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00:00:00I've heard that you get a lot of letters from kids.
00:00:30Have you gotten these kinds of visits and letters from kids that you don't know?
00:00:33Sure.
00:00:33Why do you think these kids write you?
00:00:36Because I am those kids.
00:00:38What is it about you that they...
00:00:40I am a child.
00:00:44I never grew up.
00:00:45I never lived in your society.
00:00:47I never went to school.
00:00:48I never had a mother and father.
00:00:50I raised myself up.
00:00:52What do you think it is about you that makes people want to be a part of whatever it is you're a part of?
00:01:00I'm brand new.
00:01:05Everything I do is always brand new.
00:01:08I love you.
00:01:12I love you.
00:01:43Okay, you get the tickets, I'll get the reservations, okay?
00:02:04Okay, good.
00:02:05Talk to you soon.
00:02:06Lindsay?
00:02:07Yeah?
00:02:09Did you get the Rodel file?
00:02:10Yes, I set it on your desk behind you.
00:02:12Okay, thank you.
00:02:13Also, Pat McGroin called.
00:02:15He said that he had to push back his meeting.
00:02:18Pat McGroin?
00:02:19Yeah, he called earlier today.
00:02:22Pat McGroin?
00:02:24This is my brother.
00:02:25He's playing a joke on you.
00:02:26Wow, he sounds like a riot.
00:02:28Anyways, he's coming to town tonight, so that's why he's messing with us right now.
00:02:33I didn't know you had a brother.
00:02:35Yeah, Conrad.
00:02:36Never, never heard the name.
00:02:39I've never heard the name.
00:02:39Max drew this in our class today.
00:03:09Wow.
00:03:12Yeah.
00:03:15Is there anything going on with him at home that might be upsetting him in any way, or...
00:03:19Excuse me, sorry to bother you.
00:03:21Are you by chance going to Los Angeles?
00:03:23No.
00:03:24No?
00:03:25Shoot.
00:03:25Are you by chance going south and looking for a ride?
00:03:34Hello?
00:03:37Can you hear me?
00:03:39If you keep doing this, they're going to kick you out of school.
00:03:42Is that what you want?
00:03:45Max.
00:03:47Hey, hey.
00:03:50I'm talking to you.
00:03:51Hey, baby.
00:04:01How are you?
00:04:02Did you have a good day?
00:04:03Mm-hmm.
00:04:03Good.
00:04:05You okay?
00:04:06I'm good.
00:04:07Except for the fact that our son's a sociopath.
00:04:09And when does he get here?
00:04:37I don't know anything.
00:04:39I don't know what he's doing here.
00:04:41I don't know where we're going to put him.
00:04:43We can put him in the office.
00:04:45I want to work this weekend.
00:04:47I can't have him in the office.
00:04:48Well, maybe you shouldn't work this weekend.
00:04:50It's besides the point.
00:04:51It could be five in the morning before he's here.
00:04:53Okay.
00:04:54Then it'll be five in the morning when he gets here.
00:04:56That's fine.
00:04:56I'm just saying.
00:04:57There's like no heads up.
00:04:58There's no consideration for anybody else.
00:05:00It's like with Dad's funeral.
00:05:02Maybe that's why he's coming.
00:05:03He's coming to make amends and apologize for not being at the funeral.
00:05:05Yeah, that's probably why he's coming.
00:05:08Oh, sarcasm.
00:05:09It's not good.
00:05:10I'm just saying.
00:05:10I appreciate the positive spin, but like...
00:05:13I think it'll be fun.
00:05:14It'll be the first time we've spent real quality time with him since probably...
00:05:18Well, probably our wedding.
00:05:21Oh, my God.
00:05:23What?
00:05:23The wedding gift that he gave us.
00:05:27That thing.
00:05:28Oh, fuck.
00:05:47That's...
00:05:47No, now you've gone too far.
00:05:48That's good right there.
00:05:50Like it?
00:05:50This?
00:05:51Yeah.
00:05:51Yeah.
00:05:53Whew.
00:05:54That's a lot.
00:05:56It's too much.
00:05:56We should maybe like not put it over the mantle.
00:05:59No, no, no.
00:05:59It's fine.
00:06:00Well, anywhere you put it in the house is going to look out of place.
00:06:03So, above the mantles.
00:06:03Okay.
00:06:04I just feel like maybe he's going to figure it out.
00:06:07No, no.
00:06:08It's going to make him happy to see it there.
00:06:11Okay.
00:06:13You heard that?
00:06:14Yeah.
00:06:14Yeah.
00:06:29Okay.
00:06:30Okay.
00:06:30Okay.
00:06:31Okay.
00:06:31Okay.
00:06:32Okay.
00:06:32He's in the house.
00:06:51Why are you whispering?
00:06:52Gus, I don't want him to see what we're doing.
00:06:54You gotta hide the toolbox.
00:06:55You gotta get away from the painting.
00:06:56How do you know he's in the house?
00:06:57Gus, the door downstairs is open.
00:06:59That's how he got in.
00:07:00He probably just left the door open.
00:07:01No, no, no, no.
00:07:02He's in here.
00:07:03When we were kids, he would sneak into the house before I got home from school.
00:07:06He's scared the fuck out of me.
00:07:07It's happening right now.
00:07:08Okay, just, you need to settle down.
00:07:10So good.
00:07:30You fucking did it.
00:07:40Wow are you serious what's that doing
00:08:10there it's hanging up that Wow people comment on it all the time right it's
00:08:18really meaningful that was so nice of you guys I don't paint anymore but that
00:08:23one's not bad what are you talking about I don't paint you know it's like what's
00:08:28the point you quit like you quit being an artist why well I'm writing a book
00:08:33called on the road and two on the road too I know Jack Kerouac is I know I know
00:08:39yeah I mean seriously I actually sold all my stuff and just got rid of
00:08:44everything all my art supply stuff my records and yeah anyway wait what about
00:08:50your boss your boss is cool with you doing this like she just is cool with
00:08:53you taking three weeks off well you're gonna love this but I actually quit my
00:08:57job that makes me feel so much better that you've quit your job I think it's
00:09:01awesome I know how irresponsible to quit your job at the bookstore you know it's
00:09:06not irresponsible this is the time in your life where you're supposed to be
00:09:10untethering yourself you know when you're 40 you got to break free you're
00:09:14being sarcastic I'm just I'm not being mean you are being mean you're being
00:09:17sarcastic and condescending you don't have anything to worry about all right I am
00:09:22worried you don't have a house you don't have any possessions you don't have a
00:09:27job I have a job with an environmental organization in Death Valley are you
00:09:33serious oh yeah I just thought I'd pass through and say hi to you guys that's
00:09:38really good happy for you yeah you want to come get set up in the office why for
00:09:49sleeping um well I decided camp out there you're gonna camp in the backyard is
00:09:55that okay um I guess all right well I'm gonna go to bed I have to get up early I
00:10:03have a huge speaking of that I wanted to talk to you about tomorrow I mean I know
00:10:07it's Friday but I was hoping you could move some things around because I have an
00:10:11idea something for us to do okay well you know Charles Manson yeah I know who Charles
00:10:21Manson is well there are these sites all around the city that I was hoping we could
00:10:26go to I have it all mapped out it's amazing because like no one knows that right right
00:10:31there you know that's the LaBianca house you know or the Tate house wait these are the
00:10:36murder site houses you're acting so uptight this is a thing people do no they don't
00:10:43know that this is the thing that weird conspiracy people do trust me I have
00:10:47friends who come out of LA all the time we've never Manson has never even come up okay uh guilty
00:10:53your honor I am interested in this and you're my brother and I just thought we could do this
00:10:59together I'm just gonna be in town tomorrow then I'm going out to my job
00:11:04Charles Manson set into motion a wave of terror in Southern California in two nights Manson's murderous
00:11:14spree took the lives of at least seven people including actress Sharon Tate Manson was portrayed
00:11:19as a guitar playing ex-convict with a following of runaway young women his so-called family members
00:11:25the cult or family spoke of launching a holy war against the rich and the powerful the Tate
00:11:31LaBianca murders were bizarre and merciless they triggered a public panic and raised the specter of
00:11:38drug-crazed youths slaughtering their victims at random hey what are you doing in my yard
00:11:50it's mine do you remember me I'm your uncle Conrad no how old are you now
00:12:00eight seven six five you're going back in time you're a time traveler seven wow he's always been
00:12:12into stuff like this like even when he was a kid he's into faces of death you know what that is yeah
00:12:16it's horrible yeah and uh like death metal and I don't know he was into 9 11 for a long time it's
00:12:22just he's like just anything with death in it you know he's like all about it so what's the camera for
00:12:29I was thinking I could get him to take some pictures in an artistic way yeah okay get the
00:12:35ball rolling yeah inspire him what's kind of sweet what's the painting you pull out what do you mean
00:12:43you haven't seen that before no huh oh figures what's it about well it was it was a way to show how I felt
00:12:54growing up like I felt sort of like this little kid there with a weird face that didn't belong
00:13:00why didn't you belong well you know I was adopted right no my parents your grandparents they couldn't
00:13:10have kids and so they adopted me but then a couple years later your grandma got pregnant with your dad
00:13:17he's their real son and they were so happy that he was born that they sort of forgot about me
00:13:23that's not nice no
00:13:26okay so I've got the whole day planned out first we go to the tate house then the la bianca house
00:13:38then if you're into it um tomorrow we could drive out to the desert together what's that book well
00:13:45this is helter skelter you know the classic it's got all um the police reports and testimonies stuff
00:13:51like that it was actually mom and dad's really yeah it was in dad's office I went into one day and I
00:13:57open it up and it's just like so weird you know these dead bodies they're all whited out you know
00:14:03it's almost more scary that they don't show you what the thing is and then there's all these
00:14:08pictures of Charlie from all the different times he was in prison and then there are the Manson
00:14:13girls who are just like so fucking hot look at that but at the same time you know that if you got
00:14:18with them they could probably cut your dick off too right that sounds sounds very enticing it's got
00:14:24everything it's got murder sex it's got it all what about um what's going on with those kids
00:14:29the Manson girls had kids so most of them were Charlie's actually wow oh dude um turn here oh my god
00:14:39can't believe it we're at the sharon tate house look look hey hey hey hey yeah look what I got
00:14:49what what is that you want to maybe shoot some photos turn it into an art project maybe
00:14:56yeah maybe cool the amount of excitement you have right now is like seriously disturbing to me
00:15:09hello dude this is like a historic spot I can't believe we can just walk right up
00:15:16whoa oh my god that's enough we can just do you have to go right up to the thing
00:15:24why it's a public street I don't think it is it's just like in the books the gate is here
00:15:32everything do you see that that's where sharon tate's house was right up there that's where it
00:15:38happened man I wish we could get closer we don't need to get closer than this this is fine well good
00:15:43thing is a lot of this stuff happened here oh my god this is probably the same pole that Tex
00:15:49climbed up see they thought there was gonna be alarm so he climbed up with wire cutters and he
00:15:53snipped all the wires he jumped over and then right then there was this young kid driving away he was
00:15:59just randomly there that night never been there before and Tex like started stabbing him through
00:16:04the window but he scooches back puts his hands up so Tex has to shoot him four times in the chest
00:16:10okay you know what I'm gonna go back to the car why because oh come on I'm sorry no you can do
00:16:16whatever you want I'm just not gonna be a part of it please wait okay I'm sorry just take a picture
00:16:22of me all right why I want to get I might do a self-portrait from this are you fucking with me no I'm
00:16:30serious all right here let's do it right here I want to get the gate at least dude it's the same
00:16:38fucking gate it's amazing a lot of it happened on the lawn okay stop talking so I can take the
00:16:46photograph will you okay hold on hold on hold on this guy's gonna call the cops oh my god what are
00:16:57you doing god damn it Charles Manson killed people right here you have to be fucking respectful about
00:17:04that he wasn't even here that night he wasn't at the Tate house or the long Bianca house well he
00:17:10didn't kill anyone then why is he in jail for murder exactly I mean it was a fucking conspiracy
00:17:15okay keep your voice it's because of his ideas they couldn't have someone that free be living out
00:17:21amongst us because it would make everyone else feel like what are you gonna do with your life
00:17:25then keep your voice down oh I don't give a shit about those fucking people hey Charles Manson
00:17:31god damn it Charles Manson
00:17:35hey I'm sensing some tension
00:17:59fuck sorry let me take you out to lunch okay I know a really good place are you gonna talk about
00:18:10Charles Manson the whole time I don't have to
00:18:15there's like no limit to the amount you can work which is like part of the deal when you become a
00:18:24partner and you know the money is commensurate with that work but it's it's like when do you stop
00:18:30you know what I mean like when does it end hey guys I'll just pick that up when you're ready okay thanks
00:18:35I got it I got it no no I get it come on really yes all right thank you I told you I was taking you up so wait before we go I gotta tell you um this table that we're sitting at this very same table this is the same booth that they ate at before they they went home that night
00:18:57who who what are you talking about Sharon Tate and her friends they ate here before that same night they went home and Tex and the girls came okay yeah got it got it so that's why we're here oh come on it's just a fun fact you think it's a fun fact but it's not I mean it's like really disturbing
00:19:19okay I'm sorry but I mean it is something that I've been thinking about that I mean a lot of people ignore death and it's something to think about and not just shove away are you do you hear yourself right now I mean you're talking about not ignoring death and embracing it but when it comes to dad's funeral you don't come like what is that you know we weren't getting along I mean you're talking about not ignoring death and embracing it but when it comes to dad's funeral you don't come
00:19:49do you know the last time that he called me when's the last time you called him I gave up calling why what's the point of calling and it's like there's nothing going on there's no exchange going on even if you're not going to go to the funeral for dad's sake you could have come for mom mom's way better off you know how would you know you don't know you're just talking out of your ass mom was a fucking basket case she found him on the floor she was like hysterical for weeks she was a wreck
00:20:18I was a wreck I had to do the flowers I had to do the casket I had to do the cemetery I had to do the announcement I had to do the invites okay you know what I mean I don't want to talk to those people okay so you can understand then no I can't understand look you didn't want my help you know I mean you're you're glad you're taking care of everything again and you look good and mom loves you and that's the dynamic that you have and oh fucking Connie I know you know
00:20:47I mean that's fine yeah that that's your dynamic is just like oh yeah like it's impossible and you know everybody hates you
00:20:55don't they
00:20:58this car take him
00:21:09dude I'm sorry okay look um
00:21:15let's just go back to my house I'm gonna go do my thing why don't you take the car you can do whatever
00:21:23the rest of the stuff you want to do today
00:21:25I think we should smoke together
00:21:30all right I am not gonna smoke weed
00:21:34why
00:21:35I'm not in the mood for it
00:21:37that's the point
00:21:38I think you need this man
00:21:40you know the day off right yeah okay so let's enjoy the day
00:21:46you're right I didn't deal with dad's death okay
00:21:57it's really good
00:22:06it's really good
00:22:06how do you feel
00:22:29how do you feel
00:22:29it's pretty good
00:22:38what are we doing
00:22:40we're going to
00:22:42Leo and Rosemary LaBianca's old residence
00:22:46all right
00:22:49all right
00:22:53is that it
00:23:17god this is the LaBianca house man
00:23:20holy shit
00:23:22come on come on
00:23:24I bet the kitchen is on this side
00:23:27and the kitchen is key here okay
00:23:29because that's where they wrote on the fridge and blood helter skelter
00:23:33that all came from this kitchen
00:23:35oh my god I gotta get into the kitchen
00:23:39go go go
00:23:40I wish we could get closer
00:23:43yeah
00:23:44oh dude there's the owner of the house
00:23:52what do we do
00:23:53I got an idea
00:23:54what what are you sure
00:23:56hey um excuse me
00:23:59okay just let me handle it
00:24:01hi
00:24:03um we are um
00:24:06can we talk to you for a second
00:24:07no I'm sorry
00:24:09oh
00:24:10no
00:24:11um
00:24:13what are you doing
00:24:13just chill
00:24:14um
00:24:15we are the grandchildren of the LaBiancas
00:24:19you're the grandchildren
00:24:23you'll have to forgive me for being so defensive
00:24:27wow
00:24:28you can imagine we have a lot of strange people coming here all the time
00:24:32no problem
00:24:33yeah
00:24:34all is in the past
00:24:35you know
00:24:36thank you
00:24:37oh you're welcome
00:24:38it's amazing that you let us in
00:24:39and I just thank you so much
00:24:41yes what he said
00:24:42um
00:24:43hi I'm Nick
00:24:44oh nice to meet you
00:24:45yeah good to meet you this is Conrad
00:24:46hi Conrad
00:24:47nice to meet you
00:24:48I'm Janice
00:24:49beautiful skin
00:24:50thank you
00:24:52sorry it's a little messy in here
00:24:54oh no it's beautiful
00:24:56what are you talking about
00:24:56this place is gorgeous
00:24:58oh well I like to keep it neater than this
00:25:00this is where the body was
00:25:02oh I'll be on the other guy
00:25:04they carved into his stomach
00:25:05they stabbed him right here
00:25:07yeah shut the fuck up
00:25:08um
00:25:09he was just saying
00:25:11that this area right here
00:25:13we have a photograph
00:25:14with us playing with trains right here
00:25:16this guy was so cute in the photos
00:25:19yes
00:25:20of course
00:25:21just being in this room is so cool
00:25:23yeah
00:25:24it's really
00:25:24you know
00:25:25special for us
00:25:26I'm sure this is not a subject you're fond of
00:25:29but I was just wondering
00:25:30you know
00:25:31after what happened here
00:25:32do you ever feel like
00:25:34um
00:25:35you know
00:25:35just creeped out
00:25:36you know
00:25:37no
00:25:37not really
00:25:39it is strange
00:25:40knowing that Charles Manson
00:25:42was actually in the house
00:25:44wait what
00:25:45Charles Manson was in the house
00:25:48yes
00:25:49he's the one who broke in
00:25:51that's weird
00:25:52because I had heard
00:25:53that uh
00:25:54Charles Manson
00:25:54was not a part of
00:25:56the murders at all
00:25:57well no
00:25:57he just came in and tied them up
00:25:59but he wasn't part of the murders
00:26:00you know
00:26:01that the Tate house
00:26:02I told you
00:26:02was such a mess
00:26:03and so they wanted to
00:26:04he just wanted to make sure
00:26:06it was like a cleaner
00:26:07yeah
00:26:07you know
00:26:08for the la
00:26:08when the la
00:26:09for the la
00:26:10Biancas
00:26:10mm-hmm
00:26:11I mean pop-pop
00:26:12you know
00:26:13um
00:26:13I must sound like a freak
00:26:16I just mean
00:26:18that's
00:26:18I mean I've researched it
00:26:19because it's
00:26:20our family
00:26:21anyway
00:26:22fucking sucks
00:26:23that that happened
00:26:24obviously
00:26:25he's
00:26:26sorry
00:26:27um
00:26:28do you have a
00:26:29I mean
00:26:29obviously you have a kitchen
00:26:32but could we
00:26:33take a quick look at it
00:26:34the kitchen
00:26:36gee I'm sorry
00:26:38it's
00:26:38it's a real mess
00:26:40right now
00:26:41I'd really rather you didn't
00:26:42I mean I don't mind
00:26:43if it's a little messy
00:26:45maybe some other time
00:26:46I mean it's fine
00:26:47like I mean
00:26:48no
00:26:49it's okay
00:26:50it's okay
00:26:50this is
00:26:51this is more than enough
00:26:52well
00:26:53I mean
00:26:54it's kind of the whole point
00:26:55I guess
00:26:56just because the memories
00:26:57but
00:27:00she doesn't want us to go
00:27:01in the kitchen
00:27:02okay
00:27:02sorry
00:27:03no it's all right
00:27:05I understand
00:27:05maybe another time
00:27:07you know what
00:27:08thank you so much
00:27:09for doing this for us
00:27:10you're very welcome
00:27:11I you know
00:27:11I actually wanted to
00:27:12let you know
00:27:13when we were coming in
00:27:15I saw that your retaining wall
00:27:16right at the front here
00:27:17was sloping a little bit
00:27:18so on the way out
00:27:19maybe I could show you that
00:27:20because my wife and I
00:27:21went through the same thing
00:27:22it was really easy to fix
00:27:23really
00:27:23yeah
00:27:23did you need to go to the bathroom
00:27:25uh you had to go
00:27:27oh yeah
00:27:28okay great
00:27:28I'll go to the bathroom
00:27:29yeah
00:27:30I'll meet you guys at the
00:27:31cool
00:27:31trading wall
00:27:32just over here
00:27:33to the left
00:27:34this is so easy to fix
00:27:35is it the one with the bricks
00:27:37yeah you gotta catch it now though
00:27:38hey
00:27:58who are you
00:28:00who the fuck are you
00:28:02I'm sorry I just
00:28:04is that your
00:28:04is that a Charlie Manson t-shirt
00:28:06ah
00:28:08Nick
00:28:09dude
00:28:09aboard
00:28:10what are you doing
00:28:12get the hell out of here
00:28:13hey
00:28:13Frank
00:28:17Frank what are you doing
00:28:18I wake up from my nap
00:28:20and this guy's in our kitchen
00:28:22taking pictures
00:28:22in a Charlie Manson shirt
00:28:24what
00:28:25I'm sorry
00:28:26I can explain
00:28:27explain
00:28:28hey
00:28:42excuse me
00:28:43this is why we end up
00:28:46feeling like prisoners
00:28:47in our own home
00:28:48I'm sorry
00:28:51I'm so sorry
00:28:53I mean you did
00:28:54choose to live here
00:28:55I mean
00:28:56I had no idea
00:28:58what we'd be getting
00:28:59ourselves into
00:29:00when we bought this place
00:29:01I don't understand you
00:29:03a horrible thing
00:29:04happened here
00:29:05and you want to
00:29:06celebrate that
00:29:07haven't you ever
00:29:10lost anyone
00:29:11I was like telling
00:29:17somebody the other day
00:29:18my dad's dead
00:29:19I was like
00:29:20trying to be cool
00:29:21about it
00:29:22but it's like
00:29:23weird to say it
00:29:25you know
00:29:25I don't know
00:29:27it's just weird
00:29:28but here we are
00:29:31you're a perfect family
00:29:33this is the best
00:29:34shot
00:29:36of you guys
00:29:37like you
00:29:38mom and dad
00:29:38this is like
00:29:39what's always in my head
00:29:40yeah
00:29:40I hate that
00:29:41fucking photo
00:29:42you do
00:29:43yes
00:29:45why
00:29:46I can see
00:29:47how he fucking
00:29:48felt about me
00:29:48he's not even
00:29:49touching me
00:29:50he's just
00:29:50posing for a
00:29:52photograph man
00:29:52okay
00:29:53do you want to
00:29:54fucking argue
00:29:54about the composition
00:29:55of the photo
00:29:56we're talking about
00:29:57reality
00:29:58and how the guy
00:29:59was kind of a dick
00:30:00I personally think
00:30:02that you expected
00:30:02dad to do everything
00:30:03for you as a kid
00:30:05but like
00:30:06he was a fucking
00:30:07no just to love me
00:30:08maybe
00:30:08he's an army guy
00:30:11all right
00:30:12and he has
00:30:12you know
00:30:13he has that power
00:30:15thing
00:30:15and that's part of
00:30:16his setup
00:30:17like you have to adapt
00:30:18to that a little bit
00:30:19if you want
00:30:20to
00:30:21that's not love
00:30:22that's not
00:30:23great
00:30:23raising someone
00:30:25to be their own person
00:30:26that's making a little
00:30:27fucking clone
00:30:28so what
00:30:30I'm dad's
00:30:30little soldier
00:30:31that's basically
00:30:32how you see
00:30:32I mean
00:30:33you know
00:30:33you have a kid
00:30:34you got the wife
00:30:34you know
00:30:35everything
00:30:35which is good
00:30:36it's a lot of good
00:30:37things
00:30:37I have a kid
00:30:38and a wife
00:30:38you made him happy
00:30:40he gave you money
00:30:41because you're going
00:30:42to law school
00:30:44and that's such a
00:30:44great thing
00:30:45law school
00:30:45you don't put air quotes
00:30:47around law school
00:30:48it's a real thing
00:30:49which is how I
00:30:50earn a living
00:30:51and buy food
00:30:53to put inside
00:30:53the people
00:30:54inside the house
00:30:54seems like it's
00:30:55working out
00:30:56great for you
00:30:56that's it
00:31:04huh
00:31:04hey
00:31:06you know
00:31:08dad wasn't
00:31:09the only one
00:31:09in the family
00:31:10who treated me
00:31:10like a fucking
00:31:11outcast
00:31:12okay
00:31:12you did your
00:31:14fair share
00:31:15of treating me
00:31:15like a piece
00:31:16of shit
00:31:16do you know
00:31:35where the melatonin
00:31:36is
00:31:36no I'm sorry
00:31:37I don't
00:31:38I don't understand
00:31:41how it disappears
00:31:43like who takes
00:31:44the melatonin
00:31:44you seem really
00:31:49agitated
00:31:50is something wrong
00:31:50Conrad basically
00:31:53thinks that I
00:31:54threw him under
00:31:55the bus
00:31:55our entire
00:31:55childhood
00:31:56and that
00:31:57I got
00:31:57special treatment
00:31:58yeah
00:32:02what do you
00:32:05mean yeah
00:32:05you know
00:32:06that you
00:32:06and your dad
00:32:07had a really
00:32:08strong bond
00:32:09right
00:32:09and I can
00:32:10understand
00:32:11how Connie
00:32:11probably felt
00:32:13excluded from you
00:32:14guys
00:32:15okay he
00:32:16excluded himself
00:32:17what that doesn't
00:32:18why
00:32:19that's what he
00:32:20does
00:32:20he likes to
00:32:21like act
00:32:22like the outsider
00:32:23and like push
00:32:24people away
00:32:25and poke and prod
00:32:25people he gets
00:32:26off on that shit
00:32:27why would he get
00:32:28off on something
00:32:29like that
00:32:29because he's
00:32:30messed up in the
00:32:31head
00:32:31genetically probably
00:32:33dude
00:32:34like I looked
00:32:35into his adoption
00:32:36one time
00:32:36and it said
00:32:38that he was a
00:32:38ward at the
00:32:39state
00:32:39that's so mean
00:32:40stop it
00:32:41you asked me
00:32:42and my answer
00:32:42is I think
00:32:43there's some
00:32:43weird chemistry
00:32:44going on
00:32:44in his brain
00:32:45well I think
00:32:48that no matter
00:32:50what Connie
00:32:50or anyone
00:32:52ever does
00:32:53they will never
00:32:54measure up
00:32:54for you
00:32:55no one's
00:32:56good enough
00:32:56great
00:33:00okay
00:33:01hello
00:33:04good talk
00:33:07I'm just a messenger
00:33:13of the truth
00:33:15God's messenger
00:33:16life's messenger
00:33:17we use the word
00:33:19God
00:33:19the God hooks
00:33:21all the other
00:33:22words up
00:33:22I'm the Pope
00:33:23I'm ten times
00:33:25the Pope
00:33:25I'm fifty times
00:33:26the Pope
00:33:27but I'm the Pope
00:33:28in the hills
00:33:29and in the mountains
00:33:29I'm already out
00:33:30of here
00:33:31this enclosure
00:33:32here
00:33:32I'm out of here
00:33:33I'm my body
00:33:35stuck here
00:33:35but my thought
00:33:37is already gone
00:33:38like a month
00:33:40good luck
00:33:41even everybody
00:33:42ooh battle
00:33:46wanna be him
00:33:48we're friends
00:33:49oh cool
00:33:51I'm so glad
00:33:53that we're friends
00:33:53now
00:33:54I've been watching
00:33:55you and I like
00:33:56the way you fought
00:33:56I admire you
00:33:58escape
00:33:59attack
00:34:00what's this
00:34:03oh this is a book
00:34:04uh
00:34:05Helter Skelter
00:34:06are they pictures
00:34:07um yeah
00:34:09um a couple
00:34:11hold on hold on
00:34:12let me see which ones
00:34:13are okay
00:34:13to look at
00:34:14wait wait
00:34:15yeah
00:34:17here there's a nice
00:34:18picture of a family
00:34:19are they real
00:34:20brothers and sisters
00:34:22no they're um
00:34:23they're not a real
00:34:25family it's actually
00:34:26better than a real
00:34:27family because
00:34:27they went out
00:34:28and found each other
00:34:29what are they doing
00:34:30in the middle
00:34:30of this desert
00:34:31well they
00:34:32they wanted to get
00:34:34away from society
00:34:35and from people
00:34:36that didn't understand
00:34:37them you know
00:34:38because that was
00:34:39like hurting them
00:34:41the other people's
00:34:42perception of them
00:34:43so they they went
00:34:44out here and they
00:34:45they got a big bus
00:34:46and you know
00:34:47they cared about
00:34:47the environment
00:34:48they wanted to get
00:34:49back into touch
00:34:50with something
00:34:50you know
00:34:51more real
00:34:53what are all
00:34:54these dead people
00:34:56oh um
00:34:57uh they're just
00:34:59some people
00:34:59who just
00:35:00i don't know
00:35:00they were in
00:35:01the wrong place
00:35:02at the wrong time
00:35:03like grandpa
00:35:04no grandpa died
00:35:06because he had
00:35:07a heart attack
00:35:07um these people
00:35:09were actually
00:35:10killed
00:35:11but grandpa
00:35:11like killed
00:35:12himself in a way
00:35:13because he was
00:35:14worked himself
00:35:14up all the time
00:35:16what are you guys
00:35:18talking about
00:35:18uh nothing
00:35:19just hanging out
00:35:20playing
00:35:20we're reading
00:35:21we're just
00:35:22how they're
00:35:22scepter
00:35:23there's some
00:35:24really cool pictures
00:35:25of dead people
00:35:26all right before you
00:35:36start
00:35:36i was just looking
00:35:37at the book
00:35:38he asked me questions
00:35:39he's curious
00:35:40what am i gonna
00:35:40fucking say
00:35:41you're showing him
00:35:42dead bodies
00:35:42the manson family
00:35:44what else
00:35:45are you gonna
00:35:45show him
00:35:46i'm sorry
00:35:47but he's the one
00:35:48who kept asking
00:35:48me questions
00:35:49he's a child
00:35:49he's gonna want
00:35:50to do whatever
00:35:51you want to do
00:35:51you just say no
00:35:53if he wants
00:35:53to look at it
00:35:54you just say no
00:35:54that's what you do
00:35:55why i'm not
00:35:56gonna fucking
00:35:56lie to him
00:35:58why don't you
00:35:59just open up
00:36:00internet fucking
00:36:00porn and show
00:36:01him everything
00:36:01that's out there
00:36:02it's not funny
00:36:03dude he's having
00:36:03a really hard time
00:36:04and i don't need
00:36:05you putting
00:36:05your shit on him
00:36:06okay
00:36:07well why is he
00:36:07having a hard time
00:36:08why is he
00:36:09having a hard time
00:36:10he's a child
00:36:11growing up
00:36:13is hard
00:36:13people have
00:36:14hard times
00:36:14okay yeah
00:36:15no it has
00:36:16nothing to do
00:36:17with like
00:36:17how you treat
00:36:18him
00:36:18you are so
00:36:19clueless right
00:36:20now you have
00:36:21no idea
00:36:22what you're
00:36:22talking about
00:36:22you don't
00:36:23you don't
00:36:24know
00:36:24one of these
00:36:24words coming
00:36:25out of my
00:36:25mouth
00:36:26oh my god
00:36:26dude you are
00:36:27so fucking
00:36:28out of touch
00:36:28with reality
00:36:29i can't even
00:36:30deal with it
00:36:30yeah fuck
00:36:31you
00:36:31are you gonna
00:36:33go to your
00:36:33job or not
00:36:34okay
00:36:35that's it
00:36:36what else
00:36:38yeah
00:36:40all right
00:36:41cool
00:36:41cool
00:36:41so um
00:37:03i'm gonna drive
00:37:05you out there
00:37:05okay
00:37:06okay
00:37:08i mean
00:37:09what
00:37:09she guilted
00:37:12you into it
00:37:12kind of
00:37:15yeah
00:37:15you know
00:37:23so
00:37:54People say I'm no good.
00:38:16Is it okay?
00:38:18Yeah, it's pretty good.
00:38:21It's Charlie.
00:38:22That's him singing?
00:38:25I mean, that was his main thing.
00:38:26He was, like, so into music.
00:38:28That's what he wanted to do.
00:38:29Like, in L.A., he knew Neil Young and, like, Dennis Wilson.
00:38:33The Beach Boys really liked him.
00:38:34He was so close to getting a record contract.
00:38:37And then, I don't know, it just fell through.
00:38:39Yeah.
00:38:41It's like frustrated artists, basically.
00:38:43I mean, every artist is frustrated, you know?
00:38:50I mean, it's frustrating.
00:38:53Is that how you feel about your stuff?
00:38:56No.
00:38:57Yeah.
00:38:58You know, it's like, what's the point?
00:39:01Well, I mean, you know, the point is you've been doing it your whole life and you're really
00:39:04good at it.
00:39:05They think we should do something to do.
00:39:08Let's do it.
00:39:10Okay.
00:39:11What?
00:39:13You are.
00:39:14You've been amazing at it since you were a kid.
00:39:17Like the painting in your house, right?
00:39:19I don't care.
00:39:20Yeah.
00:39:21It's fucking amazing.
00:39:22I don't care.
00:39:22It's all in the eyes of a dreamer.
00:39:28It's all in the eyes of a man.
00:39:32All the things that we've done in life and all the things that we've planned.
00:39:38Can, oh, can, oh, can, oh, can, oh, can, oh, can, oh, can, oh, can, oh, can, oh, can, oh, can, oh.
00:39:53Fuck.
00:39:58Oh, shit.
00:40:28It's all in the eyes of a dreamer.
00:40:36It's all in the eyes of a man.
00:40:39All the things that we've done in life.
00:40:42Fuck.
00:40:43Jesus Christ.
00:40:45What cock?
00:40:50Pull over.
00:40:51I'm not even fucking doing anything.
00:40:53I'm gonna pull over.
00:40:55Dude, I can't. I can't.
00:40:56Why?
00:40:57Fucking pull over.
00:40:59Shit, it's okay.
00:41:07Dude, um, we gotta switch seats.
00:41:11What?
00:41:12Dude, come on, switch seats with me.
00:41:13Why?
00:41:14I just, I was trying to help you out.
00:41:18Roll it down.
00:41:19Okay.
00:41:22Hello.
00:41:23Hi.
00:41:24Do you know why I pulled you over, sir?
00:41:25Um, yeah, I know I might have swerved a little bit, but I was just, I dropped a CD, you know, it got all scratched up and I was trying to clean it off.
00:41:34Anyway, but it's back in there.
00:41:36We're fine.
00:41:36Thank you for the reminder.
00:41:39Uh-huh.
00:41:39Can I see your license, registration, and insurance, please?
00:41:41It's really not necessary.
00:41:45I mean, here's the, uh, registration and insurance.
00:41:48Sir, please keep your hands on the wheel.
00:41:50Okay.
00:41:52Just do what he says.
00:41:54And the license, sir?
00:41:55You do not have a driver's license.
00:42:00Is that what I understand?
00:42:01No.
00:42:02Are you gonna give me a big lecture now?
00:42:03You realize it is a serious offense to operate a vehicle without a license.
00:42:07I could take you in right now and impound this vehicle.
00:42:09I'm so happy you have such power over me.
00:42:12Have you been drinking, sir?
00:42:14No, I have not been drinking, sir.
00:42:16All right, watch the tone.
00:42:17We've just had a really tough ride.
00:42:19Uh, my brother and I are not getting along well.
00:42:22Okay, I need you to put your hands on the wheel, please.
00:42:24I am trying to talk to you.
00:42:25Do not resist me.
00:42:26Do not resist me.
00:42:27I'm not a fucking...
00:42:28Jesus Christ!
00:42:30Do you have a weapon on you?
00:42:31No!
00:42:32Does that feel good to fucking grab me, you pig?
00:42:35Stop talking.
00:42:36I've got a 504.
00:42:43You're free to go.
00:42:47Jesus, that guy was such a dick.
00:42:52The comp that you call the pig?
00:42:56It was.
00:42:59How much was it?
00:43:01Um, it was not cheap.
00:43:04Shit.
00:43:05How much?
00:43:06A thousand?
00:43:07A thousand?
00:43:08Yeah.
00:43:09I talked to him about a 600,000.
00:43:11Really?
00:43:12Yeah.
00:43:12That's great.
00:43:13I know, that's what I did.
00:43:14All right, here, I'll pay you back.
00:43:16Hey, hey.
00:43:16One, three, four, five, six.
00:43:24What are you doing with thousands of dollars?
00:43:28I told you, I sold all my stuff.
00:43:30You can keep it.
00:43:31You're going to need it more than me.
00:43:32Bye.
00:43:33All right.
00:43:34Woo-hoo.
00:43:39Bye.
00:43:40Bye.
00:43:41Bye.
00:43:42Bye.
00:43:42Bye.
00:43:43Bye.
00:43:43Bye.
00:43:44Bye.
00:43:44Bye.
00:43:45Bye.
00:43:46Bye.
00:43:46Bye.
00:43:47Bye.
00:43:47Three, four, five, six.
00:43:47Bye.
00:43:48Bye.
00:43:49This is, um, not what I had in mind when you said your office.
00:44:07It's a home office.
00:44:08They work out of their home.
00:44:10Jesus.
00:44:11All right.
00:44:13This is...
00:44:15Oh, yeah.
00:44:16I don't know.
00:44:16I don't think anybody's here, man.
00:44:19Uh, we're coming in?
00:44:29Hello, it's Conrad.
00:44:30Careful.
00:44:31It's probably like a dog in here or something.
00:44:34Oh, my God.
00:44:36Hello?
00:44:37There's nobody in here.
00:44:43Can't you just call them?
00:44:45They don't give out their phone number.
00:44:47Why not?
00:44:47Because they're...
00:44:49They have to be careful.
00:44:50They have a website, but they don't give out their email or phone number.
00:44:55Why do they have to be careful?
00:44:57Because they're an environmental group.
00:44:58They get harassed.
00:44:59Environmental groups don't get harassed?
00:45:01They're so naive.
00:45:02Look, this doesn't feel like a job.
00:45:04It feels like a terrorist thing.
00:45:05Dude, it's a non-profit.
00:45:06What do you want me to say?
00:45:08Just help me look around.
00:45:10For what?
00:45:11I don't know.
00:45:11It's just...
00:45:12Clues.
00:45:14Blackbird and sunshine.
00:45:39Blackbird and sunshine.
00:45:44Ooh, come here.
00:45:45What?
00:45:48What is it?
00:45:49An address.
00:45:56That's $6,250 right there.
00:45:59It's gonna be right here.
00:46:01$6,250?
00:46:02$1,900?
00:46:03is that it yeah that's it what why is a fucking tattoo parlor they probably got tattoos okay
00:46:16so what do we do right you have the photo yeah but we can't just wave it around like oh it's behind
00:46:21right um what if we did like a bait and switch yeah yeah you know what I'm talking about no
00:46:28what do you mean so this is your first tattoo yeah okay you look kind of Irish and stuff maybe
00:46:36some of those Celtic designs or you could go something a little more American good afternoon
00:46:45gentlemen hey I was wondering if you could take a look at this photograph right here I'm a little
00:46:52busy right now dude gonna wait a second sure no problem you uh doing a pentagram you want one
00:47:04maybe I do looks like it's to you what can I help you with man I'm just looking for this guy he's a
00:47:12buddy of mine I haven't seen him in a long time he come around here at all never seen you anything
00:47:20else we can help you with no excuse me have you seen this gentleman right here uh no sorry pal
00:47:31fucking cop I know that guy in the picture from somewhere but I can't think of where
00:47:41it's that creepy guy who's always chilling at the palms dude at the bar he's a scary motherfucker
00:47:50seriously when I said bait and switch I was mostly just trying to like make you feel good because
00:48:01you were you were so panicked dude it was exactly as you said the hey you left I was like I'm right
00:48:09here well no one would ever believe that we're together yeah
00:48:14all right here we go look it out
00:48:25you're a nut man
00:48:27he's not gonna come man
00:48:30stop worrying he'll either come or we'll talk to these people or we'll figure it out
00:48:34okay you don't mind hanging out no I don't I'm enjoying myself
00:48:38I'm enjoying whipping your fucking ass listen to this you want to hear a sound listen to this sound
00:48:44right oh god
00:48:51so
00:48:54uh I gotta tell you I am sorry about what happened with Max
00:49:01I was not trying to you know that wasn't my plan the book was there he asked me I mean I know I
00:49:10shouldn't have but I told him I get it I get it I'm sorry I yelled you know I mean I I overreacted
00:49:18and I'm just I'm worried about him uh he's you know sometimes I worry he's not totally normal
00:49:24you know I mean he's like talks about death a lot and he's into weird stuff he drew this picture
00:49:32with people like you know bleeding out of their faces right well dad died yeah he's dealing with
00:49:41that you know he's working it out in the drawings
00:49:44yeah he's dealing with the idea of death it's like a real thing from now
00:49:52he's fine I mean he will be
00:49:55you gotta be there for him though
00:49:57that's fucking deep man
00:50:01you just dropped that on me just now
00:50:04it's true
00:50:09dude
00:50:13what
00:50:13that's flyword
00:50:15that's him check it out
00:50:22why is this girl wearing a Manson t-shirt
00:50:30is she?
00:50:33yeah she's wearing the same t-shirt that you had on
00:50:35I had noticed it
00:50:39and it's I'm gonna just go over and talk to
00:50:41wait wait a second what the fuck is going on
00:50:43I I don't know I mean I'll tell you after okay I just gotta talk to
00:50:49no no no no no no no talk to me first talk to me first
00:50:53what is what is that tell me what the fuck is going on with that Manson t-shirt
00:50:57okay the environmental group they have a slight association with Charlie
00:51:03he just started the group
00:51:05he started the environmental group
00:51:07yes this group is picking up on the positive aspects of his philosophy
00:51:12he was actually talking about the environment
00:51:13you know before a lot of people
00:51:15you're coming out here to work with Charles Manson
00:51:17dude
00:51:18see I knew
00:51:19I fucking bring up Charles Manson and you fucking freak out
00:51:22everybody freaks out
00:51:23yeah everybody freaks out when you bring up Charles Manson
00:51:26fuck where did he go
00:51:28oh
00:51:30come on he's getting away
00:51:36okay here's the deal
00:51:38I am willing to follow this guy but you don't get out of the car until I say so
00:51:43that's him
00:51:43okay okay all right
00:51:45shoot go around this guy
00:51:47all right I'm not gonna get too close
00:51:49let's just we can see him let's just see what happens
00:51:52what is the plan what are we doing
00:51:54I gotta show him this letter I have and they'll be fine
00:51:56Blackbird should know who I am
00:51:58what's with the names
00:51:59Blackbird
00:52:00Charlie gets everybody make names
00:52:02he's turning
00:52:03he's turning
00:52:04go go go
00:52:06nice
00:52:07where the fuck did he go
00:52:13go go faster
00:52:15whoa whoa whoa hold up hold up
00:52:27he must have gone around back
00:52:33oh hold on a second whoa whoa whoa whoa where'd he go
00:52:37he was just hello
00:52:40he was just here
00:52:41can you slow down
00:52:43hey
00:53:02fuck
00:53:03shit
00:53:06hey
00:53:13hey
00:53:15hey
00:53:17hey
00:53:19I'm Conrad
00:53:21I've been running for Charlie
00:53:23he told me
00:53:23he told me I could work with you guys
00:53:25I'm Conrad and Morgan
00:53:26please
00:53:28don't hurt us
00:53:29Morgan
00:53:31you're Captain Morgan
00:53:36yes
00:53:37Charlie fucking talks about you all the time
00:53:39every day
00:53:41every day he talks about you
00:53:43okay yeah
00:53:44come on
00:53:45I'm sorry
00:53:46lean back
00:53:49this eye
00:53:50you gotta just keep it open for me
00:53:52okay
00:53:53no you have to open it
00:53:54it's like
00:53:56there we go
00:53:57quickly
00:53:57okay go
00:53:58it sees the thing
00:53:59blink
00:53:59and it retracts
00:54:00I know
00:54:01they're like two little
00:54:02angry clams
00:54:04what
00:54:06they're chomping down
00:54:08other eye
00:54:10okay
00:54:10one
00:54:12two
00:54:13now blink that eye
00:54:15breathe
00:54:18in through your nose
00:54:19out in your mouth
00:54:21now I can see you
00:54:31good
00:54:32you look better
00:54:35your eyes are so blue
00:54:38like icicles
00:54:40I'm gonna go put this stuff away
00:54:45thanks
00:54:47oh my god
00:54:56what'd she say
00:54:58she said
00:54:59I don't mind that you saw me naked
00:55:02you can't do that
00:55:04I think that's Blackbird's girlfriend
00:55:07no
00:55:08I don't think so
00:55:09I'm afraid you're gonna get hit in the head with a fucking lead pipe
00:55:12you know
00:55:13and what's what you wrote a letter to Manson
00:55:19yeah
00:55:21and he wrote you back
00:55:22you know I mean we have stuff in common
00:55:26like you know he's never knew who his dad was and stuff
00:55:30and had a tough time growing up
00:55:32I know it sounds weird but
00:55:34yeah just
00:55:36I was not doing that well
00:55:38and I wrote him
00:55:39and
00:55:39he wrote me back
00:55:41and
00:55:42that's pretty cool
00:55:44the things he said
00:55:45it was
00:55:46it helped me a lot
00:55:47and what'd he say
00:55:49comrade
00:55:54come here
00:55:56I'm gonna take a walk with you
00:55:57it's something I want to show you
00:55:58something that you're probably gonna be pretty excited to see
00:56:01can my brother come?
00:56:04suit yourself
00:56:05Conrad
00:56:13I don't know if you're aware of this
00:56:15but
00:56:15they threw Charlie into solitary
00:56:18a couple of weeks ago
00:56:19so I haven't been able to reach him
00:56:20he's supposed to get out pretty soon
00:56:24but you never know with these fucking pigs up there
00:56:26yeah
00:56:26why'd they throw him in solitary?
00:56:30why?
00:56:31you think they need a reason why?
00:56:38yeah they don't need a reason
00:56:40you know with Charlie
00:56:41well he's in the legal system
00:56:42I would think that they'd have
00:56:43have to have a reason to put him in solitary confinement
00:56:45they're like blaming Charlie
00:56:48he's their Christ on the cross
00:56:50and they ain't never gonna take him down
00:56:54I don't get it
00:56:59don't be a jerk
00:57:00holy shit
00:57:22is that what I think it is?
00:57:23sure is
00:57:25oh my god
00:57:29what is it?
00:57:31it's the bus
00:57:32massive family boss
00:57:35I can't believe it still exists
00:57:42can I go inside?
00:57:50sure
00:57:51I'll just be a minute
00:57:57huh?
00:58:11Jesus Christ
00:58:14I can't believe it
00:58:15is this the same stove?
00:58:19this is the original?
00:58:20that's it
00:58:20nothing changed
00:58:22piece of history
00:58:28why don't you try
00:58:30Charlie's old seed over there
00:58:33alright
00:58:36Charlie drove everywhere in this thing
00:58:46drove all over California
00:58:49stopped by the side of the road
00:58:50picked up kids
00:58:51that had been kicked out of their homes
00:58:52you know
00:58:53yeah
00:58:54he helped a lot of people
00:58:55you know this world is more of a mess now
00:59:00even than it was then
00:59:01you got these guys down in Washington
00:59:03can't get out of their own way
00:59:04rich people
00:59:06snacking on the poor
00:59:08got fire coming out of our water faucets
00:59:12because of all the fracking that's going on
00:59:14we got fish belly up in the rivers and streams
00:59:17we do a lot of talking about it
00:59:19but we're not doing very much about any of those things
00:59:25that's one beautiful place, huh?
00:59:31yeah
00:59:32well I'm working with some people
00:59:36they're going to preserve and protect
00:59:38every bit of us
00:59:40and you're going to be a real good addition to the group
00:59:43welcome home brother
00:59:46hey y'all
01:00:08welcome home
01:00:09nice night for a lot
01:00:14yeah
01:00:14we had a good time
01:00:16hello y'all
01:00:24this is who you've been waiting for
01:00:28this is Conrad
01:00:30uh well first off thank you so much for welcoming me into this
01:00:45um i guess like a lot of us maybe we've i've been struggling to find my way
01:00:51and um
01:00:53well you found your way here that's good
01:00:56yeah thanks
01:00:56and we sure do need you don't we
01:00:58yeah
01:00:59yeah
01:01:00thanks i feel a part of you guys right
01:01:04i mean
01:01:06look at you bunch of freaks
01:01:09right that's what they think
01:01:12we're not the crazy ones
01:01:14and
01:01:15it is so good to be here
01:01:17around people who don't have all that fucking judgment
01:01:20and are okay with seeming crazy
01:01:22anyway
01:01:24thank you
01:01:25i
01:01:25i feel like i've found uh you know
01:01:29a home
01:01:30thank you
01:01:31here here
01:01:32thank you
01:01:47thank you
01:01:58thank you
01:02:01Hey, man.
01:02:12What's up?
01:02:13It's a nice fire, right?
01:02:14Yeah.
01:02:15You having a good time?
01:02:17Listen, um, what the hell is going on?
01:02:20Charlie told them about me, and, you know?
01:02:23What did he tell them about you?
01:02:25Just about me, you know?
01:02:27And just the, I mean, stuff that, whatever, I'm not going to go into.
01:02:30It's, like, annoying to you.
01:02:31I know.
01:02:32I don't want to bore you.
01:02:32No, I kind of feel like, are you not telling me something?
01:02:35No, it's just, you know, the, the, what?
01:02:39It's like a personal connection that we have.
01:02:43Look, um.
01:02:44Dude, just come in and have a drink.
01:02:46No, no, I gotta go, man.
01:02:47It's, I gotta get back.
01:02:49It's getting late.
01:02:50Okay, then I guess see ya.
01:02:52No, I just, what I'm trying to say is I don't, I feel weird about leaving you here.
01:02:57Well, because you're judging them.
01:02:58Just come on in, have a drink.
01:02:59I'm not judging them, I just.
01:03:01Connie, Connie, I've been looking for you.
01:03:02Hi, how you doing?
01:03:04Come back inside.
01:03:05Okay.
01:03:06Come on, man.
01:03:08Come on.
01:03:09Come in.
01:03:09I want to talk to you.
01:03:11Just give it an hour, man.
01:03:14He's a shot.
01:03:15There's hardly any time to think.
01:03:29There's hardly any time to say.
01:03:46There's hardly any time to do.
01:03:50I mean, we have this new site.
01:04:05Have you seen the new site?
01:04:06No, I haven't seen the layout.
01:04:07It looks really good.
01:04:08Andy did a bang-up job.
01:04:10Hey.
01:04:12Hey, man.
01:04:13What's up?
01:04:15You're, uh, you're Conrad's brother, aren't you?
01:04:18Yeah.
01:04:18Yeah.
01:04:19Yeah.
01:04:20So, he, he's, he's absolutely amazing.
01:04:22Yeah.
01:04:23Yeah.
01:04:23So, um, is this the, is this your website for, for the group?
01:04:27This is our, uh, company website.
01:04:30Check it out.
01:04:31It says Helter Skelter.
01:04:33Yeah.
01:04:34How, how does that fit in with the, uh, with the environmental theme?
01:04:39Helter Skelter is basically, it's, it's what's going on in the world right now.
01:04:42It's the chaos that's happening.
01:04:44We're trying to stop it from happening, but it's happening.
01:04:46It's happening fast.
01:04:50Do you feel that?
01:04:52It feels so good.
01:04:55Yeah.
01:04:56When I'm around you, I feel like, like, even if you're far away from me, like, on the
01:05:04other side of the room, I feel like I'm touching you.
01:05:07Wow.
01:05:09You just meant me.
01:05:11I don't think so.
01:05:14Yeah, I feel like that, too.
01:05:17That's why we can even talk about it.
01:05:19That's why we even notice it.
01:05:21You know?
01:05:22It's actually been a long time for me.
01:05:24Yeah.
01:05:24Feeling like this with somebody.
01:05:28I don't know.
01:05:29I felt it, like, right.
01:05:31I mean, not when I was pepper spraying you, but shortly thereafter.
01:05:36Right.
01:05:37Shortly thereafter.
01:05:38Yeah.
01:05:39Yeah.
01:05:39Give a guy a minute before you fall in love with him.
01:05:44Yeah.
01:05:46Who you'd be easy to fall in love with.
01:05:50You're so strong.
01:05:52Jeez.
01:05:52You're so brave.
01:05:58You're so beautiful.
01:05:59You know where my brother is?
01:06:18Uh, no.
01:06:21He's got to be around here somewhere.
01:06:22Hey, Nick.
01:06:24Want to ask you a question?
01:06:26Mm-hmm.
01:06:28Your brother tells me that you might be able to give us some legal advice.
01:06:32Oh, yeah?
01:06:32Yeah.
01:06:33Yeah.
01:06:34Well, what do you want to know?
01:06:35He says you're a lawyer.
01:06:36Yeah.
01:06:37And we want to file a petition for a new parole hearing.
01:06:40You know, I mean, I'm not a criminal lawyer, so, you know, I could look at the papers, maybe.
01:06:46That would be excellent.
01:06:47That'd be great.
01:06:49Of course.
01:06:51I want to get him out of there.
01:06:54I want to get him introduced and reunited with his son.
01:06:57Oh.
01:06:59Who's his son?
01:07:02Come here.
01:07:08You know, maybe you don't know this, but old Charlie, he had quite a few kids.
01:07:13And then they locked him up, and they took all the kids away, and they put them with new families.
01:07:19Like yours.
01:07:20Yeah, I think my parents would have known.
01:07:25I mean, they have to reveal that legally.
01:07:28They didn't reveal anything back then.
01:07:30Nothing.
01:07:32Conrad was a ward of the state, and he was adopted just like a normal kid.
01:07:37See that baby?
01:07:39That's your brother.
01:07:39That's your brother.
01:07:50I need to talk to my brother.
01:08:01Okay.
01:08:02Um.
01:08:03I'm going to go back out to the party.
01:08:05Okay, I'll meet up with you.
01:08:07Okay.
01:08:07All right.
01:08:07All right.
01:08:08You kind of interrupted something, man.
01:08:11Is it true?
01:08:13Blackbird fucking told me just now.
01:08:16That's real?
01:08:19Yeah.
01:08:19You're not going to fucking tell me?
01:08:22I don't know, man.
01:08:23I just, like, fucking can't say anything.
01:08:26I mean, you're looking at how you're fucking reacting.
01:08:28Hey, Conrad.
01:08:30Charlie's on the phone.
01:08:36Dude, I gotta go.
01:08:47Yeah, hey.
01:08:48Hold on.
01:08:48Yep, he's right here.
01:08:52I'm going to put him on.
01:08:58He's out of solitary.
01:09:02Hi.
01:09:05Yeah, good to talk to you, man.
01:09:07What the fuck, man?
01:09:10What are you doing, man?
01:09:13Get your shit.
01:09:14Get in the fucking car now.
01:09:16I sense you're very angry, man.
01:09:18This is not really the time.
01:09:20Are you out of your fucking mind?
01:09:21Yeah, I'm out of my mind because I want to have a fucking phone call, man.
01:09:25Sorry, everyone.
01:09:26Um, can we get him back on the line?
01:09:28You're not fucking talking to him.
01:09:30Okay.
01:09:31Dude, maybe just have a fucking drink.
01:09:33Why don't you just get in the car and drive the fuck out of here, all right?
01:09:36Do not pick it up.
01:09:39Do not pick that phone up.
01:09:41You're trying to just fucking fuck this up for me.
01:09:45Fine.
01:09:46Pick it up.
01:09:47Pick it up, you fucking idiot.
01:09:49I mean, I'm just trying to talk to my father here, okay?
01:09:54Hello?
01:09:59Dad was right about you.
01:10:13Fuck!
01:10:14Fuck!
01:10:24Imagine if we had a baby together.
01:10:54Can we name it Manson?
01:11:00What?
01:11:03What?
01:11:04Nothing.
01:11:05Is that weird?
01:11:06No, that's just...
01:11:07That was weird.
01:11:08No, that's just a lot.
01:11:09I'm sorry.
01:11:10I didn't mean to say that.
01:11:12It's okay.
01:11:14Forget I said that.
01:11:16Okay?
01:11:17Okay.
01:11:18Yeah.
01:11:18Everyone's Manson.
01:11:20Manson.
01:11:21Yeah?
01:11:22Son of man.
01:11:22Every baby.
01:11:24Every baby's Manson.
01:11:27You know, Charlie always says that everything is love.
01:11:30Everything is love.
01:11:32Mm-hmm.
01:11:34Even how you just felt right then.
01:11:37Even that...
01:11:38That pulling away part is love.
01:11:42You can feel that way with me.
01:11:44Father's ministry...
01:11:44Jesus.
01:11:50Amen.
01:12:01Jesus.
01:12:01Jesus.
01:12:02Amen.
01:12:04Amen.
01:12:05Amen.
01:12:05Okay.
01:12:05Amen.
01:12:05Amen.
01:12:06Emily.
01:13:11Hey.
01:13:12What are you doing?
01:13:13Hey.
01:13:14I'm getting back to work.
01:13:15What do you mean you're getting back to work?
01:13:16Hey, look at me.
01:13:17What happened?
01:13:18What happened?
01:13:19Um...
01:13:20Just...
01:13:21Stop working.
01:13:22What happened?
01:13:23Um...
01:13:24Just...
01:13:25Stop working.
01:13:26What happened?
01:13:27I'm...
01:13:28I'm getting back to work.
01:13:29What do you mean you're getting back to work?
01:13:30Hey, look at me.
01:13:31What happened?
01:13:32Um...
01:13:33Just...
01:13:34Stop working.
01:13:35What happened?
01:13:36I'm...
01:13:37I need to do this.
01:13:38What...
01:13:39Tell me what's going on.
01:13:40Why are you here?
01:13:41What happened?
01:13:42What happened?
01:13:43What happened?
01:13:44What are you doing?
01:13:45You're acting crazy.
01:13:46What's going on?
01:13:47Oh my God, are you okay?
01:13:48What happened?
01:13:49Are you okay?
01:13:50What happened?
01:13:51What's going on?
01:13:52What happened?
01:13:53What happened?
01:13:54Are you okay?
01:13:55What happened?
01:13:56Are you okay?
01:13:57I fucked it up.
01:13:59I'm fine.
01:14:00I'm just a horrible person.
01:14:01What are you talking about?
01:14:03You're not a horrible person.
01:14:04You're not a horrible person.
01:14:05Baby, what happened?
01:14:08What happened?
01:14:09Are you okay?
01:14:13I'm fine.
01:14:14I'm just a horrible person.
01:14:15What are you talking about?
01:14:17You're not a horrible person.
01:14:19I don't know what to do.
01:14:35I don't know what to do.
01:15:05I don't know what to do.
01:15:35I don't know what to do.
01:15:37Conrad, come on.
01:15:38We'll run out late.
01:15:40Be right there.
01:15:49Can I see my brother?
01:15:51I don't think he wants to see you.
01:15:53Connie!
01:15:55They went to visit Charlie.
01:15:56Connie's dad.
01:16:01That's a whole new look for you.
01:16:03Yeah.
01:16:04Hopefully he doesn't think I'm an idiot.
01:16:07I think he'll like it.
01:16:09Make him feel right at home.
01:16:11Hopefully he'll...
01:16:13Hopefully he'll...
01:16:27Hopefully he'll...
01:16:29We're here for the visiting hours.
01:16:45I.D.?
01:16:47I.D.?
01:16:52Okay.
01:17:01Hey, Connie!
01:17:02Connie!
01:17:04Hey!
01:17:05Can I get in here?
01:17:06Not without a pass.
01:17:07Just go home, Nick.
01:17:09Dude, come here.
01:17:09I need to talk to you.
01:17:10Just one second.
01:17:11Please.
01:17:12Fuck him.
01:17:13We got five minutes.
01:17:15Let's go.
01:17:15We gotta go.
01:17:16Connie!
01:17:16I...
01:17:17I gotta go!
01:17:18No, no, no, no, no, no.
01:17:19Please.
01:17:19I just need to talk to you for one minute.
01:17:21It's so important.
01:17:22Just one minute!
01:17:23I'm gonna handle this, all right?
01:17:25Yeah.
01:17:26All right?
01:17:27Jesus.
01:17:28Oh.
01:17:29Oh, God.
01:17:31What?
01:17:33Did he shave your head?
01:17:34No.
01:17:36Is this another fucking thing
01:17:38you're gonna come down on me about?
01:17:39No.
01:17:40Look.
01:17:41What?
01:17:43Okay.
01:17:46That stuff with Dad
01:17:47that you were talking about before?
01:17:52Dad was an asshole to you.
01:17:54He treated you like a piece of shit,
01:17:55and I did, too.
01:17:57And I threw you under the bus,
01:17:59and I'm just...
01:18:02I'm ashamed.
01:18:06I came to tell you
01:18:07that you're right about me
01:18:09and about me being like Dad
01:18:11and about the way that I am with you
01:18:14and the way that I am with Max.
01:18:17And I just...
01:18:20You're right,
01:18:21and I'm sorry.
01:18:24I'm not gonna do it anymore, okay?
01:18:27Okay.
01:18:27I'm gonna be a really good brother to you.
01:18:29I don't know how to fucking do that,
01:18:31but I can, like, follow your lead.
01:18:36You know how long I've been wanting you to say that?
01:18:41Conrad, come on.
01:18:42We gotta go.
01:18:43Come on.
01:18:43Come out here and give me a fucking hug, dude.
01:18:45Let's get in the car.
01:18:46Let's get some fucking McDonald's.
01:18:49That's, like, the funnest thing you could think of.
01:18:51I don't fucking know how to have fun, dude.
01:18:53That's why I need you, dude.
01:18:55I need a fucking Happy Meal.
01:18:57Come on.
01:18:57Just come on.
01:18:58Let's get in the fucking car.
01:18:59Dude.
01:19:02I gotta go in, man.
01:19:06You're going in there?
01:19:09He's my dad.
01:19:10You gotta see this through, all right?
01:19:17I'm sorry.
01:19:18I'm fucking Charles Manson's son.
01:19:22It's fucked up,
01:19:23but that's who I am, you know?
01:19:26It would mean a lot if you understood.
01:19:29Or try.
01:19:31Okay.
01:19:32I know what I'm doing.
01:19:35All right?
01:19:35I'm going to go inside and see Charles Manson.
01:19:38And I'll be back out.
01:19:42And we'll talk.
01:19:44We'll still be brothers, all right?
01:19:47All right.
01:19:48I love you.
01:19:58I can't say it.
01:19:59I can't say it.
01:19:59I love you.
01:20:24All right.
01:20:24Somewhere out there, there's at least one son that we know of that's your child.
01:20:37Look in that camera.
01:20:38What do you say to that kid?
01:20:40What do you say to your son out there?
01:20:42This could be the first time he's ever seen his father.
01:20:45What do you say to him?
01:20:47You gotta catch it on your own, boy.
01:20:51The train's hard.
01:20:52The road's rough.
01:20:55And that's it.
01:20:57It's all I knew.
01:20:58It's the only one ever told me.
01:21:05And you want to hear something?
01:21:08He'll do it better than me.
01:21:10Whatever he does, he'll do it a little better.
01:21:14Kids do, don't they?
01:21:16Yeah, that's what makes them such a cast.
01:21:19They always seem to get through.
01:21:20Your home is where you're happy.
01:21:36It's not where you're not free.
01:21:39Your home is where you can be what you are.
01:21:43Cause you were just born to be.
01:21:46Now they'll show you their castles and diamonds for all to see.
01:21:54But they'll never show you that peace of mind.
01:21:57Cause they don't know how to be free.
01:22:01So burn all your bridges.
01:22:06Leave your old life behind.
01:22:10You can't do what you want to do.
01:22:14Cause you're strong in your mind.
01:22:17You can't do what you want to do.
01:22:20And anywhere you might wonder.
01:22:24You could make that your home.
01:22:28And as long as you've got love in your heart.
01:22:31You'll never be alone.
01:22:35Just as long as you've got love in your heart.
01:22:39You'll never be alone.
01:22:42No, no, no.
01:22:43You'll never be alone.
01:22:45You'll never be alone.
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