00:00It's so weird watching the finale back because I'm just, it's wild.
00:06But I don't know.
00:08And Sean made a really good point in our last interview, which I totally agree with her on.
00:15Because we won, we got that rewarding factor afterwards and like that acknowledgement from the DS.
00:23So it was different.
00:26I felt like that was almost my like processing of it because I was like, oh, I did it.
00:35Like, this is great.
00:36You made it past the finish line.
00:38So I went home really happy.
00:41And I really didn't have many of those nightmares that people were like, were saying that would happen or anything like that.
00:49Yeah, no, it was kind of like smooth.
00:52I, I think for us being able to have a happy ending to all the hardship helped us repaint a lot of like the hard moments and make them feel worth it.
01:05I would say for Cody and Bri and Andrew, that's really hard.
01:09They had to go through all this torture and all this like interrogation and not have the reward of like, you did a good job or like you earned it or deserved it.
01:18They just had to kind of like live in that moment for a while.
01:20So I think the transition was very different for us than, than those three.
01:24And then I totally agree.
01:25He is, he's a golden achiever human.
01:28I mean, he's the, he's just a good, good person.
01:32And he's like the best guy ever, such a gentleman.
01:36And he did like, he did not want to do that.
01:40Like he was forced to do that.
01:41There, there were two moments on the show that have haunted him because he feels like he's like a monster.
01:47And I'm like, baby, you're literally like the best human ever.
01:49It's okay.
01:50When he tackled Bri in murder ball, he texts her every single day.
01:55He's like, here's my daily, sorry.
01:57And then when he dunked both of us, also lukewarm water, we were not screaming underwater.
02:02Oh yeah, that was fake.
02:03Those were fake.
02:05And I would much rather my husband be dunking me underwater than an interrogator who I don't dress.
02:10But he was scarred by that.
02:12And I, I feel bad for it, but I mean, I would have been pissed at him if he didn't.
02:16He's just, he's so sweet.
02:18He was apologizing to me.
02:19And I'm like, Andrew, that was so long ago.
02:22Why are you apologizing?
02:24And I was like, also at that point in interrogation, me and Sean looked dead.
02:29And like, there was no emotions going through our bodies.
02:33We were sitting there and like, they were like, okay, we're dunking you.
02:36We were like, okay, do it.
02:38And like, we were just like, honestly, hold this down.
02:41It was just like redundant and loud and nothing you could do about it.
02:46Like if I hear my babies cry, I'm like, I can go hold it and calm them down.
02:49It wasn't like just babies crying though.
02:51No, it was a lot worse.
02:53Nails on a chalkboard, animals getting slaughtered, pig sounds like horrible.
02:59Honestly, it was the animal sounds that were the worst.
03:02They were disgusting.
03:03It was, it was so loud.
03:05Like if you get overstimulated by sound, which I do, that, that was the hardest.
03:10It was so loud.
03:11The animals were the worst.
03:12It was like, I can't describe it.
03:15It was awful.
03:16It was horrible.
03:17It was that whole, that whole thing was so long and they didn't show it.
03:20Like we rolled through the, we looked like, um, like, you know, um, I said a cookie before,
03:26but it was almost like a chicken cutlet.
03:28Yeah.
03:28Honestly.
03:29Because we had, we got dumped in water.
03:32Then we rolled around in the mud.
03:33So like the water was like the egg.
03:36Then the mud was like, you know, and then we had to roll around in the sand.
03:41So that was like the breadcrumbs.
03:42Like we looked like dirty chicken cutlets and it was like horrible, but that happened
03:47like over and over and over again.
03:49And then it was the sandbags and I don't know what they really wanted Cody to do.
03:54And that's why we kind of felt bad.
03:56Like even today, just like doing press and listening to everything because did they want
04:02him to like come and grab the sandbags from us or like, did they, what, what did they really
04:08want him to do?
04:09And I think that's what he was confused about.
04:11So clearly he just didn't understand the assignment that he was given and like the
04:18task that he was supposed to follow.
04:19So that was, you know, difficult too.
04:21I would say at the end too, when we're all, you see us three girls holding the sandbags
04:26and they're like, Cody is, if you just speak, they can be done.
04:29In that moment, we had been going through these motions for so long and none of us wanted
04:36to be alone.
04:37We weren't as girls just hoping Cody, can you just quit or say something like we were
04:44truly a team.
04:46And when they're yelling at Cody and then they're yelling at us and they're making us
04:49do stuff, we are just all under the understanding that they're trying to get to us.
04:54And it's kind of like, part of me was like, don't you dare say something.
04:59Don't break.
05:00You can do this.
05:00I'm fine.
05:01I can hold the sandbag for 10 more minutes.
05:03You're fine.
05:04But it was, it was brutal.
05:06They went after him so hard and it felt so yucky.
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