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00:01Previously on Sister Wives.
00:04I keep thinking that you and I could make this work.
00:07What about you and me?
00:08We have had so many conversations where I've said,
00:11it's done, we're done, we're not compatible.
00:13Will you accept me as monogamous?
00:16That's not what I wanted.
00:20Gosh! You're out of control!
00:22There are times we butt heads. Yeah, absolutely.
00:25Oh yeah, this adjustment on both ends.
00:28I love Flagstaff, but it's time to do something different.
00:33I don't know how to explain this.
00:35It was never intended for me to know that Janelle was moving.
00:38Oh, I don't know, I need to find a man.
00:41Now I'm 52.
00:44But you have room for people to be in your life, too.
00:48Madison actually called Janelle,
00:51saying Dad said he didn't love you.
00:54I know, but couldn't you, like, reach out to her?
00:56All this upheaval, all this damage, all this tearing us apart.
01:01I don't know how we fix it, or when we fix it, or whether we fix it.
01:05or whether we fix it.
01:06Transcription by CastingWords
01:36The big family, it's just a mess. It's a painful, sad mess.
01:44There was a point where I just went, holy cow!
01:48I'm having days where I'm feeling vengeful and angry,
01:53and other days when I'm feeling benevolent and kind.
01:56And it's just become this rollercoaster for me.
01:59I'm just waking kids up, getting ready for school.
02:03We've got Solomon in the shower right now.
02:05Ari gets in a half hour, or goes into school an hour after Solomon.
02:10I think things are relatively good with Janelle.
02:12Once in a blue moon, I talk to Janelle.
02:14And once, even more rare, I talk to Mary.
02:18With Mary, we really do struggle to talk.
02:20I don't blame her, but it doesn't make life easy.
02:23And then with Christine, we text a little bit about Truly,
02:27pick up times and stuff like that, but we don't talk in person at all.
02:30Instead of having an amicable, hey, you know, we're not really working out.
02:37Have a good life. See you later.
02:40It got darker and darker and worse and worse until breakup.
02:43And then, oh yeah, hey, I actually did love them.
02:47We're going to have a Tuscan white bean soup.
02:54A Tuscan.
02:55Tuscan.
02:56Because now I crave everything Tuscan.
02:59I like soup in the wintertime.
03:00I love soup. Soup is my love language.
03:02I love being married. I love being married to David.
03:06First year of marriage, they say that a lot of people fight in their first year of marriage.
03:10I think we're doing good, I'm just saying.
03:12I think that applies to young couples because they're trying to figure out each other.
03:17I think so too.
03:17But when you're older, I just don't care about a lot of the little stuff.
03:23No. No, I don't either.
03:25Our first year was really a tough year and a lot of, in some ways, we had really good stuff at TEP.
03:31It wasn't between you and I. It was the passing up garrison that was really tough.
03:36Yeah.
03:36It was really, really tough. It was a lot of emotions.
03:39I miss them every day.
03:44I bet you do.
03:45Every day.
03:46Yeah.
03:49So it was tough to see how you guys all handle it.
03:55And there's a lot of raw emotions going on.
04:02Like, I live in Utah. Janelle lives in North Carolina.
04:05Maddie's there.
04:06A lot of my kids live in Utah, too.
04:10Gwendolyn still lives in Flagstaff.
04:12So, and then Cody, like, they're still in Flagstaff.
04:15Cody and Robin.
04:16Mary lives in Parowan.
04:17Everybody's very, very separated.
04:20So it's been about a year and a half that I've been here at the B&B.
04:29Things are good.
04:30I like my life.
04:31I don't need you showing up looking like you just rolled out of bed or trying to find you
04:36a man.
04:38I do have interaction with different members of the family at different times.
04:42I've got good relationships with some and almost non-existent with some.
04:47You know what I mean?
04:49At this point with Coyote Pass, it is still an ongoing situation.
04:58Cleaning up Coyote Pass is not something that Mary and Janelle are going to do.
05:02There's a lot of stuff that was left behind by Janelle that she was using for the RV.
05:07Mary and Janelle expect me to do all the cleanup on this place, but I'm not motivated to do that.
05:12Not for them, because they haven't been kind.
05:16It feels like he's trying to find any possible thing to put on me, like, as far as responsibility
05:21with a property.
05:22You know, like, I'm just wanting to get it taken care of.
05:25I think it's his stuff.
05:25All right, I'm going to do these, because, you know, I'm grandma and I can cook the fun
05:34things for the kids, right?
05:36Absolutely.
05:37That's why we love having you here.
05:38I love them.
05:41I love North Carolina.
05:42I never thought about it.
05:44It wasn't a state I ever thought about, and I love it.
05:47I have four seasons, like, all the things I need.
05:50I've been, um, I've been trying to kind of put myself in situations where I can meet people.
05:58Some of the community events, I've been trying to take a few classes down at the coffee shop
06:04or whatever, or the cooking store, and so just trying to, trying to get my bearings.
06:09Okay, so Coyote Pass is still a pain in my ass.
06:13It's not unsettled.
06:14No.
06:15So, you know, when I married Cody, I really did feel a calling.
06:18I had a very strong spiritual witness that I was supposed to be married to Coyote.
06:22And I don't feel that pull anymore towards plural marriage.
06:26Look, I don't care how fast it sells.
06:28I just want it resolved.
06:29Isn't he all about fairness, though?
06:31Oh, no.
06:31Only for him.
06:32Oh, yeah.
06:33Okay, I got you.
06:34I got you.
06:35Only when it applies to Coyote Brown.
06:36That's true.
06:37That makes sense.
06:37Well, I'm sorry that that is what you're going through, and the stress of the property.
06:43You know, I had sort of thought about a spiritual divorce a long time ago and didn't even realize
06:47it was an option.
06:48So when Mary got one, I'm like, oh, hey, Mary, who do I call?
06:53I don't know, you know.
06:54So she has been kind of helping me get in touch with everybody.
06:57You know, there would be so much benefit to just making polygamy legal and giving any wife
07:03a claim on her husband's assets.
07:05I bet you almost would make polygamy go away rather than chase it underground and put people
07:09in jail.
07:10Just make it about the financial.
07:12No guy's going to be giving part of his estate to four or five wives.
07:16It's just not going to happen.
07:18All right.
07:19What do you think?
07:19Are those done?
07:20Yeah, I think those are done.
07:21I think those are done.
07:22Cool.
07:22All right.
07:24You know, I am really glad that it's worked out that I have relocated to North Carolina.
07:31Um, because after Garrison's death, I think Flagstaff would have been harder.
07:36I know that Wyoming was absolutely the right place to bury him.
07:40Everybody pretty much was able to make it.
07:43We're always talking about him.
07:44It almost is like he's very present.
07:46And I'm really good.
07:48And then at night, sometimes when it's quiet or some picture comes up on my phone, then
07:52I'm not good.
07:54I love being with the grandkids.
07:56Love it.
07:56It's so therapeutic for me.
08:01After the funeral, um, we went back to Erica's house and we were having a barbecue.
08:07Leon and I started talking about just unpacking everything because Garrison's death showed a lot.
08:19Like, so with Cody, it's like, I'm angry at the way things happened, but I can control how I react and how I reciprocate.
08:33And I'm still deciding how I do that.
08:36I'm sad.
08:39I'm sad for him.
08:40And I'm, I'm really sad for Robin's kids.
08:44And like, if I had a conversation with any of them, I'd be like, I'm like, I have nothing against you.
08:49And if I've ever done anything to hurt you, I'm sorry.
08:53Like, I would love to have a conversation.
08:55I'm not sure what to say other than that.
08:57Like, if I ever cause you pain, I'm sorry.
08:59You want your dad to show up.
09:24And you want reconciliation.
09:36And I know that I played a part, but I'm angry.
09:42And I'm angry because I'm still trying out to learn to not be disappointed.
10:02I'd really love to have a better relationship with my children that I had with those ex-wives.
10:07I literally just compartmentalized the heartbreak.
10:12I don't know what to do.
10:16I would love healing with every single person I know.
10:19I would love healing with Mary.
10:21I would love healing with Janelle.
10:23I would love healing with Christine.
10:26And of course, all of my children.
10:29But I think we're in an impasse here.
10:31Because this healing can only happen on their terms only.
10:37I would absolutely love it if Cody and I, if Robin and I, if, you know, me and Christine,
10:44me and Janelle could just get to a place with each other that we can be kind and civil to each other.
10:54I think in order to really heal with anybody, there has to be trust.
11:01We all need to see each other again when it's not around a funeral.
11:04So we can all start to heal a different way.
11:07I'm still learning how to...
11:09to see him for who he is.
11:13And I feel like Leon's already come to peace with this.
11:19And it's really hard because I don't feel like I have.
11:24I'm trying to understand that maybe he didn't know how to show up.
11:29And he might be hurting.
11:30We're ready to go.
11:44Let's go.
11:44Let's go do this thing.
11:45Let's go have you speed date.
11:47No, I have never even thought about doing speed dating.
11:50Just too stressful.
11:51It's too big of a group and it's way too noisy.
11:53Losing a wife in our religion was sort of a walk of shame.
11:56I've been concerned that somehow or another I'm diminished in Robin's eyes.
12:05I am going on a date with a whole bunch of men.
12:13I think it's going to be a fun day.
12:16I don't know how it's going to be.
12:17I've never done anything like this before, but I think it'll be fun.
12:19So I'm heading up to Salt Lake because I am going to go to a speed dating event.
12:23It should be very interesting.
12:26I have never done speed dating before.
12:33So just do that when you walk in tonight.
12:36I need a man who knows and loves this bitch.
12:50Listen, if somebody doesn't like me and all my snort laughter, then they just aren't going to get me.
12:57And then they're just not my person.
13:05I think humor in any case.
13:07I don't care if you fart when you laugh accidentally.
13:10I don't have a problem with Mary's snort laugh.
13:15We're ready to go.
13:16Let's go.
13:17Let's go do this thing.
13:18Let's go have you speed date.
13:19No, I have never even thought about doing speed dating.
13:22Just too stressful.
13:23It's too big of a group and it's way too noisy.
13:26I have to meet them totally organically.
13:27I'm not going on any apps.
13:29I'm not speed dating.
13:30I'm not letting anyone set me up.
13:31Nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing.
13:34Speed date for a soulmate.
13:36Dating is interesting because some people really just don't want to date.
13:43It's teaching me how to trust myself.
13:52I'm interested in finding somebody who is kind, who is outgoing, who is super confident with who he is.
14:03I would love to find somebody who's tall.
14:05Like, six feet or taller would be awesome.
14:09Somebody who has, like, really good, kind eyes.
14:13You can see if somebody's a good person by looking in their eyes.
14:25For the most part, it's just Cody and I and our kids.
14:31You know, I nag him about interacting with his other children.
14:34He pushes back, tells me to give him space, da-da-da.
14:38So, but other than that, it's just us.
14:42School years ago, school mornings were, like, a crazy thing because some mothers were off to work and some mothers were getting kids ready for school and some kids were getting themselves ready for school.
14:51All right, come on, you got to eat.
15:01You got everything, Gabe?
15:02Yes.
15:04Good.
15:04You want breakfast for you?
15:06Yes.
15:08This is pretty much how it goes.
15:10I really wasn't that involved with getting clan ready for school.
15:14I was at work.
15:16It was bittersweet.
15:17The Lehigh experience, it was, it was really special.
15:34There we go.
15:35We just, we just killed that turkey right there.
15:38There's this strange thing that Robin and I were in plural marriage together, it all came together, and they all just left.
15:46Like, we're monogamous, but we didn't choose that.
15:50It was kind of chosen for us when Cody's exes left.
15:55I did not choose monogamy for Robin because I chose me.
16:03Like, I didn't have a relationship with Cody, and I barely had one with Robin.
16:08And I wasn't willing to do that just so she could say she lived polygamy.
16:14Okay, go eat.
16:16Vitamin solved.
16:17It's definitely a different balance because he wasn't there all the time, you know?
16:21It was a couple times a week.
16:23The yellow and the green.
16:25Try not to spill, bud.
16:26I think because he had so many wives, he didn't have to check in the same way as you would as a monogamous.
16:33Okay, here's your school equipment, too.
16:35I was very devoted to my family life, but now I'm embedded in my family life.
16:41He's putting his, his phone in his pocket.
16:45Oh.
16:46Saul, it's not good for your body.
16:49You know, with plural marriage, you'd think you would need more accountability, but I think I'm being held more accountable now with Robin.
17:00I love you.
17:02I love you.
17:02Bye, Mom.
17:03Bye.
17:03Have a good day.
17:04I'm now in a different marriage than I've ever been in.
17:09Good morning.
17:10You ready to go?
17:11Losing a wife in our religion was sort of a walk of shame.
17:18Are you going to smile?
17:20There we go.
17:21I've been concerned that somehow or another I'm diminished in Robin's eyes because we haven't had an easy three years going through all of this.
17:31Did you get all the bags?
17:32Her bags?
17:33Got it all.
17:33I've had family members ask me if we're, if Cody and I are going to live plural marriage again.
17:41Do you want to watch us drive off and wave?
17:44Yes.
17:45So there's been some conversations about that from family.
17:50Some pressure, a little bit, too.
17:52You know, are you going to live plural marriage again and bring somebody else into the family?
17:57Put your seatbelt on.
17:58And it's a very personal thing because it's such a big decision.
18:03And I'm not sure what's going to happen.
18:11Jen decided it would be a really good idea to do some practice speed dating.
18:17Hi, I see your name is Mary.
18:19Wow, that's spelled weird.
18:20My name is Bob.
18:21I spell it with two O's.
18:25Nice to meet you.
18:26Yes, I can.
18:36We'll do a redo.
18:37No, there's no redo.
18:38So we're kind of really celebrating North Carolina and the property.
18:42And so everybody's out.
18:44Aspen and Mitch are here.
18:46Christian and David are here.
18:47My sister and her husband are here.
18:48Peyton is here.
18:49But we're going to also go distance.
18:51There's no distance?
18:52I can't go distance.
18:54No, we said it's a race.
18:55Maddie's been actually training to run a marathon.
18:58So I think she was talking about it.
18:59And I think David, in his true fashion, is like, well, I could run a marathon.
19:03He's charming, but he definitely has an ego.
19:05But he's going to pull a hamstring.
19:06Hey, you're an endurance racer.
19:08Kate.
19:08I'm like a cheetah.
19:11Do you think this is like Maddie challenging you?
19:13Do you think this is like a rite of passage?
19:14I don't know if it's a rite of passage.
19:18I think that if it was going to be a shorter distance, David would win.
19:23David is not going to win this.
19:24On your mark.
19:25On your set.
19:26Go.
19:27Go, Maddie.
19:31Maddie.
19:31No, Maddie.
19:32You got to run faster.
19:35Faster, Maddie.
19:35Faster.
19:36Maddie.
19:36What I love is that you can tell he really loves Christina, and Christina is so happy.
19:51I mean, Cody always had such a big personality and such a big presence, right?
19:54And David is the same.
19:55He's got a big personality.
19:57He's full of bluster.
19:59He's kind of like, I can do it.
20:00I can do it better.
20:02Like, all that.
20:02Like, I mean, he's just that guy.
20:05I think David's confident.
20:07Cody is very confident as well.
20:09He's confident.
20:11That's funny.
20:12I've always preferred someone who's a little bit, like, very confident.
20:16Do you guys want to see the map?
20:19We have an aerial map of the property that we're going to go look at.
20:22I have been here for literally more than a day, and you have not mentioned an aerial map?
20:27I have wanted property, our farm, the rural life, since I was a little kid.
20:34So, Maddie, Caleb, and I bought 156 acres in North Carolina about 30 minutes from their existing house.
20:41It's very rural, totally undeveloped, covered with trees.
20:46I've got to unroll it and then roll it the other way.
20:49So, we have two projects, really, on this property.
20:51We need to get our houses built, and we need to get the farm area cleared.
20:55Got to have a barn, got to have a place for the chickens, got to have a garden, all that.
21:03So, this is where we want to put the flower farm, here.
21:07So, where would your home be, and then the business again?
21:10So, we're going to put the home here.
21:11This is where it perked for septic.
21:13Okay.
21:14So, you're going to have a road.
21:15What are you going to call it?
21:16Like, this road.
21:16What are you going to call that road?
21:17Caleb said, why don't we call it Bob Boulevard?
21:20Bob Boulevard.
21:22That's funny.
21:23I like that.
21:25Garrison's first name is Robert.
21:27So, he would be referred to as, like, Uncle Bob.
21:31They all have their little nicknames.
21:33Garrison says Bob.
21:35Garrison's always in our thoughts, right?
21:36And we will definitely probably have a part of the flower garden that's really more of a memorial to him and to Bob's Floral, his Hawaiian shirt shop.
21:45We'd like to do a flower garden area, like a monument, like a quiet garden that's, like, dedicated to people who struggle with mental health and lost their battle.
21:55Yes.
21:56He'll always be here.
21:57He will be represented here, for sure, on this property.
22:08So, when we get here, and, like, you get checked in, and I just, like...
22:13You're going to have to totally not sit where I can see you.
22:19I have said for a long time I would really, really, really love to meet somebody organically, and this is probably almost as organic as I'm going to get.
22:27Salt Lake City speed dating event is where it's at for me.
22:32I might say otherwise at the end of the night, though.
22:35We'll see.
22:35You're going to get there, in my head.
22:38You're going to, like, sign your name in, get your little name badge.
22:41These guys will just deer in headlights, and they're going to have to make you interested enough in a short amount of time to, like, know that this is what you want to do.
22:54So, like, what if they sit down and they don't know what to say?
23:00What if they sit down and they just, like, stare at you?
23:04Jen decided it would be a really good idea to do some practice speed dating.
23:11Hey, Mary.
23:13I'm Edward.
23:14Hey, Edward.
23:16See me match.
23:17I did.
23:18Yeah, you match that energy and that voice.
23:20I can totally match that energy.
23:21Okay.
23:22Tell me a little about yourself.
23:23I'm 54.
23:25Yeah.
23:25Single.
23:26Uh-huh.
23:27Ready to mingle?
23:27Ready to mingle.
23:28Like it.
23:29Hi.
23:30I see your name is Mary.
23:31Wow, that's spelled weird.
23:32My name is Bob.
23:33I spell it with two O's.
23:37My son.
23:39Hi, boo.
23:42Hi, Mary.
23:43My name is Thomas.
23:45Hi, Thomas.
23:46This is something I've never done before.
23:48What about you?
23:49I've done this a lot.
23:50I'm actually on my fourth wife.
23:52Not at the same time.
23:54Hold on.
23:55Uh-huh.
23:56At what point in the conversation?
23:58Do I say, oh, by the way, I have been divorced from a man who had four wives, but my family
24:07has 18 children, and I only have one.
24:09Like, would you actually tell somebody on a six-minute date?
24:12I don't know.
24:13That would take up the whole six minutes.
24:15I don't know.
24:16There was a guy that I was talking to.
24:18He found out who I was.
24:20And he was like, I just, I can't.
24:24Like, I can't continue talking to you.
24:27This is not something that I'm even interested in or open to.
24:34And it was very hurtful to me.
24:37Because I was a polygamist, you're not interested in pursuing a relationship with me.
24:44First date is not a, I was a polygamist, third wife.
24:53You know, you don't go into that on a first date.
24:55That's too much information.
24:57That date will be over, and you will never get a second date.
24:59Been there, done that.
25:00If I were to ever have another relationship, it's going to be somebody that I know for a
25:05while.
25:06And they'll know.
25:07Because, you know, it's not a big, not a big secret.
25:10It was like my first real big realization that that's going to inhibit some people from
25:21even wanting to start talking to me.
25:32In my brain, there's something I want maybe more than you do.
25:37But I...
25:38Oh, you're talking about sex?
25:39Yeah.
25:39A polygamist is getting more than he wants, and a monogamist isn't getting enough.
25:47Won't be really tall grass here in a minute.
25:50We definitely envision this property as a gathering place.
25:55Woo!
25:56Hopefully we can put some small little cabins eventually for everybody to stay in or whatever.
26:01But in general, we want it to be a gathering place.
26:05I'm doing it.
26:05Janelle would love to have, you know, this be where the whole family gathers.
26:13Absolutely.
26:13I also want my house to be the place where everybody gathers.
26:16Just saying.
26:17We could have, like, some sort of a gang war kind of between Janelle and I a little bit.
26:22Like, who's going to get more people?
26:24She's winning right now, by the way.
26:25So, okay.
26:26This is exciting for Maddie, Caleb, and Janelle.
26:29It seems like a lot of work, but I am excited for them.
26:35And it's all of their dream, so it's perfect.
26:38There is nothing in North Carolina that I'm even interested in.
26:42No.
26:43This is raw land.
26:45There's really nothing appealing here.
26:48Christine is not a homesteader.
26:49She just wants to live in her very comfortable house in the suburbs.
26:54Look, I'm not trying to compete about who gathers where the most.
26:58I feel like having a really great place that is big enough to accommodate all of us,
27:04that's the goal, is to find a space that we can all hang out that's big enough,
27:08wherever that is.
27:09Cheers to the dream and cowboying the s**t.
27:17Cheers to the dream.
27:19We're just going to cowboy the s**t.
27:20It's the attitude of just we're going to figure it out as we go.
27:23So, Steven said we can pile it all up and do, like, big, huge fires.
27:27Oh, yeah.
27:27Like that one over there.
27:29Aspen and I think we should invite all the siblings and recreate that photo of Garrison,
27:32like, with maniacal eyes.
27:34Yes!
27:35Garrison loved fire.
27:39There's this picture, and they're all kind of around this bonfire,
27:46and there's this Garrison standing in front of it,
27:47and he is just excited.
27:50You can tell on his face.
27:51So I think they were laughing about trying to recreate that one.
27:54Rob and I are going out to dinner tonight.
28:13It's always a good experience for us.
28:16It's always a good time for us to be able to have a conversation and talk.
28:20Will you cut that up for me?
28:21How did you do that?
28:23That's a pretty hard cue.
28:24Let me use your knife because I was licking mine.
28:26All right.
28:28I'm okay with your licking.
28:30Oh, that sounded bad.
28:35I just had a lot of fun with what you just said in my head,
28:42but I want to be a gentleman and not a...
28:44Yeah, I know, right?
28:45Be a gentleman.
28:46Just kidding.
28:48You okay with my licking?
28:50You can lick.
28:52You'll lick the rest of it.
28:54You're teasing me.
28:55No, no, no.
28:56There's still a little bit right there.
29:00Oh, that's fun to tease you.
29:02You get cute.
29:03You got all shy.
29:04You get shy.
29:04Cody's a lot more showy, even in front of the kids.
29:09And I'm like, whoa.
29:11And I come across sometimes as snobby, but I'm actually just shy.
29:18So a relative asked you if we were still into plural marriage.
29:23Well, just if we were going to live it anymore kind of a thing.
29:27What did you say?
29:28I don't know.
29:29Really?
29:30I don't know.
29:31I wasn't quite sure what to say to him.
29:34I didn't want to speak for you.
29:39I feel like if this is still something that's a part of me, then wouldn't I live it?
29:47Cody and I never chose to live monogamy.
29:50It's definitely not something I ever would have chosen for myself.
29:55You turned down qualified, worthy individuals for marriage because they weren't going to
30:07live plural marriage.
30:08That's true.
30:09I had marriage proposals.
30:11I had people I dated.
30:13I could have lived monogamy just fine.
30:15Just some guys, different men in different times, said, you know, I'd marry you in a heartbeat.
30:21You know, we were friends, you know, a little bit of, you know, like talking and hanging
30:28out and, you know, maybe with our kids together kind of a thing.
30:32And I was just like, well, I plan to live plural marriage.
30:35And, you know, each one of them at different times was like, that's not something I want
30:40to do.
30:42Like, listen, if I'd have been pursuing you and I didn't have other wives, how would
30:45you have treated it?
30:46I would have said the same thing to you.
30:48I wouldn't have even been open to him.
30:50Do you see a value in it for us and our future in any way?
30:56I don't know what space Robin is in, and I don't know what space we'll be in in two
31:01or three years.
31:04I almost feel like turning the table and saying, well, do you want to get back in plural marriage?
31:11There was somebody who was really supportive and really wanted to work and really wanted
31:15a relationship with me as well as with you, not just you.
31:19And then we had a guarantee that it was going to be okay and it was going to be wonderful
31:25and it was going to be what I always dreamed it was supposed to be.
31:31That would be something to really, truly consider.
31:33I think you and I share something very special.
31:53But if it's not duplicatable, it could put us at risk.
31:56You've got to think about this.
31:59Come on, there's something wonderful here, right here.
32:01Well, yeah.
32:02Yeah, there is.
32:03Why would we put that at risk?
32:05Yeah, you're right.
32:06For anything other than...
32:09I guarantee.
32:10And that's the only reason.
32:11It's not possible.
32:12Why would we put that at risk?
32:14Anything other than in my brain, there's something I want maybe more than you do.
32:19I don't want to talk about that subject, but I...
32:28Oh, you're talking about sex?
32:29Yeah, I'm not...
32:30Oh.
32:30My primary motivation, I'm afraid, at this state in my life...
32:35Yeah.
32:37...would be, yeah, just how good-looking she is.
32:41I'm not kidding.
32:42And that would be the very worst reason.
32:46Well, I'd still want to be able to connect.
32:47So, you don't understand how you're coming across.
32:51I know.
32:51I know.
32:52I'm a guy.
32:52And I don't freaking care.
32:55Okay, you're just kind of being a bit of a pig right now.
33:04I'm being crass here for a reason.
33:06I'm saying, yeah, she looks hot, and that would make me want to talk to her.
33:12But I'm not interested in marrying her.
33:16Because that won't matter when I'm getting nagged.
33:22For me, I'm like, okay, well, so you have the real relationship with me,
33:26but then she's just, what, a concubine?
33:28Because that's pretty much what that is.
33:29It should be more than that, for sure.
33:31Most women want commitment.
33:33They want love.
33:34They want tenderness.
33:34They want companionship.
33:36They want honesty and depth and emotional intimacy.
33:41You're saying you would never put this at risk, but you're saying the only reason why you
33:48would do it is for, is for...
33:50But that's not a good enough reason.
33:52Okay.
33:53My point is, it's not a good enough reason.
33:59Agreed.
34:00He's always had this surplus, if you will, of intimate relationships.
34:09There's a fear that, like, he doesn't know what to expect as far as monogamy is concerned.
34:18And I'm looking at him going, dude, we've never had trouble here before.
34:23Why would we have trouble now?
34:25A polygamist is getting more than he wants, and a monogamist isn't getting enough.
34:30I don't mean to be salacious here, but we failed already.
34:37We...
34:37It was very, very painful.
34:39So, if I was to ever try this again, she would have to be an absolute diamond.
34:49And I'm not talking about just looks.
34:51I'm talking about the kind of devotion to us, to Robin, that I would never...
34:58And I mean, I'm getting really honest with you here.
35:01Just take the sex out completely.
35:03She would have to adore Robin so much that I would never, ever have to worry about whether she was competing with Robin for my love and affection.
35:15And how would it work?
35:17We're not involved in a religion anymore.
35:19Yeah.
35:20That would be a requirement, is to have a proper authority to perform the marriage.
35:24It would create a lot of worry and stress for me that the person coming in, a possible wife coming in, would not take it as seriously.
35:34I would be concerned that Cody wouldn't take it as seriously.
35:37I'd just be constantly be worried that it'd just all fall apart and our whole lives would turn into crap again.
35:44I'm just not interested in having the drama in my life of another woman.
35:54Are you and I enduring our marriage?
35:59No.
36:00No.
36:01I mean, we have our bad days.
36:02Rawr, rawr.
36:03You know, our murder face comes out and it's like, stop that.
36:06Okay.
36:08You're okay knowing that all the attention I need.
36:18Those sister witches of yours.
36:20Hey, Cody.
36:22Now I'm a sister witch.
36:23Is that what he said?
36:24Sister witches?
36:26He's getting pretty creative there.
36:28Cody's confidence level comes from calling people names.
36:32I'll own that title.
36:33Absolutely.
36:34I'm a sister witch.
36:35You bet.
36:37Are you good being my cheerleader?
36:39You know I am.
36:40Then we're great.
36:41Rooting for you.
36:42The problem I see in plural marriage is that I don't think those two ladies can get along once I'm in both of their beds.
36:56Robin was welcomed by the family.
37:01And when her and I went on our honeymoon, it felt like it changed.
37:07And it wasn't fair to her.
37:09And I'm not saying it was fair to them.
37:11It's just the lifestyle we all chose.
37:14Deal with it.
37:15Well, we dealt with it.
37:17They're gone.
37:18She's here.
37:18I'm moving on.
37:19I'm a monogamous.
37:20And it pisses me off when people ask me why I want to be a monogamous still.
37:25So, didn't you see the mess?
37:28I'm done.
37:30Robin, I'm done.
37:33Because the idea of it just breaks my heart.
37:37So, it's you and me, baby.
37:38Monogamy, does it work for you?
37:40Will it work for you?
37:43Sounds good.
37:44No, no, no.
37:45No, no, no.
37:46It sounds good.
37:47I'm good.
37:49I'm good.
37:49I'm good.
37:50I'm good.
37:52I'm good.
37:54Okay.
37:55It's a deal.
37:55It's a deal.
38:05It is hard to say this.
38:08It is hard.
38:09It was hard when we were there at dinner.
38:12It's hard to say it now.
38:13It's hard to say it.
38:15It goes against some things in me, some, like, deep parts of my life.
38:20And it's a challenge to kind of just really say I'm done with plural marriage.
38:27I don't know.
38:28It's confusing.
38:29And I'm still wondering, still asking those questions, looking for the answers.
38:37You can feel free to have a, grab a coffee or a water, and then we'll get started here in like 10 minutes.
38:55Break a leg, bro.
38:56Break a leg.
38:57Break a leg.
38:57You got this.
39:00It's going to be awesome.
39:01The last couple of years, I feel like I've really just kind of embraced, like, let's just do all the things.
39:07Just say yes.
39:09Just do all the things.
39:11Just have fun.
39:12Experience life.
39:14So that's what I'm doing.
39:16Write your date's name on the card.
39:18And if there's any comments that you want to write about them.
39:21Whatever will help you kind of remember who they are.
39:23I don't know what types of men are going to be here.
39:26I don't know if, you know, they're just, I just have no idea what to expect.
39:34This season on Sister Wives.
39:41I got another one of those emails from some woman asking sort of, like, to get to know us for the purpose of joining the family.
39:52You and Cody could hang out.
39:54Yeah.
39:55I mean, yeah.
40:00Oh, my God.
40:01Oh, my God.
40:01Oh, my God.
40:04We talked about the spiritual divorce, and I think I'm ready.
40:08I love that you're doing this, Janelle.
40:10What's coming for you?
40:15Cody called, and he said that somebody wants a couple pieces of the property.
40:19Does your money ever go into his hands?
40:22It better not go through his hands.
40:23Yeah.
40:25We're going to close on Coyote Pass soon.
40:28This is bulls**t.
40:29I'm not selling this land until everything is perfectly fair, and we do this the right way.
40:33Sorry.
40:34It's a standoff at the Coyote Pass final showdown.
40:45I would love healing with Mary.
40:47I would love healing with Janelle.
40:49I would love healing with Christine.
40:51I don't want to talk to Cody ever again.
40:57How much longer until you just realize that he's an ass?
41:01Well, he wants to see me.
41:02I really want to tell him that we'll never be friends.
41:05I wanted to apologize with all my heart.
41:12I said I didn't love you.
41:15That wasn't true.
41:16Is there any part of you that would ever go back to Cody?
41:22I'm not trying to make us back together in any way, Mary.
41:26We are never, ever, ever getting back together.
41:28Listen, I have this wife.
41:34Her name is Robin, and she would never let me do anything naughty.
41:39As bad as I want to do it.
41:41She'sBoneCraft.com.
41:42She's OK.
41:44Alright.
41:44She's 15 years, so she's trying to play.
41:45Sorry.
41:46She's 5.
41:47She's 17 years old.
41:47She's 16 years old.
41:52She's 4.
41:53She's 18 to her.
41:54She's 18 years old.
41:54She's 17 years old.
41:57She's a game.
41:57The No.
41:59He's 19 years old.
42:00She was 25 years old.
42:00She's 8 years old.
42:01phye, the Game are 20 years old.
42:03It's their hunting.
42:05It's our human.
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