00:00Honestly, because I put so much of my life out there.
00:04I'm really one of the only girls that puts my relationship out there on the show.
00:11They film in my house.
00:13And, you know, I'm very open about all my private issues and stuff, too.
00:18And so my house was my only kind of safe haven.
00:22And even with the camera crews, they're not allowed in my office.
00:26They're not allowed in my closet and stuff like that.
00:29Or my bedroom.
00:30Like, those things are just sacred spaces.
00:32That's, you know, and no, you're not allowed in there.
00:35And for the robbery to happen, and it was just an invasion of, it wasn't about the materialistic stuff.
00:44I mean, besides a couple of my family heirlooms that, you know, I can never get back.
00:51I just, it was just an invasion of security, of my space and stuff.
00:58And so that was very, very difficult, which is why I got so upset about the whole flower thing.
01:05Because I was like, don't try anything with me today.
01:08Don't, like, don't do anything.
01:10I was on edge because of the robbery.
01:12And, and then the flowers came.
01:18And I was like, she didn't even know when I was filming.
01:20She doesn't know my address.
01:21Like, and so, so I got a little mad.
01:26Or a lot mad.
01:27But, you know, I just, I feel like I gave my, I give my all to this show and allow, you know, production.
01:36I really understand that this is, we signed up for this.
01:40And so I really let them in on a lot of things.
01:43And I work with them.
01:44But this one, I was, I was a bit on edge.
01:47So you felt scary, Mary.
01:49Yeah, I don't really know exactly what, what happened on that one.
01:55I think that, I don't know.
01:57I'm gonna, I'm gonna stay quiet on that.
01:59I disagree with what was said based on facts.
02:03But yeah, I think there was some working together on their side on that for, for that to happen.
02:13Because she, yeah, it, that wasn't a normal way to go about things.
02:20And there's no way she could have known.
02:22So there was some, there was some working going on between the two of them.
02:27There's a lot that was not on camera.
02:29They cut it out, which it was not, it was not amazing.
02:36But I felt like I handled myself very well.
02:39I was very nervous.
02:40I didn't want to have that conversation really.
02:44But I felt like I remained calm and handled myself well and kind of just stood up for myself.
02:50But there were a lot of things that happened that were not, didn't make the edits.
02:56So it would have given a lot of insight as to why I've, I've been upset, but it's okay.
03:03I'd rather, I'd rather just be able to move past this and, and hopefully have everybody get along.
03:11But when the reunion comes out, we're going to see, that's a whole different story.
03:17Gosh, uh, I'm trying to decide what I want to say and what I don't.
03:22Uh, I, I think that at Bree's party, why I was so upset.
03:29I wasn't just emotional.
03:30There was, there were some things from after the dinner that happened that, um, I don't want to be anywhere around.
03:39I don't want to put myself in a situation where, um, where I'm in danger or anything like that.
03:48And so, uh, when I was at Bree's and I saw her name, I, like, I'm not upset because I see her name or that she was going to be there.
03:54It's, there's, there were some issues where I just, I'm like, I don't want any part of this.
03:59Like, I'm a grown woman.
04:01I'm a professional.
04:02I don't have this in my life and I'm not going to.
04:05So I got, I got upset and cried because of that.
04:09Um, not, not just because I'm like, oh, I don't want to, uh, whatever, like a childish thing.
04:14It was, it was an actual issue.
04:16Um, there was, there was just some, um, some things that, that I definitely, things that were said afterwards that I don't agree with and I won't be around.
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