chips guys i'm not gonna lie

09:17what are you saving to get for christmas i'm not saving anything to get to christmas

09:35i'm not allowed to spend any money on anything i can't buy anything because my boyfriend said i

09:40have to save all my money i haven't bought any clothes in ages

09:46these aren't cheetos they're sweet potato chips

09:57i can't believe i have to cosplay responsible and adult

10:11let me check this out

10:26i don't see these comments

10:53can't you literally like just because you put spaces you're still writing it like i read it

11:06get out of here sebastian bro just fuck off

11:09this is so fucking annoying like let me do my own thing like

11:12so annoying

11:24so

11:26so

11:36I don't see

11:44this shit.

12:03Ah.

12:06I've, like, already got a headache as well.

12:13This is so sad.

12:15I've, like, already got a headache.

12:34No Overwatch day.

12:52Everyone hates Overwatch, so...

12:55Let's find no Overwatch.

13:05Why are you sad?

13:06I'm always sad, chat.

13:24I don't...

13:25I can't find this guy's account anywhere.

13:36What is wrong with my keyboard?

13:37How did you know that's his account?

13:52how did he know that's his account and i already know about that you guys have heard me talk about

14:10it on stream i've tried to get that account banned will it get banned no it won't get banned

14:17so there's nothing i can do about it don't let the haters win it's different when the haters are like

14:22using my full name and my address it's kind of different than like they're already winning

14:29you know what i i'm gonna take this wiggle

14:47but i found out something interesting apparently in australia you can't drink water um you can't

14:55drink water while driving or like coke or anything you can't drink anything while driving like

15:00um never mind i'm taking the swig off

15:10so

15:18Oh

16:18Where the hell can I put this as for it to not be annoying, like, like what's going

16:47on here?

16:48I guess that's fine, but it looks kind of silly.

17:01Alright.

17:04This is my real hair.

17:12This is my real hair.

17:28This is literally my real hair.

17:42I've reported that account so many times and it just does nothing. It's so annoying.

18:04Let's see how eligible I am for partner. It's kind of a curious topic.

18:11Actually, I can't be bothered.

18:16This webcam makes me look chopped and ugly as hell, so no.

18:26Maybe I'd stream more if I didn't look so fucking chopped on stream. That would be epic.

18:33But no, it's just fucked up all the time.

18:41I've spoken to him many times to take down everything because he's not.

18:46I've spoken to him many times to take down everything because he posts about others earning me as well.

19:01Degenerate shit.

19:02What pisses me off the most is that he's commenting on Siko's posts telling her to eat food.

19:06That shit pisses me off, bro.

19:07I'm like, if someone's just glancing in the comments, they're gonna think that's me.

19:08Like...

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19:24I'm like...

19:25chapter 2, we can always crack it at him.

19:26Like...

19:28But I'm just kind of...

19:29Like, if someone's just glancing in the comments, they're gonna think that's me.

19:34Like...

19:37I can probably crack it again.

20:03Implying that you didn't look like Alice Glass last week.

20:06What are you talking about?

20:08I can show a picture of myself last week.

20:30I mean, this is what I looked like last week.

20:33So, I'm not really Alice Glass.

20:38It's not about followers to some people.

20:53It's just some people are just like, okay, these things are coming out.

20:57It's not even about followers.

21:00It's just like, they do it because they know it annoys me.

21:05And obviously, it would annoy me because they're just fucking annoying.

21:08So...

21:09Where do I even...

21:23I wish I would just sit on top of my headset.

21:37Do you guys get it?

21:39And this is behind the headset.

21:50Like what?

21:51Sure.

22:07This is okay, I guess.

22:10Has something happened in your life recently?

22:12Everything happens in my life recently.

22:14Everything sucks.

22:21That's the answer.

22:32Something good?

22:33Nothing good.

22:34Nothing good.

22:35Nothing good in my life.

22:37Nothing good ever in my life.

22:53I wish I didn't look so chopped on stream.

22:57Like, you guys say I'm not.

22:58But like, you guys are in here watching me.

23:02But, I see it.

23:04I don't look like this IRL.

23:12So chopped.

23:24I don't understand.

23:28Like, like why?

23:30Why do I...

23:31I just banged my knee against the table.

23:41Nothing good ever in my life.

23:45Oh my god.

23:46Ow.

23:54Really hurts.

23:56It hurts.

24:01It's burning your leg all over again.

24:21No, it's not.

24:22You guys...

24:23Like, I'm not gonna show you guys on stream.

24:25But my legs are so messed up.

24:27I've got like so many bruises on them.

24:28I don't even know like what they're from.

24:32Like...

24:32Okay, they're kind of going away now.

24:38But they were so bad.

24:40My arm looks fat in this.

24:48I've got lunch lady arms.

24:50It's all the sweet potato chips are getting to me.

24:56It's what it is.

25:01No, no, no.

25:03My legs...

25:04Like, they get so bruised up.

25:07It's like insane.

25:08Like, it's genuinely insane.

25:23Do you have a fumo?

25:24Um, I've got a sire one.

25:27That's fake.

25:28That sounds really weird.

25:39That you said that.

25:42But I'm like...

25:42Nutri...

25:43I'm deficient in like every vitamin.

25:46Especially iron.

25:47And there's nothing I can do to fix it.

25:50And I'm like so tired all the time.

25:52Gym time.

25:53How am I...

25:53How am I gonna go to the gym if I'm so tired all the time?

25:56Because I'm malnutritionized.

26:07Hello.

26:09Hello, everyone.

26:11That is...

26:11That has come in.

26:22See this side of my face?

26:24This looks good.

26:26But then this side...

26:29I look like I've got a flat face.

26:33And then...

26:36Like, what the hell?

26:42You gotta practice a sport or a martial arts of your choice.

26:45Martial arts is what fucked up my news in the first place.

26:48Like, jujitsu.

26:53Okay, you have a beauty house such as house in Disney movie.

26:57I've got no idea what that means.

27:01I've got no idea what that means, bro.

27:05Hi, everyone.

27:07Hi.

27:08Hi.

27:08I do not have princess beauty.

27:28So we're just lying to ourselves now.

27:30So we're just lying to ourselves.

27:38I'm not playing Tallahassee.

27:56Whatever.

27:57Whatever.

27:58Whatever.

27:59There we go.

28:29First of all, just the way this looks at me, it makes me look like I'm very fat because my arms are very fat, like I've got really fat arms, like, and then also just, like, my general face, like, my recession is insane, my maxilla is flat as fuck.

28:54Like, I've just got a long as fuck face, like, here.

29:02So, I don't see any of that.

29:16Do I have to whip out measuring tape and measure, like, to show you guys proof of my, of my recessed chin?

29:25I literally have it on my orthodontics thing.

29:28I've got, like, I do have a recessed chin, jaw, whatever.

29:36Okay, you should learn how to play chess.

29:38I know how to play chess, I just can't play it good.

29:40There's no chance I'd be able to play it on stream, everyone's gonna call me retarded and stupid, so...

29:47And then, um, I'd never stream again.

29:50That's okay for a girl, no?

29:51But, like, I think it looks okay on some girls, but on me it just makes me look dumb.

29:59What's with the sour face?

30:01Nothing to smile about in my life.

30:03That's what that's for.

30:04Comparing, I'm not comparing to anything.

30:11I'm comparing my, I'm literally, I've got a recessed chin.

30:15Like, from lack of motherly love.

30:17Like, do you guys not understand that?

30:20And I've got a flattened maxilla.

30:22Like...

30:26Stop carrying about what people think so bad.

30:29This isn't about what other people think, because I've seen everyone come in here and be like,

30:33No, you're lying.

30:34This is about what I think.

30:37What I think with my own face.

30:40Like, I can see what my own face looks like in the camera.

30:44In this webcam.

30:45Um, also not orange.

30:51It's about what I think.

30:53What I think in my mind.

30:55Because I see it every day.

30:57So I know what I'm talking about.

30:59And I get my braces off tomorrow and I feel like it's going to look so dumb.

31:04Like...

31:06Do you see?

31:11Like, imagine that without braces.

31:13I feel like that doesn't even look...

31:19It looks like I've got, like, a tooth gap.

31:23But that's because my teeth are chipped in the middle.

31:25And then my bottom teeth as well.

31:46Just looks weird to me.

31:47Your lips will clear up by next week.

31:53Bro, my lips just stay permanently dry.

31:55Like, I'm always so dehydrated.

31:57I don't know what to do.

31:58I drink, like, four liters of water every day.

32:01Like, what more can I do about this?

32:03I, like, put on all, like, the...

32:06The thingies.

32:07It's just, like, a really bad habit I have of picking my lips.

32:09Clean your room.

32:15You feel better.

32:17My room is actually pretty clean right now.

32:19This is just cosplay stuff that's, like, around.

32:22Use Blistex.

32:23I've used Blistex.

32:25I've used Vaseline.

32:26I don't use Aquaphor because I don't think we have that in Australia.

32:31More salt.

32:32I just had salty, like, sweet potato chips.

32:35But that makes it worse.

32:36And then I have to drink more water.

32:39But then my lips get more dry.

32:40And then I don't have any salt.

32:42And that does nothing either.

32:47I've used the Blistex cream.

32:49I've used the stick.

32:51I've used, like, the little bowl thing.

32:53Like, I've used Blistex.

32:54Blistex.

33:04How do you feel about taking off your braces?

33:07Well, like, from the side...

33:10I don't know if you guys can see.

33:13You see how it, like, juts my lips outwards?

33:17Like, when I get them off, it's gonna fix.

33:19But you can really see my recessed jaw in that.

33:23God.

33:27When I use Blistex, they just don't...

33:29It just doesn't model.

33:30So...

33:30It just doesn't feel like, like...

33:33It's like, you know, the back part of us.

33:42But we provide some grace to structure and where...

33:47It could do too much for that.

33:49And to've said, if...

33:50If there's the other parts of the job, it's willing to...

33:51It would be the way that it would...

33:51bancal make it this way.

33:53And the way, at that point, this, because...

34:24I didn't fly anywhere. Everyone knows this. It was a troll.

34:48Is it cute because you feel bad for them?

34:51Oh, your face is so recessed.

34:53Like, I feel bad for you. You're like an abandoned dog. No one will ever love you.

34:59You're just like a cute little abandoned dog.

35:02Is that why you think it's cute?

35:05You know, like when you see like an abandoned puppy, you feel bad for them.

35:09So like if you see like a girl with like a recessed face, you just think, oh, it's cute.

35:18I think like this girl, like an abandoned puppy.

35:23So cute, but I don't want to take it in.

35:25Um, it's, it's got like fleas and stuff or something.

35:31It's got rabies.

35:32I do have a boyfriend and he like, he like mugs me by so much.

35:46He just, he mugs me so much.

35:48It's insane.

35:49No one wants to buy a scratched diamond.

36:01That's the thing.

36:02Who wants a scratched diamond?

36:03My boyfriend just looks, looks mugs me in general.

36:14Like, this isn't like a debate.

36:16He's, he's obviously at a higher PSL than I am.

36:20He's, he's, he's already at a higher PSL.

37:17I don't understand what you're trying to say.

37:28You think I mug him?

37:30This is just insanity.

37:32This is just insanity.

37:38This is just crazy work.

37:47He's quite literally a chad.

37:56You think I mug this?

37:59You think I mug this?

38:01Look at this.

38:02Look at that jaw structure.

38:04Okay.

38:05He mugs me.

38:15Like, do you guys see?

38:18Like, that's a chad right there.

38:21Does it wanna...

38:22Hello?

38:24Do you guys see?

38:25That's a chad.

38:27I do not mug.

38:38He's literally a slayer.

38:40All, like, the clips of, like, the streams he was on, he was, like...

38:43It's, like, boyfriend slayer.

38:45He doesn't need to mew.

38:54He was just naturally gifted.

38:56And then why is he with you?

39:12Probably because he feels bad.

39:13I do not appeal mug.

39:20I don't wanna talk about this anymore.

39:23Someone come up with something...

39:24Something else.

39:26And if I go and play Overwatch, everyone will get mad at me.

39:34Has your grandma ever made an appearance on stream?

39:37I've got no idea.

39:38Probably.

39:39Probably.

39:43Why do you guys even want a movie night?

39:53I don't understand.

39:54What?

39:55I don't understand.

39:56I don't understand.

40:10Maybe a limb is sad.

40:36That just means you have to watch it better.

40:38It just sucks because I'm bad at all video games.

41:02So it's like, I can't even play video games if people want to watch someone be good.

41:11I'm just so bad at them.

41:13And then whenever I want to play a game, everyone's like, no, don't play Overwatch even though

41:18it's like the only game you play.

41:20I don't want a Valorant coach.

41:44I don't like Valorant.

41:53Not true.

41:54Like, if I have like 100 viewers or something, when I get on Overwatch, it drops to like 60.

42:00So it's like, yeah, people don't like Overwatch.

42:04I don't like, why would I want to play VR chat?

42:25And I'll just be in there with like, various and Discord mods and stuff.

42:30Like.

42:31Is this it?

42:49Do you have VR?

42:51No, I don't.

42:51I hate Overwatch.

42:56I would leave if you started playing it.

42:58Exactly.

42:59No one wants to see me play Overwatch.

43:01I'm thinking maybe you should stream when you're in a better mood.

43:26It's okay to not stream.

43:29I'm never in a better mood.

43:30I'm never ever in a better mood.

43:33Okay.

43:34I'm never in a better mood.

43:37That's the thing.

43:39That is the thing.

43:41That is the thing.

43:42I'm never ever in a better mood.

43:44This is like, the most okay I'll be.

43:47Okay.

44:00Like, the thing is, everyone gets mad at me for not streaming.

44:16And then I stream.

44:19Everyone gets mad at me for being in a bad mood.

44:21I'm always in a bad mood.

44:25Yeah, because that distracted me.

44:27It's always still there.

44:29There's always something wrong that will go on in my life.

44:33And everything will suck.

44:37Everything sucks.

44:38It's just sad because the one thing is, like, maybe, like, the only chance I had of having a future was, like, if I became, like, a streamer or something.

45:08But, like, like, I can't do that, can I?

45:15I'm just not entertaining enough.

45:17Like, I see no growth at all with streaming.

45:20I see no growth at all with streaming at all.

45:28So, it's just gonna be, like, like, nothing.

45:34Why is that your only path?

45:38Maybe because when you look, an employer looks at my full name, they see a Twitter account.

45:44Like, telling girls to eat food.

45:47That, like, seeing girls to eat food and, like, stuff like that.

45:50And, like, like, there's no chance.

45:53I will not survive the background check on anything.

45:58What about having a family?

46:00You can't just have a family.

46:01You just have to work.

46:03You just have to work.

46:05Like, that's the society we live in.

46:08You just have to work all day.

46:09Like, that's what's going on here.

46:17Like, you just have to work all day.

46:19And there's nothing you can do.

46:24Like, I know everyone that, I know everyone that has kids.

46:31All of them work.

46:32I don't know anyone that's a stay-at-home parent.

46:35Oh, thank you.

46:36Thank you, Jackscoopo.

46:40Jackscoopo for the tier one sub.

46:43Thank you, bro.

46:44There's no way employers look up that much.

46:47It's just like that.

46:48It's not like they have to go digging for it.

46:50They just have to type in my full name.

46:52And then it's, like, the first thing that comes up.

46:57Um.

47:00Like.

47:15Wait, what the heck?

47:17Can you use a fake name for work?

47:31No.

47:31And, like.

47:33Like, it's at the point where I should just change my name.

47:35But am I going to change the name my dead mother gave me?

47:40Like.

47:41That's the issue.

47:43Like.

47:43Like, I'm not going to do that.

47:45Um.

47:50We're going to play some Overwatch, I guess.

47:54How's that audio, by the way?

47:57If.

47:58Like.

47:58I don't even care about audio comments anymore.

48:01It's just so annoying.

48:02Okay.

48:13This is just going to suck.

48:15Okay.

48:15This is just going to suck.

48:19Ugh.

48:21Ugh.

48:21I haven't had an employer reject me.

48:44But that's because I haven't gone and tried to seek out employment like that.

48:48So.

48:49So.

48:52Just change your internet name.

48:54I changed my internet name.

49:02But.

49:03That's not going to do anything.

49:04Yep.

49:13Aren't you in college?

49:15No.

49:15I'm in high school.

49:17I'm in high school.

49:19Is there anyone, are there a couple other people in here?

49:39No, I know how it will be just because I know how things like that tend to go, like, a lot of my friends that have gone through similar things, like, they can't get a job at all, um, like, there's no hope for me, chat.

50:04Like, I can't even kill this echo, can't even kill a fucking echo, turn the game down, shut the fuck up, just shut the fuck up, I, I literally have in-game volume turned down, I've got everything turned down, okay, that's it, that's, like, oh my god, I'm so sick of this, I, like, like, oh my god.

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