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00:17:19Uh, you want to call me?
00:17:26OK.
00:17:28All right, cool. Cool. Oh, OK.
00:17:32Very cool.
00:17:33But, Ma, you've left your hot dogs.
00:17:35I'm a vegetarian now. You inspired me.
00:17:43And gluten intolerant.
00:17:45And gluten intolerant.
00:17:47I'm just all of it. I can't eat anything.
00:17:49I'm slowly starving to death.
00:18:01Do you have any siblings?
00:18:02I don't know.
00:18:05What? You don't know?
00:18:09Well, it's funny.
00:18:10Maybe you have some long-lost siblings who don't know.
00:18:12Yeah.
00:18:13Yeah.
00:18:14Yeah, maybe.
00:18:16Maybe I do, too.
00:18:17Because my dad is fucking horny.
00:18:19What?
00:18:20My dad is horny.
00:18:21Horny as in, like...
00:18:22He's covered in horns. He's very sharp.
00:18:24You can't get near him.
00:18:25Oh, so you mean, like, maybe he's got off with other people?
00:18:28Yeah, he's got off with other people.
00:18:35You're very warm world.
00:18:36What's warm world?
00:18:37Warm world is, like, um...
00:18:40It's, like, the words, I love you.
00:18:43It's, like, saying I love you.
00:18:45That's, like, an example of something.
00:18:47Warm world.
00:18:48Or...
00:18:49You had a bad day.
00:18:50Why'd you have a bad day?
00:18:52Or when, uh...
00:18:53Like, a polar bear, like, nests her cubs.
00:18:58And, like, make sure they're warm.
00:19:00That's warm world.
00:19:01Oh, my God.
00:19:02That's great.
00:19:03There's an opposite of that, too.
00:19:04Mm.
00:19:06Cold world.
00:19:07What's cold world?
00:19:08Cold world is, like...
00:19:10Yo, are you crying?
00:19:11Man the fuck up.
00:19:12Why are you crying?
00:19:13Cold world is, like...
00:19:15The train is now arriving.
00:19:17It's, like, a boot stepping on another person's face.
00:19:20A what?
00:19:21A boot.
00:19:22What's a boot?
00:19:23It's, like, a heavy shoe.
00:19:24Like, a big shoe.
00:19:25Oh, a shoe?
00:19:27You've got to say the T, man.
00:19:28I was letting it get a...
00:19:29A boot.
00:19:30A boot.
00:19:31A boot.
00:19:32A boot.
00:19:33A boot.
00:19:34A boot.
00:19:35B Tier, go up, ma'am.
00:19:37A boot.
00:19:4034th Street.
00:19:52Thanks.
00:19:56Appreciate it.
00:19:57Bye.
00:20:00Do you feel like I just need to find this girl, though?
00:20:10I need to find someone.
00:20:12Yo.
00:20:13Oh, dear. I need to find a girl.
00:20:17I need to find this girl.
00:20:19Hey, hey, hey.
00:20:20What?
00:20:21Don't touch me.
00:20:22Don't.
00:20:23What is the one that says?
00:20:28She is exactly, but...
00:20:37Did I say something wrong?
00:20:40It's a little weird that you need to find some girl.
00:20:42It's not weird.
00:20:46Let's just keep walking, okay?
00:20:48Really?
00:20:49Yeah.
00:20:53Where are we going again?
00:20:56Uh, we're going to my hiding spot for my weed,
00:20:59because my mom searches my room.
00:21:01Where is it?
00:21:02Where is it?
00:21:03You'll see. You'll see.
00:21:04We're really close, actually.
00:21:23We're talking.
00:21:24Okay.
00:21:25I need to be here.
00:21:26We'll see.
00:21:27I'm excited.
00:21:28We'll see you next time.
00:21:29We'll see you next time.
00:21:31We're going back.
00:21:33We are looking for you next time.
00:21:36Okay.
00:21:37We'll see you next time.
00:21:38Bye.
00:21:39Bye.
00:21:40Bye.
00:21:41Bye.
00:21:42Bye.
00:21:43Bye.
00:21:46Bye.
00:21:47Bye.
00:21:49Bye.
00:21:51Bye.
00:21:52Bye.
00:21:53So many people are telling me the exact same thing and what was that I don't know
00:22:13it's just a little bit beyond my grasp every single time but you're close there
00:22:17I'm so close and I still identify with that I think it's all just beyond my
00:22:22grasp too and I feel like I'm just about to get there and then it just it slips
00:22:27away you don't have it
00:22:38I don't
00:22:41Nah, but nobody really has a fair
00:22:43I don't remember who I am
00:22:59or where I'm supposed to go
00:23:04and all of my memories begin with me walking among all these people and
00:23:16and I don't want anyone to know that
00:23:21I don't know
00:23:23I don't know
00:23:26Yeah
00:23:59Hello, how are you?
00:24:14Some hot water.
00:24:15Hot water?
00:24:16How are you?
00:24:17Good?
00:24:26250, please.
00:24:28250.
00:24:31I've left my bag at the...
00:24:33Huh?
00:24:34I've left my...
00:24:36my bag at the...
00:24:39What do you mean you left your bag over here?
00:24:41Why are you coming from here?
00:24:42I'll come back in a minute.
00:24:43Can you just get...
00:24:44Because you put the water in it now.
00:24:45I know I put the water,
00:24:46but why you didn't tell me before I opened it?
00:24:48Because I forgot.
00:24:49I'm really hungry.
00:24:50I haven't eaten.
00:24:51Everybody's saying the same thing.
00:24:52I know.
00:24:53It's going to go to waste if I go back and come back.
00:24:55I know, but you should tell me before I opened it.
00:24:57I'll bring it...
00:24:58I'll bring it in a second.
00:24:59This is the first time we know you.
00:25:00I'm really hungry.
00:25:01I haven't eaten today.
00:25:02So can you please...
00:25:03You're not going to give it to anyone else.
00:25:04You see what you did?
00:25:05Go bring it and come back.
00:25:06I'll ask you what you want.
00:25:07Let's move your bus.
00:25:08Oh my TJ last three and my wife.
00:25:09Alright baby.
00:25:10Ho gerek's heaven.
00:25:11Yeah, I know it.
00:25:13Do you want it?
00:25:14Don't you go?
00:25:15Come on.
00:25:16Good man?
00:25:17Don't get me good.
00:25:18Um, more than you want some booze to me.
00:25:19I found it.
00:25:20Yeah, definitely.
00:25:21He he was.
00:25:22Uh,예.
00:25:23No given day of the great Lord.
00:25:24Me because I'm sorry why no mas.
00:26:25Like, I'm afraid I'm going to be addicted to, like, substances, like, that are bad.
00:26:31Like, I don't know, like, like, alcohol and stuff like that.
00:26:34Like, I'm afraid I'm going to do that.
00:26:36Um, yeah, that's why I'm trying to live.
00:26:39Yeah, I'm trying to, I'm, yeah, I don't think about that often, but, you know, I like, yeah.
00:26:45I, like, stay away from drinking and stuff like that.
00:26:49Is that because there's nothing in your history?
00:26:52Yeah, because, like, family stuff.
00:26:55Yeah.
00:26:56Oh, I'm sorry.
00:26:57I mean, what can you do?
00:27:00I mean, it's not, like, I mean, it's not my fault, but, like, like, I know, like, my, like, I know a lot of people who met in high school and stuff.
00:27:08I guess it's more just, like, I just haven't, like, felt that way ever.
00:27:13And I don't know.
00:27:13I think the reason why is because, like, if love is, like, a one in a million thing and I've met 20 people, then, like, my odds are, like, slim.
00:27:21So, maybe it'll happen when I go to college.
00:27:22Yeah.
00:27:23I doubt it.
00:27:24Yeah, okay.
00:27:26Um, no, I don't know, but.
00:27:30Do you ever wish you could change something about yourself?
00:27:34I guess my talents or my ambitions.
00:27:40So, what are your talents and ambitions?
00:27:41I, like, you know, like, RC types of stuff.
00:27:44My family's a very career, like, driven, like, engineering, medical school type of family.
00:27:52So, if I could have that type of interest in my life, that would make things easier.
00:27:57So, you wish that you were interested in engineering, but wouldn't you wish that your parents would be the one to change what they think?
00:28:03Yeah.
00:28:04Oh, wait.
00:28:06That makes way more sense.
00:28:08That makes way more sense.
00:28:09Wow.
00:28:10Wow.
00:28:11Wow.
00:28:12Wow.
00:28:13Wow.
00:28:14Wow.
00:28:15Wow.
00:28:43Wow.
00:28:44Hi, I'm staying here. I was staying here last night.
00:29:05Fantastic. I hope you had a comfortable stay.
00:29:06Yeah, no, it was lovely, but I've misplaced my key.
00:29:14Okay, what room is it?
00:29:17It's 234.
00:29:19And what's your name?
00:29:22No, my name isn't on the reservation.
00:29:25Whose name is on the reservation?
00:29:27I don't know that, actually.
00:29:29Okay, I can help. Well, just give me a name.
00:29:32Can you just... Do you mind if you just give me the key?
00:29:35You seem legit. I want to help you. I just legally...
00:29:39I can't just...
00:29:41I love you.
00:29:45Good mess.
00:29:47I love you.
00:29:49I love you.
00:29:51I love you.
00:31:23One morning, old man deaf, comes a-creeping in the room, crying, oh my lord, oh my lord.
00:31:35What shall I do, what shall I do now, brother, won't you hush, hush, hush, hush, hush.
00:31:52Hey, I'm sorry to bother you.
00:32:19Sorry, um, are you Alina Reynolds by any chance?
00:32:24Yes.
00:32:25Yes, cool.
00:32:26You had me in suspense for a moment.
00:32:28No, sorry, I didn't.
00:32:30Sorry.
00:32:31I, I'm a big fan of your work, that's why I saw you, yeah, yeah, I saw you at a reading
00:32:37like two years ago at Greenlight Books for Italian Studies.
00:32:41Oh, yes.
00:32:41I, I, yeah, I'm just, I, it was awesome to see you then, it's awesome to see you now,
00:32:46I, I, I, like, that book changed how I thought, it's such a cliche, but it changed what I thought
00:32:51so, like, short stories could do.
00:32:52You know all of them well, or, um, yeah, I, well, I probably know them a bit too, too well,
00:32:57I've read, I've read it, like, a bunch of times.
00:32:59Well, that's more than I have.
00:33:02Yeah, I mean, I really love the, the whole, like, universe you create and how they weave
00:33:07together and it's, like, very beautiful.
00:33:09Mm.
00:33:10Are you working on anything new right now?
00:33:13Um, yes.
00:33:15Yeah?
00:33:17Yes, I am.
00:33:17And short stories, a novel, an autobiograph.
00:33:20It's a novel?
00:33:21Yeah.
00:33:21Okay.
00:33:21Mm.
00:33:22It'll be great to read you in that long of form.
00:33:25Yes, that's nice.
00:33:26Is it sort of also, uh, Bill Dug's Roman, coming of age, kind of, Malaysian?
00:33:32It is, it's about, um, a young boy, she, who, uh, he really loves hot dogs, he has this
00:33:38real thing about hot dogs, but he's just developed this gluten intolerance, so, I mean, no, that's
00:33:42just, that's how it starts.
00:33:44Tragic for him.
00:33:45But, yeah, yeah, and he's, you know, he's fallen out with his parents, he's, he's, like,
00:33:49really, his mom doesn't want him to smoke so much weed, it's, you know.
00:33:51Right.
00:33:53So hot dogs can be kind of a coping mechanism.
00:33:55I mean, and he's just doing dogs and no buns, huh?
00:33:58Yeah.
00:34:00That's a good line, actually.
00:34:01He's just doing that.
00:34:03Um, the, my ex was gluten intolerant and, and otherwise very tolerant as a person, but,
00:34:09but a celiac, and I gave her my, a copy of Italian studies, have not had it returned,
00:34:15but I, I lost all my marginalia and all of the notes that I had marked up in here.
00:34:19Just, you know, every, every story.
00:34:22I lost all my money.
00:34:23What about the, my son?
00:34:24I lost all my money.
00:34:25I lost all my money.
00:34:26I lost all my money.
00:34:26Don't take care of it.
00:34:27I lost all my money, I lost all my money.
00:34:28I lost all my money.
00:34:28MUSIC CONTINUES
00:34:50If only she could understand the sounds coming from Room 234.
00:34:54But the more she listened, the more Clare realised it didn't matter.
00:34:59She simply did not speak the language.
00:35:02Clare heard the door slam.
00:35:05For now she was alone.
00:35:08Except for the sounds in Room 234.
00:35:24Excuse me.
00:35:27Have you got a panic bar?
00:35:44Excuse me.
00:35:46It's a library book.
00:35:50Yeah.
00:35:53I'm sorry, what are you doing?
00:35:55I'm just lining it.
00:35:59Did you write it?
00:36:00Yeah.
00:36:01Yeah, yeah.
00:36:03Well good for you.
00:36:04Thanks.
00:36:05It's actually, it's actually, it's not bad actually.
00:36:08It's quite sure.
00:36:09It's a beautiful book.
00:36:10I believe you and I'm not, I'm not, this is not, not to derogate your book at all.
00:36:13It's just a library is a common resource.
00:36:16Exactly, yeah.
00:36:17That I'm just adding to the library.
00:36:19It's not your book or my book, it's our book.
00:36:21I'm making it better for the library.
00:36:22The library, the library is for everyone.
00:36:24Oh, well good for you.
00:36:25You make a splendid addition to the library.
00:36:27Sorry, shh.
00:36:28Keep your voice down.
00:36:29Library.
00:36:30Library.
00:36:33You're a gem.
00:36:35Do you know, you're cold world.
00:36:38You are cold world.
00:36:40The sign vote is warm world.
00:36:42Okay.
00:36:43I'm sorry, I overreacted.
00:36:45Forgive me.
00:36:46I'm uh, I'm sorry, I shouldn't, I shouldn't have said anything.
00:36:49Yeah.
00:36:50I'm so sorry.
00:36:51I'm so sorry.
00:37:00I'm sorry, it's hard.
00:37:01I'm so sorry.
00:37:02That's why I'm sorry.
00:37:03God you're, you need to make the choices of the world.
00:37:08We're hungry for you so much.
00:37:09That's takes my mind to move the message of gas to the left.
00:37:12To get your attention.
00:37:13Finally, when you've heard the things that it might be so harsh.
00:37:17You never-ne VIPs, let me give you an update for the first identity.
00:37:19I'm sorry.
00:37:20I'm sorry, that was clear.
00:37:21Those are only different types of McGrealists.
00:37:23I pream and I miss my grandparents at the Lohan place only.
00:37:24Connections.
00:37:25Check it out.
00:37:28I F yes.
00:37:29of the latest piece she was assigned, the kids.
00:37:32And she found that amusing, because she was only a few years older.
00:37:37But Erin thought nothing of it when she had to cancel a date with her boyfriend,
00:37:40because, as she told him, she was going to see the kids play their concert.
00:37:59She integrated herself well enough to the teens, striking a balance between observation
00:38:28and engagement. But then, she was struck into a state by one of the performers,
00:38:36a singer named Lucinda.
00:38:37I spoke to live, but I slowed down. I have dreams about those I don't know anymore.
00:38:45Fears I do, brain is numb. Might always been too weary.
00:38:52They touch it hard, inevitably breaks. We're all scared to hold it.
00:39:01Once you had it all, I would run when you called. You said we're going for a hike,
00:39:08and then you'd leave me at the dump. I'm always known too much. I'm a complex person.
00:39:14And they say I'm made of ice. I know now that I deserve it.
00:39:19Summer, I'll go on this river. I always knew you'd pull the trigger.
00:39:27Said you'd spend it by my side. Was it me who changed your mind?
00:39:35Maybe if we had more time.
00:39:44She searched for Lucinda, the singer who had so entranced her at the concert.
00:40:05But no one seemed to know who she was, or even remember her.
00:40:08But maybe it didn't matter. Even the search was fulfilling.
00:40:23I remember the password so many times, and I don't remember what the password was.
00:40:28Oh, my God!
00:40:30Can I see it?
00:40:31That beam is better.
00:40:32I guess she was good.
00:40:34It gets better, because there's one of him.
00:40:36He wants to kill them.
00:40:38I met this kid from Texas yesterday. I want to go to Texas so bad.
00:40:43There'd be a lot of other people that are like me.
00:40:44He thinks there'd be a lot of other people like you in Texas. Why?
00:40:49I don't know. He said that, and I was just like, oh, that's interesting.
00:40:53What's a person like you?
00:40:58I'm open to try different things.
00:41:02Oh, my God.
00:41:03That's what I think.
00:41:03Oh, yeah.
00:41:05Wait, no, no, no, no. It's just him in the hospital.
00:41:07I want to be a person like you.
00:41:09I'm happy to have you now, but it kind of is bad because I came to the hospital.
00:41:11Really?
00:41:11Yeah.
00:41:12That makes me feel good.
00:41:13Okay.
00:41:14I've never heard that before.
00:41:16You know, yeah.
00:41:19Um,
00:41:21you know,
00:41:23oh,
00:41:26I can use it right.
00:42:28Have you ever been in love?
00:42:37Yeah.
00:42:38Yeah.
00:42:39Um, I saw her the first time at camp and my jaw dropped.
00:42:45It was, I had crushes, but I never knew a lot.
00:42:49I saw her the first time.
00:42:50I was like, oh.
00:42:52She was all alone.
00:42:53She was like, it was raining.
00:42:55And I was like, hey, do you draw?
00:42:58And I guessed that she drew because she had short hair.
00:43:00And I got kicked out of that camp.
00:43:01But before, right before I got kicked out, I came up to her.
00:43:03Because we didn't really talk, but we were interested in each other.
00:43:06And I was like, yo, I'm getting kicked out.
00:43:08But, like, keep doing you.
00:43:10And then when the program was over, she hit me up.
00:43:13And we hung out once, the first time, and my mom left.
00:43:17And she said her dad died.
00:43:20And we met the first time.
00:43:22And she told me the story of her life was tragic.
00:43:25And I just wanted to protect her and give her blankets and chicken soup.
00:43:30And my mom left.
00:43:31And we were in the kitchen.
00:43:32And I was like, can I kiss you?
00:43:34And then we kissed.
00:43:36And then we, whew, burned on a wham.
00:43:39We did things.
00:43:40And that was fun.
00:43:41Because I had never really done those things before.
00:43:43Um, so, she's going away, though.
00:43:48She's going to college.
00:43:50I'm not going to college because my parents, they think I'm a bum.
00:43:54It's just one thing, when people are special,
00:44:02everyone tries to get their grubby hands on them
00:44:05and take some of their warmth and their love.
00:44:07You know what I mean?
00:44:08Are you going special?
00:44:10Yeah, I think you're very obviously special.
00:44:13Why?
00:44:14Because you came with me.
00:44:15And nobody would.
00:44:17And this is a violation of social norms,
00:44:18but you didn't give a fuck about any of that.
00:44:20Mom!
00:44:21So, I respect that.
00:44:22Like, a lot, I really do.
00:44:23Like, a UC position?
00:44:24So, I'm writing this book.
00:44:25No, I've written a book.
00:44:26I've written a novel.
00:44:27A collection of short stories.
00:44:28And there's, like, one about a motel and, like, a girl there.
00:44:29And one about, like, a girl stuck on a roller coaster.
00:44:30And it's mainly about kind of young people and, like, overcoming fear and, like, weird,
00:44:32impressed memories.
00:44:33But I'm now writing a novel.
00:44:34And it's about teenagers.
00:44:35Cool.
00:44:36Yeah.
00:44:37Cool.
00:44:38Yeah.
00:44:39So, I just, what I need is to hang out with some teens.
00:44:40Okay.
00:44:41Yeah.
00:44:42Good.
00:44:43Good.
00:44:44Good.
00:44:45Good.
00:44:46Good.
00:44:47Good.
00:44:48Good.
00:44:49Good.
00:44:50Good.
00:44:51Good.
00:44:52Good.
00:44:53Good.
00:44:54So, I think that's great.
00:44:55Good.
00:44:56This is my life and it's about teenagers.
00:44:59Cool.
00:45:00Yeah.
00:45:01So, I just, what I need is to hang out with some teens.
00:45:03I think I think about this sometimes is I meet a person that I like and I invite
00:45:33them to a party but there is no party and they come and also it's dropping a baby
00:45:47in a river is like a second party someone handed me their baby and I dropped it in a river
00:45:57no I mean with the person you invited no no something it tells me something inside me
00:46:04tells me to invite them to a party and I do and that I don't have a party and then
00:46:08it's just me and this person and they come to my house and they see there's no party and
00:46:13also I'm a liar and also I'm a weirdo so if you wanted to get to know somebody what
00:46:19would you ask like what's your favorite thing and then like the first three things
00:46:24that pop into your head and what are your favorite things um well I've thought about
00:46:29it a lot so it's not up and just off the noggin but um like dogs and trees and um hugging people
00:46:40I care about that's beautiful thanks it's fun because the word bark applies to dogs and trees
00:46:51so it's like my favorite word it's not actually but like it's cool you know I don't want to be
00:46:58seen as someone who engages in the power dynamics that boys do like you know but then again there's
00:47:04something so cute and harmless about the feminine which I aspire to I aspire to be harmless oh you
00:47:09think I'm harmless yeah that's not what I meant to say what I mean by like upper body strength wise you
00:47:20know what I mean okay but I'm think I'm thinking three pieces of bread stacked together is not a bread
00:47:27sandwich because it's all made out of the same fundamental ingredient that's just this is bread what
00:47:33about like three stacks of lettuce well that's just lettuce that's not a lettuce sandwich just
00:47:39think about it there's a world where you see three pieces of bread and you say that's three pieces of
00:47:44bread and then there's a world where you say you see three pieces of bread and you say that's a bread
00:47:47sandwich and to me the latter is a more beautiful world so you've written other books just one what
00:47:56is it called Italian studies what is it about it's like a short story collection which one's your
00:48:03favorite I didn't get to the last one but so it could have been that one I didn't get to finish it
00:48:11today but um the middle and marines I think do you forget all your works after you write them
00:48:17yeah isn't that part of it like does memory even matter when I was a kid um yeah I used to pretend
00:48:28um I would drink like Gatorade or drink some like fancy colored soda and I'd pretend it wiped my whole
00:48:35memory and then I'd close my eyes and I'd wake up and pretend to look at my house as if I'd never seen
00:48:42it before and see how long I could go on like pretending I didn't know anything about my house
00:48:47or like my family throughout all my conversations and I thought it was fun how long did it last
00:48:52I would go for a long time the whole day but usually when I got hungry I was asked my mom to make me a
00:48:59snack I get so into it like it felt like I actually forgot a new perspective it's been an anxious life
00:49:10if I'm honest yeah um anxious kid do you think it's just like brain chemistry yeah I really do
00:49:18and I think that's honestly really important to realize because I think that like you got to not
00:49:23think that like you're a terrible person because you can't control yourself as much as you want to
00:49:28and you just have to realize that there's a lot in you that's controlling you through different like
00:49:34ways that you can't necessarily like take over all the time
00:49:38all right
00:49:41why are you creeping so slowly
00:49:45oh I just want you to help me
00:49:53oh play with my hair and protect me
00:49:59oh
00:50:01I just want you to help me
00:50:04oh
00:50:06play with my hair and protect me
00:50:10oh
00:50:12ooh
00:50:13ooh
00:50:16ooh
00:50:18ooh
00:50:19ooh
00:50:20ooh
00:50:21ooh
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00:50:31I don't know I don't think so
00:50:32I think dog
00:50:33I think dog food
00:50:34I think dog food is making me really
00:50:36like you know dog food has just like a made up thing
00:50:39yeah but I can eat it
00:50:40I'll eat the burgers with a lot of water
00:50:41no it's just a made up thing
00:50:42no that's not
00:50:43still talking about it all the time later
00:50:44guys please
00:50:45I don't want
00:50:46y'all Alina
00:50:47thank you
00:50:48thank you so much
00:50:49heart emoji
00:50:50so good
00:50:52I have to have any of my stuff for me
00:50:54what
00:50:55what do you mean
00:50:56like you don't have cash
00:50:57but you have like a like
00:50:59do you have one like a
00:51:00near here
00:51:01yeah
00:51:02I just have nothing on me at all
00:51:05did you lose it?
00:51:06yeah I think I think so
00:51:07I just I didn't have it with me
00:51:09do you have any money?
00:51:14um
00:51:15okay
00:51:16I guess we all have to
00:51:18there's
00:51:19yeah
00:51:20we're close
00:51:21yeah we have like three twenties so far
00:51:23we're not gonna give the
00:51:24it's a hundred and seven
00:51:25no yeah
00:51:26is there like a hat?
00:51:28no it's fine
00:51:30yeah
00:51:31yeah sorry that's not
00:51:32really
00:51:33there's like
00:51:34no there's I mean there's
00:51:36there is some cat
00:51:38rock a bike baby on the treetop
00:51:45when the wind blows a cradle will rock
00:51:48when the bow breaks
00:51:50the cradle will fall
00:51:51and down will come cradle
00:51:56cradle on all
00:52:00whoa
00:52:01whoa
00:52:04in there
00:52:08and
00:52:09we'll be like down
00:52:11whoa
00:52:14whoa
00:52:17it's
00:52:18no
00:52:19it's
00:52:21that's
00:52:22that's
00:52:23yeah
00:52:24it's
00:52:25I
00:52:27that's
00:52:28it's
00:52:59Do you like short stories?
00:53:08Yes, I have eight.
00:53:13I'm working on a novel, but I started short stories.
00:53:20It's like a collection.
00:53:21And this one guy who just smokes lots of weed and is, you know, confused about...
00:53:26Why the parts from a good kid?
00:53:29No, I'm just genuinely curious because I feel like it's a stereotype and I don't know if
00:53:34you...
00:53:35That feels judgmental.
00:53:36No, it's like, why that perspective?
00:53:38I don't really see why that's a problem.
00:53:42No, I don't think it's a problem.
00:53:44I just feel like it's not...
00:53:49Original.
00:53:50Original, I guess?
00:53:52No, I don't...
00:53:53I don't know.
00:53:54I'm sorry.
00:53:55Like, I don't...
00:53:56I don't know what you're right for.
00:53:59I don't know.
00:54:00Why don't you just go fuck yourself?
00:54:02Um...
00:54:03Okay.
00:54:04I don't know.
00:54:05All right.
00:54:06She doesn't need to really say why.
00:54:08I think we were asking her something.
00:54:09Hmm?
00:54:10I think we were just asking.
00:54:11I don't think we were just asking.
00:54:12I don't think we were like, why is she really nice?
00:54:13But also...
00:54:14Oh, yeah.
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00:54:30Uh, I'm Alina.
00:54:31Yes.
00:54:32Yes.
00:54:33And I'm from here.
00:54:34I'm a writer.
00:54:35What are your names?
00:54:36Taylor.
00:54:37I'm Sasha.
00:54:39I'm Lucinda.
00:54:40No, you're not Lucinda.
00:54:41Yes, I am.
00:54:42And that's Taylor and Sasha.
00:54:43No, you're not.
00:54:44Yes, Lucinda.
00:54:45I am.
00:54:46Yes, Lucinda.
00:54:47I am.
00:54:48Yes, Lucinda.
00:54:49I am.
00:54:50I am.
00:54:51But you're not.
00:54:52I think you should call someone.
00:54:53Yeah.
00:54:54Yeah.
00:54:55Are you okay?
00:54:56They bought a Philly cheese sticks.
00:54:58And it's cool, because it's not really good.
00:55:00I don't know.
00:55:01I don't know.
00:55:02I don't know.
00:55:03I don't know.
00:55:04I don't know.
00:55:05I don't know.
00:55:06I don't know.
00:55:07It's just for the hype.
00:55:08Is there a New York burger?
00:55:09I guess.
00:55:10It's like Chinese food.
00:55:11Yeah.
00:55:12That's a real thing.
00:55:13I don't know.
00:55:14It could be a thing.
00:55:15You just made that up just now.
00:55:16I mean, there's chopped cheese.
00:55:17That's the New York burger.
00:55:18That's the New York burger.
00:55:19That's the New York burger.
00:55:20That was funny.
00:55:21That was funny.
00:55:22That was funny.
00:55:23You hear chopped cheese and you'll be like, oh, yeah, that's New York.
00:55:26I just want to be a person like you.
00:55:27Okay, but you don't know me.
00:55:31You hear chopped cheese and you'll be like, oh, yeah, that's New York.
00:55:35I just want to be a person like you.
00:55:36Okay, but you don't know me.
00:55:42don't know me.
00:56:12I'm kind of numb to it.
00:56:29Oh, that makes me sad.
00:56:35Well, I'm sorry that it makes you sad.
00:56:37I think you're strong.
00:56:40And I think you seem broken at the same time.
00:56:43And I think that I'm that too.
00:56:49Are you?
00:56:55Yeah.
00:57:00I mean, I think everybody is.
00:57:02At least everyone's broken in some ways
00:57:06and only a few of us are strong.
00:57:12Well, you're stronger than me.
00:57:15Why do you say that?
00:57:16I thought you said I was a harmless woman.
00:57:18Shut the fuck up.
00:57:20I say that because you were strong enough to make me see or at least engage with me.
00:57:34I'm not saying that you're like the fucking prophet or whatever.
00:57:37But it's like you were strong enough to take my force of whatever it was and give me sight.
00:57:44Yeah, but you're doing that for me too.
00:57:47You're strong enough to do that for me.
00:57:49You're strong enough to do that just with, just with love or just by looking at me, just by being you.
00:57:58But look, everything I do is just driven by some sort of desperation.
00:58:04I went through my whole life seeing everything I ever did.
00:58:07All the bad things I've done to people.
00:58:09All the ways I'm insecure.
00:58:11Like I've gotten into so many fights when I've just been like y'all was good.
00:58:15I swear, I'm posturing so much.
00:58:18And I end up getting my ass kicked.
00:58:20I'm just like, I just want to go cry and shit.
00:58:27So do my eyes.
00:58:41So do my eyes.
00:58:59So do my eyes.
00:59:04So do my eyes.
00:59:09So do my eyes.
00:59:26So do my eyes.
00:59:32So do my eyes.
01:02:35He's named Ollie. He's really cute. I think you like him a lot.
01:02:42I have a dog.
01:02:44What?
01:02:45I have a dog.
01:02:46You do?
01:02:48Cool.
01:02:49Yes.
01:02:50What kind of dog is it?
01:02:52I lost him.
01:02:53You did?
01:02:54Yeah, I have a dog.
01:02:56When did you lose me?
01:02:57I have a dog.
01:02:58Are you okay?
01:02:59Yeah.
01:03:01Yeah, I just...
01:03:04I lost it.
01:03:09Chase says,
01:03:11It will come to me.
01:03:21Ok, cool.
01:03:23I haven't even suffering from this animal in my time.
01:03:28No, no, no, no.
01:03:29No, no.
01:03:31No, no, no.
01:03:33I don't know.
01:04:03I don't know.
01:04:33I don't know.
01:05:03I don't know.
01:05:33Oh, and there's also this girl.
01:05:42She has, like, short, dark hair, and we were in his beach house by the woods, and she helped
01:05:47me to get home.
01:05:48Do you know who that might be?
01:05:49No.
01:05:50Like, black hair?
01:05:50No.
01:05:51I don't think so.
01:05:53Oh, I was trying to find her for so long afterwards.
01:05:55Yeah.
01:05:57All I know is you showed up with Simon.
01:06:00He said that you guys were friends, and that you were an author writing a book about teenagers.
01:06:05Really?
01:06:06So you were going to research us and have dinner with us.
01:06:09Did I?
01:06:09Yeah.
01:06:10Yeah.
01:06:11Um, and then I read your short stories as well.
01:06:15You did?
01:06:16Yeah.
01:06:17Yeah.
01:06:18Uh, Italian studies, and then the veil of casualty.
01:06:20That's really sweet.
01:06:22Yeah.
01:06:23I think maybe you should talk to Simon.
01:06:25Yeah?
01:06:26I don't know.
01:06:27I just, I wanted to thank the girl that helped me and then move on, really.
01:06:33It just seemed like you two were really close.
01:06:36What's he like?
01:06:37I don't actually know him that well.
01:06:40Um...
01:06:41Is he okay?
01:06:43No, he's fine.
01:06:45I mean, he's in college doing his thing now.
01:06:48Um, I don't know.
01:06:50I still think he'd want to meet you.
01:06:52Yeah, I just...
01:06:53Yeah, I still don't think I should meet him.
01:06:55I mean, I know...
01:06:56I think you're gonna have, like, something really special and brief.
01:06:59And if you don't have to chase it, you know, it remains what it was.
01:07:02And...
01:07:03It'll always be there, the effects of it, in some way.
01:07:06And I need to...
01:07:08Protect them, the people I love.
01:07:10If that makes any sense.
01:07:12Um...
01:07:13Okay.
01:07:14I mean, not really, honestly, but...
01:07:17Okay, like, for example, earlier I was with my husband...
01:07:20I was late for my husband, and...
01:07:22I know that...
01:07:24In the...
01:07:25In him waiting for me...
01:07:27The thought would have crossed his mind...
01:07:29That maybe it's happened again.
01:07:31Or it's happening.
01:07:32And I hate that.
01:07:33I hate that.
01:07:34To even be a burden like that.
01:07:35And...
01:07:36And we've come so far through it.
01:07:38And I just don't want to reopen it.
01:07:41You know?
01:07:42It's good now.
01:07:43And I just...
01:07:44I kind of want to keep it that way.
01:07:46I really hate the answer.
01:07:47I don't know why.
01:07:48When I get home...
01:07:49What are you doing?
01:07:50What do you do here?
01:07:51All to the second time, or at least, January 8th.
01:07:54Okay.
01:07:54Good Trip burning.
01:07:56That's nice.
01:07:57Thanks, everyone.
01:07:58It's already home, too.
01:07:59This is the eight jump, so...
01:08:00wait, this eating is nice.
01:08:01Whoa.
01:08:02Yeah.
01:08:06It's nice.
01:08:07es?
01:08:08Yes.
01:08:09It's good?
01:08:10I can't let this out.
01:08:40I can't let this out.
01:09:10I can't let this out.
01:09:40I can't let this out.
01:10:10I can't let this out.
01:10:40I can't let this out.
01:11:10I can't let this out.
01:11:40I can't let this out.
01:12:09I can't let this out.
01:12:39I can't let this out.
01:13:09I can't let this out.
01:13:39I can't let this out.
01:14:09I can't let this out.
01:14:39I can't let this out.
01:15:09I can't let this out.
01:15:39I can't let this out.
01:16:09I can't let this out.
01:16:39I can't let this out.
01:17:09I can't let this out.
01:17:39I can't let this out.
01:18:09I can't let this out.
01:18:39I can't let this out.
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