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00:00To fix my mind
00:30To fix my mind
01:00To fix my mind
01:02To fix my mind
01:06To fix my mind
01:08To fix my mind
01:10To fix my mind
01:12Ooh!
01:14Check out the shading
01:16On that horn
01:18You really have a talent when it comes to drawing unicorns
01:20It's Clemmie's
01:22I know, I was um
01:24How is she?
01:26Kim's taking her to York for the day
01:28Ooh, York
01:30That's historical
01:32Educational
01:34I wish I was you
01:36What do you mean?
01:38Well, everything's so simple, isn't it?
01:40Brushing things aside
01:42Moving on
01:43Well, I've uh
01:44Never been one to dwell on things
01:46I'm talking about how you were with me yesterday
01:48Just admit it, Joe
01:50You're ashamed of me, you're ashamed of my past
01:52Okay, yeah, yeah
01:53I do
01:54I bury my head in the sand
01:55I do
01:56Um
01:58But that is not because
02:00I'm ashamed of you
02:02I can't begin to imagine
02:04What it was like
02:06Tell me
02:08We can talk about it
02:10We can
02:14You'd be repulsed
02:15By the world
02:18By everyone else
02:22But never you
02:32I was still at school
02:34Fifteen
02:35I'd been in and out of care for years
02:37I was just
02:38Desperate to stand on my own two feet
02:40And that's when I met Alex
02:42Time to graft
02:43Puppet
02:44Don't call me that
02:46I'm sensing
02:48Tetchy
02:49My gran calls me it
02:50Yeah
02:51Yeah
02:52Give anyone the ick
02:53Let's stick with Flossie then, eh?
02:55Is this what you call dressing nice?
02:57Sus
02:59Hmm
03:02Is that it?
03:04Quality
03:05Quality
03:06Not quantity
03:07Valuable client
03:08Likes the personal touch
03:09He'll expect you to stick around for
03:15Glass of Pinot
03:16I really drink that
03:18Smells of cat weed
03:19Mojito
03:20Alka-pop
03:21He won't judge
03:22I need
03:23I need this
03:24To go right
03:25Kid
03:26Reputation
03:27Is everything
03:29Yeah
03:30He seemed nice
03:35He helped me out
03:36Money and food
03:37But then
03:40But then
03:41He got more into drugs
03:42And slowly
03:43Things shifted
03:44He started saying
03:45I had to do things
03:46To pay my way
03:48Oh
03:54Oh
03:55Hi
03:59Jimmy left some socks in the drawer
04:01Oh, right
04:02Well, I'm
04:03I didn't notice
04:04I'll go and have a look
04:05Look, I know we're not officially speaking
04:06But erm
04:11I don't
04:12Open it
04:13Laurel
04:14Oh, you silly cow
04:15Come on, sit down
04:16Come on
04:23How's the house?
04:25Moist
04:26Smells like
04:27Moldy mushroom soup
04:28Gonna turn it on?
04:35Let's do it together
04:38The first time it happened
04:41I had no idea what I was getting myself into
04:46Alex had
04:47A mate
04:48That he thought could get me some work
04:52I didn't even twig what kind of work he was meaning until I got there
04:55And he
04:58He forced you to
05:00Alex did
05:02Not his mate
05:04Who
05:06I soon realised wasn't even his mate at all
05:07Was just some random bloke
05:09Who got what he wanted
05:10And then
05:11Chucked Alex twenty quid
05:15Twenty quid
05:17And Alex was laughing about it
05:19Just so made up
05:20Straight out to score
05:22Are you wondering why I stuck around?
05:28I had nowhere else to go
05:30I had no one to turn to
05:32I just
05:34I felt
05:36Trapped
05:38Like I owed him something
05:39It's so stupid
05:42It's so weak
05:43I just
05:45And he was so sorry
05:48Afterwards
05:50He said he loved me
05:53He said he loved me
05:56And then he offered me more drugs to help me forget
06:00Which it did obviously
06:02And he got you hooked?
06:04I would give anything
06:07To go back and tell that gullible
06:10Scared?
06:11Vulnerable?
06:13Over trusting?
06:14Child?
06:16Just
06:17To do it
06:21To walk away
06:23Turn back
06:24Run
06:26Get help
06:28But that's not how life works, is it?
06:39Can I help you, love?
06:41Er, Rhea sent me
06:43Oh
06:44Come in
06:46Come in
06:56I wasn't sure who to expect
06:59Well you're a new face
07:01What do you make of him?
07:03What, Ray? Er, yeah, he's alright
07:06He's alright
07:08He's alright, div
07:09He's alright, div
07:17He sent this for, for you
07:19Ta
07:21I'll just come from the meeting from hell
07:24Who'd be a school inspector, eh?
07:28Gotcha
07:29I bet I hated school even more than you do
07:38Er, did
07:40I'm not there anymore
07:43Right
07:45Well
07:47You still do good
07:49I did
07:50Well, I suppose we better road test this
07:55Ray's usually good for quality, but
07:57Trust no one, eh?
08:02What's that, love?
08:05Is it cause I mentioned school?
08:07Secret's safe
08:09Chill
08:11Have a drink
08:12Can I use your toilet, actually?
08:14Of course
08:16Charge a 50p, though
08:18Charge a 50p, though
08:46Oh
08:48What in the Lord's name?
08:49I, I, I can't switch it off
08:50What is it?
08:51With one of those, erm, pop-up video things
08:54It's for Walter, make it go
08:56Oh, ah!
08:58Oh, no, it's gone
09:01Oh, that was disgusting
09:03It just appeared, I mean, I, I, I didn't go looking for it, and it was there
09:07This is what we're up against
09:09That's what a young lad's expecting of his future sex life, God help us
09:13Hang on
09:15It came up on this page, look, he follows him
09:18Oh, yeah, I've heard of him, he's some muscle man guru type
09:22The terrible things they're saying about women and girls, look
09:25A woman's place in the home, I bet it's still the bedroom
09:27The bedroom?
09:29What is this, the dark ages? No
09:31You're not telling me this is the kind of stuff lads buy into these days
09:35He's got over a hundred thousand followers
09:38Yeah, but Carl's got his own brain, surely
09:39He's got his own brain, surely
09:41We've taught him respect
09:43Especially after...
09:45Tom
09:47I had no idea that you were so young
09:52Prostitution at fifteen
09:56I wasn't a prostitute
10:00I was under the age of consent, I was raped
10:04Groomed
10:05Coerced
10:08Did you go to the police?
10:13After that first guy, I just wanted oblivion
10:20And then the heroin took over
10:22And Alex's world became my world
10:24And it wasn't an easy place to leave
10:29Young girls like me, they weren't missing all the time
10:32Tell the police
10:34And he might turn up dead
10:37So, everything okay?
10:39If you'd tried it, you'd know
10:41My boyfriend would dump me if I did drugs
10:43Circle of trust, what happens here stays here
10:47Yeah, well, he'd be able to tell
10:50Cause it'd be the first time he'd seen you smile
10:51Sorry
10:54What I mean is, lads nowadays, they think they can tell lassies what they can and can't do
11:02Dylan's not like that
11:04I'm glad to hear it
11:06Shame he's not here
11:08Supposed to be four of my pals coming for a sesh
11:11And they've blown me out
11:13Every single one
11:16Shame
11:18Come on
11:20Let your hair down
11:22Not gonna let me party on me own, are ya?
11:25I can't
11:26I'm on duty
11:28This is your duty
11:30So Ray told me
11:32What exactly has Ray told you?
11:37Quite like the innocent act
11:39One might
11:41Get you in the mood
11:42I reckon we're gonna have a bit of a laugh, you and me
12:12Sorry, I have no mixes
12:23Locker's always better than neat, I think
12:27Hits the spot
12:33Still seem uptight though
12:37I'm fine
12:39You are bonny, lass
12:42I bet you'd look nice even without all that slap
12:48I'm fairly plain
12:50I don't know
12:52I call you natural
12:54You're pretty
12:56From what I can see of you
13:03Carrying a lot of tension in those shoulders though, love
13:07I'm really not
13:10I might look like I'd be clumsy, but
13:13I'd give a decent neck rub
13:15Hmm?
13:16Come here
13:17Er, you know, I thought you were gonna line up for me
13:21It's my turn
13:23That's the vodka talking
13:27Couple of drinks in
13:30And you can't resist temptation
13:33I'm the same
13:35Where you going?
13:36Sit back down
13:38You haven't done what I paid for
13:40You
13:43I kept trying to leave Alex
13:45Back and forth
13:47Back and forth
13:49Until I ended up sleeping on the streets
13:51Full-blown addict
13:55But I met Beth
13:57Clemmie's mum
13:59And was she
14:01In the same situation as you?
14:03She saved my life, you know
14:05Some guy was trying to shove me in his van
14:08And she took off her shoe
14:10And she wagged him
14:11And we just legged it
14:13I mean she was fierce, she was the kind of mate you wanted on the streets
14:16Until she wasn't my mate
14:20She slept with Alex
14:21Oh
14:23Yeah, we both had terrible taste in men
14:27But then
14:29Clemmie
14:31That's a good thing, right?
14:33Yeah
14:34I mean she's here now
14:35You did that
14:37You've broken the cycle
14:38But the thing she's seen
14:40It's just
14:42Her idea of what is a normal, healthy relationship is tainted
14:46I know, I know
14:48And I just wanted to protect her from that
14:51Just shows
14:53That any child can be exploited
14:55Even the ones you see everyday
14:57That you pick up from school
14:59And that you took into bed at night
15:04The only thing we can do is teach them
15:06What's right
15:08And what's wrong
15:17I know you're angry, but it's not my fault
15:22Your poor face
15:24It's red raw
15:33Where's your grandad?
15:35He's out
15:37Why don't we get you home anyway though, eh?
15:44Come on
15:47You were right to report it
15:53I feel sick, Laurel
15:55Sick and ashamed of myself mainly
15:57Well, it wasn't your fault
15:58Well, of course it was
16:00He's only had the phone a few weeks
16:02And it's already poisoned his brain
16:04Spends hours on it
16:06They all do
16:08When Angel first came home
16:10I swore life had changed
16:12And that we'd do more family things
16:15Then work, school, those damn things
16:19They all get in the way
16:21Not like when we were kids, eh?
16:23When I was a kid
16:25I used to kiss a signed pencil drawing of George Michael
16:29And eat too many e-numbers
16:31That was as risky as it got
16:32That was more of a Morton Harkett fan myself
16:35I wish it was 1987 again, Laurel
16:36We're out of our depths
16:38No, we're not, we're not
16:40Because knowledge is power
16:41And we can be each other's eyes and ears, can't we?
16:44Yeah
16:46Limit screen time
16:47Block stuff?
16:48Dangerous stuff they can access
16:49And any whispers
16:51We can tip one another off
16:52Yeah
16:54You're an amazing mum, you know that
16:56And you
16:58Are an amazing friend
17:00Mostly
17:02Can I move back in?
17:04No
17:09Sorry
17:10Just needed a minute
17:12Kim rang, she's on her way back
17:14Good
17:16Do you know what you need?
17:18Pizza
17:19Hmm?
17:20Let's go out, all of us
17:22Yeah, the kids would like them
17:24I'll just sort out my face
17:26Hey
17:28Everything that Clemmie has been through
17:31Has been
17:34But we can help her through that
17:36No one was ever there to do that for you
17:39But we can shield her
17:41And Lucas
17:42We really can
17:49Better?
17:56That Tim's a clown
18:10He would never have hurt you
18:12He wanted me to do coke with him
18:14He undid his belt
18:15And I thought that he was gonna force me to
18:16You have a special talent when it comes to dealing with men
18:19It's a rare gift
18:20Rare's gonna go off his nut
18:22I know he is
18:23I'll talk to him
18:25He listens to his mother
18:28You...
18:30You're his mum?
18:31I am
18:32For my sins
18:35You know
18:37You're like me
18:39I hate change
18:41Hate trying new things
18:43But it's unavoidable
18:44It's part of life
18:47I suppose
18:49I bet when you first met Ray
18:51You couldn't have imagined you'd be able to handle him the way you do now
18:54It'll be the same for our customers
18:56I don't want to see Tim again
18:57Pussycat compared to some
19:01But... he tried to get me to...
19:03Feel important
19:05If you had fluffed up his ego a bit
19:06You'd still be sat here now
19:08But with a big chunk of that debt paid off
19:10I wouldn't do what he was asking
19:14Except you have no choice
19:16And it's quick and easy money
19:19No shame in that, is there?
19:25I'll talk to Ray and Tim, smooth things over
19:28And we'll just...
19:30Write today off
19:32Have you told Dylan?
19:34Good
19:35Him and Ray are getting along so well
19:38Don't see him tonight
19:40Wait till you've calmed down a bit
19:41No point in him thinking there's been some big drama, is there?
19:46Text him
19:48Now
19:59Good girl
20:04It's better this way
20:07Keep the peace
20:09Keep trouble from your door
20:12Protect your loved ones
20:13You ready?
20:27Two minutes
20:29No rush
20:31You ready?
20:33Two minutes
20:35No rush
20:37You look great
20:38Hardly
20:40I love you, Dawn
20:42I do
20:44Oh, shut up, you soppy git
20:46I know I always say it
20:48But I mean it
20:50You don't see me doing it?
20:52I know I always say it
20:54But I mean it
20:56You don't see me doing it
20:58I know I always say it
21:00But I mean it
21:02But I mean it
21:05You don't see me differently now
21:09I do
21:11I see you
21:13Stronger
21:15More amazing than ever before
21:20No, I'm just lucky
21:23So many kids aren't
21:25They're trapped
21:27And desperate
21:29Through no fault of their own
21:30And it's still happening now
21:32Every single day
21:34They just need the strength
21:36To escape
21:37Because the help is out there
21:39If they can find the courage
21:41To reach out
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