00:00Because I really felt like it played into my story. I was just kind of telling my story about
00:04coming to LA and getting involved with Playboy and like falling in love with a much older man.
00:09And I feel like having the difficulty I did connecting with people for so long made me feel
00:16like when I, you know, was meeting somebody who was like older and more experienced and
00:21maybe a little bit better at manipulating people. I thought, oh, wow, you know, maybe I'm meant to
00:25be with an older man. Maybe this is what it is. It just like felt like love. And I think maybe I
00:31wouldn't have thought that or maybe I would have handled myself a little differently had I known
00:35what I was dealing with with myself and, you know, been able to address my social skills better and
00:42things like that. You know, I don't have any regrets about where my life took me, but I do think it's
00:47an interesting piece of my story for sure. And it definitely kind of, I think, sheds some light on,
00:54you know, where my feelings were at and my motivations and why I had certain impressions
00:59about things. I just think it's an interesting part of the whole journey.
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