00:00Keith Urban admitted feeling lonely and miserable before a shock split from Nicole Kidman.
00:06Keith Urban opened up about being lonely and miserable on tour just weeks before his split from wife Nicole Kidman.
00:13When you wake up on a tour bus at 3.30 in the morning and you're sick as a dog, you're in the middle of nowhere and you've got to play your fifth show later that night, Urban rattled off.
00:22And you haven't slept and you miss your friends and you're missing your family and you're completely lonely and miserable and sick and you say to yourself, why am I doing this?
00:33The only answer can be because this is what I'm born to do.
00:37Urban's comments backed up the reasoning from insiders that his brutal career workload took a toll on his marriage.
00:43Nicole and Keith were seeing less and less of each other in recent times and it felt to a lot of people like they were two ships that passed in the night, spilled the source.
00:53During those periods, they'd still put on a smile and there was something to promote.
00:57But in hindsight, it feels like they were living a bit of a lie.
01:00They were clearly in trouble going on in the background, the insider shared.
01:04Kidman stunned the world when she filed for divorce on September 30th, citing irreconcilable differences.
01:10But in reality, Urban had been living apart from his 58-year-old wife and their two daughters since June, while reportedly exploring new romances.
01:20Nicole is devastated and humiliated by the rumors.
01:24She's extremely image-focused and hates people whispering about troubles, a source claimed about the Big Little Lies star.
01:31Maggie Baugh is rumored to have caught Urban's eye.
01:33He changed up the lyrics to his song The Fighter, which Urban originally penned about Kidman to croon,
01:40I was born to love you Maggie, I'll be your fighter.
01:43In addition to Baugh, 25, reports have circulated that Urban was spending time with another woman in Nashville over the summer,
01:49after he began living in a rental home following his split from Kidman.
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