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00:00I have tried, Nate.
00:09I told myself that it's over and to move on.
00:13Because that's what I've always done.
00:16But here I am, because I want to be here.
00:20To apologize, to talk, listen to whatever you might want to say.
00:25And, you know, maybe I am blind or crazy.
00:31Or maybe I just want to be near you, even if it's like this.
00:34Because I miss you so damn much.
00:43You know, I...
00:45I know I broke your trust.
00:49Five years ago, even once, something like this wouldn't have mattered to me.
00:55But being with you has shown me how things could be with a truly good man.
01:09And I keep thinking to myself, if you could just see how ashamed I feel, how sorry I truly am, maybe you could forgive me.
01:19But here I am looking into your eyes and I...
01:30I don't...
01:34Are you understanding any of this?
01:38Is there any way you can give me another chance?
01:52Can I get you a scotch?
01:54No, thank you.
01:56Well, we'll just skip the niceties and you can tell me why you're here.
02:00Have you spoken with Jill?
02:02Other than to learn that she's coming into town today?
02:05No, not yet.
02:06Okay, when she does come into town, kindly wait to speak with her because I want you and I, together, to speak with her, okay?
02:16I assume that means that you buy into my plan for the two of us to join forces and stop Cain, correct?
02:24It's so wonderful to see both of you, and especially together.
02:33And this is a surprise, right?
02:37It's a delightful surprise.
02:38Even though you called us to get the three of us together to work things out?
02:43I think the only thing that's not a surprise is that you came here first to see Cain.
02:48You're number one.
02:49You're number one.
03:00You're number one.
03:06You're number one.
03:11Cain and I just have a lot to discuss.
03:32I would have come to see you soon had you been willing.
03:35A lot to discuss.
03:37That's interesting.
03:38Like, what, your plan to stab me in the back, maybe?
03:41To what end?
03:42That's a good question.
03:43To what end?
03:44Whatever he wants?
03:45There was no plan, Billy.
03:47Oh, so maternal love is what pulled you here like a magnet?
03:51Do you see?
03:51Do you see why I didn't come to you first?
03:54I wasn't even sure you'd let me in the door.
03:56Oh, I would have let you in the door.
03:58Are you sure about that?
03:59Yeah.
04:01Because there's a lot you need to know about your favorite surrogate son's current maneuvers.
04:06Oh, yeah.
04:08So I've been hearing.
04:11You know, maybe this is all too much.
04:18I shouldn't have interrupted you at society.
04:22But when I saw you with Amy, I just...
04:24I felt this horrible ache in my heart.
04:28And Sally thought, you know, she...
04:30She said that if I cared, I should really try.
04:33Try to do what?
04:34And explain myself to you.
04:38Apologize.
04:39Even if I've never done anything like this before.
04:44Um...
04:45You know, maybe I'm just...
04:47I just want to get this right, Nate.
04:49I don't know how.
04:50Can you just help me?
04:51Can you tell me if I'm reaching you at all?
04:53Audra...
04:56Okay, you know what?
04:57I, uh...
04:58Maybe I just pushed too much and we could pretend like this never happened.
05:02We'd just walk away and then talk about this at some other time.
05:05Now makes as much sense as any other time.
05:07As sorry as you say you are.
05:28What happened to Stella hanging over us?
05:31It took so much to get you to tell me the truth.
05:39About what happened with Victor.
05:44What happened with Kyle.
05:46Look, I...
05:46No, I made a mistake, okay?
05:48It's just the way I handled things.
05:50It was all wrong.
05:50You doubled down, Audra.
05:53Gloating to Claire.
05:55Goating Kyle.
05:56It wasn't just that you chose to risk our relationship for a shot at your own company.
06:04It was the pure nastiness of it all.
06:07That's what shocks me.
06:09You, the woman who held Amy's hand to get her through some of her worst moments.
06:16To be so cruel and spiteful.
06:21Look, I was separating things in my head.
06:23I don't...
06:24It's my ambition and honestly, my jealousy.
06:28How Kyle and Claire just have it so easy because of their families.
06:32And they can just sit there in judgment.
06:34And people like me who have to make compromises no one else has to make.
06:38It's just making more excuses.
06:42It is.
06:43I am just trying to explain myself to you.
06:50The person that I was, the woman I was a month ago, that is not who I am anymore.
06:57What will it change, Audra?
06:59Audra, you say I matter to you.
07:03Me and our relationship.
07:06But it wasn't enough to stop you from doing what you did.
07:11It was dark, Audra, cynical.
07:13No regard for people's feelings.
07:18And I didn't expect it.
07:21It changes how I see you.
07:23But I am not the same person anymore.
07:28I have changed.
07:29You can see how sorry I am.
07:31I can do better now.
07:34And that's enough for us to try again.
07:35I let myself hope that it might.
07:49I have not made a promise to work with you.
07:51Then why would I agree to meet Jill only with you?
07:54Because you need my cooperation.
07:57That's the price.
07:58What are you looking for in this possible meeting?
08:01I'm going to find out if it is worth my time dealing with you.
08:11Victor, Cain is a threat.
08:14How severe, we don't know.
08:16As long as he is unfettered, though, we have to stay on alert.
08:19I would think a little of your time would be worth the effort to stop him.
08:24Jill may not agree to Naveen on our behalf with Cain Ashby.
08:28She dotes on him.
08:29Which is exactly why she will not allow him to do something destructive, Victor.
08:35If not for our sake, then for his.
08:37Look, he has not passed the point of no return.
08:40And she will fight like hell to make sure he does it.
08:42Well, or she'll step back, you know, let him do what he wants to do.
08:46And, uh...
08:48Yeah.
08:48Even if it means crushing your brother.
08:54Victor, are you really so hell-bent on watching my brother drown
08:58that you're going to shrug your shoulders about Cain?
09:00I don't give a damn about your brother.
09:02When are you going to commit?
09:06Time is running out.
09:08Cain could act now, and you and I are talking in circles.
09:11I'm not going to confide my plans in you, or Jill, or anyone else whose name is not Newman.
09:23So, people have been talking about me.
09:29Hopefully, good things.
09:32Unfortunately, no.
09:33I talked to Jack and some others.
09:35Of course, Jack's warnings were the ones I listened to.
09:40What are you up to?
09:43And how upset am I going to be?
09:44I don't think you'll be upset.
09:48Hmm.
09:49All right, first of all, why are you in Genoa City?
09:52I just thought it was time to come home.
09:54Yeah, and everyone's really happy to see him.
09:56I just have some people to win over, that's all.
09:59So, help me.
10:00I want to know.
10:02Cain plans to hit send on a lethal AI software
10:05that'll decimate any corporation from the inside out.
10:09Apparently, it's untraceable and unstoppable, according to Cain.
10:12And inflicted on whom?
10:16That's the fun part.
10:17The Newmans, Jabot, maybe Winters, but he's not sure because of Lily.
10:21Definitely a target on Chancellor.
10:23One click of the button and it all goes boom.
10:25No, that's not possible.
10:29Is any of what he's saying true?
10:37Maybe you mean all this.
10:39Or want to, at least.
10:42Yeah.
10:42I'm not lying to you or to myself, not now.
10:47And I know you're hurting.
10:49Aren't you?
10:52Yeah, that's something that felt good.
10:55Like it could go somewhere real.
10:57And it still can, if we both wanted to.
11:01I mean, do you?
11:02Audrey, the way you're talking, this is who I thought you were inside before everything fell apart.
11:10Someone who wanted to leave the worst parts of herself behind, but you didn't.
11:14They were there all along.
11:15They were there all along.
11:17And now, I don't know, maybe I only saw what I wanted to see, but this relationship you want to go back to, I don't think it ever really existed.
11:25I made a mistake.
11:26I made a mistake.
11:28One mistake, Audrey.
11:29You made a thousand of them.
11:32When you made the deal with Victor.
11:34Every time I asked you what was going on, you lied to me.
11:41Talking your way into the niece trip because of Kyle and seducing him for whatever reason.
11:46It wasn't a seduction, it was a con.
11:51I thought I had everything under control, which was stupid.
11:55I know that.
11:57And if I could go back and undo it all, I would.
12:01But this is all I have left now.
12:03Bearing my soul to you, and you know how hard this is for me.
12:08To show weakness.
12:11To admit shame or guilt.
12:14To beg for forgiveness.
12:16But I am turning myself inside out because I will do anything to make it up to you.
12:22Or maybe it's all because you hate to lose.
12:27If there's any part of you that misses me, even a little.
12:34If there's any part of you that wants to give us another chance,
12:39you won't regret it.
12:41You think Cain actually has the AI program he claims to, or is he bluffing?
12:52Well, if you're not holding out on me, this is all guesswork.
12:57But Jill can get to the truth.
12:59Jill can give him that death glare she has,
13:02and get Cain to admit he's just looking for attention.
13:05Which more and more, I think, is the case.
13:08He didn't get the respect he wanted in Nice, and now he's taking another tack.
13:12So now you think he expects us to placate him?
13:17Well, think about it.
13:18He leaves town.
13:19He's ignored and all but forgotten.
13:22He comes back with money and considerable power.
13:25We don't know how considerable.
13:27Maybe he thinks that corporate annihilation is the one threat he can use to get us all where he wants us.
13:36To what end, I do not know.
13:42I'm waiting, Cain.
13:43Is what he said true?
13:46It's a family and friends plan.
13:47Everyone's involved.
13:49Why would you do that?
13:52I don't know what to say.
13:54Because nothing has happened.
13:56All right, what has he told you?
13:59So much.
14:00Catching up like old times.
14:01Oh, Billy.
14:03He told me what he has.
14:04And how he plans to use it.
14:07He even asked me to push the button because he wants to keep his hands clean.
14:10Of course, we're not really sure if it's true,
14:12or maybe he's just being patient before he pulls the trigger.
14:15Or maybe somebody got to him in order to keep him in check.
14:17It's enough to make your head spin.
14:19Makes for sleepless nights.
14:21Hey, talk to me, Cain.
14:24Why?
14:24I mean, Billy Boy is doing such a bang-up job.
14:26Why don't we let him finish?
14:27This is what he does.
14:28He's become very good at yanking people's chains.
14:31Will he?
14:31Won't he?
14:32Can he?
14:34He pulls you in, and then he shuts the door on you.
14:37And then he does this.
14:39This kind of, this smug look.
14:41You see that right there?
14:42Kind of like a half-smile, as if he'd been studying Victor.
14:46Oh, and just like Victor, he says it makes it all about family.
14:50What does that mean?
14:51He says it's all for his loved ones.
14:53Of course, he offered me a deal.
14:54One of many, I'm starting to lose track.
14:56I don't trust a word that comes out of his mouth.
14:58But he did say that if I made up with you, he would do right by his kids.
15:04Interesting, right?
15:05Okay, I'm going to need a moment to process you.
15:12But you, I have no doubt where you stand on making up with me.
15:22My single malt is not up to your standards.
15:25I hope you don't mind my partaking on my own.
15:28Now you said Jill is on her way.
15:30Why haven't we heard from her?
15:31How would I know that?
15:33Maybe it's because Billy got to her first.
15:38Berating her for selling what she had a right to sell.
15:41Now that is over.
15:42Billy is no longer fixated with Chancellor.
15:45Come on, you can't be serious.
15:47Of course he is.
15:48As long as I own Chancellor, he'll be fixated on it.
15:51And all conversational roles lead back to Billy.
15:55Yes.
15:57That's right.
15:59Because Billy Boy may sell you out.
16:01He may sell all of us out.
16:03As long as Cain Ashby, Daniel's Chancellor in front of him.
16:07He will not cross that line.
16:10He won't.
16:12I know you're right enough, Jack Abbott.
16:15You don't believe that.
16:18I can see it in your face.
16:19If your brother has disappointed you, has disappointed all of us.
16:27What is there to talk about?
16:29My own mother sold me out.
16:31Oh, so now you're acknowledging me as your mother?
16:34You don't even call me mom?
16:35Give me a break.
16:36Cain doesn't call you mom.
16:37And he's a golden child.
16:38Oh, damn it, Billy.
16:39What do you want to do?
16:41You begged me to come to Chancellor.
16:43Because you needed support.
16:44Because Mamie and the Winters were coming after you.
16:46And you gave me autonomy to run it as if it was mine.
16:49To protect it.
16:50Which I did.
16:52And you didn't give me the decency of even telling me
16:54that you sold it to Victor knowing he would rub it in my face
16:57every chance he got.
16:58You don't have faith in me.
17:00You don't believe in me.
17:01You don't trust me.
17:04What's there to work out?
17:05Ease up.
17:06Billy.
17:07You made your point.
17:09Okay?
17:09I just want to make sure everyone knows why I'm upset.
17:12Look.
17:13I, for one, am glad you came.
17:16You know, I know you didn't want to do this right now
17:17with the three of us.
17:19I think it's better than I did.
17:21Well, clarity brings closure, right?
17:23So, are we done?
17:24Billy.
17:27Billy.
17:28No, Joe, why'd you want to see the two of us?
17:32I don't know why.
17:34It was a mother's pipe dream, you know,
17:36that the two of you would kind of learn to tolerate each other
17:39and maybe become friends.
17:41Family?
17:42That's not going to happen.
17:43Oh, and maybe you could be my ally and help me with him?
17:46Yeah, well, I've wanted to.
17:48I've tried.
17:50You just used your kid as a pawn
17:52in order to try and make a deal with me.
17:54What does that say about you, Cain?
17:56Billy, please let me make it up to you for hurting me.
17:58You can't do that.
18:00You can't undo it.
18:01Victor's not going to hand Chancellor back to you.
18:04What happens if he follows through with his apocalyptic plan?
18:07You're going to lose faith in him like you did me?
18:12That's what I thought.
18:16Welcome home, Joe.
18:17God, he's so lost.
18:30And suddenly I'm afraid I'm going to lose you too.
18:37What you want, Audra?
18:40What you think could happen?
18:41I have to try, Nate.
18:47For both of us.
18:50And now you know the worst parts of me.
18:54Something that will never happen again.
18:57But this situation has changed me.
19:00We can be okay.
19:01You're so short, but I don't see a way back.
19:06Then we go forward.
19:09Look, if you give me a chance, I will do whatever it takes.
19:13All you have to do is say yes.
19:18You don't have to do it now.
19:21What?
19:21Leaving us a limbo?
19:24Just...
19:25Please take some time.
19:28It won't help, Audra.
19:31I know too much.
19:33We'll get to know this version of me.
19:35How do I forget everything else?
19:38All the tricks and deals.
19:41Saying one thing but doing another.
19:44Kyle, Holden, Victor, Tucker.
19:48My family when you were at Chance of Winters.
19:52That is all still there.
19:55It's your fallback position.
19:57You'll always have a reason to take a shortcut.
20:00That's not true.
20:02Maybe not.
20:05But I'll be waiting for it.
20:07Second guessing everything you said and did.
20:11Maybe you changed.
20:14But I have to.
20:17And...
20:19I can't go back and be who I was.
20:25Not with you.
20:29Not now.
20:35I can't go back and be who I was.
20:37I can't go back.
20:37I can't go back.
20:44But I'm gonna...
20:45Hey, where's Lily?
20:57How long have you been alone?
21:00Something came up at work, but I told her I was fine.
21:04And I'm sitting here, people watching.
21:06Right, right.
21:08She texted me.
21:09I really didn't read it.
21:11I told her I was perfectly fine.
21:13Now, I didn't mean to eavesdrop, but I do know that woman over there is not very fond of her brother-in-law, and she has good reason.
21:22You've been busy.
21:24People are miracles.
21:27I mean, you know, it's impossible to not be amazed by them.
21:31True enough.
21:32But I'm sorry I kept you waiting.
21:35I am so sorry to see you.
21:38So sad.
21:43Hey, Sally.
21:45It's me.
21:48I did what you told me.
21:51I cracked my heart open.
21:54I told Nate I was sorry that I changed and how much he means to me.
22:01You know, and there were times where I saw a look in his eyes like he wanted to say that he wanted to give us another chance.
22:12But then...
22:13You know, I'm usually so persuasive.
22:24You know, who could resist me?
22:27Well, it turns out, Nate can.
22:31Nate can.
22:32I lost him, Sally.
22:33It's really over.
22:34You know, when I told Billy that if he worked things out with you, I would try again with my kids, I know it sounded mercenary, but I was just trying to prove a point.
22:42Yeah, I know you were, and I'm grateful.
22:44He loves you, Jill.
22:57I know you were, and I'm grateful.
22:59He loves you, Jill.
23:04And I love him.
23:07More than I can say, but ever since I can remember,
23:13maybe it's because we're so much alike.
23:15We both want these big prizes, and we make these big mistakes, and...
23:23Maybe I'm just missing some critical element of motherhood.
23:28No. He makes his own decisions.
23:31You can't blame yourself for who he is.
23:34Oh, yes, I can, because I made him.
23:36And even if it wasn't my fault...
23:39What good does a clear conscience do me?
23:42It doesn't even matter.
23:44What I need is my son.
23:47And time goes so horribly fast, and Billy knows that better than anybody.
23:53Delia.
23:54Yeah, Delia.
23:57And I meant what I said before.
24:00I am really, really scared that I'm going to lose you in all this.
24:05That'll never happen.
24:07All right, what about these accusations?
24:10It's... it's... it's all they are.
24:13Accusations.
24:14Look, I know how much it means to you, Maddie and Charlie, that you leave them something, but...
24:26My God, Cain.
24:28I mean, you wouldn't sell your soul to get even more, would you?
24:33I mean, you wouldn't pull this on people that I care about, because...
24:39Lord.
24:42If you did, you gotta tell me about it.
24:45And you gotta damn well tell me.
24:48So I understand how you could be so cruel.
24:52Come on, Victor.
24:56In what universe am I going to join you in condemning my brother?
25:01Jack, I don't give a damn how you feel about this one way or the other.
25:05But I promise you, Billy Boy is a play on this.
25:10I can't argue that.
25:11And yes, it is a frustration.
25:13It should be frustrating, okay?
25:15Families should fall in line.
25:18The way Adam does?
25:19Yes, yeah.
25:21He has become more reliable.
25:23And you're confident things will stay that way?
25:25Well, no.
25:27But...
25:29I have contingency plans.
25:32Wouldn't it be nice if we could hope for the best from someone and they would actually pan out?
25:38Some people say that about us?
25:40Yeah, you're probably right.
25:46What the hell is this all about?
25:49We do not have to talk about Ardra if you're not ready.
26:00But if you are, I am here.
26:02I'm not going anywhere.
26:03It's okay.
26:04She apologized for the lies.
26:06The agreement she made with Victor.
26:09The game she played with Kyle.
26:10And that's a good start.
26:13But the thing is, is she sorry?
26:15Or is she sorry it didn't work?
26:17Would she ever have told me if things hadn't blown up?
26:21There is no way to answer that, right?
26:24Mistakes changes if we are willing to learn from them.
26:30How do you feel about her now?
26:32Not if something did or did not happen.
26:35This moment.
26:36This Audra.
26:37She's so smart, beautiful, fearless even when she shouldn't be.
26:51When we were together, it was exciting.
26:58More than casual, but less than deep.
27:00And then, you came to stay.
27:07When I saw a side of Ardra, she doesn't show just to anybody.
27:12It was good for both of you.
27:15We became a little family, the three of us.
27:18She and I used to talk about that.
27:20But her being attached to you and happy with me, that didn't stop her from risking at all.
27:27This is about character and morality and ethics.
27:33And I'm not saying she's a bad person.
27:37Who am I to judge?
27:39Because that's not our place, sweetheart.
27:40We can't see what's in her heart and her mind.
27:47But can I ever stand beside her again and not wonder if she's hiding more secrets?
27:54How can I ever really believe she's changed?
27:58Why don't we take care of something more important first?
28:01Come here.
28:07It's so good to see you.
28:09Oh, even if I'm nagging you.
28:12Oh, were you?
28:13I didn't notice.
28:16So, you didn't come to Chance's funeral.
28:21No.
28:23No.
28:24I, uh...
28:25I told myself that you should be able to grieve without me there as a distraction.
28:33I felt guilty.
28:34So, the idea of facing you and Nina.
28:40I'm sorry.
28:41I was being a coward.
28:42That was not your fault.
28:45Oh, my God.
28:46Darling, nobody could have predicted what Carter was capable of.
28:50No, don't look down.
28:52Nobody.
28:53Nobody could have predicted that.
28:54I'm gonna skip.
28:58I'm gonna get some water.
29:00Yeah, well, what you're really gonna do is you're gonna stop fussing.
29:05Okay?
29:06And you're gonna start talking.
29:09Because you told me that you were ready to step up into the light.
29:14That you were ready to come back to your family and the friends who love you.
29:19Yeah, who, uh, who would that be exactly?
29:26Oh, my God.
29:27That's it, isn't it?
29:30Well, sweetheart, you're lonely.
29:32And you're feeling rejected.
29:34Come on, giving up isn't gonna help anything.
29:37It's only gonna ruin getting your family back.
29:40Oh, tell me, tell me that you're not giving up on what really matters in life?
29:54Two of you hanging out like college buddies, that's end of days kind of stuff.
29:58You know that, right?
30:00Your brother and I are discussing ways to fend off Kane Ashby's attacks.
30:07We?
30:07What?
30:09That packs the punch, doesn't it?
30:10Victor and I have shared resources in the past when faced with a common thread.
30:14When Claire and Harrison were kidnapped.
30:17Oh, I get it.
30:17So this is a dream team?
30:18That's interesting, Jack.
30:19You trust Victor over me when it comes to dealing with Kane.
30:21I will tell you what I told our guest.
30:24All that matters to me is removing any power that Kane can use against us.
30:30Well, no argument there.
30:32Kane needs to be brought to his knees.
30:35Count me in.
30:38What I'm hearing is doubt and what I'm seeing is heartbreak.
30:48It's still fresh, but I'll get over it.
30:52Is that what you want?
30:53Don't have a choice.
30:55Is that true?
30:58Oh, it's sitting with the pain too much to bear, so you have to numb it as fast as you can.
31:03Look, my question to you is, do you have to make a decision today, this moment?
31:12What good would it do to drag it out?
31:13Audra's proven who she is.
31:15So she's unforgivable, irredeemable.
31:19That's what you truly believe.
31:21What do you believe?
31:22No, that doesn't matter what I believe.
31:23It's about how you feel, Nate.
31:27I mean, you're struggling.
31:29And I think part of it is because you want to forgive her.
31:33Doesn't mean I should.
31:35And who decides what you should do?
31:38What?
31:39Some advice you read somewhere?
31:41Look, I know you and Audra are close, and you still can be.
31:46That's between the two of you I won't interfere.
31:48I'm going to say this not for my sake or for Audra's.
31:57I will never see Damien smile.
32:04So when I tell you how much your happiness means to me, I'm not sure you can fully understand.
32:13I don't be grieving for the rest of my life.
32:16But maybe your smile can make up for it.
32:24Come on, Nate.
32:25Audra, she made you laugh.
32:29Your eyes would light up.
32:33And you might shake her head when she was full of beans.
32:37But she did something for you that I don't think any woman could have done.
32:43And it makes me hope.
32:45It makes me hope that she really has changed.
32:52You're a good soul, Amy.
32:54Sing the best.
32:57Don't we deserve that sometimes?
33:00Love works miracles, Nate.
33:02It can heal the heart.
33:03And it can change a person for the better.
33:09Isn't it worth a try?
33:11So, what's the plan?
33:21How are we taking down Cain?
33:22You're too much, man.
33:28I'll tell you.
33:30So he can run to Cain.
33:32Get back in his good graces.
33:33I'm not running anywhere, Victor.
33:39You never cease to amaze me, man.
33:42Jack, I think you and I will have a conversation about all this later on.
33:46Without the presence of your brother.
33:47Oh, your buddy Jack, who you trust all this?
33:50Just give it a break, okay?
33:51This is an uneasy but necessary alliance.
33:54Let it go.
33:55I assume because you brought Jill back into town, this has something to do with her?
34:00Wait, have you heard from her?
34:01Oh, yeah.
34:02And guess what?
34:04She went straight to Cain.
34:05Not me.
34:07Not you.
34:08So good luck trying to get her on your side.
34:10How do you know all this?
34:11Because I was there.
34:13And I told her all about Cain's plan to take down the big three.
34:17With his AI software, not that she cared.
34:20I was still her biggest disappointment.
34:21Still think we need to meet Jill together?
34:30Chains of plans.
34:34We divide.
34:37And conquer.
34:44What am I doing?
34:48I don't know how to answer that.
34:50Because I don't know.
34:52Not anymore.
34:55See, I knew something was wrong.
34:58When Jack spoke to me up in arms, none of what he said sounded like you.
35:03Yeah, but it is me.
35:05You know, maybe not the details, but Jack had the gist of it.
35:09Uh-uh.
35:10You're a good man.
35:11I know this.
35:14You hear me?
35:14I know it.
35:15Maybe you're wrong.
35:18Maybe I've just been fooling myself and you.
35:20All right, like you could con me.
35:22I just have this, this, like, loop in my head.
35:32You know, was it worth it?
35:36What was I looking for?
35:39Why this move?
35:40Why that one?
35:43What's the next one, the one after that?
35:45But the cost of all of it, Jill, not just for myself, but for everyone that I love.
35:58I think that I just, that I maybe just, I should have stayed away, locked myself in that stupid chateau, or gone somewhere else.
36:09I just, you know, not Dumas, not Ashby, someone else, or no one else at all.
36:23And just let everyone that I care about just get on with their lives.
36:29But then other times, I just have this rage.
36:38And it's all I can see.
36:42You know, everyone who's ever doubted me, or dismissed me, or took what I thought I deserved.
36:54Why not me?
36:57Why not take what I want?
36:59Please believe me when I tell you that everyone has had moments like that.
37:07And it's not just moments.
37:11I don't know who I am.
37:14You know, this part.
37:17They're the part that I want to be.
37:21Am I Kane Ashby?
37:25Or the mysterious Dumas?
37:26Or am I, am I, am I my father's son?
37:32Or am I the worst parts of all three?
37:37And all I want
37:38is to just burn it all down.
37:45Baby.
37:47No, baby.
37:48Next week on The Young and the Restless is just phase one of my attack on that passion.
38:10Dare I ask what phase two is?
38:12How was your trip?
38:14Did you find out anything about what happened to Mariah?
38:18We did.
38:21I'm glad that we have this time alone.
38:24And why is that?
38:26There's something I want to get off my chest.
38:28Frankly, it's long overdue.
38:30I think the ability to harm your crew is that theirара only is a human commission.
38:32I believe that they're coming off my chest.
38:34I believe that it is something I don't want to ever achieve, it is that I always knew what happened.
38:37You're ë¨¼ì € to wait to see all the people I got back on that shit.
38:40I love this.
38:42I'm glad that you're now unintentionally.
38:42I love this.
38:44I never feel good at you.
38:52I love this.
38:53ë”” I hope that you can be jamaised.
38:55That's what happened.
38:56I know, gotta get 60% off my chest now.
38:56I know.
38:57I'm just gonna die.
38:57I love this song.
39:28Join us again for the young and the restless.
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